HOW THEY THINK *YOU* FEEL ABOUT THEM🙊💖| Pick A Card🔮 Love Tarot Reading

HOW THEY THINK YOU FEEL ABOUT THEM🙊💖| Pick A Card🔮 Love Tarot Reading

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3 жыл бұрын

Hi friends! Buckle up because today is a long one... Spirit had a lot to say so I’m keeping my fingers crossed that everything makes sense. Reading for this question can get a little confusing, so my attention-deficit ass had to work hard tonight to keep things straight lmaoo. I hope this vid gives you clarity and helps you moving forward! Sending lots of love and light your way 💗
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Pile 2: 31:51
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@HaydenEcho 3 жыл бұрын

These pick a card readings are better than any therapy session I’ve ever had

@romangraves7910 3 жыл бұрын

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

@duck8049 3 жыл бұрын

Legit same #1 was so relatable lord I’m embarrassed- 😳🗿

@deevinelyme4202 3 жыл бұрын

Oh I TOTALLY AGREE!!!!

@stephanyross9499 3 жыл бұрын

EXACTLY!!! And we can resonate to whatever we want to!!

@cerulean3177 3 жыл бұрын

Underrated comment

@maddoxl44 3 жыл бұрын

"They're not trying to roast you, they just want you to know" lmao OK

@may.959 3 жыл бұрын

Same lmao

@tasianacollins3131 3 жыл бұрын

Yea it seriously made me cry

@emmyavocados2557 3 жыл бұрын

@@tasianacollins3131 sammee

@namjesussssss 3 жыл бұрын

U so cute tho

@Angief4ma 2 жыл бұрын

@@tasianacollins3131 I’m so happy to know I wasn’t the only one who cried lol

@huntera978 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 2 got me like “I’m in this photo and I don’t like it” 🤣🤣

@thatgirlwhocriedwolf8901 3 жыл бұрын

facts

@devolutionone 3 жыл бұрын

Yep

@kattykit139 3 жыл бұрын

Same I Lowkey clicked on this love reading for funsies after passing a thumbnail for a video called “blocks you need to work on NOW” or something. Cant run 😂😂

@zeenie5489 3 жыл бұрын

😂😂😂

@genoa4967 2 жыл бұрын

😂 also 777 likes

@robotastronautcatsuperhero5092 3 жыл бұрын

Me: is moving* Her: “they know you feel strongly for them” Me: PAUSE.

@mariadelao1995 3 жыл бұрын

Sorry, I hope everthing going well. Lot of love for you.

@user-vx9yp7ch3e 3 жыл бұрын

Why do tarot readers always have such a nice voixe

@sarahhph0 2 жыл бұрын

and hands lol

@LydiaWhoExists 2 жыл бұрын

DESTINY

@moonchild4492 2 жыл бұрын

I was just thinking this 🥰🥰🥰

@samsharma8524 2 жыл бұрын

Yeah, in fact some of them have sensual voice.😄

@namita_gaonkar 2 жыл бұрын

Becoz they’re tarot readers

@DrVaisriv 3 жыл бұрын

#2 I know I'm about to get spiritually dragged. He knows I feel strongly for him? 🤢🤮 I have been trying to hide these feelings and he knows it regardless 🤢🤮

@sistershook5719 3 жыл бұрын

Im dead 😭

@tinamariejohnson9574 3 жыл бұрын

I GAGGED TOO I HAD TO PAUSE REAL QUICK OMG I COUDNTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

@danielajaramillo6239 3 жыл бұрын

Im saying bruh tryna shove my feelings down the rabbit hole

@GodlyZara 3 жыл бұрын

@@tinamariejohnson9574 SAME AHAHAHBAHAA

@atlasmcdermott5486 3 жыл бұрын

😭😭

@savanahmichelle907 3 жыл бұрын

Can my TF people all agree that being in this connection is the craziest shit ever?

@ziggystardustxo 3 жыл бұрын

Girl YES 🥲 still struggling with if it’s all in my head or not lmao

@LuckyOrangeTabby08 2 жыл бұрын

What is happening. 🙂

@hollytaylor-reeves 2 жыл бұрын

Omg same!! How is your guys connection going now? I’d love to know your stories ✨✨✨

@Z5Z5Z5 2 жыл бұрын

Yeah uts difficult. I researched it around 2 years ago. I'm definitely not looking for my twin flame. But damn here we are

@alexistournoux2376 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 3: I can't stop thinking about him

@claracutie2758 3 жыл бұрын

Me too!❤

@claracutie2758 3 жыл бұрын

Its so hard!

@Eden68161 3 жыл бұрын

I wish I could yo.

@TCChow1996 3 жыл бұрын

when it become every second then it's not fun anymore... 😭

@gloomydolleyes 3 жыл бұрын

@@TCChow1996 especially when yor geninly trying to do your own thing.

