Therapist Reacts to Falling Away From Me By KORN

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Therapist analyzes the lyrics of Falling Away From Me by Korn to discuss how people often dissociate and try to mentally escape, but Korn calls us to come back into our phyiscally bodies so we can actually escape.
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@petrmilota6398 2 ай бұрын

Korn is a reason why I am still here.. Nu-metal and mostly their "sad" songs were ment for us - troubled kids - to cope with situations which we had so little knowledge about.. I'm 35 now.. still fighting my demons from childhood - still single, still enjoying my solitarity but at least I am not suicidal..

@ericklandrud5356 2 ай бұрын

Same, 48 now... my first experience ever hearing KoRn was them opening for Marilyn Manson who opened for DanZiG And... as a musician at the time into that, KoRn scratched an itch that Ministry, Manson, Slayer and the harsher death metal couldn't reach... KoRn is hate, and pain, but with Head (let's ignore the stuff without him) it is also Love and Healing from the past injuries life deals

@joegasperoni1466 2 ай бұрын

Same bro

@440-6pakroadrunner 2 ай бұрын

Same, there was times I wanted to flirt with suicide to get back at my parents and give them a reason to love me

@ColinRichards1 2 ай бұрын

I completely understand buddy

@TheMCmace 2 ай бұрын

you got this bro

@pystoph3987 3 ай бұрын

Something I don't see people comment on with this music video is that the red lights represent all of the other kids that are living in the same environment. As a kid who experienced and witnessed domestic violence & child abuse, it was nice to have that visual representation that I wasn't alone.

@kimjongeil 3 ай бұрын

I noticed that detail for the first time watching this video. I must have seen the music video dozens of time.

@pystoph3987 3 ай бұрын

@@kimjongeil Awesome to notice something new after so long

@user-rr9qx2iq3n 3 ай бұрын

I love you. As the same, someone needed to say it. Reach out friend. I fucking love you

@pystoph3987 2 ай бұрын

@@user-rr9qx2iq3n Much love to you too! All is well here and hope the same for you ❤️

@pystoph3987 2 ай бұрын

@@user-rr9qx2iq3n Tried to reply to this earlier so apologies if this becomes a duplicate comment. Much love back to you! All good here & just keeping up the fight. Hope the same for you.

@jinxtide2291 3 ай бұрын

Korn represented a lost generation of kids. Such an undercurrent of rampant abuse in all of its forms in so many households. So many of us had disassociated by our teenage years. He gave us a voice. Something to stand behind. Brought us to others just like us, and showed us we werent alone. The anger in their music was like a lightning rod for the anger we lost souls felt. Still to this day one of my favorite bands.

@Schmeralo 2 ай бұрын

❤❤❤

@travisspaulding9540 Ай бұрын

Represents. They’re still around and doing well.

@BethanyRatliff 2 ай бұрын

❤korn helped save my life as a teenager❤

@Breekon_Hope 3 ай бұрын

I grew up in a very abusive household. I disassociated so much that I can't remember most, if not all of my childhood. When I got stuck in another one, I "flirted with suicide", just wanting out. "No more pain. No more sorrow" is what I told myself. I did get help, hospital and professionals. It's been about 5 years, im so happy I was able to reach out.

@joelane800 3 ай бұрын

Directed by Fred Durst, hes in the video at the end very quickly when Jon is shaking his head at the camera. One of the most important bands of all time!

@heffatheanimal2200 3 ай бұрын

I always considered Dust to be another damaged-artist-stereotype. Even though he is a narcissist and an absolute a$$hole, he can be really gifted with his talents creativity

@user-zo5gv8ls7k 2 ай бұрын

@@heffatheanimal2200Korn found limp biscut and fred then found staind... imagine that.. just like Trent found Manson

@SvenS2 2 ай бұрын

Cool! Never noticed that

@the-postal-dude 2 ай бұрын

@@heffatheanimal2200 why is it always in mental health spaces that people use medical terms as insults?

