Dear Vonixa T
(Sirida21)
as I feel I have treated you unfairly and a show of my empathetic nature suppressed by my internal issues and PTSD. I am sorry for how I let my inability to connect with anyone due to trauma turn someone I agree with more than anyone associated with the ONA and care more than anyone associated about turn into a self-sabotaged disconnect from dissociation and my own PTSD intimacy issues.
This is just something I thought you may appreciate given your talented poetry and appreciation of Shropshire and other mutual passions. On this cold winter's day. The Night Sky by Mary Webb. Also Adapted by Richard Moult in The Secret Joy and the Four Sides to the Night.
Mary Gladys Webb.
(25 March 1881 - 8 October 1927) was an English romance novelist and poet of the early 20th century, whose work is set chiefly in #Shropshire
Take care
The Oxonions, Old Guard etc don't own me, I dance this dance not for them. But for genuine passion I in this cynical mess of distrust they created along with the TOB and other informants and power-tripping immaturity-based idiots.
I apologise for misjudging you tragically as being one of those 💃 this cynical dance 💃 💃 when in fact you are the only one I should have let myself trust.
sincerely
from #Melbourne on this cold winter's day
with care
IA