@zbzz5815 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 2: When you talked about anxiety, I WAS LIKE.... HOW? DO? YOU? KNOW??? I am crying :(

@ohkay8609 3 жыл бұрын

She was so compassionate speaking about it too 💖, made me feel really understood coz of how hard it can be managing my anxiety on a daily .

@gel3009 3 жыл бұрын

I cried too. It's so hard.

@SmurfsVIRsuGEMmo 3 жыл бұрын

🌹

@mayay9241 3 жыл бұрын

I cried too

@SmurfsVIRsuGEMmo 3 жыл бұрын

👸😢💔

@britneygi1461 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 2: actually the really bad thing already happened, and that was when I was super optimistic about the connection.

@sofich6384 3 жыл бұрын

Same girl same.. Wanna talk about it?

@hakhuongthu7697 3 жыл бұрын

Feel same

@gabby4140 3 жыл бұрын

same lmao but some part of me has some hope

@milliemillie7400 3 жыл бұрын

Same

@ahgaseforever9170 3 жыл бұрын

May i ask what happened? I also am a pile 2

@kiridunn6635 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 2: thank you for not saying “just think happy thoughts”. You get it and this helped me so much ❤️❤️❤️

@uornunthing 3 жыл бұрын

1:11:11 - you want your world to be expanded with this person

@stephanyross9499 3 жыл бұрын

And that twin flame card right over there!!!!

@uuuniiin 2 жыл бұрын

Broooooo

@waykee33 3 жыл бұрын

#1. Yes. Twin flame. We mirror each other. I find her sweet, shy (with me), nice and cute. Currently not in communication so I send her hints about our feelings via songs on my Facebook page.

@1nternetfa1ry 3 жыл бұрын

sagent6 that’s so sweet

@06crn 3 жыл бұрын

how sweet

@tothetop2498 3 жыл бұрын

How’s that no communication going?

@waykee33 3 жыл бұрын

@@tothetop2498 Still in no communication. But I have faith and hope that it’s part of the process of Divine Plan and I will first work on my healing.

@tothetop2498 3 жыл бұрын

@@waykee33 It is tricky it seems. Being reminded today that this journey is not about them.

@kinkylildevil08 3 жыл бұрын

Pile2 “this isn’t a spiritual drag” ma’am I was dragged 😂😂 but in a good eye opening way lol

@minnowmin6521 3 жыл бұрын

"If it's not your monkey it's not your circus to deal with" I'll remember that advice forever thank u so much for your readings, you are always so accurate.

@peacefulcreativity444 3 жыл бұрын

If it doesn’t apply let it fly. I love that so much 😂❤️

@playlist2951 3 жыл бұрын

i chose pile 2, i was breaking down yesterday about this connection and i had a lot of anxiety around this connection as well. I stated thinking things like i wasn’t important to him and that i’m just another random person in his life and that i wasn’t worthy enough, so this resonated well. We also met after him and his ex broke up. Thank you for this reading

@staraffectus2651 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 3: so I'm on the twin flame journey, and I can confirm. It's a very very, confusing, sparatic, and tough journey. That being said though it's so so so so beautiful.

@CDuell 3 жыл бұрын

It is hell.

@tothetop2498 3 жыл бұрын

That’s awesome that you see it as beautiful. I do too. It’s not so confusing anymore for me. How are you doing on your journey now?

@tothetop2498 3 жыл бұрын

@@CDuell 🤣 Absolutely 😈😈. Is it still hell for you? Curious where you are at in your journey. It gets better I promise lol. But that Dark Night of The Soul is a bitch 😂.

@CDuell 3 жыл бұрын

@@tothetop2498 still there. But now taking care of myself as I see and know: he isn't there....like...million lightyears away from being in a stable relationship...

@tothetop2498 3 жыл бұрын

@@CDuell - That’s good that you’re healing. Yeah, this twin flame journey isn’t really about the other person. As I’m sure you’re aware of. Wish someone would have said that at the beginning of this thing lol! Good luck ✌🏽.

@penelopesparrow 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 3 thank you - glad to hear he understands my feelings for him, lately I've pulled back my energy while he works on some things so we can have a more balanced relationship. I think we are twin flames but I have my own ideas on what that means; all I know is I've never loved anyone this much and I look forward to him kissing the shit out of me. 🥰

@angelmarie111 3 жыл бұрын

pile 2: i genuinley cried lmao, i needed to hear a lot of what you said. i love how personal your readings are, it’s so evident that you actually care.

@elizabethkass49 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 2: all I got a say is I keep giving my poor soulmate mixed signals with bad actions. My fault. But also his.