@That-Ginger-Chick Ай бұрын

I thought that was Fred Durst at the end

@dsggoodbar 2 ай бұрын

The saddest part is that Jonathan Davis has first hand experience in abuse as a child. I've been through my own trauma, but fortunately it wasn't this severe. My favorite aspect of this video is that the kid ultimately used the box (music) to get away. Music saved my life many times. I deal with mental health diagnoses. Music can be a huge safe haven for relating to or working through emotions. Music is the heartbeat of my life.

@Budsandsuds75 3 ай бұрын

This needs to be a live talk show. She's so smart , She could be great on TV if given the opportunity

@superblahman 3 ай бұрын

TV is a dying platform. KZfaq is where it's at.

@Cyan1de1312 14 күн бұрын

@@superblahman true dat

@MindSawProductions 3 ай бұрын

This video is the embodiment of "find your tribe". The idea that family isn't blood [RED], but rather those who free you from pain. She stays behind until KoRn comes back into the box, The band represents her inside energy and will to escape her situation, the driving force that helps her finally open the window to make her escape into the arms of her new/true family. You're absolutely right where it continues off from Freak on the leash because it's a continuation of the idea of using art and creativity to release and/or understand the pain of life. Infact that's literally Jonathan's whole though process when it comes to KoRn lyrics in general. He's stated in many interviews before that they want to be the voice for the voiceless, a place for kids to understand they're not alone, that what they're going through isn't right, and that there is a way to escape it.

@Quizzy0000 3 ай бұрын

i did flirt with suicide like 20 years ago but not cause of this topic in the video but still. never told my mother tbh i dont think she could take it now so its my painfull secret i share to all of you. korn actually saved me from this feeling. it felt like i wasnt alone feeling all these feelings. my aunt kinda saved me she had korn on in the car 20 years ago and i looked them up and a whole world opened up for me.

@lithiumkc8 3 ай бұрын

Korn was my version of a therapist growing up. So grateful for them. I’m glad you are stable. Thoughts of suicide are so heartbreaking. Everyone should know that they are loved and everyone deserves positive support. 🙏♥️

@kristians07 2 ай бұрын

As a kid that delt with child abuse constantly your memories of happiness and childhood are gone. Suicidal thoughts were what kept me going in very dark times! I’m 42 and the happiest I have ever been.

@Pikawarps 3 ай бұрын

Decades ago the very person who introduced me to these korn songs was my abuser, the irony is palpable

@user-mb5gw9yb3k 3 ай бұрын

Both my parents heavily used meth and introduced me to slipknot. on a certain level it feels like they wrote their music for the children of their fans. glad you got through it.

@Shitsmearingbandit 3 ай бұрын

Not so much irony as much as it's likely passed down most of the abused become abusers and keep the cycle going cause its all they know by how they where raised themselves

@gloriabell8772 2 ай бұрын

I’m sorry

@lyleprater8306 28 күн бұрын

The person who abused me almost daily while my mom just stood there because she was afraid to stop him afraid she would get hurt just started listening to korn and told me he sees why I did now when I was a teenager in the late 90s

@Uschinatir 3 ай бұрын

Please more Korn ❤

@danielbeard7045 3 ай бұрын

In the end, music saved her ❤

@frankhermansen243 3 ай бұрын

exactly

@Z3ROTH3RT33N 3 ай бұрын

I saw Korn live for the first time on the Twisted Transistor tour. It was like going to church. I felt all this negativity purged from my soul. Korn is definitely great for helping you deal with difficulties in life.

@yyyyyk 15 күн бұрын

I'll be seeing Korn live for the first time TODAY! In literally just a few hours! It's something that I have wanted to do since I became a fan of theirs in the 90's, so I am super excited...!

@Z3ROTH3RT33N 15 күн бұрын

@yyyyyk Rock on! And of course arrre you ready?!

@yyyyyk 15 күн бұрын

@@Z3ROTH3RT33N Yesss!!! I hope they open the show with "Blind", and that line... It would be so awesome... But really, I'm such a huge fan, I want them to play ^all^ of their songs... 😅 I love so many of their songs that even if they sing 10 songs that I love, I'll wish they sang even more songs that I love...

