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For my Mom

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LifeBurry

LifeBurry

Күн бұрын

First off my mom is fine!! This video is for her in response to something that happened today. I've been struggling to write my script for my 10 year video because I felt like my voice in it wouldn't come from an honest place. Recently I've been feeling like there's a part of my life that needs closure but I didn't know which part until today. I watched a ted talk this morning that talks about the art of being you. It mentions that when you're a kid you're bravely you and you know who you are and as we grow up we get further from that because of social pressures and what not. So I decided to call my parents and get their honest thoughts on who I was as a kid and the result of that phone call led to this video. Many of you have heard my story from my draw my life and know the struggles I've dealt with over the years regarding my relationship with my mom. I've been very honest about it and always try to be with you guys because by sharing my story I never know who I'm helping that's in a similar situation. I hope this helps somebody 💜
The Ted Talk I reference in this video: • The art of being yours...
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@LifeBurry
@LifeBurry 7 жыл бұрын
I ugly cry quite a bit in this video. If you cry easily at other people crying I don't recommend watching this in public. Peep the description for the reason behind this video. Thanks for hearing me out 💜 p.s. I get quite emotional in lifeburry videos because I feel like this is a really honest place for that since it's 100% my life. This is how I am and I don't think there's anything wrong with having a good cry when you need it. Letting the feels out heals the soul ✌🏼
@ijoelvillaruel
@ijoelvillaruel 7 жыл бұрын
LifeBurry aww you'll be okay soon
@LifeBurry
@LifeBurry 7 жыл бұрын
Isaac Villaruel lol thanks! I'm ok now! I just wanted to give an update on this part of my life.
@grantalveniz381
@grantalveniz381 7 жыл бұрын
LifeBurry we love u 😊
@o0oAoMo0o
@o0oAoMo0o 7 жыл бұрын
You're a great person meghan :) You have a life time supporter here! Stay awesome :*
@mirandabrumble5772
@mirandabrumble5772 7 жыл бұрын
LifeBurry we all love you😄
@MeganSmithers
@MeganSmithers 7 жыл бұрын
Oh god I'm so glad this video isn't what I thought it was going to be
@vanessacurioso
@vanessacurioso 7 жыл бұрын
sameeee omg Megan Smithers
@bubblesarecool3038
@bubblesarecool3038 7 жыл бұрын
Megan Smithers same I thought it was going to be like a speech or a tribute to her mom and about her passing away
@chelseaheijenk8092
@chelseaheijenk8092 7 жыл бұрын
It hurts me to see you like this. i love you so much and ill never forget who you really are, you should never forget your a beautiful person and my angel. stay strong meghan.♡
@jackgalardi1624
@jackgalardi1624 7 жыл бұрын
Meghan should write a book
@Belyee8
@Belyee8 7 жыл бұрын
Jack Galardi retweet
@Wendixs26
@Wendixs26 7 жыл бұрын
Omg meg I was doing my make up during this video had to stop because I started crying and bawling. I am 25 and until this day I don't have a good relationship with my mom. I blame her for many things and this video have made think what if I talk what if I ask her why? But my mom is not a open person any way thank you for this video and I'm so happy that you found your way back home!
@makennaberes4194
@makennaberes4194 7 жыл бұрын
After watching this video, i understand why you and joey connect so much. this is really hard for everyone to go through, and i hope i never go through it. Much Love Megan!
@captianzanzey
@captianzanzey 7 жыл бұрын
hard times make great people, and you've been through some really hard times. love you Meghan.
@HollowWolf
@HollowWolf 7 жыл бұрын
Love you Meghan. 💕
@VeesTreatsLA
@VeesTreatsLA 7 жыл бұрын
stay strong love ♥️🤗
@tyreegaming6060
@tyreegaming6060 7 жыл бұрын
You should stay strong and stay true to who you are because of all of the sacrifices they made helped you be you and it made you stronger. Stay strong Burry. Stay strong😍💪🏼💪🏼😍
@chelseaheijenk8092
@chelseaheijenk8092 7 жыл бұрын
Meghan stay strong! we all love you! i really appreciate you being so honest about these things! your my idol and you always make me smile! i love you so much!
