Wow.. under 500 subscribers.. yet, here I am experiencing you're magic. I know you're going to be big.. but that's not the point. You're soul is needed in this world. That's the point. Keep creating... the world needs your innate wisdom .. the universe will forever provide for your innate soulful wisdom, and creative ways. Sending you love ❤

I remember watching a different channel here (gentlewhispering) when she was first getting started. Her videos were getting a few hundred views or so. A few years later it was tens of thousands. Now she has videos with tens of millions of views. Your tonality, charm and the thoughtful way you put videos together remind me of her. Godspeed.

You have such a wonderful and beautiful way of describing your journey, your struggles, your pondering if life's complexities and the patterns of life. Your use of such vivid and descriptive words to paint a picture of what your mind and soul are contemplating is truly magical. You have such a lovely and calming way of speaking. You have a free spirit, yet a tranquility and depth to your soul.

"You have to know the darkness before you can appreciate the light". There it is. You are a philosopher. Best thing I've heard in a long long time. Thank you.

Hello. I just discovered your channel a few days ago and have spent all of my extra time watching every video in order. Somehow it felt that It was important to start at the beginning. Along the way I've discovered that your stories are more than just stories, they are many of my own thoughts and feelings. Although we could not be more different, I see parts of myself in you and often get glimpses into the existence I think I have been longing for. Not long ago I thought my life was set. But, that wasn't to be and it all collapsed in what felt like an instant. There were many dark times that followed and on many days I questioned my purpose in this world. I still feel a bit lost, but as you said the way out is through. So, that is what I am doing and I hopefully will discover a truer version of myself in the process. I am so very grateful for the opportunity to experience your world. You have an amazing spirit and It brings comfort to know you, and other special people like you, exist. I would be remiss if I didn't mention that I find you to be a gifted storyteller. Just the progression from the first video to this one has shown me you have a gift for words and pictures. Not to mention your use of music. It invokes such emotion. At one point while watching your videos I realized that they feel like letters to a distant confidant, and we the viewers are that confidant. Almost like they were meant for each of us individually. I am glad to be a subscriber here at the beginning of this channel. There is something special about being part of that small group. The channel will surely grow and I for one will be back for every new video and for as long as you decide to share your world with us. I wish you all the best in finding that place to call your own and I look forward to following your journey to get there.

Hello Dear, new subscriber here. Thank you for your honest take on your situation. As a single lady, empath who in her 50's is trying to escape the office. I long for peace and want my freedom back. Keep reaching for your dream and hope you can get back to your cabin in nature. Good luck to you 🍀🌹 Julie

You are very special. Keep making these video’s please. You give us hope for the future. You are Very kind and wise woman God bless you sister. 🙏

I really hope for the best for you, you are a rare specimen. I wish there were more people like you in the world

New subscriber. Your video came across my feed and I was intrigued. Your voice is soothing and your words, healing. I often felt lost in the past, then in January my parents passed 4 days apart. My world has been in a limbo. I may I will start my new journey and become a nomad. May you find peace. jusqu'å la prochaine fois

I would pass out every morning if I woke up to this everyday!! I love it.

Your channel is going to blow up. Your energy is so lovely. I'm more hyper but it's lovely to feel your slowed down energy . love and light to you friend 💕😌

One thing cannot be denied: You are a free spirit.

I'm so grateful to you for your videos! You are such an inspiration and even though things are tough for you right now, I promise you you'll figure it out! Well the algorithm seems to be loving you already, hope you find more success with this channel and don't have to worry about money anymore!

Hey there Vanille😀, these times are so unpredictable and more so unstable as the region of eastern Europe become uncomfortable to find a path for peace. Glad to hear your compass is pointed towards your motherland and family until the world we exist in calm down a bit. Safe trip back & as we continue to follow your journey.....

Poetic vulnerability and yet so centered- all the while artistically filming and editing these gentle and picturesque threads- remarkable, admirable and delightful really. Thank you.

Your video takes me to another time and place. But what I love most, is your honesty and allowing us an insight into your journey, it feels relatable and insightful, I can actually feel like I’m not alone. So many others on KZfaq only want to show a superficial version of travel and wanderlust and simple living but… to know another persons soul and journey and know that it’s life, it’s normal, there’s beauty but there’s also so much more and in your personal journey , I can learn and know that I’m not alone in my feelings of the need to belong and the process of it all. Thanks for sharing.

Wonderful intro; you’re a natural poet. Best wishes to you and thank you for sharing.

Iam very happy that I found your channel.... I practice organic farming in my land here in the south of Chile.... Your videos touch me very deep in my soul....