@rustysh1tbox652 2 ай бұрын

A thing I feel that is overlooked is the fact she has the band/music in the box and seeks them out in her worst times. Basically the music is there when you need it, also it can be a release/protection for those times and ultimately can help you escape the situation. It never leaves her and she carries the music with her. That’s my interpretation of the band in the box.

@I-hate-swifties 3 ай бұрын

Been waitin for this react….. I LOVE KORN AND THE SONG AND THIS CONTENT

@Wiaskme 2 ай бұрын

I've been there. Floating away from myself. Korn and family saved me. Truly. Keep doing these vids!!!

@martincastrogiovanni812 2 ай бұрын

I love how you, as a therapist, do not disassociate your feelings from what you are experiencing. I can imagine that in session, you have now choice, but to see your genuine reaction, you are probably a huge asset to your patients. Let me thank you for them

@ericklandrud5356 2 ай бұрын

Survivor... when you flirted too closely, you know what it means to have pushed yourself out of life in this world and woken up changed. It hurts, but living thru the attempt hurts more, so it heals... eventually Lost count of my battles, but never lost yet. I am alive after them for a reason ...to help guide others, apparently, in some ways Creativity is a way out of pain!!!!!!!! Falling away, from this world, to come into our own

@thedarkestmindvlogsandgame7323 3 ай бұрын

Korn mudvayn and tool have helped me a lot throughout the year's interesting to watch your reactions

@djmastergroove946 22 күн бұрын

Jonathan Davies had a very painful and traumatic childhood. The 2 song's Freak on a Leash and Falling away from me, the video's we're an expression of that time! Powerful, Raw, Emotion.

@masonyuzwa8717 Ай бұрын

Damn..i just found your stuff and you're already diving pretty deep into the nu metal scene !! Welcome to your nu rabbit hole..these bands have some of the most diverse and somewhat touchy messages !! But I'm sure as a therapist you've heard some of this before and are well equipped to dive into the deep end of this !! I'll be watching !!

@MrChrisrabbit 3 ай бұрын

I was a teenager when all these groups came out. It was all I listened to and that anger/raw rage was the only thing pushing through those years of apathy/depression/suicide attempts. Without it, I just curled into a ball, unable to move. As I found my footing and purpose in my 20s, I was able to let go of the heavy music. Still love the classics!

@xMXWLx 29 күн бұрын

6:28 her having the band in her room and all the kids outside chanting is like a huge metaphor of how this music connected so many kids. even though we were in pain, we were in it together. we all made it through.

@RikkeMyE Ай бұрын

Hi, 37 year old woman from Denmark here / this is still my favourite song, 20 years…. And yes its the continuation and they are next to each other on the album 😅

@shabeba86 19 күн бұрын

their song "Alone I break" will always have a spot in my heart and soul... dealing with depression and Borderline and some ptsd issues it hit al the right spots.

@frankthedukes1564 Ай бұрын

i love korn ...never abused...im a sport guy, baskeball, football swimming...high school was a breeze and actually fun for me.(college as well) but always appreciated jon and korn's music and message. My friend turned me on to them early on when before the came huge...... This song does hit hard. Seeing the kids outside pumping their fists and coming together gives me chillllllls. Top 5 band for me ever.

@pandamanda3182 14 күн бұрын

This is why I will always go back to Korn, they are a form of therapy for us. All of these songs came out when I was going through similar things and my only outlet was music. They not only made lyrics I could feel and relate to, but the rage is something I understood. Even if I go years without listening to them consistently, I always come back and it's usually at a time I need to work through something. I sleep listening to them at times. People always told me 'If you listen to that you'll just get more depressed and angrier', but it helps me get that out. I've learned how to disassociate whenever I want to now. I'm in therapy now but this still helps.

@davidward9737 3 ай бұрын

Thank you Taylor for reaching out to us. You are the best.. From my husband and i, we are sorry too. You make a difference

@noided583 3 ай бұрын

Lorna Shore - The Pain Remains parts 1-3. Could even make it a triple feature for the channel. It's really quite popular among people who tend to watch music reaction content and it deals with some incredibly painful subject matter, chiefly loss, grief and powerlessness and what that could lead a person toward. Might make for some very interesting discussion points!

