i don't know you, yet i think of you as a friend

do you ever sit at home and think to yourself “I want to go home”. But you are. It’s like, I say it all the time to myself. I want to go home. I just want to go home. And I am. I want to go home but I don’t know why. I want to leave. To escape to a place and feel comfortable.To be at peace with myself. But it’s not like I’m not comfortable in this house I call home. I just want to go home. And I don’t know where it is. But I know it’s not here. update: i posted this 8 months ago during a time where my depression was at its peak. I was a little su. icidal and wanted to very much so leave this earth. I’ll have to say though, im a little glad I didn’t.

One thing that I discovered of this community and the Lofi one, is that everybody has problems and the world is full of random people who care about others by giving good advices to those problematic people. This community is so human, so pure, so lonely and so lost. Seems like we're everything and nothing at the same time. We exist but others wouldn't understand our feelings and strength when they don't see them as such. I would like to remember to all of you splendid people, whatever you're passing, you're not alone and we will do our best to help you and everyone.

chin up lads this universe has a lot more in store for us

I'm in the worst time of my life actually, thanks for thinking of us, I don't feel too lonely this way

In eternity, where there is no time, nothing can grow. Nothing can become. Nothing changes. So death created time to grow the things it would kill.

10pm and i'm tearing up...its just hard...fuck!

I can’t be the only one. The only one who’s lost feeling, The only one that’s significance has become insignificant, The only one who’s tears don’t fall anymore because they’ve grown cold, The only one who looses more and more friends to things like drugs, alcohol, suicide, murder and family separation. The only one who is alone, I am not the only one who feels alone, We are not alone, We are here for each other, To grow as people, to change our feelings of insignificance to feelings of importance and joy within ourselves instead of wishing we were something we’re not. Hello stranger, I’ve never met you, I have no idea where you’ve been, who you’ve met, what you’ve done or what’s been done to you. We are on this journey together, at different times in different places but nonetheless, we are together in love and hope and spirit.

This channel's commentaries are like diaries. People come here share their pains. Thank you :)

_why i am here ? . . ._ _am i lost ? . . ._

I'm 17 rn, and i'm so scared. I feel lost, i have no idea what i should do after high school, and i'm feeling so lonely. I used to have some friends, but now they all gone, i stayed away from them for being a negative person. I know i'm going to get better someday, but for now i just stand here, stargazing and thinking bout the past. For those who read this comment I'm lost too, but yeah, we let's go through it. :) i love u, unknown astronaut who is also lost among stars.

Im here. I exist. Im alive. But thats what bothers me... i don't want to die, but i dont want to keep on living either. If i had the power to choose, I'd want to not exist. With no existance, there is no happiness & pain. There is no love nor hate. There is no light or dark. There's nothing. Because I've never existed. So it wont matter.

A chance encounter between two strangers through a simple playlist and a message, as if I'd simply picked up a cassette off the street with a note on it... And yet it feels so... personal. Thank you.

Here i am... alone, but not lonely. :) /hugs everyone here

Drug addict for 10+ years now. For those in the struggle , keep your head up...

It's currently 1:36 AM at the time i'm typing this out. I'm going though my worst depressive episode yet. i just want a hug. i want someone to squeeze me tight and tell me everything's going to be ok. i wanna bawl my eyes out and scream. If anybody else wants a hug i'm here for you.

40sec and I cried... thank you so much

Life without suffering is meaningless... come let us all suffer for a while and find a meaning to our life and set a purpose to be at the top of the world

I'm almost 30. I think I peaked in my life already. I don't have any more dreams or goals. I don't even want them anymore. Wish I could just end my life in a peaceful way like get this 3 cocktail shot and be gone forever. The non existence seems so relaxing and peaceful.

Came here after listening to the “one of those nights” video all the way through late at night, and now I’m crying. I’ve written your typical “I’m on the verge of tears” comment where you feel like you want to cry or should, but for the first time ever I’m serious. tears are actually running down my face. Whoever you are.... thank you. I don’t feel sad per se, dunno what I’m feeling exactly, but I haven’t felt this way in a long time, maybe ever, and.... yeah. Thank you. So much. And to everyone in this comment section, I bid you a hello. I like to imagine we’re all meeting at some cliff side, looking out towards a sky of stars, and just spilling our lives out to eachother. Time doesn’t matter in this scenario. We don’t learn names. One by one we depart from eachother and move on. But we all come back to meet again someday. I like to believe that we’re all gonna find that place together someday. Some night. Yeah Thank you, again. Thank you. For the memories that don’t exist and a feeling I cannot name.