@LeeRy30
@LeeRy30 7 жыл бұрын
Meghan, I love you so much! You inspire me everyday! I feel like what you have been through has only made you stronger as a person! Now that you feel a different way about your mum, your relationship will only get better! You can clearly see the love and the words she said to you on the phone were powerful... I was bawling my eyes out by that point!! Know that you are an amazing person and everything you do is amazing!! Never give up on anything as you can achieve ANYTHING you want to!!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@Kayleigh
@Kayleigh 7 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing this, I am crying with you.
@merisdamjanovic7480
@merisdamjanovic7480 7 жыл бұрын
Why are people disliking? I don't see a good reason. You dislike I bad video, not one u don't want to watch or u don't like. This is a great video. This is the kind of video u like
@paulatome1907
@paulatome1907 7 жыл бұрын
nether boy11 Completely agree. It's like virtually 'laughing' at somebody's problems
@merisdamjanovic7480
@merisdamjanovic7480 7 жыл бұрын
Quick Fix: Remove the dislike button. If someone doesn't like a video either click off or give some positive criticism and feedback. Keyword there is POSITIVE
@merisdamjanovic7480
@merisdamjanovic7480 7 жыл бұрын
U mess with Meghan u mess with me
@lax398
@lax398 7 жыл бұрын
nether boy11 lol you literally said "you don't dislike a video you don't like." That's LITERALLY what the word dislike means. I'm not saying I didn't like this video, but your definition is just wrong
@merisdamjanovic7480
@merisdamjanovic7480 7 жыл бұрын
I meant u dont have to do it. It isn't helping u in any way so basically it is useless to do it
@paulatome1907
@paulatome1907 7 жыл бұрын
Meghan: When we are kids we are not totally conscious about the things we say or how we act in some situations. Indirectly, you grew stronger than other kids because of what you were living in that moment. Do not blame yourself for the past things. Life has made you the humble, generous and caring person you are now because of that. If we don't understand the problems we experience as a kid, being kids; it's very difficult to get over them as an adult. And you've done it now, being completely aware of it. "Let it hurt. Let it bleed. Let it heal. And let it go." ❤❤❤
@heyyojesso
@heyyojesso 7 жыл бұрын
i am making waterfalls and i dont cry at anything. this hit me so hard be because my dad killed himself when i was really young and i think needed to cry. thank you meghan. for being you
@AdaEnchilada
@AdaEnchilada 7 жыл бұрын
I just want to say how proud I am of you Meghan. You are one of the strongest people I know. You've been through so much but yet you've overcomed your obstacles one by one. I know there are parts in your life you are probably still struggling on but you not giving up just shows how amazingly strong you are. Keep being the amazing you that you are and always remember if you ever need to talk to someone just to let it out I'm here, and so is your community ❤️
@CarlaHowe.
@CarlaHowe. 7 жыл бұрын
I have to admit, my heart dropped when I read the title of this video and seen the thumbnail... But this couldn't be further from what I initially thought! Oh Meg, I can't begin to express how happy I am for you! As someone who has been a Burry since your Modesto days, I was crying right along with you! My heart is so happy for you!!!! Forgiveness is a big deal! When you're carrying around that burden in your heart and letting that cloud hang over you, you're going to feel lost and not like yourself. I pray that you forgive yourself as well, and that your heart heals completely! I also pray that that 5 year old you comes forth and you find yourself! Lord knows we all need to find ourselves at some point in our lives!