@kaynesheldon4905 3 ай бұрын

Absolutely!

@AnthonyBusted 3 ай бұрын

She react to first part

@noided583 3 ай бұрын

oh awesome!@@AnthonyBusted

@user-zo5gv8ls7k 2 ай бұрын

Austin blows my mind

@danlesieur 3 ай бұрын

Love your natural responses to Korn's music 🤘✊ Also, I just realized Korn comes in to protect & rescue the child! #storyofmylife 🥹❤

@bobsmith613 3 ай бұрын

Jonathan Davis wrote this about his childhood. The final track is "Hey Daddy"... I strongly recommend finishing the trilogy.

@digthis18 2 ай бұрын

i was gonna say this but i thought id look first haha yeah hey daddy is for a lack of a better word intense

@chetnolan7496 3 ай бұрын

First of all I love your channel and I love you !🤟❤️. I really feel a connection to you and your understanding of the songs that you listen to and your ability to express yourself to the viewers !

@artforalex2085 3 ай бұрын

Your reaction videos are so wonderful. You have a great soul. Thank you. ❤

@user-ik7uw7gh7e 3 ай бұрын

Thank you for your help resources and support for folks in need of HELP

@Futtbucker3000 3 ай бұрын

Was just listening to the song when I noticed you uploaded, it's my favorite song so thanks for reacting to it

@bethsline 2 ай бұрын

KoRn's music has been a therapeutic outlet for my for more than 20 years. Thank you for backing down their songs. I'm happy to have found your channel.

@Djcimofficial 3 ай бұрын

Came home from school one day and this was the first music video I ever saw on MTV2

@kaylzshter6153 Күн бұрын

Probably my favorite mainstream Korn song.. This song is my teenage years in audio.

@joelporter6743 3 ай бұрын

Thanks for doing this and all your videos. You open up the window to these artists' souls and really have incredible insights. I have dealt with suicidal ideation and attempted as early as 7. Thàt is one of the reasons I listen to this group. And other rock bands that talk about it. You are right. I just wanted an escape from the pain. Wow! I'm glad I stumbled on to this.

@dylancrosby6891 2 ай бұрын

I've always taken this song to be a "we know, we care" type message, released in 1999 that's pre smartphone, and pre internet for most normal families, these days if you're a kid being abused you can google and seek help or forums and find support, back then, you kept it to yourself in the fear that anything you said would just get back to your abuser, this was Korn saying, we've been there, we get it, and we're going to get you through this

@tankerboysabot Ай бұрын

I absolutely love how you can analyze the video with the song.

@Saiyan7R Ай бұрын

The very first song that got me into Korn. I used to listen to the song to cope with suicidal thoughts and many many other feelings. The chorus beating me down, I used to think of it as if life is just beating me to the ground. When there's no one else, Korn is the safe place to go to. I never experienced domestic abuse, but sending prayers to anyone out there experiencing such horror or any shit overall. There's always light at the end of the tunnel.

@TheHuggyzim 3 ай бұрын

I love your videos. Another great Korn song. These songs really helped me through my teens in the 90s. I used to record their songs off the radio wirh my tape deck 😂 Korn is my favorite band, and their songs talk about a lot of things that I experienced as a scapegoat. I didn't find the help I needed as a child like in this song. I wish I would have. No one believed me 😢

@williammann376 3 ай бұрын

Crack The Skye by Mastodon. The drummer's younger sister, Skye, took her own life. The band wrote the song as a tribute. Brann (drummer) sings the clean vocal parts too.

@scrPRBoi 2 ай бұрын

you are great and keep reacting to my favorites bands , love the reaction. appreciate

@user-xc3bg8ee8q 2 ай бұрын

This band is so important as some other bands that tell these stories if this band and music didn't exist I don't think I would still be here it makes you feel less alone. I dealt with SA from my Dad until I was 13 and even now as an adult it never leaves you but somehow these songs still help. Thank you for such a great reaction.