We could've had the universe. I could've danced on Mars And sang on jupiter I could've intertwined my fingers Around the stars And let the galaxies leap between our hearts. But without you, I'm just floating. I'm floating endlessly around this universe. And maybe you're just on another planet, In a parallel vortex. You got sucked in. Perhaps you didn't have a choice. You fell for Venus, But I can't get off Saturn. The sun burns bright, With my sanity. And sometimes, it draws me in. Sometimes I'm picked off Saturn and The brightness of my galaxy's sun is too much to stay away from. And sometimes I swear I see you, Standing on the other side of the sun. But you have the stars of Venus with you. And Saturn won't let me get too close. Because you're too far away. You're always too far away. If Saturn closes its eyes, And Venus's stars die out, Maybe we can dance on Mars. And we can sing the choruses of Pluto. We can have the universe, All in the palm of our hand. But Saturn's eyes are always open, And stars take lifetimes to blow out.

To write, to compose. To act and cry for the lost. May the vibrant echoes of our fireless souls guides us all to a place we can call home.

You can almost taste it, I swear. That thick, bittersweet melancholy that hangs in the air when all of a sudden that smile is wiped from your face. That stupid video you're watching, or whatever insignificant thing you're doing or have to do soon suddenly becomes just that. Insignificant. I could stare at my computer screen for hours, imagining a better life or a different abstract world with wonders inside that dwarfs this current existence. Or maybe roll those blinds up for once in a blue moon to look at the stars, wishing I'd tried harder in school so I could be up there instead, searching for something otherwordly, something worth looking for. I will be nothing but a spec of dust on the bootheel of existence. Time won't remember my name. The world even as I live and breathe doesn't know it. I'm not sad... just, tired. Just one broken, lost soul amongst many... wandering through life with dreams of perfection. And dreams are just that. Dreams.

When did this happen? When did I lose the last piece of my childhood? Why does that feeling, that innocence have to be taken away? I can’t believe in anything like I used to. Not even in myself. I feel so anxious thinking about the future. Where am I gonna end up? Will my life amount to nothing in the end? What was the purpose of it all? Why are all of us even here? If everything that we are and we know will one day be destroyed and turned to ashes?

I just can’t be me...I feel Like I’m an whole another person when I’m with my family/school. I can’t show the real me, the only place I can be me is in the internet...ugh it’s so horrible at my place full of negativity n stuff...I just want to go and never go back. I don’t want this life at all...

*IN CASE YOU READING THIS* ..."You matter"

Thank you. I feel peace. I was too scared I would really die tonight. I'm crying as I see my wounds in wrists and legs, I'm so ashamed of my mind. What did I do, again. I feel at peace with myself as I kiss and caress my scarred skin with compassion and empathy for the body I so hardly tried to destroy, as if a loved one would do if I had one, but I'll learn to love me, I'll learn how to heal. It hurts a lot. Thank you, and thank you to my body, because it forgives me once again and lets me breath, peaceful, just one more night.

How I know I am lost? I started crying during the first 30 seconds... love to everyone of you who comes by in a few days, months or even years. I hope you get to see the light at the end of the tunnel sooner than you aspect. I love you all

it's currently 2:42am and i'm up thinking about how i have no idea what i want for my future. i feel so restless and lost. i just wish i could pause time and enjoy the moments i have now. but i cant. i have to keep going forward everyday. making decisions. decisions that could mean something in the long run. i'm so lost in this darkness of uncertainty. of fear. of confusion. but still. i have to keep going forward everyday. there is no pause button on our lives. but you know what? thats okay. it's okay because this is a process. we make decisions, some that mean nothing, some that mean everything. trial and error. trial and error. error. error. success. keep moving forward through the errors to meet your success. success is hiding behind every single error we make. keep moving forward. even if you fall. even if you come crashing down. it's all a process. you'll meet what you're meant for at the end. you won't be lost forever.

We all are broken pieces, trying to fit in together as it completes us.

