Namjoon's brain...like how did we get so lucky to live in a time where he's also living??? The way he's written down his most personal thoughts and feelings but also made space so that the listener can feel and relate.

Me too. I cried. I wish him all happiness in life. He deserves all the best in this world.

RM is a poet

RM's poetry hits hard. His voice and melodic rap this time, combined with his message and then Youjeen's powerful and plaintive voice just shredded me. I'm a sobbing mess ~ this song is everything right now. 💜💜💜💜💜💜

This song is so emotional. Indigo is a masterpiece

I cried for a couple of days, Namjoon lyrics really hit me hard and Youjeen’s belting out singing amplified the emotion I felt inside. I was crying a lot I had to explain to my husband why I cried. I became ARMY just this summer, and my journey as a baby army was like I was in a tsunami, from the moment I wake up in the morning to the time I go to bed, my headphones were on my head. I ride my bike to work so I had 2 hours a day of really listening to their music and watching their videos to get to know them, it was fantastic. I am so grateful to my husband for understanding how his wife changed into a BTS Army and that’s why I love him. Thanks for sharing your emotions with us💜

First time I seen the vid I bawled my eyes out!!!! The album is so very amazing and RM is so beautiful..

You’re not alone, I ugly cried for 5 mins when I watched it the first time and then continued to cry for another 5 times while I was streaming in the office. I needed your reaction to know this song hit you the same way it hit me

I can't help crying or tearing up when I watch the MV and listen to this song, it's just so beautiful and hit me so hard. 😭😭 I am so proud of Namjoon! Indigo is an incredible album. The album was just released but it has already made me feel so many things and heal. Namjoon is my favorite artist for a reason. I appreciate the fact he's so honest with us. Not all can do that and exposing his inner himself and putting out in the world those raw lyrics is just so brave. I always find myself in some way reflected in his music and his songs give me comfort and motivation. It's like if someone is sitting next to me, listening and telling me that everything will be fine, that one day we will make it. Kim Namjoon is an incredible artist and I can't be more proud of him, I'm so proud of everything he has achieved as a celebrity and as a person. He deserves all the love and support! It's incredible how every single song is so f good on its own and even if they are different, I see them as a whole. That's why it's hard for me to choose a favorite one.. that's what happens when you release a real good album. Namjoon's lyricism always blow my mind. I wish him all the happiness, he truly deserves it. 😭💜 I'm OBSESSED.

Love your reaction 💜 Don't cryyyyy... seeing you cry made me tear up haha Firework in Korean is called 불꽃놀이(Bul-KKeot-Nori) which literally means Fire-Flower-Play. And the Original Title of RM's song in Korean is 들꽃놀이(Deul-KKweot-Nori) which means Filed-Flower-Play. (Fieldflower means Wildflower in English) The MV starts with beautiful fireworks. But later almost at the end of the MV instead of fireworks there is a scene of 낙화놀이(Nak-hwa-Nori). Nakhwa Nori is South Korea's traditional fireworks but they are different in many ways. Firework use chemicals so it explodes and disappears in a short amount of time, but Nakhwa Nori use charcoal so it slowly burns and last for hours. Also while fireworks are shot high up in the sky, Nakhwa Nori is hung in the sky so the flames falls to the ground. Nakwha literally means falling flames/falling flowers. Its just like his lyrics "I yearned for the flames(firework), I yearned for a beautiful fall." You can also check out this link to see how Nakhwa Nori looks like from a scene in a kdrama called "bloody Heart" (My favorite❤️) kzfaq.info/get/bejne/btmPfLl_r9Sydmw.html Now I'm gonna go watch your other videos! Have a nice day and stay safe 💜

The purity of his heart, the magnificence of his poetry, his love for us, has made me reconcile with the fact that they have taken this unlimited rest.

I cry every time I watch this mv! Just watched the RM live Indigo magazine film which features all of the artists along with RM talking about each track and I was doing okay, until they started talking about this song and from that point until the very end when each person gave a final comment about RM and the album I sobbed. Of course then I watched your reaction and sobbed all over again. There’s honestly so much to say about the intent behind the lyrics it’s impossible to cover everything. RM is a beautiful person, inside and out.