@ozmatazbuckshank8090 3 ай бұрын

I have experienced abuse resulting in a myriad of mental health issues, PTSD etc. How you say that it feels like you're disembodied, like you're floating outside of yourself, that is so accurate. I've never been able to put it into words. Thank you. It feels nice to see people like yourself feeling the music the same way I, and I'm sure many other people feel it. Your reaction to this song helped me to feel just that bit more understood. Love your work.

@Lymsley 24 күн бұрын

Was a Korn fan from the jump… yeah I’m old. When Falling Away from Me dropped, it was one of the first times, I can remember, feeling a part of something larger than myself… probably a mixture of timing & Korn’s popularity reaching a critical mass… but, people around me where starting to wise up to this music, that it wasn’t just angry, angsty self indulgence. This music has soul, intelligence, emotion & a message. 1st time seeing your channel, hope to see more soon.

@bddunks13 3 ай бұрын

I found this Chanel last night. And my God it helps thank you ❤

@jaylowery5445 3 ай бұрын

MORE KORN!!! Bad ass band been a fan since 1994 helped me thru a lot

@javidfarid538 3 ай бұрын

Been waiting for this react for good while

@tsubject164 2 ай бұрын

Alone I Break and Thoughtless are also amazing

@andrejsandal2382 2 ай бұрын

Loved the video, and love what you do. Just got here from a Ren binge on your channel. Flip side of the coin, but do you know how calming it is for me, knowing I can end myself and no one being able to stop me? It's like I always have a place to go, no matter what happens or how badly I mess up. This realisation has been my rock since early teens, and my further life experiences only solidified it. Ironically it's the thing that kept me alive at my lowest, and after I failed previous attempts. At the bottom I found solace, seeking what I once thought the end.

@chuckgaskins 3 ай бұрын

As someone that grew with music as a outlet from King Diamond to death core. Most of my issues an hate stem from being in the navy asking for help an not getting any. Got kicked out an since in 2000 people say its ok but its never ok. An Korn has been one of my outlets. Thank you for all you do helping the lost an misguided like an others.

@SpielkindFR Ай бұрын

That opening chord still runs a shiver down my spine. Even after so many years.

@alysonturner2718 25 күн бұрын

@HeartSupport . Yes I have felt that falling away feeling durning abuse . It is like disassociating from the mind , body . With huge gaps loss of time .

@powpow8845 Ай бұрын

as 27 years old, I will say that Korn as saved my life in more ways than one...and I will leave it at that.

@ericpeterson7512 2 ай бұрын

Ok I'm seeing this now as an important channel. A therapist who can relate to metal. That's big right there. Music has always been cathartic, and at least somewhat reflective of the inner landscape of the writer. Metal music is there to express pain, rage, frustration, defiance, rebellion. I've often thought of metal as a therapeutic tool. It's a gift to have someone knowledgeable and empathetic to dig into the feelings expressed in metal, and the feelings that arise from it. Metal can be an incredible catharsis. It can be a way of feeling some form of belonging, of being seen and understood. A template for rebellion. A shout of solidarity. I think in the right hands it can be an awesome therapeutic tool. You seem insightful and supportive. I'm excited to see this! Thank you for bringing this channel to the world! Big thumbs up! ❤

@Jason-yy8os 3 ай бұрын

I just think you are absolutely amazing, thank you

@hed_rollins 3 ай бұрын

Korn is my favorite band. I give Jonathan the highest respect. There is a video where he talks about how he is struggling with depression. It inspires me a lot!

@RJ_Cormac 3 ай бұрын

Been waiting for this one! 👍

@lancemalvey597 2 ай бұрын

I've watched this music video during it's release, Though I cried with your explanation.... I don't cry. My abuser is dead (after he attempted to murder me and my mother, it's idk some say it was karma.) I myself now as a man disasociate quickly and i will admit somedays are harder with coming to terms with it.... but I still deal with his slanders destroying my name. His friend's are a rough crew (bikers not chill ones) trying to cope with coming to the realization that i'm a murder survivor actually is heavier to hold then everything else bothering me (ptsd wise or his friends) people sadly don't take men seriously when they bring up this stuff.... well cry and rant over, Thank you. i needed that.

