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this song has become my soundtrack , it's my only comfort song . What i listen to when am lonely which is pretty much all the time .

everyone seems fake,even love itself.its like an illusion.

I come to this song whenever I want sorrow to take over. It feels like giving up, closing my eyes and shutting down any light in my room. It brings me comfort and stops me from struggling and fighting.

Throwing poison seeds into the wind Make the poison tree to grow in me begin Let your branches fork my veins Let your honey tide in me Blood loving, poison whispering Oh, beautiful poison tree Let your power grow in me Let your sorrow pour in me Take away my blood and bones Make your flowers deep inside of me Least I'll still have company In my insides, tiny poison tree I seal my love in me Tiny beautiful poison tree Oh, beautiful poison tree Let your power grow in me Let your sorrows flow in me Turn me into a poison tree Turn me into a poison tree Make my shadow go away Make my branches strong and hard Make my leaves flower and spread Make me feel like something powerful Is growing deep inside of me Turn me into a poison tree

Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy. I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 22 years ago. It's even more saddening with how Germanys privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but i can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on KZfaq which is extremely lacking and rare to find. The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had. Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit. Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood. But. I have a baby daughter now. And I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum & Dad. Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.

A song symbolic of depression the dark seemingly endless foggy forest symbolises dark trapping surroundings and a road that never ends symbolising the feeling of no way out or no way worth sticking around for even if there was..

I have 14 years. I have NEVER talked in class from when I was 9 years old. Not even a word, only answer the teacher questions. I feel dead inside… I also lost everyone and everything. But I hope for a better future and I keep going, I do it for my mum ❤

I always listen to this song when I’m doing homework, reading, or trying to fall asleep lol

This song makes me feel the hardest..

i'm scared of losing her, please god don't make that happen, i love her so much

i hope whoever is listening to this song gets comfort and understanding❤

this song can make me feel better.. even im into a bad time..

I feel a lot with this song. And yet, I'm not able to exactly place what I feel, or what the feeling reminds me off...A very interesting song.

In the symphony of life's melancholic tapestry, there exists this perfect melody, a haunting refrain that resonates with the forlorn souls wandering through the corridors of solitude. It is a song that transcends the boundaries of time, a haunting lamentation that finds solace in the company of the lost, the lonely, and the somber-hearted. Within its mournful notes, the darkness does not wield its customary blade of blindness, but instead, it extends an ethereal embrace, wrapping itself around the weary spirits. There is an intimate communion, a sacred union between the desolate and the shadows, as if the nocturnal canopy and the lamenting tune unite to assuage the pain that dwells deep within. In these wistful strains, one may find solace, a refuge where the sorrows are understood and acknowledged. The song weaves its somber threads through the tapestry of existence, revealing the beauty that can be found within the depths of sadness. It echoes the sentiments of those burdened by the weight of longing, the yearning for connection in a world that often seems indifferent. And so, let this song be the balm for those lost in the labyrinthine corridors of isolation, their steps faltering amidst the echoes of solitude. May it remind them that in their shadows lie a kinship, an understanding that only the melancholy can truly comprehend.

listening to this all night unless i don't wake up tmrw

This song may be all over TikTok n considered cringe but I love it because it always reminds me off my grandad, and life when I was young yk

Everything that's tragic that has happened, that I've buried, bleeds out deeply when this song plays. It's saddening but also comforting at the same time.

love this sm

I just wish she loved me back bro

After my father died. I started listening to this song. I feel his loss so much I just want to be by his side. I want to hug him. I feel like I want to give up....

For me, this song is a reflection of my eating disorder and my inability to want to recover even when in an outpatient program

to my beautiful siblings in Gaza. Rest in Peace🕊️🍉♥️

I'cant explain my feeling 💔

Idk why but every time I hear this song I feel my brother hugging me I miss you bro🕊️

It takes me to another dimension...

