The sad things is the women are left with this heavy weight of guilt, grief, regret, loss & disappointment with self .... And the men get to go on with their lives.... Fornication & Lust led me there... Twice... 27yrs laters & I still cry .... I still believe its why Im single to this day.... I will never give my body to another man unless he is my GOD ordained husband. Ladies if U can.... abstain from fornication... Sin will take u places u never intended to go & keep u longer then u intended to stay. Praying for us ALL. 😢. Knowing this is not the case of everyone but definitely some of us... Me included 😢😢. I had dreams of two babies who were alive and left unkept... And these dreams continued until I wrote letters asking for their forgiveness, & GOD's forgiveness.... Yet to this very day, 2024 I feel so sad when I think of them, I gained a lot of weight so I could in my eyes become undesireable to men.... I didn't want a man to want me in any way... I remain single... Ive been celibate with GOD's divine help... & like she said, I need to forgive myself. Smh. I thought I had but even the mention of this topic brings sadness & tears ... Just try not to put yourself in this predicament, provided u have a choice in the matter.

Wow, some of the thoughts I also had like the strange thoughts after the abortion about thinking I could try to get pregnant again, so wild. I regret my abortion, the man who got me pregnant was saying he’d support me and the baby financially but didn’t want to see me romantically anymore and wanted to date other women while I was pregnant, I was so scared and didn’t think I could handle going through the pregnancy knowing he was dating other women (I live on a very small island) I still had feelings for him and he broke things off when I told him I was pregnant, I’m sooo mad that I wasn’t strong enough.. I literally debated for about 4 weeks to try to continue the pregnancy but I was in mental and physical agony, I’m so sad and upset at myself for not being strong enough. Knowing this pain now, I do anything to have my baby still.. I don’t believe in abortion being an option anymore.

This level of openness is good ... really hope therapy helps you heal. Thank you for sharing, I know it’s a deep secret that you probably would never have told anyone you are truly brave for sharing. Much love

I guess it was hard to reveal this testmony.As I watch this,I marvel at how much God loves us.Healing is very important for you,its not easy journey but only God can strengthen you and keep you.Thanks for your transparency.

It’s definitely a wound within that goes deep and it’s been a year for me and I’m just now tackling on the wound 🥺

This is so sad yet so real, I feel like that so much. Thank you sis🙌🙌🙌

Thank you for sharing your story, it’s been 10 years for me and I still haven’t forgiven myself. Even talking about it brings tears to my eyes and how I think life would of been so different if I didn’t go through with it 😔

You are so brave❤️.

I'm considering terminating... I've been watching videos of women who've went through it to help me. I have a two year old son and almost died getting him here, I suffered with eclampsia and had two seizures during labor and right after I held him for the first time. Also had some brain swelling and vision problems and a few other things. Now I still have high blood pressure and anxiety. Now I'm 7 weeks pregnant and all the trauma is to much to handle especially since I could possibly go through this again. I wouldn't want to terminate but I'm honestly scared for my life and mental health. Thanks for sharing your story it really helps

How old were you I was 21 at the time now I'm 62 and I still don't forgive my self

Hey Brianna, I just want to tell you how encouraging you are in a whole. Thank you for being so authentic about your experiences and how God has shaped and used you. I've always been acquainted with God but I just recently in the last year and a half dedicated myself to Him and its been an interesting journey. Hearing your story has given me confidence that God can and will work in my life too. Love you sister. God Bless. Ps: Do you have instagram or anything? lol

God bless you

My heart is so heavy and full of guilt😢

I’m considering terminating. I’ve been looking up videos on forgiveness. I have two under 3, I start school Monday, I’m still breastfeeding one, currently unemployed. I’m in therapy but I’m afraid to even share what I plan and want to do. I went today to the clinic, I wanted the pill but I was told I’m too early (2-4 weeks no sac is showing yet) so I made an appointment for next Friday.