@thepeacefulpetshop
@thepeacefulpetshop 3 жыл бұрын
I'm glad you now have a better relationship with your mom and came to this understanding of why things happen. So many things happen due to the world we live in that truly affect people in the most drastic ways and it's so hard to endure and cope. It's amazing how your life can turn around after certain moments like what happened with your mom then in the hospital, and what happened after the phone call with your parents. The realizations that change your whole perspective. I pray that you and your family can continue to heal and be happy, and draw closer to God and and each other. You're so strong, Meghan. 🤍
@stef.280g.6
@stef.280g.6 7 жыл бұрын
I was watching your vlog at my lunch break and I got to emotional that I had called my parent's tell them how much I appreciate everything they did for me I'm so greatfull too have my parents and as I get much older I see how much of the influence they put on me is how I will continue haveing this strong influence for my kids some day . Meagan you are a true awesome friend even if we haven't meet you are awesome.☺☺😎💞
@MarandaStrawberry
@MarandaStrawberry 7 жыл бұрын
this was so powerful. i admire you for making this video and expressing your feelings. not only did i become emotional over what you were speaking about, i also was overwhelmed with the amount of strength you have shown with this. i'm sending so much love your way and thank you so much for being such an amazing role model for so many people ❤️
@aenkat2908
@aenkat2908 7 жыл бұрын
It's great to have those memories with your family. That's what my mom would do, I remember when I got pushed by my step brother because I had broke his action figure my mom ran in and yelled at him, another time my mom was doing the laundry and I had found a spider in my room and ran over to her saying "there's something in my shoes! AHHH!" she went into the kitchen grabbed a cooking pan and went into the living room and looked on the wall and saw a big spider and just chased it around wacking it.....haha.....She was the most amazing person I've ever gotten to meet.....I really miss her.....She actually passed away.
@BrendaNaomi
@BrendaNaomi 7 жыл бұрын
I love the honest part about Lifeburry. It takes allot to show yourself when you're this vulnerable. I never like seeing you cry tho but at the same time it shows how real you are with us. I'm glad you found closure in this part of your life. I love you, Meghan. You're strong and honest. Never stop being you
@humphreychannel582
@humphreychannel582 7 жыл бұрын
We your fans (even ones like me who aren't so vocal) are always here for you.
@marjolein7502
@marjolein7502 7 жыл бұрын
I go through this myself. En this video made me so sad. And so happy and safe at the same time. I love you and everything you do. I love how honest you are with us. And I also got sad because I know that things will get better for me too. Even if I feel alone or scared all the time. I can go to your channel and watch because you are ALWAYS there. Thank you❤ P.s; I look so much like you. Maybe too much. I understand so much what you went through and I'm 13. I don't know if that's good but I'm so self conscious. I have no confidence and feel alone all the time. Maybe it's my home situation or something else. I don't know. But you just make me feel worth it EVERYTIME. So yeah. Again thank you ❤
@clairebear2513
@clairebear2513 7 жыл бұрын
im glad youre healing meg :) stay super duper strong and love with all your heart!!!
@victoriav3781
@victoriav3781 7 жыл бұрын
Aww Meghan I hate to see you cry but I hope you got some type of closure from this. I've had a rocky relationship with my mom, and there were many more downs than ups. I empathize with you because, I've gone through something super similar with my mom but also very different, that it's almost crazy. I'm almost 19 now and when you mention being so angry with your mom i can definitely see myself. I hope that someday maybe my mom and I can fix things. Or talk things out without getting angry at each other so that we can get both get closure but that probably will take a while, since naturally it takes longer to heal a wound then receiving it. I'm glad that this was your "someday".
@JonathanBickford
@JonathanBickford 7 жыл бұрын
Love how open and honest you are. Sending you lots of love and prayers! :)
@simranr7876
@simranr7876 7 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for posting this Meghan. There are so many unbelievable similarities in our stories (we both born on July 17, our mums both had depression in a really early time of our life, they both tried to end their lives). My mum currently is still fighting depression (im 14) and, since i don't remember her true self, I struggle to see her ever recovering. I have so many built up feelings towards her and your story has helped me see that there is light at the end of the tunnel. I know many people suffer from depression but i have never really been able to relate to anyone. You are a huge inspiration to me and i wish i could talk to you because most of the time i feel as if i am the only one dealing with this. I hope one day i can reach the point of acceptance you have. I am so thankful that you have shown me that it's possible to survive this. Xxxx
@scalesterplays6664
@scalesterplays6664 7 жыл бұрын
You have been through so much I just wish I could give you a huge hug. You are one of the strongest people I have came across and I know you will be able to conquer anything that comes your way 👍
@EnnyLuxx
@EnnyLuxx 7 жыл бұрын
I can feel your pain and I understand your pain for your mother. I wish my birth mother was still alive. She passed in 2013. I got to know her through the system of foster care. When i was about 10 Me and my little sister were lucky to be adopted by this amazing woman who had already a child who was grown. And i wish I had more time with her. I'm 29 now. I was the second child to be born of 8 siblings. That pain of being abandoned travels with you all your life. Even now I will never forget those first 4 years of life with my birth mother. I can remember everything.