Beautiful words. Poetry to the listener with uplifting advice.

My dear Verdant ... thank you your response to my recent comment. I love and feel the "soul to soul" connection (one of thousands that you connect with for certain). I love your videos. You are so "old world" and such and "old soul" ... and poetic in your speech. Probably because the French have such a beautiful romantic language and history. Peace to you sweet Angel of Nature. Keep sharing your brilliant and mystical light with the world ... and me.

Hey Vanille Just thought I'd say I relate a lot to what you're saying when you say you feel lost. I've been through the depression stage, the do-or-die stage, then onto being completely lost. These days it's been feeling better. A lot of people tend to say that being lost is a great privilege because that's how we find ourselves. I'm slowly starting to understand what they mean. A quote from Rumi that really encourages me: What you seek, is also seeking you. You'll find it, I'm sure.

Most underrated channel❤️❤️ It takes a lot of courage to put this side of your life in front of social media. You are an inspiration.

Being lost is a freedom that is hard to give up sometimes, That's a beautiful video I've found a year later! I remember a difficult beginning in my own life!

I’m beginning to look forward to your commentary and poetic style each evening. Peace 🐕🐕🚴🏻

We don't get to choose our destiny but it's a path we must take

You're so beautiful... inside and out. I admire and respect this journey you've been on so much and you've made me reflect on my own choices. I hope to one day find a life partner like you. All my best, lovely.

Please don't give up 🧬🐛🦋🕊️🙏

Such a gentle soul, I feel like you belong in another time.

It’s good to travel. It’s good to have a home to come back to.

Omg so Beautiful 😍 ✨💓 so calming and inspiring I’m sure you can do a lot work on that beautiful place 🙏😻 ✨🧡

Love the way you film. Beautiful. I wish I can afford to travel to find my way like you. I just wish so far.

Through your ability to create beautiful narratives and incorporate incredible cinematography, the darkness fades and the light shines brightly. Thank you for continuing to share your gift.

Your channel is so beautiful just like you are. Your aura is so purely beautiful and I love it. Omg, some days ago I wasn't writing anymore, I'm a poet but I was hating my writing but I watched your video and I started writing again. Your channel gives me hope and inspiration. You're such a beautiful being. I love you, thank you very much for making these beautiful videos. You sure deserve more subs and views. You're one of those people who do what they like with freedom and beauty. And I know what it takes to do and I wanna do the same. and I'm so happy that I found your channel. THANK YOU! Sending so much love to you 💖💖💖💖

Beautiful video❤️🙏

I hope you are well and everything is fine. All the best.

you need a cozy home, a family and a slow living lifestyle in countryside. that's all i think after watching your videos. Wish you happy and peace! love ❤

I hope you find your happy place. i know you will !

Im glad KZfaq recommended your channel. Just watched all your video back to back. You have a calm, smoothing voice and would love to share a pot of tea with you and talk philosophy.

Vanille, I deeply feel and understand your way of living on your own rules. I think, that most of us watching your movies want to be free, close to the nature and the real needs of our souls. But I think also, that as long as people pay to each other using money not their own talents and as long as we have to be active in social media, there is no chance to be truly free from matrix and system which we live in. Even you living on your own rules are using social media nad YT... All the best for you my dear ❤

I love your videos really searching for your kind of content, because I am also learning this kind of content to make thanks

Thank you.

Norway is peaceful, the nature looks breathtaking. Love Oslo, Bergen, and the railway between them ❤️

trees sun air breathe ,branch leaves wave, roots ocean connection ,amorphours we are never alone...🙏 merci beacoup for your heart n home...:)

that really touched my heart. thank you

I am loving all your vlogs, it is really soothing and relaxing.

Beautiful 💙 😍

Sweden ; could be home, Norway ; felt like home, Sometimes we are but leafs just blowing in the breeze, Down the path, we tumble along, May your step be soft upon the earth, May your guides surround you, For Home is waiting on you 🌟 From the hills of Donegal , I wish you well 🙏

What an incredible journey!

Excellent video! Sometimes it takes getting completely lost to become free. By losing an old sense of "ourselves" we can reinvent a new life and create new pathways.

What wonderful content, I hope your path becomes clear soon...thank you

Best of luck to you. I am loving your channel. . . Very calming and relaxing and I love to see the beautiful land.

Poetry in motion. The place is beautiful.

