You ARE beautiful, please remember that. We're here for the bad times as well as the good times; never be sorry for being who you are. Thanks for sharing! Big hug!

Summer is the absolute worst season. Allergies, sunburns, where I live, July through September is smoke season, and the inescapable heat. Literally the worst. Dysphoric days are the hardest. I hope you feel better soon. I love your videos, even if there's a sad one like this. They've been fascinating and heartwarming.

I just started HRT within the last few weeks! As far as dealing with gender dysphoria, I completely relate to being out in public and seeing other beautiful people. Whenever I look at them, it seems to manifest as like a physical feeling of like dread. It makes me super uncomfortable and wish I could look like them so badly. Don't really have any tips to offer as far as how to deal with it, unfortunately. It seems better for me as soon as I started HRT though, like just knowing and remember that I'm making progress towards my goals seems to help a little. Knowing that I may not ever look like them but hopefully I can feel more like myself at least. It does help to hear others speak about their experiences with dysphoria and to know that we're not alone as far as experiencing these types of feelings. Also definitely agreed fall is the best season! Fall has always been my favorite, it's the absolutely perfect weather. I wish it lasted much longer. I absolutely love your videos, especially like the weekly update format on your transition progress. Hope you continue to grow on KZfaq!

Wish alongside the like button was a big virtual hug button 💗 I have no easy fix for dysphoria, wish there was one too. I've been in a downward spiral for the last week, damn large rabbit hole. Anyway forced myself to get out of the house today, will do same tomorrow to a charity shop. There are always lovely people who volunteer there, so just cant help feeling better irrespective how fell about yourself. Take care.

You are doing so much better than you think sweetie but with that said, welcome to womanhood. I try to take comfort in the fact that we as trans women really aren't experiencing anything too different than cis women. Maybe some of these things are starting from different places but the end result is usually the same. We feel the need to compete with each other. We have hormone imbalances. We have days where we feel absolutely gorgeous and the next like the dog's dinner. We have to navigate a patriarchal society and this takes a toll. I have days where I have never felt more feminine and beautiful and others where I just feel like a dude in a dress. and nothing has changed between the two for me to rationally feel this way. My feeling of dysphoria may come from a place of transness but, we all as women are experiencing the same thing, the feeling of inadequacy. Living in a society that pits women against each other. We are ALL in this together. And you are doing nothing wrong. 💕

Thanks for sharing every week lovely. I wish your ups longer and more powerful and your downs lasting like a blink. We all have those days feeling like ahii and whatever we do sometimes nothing brightens up the day, from the outside you look super pretty and cuter every day, you’re so sweet. Dysphoria days can be spent in bed like covered from all the bad in the world or if you have to go out and stuff well you just learn to enjoy the bitterness and sometimes even the worst days have little heartwarming surprises. The best of those worst days is when you realise you’ve let them behind, they were not that bad or if they were you grown from them and now they must be even worse to consider them bad 🤯 nvm Hope you’re better now and your week turns out to be incredibly good PS: prices fluctuate, maybe some day you regret selling that drone cause then batteries are cheaper (?)

You look gorg af. Stay powerful, beautiful.

need to take a pramatic approach ... nobody chose their body or orientation, we just have to accept the reality and then work with what we have within the scope of whats possible, thats all we can ever do.

Paris, Laurajane here. Paris you are beautiful 😍 I understand what you are saying but I think you are being very hard on yourself. Your face and complection are fabulous. You are very pretty 😍 💕 and I am wondering why you want to wear makeup all the time?. I don't, I go out and don't give a rip what people think. There is always other people who look a lot worse than you do. I love to look at myself in the mirror and tell my self that I have cute and that I love what I see. I had a woman laugh at me while at a meeting last Tuesday night. That hit me hard. I went home and played some music. I felt so much better, but yes it still hurts. It is a confidence thing and I guess that we all have a lapse of confidence from time to time. I am OK now. Please let me know how you feel about this and if I can help I will do so 😊. With all my best wishes and love ❤ from Laurajane in Taupo New Zealand xxx