@MYKADAWN777
@MYKADAWN777 7 жыл бұрын
So much love and understanding to you Meghan. Thank you for sharing your raw feelings, this helps so many people and we are so happy to be here just to listen and send words of encouragement. You're an amazing person - prayers to you and your family!
@Xrysto
@Xrysto 7 жыл бұрын
Wow, this was so encouraging. I've honestly been feeling like I've lost a part of myself for a while now and I'm slowly searching for my true and genuine self again. Thank you for sharing your heart Meghan and so happy that you've found that closure you needed. Love you!
@conorbennett16
@conorbennett16 7 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for this Meghan. My favorite thing is when you open up to us and you just pour your heart out to us because while it may feel like you're vulnerable, it shows how strong you truly are. I relate to a lot of the aspects of this video so it really hit me hard but I'm glad that it did because at this age, I'm really not paying a lot of attention to how I act towards my family and I feel like I can be better now. I'm going through a lot in my personal life right now and I'm sitting here in bits crying but I fee stronger than I had before because of you and your videos and your willpower. I love you so much Meghan, for this and for so much more.
@kyelerwilliams8794
@kyelerwilliams8794 7 жыл бұрын
Aw I'm so sorry. I know exactly how you feel bc I'm going through that same thing with my mom currently and it's hard, it really is. And I thought I was the only one with a mom like mine, but now I know I'm not. Before her mom died she was a happy healthy mom to me and my sister who a a year older than me (I'm 15) and then when I was little my grandma died and she spun out of control and got addicted to drugs and alcohol she cuts sometimes she thinks everything is her fault and her mom was abusive and it's scary, I worry about her everyday bc like you said we never know what could happen and I just wanted you to know that you're definitely not alone. There is so much more I could say. Anyway thank you for being here and opening up and telling us things like this and talking to us! Your pal, Kyeler Williams
@MrSyasuke
@MrSyasuke 7 жыл бұрын
Sometimes the things that hurt the most are the ones that helps you to become someone that can do so much, I've learned that the hard way too, my childhood wasn't what i remembered (which i thought it was so awful) but like everything it had moments of joy and happiness, most of the times we remember the bad things the most and don't realize the small good things or take us time to really understand the "what happen" at certain time. Im really glad that you're feeling better now. We love you and keep going forward ❤
@ashyhii
@ashyhii 6 жыл бұрын
you made me smile...because you open yourself...we are here for you and we accept you in our lives for who you are...and we love you for making us smile with your jokes and you laughing inside your videos...I know that now that I'm writing this comment you'll be better from that but I want you to know that we are here for you and we can help you...thanks for making me smile even when I'm sad...thanks to your family for making you who you are...💘💘
@craftgamesandmusiclover471
@craftgamesandmusiclover471 7 жыл бұрын
Ohhhh, Meg! Your a great person, you know that right? You make my days when I watch you, your so nice, and I just LOVE you! Right Now, you're making me cry. You are just one of the BEST people I've watched (and I've watched a LOT of people) and I hope you keep that in mind. Stay this wonderful women. There's not very many of you in the world. LOVE YOU!
