Official audio for the track 'Murderer' - from the new album I Love You, I'm Trying - available everywhere now on Fueled By Ramen.
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LYRICS
I got sunshine when you’re near
All my problems disappear
When you’re gone I’m back to blue
Tell me what’s the point of living
In a world so unforgiving
What’s the point of living without you?
I just wanna be a
rockstar
With a million people following
Need you to like me
So I keep bottling
Bad thoughts swallowing
Pills and still wallowing
Thrills feel hollow
Obsessed with success
made a next up list got a song going viral
I’m backstage at a show with my rival
But I’m a phony I’m a psycho
My Ego follows me wherever I go
Sign the dotted line on the contract
Half a million advance giving me a chance
And I want it so bad it takes all control of me
Nobody from back in the day can get a hold of me
Now
Mom and dad totally proud
I Come home to toronto it’s a sold out crowd
Wow
But there ain’t nobody showing me how
When you’re this high up it’s a long way down
I got sunshine when you’re near
All my problems disappear
When you’re gone I’m back to blue
Tell me what’s the point of living
In a world so unforgiving
What’s the point of living without you?
Second song flops get dropped thought that I was on top now i watch as all of these kids pass me
He’s more young he’s more handsome
I get mad I through tantrums
i was the man last week!
The algorithm is against me
My content ain’t getting seen it upsets me
“Didn’t you know all of this pop punk sells?”
I wanna unload all of these shot gun shells!
if Sean Evans doesn’t let me onto hot ones
Imma give him hell
Kill him and kill myself
I don’t know how to heal myself
Shit I don’t even know if I’m still myself
YUNGBLUD and MGK they better give me a feature
Or they’ll be coming with me to the reaper!!
Travis, you didn’t share the song neither
Thought I was in the game I was sitting in the bleachers
Well, I’m sick of being underrated
I’d rather be the one that faded
I’m the best of a generation
Guess I gotta die to get my celebration
Cuz I’m sick of this pretend alternative
Don’t care if I offend conservatives
This the rock album of the year I’m sure of it
So why the fuck hasn’t anybody heard of it
sad to reflect on the lack of respect that I have for the things that I have I’m a wreck
And it ain’t gonna change for a bag or a cheque
The hole in my soul keeps wracking up a debt
Its Too late for me shoulda learned earlier
Mom gotta bury her son she’s such a worrier
Send a message to my fans direct courier
Tune in live for suicide I’m a murderer
I got sunshine when you’re near
All my problems disappear
When you’re gone I’m back to blue
Tell me what’s the point of living
In a world so unforgiving
What’s the point of living without you?
It was a mid summers day, raining steadily
When the came to reclaim the disgraced celebrity
Toxicology found medicated heavily
OxyContin and weed, cocaine amphetamines
Friends and family horrified
But online he was glorified
With More plays on his Spotify
Some even thought that he was still alive
Couple copycat suicides that was ill advised
We ignored his cries and pleas
Until we posted his RIPs
It’s ironic
Cuz that attention, he got high for it
To live forever he had to die for it
Or so he thought, cuz a couple of months go on
Forgotten for the new kid in town, so forth so on
Another sob story when a star can’t handle it
lost angel fallen in Los Angeles
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