@thefloweronwallstreet8421 3 жыл бұрын

Same 🤭

@rain6390 3 жыл бұрын

Same

@didia6397 3 жыл бұрын

SAME OMGGG

@cecibudar1738 3 жыл бұрын

SAME

@elizabethkass49 3 жыл бұрын

@Maria Clara Mano Zanardo De Franca huh? What is pfp?

@dgcoollyoo 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 2..he needs to stop entertaining options so that I don't have to keep second guessing. Instead of giving me a lecture.

@leratohadebe4938 3 жыл бұрын

Dude🤣😭😭😭 SAME!!!!😢

@dee-tx5jd 3 жыл бұрын

The lesson we are learning, especially with a twin flame, is that we should not need to expect being valued or galidated by others. We have to give that to ourselves. A twin flame will only come back, if we don't expect anything anymore.

@dgcoollyoo 3 жыл бұрын

@@dee-tx5jd yes but we were talking about the topic of this tarot reading. And to know your value doesn't mean you don't get hurt if someone undervalues you. And if you watched the pile you would know what he said that I am magnifying the problem etc, which is projection. Twin flame journey also teaches you to stop taking projections from anyone.

@dee-tx5jd 3 жыл бұрын

@@dgcoollyoo I'm not saying we shouldn't set healthy bou daries or even walk away from people, who do what you said. I just wanna emphasize, that the most important lesson is, that nobody can make us feel anything, good or bad, if we don't allow it. The trauma, the corewound, that's being triggered, is like a veil. The more we heal, the more we realize, that other peoples actions can never hurt us or take away value. Our feelings come from within us.

@Madita_nsn 3 жыл бұрын

Lol Spot on

@misstriangirl 3 жыл бұрын

I never comment but I just wanted to say I’ve been binging your videos and I can tell you have a lot of empathy for people. You’re always speaking so gently with compassion and understand... so carefully and reassuring, it’s very beautiful to see. Thank you so much!

@kelsdreams 2 жыл бұрын

I know this reading is over a year old, but watching it right now was exactly what I needed to hear. I choose pile 2, and last night my friend said the exact same thing to me "I wish I could show you, as an outsider looking in, this is anxiety". Hearing reaffirmed here has really helped me see. I also paused the video and was talking to myself about all the past pain and chain events I've had happen, and I started crying from it, and as I unpaused, you took a moment to say that the universe and spirit sees us as strong, outside of everything else, I am a strong person, and I just thought that was so perfect in timing, I was meant to watch this video in this moment. I thank you Eso, but also, I thank myself. I really need to show myself more love and gratitude, and work through all the past trauma.

@abbigayledevillars7218 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 3, twins are not all that fun. it’s been a long road and a lot of work and sooo many emotions. He’s my heart though.

@claracutie2758 3 жыл бұрын

Yes! The tension is real

@DaveGrohlsprincess 3 жыл бұрын

Lol I think I’m the only one having fun 😂🤩 hahaha I love myself I don’t need anyone. 🤩🤩🤩🤩

@claracutie2758 3 жыл бұрын

@@DaveGrohlsprincess Period

@gabrielleurbina7020 3 жыл бұрын

pile 2: this reading actually helped me so much. i genuinely cried lol. i’ve been really struggling and i’ve felt like i have to believe and prepare myself for the worst. But i’m starting to believe that maybe that’s not true. maybe the universe has good things in store for me.

@kurtcruz8968 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 2. I’ve had problems explaining my anxiety, especially when it came to saying it out loud. You said exactly what I’ve been wanting to say. Thank you

@TheeMislolsmileyface 3 жыл бұрын

#3 Since the first day we met we felt very comfortable and at ease with each other. However, he has made it pretty clear he doesnt want to deepen the connection......to my knowledge because he has alot to "fix" and do and he doesnt want to hurt me by not providing me with what I want and need.

@msadm1225 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 3, it’s a divinely arranged connection and i’ve known that since the moment i met him ☺️

@TheeMislolsmileyface 3 жыл бұрын

Sammme

@claracutie2758 3 жыл бұрын

Me too! I'm always thinking of her and were always connecting energies 💕

@lenathegawdxd766 3 жыл бұрын

FELT THIS

@probablybedtime6154 3 жыл бұрын

same, and I didn't even believe in this stuff when I met him. it's wild :) I keep trying to disprove it to myself, to no avail lol. I'm just surrendering now.

@uuuniiin 2 жыл бұрын

For real!

@R3n33loves 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 1 . Everything resonated you literally don’t miss 😻

@m.t.5036 3 жыл бұрын

“ Read them as if it’s something somebody else wrote” -You have no idea how much you helped me with that, Thank you✨❤️

@sarojkantanayak8698 11 ай бұрын

I love listening to you, there are times i don't even want to know anything about the topic, but to just listen to you. You're like an elder sister to me. You teach me so much. You make me feel comfortable and accept myself. You're a beautiful person.