@thomasdaub5445 2 ай бұрын

Korn's music was created when therapy was still in its "infancy", it's brutal and absolutely not for beginners, but someone had to bring it to the light. They were pioneers in some ways.

@dave42038 2 ай бұрын

I love your reaction to this video!!!

@brewcitymike1 2 ай бұрын

I always felt like those kids running from the house(s) are essentially the same ones who gang up and become the animated kids in the earlier Follow the Leader videos/artwork

@warpony5654 6 күн бұрын

A lot of Korn's music is about Johnathan Davis trauma growing up. After you hear about what he went through then you understand his music completely differently. When you understand his story then you understand his music. Johnathan Davis is brave and a hero especially for sharing his story.

@kaceylinne344 3 ай бұрын

keep up the amazing work. make me bad, here to stay, alone i break, narcissistic cannibal, lets go, get up, never never, rotting in vain, black is the soul, a different world, take me, cold, you'll never find me, the darkness is revealing, idiosyncrasy, finally free, can you hear me, h@rder, this loss, let the dark do the rest, start the healing, worst is on the way. also what it is by jonathon davis from his solo album

@kaylzshter6153 Күн бұрын

2:00 you're right, i wish I knew how to guide people who are at risk, away from me, and to actual help.

@natehilpert8944 3 ай бұрын

This was awesome, well done

@yoiitsthenoid9461 2 ай бұрын

I've seen this music viceo god knows how many times, but I never really noticed that the box she has is very symbolic. When she opens it up it's all her bottled up emotions coming out, and when she leaves and she turns back and it all goes back into the box, it's her traumas and pain going back inside her because no matter where she goes, it'll always be there.

@adamv1715 2 ай бұрын

All the rage, sadness, disassociation, grief etc kids feel can all be worked out within one hour in a pit. It's a place to let it all go and truly be yourself.

@phenixfire513 3 ай бұрын

@heartsupport you really need to do Korn's whole discography.

@AuroraDizon Ай бұрын

The music box she opens is clearly a pandora's box parallel whereas it is music that hope is represented.

@user-rn4ki9qu1x 3 ай бұрын

Heart support I love your mission much ❤️

@Bettencourt_ 2 ай бұрын

Shinedown, Staind, Tool, Korn, let's just go thru my early teenage (and still current) Playlist....at 35.

@franzwohlgemuth2002 2 ай бұрын

@HeartSupport Korn got me through tons of abuse... I listened to Korn from the first album on. Music is therapy. Never thought of ending it by my own hand. I didn't care if someone else did, however. Which got me into some very dangerous situations (like picking a fight with a biker gang by kicking over all their bikes).....

@alainlyrette5208 3 ай бұрын

Love this song so much

@elsieflores197 3 ай бұрын

This song is so very similar to my early childhood that it's actually always been tough to watch this video but the ending is me too because I found a way out thanks to my father and family court saving my life

@bhurzumii4315 3 ай бұрын

This was the opening track of my workout playlist during my last tour of Iraq. This song always makes me anticipate 2 hours of pain, sweat and maximum effort! It's a banger! Oh, and you should watch "thoughtless" - it's another great track with "abuse and revenge" as its central theme.

@Underournorthernstar 2 ай бұрын

Hatebreed had a video similar to this I remember from when I was a teen "To the Threshold" Always have respect for anybody bringing attention to domestic/child abuse.

@kaylzshter6153 Күн бұрын

Look fam, I typed out some shit and honestly? My formatting was terrible and I lost my train of thought, so I deleted it. In any case, you seem like a better human than me by far, and in my short time on this channel so far, I have come to admire your outlook on the music that was such a big part of my formative years. OP, you have heart, and you seem to care about people, and you don't seem to let cynicism or despair run your life. That's whats up. You just reminded this jaded old girl that every tunnel has light at the ends, even if you have to dig through collapsed rubble to get to it. Much

@TALLBABBY 13 күн бұрын

I love the facial expressions you make.