I'm sorry you had to leave Sweden. I'm a native Swede myself but recently the Swedish Migration Agency decided to separate my wife from me and our 2 children, for no other reason than bureaucratic cruelty. We are now looking at anywhere from 6-15 months apart, or travelling together to countries where we can both stay at the same time and then go from one place to another. Which is very hard to do without an income from the road. My KZfaq channel is certainly not big enough to generate any money and it's just all very challenging at the moment. So, I feel you. I want to say though that with videos like these you will get big on this platform in no time. Hopefully that will help your situation. All the best to you and take care.

Thank you for your beautiful, calming videos i relate strongly to your emotions and feel so much healing energy. Today i was recommended your channel and it feels as though my mind was read. I’ve been wishing to escape to a nordic, slow land and be connected with nature to heal. It has helped me to see yours, how you mentioned the seasons gives me hope and a new perspective. I also love your new hairstyle! 😊💗

Heart touching vedios .... Feeling of paradise after watching the video A star is swinging on the ground I will wait for next vedio 🌠

Never give up... Keep moving my dear 😇

Hi Vanille, times of big changes and letting go indeed. Much love and miracles !🙏🏻🤗💫

What a lovely little off grid channel, more interesting than the popular ones that exist. I am in the situation of feeling both lost and still so sure on what I need to do to make a change. You have very interesting clothing style btw, I decided to only buy clothing that has an old aesthetic around 2 years ago (40's-50's so far).

You're Beautiful & free !

Great job on the video!

What a BEAUTIFUL video in every way. I sincerely hope you will find Your genuine place to call Home when the time is right. Wishing you happiness, Ditte

Thank you for your honesty and sharing your difficulties and really shining the light on this difficult world as it is. Wherever you go God will be with you. Life is a journey. You’re amazing!

you are soo precious, thanks for sharing.

So many people would love this life. Sometimes we have to get back to the basics and find our way. Keep dreaming and make it happen. Wisdom and understanding will take you far.

I hope you not only find the Fulfillment you long for, but also the recognition you're Exceptional videos deserve.

Beautiful scenery , your thoughts tell a story that is only complimented by the landscape. Thank you

Thank you for being born 😊

Watching and listening to your video is like a meditation for me. You are such a beautiful soul. You are meeting life courageously where it is and I admire and have great respect for you for that. I think you are likely helping many people by just sharing your life and your process. Blessings and love to you.

"It feels good to be just alive" ❤❤ Never forget you said and felt that! You are a true light worker, a healer and by moving around I do believe you will meet people on your journey who will need your healing and in turn you will be blessed❤ Very beautiful 😊 I'm a new subscriber and look forward to you! Thank you

you are such an inspiration

travels abroad have you abound beautiful nature with paths unfound. making your way to struggle and learn, being yourself no one to concern. the world is changing we all can see, hoping good prevails over evil for this ego should not be

I just stumbled over your Videos and I love them! I would love to live the way you do/did! I would consider it paradise!

You're inspiring and I'm just over 40 and you inspiring me to follow my dreams thank you for making these videos I used to be spirited free just like you when I was young around your age I've traveled Europe Asia so keep going life's too short and thank you for your videos

You are so amazing!

Beautiful video! When I first subscribed a little more than a week ago you only had 2000 subs, now you've more than double in 1 week! Congratulations 👏 keep up the great work! You are beautiful

Always the one to wait for new arrivals . Your sincerity binds me till end , but I closely watch ur expressions which remind me of mine once I was in turmoil… many of us share same journey for being more more outward than being inward , more people pleaser than self esteem protector… love from India…

Thank you 🤍🤍🤍

You blessed my heart with your authenticity. Thanks so much for sharing your journey with us. I just discovered your channel a few hours ago, as I too is in the process of moving to a tiny cabin in my homeland on a nature park. Money is one of my main concern also. Nevertheless we got to be true to ourselves and follow our path, even if it may have some unpleasant challenges.. as you suggested the darkness plays her part in our lives just as the light. We need the moon just as we need the sun for equally wonderful things to happen...Sharing your truth with us is so heartwarming and it really fills the thirst and hunger in one's soul for the rawness and beauty of living. I appreciate you, it takes a truly beautiful, enlightened and purpose driven person to share so candidly their vulnerable, yet amazing live journey. Most people share after they see their light and accomplished their mission; you are doing it as you go through, that takes courage, honesty and a genuine hunger to help humanity. Your story is so rich and inspiring, it absolutely touch my inner core. Many blessings as you continue to your new chapter...looking forward.💚🌻

In answer to your question, Completely Free. Well done in having the courage. Still, food and shelter are good things for these temporal bodies. Glad you have a fall back in France and despite the difficulty you still offer up a beautiful video. I sent an email via your channel. Will do so again. 🙏