"For certain you have to be lost to find the place that can't be found. Elseways, everyone would know where it was." This is a quote from Pirates of the Caribbean (At World's End), and if you think about it metaphorically, it can be a good way to look at life. We often don't know where our life is going, what is our ultimate goal or even what the next step should be, but being lost is sometimes the only way to find answers. Some things can't be planned in advance. Life is uncharted waters, there is no map or compass to show us where to go, we just have to wander aimlessly until we run into something that provides a bit more clarity. Each of us is unique, and therefore any path already discovered by someone else is not exactly the path for us. Everyone is either lost, has been lost before, or will be lost. It's hard sometimes to imagine not being lost, when the fog clouds everything, but it's important never to lose hope, and always remember that being lost is part of the journey. This is something I have to keep telling myself and often struggle to accept.

For those who are lost For those who are forgotten For those who are done For those who are forsaken We all gather here Completely naked Completely empty Completely broken We hold onto ourselves Fighting each day Not to live a dream But to survive a nightmare Except in this nightmare, we wake up We experience this each and every day But one thing's for sure. We never give up. We live that nightmare To achieve our dreams Even if those dreams aren't for us anymore, We still kept going. Who knows about the future Maybe it's a happy ending after all Maybe it's a sad story about to close At least we lived out lives. At least we kept going At least we made it At least we did something. I just made this on the spot. Just about my current emotion while also listening to the playlist. Its just sad that we all live for one motive and that motive is for us to find out ourselves. That's how lost we are(or me at this point). Its like going home from a long tiring day of work and once you got home, you still ask yourself, "am I really home right now?" "Is this really a place that I could call home?" I am sorry for the long rambling. I'm sorry I made you read these comment. But I do hope that one day, you found your home. A place where you are safe, where you don't feel alienated, a place for you to stay, a place where you can freely express yourself, a place where everyone accepts you as you are. Your one true home. Stay safe, my co-wanderers. It's a long, grueling journey. But one thing's for sure. The path that we chose, are the path that'll lead us home.

I'd been lost for so long in the darkness. I couldn't even see my hands in front of me. My path and story has been a tedious, complicated one - twisting and weaving in all directions. But I'm not where I once was before. I am in front of it. Looking ahead and not behind me - no matter how much the past calls out for me. I am not that scared, silent little girl anymore. I have a voice. And I will use it whichever way I can (my writing). I'm done keeping to myself and staying in isolation. There is only misery there. I like my solitude... but I'm going to stop using it as a crutch, a coping mechanism. Stop using it as an excuse to not make connections. I am through with being lost. I want to be found. I want to belong. I know I'm not alone in that feeling. It brings me comfort and gives me hope for more. This goes out to those who are lost, but looking - fighting, hoping to be found. The searching won't be forever. @Worldhaspostrock , you are doing great work with creating these playlists. And bringing exposure to the genre post-rock. I discovered it for the first time from your channel. The sound has changed me. Rock is not gone. It's simply going through a transitional period. Like the rest of us. Again, thank you for your talented ear!

..I was walkin kinda happy... relaxed, when i see this playlist title... I just sit on a bench and begin to feel sad, i love this mood. And now i see the streets in monochrome.

Does everybody think this way? Every night I bid the world itself goodbye, because I'm never certain if I'll wake up or not. It's kind of scary, but you know. I know I'm not alone. I know my family loves me. And I have good friends. And yet I always feel so empty, but at the same time filled to the brim with thoughts and emotions. The universe is so big. We'll never reach it all, will we? I just have to convince myself that Earth is big, too. Death is just waiting at the end of the maze for us to come. Is it a punishment or a reward? I'm not really sure. Humans are doing okay. They're not dying all at once yet, there's still some peace. But everything ends. Nothing can last forever, at least not that I know of. I don't want to last forever. But I never want to end. I am afraid

“What’s your greatest fear?” The man sighed it was a deep aged sigh full of knowledge,wisdom,experience.....but it was also so strained it was one of utter exhaustion...then the man said... “To die totally and utterly alone.......with no one to hold my hand, no one to cry over my grave, no one to remember me as I once was........to be totally and utterly forgotten by the world and all its peoples as if I had never existed at all....like a shadow.....” The younger man stared at the man in awe his mouth open and yet no words came out......then slowly he grabbed the older mans hand and said..... “I’ll never forget you.......” And the old man wept as they stared at the stars..........