I am so thankful to god that he created Kim Namjoon and I feel so grateful to be born in same era with them😭😭

You know, I've kept BTS pretty close to the vest cuz anytime I tried in the past to introduce them to people I got a lot of negative comments or I could feel people rolling their eyes in their heads when I would say how amazing they are (a boy band, amazing, ya right). I just stopped talking about them. Still people knew very peripherally that I liked them. Today my best friend in the world sent me a clip of the NPR concert and I finally told her how much I think she would enjoy his music. I've been dying to gush to her about him and introduce her to all his music but I think I would be heartbroken if she made the same comments I've heard before. She's a beautiful poet and writer (published) and I would be so sad if she didn't love him and his work. Anyways, she asked me what his name was and it really felt like the twilight Zone. This person that has gotten me through some of the roughest times in my life and is a global superstar is nobody to her. She said that what she heard was good and that he was cute. It's still amazing to me that we can all live in different worlds in this day and age.

Esta canción te rompe el corazón y te lo vuelve armar cuando Nam sonrie en ese campo lleno de flores violetas💜🇦🇷💜

Poet masterpiece. Luv this song so much. Yes RM album of the year. 💜💜💜

11:44 I had the exact same reaction. Down to the T. Exact same reaction, I was sobbing so I could barely see the screen at the time, but I recognized the color purple and sobbed even more. Then I ended all droughts when RM sang "Ah, I'll return someday" as he sings to the beautiful purple ocean.Thank you for the reaction, I'm 100% in love with you 💜

Congratulations on finishing up nursing school! I've been a nurse for almost 40 years and I'm always excited to see new nurses joining the field. I'm baby army lurking, and RM is my bias! I cried during the mv, his lyricism is unmatched, and we are privileged to be able to experience it. He bears his soul to us and asks nothing in return. Thank you for your reaction, new subscriber!

Our Namjoon in his field of purple lavender... The details. And yes I cried... 💜

He's perfection!! So so so proud of him!! What a masterpiece!!

NAMJOON is so beautiful I'm in tears 🌼💞

Impossível não sentir a pressão que ele sente por ser um idol, quantas vezes ele se sentiu preso e sufocado e para nós ARMYS ele não demonstrava. Seja livre meu anjo Nam😭😭😭😭😭😭💜💜💜

Literalmente lloré todas las veces que escuché la canción, amo este álbum y amo a Nam, gracias a todos por el apoyo a índigo

Lana, you reacted the exact same way I reacted at 6am in bed when it had just come out. Just, in awe, bawling my eyes out and loving him so much. Being overwhelmed with all of it, the lyrics, the sounds, the visuals, YouJeen's VOICE, like...he's given us so much of himself and here he is, showing even more and being so vulnerable yet so strong in his art, I...yeah. I love him so so so much.

A true army:) I cried so much watching it too and seeing the lyrics...love this song from RM...hes so inspiring and i love how he told us his deep feelings!

I cry also!! This was so beautiful and raw! Namjoon is so deep ❤

I feel you... I cried a lot 😭😭😭😭😭

I’m so glad we didn’t run into each other on the freeway! I was levitating off my seat the first three days just listening to the album. That was before I got any translations. I am obsessed too. This is the album of my life. Namjoon is the poet of my life. He is my artist. I’m in love with his words and his music. 💙🙏🏽💙

RM, you crushed it, all ARMY hearts melt sir.💜

I´m crying too girl, and it´s the 10th time I´ve seen this mv godddd real music man

나도 울었어요 남준이 너무사랑해요 대단해요 ㅜㅜ😭

I cried I actually cry every time I hear this song it's poet namjoon at his finest the line ill be back someday hurt my soul 💜

i feel like the last song on the album helped me feel a lot better about this 🥺 Wild Flower also made me worry about him a lot, but the lyrics to No.2 are like him telling himself not to regret anything, and to look forward and protect himself and that it’ll be okay. i loved your reaction bc it represents mine too!!! :’)💙

girl i cried with you god da*n it 😢 i dont know how to pass those two years without them but one thing i m sure that i will be a bangtan stan forever

I always love your genuine reactions! I cried the first time I heard this song and I had no idea what the Korean lyrics were, you can just feel the emotions that RM is conveying. Congratulations on finishing nursing school, I’ve been watching since your first BTS reaction video. Go be the awesome nurse I know you are. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

If RM make a book and be an author, I would love to buy it and read it many times cos he's so deep. I cried ㅠㅠ