@xMXWLx 29 күн бұрын

you got it. you broke it down beautifully

@TheMessengerMichael 2 ай бұрын

This song helped me cope during my teen years.

@olafurjohannsson5165 2 ай бұрын

Holy shit this woman gets it. Korn saved thousands of people from going the suicide way. Me one of them.

@DarkAngel1985Mike 3 ай бұрын

But it can be comforting to people who have been through it or are going through it because we can identify with it and it makes us know we aren’t alone, that’s why Jonathan writes songs like this as therapy for himself but for others too

@sweatypotato4751 3 ай бұрын

Man, Korn is so therapeutic to listen to

@synshenron798 2 ай бұрын

I was never "abused" by my family. I was never in domestic violence or anything like that. I just felt so broken inside all the time and I was my own abuser. I would mentally berate myself day in and day out. My inner voice would just come screaming and hollering at me as Id lay on my floor crying. After my first failed attempt I went to my bedroom and wept on the floor as I could hear my inner voice screaming that I was so pathetic and worthless that I couldnt even take my life without messing it up. All through my teen years and into my twenties ive lived like that. People would always tell me "dont beat yourself up, mistakes happen" and things of that nature. Meanwhile in my head all I could do was berate myself and make sure I felt as shitty as possible for making mistakes or just not being good enough. Ive never been abused by either of my parents. But if abuse is anything like the way I was treated in school and at work. I can definitley say I understand being abused. Too anyone like me, you arent alone. I get it, many days it feels like everyone says that but theyll never truly understand. They will. And even if they dont there are those who want to help because they shed a tear for every person who suffers in silence. I am that guy, I know how bad some days can be. And I want to be the voice that talks someone down from that ledge. I hope and pray no one ever has to go through that shit. Sadly I know they will, but I hope they have a friend to walk with them through the shit storm. Good luck to whoever reads this and I hope you have an amazing day🫰

@Celerott 19 сағат бұрын

As a child, I was abused physically, verbally and even sexually. I wanted escape so bad, and for the longest time, I didn't care how I escaped... even if it meant ending my own life. I was in and out of several behavioral facilities from 12 to 17. I was finally good, then when I was 23 I was stabbed 8 times. It felt like all the progress I had made was for nothing, mentally I had fallen even further then I had before. It took me years to even start moving forward. I'm now 40, and I still haven't completely gotten over it. Trust is really hard for me, and so is just opening up to someone who's in front of me. Korn and Mudvayne really helped me through my darkest years.

@user-ew2ot9zm3r Ай бұрын

Love your POV

@tylerwilliams386 3 ай бұрын

Corn has been one of my absolute favorite man since I was little and a major therapeutic help. Another great song on the therapy aspect is Marilyn Manson - Into The Fire/Broken Needle - A Prequel Story The Tin Man. As well as King 810- a conversation with god.

@gstevenson7781 3 ай бұрын

This is genuinely turning into one of my favourite channels due to the content and your reactions. I’d like to recommend “Poet and the Pendulum” live at Wembley by Nightwish. It is not the normal song people start with when it comes to Nightwish, however it is the song that suits this channel the most as it deals with depression and struggle. It was written by Nightwish’s song writer the keyboardist Tuomas during the hardest time in the bands history and he basically ended his life in the song to stop himself doing it in real life, however the new song finishes positively with a new beginning. It is one of the best written pieces of music you will come across and is broken into Acts. I won’t say more about it. Nightwish hold the record for most reacted song in KZfaq history with “Ghost Love Score” (normally what people start their Nightwish journey with. However, as previously mentioned, “Poet” suits this channel perfectly, especially if the research is done on the songs meaning beforehand.

