this goes hard

this MAKES me hard

this goes hard as fuck

This goes hard as fuck on a truck

@@apricakes8008 Two trucks, perhaps?

im gonna release on spotify once i collect all my songs into a few albums

@@zero435 Yippie!

Well, me and other are just happy to have youtube and adblock to use it as. the true archive of music and internet history

​@@zero435That's also cool!

same but for soundcloud

🤍

That is a truly interesting premise

Makes me think this song could be adapted for an Amv of some sort where the protagonist is trying to be fully nihilistic but is comedically proven wrong and wrong again when his attempts at looking for negativity is either met or shown with positivity which makes it arguments seem weaker and eventually cracks and begins to feel good again.

@@Flairis Indeed. I love that Idea.

​@@FlairisRe:zero? Idk if we should call him nihilistic tho

thank you it means a lot :)

@@zero435 You’re welcome! I look forward to your future work.

I did for the banger title

Got my ears banged instead

I did for both

not art, a drawing not a song, a music

@@libero2711_ not writing, a poem

He fights for no reason Hence the name.

A war without reason one could say.

Finally, music theory

_"Pessimists are lucky! They're always either right, or pleasantly surprised."_

I might just start to be one, I love being right and surprised

​@@Gabriel_Ultrakillhehehe

what da heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelllll

thanks!! you can use my song however you want if you credit me properly. also if you decide to use it let me know when it's finished, i would like to see the results. if you want to contact me join my discord server in the description.

"Just one sky? Oh please, _at least entertain me."_

"seems like ya don't miss anything with that cocky personality, huh?? Guess people never change."

@@aspookyscaryskeleton5238 "If only you knew how far from 'people' I am... perhaps you shall be entertaining in your ignorance. Shall we begin?"

@@justsomejerseydevilwithint4606 "never been more ready, go ahead land the first hit... If you can"

@@aspookyscaryskeleton5238 Glad we could have this little fanfic. My guy's backstory is they're from another reality where they've ruled galaxies with an iron fist. The question is, does that power translate to this reality?

Wow this kinda spontaneously combusted, didn't it. (Not big enough for "Blew up" but still impressive to my standards.

@@mackenzieray5252 you forgot the second ")´"

thanks!

I agree, Roland from LOR.

Is that Roland from Library of Ruina on the Nintendo Switch??

is that roland

is that roland

nihilism ≠ unhapiness. in fact, if i were a nihilist i would be happy and free.

@@zero435 I did not implied that nihilism equated unhapiness this is why I separated the line ^^". But you are wrong to assume that nihilism would bring you happiness because it can only do so for a very short while.

@@Ultra_DuDu there is a thing called optimistic nihilism. well i wouldn't be optimist nihilist if i were a nihilist but still i would be free and happy about it and i know for sure. im talking about myself so i'm not wrong. if i was claiming everybody would be happy and free i would be wrong. still other some people can be this way like me but im not talking about everyone and generalizing it.

@@zero435 ​ That is the thing, "optimistic nihilism" is not nihilism because nihilism is negative by definition. In fact it is closer to absurdism than actual nihilism. (I hate Kurzgesagt for popularising that term). I feel like that word slowly lossing it's original meaning everyday, like Stoicism, Epicurianism, Cynicism etc.

@@Ultra_DuDu yes i know optimistic nihilism isn't philosophical term and we don't need to be limited by terms, we can call that existential nihilism if you want they have pretty close meanings. there are many types of nihlisms not just one. you can be nihilist about one thing and not be a nihilist about other things such as being a morally nihilist believing that there are no morals it's all made up by humans but still believe that life has a meaning. we can still consider them nihilists, a nihilist doesn't have to be nihilist about all things at once, in fact it would be contradicting. you can't be in a position to defend that life has no meaning when you reject life itself in the first place. you can still be nihilist with different approaches. you can reject objective meaning and be nihilistic about it but can create your own subjective meaning. it doesn't make sense for me to say nihilism is negative, it's all about perception not definition of words or terms.

also let me know when you use thanks :)

yeah basically it's this if you simplify

this is indescribably high praise considering some of tim's work

huh

well yes im fan of the game and toby fox but im not part of thr community or interested in fan made content, i just admire the original game. i used to be that kind of fan when i was a kid though 💀 it was cursed but it was fun.

@@zero435so real for that tbh

thanks im glad you liked it :) !! i don't like when people find my music similar to boss fight music while im trying to express my feelings and making music about depressing topics but i can see why people comment this way. don't get me wrong i know you have no bad intentions and im glad you enjoyed it, i just wanted to share my thoughts and feelings :)

​@@zero435 Oh I'm sorry, I didn't mean my comment to sound disrespectful about the feelings you put in music! and well, since we're on the topic of sharing thoughts, if you don't mind we can discuss this a little further ^^ Of course I can't know what you've been through and what exactly you want to tell with your art, all I have are my own reflections and interpretations of your work. Unreachable Nihilism really reminded me of Omori. You probably know this game (correct me if I'm wrong, I'm making this assumption based on the thumbnail of Old Summer), this game has a lot of complex and interesting characters, and usually the boss battle is the climax, the moment were everything unfold and you learn more about them. A music providing strong feeling can enhance these important moment, and it makes them memorable. This is why I will never forget the battle against Aubrey, the music was so perfect to convey the feelings to the player ! When I was comparing your music to a boss theme, it was because Unreachable Nihilism feels very intense, and maybe "boss battle" was not the best way to say it, I was more meaning about a the "Climax of a story or a character". Though this is only my interpretation, I'm biased by the fact that I like to create small games and stories ^^ I also listened to some other musics you made, I really like what you do, I hope you'll keep sharing your projects on YT :)

@@zero435 You know when you mention it like that, I feel the parallel between your intention how it can relay to others as boss music, shows how people view negative feelings, problems and views as an evil to overcome, like an games final antagonist. Just an interesting way to look at it I think.