It's a song that strikes deep, I know it hit me in the same way. He's lived a life in his 20s that many will never relate to or have the opportunity to experience yet everything he has to say resonates so universally. He's genuinely a very very special person. If I can make one recommendation per your decision on tiny desk (and I know everyone enjoys music in their own way), Namjoon mentioned he hoped fans could listen through the album as is, in order, for the full experience. As a longtime army, it's one of my most memorable full album sit throughs I've ever experienced. I'm sure you're eager to get to tiny desk, I just wanted to offer my experienceThe beginning of the video and when youjeen sings the hook reminds me of RM and Jimin on American Hustle Life watching the fireworks and being in amazement of them. It brings a warm and fuzzy feeling to me. I love this album and it has a really good vibe where you can listen and reflect on your own life or just chill and enjoy the eclectic group of songs on the album. EDIT: . I've been on the verge with this song, and it takes a lot for a song to hit me that way. I love how RM can pull these emotions from us, and i truly believe that he can do that because he is 100% genuine in his music. another masterpiece!! 🥰😭😭😭❤👏👏👏👏KISSS FROM BRAZIL💚💛💙🤍

The song is so beautiful and the meaning hit really hard😭🥺💜💜

oh yay!!!! i was waiting for this. namjoon is for real one of the greatest artist. this song is so good. i always cry when i watch this MV.

I was just so happy for him that even i teared up but after watching the music video i actually cried .... I was so overwhelmed

I love your reaction and the song is so sad and beautiful 😭😭

Youjeen vocal killed it ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Thank you for waiting 24 hours. We let RM down with Sexy Nukim. Today he got 9.4 Million views, we definitely could've given him at least 10M+ views if so many people didn't post distracting reactions

Yo tambien llore hermosa canción llega al alma

There’s so many references in this MV - his personal struggles, identity crisis, the pressure/intensity & the loneliness of his success etc. The lyrics are raw, emotional and heart wrenching that even just as a listener we empathise to him. Wild flower brought us along his roller coaster ride of his 20s (where he climbed becoming the biggest band in the world, bringing nearly bankrupt company to billion $$ company and what it feel like being on top) - the storm, fireworks, barren land, calm flower field. Very deep and personal song, I can see why he said that this song is so precious to him. On your own time I would also highly recommend to also watch the breakdown of Wildflower at itsANDYandJAS channel if you like to understand more of each message. It is very insightful.

Almost 7am in Portugal and i am crying my eyes out with you over here. 😭💜

His album is a masterpiece and the lyrics are brilliant.

I love you RM

RM and the rest of the BTS members dedicated their youth to singing and fans. be as noble as a monk🌿

I sometimes feel like people do forget these very famous stars are real people. I feel like, i absolutely love BTS, but once they are off the stage, they are regular people. The time they put in, writing their music, rehearsing choreography, putting a show together, put in all their work combined with their talent is what they're giving the fans, and not giving THEIR lives. I watch their recorded videos that are put out there, try to go to concerts but again, once they're off the stage, they're people, not just STARS, they belong to themselves. Love BTS, together and solo, they are incredible!

And we need to remember that is not just a human there, but an artist too. So, he has a Human AND artist feeling tied by this shackles. And I think is important for us, as fans, to know about how they're feeling, cause part of that shackles is the public, the fandom, that creates with expectations, demands, idealizations. sometimes we don't mean it, but we also don't realize the impact of our actions and words on the construction of these shackles.

this is my first reaction by you, thank you for the recommendation KZfaq. Im subscribing ! Indigo is perfection!!

Love that you share your emotion...

Я плачу 😭спасибо за реакции💜

너무 밝은 모습들 뒤에 슬픈 마음들을 보여주니까, 마음이..결국에는 희망을 이야기하는 순수한 청년이 우리를 감동시킵니다.