@i_hatearugula 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 2: I AM CRYING THIS IS SO ACCURATE IM BEING CALLED OUT

@b0ba186 3 жыл бұрын

Her talking about this guy while I'm a lesbian BAJSKS

@wandermit6714 3 жыл бұрын

jsKAJDJSK i'm a bisexual guy crushing on a girl 🤦‍♂️

@Lol-tu4qu 3 жыл бұрын

When I saw the two cats in pile one I was like oop

@niamya3097 3 жыл бұрын

I know this isn’t about what you said but my little sister made me love lady bug and cat noir

@keeva6530 3 жыл бұрын

@@wandermit6714 hehe I'm a panromantic enby who is crushing on a dude

@kassandracastilla2878 3 жыл бұрын

CHAT NOIR! Lol jk but i love your pfp 💕✨ stay miraculous! 😊✌💖

@laylamuniz6057 3 жыл бұрын

PILE 2 HERE! I have been trying to not feel that strong cause I know both time to heal and to be one with ourselves first, but you told me all this and now I want to cry.

@hanthonyc Жыл бұрын

Pile 1 is so comforting, knowing my person has such an accurate perception of me haha! AND is exactly what I needed to hear. I'm so excited to build a future with them, too.

@kride1703 Жыл бұрын

THIS

@GPraimraj 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 1. I felt like this reading was for him, not me. I feel a bit comforted tbh, because I hope he comes back.

@laraibisrar1552 3 жыл бұрын

pile 2 was honestly for him, but i hope he comes back as well.

@egggwommb4292 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 2: definitely resinated. Guess I have a lot of thinking (and childlike fun- huh. I’ll see how that goes) to do.

@sns22895 3 жыл бұрын

theres only two tarot youtubers that i truly trust are connected to whatever energy i am intertwined with, and you’re one of them 🤍 thank you for these videos. fr.

@Selfmadeaesthetic 3 жыл бұрын

The fact that you relate to having anxiety made me more calm in general ♡ pile 2

@hazeljames9453 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 3: you know it kinda funny to me because we’re “bearly even friends” which is what he said to me like 2 days ago

@underthesea713 3 жыл бұрын

holy shit, a vixx stan. love ur name and pfp. and my heart goes out to you and your TF situation OTL mine never said that to me but that's how i feel because we literally almost never talk or see each other :/

@malakwael6850 3 жыл бұрын

Gurrlll we said "we're barely even strangers anymore" so you hold on to that

@darcywang9210 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 3 Thank you. I do feel familiar with him, and I feel we have a common goal in general, and that's what attracts me to him at the beginning too.

@Kiara.gaynor1 3 жыл бұрын

Divine literally rushed my finger to click this video and it put me in tears. This was literally for me, thank u... lord know I’m trying to work on my self, not that it’s any burden but wow this is what she’d say to me if we weee up late night talking and building on this foundation, it’s crazy bcz right now is when I needed this message that you so much. Not only that but the charm “B” sent me... that’s what her name starts with. God is just so good and everything is going to welll and it’s amazing how much divine shows me each and everyday, thank u so much for this reading it really hit home.

@kakyoinhandholder8541 3 жыл бұрын

Amazed at the accuracy of these readings (Pile 2!). This video was the push I needed in order to finally take action against the anxiety I've had with my connection, thank you so much

@halolytical9375 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 2: she has literally said “I love you” to me in my dream before. Thanks for the reading!

@divyabasera 3 жыл бұрын

Your voice is so soothing Eso, it means the world when someone comes from such a compassionate and understanding place to render advice and channel messages from the ultimate source. Thank you so much for your time. May God bless you 🦋💞💫🧿❤️

@hannahshaw1881 3 жыл бұрын

I really resonated to pile 2. Very wholesome and genuine interpretations. Im gonna be honest, I started crying. Definitely would love to do a personal reading with you.

@_riippuu 2 жыл бұрын

I picked pile one and this eased my anxiety a bit. Every time I'm with him I feel so good and safe and heard and yet we haven't spoken of our feelings yet. Knowing that he's still going to be patient with me although I've made him wait for quite a bit already just puts me at ease. When I'm alone the anxious thoughts get the best of me and just today I thought how it all feels too good to be true and then you literally said it too.

@abiotic_sloth1768 3 жыл бұрын

#2: wow that little Martin red charm really resonated the most lol. My partner and I constantly tell each other how cool we think we are

@commitmentissues92 3 жыл бұрын

When you speak, you're so energetic and enthusiastic so I've just subscribed! I picked pile 2 and yes I am an extremely anxious person who thinks they are far too good for me. I do also jump to conclusions and rarely give people the benefit of the doubt, I'm working on this. I do believe us to be soul mates, but it's just so complicated and I fear nothing will ever come of this connection. I've tried moving on and letting go, but the connection just keeps coming back- it's like I can't escape them especially when I see 11.11 everywhere recently! Thank you for the video!!

