Heroin Addict interview-Danielle

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Soft White Underbelly

Soft White Underbelly

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Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Danielle, a heroin addict on Skid Row.
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@barbalalla2003
@barbalalla2003 3 жыл бұрын
I love how she’s asking him questions and how she really listens.
@KapteinFruit
@KapteinFruit 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah she seem like an actual caring person which is very nice to see. :) I used to be a really bad listener, but I changed that.
@Sheerkat7
@Sheerkat7 3 жыл бұрын
Seems like she's the first one that's ever really done that.
@SharonBenson2674
@SharonBenson2674 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah I liked that too. She cares.
@LizzPaintz
@LizzPaintz 3 жыл бұрын
Yes.
@carltoncotter2614
@carltoncotter2614 3 жыл бұрын
Yes, not typical for addicts!
@tapatvde
@tapatvde 3 жыл бұрын
Damn. In so many way she's just a very sweet, artistic and intelligent young human being. I wish she'll be able to quit dope and make her dreams come true. Not the way i did. I'm 59 and it took me 40 years to learn, how to cope with the events that took place in my childhood and how to use those experiences as a tool to help other people.. and myself through that. January 2022 i'll be sober for 30 years.
@jancrawford8460
@jancrawford8460 3 жыл бұрын
@Joach… Congratulations on being an overcomer! Wishing you many more years of blessings!
@miyahrochelle3560
@miyahrochelle3560 3 жыл бұрын
30 years man good for you! My brother is an addict, he hasn’t overcome or addressed the trauma contributing to his addiction..... but seeing things like this, I’ll never lose hope. I wish you good fortune and health Joachim! 🤞❤️
@tapatvde
@tapatvde 3 жыл бұрын
@@miyahrochelle3560 Learning to face the trauma, how to cope with it and how to convert it into strength is the hardest, but most important thing. Like most victims of childhood molestation i was on a self destruktive streak for many years. After loosing a wife to cancer i nearly ended it all, but i chose therapy instead. That gave me the tools to use my own pain to help others. I found happiness through that. I hope that your brother finds the will and the strength to face the past and to start the work to learn how to cope with it.
@lovelykoiboy5039
@lovelykoiboy5039 3 жыл бұрын
yessurrrr fuck it up chief
@janeokeeffe5297
@janeokeeffe5297 3 жыл бұрын
Well done for getting clean an turning your life around, it's not easy, stay strong wishing you all the luck in the world
@kellymerrill5294
@kellymerrill5294 3 жыл бұрын
She oddly reminds me of my dad. Very intelligent, mischievous in highschool. Struggled with heroin and other hard drugs, alcohol. When he was 45 he got a degree in journalism and was an editor for several newspapers until he retired. I see her changing her life around, too smart and driven to let addiction define her life.
@GDug-rs5sh
@GDug-rs5sh 3 жыл бұрын
i strongly disagree. she is not driven or motivated and admittedly so. she has a bf who uses and her mom intro her to drugs. she romanticizes it
@zanyaespeaks
@zanyaespeaks 3 жыл бұрын
EXACTLY
@zanyaespeaks
@zanyaespeaks 3 жыл бұрын
Exactly. She'll get better!
@RichardWatson
@RichardWatson Жыл бұрын
Something about the interaction at the beginning was so nice. It's cool that Mark still clearly lights up when he talks about photography; that it hasn't burnt him out, having had such an intense career. Also lovely to see reciprocal interest from one of his subjects. Such a positive and human exchange.
@forty4027
@forty4027 3 жыл бұрын
The way she instantly started folding her napkin into some shape to ease her mind instead of wiping her tears is the essence of an artist.
@tundrawomansays5067
@tundrawomansays5067 3 жыл бұрын
Origami: That’s what it reminded me of as soon as I saw the angles, the shapes she was creating. Should get her some origami paper, eh? FWIW, it seems to me creative people have a challenge finding their “spot” in this world. We try to coerce them into a particular “artistic speciality,” like “painter” (and further sub-spots like modern, classical, by medium etc.) or “singer” and sub-spots like Blues, Jazz etc. Ex: Joni Mitchell views herself as a painter, not a singer yet most people know her as a singer. Or like Mark who loves photography. I noticed immediately when he took his pictures of his interviewees, they always pan over that person slowly, carefully, as if to say, “Look at their wholeness in the midst of all their brokenness.” And it makes them beautiful. Combine that with their interview and it’s just this beautifully human “human being.” The creative people I’ve come across throughout my life just aren’t, I guess the word is “reductionist.” They “see” things as a whole, not it’s individual parts; it’s where they find the beauty, the inspiration, the juice or whatever. I’m failing horribly to express what I mean....does anyone get what I’m saying because I’m just not creative or artistic at all.
@iwatchtoomuchyoutube
@iwatchtoomuchyoutube 3 жыл бұрын
Pretty sure it's just a fidget and has nothing to do with being artsy. But that's just me.