@gleekybanana
@gleekybanana 7 жыл бұрын
Meghan never stop being who you are. I appreciate everything you do and hope that your mom truly gets to be in your life more often now. Forgiveness is the key to Happiness and I am glad you found it. God Bless you and your Family ❤️☺️
@jerkinglattes
@jerkinglattes 7 жыл бұрын
I feel like I can really relate to you, Megan. Your parents know you love them and they gave you the best they could. even through the hard rocky path. You're an amazing person and that's because of your mom and dad. much love.
@sigalakavian
@sigalakavian 7 жыл бұрын
you are so brave! im so proud of you, i have been growing up with your videos, you are the first youtuber i ever watched i feel like you're my friend. I love your honesty, and your personality is a lot like mine, im happy for you and wish you the best!
@daybydaystonebystone
@daybydaystonebystone 6 жыл бұрын
“You formed my inmost being; you knit me in my mother’s womb. I praise you, because I am wonderfully made; wonderful are your works! My very self you know. My bones are not hidden from you, when I was being made in secret, fashioned in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw me unformed; in your book all were written down, my days were shaped, before one came to be.” -Psalm 139: 13-16 This is one of my favorite Psalms Meghan💜 I remember when I first started watching your videos it was about 7-8 years back and I just loved who you were then and are today. And I remember that what was most captivating was that light that shined from within in all your videos, a light that I now know comes directly from our creator and that I’ve been so blessed to witness in so many others as well☺️ My heart is overjoyed at the healing happening within you and your family!💜 I pray that the Lord continues to fill you all with healing, clarity, and love🙏🏼 And that you can find rest in knowing that your identity lies in Him alone☺️❤️. Ps: If you think verses 13-16 of Psalm 139 are good, you should check out the entire thing☺️💜🙏🏼🌊👌🏼
@myprincessbunny
@myprincessbunny 7 жыл бұрын
@mayam3943
@mayam3943 7 жыл бұрын
I'm watching this a little late but it still meant a lot and showed me that a lot of things our parents do is for a good reason and I started to cry because I don't have the best relationship with my mom either and it inspired me to try and understand her point of view more.
@caluki2416
@caluki2416 7 жыл бұрын
Omg this was literally so hard to watch like I'm in a bunch of tears because I can relate to so much you was saying. I've been through things like this too and I just wanted to say that I'm proud of you for who you became and I'm always here
@TheDerfty26
@TheDerfty26 7 жыл бұрын
one of the most touching, honest, heartfelt videos from any youtuber i watch. im really glad you posted this. so brave of you, thank you for sharing your story.
@Coridy
@Coridy 7 жыл бұрын
I kind of needed this video. I have similar issues of depression running in my family from my mother and now sister growing up. Depression is tough to deal with in any situation and it effects them and everyone around them. I appreciate you sharing all of this and if you feel like it please continue to make real videos like this :)
@ajj242
@ajj242 7 жыл бұрын
Love you Meghan! ❤️ we all need a good cry sometimes! But I'm glad to hear that everything is slowly working out and I only hope it will get even better for you! We are all here to support you everyone definitely needs a cry sometimes and we are all here to support you through it all! All those amazing childhood qualities are still present in you! Keep doing what you love and staying true to you and things will be ok 😘😘
@inter_1097
@inter_1097 7 жыл бұрын
I still remember when you talked about some of this stuff on UStream. Your parents are amazing and you are very strong. God bless all of you
@aymaneshl9769
@aymaneshl9769 7 жыл бұрын
Thank you Meghan from the bottom of my heart... I think your story has been such a light and guidance to what I've been through in my own life, I'm 21 now and for the most part I still don't think I allowed myself to heal or process things that happened with my own parents, seeing you finally allowing yourself to heal and get some closure is what I'm striving for, I really do hope someday I can be able to reach that and understand things happened the way they did, but for the moment I can't express enough words to how much you've helped me for years now, thank you so so much, I am deeply touched
@morrigano_7717
@morrigano_7717 6 жыл бұрын
when I'm bored I rewatch your videos all the time and I am watching this one again and I'm crying, once again. I'm literally in tears. I hate to see you cry. I know you are probably okay right now but I still, we still and will always care about you. you are such an amazing person and we love you for who you are. we love you so so much meghan💞
@stephenremains
@stephenremains 7 жыл бұрын
You are amazing Meghan, giving you a hug through the interwebs.