@lovinglyme2822 3 жыл бұрын

#1 resonated 100% but when you mentioned ex’s in pile 2 and past baggage I was blown away. Thank you for sharing your time, energy and gift. ☺️

@miler1xx 2 жыл бұрын

I’m crying, I choose pile 2 because it caught my eye as soon as I played the video, and it’s sooo relatable. Also when you did the charms and took the little red guy, called him really cool and named him Martin, I literally gasped because that’s how I see the boy I like and he also has the same name🥺💕

@victoriapeace5645 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 1 The entire time my heart was beating so fast. Thank you sm❤️

@stella.bella7397 3 жыл бұрын

I hardly ever comment on tarot readings, but I feel so drawn to. Pile 3, everything resonated perfectly and it brought me to tears. For so long, I was told that I was weird to feel so connected to him and hold so much faith in the connection. Yet, All of the emotions and tiny reminders give me reason for why there are somethings worth waiting for. All of my life, I have a felt a very strong connection to the moon. Last night, I asked the moon for any kind of sign/guidance and I found this. Thank you for the lovely reading. 💞

@yunhosboo7522 3 жыл бұрын

Pile #2 and yes , I'm dealing with anxiety and lately I've been going through a lot. It is just insane how always tarot readings get everything correctly and accurately.

@Lvrsxhatexliars 3 жыл бұрын

pile 2 !! and I definitely needed to hear that i need to take a break bc i always work myself so hard especially w my anxiety thank you! you’re so amazing and talented

@maymay0924 3 жыл бұрын

#2 Everything resonated. He never did anything to show me that he’s still hung up on his ex and up until now I’m bawling bc of that. You don’t know how much you eased the pain I was feeling and stopped me from crying. More power to your channel 💝

@thecosmonauticalgarden9384 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 3 I’ve been on the twin flame journey for a while, was looking for confirmation on it too lol. Messages resonated so much. Blessings ✨😀

@Abbie-sr9dp 3 жыл бұрын

You're always so sweet and empathetic in your readings, makes me feel so much better no matter the outcome of the reading

@brookeunger2867 3 жыл бұрын

I have never commented on any KZfaq video until now. Pile #2, just wow. Not one thing in this pile didn’t resonate & the charms got me immediately bawling. There is so much love here, so much to look forward to

@Jujubeeznuts 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 2 resonates so well. You helped eased my anxiety. I literally felt my heart relax.

@MsBlacKat 3 жыл бұрын

Dude pile 2 on point. Been running through my fears all day asking advice from a family member and writing the fears down to turn them positive because I think something bad will happen with our connection. Thank you for the reading 💙 Back story: we have a twin flame connection. Right now he is running and I'm trying my best not to chase. I can't contact him cause I know he will continue to run. I know we need to focus on ourselves to heal but I'm so anxious that I will lose him or something will go wrong.

@sonic66646 3 жыл бұрын

Eyy sounds a little similar to me. You can talk to me if you need someone. In my case tho I’m done chasing cause I was told he was always this confused and I realize no matter what I do he might just need that time and right now it seems things do play out in a positive way relatively

@MsBlacKat 3 жыл бұрын

@@sonic66646 😊 same I noticed recently that me focusing on myself and being positive is having some sort of impact. We definitely need time to heal apart from each other. I'm hopeful that it won't take much longer.