@HandbagDiva
@HandbagDiva 3 жыл бұрын
That’s how you fold napkins I’m assuming she’s waitressed at some point.
@emilieraptor9373
@emilieraptor9373 3 жыл бұрын
Ugh you're so cringy
@elizabethcullen6166
@elizabethcullen6166 3 жыл бұрын
@@tundrawomansays5067 , you are indeed creative. It’s your birthright. Maybe you love to create an amazing meal, or homemade cards, or program computers to do something delightful. I agree she is very in touch with her creativity.
@dangerranger2233
@dangerranger2233 3 жыл бұрын
"I could have that self discipline. I choose not to. And it's really lame" Same girl.
@mygodisable2
@mygodisable2 3 жыл бұрын
Great snippet of an interview from the interviewer being briefly interviewed by the interviewee. Very spontaneous. That was nice to see Danielle, to see another side of Mark. Thanks.
@ahlamhassan08
@ahlamhassan08 3 жыл бұрын
Yearning for a normal childhood… the begging/crying wishing you were normal or had normal parents. I can relate with her so much. You are a beautiful soul Danielle. You are loved. You are cared for. You have a lot of people rooting for you. You can do this.
@trevorfacer8705
@trevorfacer8705 3 жыл бұрын
Love her genuine interest in Mark. An inquisitive person becomes cultured, and cultured people are interesting.
@garryhiggs5158
@garryhiggs5158 3 жыл бұрын
Interesting how she started by asking mark questions.
@robgrubb420
@robgrubb420 3 жыл бұрын
first one he kept in.
@JGriffin5150
@JGriffin5150 3 жыл бұрын
She did compare herself to Mark in that regard
@thematriarchy2075
@thematriarchy2075 3 жыл бұрын
@@robgrubb420 No, there are a few.
@blazefairchild465
@blazefairchild465 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah, but she couldn't wait long enough for him to finish all his sentences.
@marylougeorge9890
@marylougeorge9890 3 жыл бұрын
@@blazefairchild465 Yup. She wasn't That interested. It was about her.
@PauloNideck
@PauloNideck 3 жыл бұрын
she's definitely got style, I love her personality and the way she carries herself
@tasosdiaforetico7377
@tasosdiaforetico7377 3 жыл бұрын
Me too she's very poised, and pretty in a unique way
@anyonebuttrump7898
@anyonebuttrump7898 3 жыл бұрын
Its because she is high.
@lisaclarke2920
@lisaclarke2920 3 жыл бұрын
Danielle is soo close to changing her life around, her hand is stretched out, she just needs to grab hold of the rope. Grab it girl, hold on tight, and see your life take on a whole new meaning. Wishing only the best for you *big hugs*
@NotRKelly.
@NotRKelly. 3 жыл бұрын
What a great comment!
@mschickie007
@mschickie007 3 жыл бұрын
Yes!!!!🧗🏻‍♀️
@tiffanybruner6002
@tiffanybruner6002 3 жыл бұрын
What a beautiful human being you must be Lisa Ckarke.. Thank you so much for choosing love when so many in this world lead with hate and lack any sense of empathy.. the world is a better place because of you!
@DanielAnderssson
@DanielAnderssson 3 жыл бұрын
Truth is 99% of addicts are fucked this one also
@mschickie007
@mschickie007 3 жыл бұрын
@@DanielAnderssson you feel better now ? Look at you and ask yourself why did you have to make that 100% unnecessary comment ?
@msaunsha
@msaunsha 3 жыл бұрын
I love when they can just sit there and talk. The emotions that they’ve been suppressing for so long, eventually comes out, which I’m sure is unexpected for a lot of them, but necessary. I swear that stool is therapy. Very heart warming. 🙏🏽💗💗 Have a great day/evening everyone!
@fernandapartridge5174
@fernandapartridge5174 3 жыл бұрын
Mark’s energy helps I reckon. It seems that every soul he talks to, they all end up opening up to him in ways that a lot of the time, seem to even surprise them. He’s a special guy….. have a great day too! ❤️
@msaunsha
@msaunsha 3 жыл бұрын
@@fernandapartridge5174 I wholeheartedly agree with you! Thank you! ❤️
@kentuckynanasaves1903
@kentuckynanasaves1903 3 жыл бұрын
Preach It 🙌❤🙌❣... aint it A strong 1 💯that make ya weak ✔ tho 😉💭❣...
@geoffreyrosenberg8070
@geoffreyrosenberg8070 3 жыл бұрын
Sucks the page got demonized, It is as if certain people just could not handle the truth. This channel is huge for sociology. It illustrates the systematic issues in many areas of the US while also depicting some amazing art and makes people really introspect. Thanks Mark for your work.
@tammyturnerlucas794
@tammyturnerlucas794 3 жыл бұрын
Why was this page demonized
@geoffreyrosenberg8070
@geoffreyrosenberg8070 3 жыл бұрын
@@tammyturnerlucas794 Mark did a video I believe to be still in the Soft White Underbelly section. But it was frustrating I am sure, as he and others clearly have a passion for art and sociology...and use their own money and time to help many.
@geoffreyrosenberg8070
@geoffreyrosenberg8070 3 жыл бұрын
@@tammyturnerlucas794 kzfaq.info/get/bejne/sNeCfbl_tdPMp4U.html
@lr6477
@lr6477 3 жыл бұрын
Liberals... Can't handle the truth
@BimBop83
@BimBop83 2 жыл бұрын
@@lr6477 liberals are the only ones trying to enact policies to help the impoverished and addicted. Republicans would be happy to let someone else monetize their story and prance away with the money.
@kelseymay2704
@kelseymay2704 3 жыл бұрын
She's so beautiful inside and out I really hope she gets help.
@picilocarnal
@picilocarnal 3 жыл бұрын
I hope she accepts the help. She herself says she’s been offered help many times. She would be a great counselor! I hope she cleans up and gives back to society. She has a gift.
@kawalli3768
@kawalli3768 3 жыл бұрын
I can relate to Danielle's story so much. I was a chubby red head who got teased a lot in elementary school. I used drugs in my teen years and dropped out of high school. I was involved with abusive men in my early twenties. Luckily at the age of 23 a relative of mine offered to pay my tuition to nursing school. I became an RN at the age of 28. I truly hope Danielle can get and stay clean. I don't think it is too late for her.
@jazz7878
@jazz7878 3 жыл бұрын
Congratulations 🎊 keep it up 👍🏽
@kritkratt6383
@kritkratt6383 3 жыл бұрын
She has a beautiful soul. Shes a lucky one, heroin didnt completely steal her soul and her shine yet. 10 months clean. It can be done
@GodFirst701
@GodFirst701 3 жыл бұрын
Congratulations to you kicking the habit hun
@avalondreaming1433
@avalondreaming1433 3 жыл бұрын
Good job! Be proud of yourself. I wish you every happiness.
@bcamps99
@bcamps99 2 жыл бұрын
Happy 1 year!!!!! 🥳🎉❤️
@teddybear283
@teddybear283 3 жыл бұрын
Grandparents goes to show don’t underestimate your impact and how important you are in your grandkids life
@jamiedallas6968
@jamiedallas6968 3 жыл бұрын
She is a total empath. Maybe a bit of a codependent. She is stuck because she feels so much.
@michellembray
@michellembray 2 жыл бұрын
Wow! Your comment explains myself so much. I've never been able to put into exact words. Thank You
@CosmicEremite
@CosmicEremite 2 жыл бұрын
This.
@MissJ619
@MissJ619 2 жыл бұрын
Most artistic ppl feel Sooo much. It's probably painful how much they truly feel and have such strong empathy. It's like a gift and a curse at the same time.
@marceagles2151
@marceagles2151 2 жыл бұрын
I think you are accurate in this assessment
@lyliavix4366
@lyliavix4366 Жыл бұрын
@@MissJ619 totally some days I wish I was a 9/5 Office job family mortgage kind of person
@kimmie020
@kimmie020 3 жыл бұрын
Mark, Your answer, in the beginning, was as “Truthful” as your brilliant photography. You developed a gift to see the world and the people in it an extraordinary perfect world...only through your lens. Thank You for your FREE tireless dedication! Peace be with you!
@CeeCeeArt
@CeeCeeArt 3 жыл бұрын
I know exactly what she means about romanticizing drugs when you're young. From the age of 6 or 7, I always thought drugs were so cool and I wanted to be a part of it. I was for a long time, although, I still maintained a regular life. It's weird that we can thing that something so destructive is so intriguing.
@paulinabauer
@paulinabauer 3 жыл бұрын
Same here! I related to her a lot. My dad did a ton of pills and dope when I was a kid and was a super artsy chef who wrote poetry and painted and whatnot. He was always so cool in my mind... Then he died when I was 12 due to drugs and by the time I was 16 I was smoking weed daily and doing dope occasionally. Dunno why, it just always seemed "cool" to me
@LaLa-xf7ku
@LaLa-xf7ku 3 жыл бұрын
Like smoking cigarettes when I was a teenager. It was not only cool when my favorite stars lit up in the movies and TV you know we were taught it would keep you skinny!! I Hell ya I smoked, drank TAB and danced around in my legwarmers to Footloose soundtrack. It cracks me up that I smoked the skinny Capris Cigs! WTF? LOL Then I was introduced to good old coke. Yes, us Valley girls cruised around and called it all kinds of cutsie names like booger sugar, California snow, toot sweet, and I am sure others. It was all romanticized at every angle by the beautiful people. The only people who said anything bad about it was Nancy Reagan on tv saying "Just Say No" That was not glamorous and when Nicholas Cage or Rob Lowe ever noticed me and my friends, we were going to look cool! 🤩🙄
@Virgolove27
@Virgolove27 2 жыл бұрын
Same..
@liannaramos6887
@liannaramos6887 3 жыл бұрын
I cried with her when she said “because I know better” damn that hit deep
@jackierosado1777
@jackierosado1777 3 жыл бұрын
Really enjoyed her interview, very well spoken and the fact that she was interviewing Mark was neat!! Danielle, girl, Get your life straight, you have such potential!!!
@RileyBanksWho
@RileyBanksWho 3 жыл бұрын
She's a very attractive person. I hope she gets clean soon.
@mschickie007
@mschickie007 3 жыл бұрын
On the inside and out ! She deserves better ...deserves to be happy .
@aminajohnson2228
@aminajohnson2228 3 жыл бұрын
absolutely beautiful
@kookadams85
@kookadams85 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah she is, reminds me of my ex ha
@aprildelcastillo6473
@aprildelcastillo6473 3 жыл бұрын
Addiction stems from trauma. I hope she is able to work through it and heal. I hope that for all the people interviewed on this channel ❤️
@evangeline6
@evangeline6 3 жыл бұрын
Danielle, I hope to see your art soon. It can be an outlet in recovery. Your intelligence and talent is evident
@howwerunit8070
@howwerunit8070 2 жыл бұрын
Mark. I have learned so much, and gained a perspective of myself as well as other addicts , that I did not have prior to starting watching your channel a couple years ago. It truly made me less judgmental of my issues as well as less judgmental of others. You never would guess some of the things people go through to end up where they are. Thank you , God bless you and protect you. You are truly a special man
@momdiddy623
@momdiddy623 3 жыл бұрын
Wonderful hearing how Mark became interested in photography. Being able to make a living out of your hobby is a dream. I can see this lady is hurting - childhood experiences do shape us. Sending positivity and love to you Danielle. 🇬🇧🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿🇬🇧🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿🇬🇧
@Quashhop
@Quashhop 3 жыл бұрын
Well spoken and gorgeous! 🙏🙏 you will be better and glad to see you on here sharing your experiences and life story !
@lisafrederick8870
@lisafrederick8870 3 жыл бұрын
Omg,I would love to see your early work!!!!! You are sitting on a gold mine!!You could sell some of your early photos to fund this under belly project😍😍😍 You are one of the best photographers in the world, you need to show case your early work😍😍😍😍
@marylougeorge9890
@marylougeorge9890 3 жыл бұрын
He has done showings and produced a book or two. One had limited printing so to get a used one would be $2000.00. Check out his interview on Koncrete. Project would take too much time away from this project.
@marylougeorge9890
@marylougeorge9890 3 жыл бұрын
@@E4Sierra Yes. I really liked that interview but couldn't remember the name. Thanks!😊
@krizzlec
@krizzlec 3 жыл бұрын
@@marylougeorge9890 Do you know Mark personally? How would you know that "project would take too much time"?
@roymaddocks3184
@roymaddocks3184 2 жыл бұрын
@@krizzlec bc he is now working f.t. on these videos, and has a f.t. dedicated employee
@karrie8399
@karrie8399 3 жыл бұрын
I respect her honesty so much. She is so self-aware.
@jeeplife2035
@jeeplife2035 3 жыл бұрын
She seems like a very interesting person with a lot of stories about her life. Kinda like one of those ppl you meet who are truly genuine and also very pretty.
@LizzPaintz
@LizzPaintz 3 жыл бұрын
She's very sweet. She sounds like a very cool person. She could be an incredible nurse. Her compassion is so evident.
@stellapivovarova5625
@stellapivovarova5625 3 жыл бұрын
Danielle is a beautiful, intelligent young woman and the portrait you did of her was amazing Mark. I hope she finds her way through her dark times.❤️
@meganmurray4352
@meganmurray4352 2 жыл бұрын
I love all of your work I've seen so far. U get the story of the soul, the beaten the broken and the hurting souls. It's amazing to see. Thank you 😌🖤
@MEL2theJ
@MEL2theJ Жыл бұрын
Thank you for the interview Danielle and SWU
@kirstycallaghan4644
@kirstycallaghan4644 3 жыл бұрын
The first person to actually ask him questions that I've seen. Brilliant! I am the hundred and 50 question girl too. Thought I'd go on page for a second
@felicitys8673
@felicitys8673 3 жыл бұрын
She is sweet, and a great listener! Wishing her the very best ♥️
@horatiostone9962
@horatiostone9962 3 жыл бұрын
I hope she gets to rehabilitation. She needs help!
@afterthestorm221
@afterthestorm221 3 жыл бұрын
I love that answer photography is documenting truth in action. I love she's taking time to make a connection with you. As she hasn't lost her touch with humanity yet. It definitely is difficult growing up the only child and to not having a sibling to lean on in times of crisis.
@SoniaCastaneda
@SoniaCastaneda 3 жыл бұрын
ALMOST FAMOUS...my favorite movie!
@charliehobson33
@charliehobson33 3 жыл бұрын
my fave too :-)
@ChevieBabySalvatore
@ChevieBabySalvatore 3 жыл бұрын
Omg Same! I own that DVD one of my all time Favorite movies everrrr!! 🤩😍✌🏽
@catherinen8547
@catherinen8547 3 жыл бұрын
It's all happening!
@HandbagDiva
@HandbagDiva 3 жыл бұрын
Awesome movie 🍿
@kkane8809
@kkane8809 3 жыл бұрын
Mine too it has been for years .. it’s the only movie I can stand to watch time and time again
@maplecookies2036
@maplecookies2036 3 жыл бұрын
She's all over the map? Confusing. I hope she gets it together for her 11 yr. Old daughter.
@missychase3014
@missychase3014 3 жыл бұрын
Agreed! I couldn’t keep up.
@lisakay1006
@lisakay1006 3 жыл бұрын
She’s high ( I believe) my sister is a heroin addict and she does the same.It’s so sad, to see and hear the one you Love addicted to the Monster.
@donnadonato527
@donnadonato527 3 жыл бұрын
Agree
@david-pb4bi
@david-pb4bi 3 жыл бұрын
@@missychase3014 I know, seems a nice person but not sure if you could have a conversation with her.
@avalondreaming1433
@avalondreaming1433 3 жыл бұрын
The 11 year old has been adopted out. She's been high since she was 15. I don't think she knows any other life. It's a shame because she does a potential. I pray that she one day finds peace
@biarritz84
@biarritz84 3 жыл бұрын
Such a sweet & beautiful young lady I hope she can overcome her issues & have a better future
@DetroitFettyghost
@DetroitFettyghost 3 жыл бұрын
Very intelligent and soft spoken woman. Seems easy to get along with. Great interview as always Mark- you bring us amazing people. Big hugs to all
@kristyy420
@kristyy420 3 жыл бұрын
she still seems so functional and normal :( seems like heroin addicts can present so well at least for a while
@Leo.Goddess87
@Leo.Goddess87 3 жыл бұрын
Once she stays clean for awhile perhaps she & Mark can collaborate or maybe even now she can commission a painting for him! ❤
@annaxefta587
@annaxefta587 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah. That’s a great idea. If ur in la la land. Why do people think shit is so simple smfh
@mariebernier3076
@mariebernier3076 3 жыл бұрын
@@annaxefta587 What, art is simple.
@zj2850
@zj2850 3 жыл бұрын
@@mariebernier3076 is it? Is art simple?
@tiffanybruner6002
@tiffanybruner6002 3 жыл бұрын
Why can't it be that simple?
@tiffanybruner6002
@tiffanybruner6002 3 жыл бұрын
@@annaxefta587 what exactly isn't simple enough about what Latrice said? What is it that's so far fetched about an artist doing art or for two people to work together? Life isn't always super simple or seamless or easy, I'm not saying everything is easy or pretty but also life is exactly what you believe it is.. you are the creator of your own chaos.. if you choose the right perspective, life very well can be just THAT simple. I'm genuinely interested in what you have to say, if you care to elaborate and enlighten me.
@jadedmonk7001
@jadedmonk7001 3 жыл бұрын
💔So much intelligence and self-awareness. I hope Danielle finds her way out. I wish her nothing but the best🌹❤
@mariebernier3076
@mariebernier3076 3 жыл бұрын
I don't know about her level of self awareness. To me she sounded kind of separated from reality.
@dandylion661
@dandylion661 3 жыл бұрын
She’s asking him questions to avoid answering herself.
@cristy0716
@cristy0716 Жыл бұрын
She’s the only one who doesn’t blame everyone else for her actions.
@carriereilly5793
@carriereilly5793 3 жыл бұрын
I love her. She's such a vibrant person and seems to really be an intelligent human being. She could really do something for herself if she would let it happen. I honestly hope she will get help, get to a rehab and get off drugs. It really makes me sad. She's an amazing person.
@kayleighackers3487
@kayleighackers3487 3 жыл бұрын
Such a sweet person I hope she can get the help she needs as she could go far & would make an excellent counsellor as the way she speaks & listens. Sending All The Best From 🇬🇧 To 🇺🇲
@mud5377
@mud5377 3 жыл бұрын
I recently saw your interview where you touch on your previous work and how you got into doing Soft White Underbelly. It's incredible knowing now, that you were already a well established photographer before this project, because I had no idea and this channel struck me based on it's merits alone. Your work really does speak for itself, Mark. That, I believe, is something you can be very proud of! And now to know that your work has truly impacted so many people, while probably the ultimate goal, is a bit like the "cherry on top", if you will. Thank you for your hard work and effort though, I'm elated to see that it's been getting the recognition that it has always deserved! ♥
@blazefairchild465
@blazefairchild465 3 жыл бұрын
Google him he has 2 books too.
@carpediem2445
@carpediem2445 2 жыл бұрын
Great editing Mark! Bravo!! Unless you listened closely you could never tell that you cut out the schools name. Great job!!
@sabrinagana
@sabrinagana 2 жыл бұрын
I love how she took the responsibility for herself knowing better and being better. That’s awesome and shows the self respect and awareness she has of who she is 💜
@broccolirockstar
@broccolirockstar 3 жыл бұрын
“I do the same thing you do, but without a camera” So powerful
@sherriebrand1771
@sherriebrand1771 3 жыл бұрын
I wonder how cathartic it would be if you shot video of Danielle interviewing other addicts! She's a natural. I love her intellect, nature and dear heart🤗
@koffinkat666
@koffinkat666 3 жыл бұрын
You can want to get off of Heroin/Fent all you want but actually doing it is a whole other ball game. The only way is to lose all dealer numbers and move where you can't get it because once the sickness hits and you know the dope is a block or two away or a phone call away you will never beat it.
@BaskiHighT
@BaskiHighT 3 жыл бұрын
Dope is always close.. no matter where you are. If only it was as "easy" as moving away and blocking numbers.. Most dealers are not just on call btw.. you not only know how to find them, they know how to find you too as you've become a source of income. It's nice of you to try n give advice tho :)
@xoxoxo5286
@xoxoxo5286 3 жыл бұрын
Not true, it takes your entire mental to snap, you have to break. Source: 6 years abusing or prescription opiates heavily daily, mixing in any other downers I found. Once I met fenty, things changed fast. A year and a half on the stuff and I checked myself into detox for a week, then started seeing a doctor. Sixteen months clean, and I did this ALONE. Meaning, I didn't have anybody to help me, take me places while I was in withdrawal and feeling like killing myself because I just wanted the misery to stop. No one to push me to do the right thing but me and my drive, my desire to achieve what I had been lost on for near a decade. I didn't delete any numbers, I admitted to myself I was helpless, I did this to myself, and that I was DONE being sorry for myself and making excuses, most of all, sick and tired of being sick, broke and tired. You CAN do it if you want to. Don't take that from me, or the rest of us who decided to take a walk down into hell and we actually made it back.
@miketan8857
@miketan8857 3 жыл бұрын
@@xoxoxo5286 word 🆙 and congratulations!
@pamelastates5600
@pamelastates5600 3 жыл бұрын
@@BaskiHighT @ Exactly!!! Facts!!! Every small town has just as much now adays as the big cities do. I’ve worked with the homeless since 2004. I’ve seen& heard every story under the sun ☀️❤️‍🩹 and Fentanyl and Heron are the two drugs thst are the hardest to beat. It may take yrs and more then a few times at giving it a go. For the last 7 yrs I’ve worked with street kids age 16-30 yrs old. It’s hard I have to walk away each night and leave these kids on the cold Canadian streets at night. Some are in shelters. Shared living accommodations . But some even the adults are right were they want to be. Nobody can want it bad enough it’s up to that individual!! ❤️‍🩹🤷🏽‍♀️😭 it’s truly heartbreaking 💔❤️‍🩹🙏🏽🇨🇦
@a.wanderer5006
@a.wanderer5006 3 жыл бұрын
Going to jail often does the trick. Almost everyone that got clean when I worked in Harm Reduction withdrew in the clinker and decided to stick with it and stay clean. A few used Methadone. But now that Suboxone is available that seems like a good alternative.
@aliciagrajeda9953
@aliciagrajeda9953 3 жыл бұрын
She's very intelligent, and you can see the shame she feels when she talks about doing drugs. Like she said "she knows" better, but lacks the discipline, like a lot of us.
@j.l.4142
@j.l.4142 3 жыл бұрын
i can listen to her talk all day even though she is all over the map with how she talks and explains things but she is also very attractive, honest and charming. A magnetic personality and style. I hope she evolves into the person she is meant to be, follows a different path and gets sober, despite the detours we take in life, we all evolve. :)
@vrilvanir
@vrilvanir 2 жыл бұрын
what a genuinely beautiful person, physically and mentally. I wish her nothing but the absolute best in life.
@michelleberger7747
@michelleberger7747 3 жыл бұрын
I really like her. She sounds coherent and insightful. I can see her living a sober life one say if she choses to better herself.
@rasheedathequeen9885
@rasheedathequeen9885 3 жыл бұрын
She keeps her self together and has a beautiful smile! You have this !!
@robynfallan7075
@robynfallan7075 3 жыл бұрын
What a genuine woman. I really Love her spirit.
@quejohnson77
@quejohnson77 3 жыл бұрын
She's absolutely gorgeous. Such a great personality and genuine compassion. I hope she's able to shake this and develop new healthier habits. 🙏🏾❤
@charlesmarlowe-cremedas3558
@charlesmarlowe-cremedas3558 3 жыл бұрын
She reminds me of Monica (the mom of the family) on the show Shameless.
@beltor2072
@beltor2072 3 жыл бұрын
Fr tho
@yessssiiirrr
@yessssiiirrr 3 жыл бұрын
But not as ditzy
@picilocarnal
@picilocarnal 3 жыл бұрын
She has a rare gift to be relatable and make good honest sense of life. She has a lot to offer this world. Her life experiences are preparing her for being the best counselor ever. I hope she gets tired of her life as it is now, so she can detox and relearn to live sober. She can do so much more good than someone without her life experiences.
@cheryls6484
@cheryls6484 3 жыл бұрын
Beautiful soul inside and out. Danielle, your voice is so calming. I hope for all good things in your life. If you see this, I hope you know you have so much life in front of you to make healthy choices and use your talents going forward. Much love...
@pothandlepeddlar
@pothandlepeddlar 2 жыл бұрын
Your spirit shines through your suffering. I hope you find a way through this to brighter days bc you deserve to love yourself and your daughter deserves to know you. Best wishes.
@JoanneIonita
@JoanneIonita 2 жыл бұрын
"Because I know better..." I felt this. May you find peace and sobriety.
@littleroundgoddess
@littleroundgoddess Жыл бұрын
What a beautiful human. Danielle I know what it's like to be bullied because of being chubby/overweight as a kid. I hope you find your peace and comfort 💜
@_Cristina_
@_Cristina_ 3 жыл бұрын
She looks like Madonna. Kept on folding that tissue in the effort not to cry. Touching.
@evafleur6252
@evafleur6252 2 жыл бұрын
Totally. I kept thinking she looked like Madonna!
@mariaager1924
@mariaager1924 2 жыл бұрын
She’s a cute girl but I definitely do not see Madonna. Lol
@brigittavanderputten3596
@brigittavanderputten3596 3 жыл бұрын
Mark....that wasn't her question. She asked about your first memory....you finally answered.
@TigerLilyNo13
@TigerLilyNo13 2 жыл бұрын
Danielle, you are so beautiful on the inside and the out. I’m celebrating 16 years of sobriety this year, and I remember very well what it was like to be in the grips of addiction. I understand how hard it is. Releasing a hug into the air and sending it to go find you. 🎈
@bcnstrct6624
@bcnstrct6624 3 жыл бұрын
What an absolutely beautiful lady, I hope she grows up and finds her peace.
@rainystormcloud7499
@rainystormcloud7499 3 жыл бұрын
He's definitely more comfortable behind the camera.....I like that.
@jeannettegrondin7190
@jeannettegrondin7190 3 жыл бұрын
She is absolutely beautiful ! I hope she finds the courage to get clean. She owes it to herself
@ryandariushwood225
@ryandariushwood225 2 жыл бұрын
I have never seen anyone more worthy of help than Danielle. Everything about her screams wholesomeness. I hope she hears it before that beautiful light that is coming from her begins to fade. oxoxoxxoxo
@SIZINGPENYRHEOL
@SIZINGPENYRHEOL 3 жыл бұрын
Mark Laita - why not try and get a interview with Loni Willison - a former Swim Wear Model - who was married to former Baywatch Star Jeremy Jackson - who now for the last few years has been Homeless around Los Angles - it be very interesting to hear a story like that - going from the red carpet and celebrity events - to - being spotted scavenging food from bins around the Los Angeles area, and has been pictured sleeping under a shopping trolley full of her possessions.
@stephaniehelms950
@stephaniehelms950 3 жыл бұрын
That is so sad.
@SIZINGPENYRHEOL
@SIZINGPENYRHEOL 3 жыл бұрын
@@stephaniehelms950 I think her marriage to Jeremy Jackson was troubled and abusive. She got addicted to Crystal Meth. Cut her hair short. Lost some teeth. She is a shadow of what she was. I seen pictures of her wandering around Skid Row pushing her trolley with her possession s.
@tracylee9957
@tracylee9957 2 жыл бұрын
I appreciate that you treat them with all your respect, sincerity and genuineness. That's how they want to be treated, just like anyone else.
@twang8001
@twang8001 3 жыл бұрын
What a beautiful Soul I love how transparent and genuine she is!
@_mothmaam_
@_mothmaam_ 3 жыл бұрын
I’ve never seen a subject asking the interviewer a question. She seems so sweet. I really hope she finds peace.
@_mothmaam_
@_mothmaam_ 3 жыл бұрын
@@ItsSauIGoodman I saw, I enjoyed their conversation. She seems like a really intelligent person. And an interview subject is the person being interviewed. lol
@Claudia-cr2pm
@Claudia-cr2pm 3 жыл бұрын
Her hands tell the story
@xoheroinexo
@xoheroinexo 3 жыл бұрын
I’m in Chico and I’m sober! I’m also a heroin addict. I have 4.5 years. So this made me realize it could still be me. Maybe I’ll see you around. 🤍🤍🤍
@Virgolove27
@Virgolove27 2 жыл бұрын
Congrats on the sobriety. I'm a week from my 5 years, I grew up in Paradise and Magalia, unfortunately! I'm also an addict, opiates / meth /💉. Anyways thought it was interesting your in Chico, I grew up in that area. Take care, be safe!
@meuko
@meuko 2 жыл бұрын
@@Virgolove27 I have so much respect for you guys, keep doing what you do, im proud of you
@xoheroinexo
@xoheroinexo 2 жыл бұрын
@@Virgolove27 same to you!! Congrats! xo
@angelavandunk328
@angelavandunk328 3 жыл бұрын
The name of the movie you are talking about is named ALMOST FAMOUS.
@mariesnape
@mariesnape 3 жыл бұрын
yes!!!! Great movie by the way!
@syrettanelsonn1038
@syrettanelsonn1038 3 жыл бұрын
She has a kind soul. Pray she finds peace ❤🙏🏽❤
@loramays4519
@loramays4519 3 жыл бұрын
" Including their kids" I felt that sis. Love you❤💜🙏🏾
@carolynrupard2699
@carolynrupard2699 3 жыл бұрын
She is so awesome! I am praying that she is able to get out of this lifestyle and bloom. You can tell she is a natural born artist. She could thrive. Best wishes to you Danielle 💖
@pareotrem
@pareotrem 3 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing!
@davidharvey8812
@davidharvey8812 3 жыл бұрын
Love the way she turned this interview around ..
@FerenswayRecords
@FerenswayRecords 3 жыл бұрын
What a beautiful soul. I hope the rest of her life is a good one.
@dereka8041
@dereka8041 3 жыл бұрын
What a beautiful, intelligent, well-spoken young woman. She needs to get off that heroin!
@pontificaterebal677
@pontificaterebal677 3 жыл бұрын
Dope changes ones brain chemestry. It's VERY tricky. If simply wanting to stop worked, we'd all have done it. Having experienced dope sickness, getting clean, then picking up again, should be all the evidence a person needs that willpower alone is not enough- but of course it's not. Typically, us addicts over estimate ourselves while underestimating the power of the drug. Truth is, we don't need to understand how that is possible. What we need to realize is that we, on our own, do not possess enough power. Can power sufficient to keep from picking up again be accessed? Yes it can. For the few that might claim they walked away by just saying "no", good for you! You dodged the bullet. Rare, but I've seen that too. Go enjoy your life and count your blessings. The rest of us will either use till we die, get clean and live a recovery life, or have a pattern of using, staying clean for periods, using, getting clean, etc. I'm the last type. That sucks on its own, having lost so much, time after time, but it sure beats being dead- or worse, the walking dead! Godspeed.
@jmiller3892
@jmiller3892 3 жыл бұрын
she has nice spirit
@isiahhilton1115
@isiahhilton1115 Жыл бұрын
Mark has, obviously, had some of the best interviews of the human experience countless times. But with the specific circumstances that I'm in tonight, this one in particular hit me hard. This women is an angel, I swear. She has such a beautiful soul. And it sounds to me like it runs in her mothers family, honestly. I would love to meet them. She only needs a little push. Shes done it before. But she has so many passions and ambitions. And the way she interviewed him in the beginning; the way he was answering was so cute. He kind of went into a different mode than he normally does. He started to reminisce and get excited to tell some of his story for once, and it was because she wanted to hear. Interviewee interviewing the interviewer. Organic human experience. It's amazing. God protect them❤
@mvinge
@mvinge 3 жыл бұрын
Hey Mark, we would love to see those concert photos!
@dianebaugher3919
@dianebaugher3919 3 жыл бұрын
I like that she takes ownership of her addiction instead of blaming circumstances...she's lovely I hope her all the best.
@briancanfield5658
@briancanfield5658 3 жыл бұрын
She is hitting on mark
@Eyelovebirdies
@Eyelovebirdies 3 жыл бұрын
I noticed that as well! But who wouldn't.
@soyou813
@soyou813 3 жыл бұрын
Hahah yes she is
@thematriarchy2075
@thematriarchy2075 3 жыл бұрын
When? I don't think so.
@RD-nm2xj
@RD-nm2xj 3 жыл бұрын
I don't think so, I think she was just genuinely interested in his work and passion for photography. She even admits in the video that she loves talking to people and really getting to know them
@skilletburritos8464
@skilletburritos8464 3 жыл бұрын
I pray she sees better days, shes a lovely, beautiful woman.
@jeepeesmits
@jeepeesmits 3 жыл бұрын
with every interview, i have the feeling that all these people on skid row, could see their problems. through something like ayahuasca. I think it would lift their spirit
@mohamedaitbella1377
@mohamedaitbella1377 2 жыл бұрын
I love her honesty, she not blaming anyone for her issues , that’s the first step to fix them , and for the record she gorgeous
@Cold_Corndog
@Cold_Corndog 3 жыл бұрын
Shes genuinely interested in others, that can be a rarity.
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