@kairasicloud
@kairasicloud 7 жыл бұрын
We love you Meg! 💖 Please don't cry.
@hallow_ed
@hallow_ed 7 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much, Meghan for your vulnerability. Thank you for your truth. Sending you so much love.
@lifeisgoodlisha
@lifeisgoodlisha 7 жыл бұрын
Praying for you Megan
@Ninten70
@Ninten70 7 жыл бұрын
I'm so Sorry for all the Stress you've been suffering through Meghan. Stay Strong! *hugs*
@acflnnr
@acflnnr 7 жыл бұрын
Dear Meghan, I can really relate to this whirlwind of emotions you described. The intensity of the generosity of others is hard to process some times. It sounds like you're mother gave to you what she couldn't give to herself. It's wonderful for you to deal with this at your age, and not later in life. The rawness of this video is extremely touching. Thank you.
@CJXalax
@CJXalax 7 жыл бұрын
Beautifully said. I definitely need to watch this TED Talk. I need to ask my mom what I was like as a kid. My dad is no longer a part of my life, and that is my choice to better my life. But this was a huge journey for you, from your sentiment in your Draw My Life to this acceptance of who your mom was, is now, and the healing that will continue going forward. She's blessed to have such an extraordinary daughter and she must be very proud that you attribute a lot of the facets of who you are to how she raised you. David and Christian in essence did have a chance to experience your mother's love through your example and how you took care of them. You are a wonderful person: a daughter and sister with a kind heart and someone who dares to dream big and make things happen. You are an inspiration to us all 💙
@Bitweirdinnit
@Bitweirdinnit 7 жыл бұрын
ur a very strong and wonderful person Megan and I'm so proud of where u are right now. we all love u sooooooooo much Megan, stay strong💕
@tegan4682
@tegan4682 7 жыл бұрын
I honestly couldn't help but to cry I hate seeing u sad meghan it breaks my heart WE ALL LOVE U 💝
@samueljay7394
@samueljay7394 7 жыл бұрын
we love you no matter what..we are your comfort place...you can lean on us if you feel weak...:)
@39yearsago28
@39yearsago28 7 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry you were sad. I understand how hard it is to grow up and look back. 😊💜
@MentalLapse
@MentalLapse 7 жыл бұрын
Life is a complicated experience. I'm one of your older viewers and there have been many times in my past that I wished life came with instructions. Unfortunately we all have to go through the ups and downs that we are dealt. Family means so much. I know because I lost my Mom in January. The one thing that I have always been grateful for is we had a wonderful relationship. It makes me so happy to see that a weight that has brought you so much pain for so long may finally be lifting and that I hope you and your mom will get to share the future together from a place of happiness. It takes a lot of courage to bare your sole like you did but I Know that all of us Burry's are proud of you :)
@jennaskingdom8994
@jennaskingdom8994 6 жыл бұрын
I loved this. Thank you so much for saying what you needed to say and coming to that realization. Im sure that felt very freeing. Proud fan :)
@christa3150
@christa3150 7 жыл бұрын
Man that was deep Meghan, you are amazing and are someone who has been making a mark in my life, showing to be yourself and be you!!! Thank you Meghan for years of smiles and fun!!!❤️❤️❤️
@brookshiredave
@brookshiredave 7 жыл бұрын
I hope that saying all that made you you feel better. I am always learning and trying to better myself. Having others not ruin your day is tough. I have gotten better at managing that over the years. Bless you and your family Meghan ! Have a great day.
@CBoxAlmighty
@CBoxAlmighty 7 жыл бұрын
Much love to you Meghan, ive been watching you for many years and will always keep watching you because of your raw, interesting and awesome content
@themy1890
@themy1890 7 жыл бұрын
Shows how much I care for you considering I saw the thumbnail and clicked it immediately to see if you're okay. I may not know you but I feel connected to you in a special way. We love you Meg! ☺💜🍓
@smellmycoffee
@smellmycoffee 7 жыл бұрын
You're so strong and inspiring. You've been through a lot in your 30 years and it's so inspirational (yep using that word twice in one comment because it's the best word to describe this) to see you forgive your mom and to come to all of these realisations. I want this clarity in my life too.