I feel so lost in my life now, so alone.. I'm so hurt inside. Yet these songs bring me some peace. Thank you. xoxo

Music for the heartbroken & the sensitive souls who can't find love in this world..I don't know where I'm going to but this music is accompanying me on my solitary journey.....

I feel 13 again, crying in my bed and listening to sad music. Yet I'm almost a legal adult, and I don't know if I am mature enough to go further. I feel so small yet I am so ambitious and loud, bolt and extraverted But compared to the world as a globe, I believe that our thougthprocess is bigger than we are. I think that our ability to think the way we do makes us bigger than we really are.

Sometimes I wonder if my life would have been better if I was alone. No family or friends, home or life. Just walking around cities and watching the sun rise and fall countless times. It doesn't seem to bad, not at all. It's only when you have that though, that you realize what you have. Every memory you have gotten from every experience, your personality grown from child to present, people you know and so on. That being said, you have something to live for, even if it takes some time to think about it. And you have plenty of time.

Post rock is the music genre that definitely has brought me to tears the most. I feel really vulnerable, small, limited, fragile. Sometimes this comes simultaneously with some peace, patience and acceptance. It usually depends on my humor, and my internal problems. But either way, this is very emotional and strong for me. It's good to know I'm not alone in much of this. Thanks for you dedication on the channel.

I imagine a resturant, with candles burning down to the wick on every table and no one sitting to watch them. And at the bar sits everyone here, an empty chair between, perhaps an empty bar. And each stares down at their drink in front of them and in thought looks up at the same time the one other, or all others present look up to meet their eye. And in some thought, you raise your drink, throw a half smile at one another and almost laugh. Thank you for being here you say in your head. As a gaze returns to the wood of the bartop.

It's a soul crushing feeling realizing you're gonna be alone for the rest of your life. No one to hold you at night or keep you company during the day.. this world is a prison, and I'm serving a life sentence.

The emotional power behind these songs is absolutely insane.

This afternoon I fell asleep and dreamed of a girl. I was at a New Year's Day party, we laughed and ended up cuddling after everybody else had gone while fireworks lit up the sky with a thousand colors. Then I woke up and felt all the pain of having had one of the most beautiful dreams ever. Thank you for this playlist, I need it.

Sometimes I feel like I was born broken, like I was chipped. Each year the chip would worsen, some years more than others, and nowadays I barely do anything at all, afraid that one wrong move, a bad enough day, or a setback too severe, and I'll shatter completely.

There's more to life than collecting stuff. I live in a developed country, I've never been in poverty, I have more money than most people. But still I'm miserable. All I want to do is love someone yet no one will let me. I'd give up everything to wander the earth barefoot and watch the stars with someone special. But everyone around me treats life like it's some game with a high score at the end.

I’ve been so tired. So tired... I’ve wanted to end my own life. I’ve been so alone. So lost. But thank you Thank you a lot .

Thank You. Thank You so much. I hope you find what you are looking for. Love from Kolkata,India.

Damn, your first line just broke me. Thanks pal, we all are on the same boat, but now, is a better trip.

The comments are just gold, love the humanity of this channel...

I thought of my mom when I listened to this song, she died a year ago and I keep dreaming of us going on adventures and exploring the world. I miss her so much everyday

Amen, my friend. Amen... For all those here: life is not what you think it "should" be. Life just "IS". Leave your self imposed burden behind and never look back again. Just live!

Doomer here, this music helped me a lot, Thank you

Everyone here is telling their story or talking about philosophical things, y’all are so deep and insightful. I can’t put any of my thoughts into words so they make sense. It’s pleasant coming to these types of videos cos the music is nice and it helps me but also I love reading the comments, everyone is so nice to each other and willing to hear others’ stories.

I used to miss the good old days, all the memories where everything in the world was just right. I’d think ‘nows not great but it won’t be long until I’m back’. I’ve been thinking like this for years, at this point I’ve been out the good old days longer than I was in them and I’m sort of just panicking because I don’t know how to pretend to be the old me that everyone seemed to like more. I can’t get it out of my head, it’s always there, the constant reminder of something being off, like an itch I can never scratch. Fuck me I miss when times where simpler.