@sonic66646 3 жыл бұрын

MsBlacKat Hmm can I talk to you? I wanna tell you what I experienced in case it would help you. In short (edit: not.) it was meddled with high anxiety and post trauma that I didn’t know about until I finally enlisted and it burst out, before that I was just sick. So idk how would I react to everything with him otherwise, I definitely knew this sickness was taking a toll on me. So like idk if it was 100% my anxiety that was making me lose myself and become less and less myself because right now I still feel that way, but when I actually got to the military and was surrounded by my team and literally received so much love from them as friends, I remembered who I am. And I remembered how awesome I am. And that was around the time someone who knows my person told me he has always been this confused. And I was like wow. Like I am sooo awesome. I can’t believe my energy has been turned off by this situation. Like I am really understanding but I really felt like wow fuck him. Like just fuck him. Idk I really needed to say that until it sunk down and now I’m just calm about it. I am awesome. And I listen to Ariana’s “break free” whenever I need to get this down again. It made me feel so much better. I love myself and my life and everything around me and if he needs time and if mistakes are unavoidable, then, they will happen anyway. And I should not be waiting for it or anticipating it because who knows how much time will he need and how many unavoidable things will be in the way. If it is unavoidable then I am contempt with it happening. And I know I love the way I pick up on and react to situations. And I know with him especially I really love how naturally that happens to me. So I’m confident in my attitude being overall positive for the situation even if some bombs blow up in the way. And I realize that I feel like walking on eggshells with this because I can tell every little thing can blow up to him and cause both of us suffer. So no. I am not going to get myself in this mess like that. I am going to be really calm and understanding of how sometimes he will have no choice but to get confused and learn about himself and about his problems. And when he comes back and talks to me again I will tell him clearly that it’s ok if he will get confused again and need more time, and even if it seems to him like that would not happen again it might just come in, and like the last time he might have a thousand legitimate and grounded reasons not to tell me what is he going through or thinking. It’s just gonna be less suffer for him if he tells me anyway and we can talk about it because he will have more substance to use when considering everything. I feel like in this time he was really wondering a lot about what ifs that are really far from who I am because he backed off before he could tell what I am like fully. And yeah. Like to myself just as much as I feel like worrying about him and worrying about what will happen to me, I see that in the end it is dragging me down and is ineffective. So as much as the desire to worry and consider it is unavoidable - I have a stronger force that pulls me to the other side, and that is not spending more time feeling less like myself. I am soo awesome. And I love being awesome. And I love being surrounded by people and feeling them enjoying me and enjoying them back. So I’m gonna say “this is the part when I say I dont wanna. I’m stronger than I’ve been before” every time I need to remind it to myself and it really works.

@MsBlacKat 3 жыл бұрын

@@sonic66646 wow thank you for sharing your story! Yeah I've gotten down right pissed at the connection and wanted to call it quits several f**king times. But usually when I nap on it I realize that the connection we have is beautiful and is like no other I've had in my life and it needs time to come together. I will say that this ordeal has taught me a lot of s**t about myself and the the things i need to work on through out my life due to sh***y f**ked up life experiences. And i completely agree. once i got out of high school and into college i noticed my drive and motivation for the things i "wanted" was majorly slipping. Hell i even took a motivation class to see if i could fix the problem myself and i was unable too. I've been diagnosed with depression and anxiety since i was 13 taking prescriptions cause the doctor told me to. Which i hated cause i felt like my whole family was judging me for having a mental illness so i tried to hide and and stopped taking the meds. Back to college: After dropping out, working dead-end jobs that made me feel like nothing, and attempting to commit suicide 2 years ago. I realize I've always felt like I've been missing something. Now I know it was him. But I've went thought the stages of where I know i need to realize that i can't rely on him to make my life happy. I have to make my life joyful on my own. Lately I've been trying to find the beauty in everything around me and thinking of all the things I'm grateful for. It's like ever since I've ran across him there is a new warm light to everything in my life. I'm able to do the things that use to love and have my child like wonder about the world again. Sorry if i babbled on but I understand the frustration of it ALL and trust me my mood for this connection changes constantly but i always feel love coming in from him no matter what. I'm willing to wait for him but I'm not putting my life on hold but I think it will be worth the wait . . . No I know it will be worth the wait. We have waited lifetimes for this moment Good luck to your connection! Try your best to stay positive! Keep doing your thing and all the things that make you happy and make you the brilliant person you are! Shine your brilliant light and he will find his way home!!!

@sonic66646 3 жыл бұрын

MsBlacKat Ohh that is so interesting. Thank you for sharing you did not at all babble I’d love to hear more. I’m so sorry to hear your life played out this way but I am also going to actually cry because of what you said about you feeling this warm light and child like and beauty in everything around you. I know in some states it can really blind you to all the beauty around you. I really really wish you the best of luck on this journey and to become really happy because I’m sure you can. And yeah, if he needs to go then he can go. I’ve heard from enough twin flames to be sure that 100% of them can’t date other people and can’t stay away from each other, it’s just that some of them need time because they’re confuzzled people. When you met him, did you immediately feel calm and free to be yourself just by looking in his eyes? It was so weird to me. I’ve never felt this way

@bebembop 3 жыл бұрын

Woke up with a bad headache cause of a anxiety attack last night, didn't slept well. I opened YT & immediately saw this video. Picked pile 2 & as always, the reading ia spot on. So accurate that I had goosebumps.

@Lilly-xd8bf 3 жыл бұрын

I literally bursted in tears listening to you, because basically everything related in my life.

@spacedout3660 3 жыл бұрын

I chose three and got a message that I really needed to hear. It was something for a past life and it helped heal my inner child. I know it may seem weird considering some of the context, but I really needed that. And as soon as you said the Wii might have a meaning, I started to cry. Thank you so very much for giving me this message

@jiyama 3 жыл бұрын

me thinking of an anime character ive been in love with since 2008: hmm yes

@Theleahwolf 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 1 is so spot on! Scary how spot on it is. Every detail was so exact. Also I’m watching this 3 months after it was posted. I think i was meant to hear it. Thank you darling one for posting. This means a lot to me

@chrissycmt 2 жыл бұрын

You’ve spoken to me in every reading. I love your energy, your insight and your humor is unmatched. Thank you 🤍

@sophiemord6903 3 жыл бұрын

pile 1: almost everything u said was what my intuition was telling me & all of it resonated besides him leaving something with me.