@lettusu8208
@lettusu8208 7 жыл бұрын
Just remember that your mother is always in you by heart I almost lost my mom at age 12 by a stroke I would have loved with my dad and I dislike my dad. But she made it We all love you stay strong
@FlutterTreeGaming
@FlutterTreeGaming 7 жыл бұрын
Don't cry Megan 🙁 Your mother is an amazing person🙂 you're so lucky u have her in your life. Stay strong
@firsttake1799
@firsttake1799 7 жыл бұрын
aww I love you meg. and I can relate with the mom situation and such. I'm here if you ever need to talk to someone. I love and watch everyone of your videos and junk its going to be ok.
@poorwitches
@poorwitches 7 жыл бұрын
This helped me so much my mom is going through the same thing and i never realize how much I need her in my life and that she try's her best
@JohnMartin-gj1nz
@JohnMartin-gj1nz 4 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry Meghan you Are my favorite youtuber . i wish you the best of Luck Girlie
@ethiea_
@ethiea_ 7 жыл бұрын
I couldn't finish this video in one setting because this hit so hard.. Recently we received the news that my mum has final stage cancer and she only has less than a year to 4/5 years more to live (depends on how much the cancer cells has spread which they will see on the 8th through an operation). I had dinner the other day with my friends and they randomly asked if my mum would accept it if I married a foreigner.. and in my mind I was thinking "She's never going to see that..." and I just wish that life could rewind. We were never a close knit family (my parents are divorced) and I regret that I didn't try hard enough. I've followed your channel for so many years and I rmb when you first moved out of your house and your crying vlog in the car. I'm glad that you're still the same you. It's scary how much the world changes around us but we are still this person, this soul living in the same skin. Everything will be alright, right? Don't know if I'm making any sense. My thoughts are all over the place. Don't really know what I'm trying to get across either. 😅 But keep being you. xoxo
@bluevlilac09
@bluevlilac09 7 жыл бұрын
How awesome. ☺ I thought about the Serenity Prayer towards the end of the video.
@briskerlee673
@briskerlee673 7 жыл бұрын
Really touching, this showed me how much people can care for you
@justindesantiago5459
@justindesantiago5459 7 жыл бұрын
I'm so happy for you and for getting closure with your mom it gives me so much inspiration as to how I should think and when self reflecting on the past. Thankyou for sharing your breakthrough it means a lot to me.
@rainblogsandcoffee9398
@rainblogsandcoffee9398 7 жыл бұрын
You are such an amazingly beautiful person. Honestly you don't know how much listening to your story helped me
@lamaabdel7546
@lamaabdel7546 7 жыл бұрын
When Megan said that her grandma died when it was near her birthday tears just started falling down my face, I am so sorry Megan for your lose of your mom and grandma and I love you Megan and you personality is so funny and beautiful ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@Outthinkeinstein
@Outthinkeinstein 7 жыл бұрын
I'm glad you finally had a chance to bring some closure into your life and to let go of all those feelings that you've been carrying! I've been watching your channel since vlogcandy days (rip), and so I can understand to some extent how long you've been struggling with this. you have grown to be even an even stronger version of yourself and just as headstrong! I can't wait to see how this emotional change will reflect in and change your life coming forward. Love and support for you, Meghan!