Thank you for respecting the 24 hrs💜 I'm predicting that RM will be the second one to do his military service😭😭😭

This will be same vibes as the astronaut...beautifulll but the pain at the sametime🥺🥺🥺🤧🤧okey army this era will be cry army eraaaa💜💜💜💜💜😭😭😭😭

Hi, i am back. U look pretty. Ty so much for this! 😭 i was in the hospital today for a cancer checkup. They had a really hard time finding a vein. I was poked 7-8 times! I so needed this. My arms hurt. Ty so much! Hugs tight. -NY USA 2019 Army💟(yes, i cried with u). Good reaction, ty. RM wrecked us bad. I cried reading the lyrics my 1st read through. Damn, RM! It hurts that he felt this way. Dang it. This brings me back to what he said at Festa Dinner. Youjeen was perfect. Don't know her but she sounded great. I look forward to learning more about her. She is a 45yo rock singer. She is part of a band. They are legends in Korea. By the way he did a live on Weverse too. Not the live i was expecting. 😅Hope u can react to that as well. U can watch it here they posted it. He also did an interview and I'll bet we will get behind the scenes so u can watch that and find out more info. Tiny desk is out yep. Borahae. -NY USA 2019 Army💟 Teresa Nike said on 12/2/22 When I watched the Festa dinner I felt this break was more for RM . The whole group needs it to find themselves but I felt RM needed more and to go back to being Kim Nam-Joon then he can come back to being RM with a renewed energy . I think he saying he lost his identity people only think of him as RM , he had to only think of RM and BTS but that not the only part of him he is Kim Nam-Joon as well, he can be both people. That's what I got from it. I could be way off though. It's a beautiful and powerful song. So proud of him.

I love him so much too. This album will be remembered.

RM IS AMAZING , HIS VOICE AND LYRICS ARE REALLY SPECIAL AND SIGNIFICANT. =( i am crying 🩹

This is about his fight to himself with bts RM and himself namjoon who loves to be him. Idol and him...he talked about this his latest festa live. It hurts that he was going through pain but he stand firm.

The I’ll return someday hit so so hard. How can a sing both make me cry and feel me with hope and love.

🇧🇷💜🇧🇷 chorei junto com você 😭 Essa música é um hino que fica na alma da gente Viva nosso líder RM

RM heart is sincere that’s why he could come up with very meaningful words for his songs 💜 BTS💜 got his album from Itune 💜

WE LOVE YOU NAMJOON ❤🥺

This has to be one of the most beautiful songs I have heard in a long time RM you put a lot of heart in this song your great is all I say your fan from USA ❤️❤️🇺🇸

Love Rm 💗

Thank you so much for your reaction! I feel like mine was so similar. I’ve been watching reaction videos all day and just hoping someone would mention Festa Dinner because as soon as I read the lyrics it brought me back to that day. I feel like the song is a product of that and a part two of all that frustration and confusion. Namjoon turning his pain into art to express the real him and help others feel seen and relatable. Ahh I just love him so much. I feel so terrible and almost guilty especially during the pandemic they gave so much of themselves to cheer up Army that they may have felt lost and not themselves. I wish I could hug him too and tell him it’s okay to feel everything he’s feeling and take as much time as he needs I hope he can find peace and happiness 💜

Beautiful reaction think you sooo much 💕💕 Rm is the best most perfect 💕💕💜💜💜

Love this album to & his artistic beautiful mind. It may help to know that I watched an interview he did & said that everything on this album was written during or is about where he was at in 2019. He’d been going non-stop, they were always “on” and he felt he was losing sight of his authentic self, having no time to sit back & unpack the journey and so high up & busy there was no space to breath. Also feeling guilty for his very real emotions when he had so much and he didn’t want to let the fans down. The whole thing was in danger of falling apart completely in late “19. A huge tour was coming at a time they all needed space, time to process and let themselves come to terms with all the changes they’d been through. Covid will never not be a bad thing but for RM & probably all of BTS it was the first chance in a very long time to have the ability to stop, feel and process emotions. Then they were given the opportunity to help lift the spirits of the whole world in a very different way. One that gave them time & space to experience it and seeing how it helped others, helped him find joy in it again. They all had time to both give to the world and to themselves as individuals. He found himself again & was able make sense of all the negative emotions, rediscover his dreams and where he wanted them to go. To move forward he felt he needed (and was finally able to) write about this period in his life with perspective and to make his first new solo artistic step be about expressing everything that led him to his lowest point so he could move on from it to a future free of any past shadows. It’s a very personal album and that’s what makes it special, he takes us all on his journey from the place of a fully developed artist and man understanding & letting go of the shackles of the past.