I feel relieved when I hear this music. It sounds a little sad, but it's good ❤

been listening to it since 2019, always finding myself at the same state of mind over and over and over again... tomorrow going to psychiatrist once more

This gave me time to reflect

This sounds like when I went from being a great happy youthful highschool trampolinist to a fentanyl addict homeless in Indianapolis at age 18 went from the beautiful to barely being alive and the cycle of addiction it’s like a poisoned tree it’s still standing but dying. As well as the abandonment and betrayal I experienced was like no other the heartbreak from getting kicked out of house after house in the middle of the winter having to walk miles in snowstorms to make it to my friends house. Glad to say I’m almost a year and half sober from the fent. My advice don’t ever take opioids all they’ll do is make you sick

Suicidal feelings as a song? Yeahh lets go

Yk what hurts? When the person you love is practically embarrassed of you because you’re just a bit different from regular people man I wish I was just normal and the fact when people find out we’re dating and someone is like “omg you guys are so cute!” He says “shut up” and then gets quiet than an hour later he tells his friend that he’s rethinking the relationship all cause someone gave us a compliment.

my ex broke up with me because i would have these crazy episodes and just absolutely freak out and take it all on her, once i got the help i needed i never knew what i had until it was gone. i loved her so much and it hurts to let her go. the last thing she said to me was that i wasn't ready for a relationship and when i was we would get back together, i'm no good for her. why does she make me feel this way? i've dated so many girls but felt nothing for any of them, yes i know im a horrible human being, but she was so special. she was one of a kind, a girl just for me. these emotional rollercoasters that i used to go through really started to kick in when i moved from my home dallas, i didn't care about leaving all my friends, all i cared about was leaving her. God why did you have to make life so complicated sometimes.

Thx♡

1000th like ♥️✨

Poison Tree is my life.❤

Damn this song

I just I could get a hug that feels real

i don’t understand how leaving me was so easy am i that easy to give up? even after all those months we spent together our laughter, smiles, late night talks how could you leave me like i was a burden to you? when all i wanted was for you to stay. you had my whole heart and still do. even after leaving, i miss you. my keyboard still remembers your name. i wish i could use it.

أقدّر وضعك وأنا أقولك يمديك والله ♥️.

اذا ما يشغلونها على گبري من اموت اكسر التابوت

i always let people use me as their emotional punching bag, but i cant to it much longer.

“When the darkness is all around you, then you are the light” none of you are bound by your circumstances, everyday is a god given chance to get up and make way for glory. Remember my friends, the hardest roads to follow in life are the bumpiest,most jagged and full of twists and turns for a reason. The easy path is the road many cross and still fail to achieve true purpose and fulfillment. Because true fulfillment is self respect, knowing you didn’t yield under adversity. Achilles the greatest warrior of all warriors once said “The Gods envy us. They envy us because we're mortal, because any moment might be our last. Everything is more beautiful because we are doomed” So live a little my brothers and sisters🖤you will never be more beautiful than you are now.

My ex showed me this song, she used to play it to fall asleep, now I do too 😪

Why do i feel alone and depressed and sad and insecure like i feel nothing bad happened to me for me to feel this way like am i selfish for feeling this way or do i just torture myself omg i feel like peeling my skin off of my face

This song with some war edit😔

im in disbelief 2024 is right now 2023 was my shining then it wasnt

Its true There is no hope

2021, how I miss you so much…. If only we could go back to the way things were…

Sounds a little like Silent Hill.

مدري

21/08/23.

listening to this while doing sh>>

i really cant do this shit anymore

I really lost hope

truly lost all hope

Im actually a horrible person

My cat are dying

Lost hope fr

I found this song, thanks to the edit about Jeffrey Dahmer...

Russian doomer

Throwing poison seeds into the wind Make the poison tree to grow in me begin Let your branches fork my veins Let your honey tide in me Blood loving, poison whispering Oh, beautiful poison tree Let your power grow in me Let your sorrow pour in me Take away my blood and bones Make your flowers deep inside of me Least I'll still have company In my insides, tiny poison tree I seal my love in me Tiny beautiful poison tree Oh, beautiful poison tree Let your power grow in me Let your sorrows flow in me Turn me into a poison tree Turn me into a poison tree Make my shadow go away Make my branches strong and hard Make my leaves flower and spread Make me feel like something powerful Is growing deep inside of me Turn me into a poison tree

Throwing poison seeds into the wind Make the poison tree to grow in me begin Let your branches fork my veins Let your honey tide in me Blood loving, poison whispering Oh, beautiful poison tree Let your power grow in me Let your sorrow pour in me Take away my blood and bones Make your flowers deep inside of me Least I'll still have company In my insides, tiny poison tree I seal my love in me Tiny beautiful poison tree Oh, beautiful poison tree Let your power grow in me Let your sorrows flow in me Turn me into a poison tree Turn me into a poison tree Make my shadow go away Make my branches strong and hard Make my leaves flower and spread Make me feel like something powerful Is growing deep inside of me Turn me into a poison tree