@jujuluvvv5419
@jujuluvvv5419 7 жыл бұрын
I love your personality and never knew you had a hard life I thought you didn't go through this sorry for your lost by the way but honestly I've learned so much more about me of course I cried but it's the most I cried in a long time it's just you had an emotional roller coaster and I love how you helped out for your mom and you not even knowing what was going on I can't imagine the things you've been through and now I'm really interested
@chelsearogers7035
@chelsearogers7035 7 жыл бұрын
Meghan, thank you for being you! We all love you! ❤ just like your parents
@jackieraven3294
@jackieraven3294 7 жыл бұрын
Megan you are most greatest and strongest person I met ever in my life and also if i lost one of my family members I would not rest until I find them if they got stole and also my mom is the best person in my life I would not live without her and other people need to be thankful for there parents and also thank you mommy and daddy for having me and my little sister and baby brother Megan stay strong,brave and,happy we all love you and I love your videos.😥😪😎🤗😇😁
@adrianewilliams5319
@adrianewilliams5319 7 жыл бұрын
so true if you need to cry just cry
@kllightning8174
@kllightning8174 7 жыл бұрын
I'm crying my eyes out. My heart hurts so bad. I feel so bad. Omg. I love you so so so much. Omg. Stay strong. I love you.❤😭
@ccrhein1595
@ccrhein1595 6 жыл бұрын
I love you Meghan. I'm so happy that you find this place safe enough to share your deepest emotions with people who love so deeply you don't understand. Thank you for being a real person in our fake world. I love you so much.
@webgirl
@webgirl 7 жыл бұрын
your candid talks will always be my favorite videos. They stay with me for years.
@marie.__.
@marie.__. 7 жыл бұрын
This talk will help so many people, I'm proud of you Meghan. Stay strong 💜
@1utube01
@1utube01 7 жыл бұрын
Gratitude and memories matter and are important, as well as shared experiences. Very touching.
@cakep5246
@cakep5246 7 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry for your lost I understand I went through that I'm really sorry please feel better.
@k1mb3rl3y0305
@k1mb3rl3y0305 7 жыл бұрын
this was a beautiful moment. So proud of you Meghan!
@bernhardtsen74
@bernhardtsen74 7 жыл бұрын
Dang!I remember grannyburry!My mother was also a nasty piece of work in the late 70s through the 80s!!a working alcoholic!an AA member since 1991 which is nice!
@Bella-lm6gq
@Bella-lm6gq 7 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry for you Meghan you deserve to let it out cry all the time you need we are here waiting for you. We all love you no pity here you are amazing and a very strong woman. Don't give up be who u are and who u want to be! Be unique we love you for it. It's all going to be great I know I have zero idea what it's like to be sad and have hate but I can tell from what your telling us is that it was very hard for you and u are strong and u deserve so much! ❤️❤️❤️have a great night Meghan ur beautiful and amazing thanks for being you and I thank your mom for letting u be you!😚❤️❤️
@skylarferrell3177
@skylarferrell3177 6 жыл бұрын
Stay strong Meghan! This probably won’t mean quite as much from someone like me (a stranger), but so many people care about you! This video is so sweet and emotional!! I started bawling as soon as it hit the 2 minute mark. About halfway through you started talking about how your parents put so much aside to help you have a happy birthday. After her mother died. That is most likely the sweetest thing I’ve ever heard! Luv ya Meghan!✌️🍓
@skylarferrell3177
@skylarferrell3177 6 жыл бұрын
Btw, your mother raised you very well😊
@juliaedelman5127
@juliaedelman5127 7 жыл бұрын
i don't know about any of you, but i started balling when she cried😭😭😭 she's so cute and makes everything so heart warming❤❤
@rockstarfoxyofficial_plays1922
@rockstarfoxyofficial_plays1922 5 жыл бұрын
Megaaaaan!Im crying!you have lots of friend here Sending tons of love to you Megan!🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
@maryellensharp5737
@maryellensharp5737 7 жыл бұрын
So much love for you Burry
@njorhel
@njorhel 7 жыл бұрын
Very happy for the healing you've experience, Meghan.
@saraholson8849
@saraholson8849 7 жыл бұрын
Love you Meghan ❤ You're so inspiring! Thanks for sharing. Love the Burry community. Feels like we're all friends here just listening and supporting each other.
@josevinicioconde85
@josevinicioconde85 7 жыл бұрын
I'm glad you were able to find out and understand your mom, God bless you and your family.
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