I'm back post-rock...I'm back

A playlist for those on a sad summer night, trying to escape from it all, even if just for a while. Thank you

I have this feeling that one day, we will all meet. In this world or possibly the next.

As I get older Im starting to accept the loneliness. I used to fill the hole left by it with drugs with booze with anything to not feel empty inside. But now I'm just ready to embrace it. I see the absurdity of existence and it doesn't scare me like it used to either. I still get times where I'm absolutely drowning in exisistential dread, adrift in a sea of discontentment and depression, but those times are fewer and fewer. They just hit harder when they come and it can take months to fight it off. I've come to the realization that it can only be a few options, I'm just not sure which. Maybe, I've given up hope and therefore I'm no longer scared and accept my fate. Maybe I've grown too tired to care as much as I did when I was younger. Maybe my resolve has hardened and I know the light at the end will eventually shine through? Whose to say? Normally when I see comments from others saying "it'll get better" or "just keep going", my first thought is to roll my eyes. Despite that I know those comments are in good faith and everyone is just looking to encourage one another to keep going. Because we never know it'll get better, all we can do is hope, so maybe my cynicism has taken over and poisoned my view of the world. If so there may be no coming back for me, and if thats the case so be it. At least I can go with a shred of dignity, with a modicum of self respect, knowing that I went out on my own terms. There is a catharsis, a victory in that in my opinion, I could be rationalizing it to myself but I for sure am not deluding myself. Anyway if anyone is reading my rambling and can make sense of it or maybe even relate, I won't tell you it's for sure going to get better, I lack omniscience to tell you otherwise. I can't offer any nugget of wisdom or any special piece of advice that I myself follow or believe. I'm well versed in self sabotage and well trained in trusting no one. All I can say is you're not alone out there. I'm here too, surrounded by a sea of people yet still all by myself.

Not all who wonder are lost ... but some just are.

Hey... I went through a ton of crap last year... Major downs... met people who helped... one in particular as well... not directly, but through her influence on me, got me to finding your channel... Kind of lost her along the way (in a way), but the music posted here keeps me going. Thank you for giving all of us a safe space to escape into when we need it. I'm sure it means as much to many of your subscribers as it means to me...

Being lost.... it’s like nothing you’ve ever felt before. A place that isn’t a place, a breathe that doesn’t fill your lungs with air. A moment in time where everything feels like it’s stopped but time is actually getting faster. It’s like your body is here but your mind is in space. It’s a lonely feeling.

I don't know if it's weird but whenever I see a comment with little to no 'likes' under any postrock or lofi song, I always put a like because I want them to know they are always heard no matter what their struggles are or how insignificant they may think it is compared to the rest of us. YOU MATTER okay? Every little issue you may have is VALID and there's nothing you should be ashamed of to speak about it.

I was at 4 a.m. crying myself out. I was feeling useless, guilty a lot of anxiety and such. I read through all the comments and made me realize that I'm not alone. I gotta tell you that, even if it looks harder, you can do it. You can go through everything, but you must stop and cry yourself out. It's okay to feel bad. It's okay to feel tired. Remember: There are people who love you no matter what.

it's been a long time since I've become myself. and yeah, that's the worst thing ever.

Reading all the beautiful, lonely, somber, deep comments in here gives me a tiny speck of hope that I'm not alone and it also humbles me and makes me feel for others. To whoever is reading this, I hope that you overcome whatever obstacle is in your way🖤

I just wanna tell my future self: Hey! I know you feel everything is done right now, it feels like we're usurping someone else's time because there's no clear and defined path in life, but that's okay. The world may look cold, and it actually is, but reading through the comments section made me realize I'm never alone. I will never be. Just live one day at a time. Just do it, please. To everyone else, I love you and thanks for being here tonight with me.

What a good sentiment. There is good in the world, you must decide to see it again!

This provides me a lil bit of motivation. I'm living in one of the most dangerous countries in America (Honduras). Our president had make everybody's life fall down. Our economy is going so down. And I just moved to live alone. Looking for a lot of ways to survive in this crisis. Because the family where I was living were destroying my mental health like no body could imagine. Now I'm alone and free, with the company of one little pet ( a hamster named Monet). We are doing our best. I know someday I will get out of this country and live a better track of life. With more opened mind people and way to survive with the career I have finished. Soon. I hope so.