@crayolaclouds2696 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 1: bruh, this was so comforting, thank you. When you brought up the "PNW" i almost yote my soul, I live in Oregon. Extremely accurate and great energy, thank you so much 💜

@marie-noelleduff8646 2 жыл бұрын

Hi! I’ve been watching your readings for a while now and I wanted you to know I love them, you always leave me thinking afterwards. Also, picked pile 2 and wow I think this message was really meant to find me, I came for a love reading to escape reality and stop overthinking for a little bit and here you go telling me to rest and control my anxiety which 100% resonates with my present situation. See I’m a student and lately, my anxiety has been getting worse and I feel like I’m drowning in a pile of never ending work which as left me physically and mentally exhausted and having you tell me all of this gave me hope ❤️

@Thisguy38 5 ай бұрын

Pile 2: this is why I love timeless readings. This video found me when I needed to hear these messages. Thank you Eso!

@melissa-qk8ot 3 жыл бұрын

You're always eerily on point, you've grown into being my fave tarot youtuber! I was drawn to pile three and it resonates SO MUCH. Creepy thing is that in love readings i always get twin flame cards, and I've been sure from the start that my partner is my twin flame. Thank you for another amazing reading 💖

@EsoTarot 3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much!! This means so much to me 💖

@Lizbeth-ok7ke 3 жыл бұрын

pile 2 ; the fact that this was posted in september but it resonates so well with what happened to me so recently is astonishing. he left because he knew i wasn't taking as much care of myself because i was holding out for him and he knew i was anxious about everything. i wouldn't have let go and started taking care of myself on my own, he knew that, he knew everything i was feeling without me saying it. it hurts but i have made a ton of progress working on myself since then, so at least i know it's working, even if i miss him

@heenagujral244 2 жыл бұрын

Same :)

@ayannacarter1275 2 жыл бұрын

yes this twin flame journey is making me realize just how tough it can be! but i like that you emphasized even if it’s not that it’s still a deep connection :)

@liahh6113 Жыл бұрын

Pile 2: this reading hit, word for word. You made me cry ❤

@kristingunter4954 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 3. I met him when I was 17 lost touch. But we found each other 8 years ago! Yeah!!! We have known each other for 31years!!!!

@Isthatdejean 3 жыл бұрын

same for me I met mine in kindergarten and lost contact when we were 11 and reconnected my freshman year

@gissellesanchez1683 3 жыл бұрын

@@Isthatdejean omg i met mine in 3rd grade and we ended up meeting each other again this year (freshman year) and corona is keeping us apart 😣

@Isthatdejean 3 жыл бұрын

@@gissellesanchez1683 sameee Bc she can’t come to Georgia bc of corona and she in Louisiana 🥺

@gissellesanchez1683 3 жыл бұрын

@@Isthatdejean aww :( i hope u guys reunite again

@hiimriann 3 жыл бұрын

we met the first time when we were 11 and (we were classmates in middle school), after that haven't seen him at all. it's been seven years...

@jovanapirivatric3709 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 1, this reading was so cute, I swear I'm always getting emotional over these types of readings.🥺♥️

@danielalopez7634 3 жыл бұрын

Girl you literally have no idea how accurate this was for me. Im so shocked like everything was spotted on down to our zodiac sings to his initial 😳 so many references to this that have happened in our relationship

@shaunafofauna5261 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 2, thank you 🥺 I have been SO nervous and really have been anticipating a tower moment. I keep seeing it pop up with the vaguest explanations. But perhaps it's a personal tower moment rather than a relationship one. Your reading was super on point and September is his birthday month so you got that too. This really helped me reevaluate my headspace so thank you so much 💖

@puritychant128 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 2: you made me cry, in a good way 😅 it resonated soo much

@okaikok 3 жыл бұрын

Something told me this was a timeless reading and it truly is. P & Z is literally us 😹 thank you for the reassurance 💜 gonna work on opening up more🧚🏽‍♀️✨

@jade9247 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 2 really called me out lmao. I love your readings, they're better than therapy.

@llama0057 2 жыл бұрын

Pile #1 💕 The most spot-on details: I do see them as super special, I do have more-than-friends feelings for them (feelings I’ve been keeping to myself like you said lol, & I do have a long history of not being in touch with my feelings) & I recently told them I really admire their grounding presence & style!