Thank you, Vanille, for sharing and letting us experience your wonderful talent, reflections and honest opinions. It appears that your thought’s about life (opting out) and taking control of your own path, is something many spend decades before they acknowledge that this is possible. Mammon never created happiness or any feeling of freedom. I hope Norwegians and Norway delivered and that you did not find yourself invincible when in shops or in crowded places. The best of luck to you on your path to the next chapter. With love from a Norwegian…

YOUNG LADY you are in the right path of discovery. All of us go thru this journey some lucky some not so much but if we keep plugging along and don't give up it happens. figure out your finances and how to make it work you may have to work a few years and save and save but theres many of us that have had to find our needle in a hay stack, maybe you had a dream and started perhaps too early but its attainable . keep your eye on the ball and don't lose faith or vision . I have no doubt you will get there Your friend in NORTHERN IDAHO US

Very Beautiful , with patience you can achieve anything you desire .

Norway is indeed a beautiful place!

Don’t give up! You are reaching many people. I don’t live over there but in the U.S.. As far as work or job is concerned don’t think in conventional terms.. Life coaching or helping others can be done in many ways.. Have a retreat in small groups. Do some small gardening. You have a lot of potential, keep going look for new ideas everywhere, even here. I hate to say, you need to insulate that cabin you live in I presume. You have a will there is a way. Talk to people however you choose online, person, email, text, on the phone.. You have to focus and it will happen. Thing are never perfect when people choose to start a business or new journey in life..

You're such a BEAUTIFUL and relaxed young lady. Don't over think your journey just put it into the universe and TRUST the process👍. Much joy, peace, and love you always🙏🙏.

Hello.Marvellous journey. Very much resonating with my true Self.I don't like any place for long but for last 1 year I am here and before this was staying and working amidst deep valley and mountain with a rescued pet . My calling is just round the corner.Time to move on after seeing your video which is very Insightful. God's grace and love for your Courageous journey ahead.Thanks .🥰💫🐕 Thanks.

Vanlife may fit perfectly for you. I am struggling to make it real for me too. Sending love to your journey

I just discovered your channel last night Friday and you've already moved, but yes look forward to your next video installment when you are ready......Blessing you Vanille 🙏🤗

You know that you are a light worker, please learn about that, love and light my sister 💜💙

I think you are a strong person, to seek solace in isolation takes courage, your posts are beautiful,and people tell you they seek the same,you hold the key 🔑 to your happiness 😊 use it wisely, respect 🙏

I must say, your videos..and the editing, just the WHOLE combination of YOUR personality along with the choreography..and the dialogue of your surroundings, makes me feel at least..that we’re ‘sneaking a glimpse’ into YOUR life. But in reality your the one opening up to us..to LET US view a ‘classy’ Lady looking for something WE wish we could help her find!

Just want to say your challenges are the same for many of us, a home is getting to be a problem for generations after a select few made poor leadership decisions so there is a time of discomfort and wondering when the ground is going to stop shifting so much under our feet but this is the time we get to explore what is really important and hopefully we get the chance to see the greatness in what we truly all should have a chance to live in.

L232, thank you for sharing an amazing video friend, listening to your journey your activities in a very beautiful and amazing place, thank you for sharing my friend ☕👍🙏🇮🇩

May all your dreams come true!, your words resonate so much to us all, n your story is like a mysticle fairytale but yet so real!, Peace n love!🇬🇧🙂💜✌

Van, i just love how honestly you express yourself without any fashionable grits of off grid living. Other offgridders no matter what just want to show off their virtue signalling of cool and righteous they are than others for views and subscribers, whilst they are repressing the suffering from inside.

Beautiful nature💙 and lovely captured. It speeks to our soul and we have to treasure and protect it☯️ I lived in my van in Sweden and Norway too 🙃 also made some videos of it

I plan on going to Norway...one day. I'm even learning the language! I thought we would be able to go next year, but with everything going on in the world, who knows. Hopefully one day I'll make it to Scandinavia. All of this industrial society really makes me crave being able to live in a place that is self sustainable and be out in nature like you have. 😀 I hope the financial situation gets better for you soon. You will get there, I promise. Your videos are like a breath of fresh air and it warms the soul. Thank you for sharing your journeys with us. I hope you find that one place that you can call home. Maybe one day I'll be your neighbor if you are in Scandinavia! LOL

You have a true grasp of the minds eye for photography and film. I’m interested in your channel. I see success in your future. May the road rise to meet you and the wind stay at your back. J🧐

i also don't know where to go, but you are so young still. my advice to you is to persevere cherié. you are finding your true self. you will find your true community and fulfil your true purpose doing so. 🙏

You're so soul is so dreamy and wonderful.