I wish I could just redo everything, go back to my old self and tell them to not take the path I took. I feel so alone even though I have people around me. I never thought I would feel this way yet now I can’t imagine a day where I’m better.

I live in this made up perfect world in my head. But I can’t stay there forever. And that terrifies me.

Beautiful music and beautiful words. "Suffering from life," yeah, I guess that could describe me sometimes. I try to put on a happy persona around here but it doesn't always work. I love many different types of music but post-rock is the one I will always come back to because of how it soothes me. It's almost as if the music understands me. And sometimes that's all I need, is to be understood. Thank you for this compilation.

My weird world. You're my weird world. My own private world. You're the secrets that I keep And the life that I hide. You are the warm winter sun And the cold ocean breeze. You're the rain to my parched soul And my rainbow in the blind world. Your texts fill like warm hugs Your smile kills me. Your voice soothes the soul Your weirdness heals me. You're everything I ever want And everything I'll never have. Cuz you're not my weird world. You're someone else's. I'm the intruder I'm the fiend. I'm the love that I dont receive. I'm the hate that I give. I am the thief. I am my own happiness that I steal.

Never heard the term “post rock” but It was in my Spotify most played music at #5 and the second I heard this I knew it was exactly what I have been listening to for years

no matter what i do, i will never learn how to love.

I feel so safe and peaceful here

Don't know why this was recommended to me but im not complaining

In case you needed this today... *You are not alone. You are special. There will be an end to our pain soon. And you are loved more than you could ever know. * Don't ever forget that.

I didn’t think I was lost And yet here I am...

I always have been alone in my life and felt really sad about it; Some months ago I found a person that I thought could make my life better, a person that could be with me and not making me feel alone anymore. Unfortunately I was wrong and here I am again, loner that ever. I'm king of happy and sad at the same time by knowing that there are a lot of other people that feel the same as me. PS: sorry if I said something wrong, english is not my main language

Thank you. I discovered a lot of beautiful music because of your channel and learned a lot about myself thanks to these sounds. I see people from all over the world in the comments, we are united here in this peaceful moment. Post-rock brings people together. Greetings and love from Poland.

This probably doesn’t mean much to anyone but thanks, for just being there with the music to help with thinking and getting through all the long nights and tough times. Just thanks, it means a lot.

It's been years that I have been on this channel and yet, I find myself coming back to it when I find myself seeking meaning for something. This place truly makes me feel like home, something I am not used to feeling otherwise. It is a beautiful thing to see so many people who we have never met, or will never meet in our life come together to create something so meaningful and priceless, at the same time. Let life take us places, friends. We shall adjust our sails accordingly, in sojourn silence :)

I'm always struggling with myself like its constantly not feeling like I'm me until I'm crying like i am now, and then that's when i realize that this is me. Deep Deep down i didn't grow up and just a crying, lost little girl. im so lost and scared of whats ahead. I don't wanna be lost anymore. I'm envious of my friends having their families and them going out and having fun together but never inviting me. And then they tell me about all the fun they had and they show me what they bought together and all i can do is be happy for them because i can never tell them to their faces that i envy them and that i wanna be like them. They appreciate and love each other and i wanna be cared about like how they care about each other. I want someone to hug me in moments like this and no ot say anything. I just want a hug. I'm so tired. I'm in pain.

For I love him like no other before. He’s all I ask of the universe. I want no money, no fame, success means nothing without love. Without someone to share happiness with. I am absolutely nothing. I want his love and affection nothing else. To be the comfort he needs and he to be what I need. But the sad reality is that we are nothing. He’s no more then my close friend. Though I want more it will never be more. A conclusion I must accept but refuse to. I am alone and can not find a person to share my life with. That is what hurts me the most. And all I ask is for that person to be the man I am crushing on right now. Yet my begging for it to happen never makes it true.

Remember the pain won’t leave until it has taught you the lesson

I see a lot of comments here about how close and friendly this comment section feels, and it reminds me of something Years ago I actually met my best friend in a KZfaq comment section. I was 16 at the time and now I'm almost 23. We have hung out, know everything about each other, have been through hell together. It all started cuz he replied to my KZfaq comment and after a couple years I wanted to try actually visiting him. You truly never know who you could meet here, we sit and think back on that tiny little KZfaq comment and how it's changed almost a decade for us both It can be surreal in wonderful ways

You are such a kind and loving person. ♥

I got my heart broken last night by a man who had given me the hope that there are still good people out there. I need this playlist more than ever. Thank you for creating this.

