I recorded this for a project someone is putting together called The Real Schizophrenia. It is just my experience, and of course I don't speak for everyone with this diagnosis. I would like to point out that if you watch closely you will see that I smack my lips and my jaw sometimes jerks to one side. These are involuntary movements called tardive dyskinesia that are permanent - they do not go away if you quit the medication - and can become disfiguring. They are caused by antipsychotics. If you have been prescribed and anti psychotic, please talk to your doctor about this side effect.