@@laby1827 yeah i know omori and the final battle's music was really impactful with the violins, aubrey battle was also pretty emotional with that distorted lofi electric guitar sound. i know you can't exactly tell what i want to express from the outside. it's a bit saddening for me that i cant convey my emotions directly through music but if you did find my music intense then i might succeded a bit about conveying my emotions. having your own interpretations isn't a bad thing, i do this a lot with art that i consume too and everyone else does that. we put different meanings that belongs to us which is amazing i think but it also has some downsides sometimes from an artist perspective as i mentioned. i wish we could live in a reality that we could directly understand an artist's perspective without ruining our own perspectives and meanings. it's one of the tiny little things i find flawed in existence. so without going any deeper i want to thank you for nice comments :) im glad you're enjoying my work, it doesn't matter how. i hope you have a great day!

​@@zero435Yeaah you're right, it's hard for the artist's intention to coexist with the public's interpretation without one taking over the other, I never thought of it like that 🤔 Anyway ! I wish you a nice day too ! :)

thanks im glad u liked it :) breakcore is a pretty good genre i like it. check out my "trying to hold on to life" track it's a mix of breakcore and chiptune, it's chipbreak. i plan to make more chipbreak tracks, the next video will be chipbreak

@@zero435 really? damm now you picked my interest. gotta listen to that rq and gonna be back

@@zero435 Back from doing it. It was awesome, looking forward to the next "chipbreak" track!

@@brauliodorantes8232 thanks :)

@@zero435 thank YOU for making these, they are great!

it's a personal story. im gonna explain it briefly tho it's not that simple. i hate life and i wish i was never born and this started like 5-6 years ago when i found out "nothingness" idea. many things in life happened to make me discover the ideas and beliefs i have but im not gonna explain them in this comment. everything in life lost meaning and value for me, i realized nothing is worth living with the bad and good. good things in life started to seem unnecessary and a fuel for pain loop. i started to desire to not exist strongly for a long time, i still desire it but i don't show a special effort to achieve it because i realized it's futile. what futile is trying to reach nihilism. what i mean by that is i have septic approach to after death, if we disappear after death i could achieve what i want: to not exist. but i believe in possibilities, not only religions, anything i can imagine can be real, which is pretty scary for me. so i was trying to believe and rationalize nihilism "we're born from nothing and we will be nothing after we die". but i couldn't reach it and found out how dumb and futile effort im in, my beliefs didn't change no matter how i tried. and finally this song is about this effort i put into to try to reach nihilism but couldn't.

Look up Kurzesagt's video on Optimistic Nihilism; nothing matters at all, and all we'll ever know is this life, so the only thing that could ever matter is how this life feels. I choose to make this life pleasant, and to help others have the same. Basically, Nihilism changes nothing; we still will only experience this life, so we still should be invested in it, as it's all we'll ever have. I urge you to try to make your existence pleasant somehow-- it's all you'll ever know, isn't it?

@@justsomejerseydevilwithint4606 it's hard to explain it all in one or two comments with my non native language english. it's impossible for me to make my existence pleasant while i find this existence dreadful out of my control, all i can do is try to reduce pain which is my goal since im forced to live. what you stated is an perspective, a belief so not everyone thinks that way. people can still believe that all we'll ever know is not only this life or believe that life has a specific meaning and everything matters, just for example there are many religious people out there and people can rationalize their belief with valid methods. so what i mean what you said isn't a generally valid/objective statement it's just an opinion open to debate. same goes for nihilism it's a belief and perspective so it changes everything, for example i believe in god and hate them even tho im skeptical about their existence but their existence is more likely to me (basically agnostic theism with a misotheistic approach) and if i were a true nihilist without doubts, i would be free from god and dont't believe it. it would change how i live completely. if i were a nihilist i wouldn't be optimistic nihilist or absurdist because why would i strive for no reason if nothing matters? if we're gonna disappear? if anything doesn't have any meaning? why would i still continue this thing called life i despise so much and nothing good in life doesn't mean anything for me? i can just die and be nothing forever. assuming if i were a nihilist, optimistic nihilism or absurdism wouldn't work for my case, i can see why it works for some people because they have some sort of connection with life and enjoy some stuff in life which is totally valid even if they reject everything and think that nothing in life matters and has no meaning.

me after i eat cement

oh boy you're gonna have a hard time

im trying to collect songs to release few albums hopefully this year i will release my songs on spotfiy. thanks:)

@@zero435 im looking forwart to it :]

We are all a bunch of dreamers after all.