@brookelinder5323 2 жыл бұрын

I chose pile 2 and I can't explain how much that reading resonated with me. My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 2 years and I've always worried that my anxiety would be too much for him since he has so much going on already in his life. And even though we've been together for almost 2 years I still feel like he's way too good for me and he deserves so much more than what I could offer him. When you mentioned the number 19 and the month of September that made me happy since I'm 19 years old and our anniversary is in September. So thank you Eso for the wonderful reading😊

@kageyamatobio1863 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 1 🙂💗 Edit: that felt like a personal reading 🥺💞

@seratted9665 2 жыл бұрын

same... im a scorpio and she's a pisces and we have the same first letter "m" and i think that's she thinks about me it's really accurate:)

@seratted9665 2 жыл бұрын

and we're the same gender. (girl)

@lanaw1890 2 жыл бұрын

@@seratted9665 omg with my person i’m a pisces he’s a scorpio and i chose pile 1 too:)

@seratted9665 2 жыл бұрын

@@lanaw1890 awww I love pisces people

@lavanyaknathan2978 2 жыл бұрын

@@lanaw1890 I'm a little late to this party but same, I'm Pisces and he's a scorpio 😭

@adaleonloza1168 3 жыл бұрын

Every single detail resignated with me, even all the initals at the end , crazyy

@roxymarie6583 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 2. I needed to hear this and I thank you for your compassionate message. They have told me twice recently how much they appreciate me but I have a hard time believing it.

@RadioCorbeau 3 жыл бұрын

Pile three, here : thank you for the 'nuts' part, it really cracked me up... XD And the reading resonated too, so it's all good :) Thanks for that too !

@theskyisart 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 2 : Everything resonated, thank you so much for giving me clarity

@carliep.5964 2 жыл бұрын

The way my mind was blown away when you said pnw, then the guitar charm and two cats…i feel like your readings have somehow been very in tune with what I’ve been looking for 😳

@elivillamor 2 жыл бұрын

im gna cry everything felt like on the same page esp when they said the numbers 3, 0 and 8. that’s the numbers of our birthdays. im literally sooo amazed by how good this is

@bethany0678 3 жыл бұрын

“Sorry Mr. Pineapple” - SENT ME. That was so adorable and relatable

@nxany_0326 3 жыл бұрын

Which pile did you pick?

@bethany0678 3 жыл бұрын

Zhanye Brown pile 1!

@angelasteadman9747 3 жыл бұрын

Hi Madison I was originally guided ti group 3 and then was asked to listen to group 2. Yes definitely spot on with the advice from Spirit about seeing the value in myself because they see my value. The whole anxiety issue, thank you so much for being so compassionate about dealing with this subject. I have come through an advers childhood that went on into my adult life. Although, i reached out for help before being able tdistance myself from this situation. This distancing has been recent. It has helped knowing about CPTSD and how to move forwards on my road to recovery. Boundaries has been the hardest when you have grown up being told you are not allowed to say no to ppl who had a significant role in my life. The boundary thing is getting slightly easier. It's one of my intentions i set each day to set boundaries first with myself and then with others. I have found the setting boundaries with others slightly easier but I have an internal struggle that i end up needing to overcome. So the charm not 'my circus, not my monkey business'. It has helped me to understand that i am not responsible for someone else's healing journey (this relates to someone i know who is struggling to take action for themselves that i have been offering support). Equally, this reminds me about a telepathic communication with my TF as he had picked up i wasn't feeling that great and wanted to help me in some way. I thanked him and said just as your healing is your responsibility my healing is mine. He said he understood and that the offer was there. Also in another telepathic communication following a song he sent me, he wanted me to be a part his life and his wife if he wasn't being too presumptuous. Just before i clicked on your video reading i heard tge song, Sunshine by Gabrielle playing in my head. Then the words i love you and i always will '. Thank you again for this reading. Sending you love light and blessings 💖

@LunaSkyIcicle 3 жыл бұрын

I wanna thank you so much for this. Pile 2 is so on point. If anything, my person is very dear to me. The advices you mentioned are what they say to me when I get anxious about our relationship now. The interesting part is that we were exes with a messed-up past regarding a third party. We found each other again and everything feels good and right. This second try feels too good that it’s scaring me a bit. Edit, I came across this only now, but I realized that the date this was released was when we found each other again.

@melaniegavami7136 3 жыл бұрын

I’m in the dark playground at work trying to bring the light in for my clients. It can be draining. I started a ritual of saging myself before I leave the house. I look at myself as a healer of the soul. This is how I look at you too. I get the feeling I am intimidated to my person. I send him positivity everyday, not just through text but videos too; sometimes.

@AdalineRaine 3 жыл бұрын

Pile 2 - severe anxiety and stuck in a toxic marriage with a narcissist while trying to get divorced. Amazing reading re:my true soul mate who sees what I'm going through.