Indigo album is dedicated to his 20s "The Last Archives Of My Twenties"- Kim Namjoon

For me too is literally my favorite album nothing going to top this for me

Borahae Namjoon 💙💜💙💜💙💜💙 Das Lied ist ein Meisterstück. 💙🥰 Mir geht es wie dir. 😭Ich weiß nicht wie oft ich jetzt das Lied gehört habe. Möchte auch Namjoon sagen wie sehr ich ihn respektiere, und wie sehr sein Lied mich emotional mitgenommen hat. Hoffe du kannst es für dich auf englisch übersetzen. Ich bin gerade nicht in der Lage auf englisch zu schreiben. J-Hopes Lieder, Jungkooks "Dreamer" und Jins "Astronaut" sind schon für mich sensationell, aber Namjoon ist amazing !!!!!!!!! Love you and greetings from Germany 🐻‍❄💜💙

I cried too! A beautiful song & album from an amazing artist - our poetic Namjoon 💙

Look at him. He is my fav boy. 💙🐨 This song is soooooo nice. I'm also crying with you. 😭

12:55 same reaction but I interpreted it differently but love others interpretations just as much…For me he was saying some day he will have peace and be happy and be able his life the way he wants and be able to live like his old soul wants (I think RM has an old soul).

It’s been more than a year, still I cried along with you. Indigo will be my forever comfort album ❤️‍🩹

Please don't cry sweetheart... I can feel exactly what you feel and you heart &soul is so pure & genuine. Love you n your reactions. Thanks and take care 😘

This song absolutely broke my heart...

Hi! I'm ji. I think this is another level. You know It! Rm is art and music itself. I'm really touched by your reaction. Thank you so much♡

Loved your reaction you got it and cried with you for the sixth time 💜

Seeing you crying made me even more emotional 🥺

Its about the contradictories of life which is common human.. and how a peaceful scene above the clouds had fire works underneath.. simple and complicated, deep and shallow, fame and loneliness all are part of common life.. how delicate and soft is a wild flower and how powerful are fire works but he made them one.. how desires creates our own bondages, but then real freedom is to be free from desires... live the moment simply which you fully own.. just simply play your part and be your self.. just live no shame coz oneday you're gonna be no body.. Watch your grave..

I was crying my heart out everytime i hearing the song....

And here I'm crying with you.

Eu amo o Namjoon e essa música é simplesmente maravilhosa, me emociona toda vez vejo o MV, thanks for reaching, Borahae 🥰🥰💜💜💜💜💜💜💜🇧🇷

Love your reaction, i cried a lot his album is art and poetry😭

when i first listen to the song nd i started feeling all kinds of feeling i start to smile , i laughd nd cryd a lot and soo much feelings he as poured jus saying i m proud i beyond understatement ..... if ever i get a golden chance i would love to say that you saved millions and thank you making music that inspires and pouring your heart out 🥺🥺🥺🥺💜💜💜you deserve all the happiness in the world god bless💜

Sii es buena esta canción de RM y de YOUJEEN wild flower

I sobbed like a baby as soon as I saw the crowd and heard those cheers 😭😭😭

You know? I literally cried so hard when I first saw this MV, He literally made me CRY! 😭 I love him So much We love you RM 💜

I am very proud that I am an ARMY!! 🥺😭💜🔥

you said everything I was thinking about this song and RM & BTS in general. as fans you never know how your favorite people are truly feeling. and although BTS has been good at keeping ARMY involved in their lives I'm sure there is a lot they are told not to say or express. so eventually that will wear down a person with the heart that the BTS members have. thy just want to be themselves and create as themselves even when together. I will miss them dearly when they enlist. I wish the best for all 7 of them. I hope they find the inner peace and creativity and individualism they desire. and that they come back to us feeling whole and complete.

Thank you for doing this😊 He is amazing. What a lyricist he is. 💜💜

Eu me sinto tão culpada,e nem sei porque! me dói muito ver eles assim 😔

this is my first time coming across your account and I cried so much with you haha:((( your thoughts were so well expressed, it's exactly what I feel about Joonie as well and it made me emotional. thank you for your reaction, have a good day!

army support come on namjoon, let's keep streaming!!!

I just discovered your channel and I instantly subscribed 😆 I really love your reaction, now I'll binge watch your other videos 💜

Extraordinário 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏

i am happy as long as he is happy