I would like to imagine that that man is always there. Like i take a seat next to him in silence for a few moments... then: "Back again?" "Yeah..."

This popped up in my recommended section and all I could think of are J.R.R. Tolkiens words: "Not all those who wander are lost." I've been reading some of the comments below and we are all troubled by the similar thing: we don't feel like we're at home. We are all looking for something we can not find. Don't get me wrong here, I've had a pretty happy childhood, kind and caring parents and very good friends. My life is not as rough as yours, guys. I have been provided love and all the things a happy child needed, but I still feel... Empty? I am usually that kind of guy who likes to be alone, I usually play videogames, read stuff, study etc. Not that I have anything against having a company, but people are so quick on disappointing you. Whole my life I wanted to be a doctor, to save lives, to change the world around me. There is a great monologue in Peter Jacksons "The Hobbit" where Gandalf says something along: "Saruman believes that it is only with great power that one can keep the evil in check, but that is not what I found. I found it is in small things, everyday deeds of ordinary folk that keeps the darkness at bay. Simple acts of kindness and love. Why Bilbo Baggins? It is because I am afraid, and he gives me courage." These lines have sticked with me since I first heard them, especially when I didn't make it to the med school. And I have also found myself in those lines. I am Saruman. I always wanted to bring happiness to people, those fragile and weak humans who are planting the seeds of destruction. The same people who believed in the ideas that caused wars, international hatreds etc. And just like Saruman, I believed that only with great power the world can be changed. That people can be changed. That there will be peace, wars would perish, that we would live WITH the beautiful Mother Nature which was gifted to us. That we would live for love. Now that I thought of Saruman, I instantly remembered Mother Teresas quote: "If you can't do great things, do small things with great love." And THAT is what Gandalf is talking about. "SIMPLE acts of kindness and love." Since my elementary school, I realized how fragile human hearts are. How little we are compared to everything in this world. And since then, I wanted to change the world. I was always different from others, and you could have learned by now that "different" is something that is not according to the social norms. Or in more simple words, different=weird. I was teased, mocked etc. But I don't care. Now I am glad that I haven't succumbed to those acts of mediocrity and primality (if that's even a word). And here I am now, feeling empty because I can't change the world. "But I can cast a stone upon the waters to create many ripples." Be proud of who you are, there is only one you in this world. The ocean of people would be less ocean without your single drop. Smile! Shake hands! Be happy! Love your family! BREAK THE CYCLE OF HATRED, NO MATTER ITS SOURCE! And most importantly, STAY TRUE TO YOUR NATURE! STAY TRUE TO YOURSELF! ACCEPT YOURSELF, EMBRACE YOUR FEELINGS! EMBRACE. YOUR. INTERNAL. STRUGGLE. Brothers and sisters, our only home is Earth and our family is humans. Let us change the world - with everyday deeds of ordinary folk. Let us find our place among the stars.

You're the centre of this, you started it all, we just came to watch and listen. Thanks for continually sharing beautiful music with all of us. Stay strong.

I never knew, until now, that this was what I was trying to find. Thank You.

One of the worst things about growing up is realizing that you have to keep moving forward, no matter what. You can’t go back to the way things were no matter how hard you try, you always have to keep changing.

Three months ago I broke up with my girlfriend. That was my best (and, now I realize, the first) love. I feeled incredible happy with her, but one day she told me she was bored. It broke my heart and I started do drugs to supress my depression. Your playlists make me feel this kind of pleasurable mental pain, so, thank you. I don't know you and live at the other side of the Earth, but i feel connection with you. Thank you man, you're awesome!

No matter how big is your problem, there's still hope. And this channel and community is a beautiful proof of that. Count on me, hold on and never, ever give up. Peace.

this is a amazing! I hope that each one of you listening to this soothing playlist finds comfort and peace in their lives

Remember, as Bilbo Baggins once stated; "Not all who wander are lost". Keep on keeping on, put one foot in front of the other, and make it through today. You got this because even if you don't believe in yourself, I do. And everyone else here believes in you too. Keep on keeping on my friend. It'll be okay and there will be a tomorrow.