@alanvanhulle7613 3 ай бұрын

I see another powerful message in the videoclip. Notice how the band is inside the box the child has in her hands, at the end off song you see the band surrounded with red lightning in the child her room and after the child escaped you see the lightning (band) going back in the box the child has in her hands this looks like a hidden message to me saying there is also escape in music when dealing with these kind of problems. I have dealt with depression and bad feelings alot but i always find strength in music to keep me going and not give up on life.

@robertellison100 3 ай бұрын

Thank you Taylor for doing this song. I flirted with the big S a few yrs ago, but at the last second I spit the pills out. Since that nite, I've never felt that urge again. I don't know what it was, but I'm glad that whatever changed my mind, did. IMO the song, Thoughtless by Korn, would be part of a great trilogy. Hope you can get to that song one day. Keep up the great work 👍🏻

@ericschaefer6769 3 ай бұрын

I saw you for the first time, and liked your reaction so much that I subscribed. Some time soon you need to review the video 'Don't Close Your Eye's', by the band Kix.

@daltonmorris8225 2 ай бұрын

Love and Death - chemicals It's by korn's bass player Brian "Head" Welch is a good song to look into, it's about addiction.

@cjjordaan1346 Ай бұрын

Thank you. I think about suicide alot. I watch what u say in your video's. Listen to metal and what you say about it keeps me sane. I just want to not fall away. Thz Korn

@benjithefox1278 2 ай бұрын

Most of my days I often get feeling disassociated with myself because my childhood made me wish I could escape. By the time it was proven that I needed help away from it, I was mostly disassociated with myself. Music has this healing ability to me to help me through my struggles. I did the best I could to hang on and gotten myself therapy when I needed it. Sometimes the isolation abuse has me feel like I haven't had much experience with life enough to connect very well. I just do the best I can to survive and be myself.

@HeartSupport 2 ай бұрын

From GaryYounOG: @benjithefox1278 It sounds like you've been through a lot, and I truly admire your strength taken to navigate such challenging experiences. Music’s healing power is remarkable, offering solace and a form of escape when the weight of past trauma feels too heavy. It’s heartening to hear that it helps carry you through tough times. Dealing with dissociation, especially as a result of a difficult childhood, is incredibly tough. This coping mechanism, while protective at times, can make it challenging to stay connected with yourself and the world around you. It’s understandable that you might feel as though your experiences have isolated you, limiting your ability to fully engage with life and connect with others. This feeling of being somewhat outside of normal experiences is a common aftermath of enduring abuse. I'm glad to hear that you’ve taken significant steps towards healing. That’s a powerful decision and a vital part of caring for your mental health. You’re actively working towards recovery, and every effort you make is meaningful. You mentioned doing your best to survive and be yourself-this is incredibly important. Each day you continue to push forward, you are asserting your strength and your commitment to living your life despite the difficulties you’ve faced. It’s okay if the journey feels slow or if the path forward isn’t always clear. What matters is that you are moving, that you are striving, and that you are acknowledging your struggles while also working through them. Perhaps exploring new activities or interests could further assist in creating connections and enriching your life experience. Joining groups or classes that align with your interests, whether they’re related to music or something entirely new, can be a good way to meet new people and form connections. This doesn’t have to be a big commitment-a casual meet-up or even online forums and groups can be a starting point. When I’m under similar situations, I found volunteering to be beneficial as a way to step outside of my own experiences and contribute to something larger. This was incredibly fulfilling for me and it helped me forge new social bonds and add to my life experiences in meaningful ways. Thank you for sharing your journey with such openness. Please remember, your best is absolutely more than enough. You're doing what you can to heal and grow, and that deserves acknowledgment and respect. Keep taking care of yourself, and know that it’s perfectly fine to take things one step at a time.

@HeartSupport 2 ай бұрын

From Micro: @benjithefox1278 There is no doubt that you are doing more than enough to survive and to keep on seeking what life has good to offer to you, friend. Numbness especially is such a frustrating and difficult reaction to overcome, especially when it stems from trauma. Although it serves us and help us cope in adverse circumstances - or what feels like it in the present. I'm so proud of you for not giving up on yourself and for letting things such as music be a healing funnel to you. It's amazing what it can do. Rest assured that you are not alone. :heart: