Keep your chin up Lex. Seeing as you yourself have lived an unusual life, perhaps it works be best that you find an unusual metric or method to get what you desire from these videos. Maybe views is what matters to those others out there. Why do you want the views? Once you know that, find a Lex way to achieve that goal! ~ ~ Yes, and what of when the action/labour itself is the fruit? Thus we uncover the Depths. 🍵

Pap would like the idea that in the end, playing with ourselves is most important. That's what you said, right?