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Cyn Doll

Cyn Doll

Ай бұрын

🚨I CRY WHEN IM MAD. This video will be private soon!

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@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
‼️I’ll be taking a social media break for a few days.🚨IM NOT SAD IM HUMAN SHARING A HUMAN MOMENT, LITERALLY A SHORT MOMENT. I’m extremely happy which is why things like this are so disruptive. Just sharing a moment I stepped out of peace and came back in alignment in one day. It took about two hours to be exact. I’m human, this is duality.❤ I’m not quoting the messages word for word I’m just venting on my channel and sharing why I’m no longer doing one on ones.❤️❤️❤️❤️ Thanks for watching! Watch the videos on my channel until I’m back. See you later.
@OfficialLadyDarkSky
@OfficialLadyDarkSky Ай бұрын
dang hun I am so sorry! that is so unacceptable seriously
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
It’s ok love. Thanks so much for hearing me.
@astralsinc
@astralsinc Ай бұрын
I’ve learned so much from this channel about not just hair but life (unhealthy hair is just a side effect of unhealthy thinking). When yall said that you might have to start screening ppl, and your husband asked “..what is this?” For many it’s not just hair advice but it’s their way of getting therapy smh… they taking out their anger about their lives on you. I appreciate you sharing this moment with us Cyn. don’t let their negative energy take over!❤️❤️
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
Thank you so much for hearing me. Sharing feelings are always scary, I appreciate you.
@StarMarcie
@StarMarcie Ай бұрын
Cyn, thanks for saying this. This is a conversation that needs to be had! Unfortunately, we’re in a time where we can’t tell black women anything. Stay up, and protect your energy.
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
Thanks so much for hearing me I appreciate you.
@SuzetteRiddick
@SuzetteRiddick Ай бұрын
Yes, protect your peace. The older I get the more I'm realizing everyone can't be helped. Keep helping those who want your help. We appreciate you. ❤ And leave the others behind.
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
I appreciate you.❤
@joycelyntaylor3136
@joycelyntaylor3136 Ай бұрын
This experience means it's time to turn a corner and elevate your expertise in a different way. You're a professional. Please keep on preaching the truth about the hair game. I've been subscribed for years and will continue to watch your vlogs.❤❤❤❤
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
Thank you I receive that and i appreciate you.
@BrittMari3
@BrittMari3 Ай бұрын
The angry tears are the dangerous ones. Feel better Cyn!
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
I’m ok now. I felt better once I went back in the house.❤
@BrittMari3
@BrittMari3 Ай бұрын
@@IamCynDoll that is good, don’t let people take you out your element! Don’t let them steal your joy. Like my mom always tell me say when you with the enemy say this internally “May the God in me, meet the God in you”
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
Yes and the God in me told me not to cast my pearls away to swine. I’m not calling anyone pigs but Iam valuable and my doors are closed. Thank you so much I appreciate you.
@BrittMari3
@BrittMari3 Ай бұрын
@@IamCynDoll no problem! I am all about uplifting women especially women of color! You are going to remain blessed
@jaylynnandjalysaharrisonan6838
@jaylynnandjalysaharrisonan6838 Ай бұрын
Don't cry Cyn she is not worth it
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
I’m fine I’m human, i was just sharing a private moment.
@Sweetlady1916
@Sweetlady1916 Ай бұрын
Maybe a questionnaire before calls to screen out people. I fear working with the public myself, my❤ goes out to you.
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
Been there done that. Door is closed.❤️❤️
@lg16Mar
@lg16Mar Ай бұрын
Stay calm CynDoll. Keep doing good work. Real recognizes real. You are a beautiful soul inside and out. I apologize you had to deal with rifraff. Help those who want to learn. I am here for you. I appreciate you
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
I appreciate that, thank you so much.
@penniej3190
@penniej3190 Ай бұрын
I am so sorry you had to deal with that cyn.. I'm so happy your husband was there with you ❤😢
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
Thank you so much, I’m ok and yes he’s the best.❤️
@penniej3190
@penniej3190 Ай бұрын
@@IamCynDoll ❤️❤️❤️
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
❤️❤️❤️❤️
@vmahon2024
@vmahon2024 Ай бұрын
You're sooo right! and it's great and healthy to release your feelings . You're so down to earth, and funny... know this, you're blessed with a supporting husband, they're sending for you, you didn't send for anyone... they're inquiring your expertise..you'll be fine, God bless you Ms. Doll❤
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
I appreciate you!!
@YOUNGSCRAPPY3700
@YOUNGSCRAPPY3700 Ай бұрын
Baaaabyy I know the feeling. I understand the frustration. It's sad our own are the hardest to help. We love and appreciate you boo❤
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
Luv you too boo! Thank you, you make it worth it sis.
@luvphoenix956
@luvphoenix956 Ай бұрын
❤❤❤exactly protect your peace at all cost and I definitely cry when I'm angry
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
❤️❤️❤️
@its_madddyyy
@its_madddyyy Ай бұрын
Cyn this is REAL and I feel those sentiments. Our culture has it bad with an entitlement mentality and have an expectation that they aren't really capable of giving themselves. Glad you could get it out. Situations like these make you want to walk away from this industry FOREVER. 🙏🏽❤️
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
Forever, most times it’s not worth it. I appreciate you, you make it worth it. ❤❤
@its_madddyyy
@its_madddyyy Ай бұрын
@@IamCynDoll I appreciate you as well ❤️❤️❤️
@ziolp
@ziolp Ай бұрын
You need to elevate your clientele. Literally anyone in the hairstyling business deals with these type of clients. I cant tell you how to hold onto feelings (maybe a therapist is needed for that), but you do need to seriously vet who you allow access to you. Charge money, do an initial consult to get a read on their personality, something. Wishing you the best of luck.
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
Love I’ve been doing this for 15 years. I do everything you said which is why I’m done. Thanks for your input.
@jaylynnandjalysaharrisonan6838
@jaylynnandjalysaharrisonan6838 Ай бұрын
Cyn let her continue to sit in the corner with her dunce cap on
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
😂
@journeywithkeren
@journeywithkeren Ай бұрын
I respect you for putting your peace before your service. So many of us accept mistreatment for the sake of money, not wanting to look bad, etc. having your peace disrupted is not worth the paper money it’s printed on…. See you when you get back boo💜💜💜💜
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
I appreciate you!
@wendymakula5441
@wendymakula5441 Ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing Cyn, I can only imagine how frustrating that situation was. And it's so true what your husband said black women aren't like this at home, no idea why some black women are so nasty to each other for no reason straight from the jump!? And being transparent I have very few black female friends and it breaks my heart... but this topic would need multiple videos to unpack... I appreciate you ♥
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
We need a whole month for this topic. ❤❤ Thanks for hearing me.❤
@devereauxedelavante5726
@devereauxedelavante5726 Ай бұрын
Honey, it's okay to cry. It's releasing and cleansing. It's far better than holding it inside. l hear and feel you, LOUD and CLEAR. Baby, you're being prepared for something so much greater. Keep pushing forward. Those people who engage in that type of negative, toxic mess are only making you stronger and wiser. Nobody can have any power that you don't give them. BOUNDARIES, Sugar. Set them, and eff em if they ovestep them. YOU ARE SO VALUABLE, and you KNOW_IT! The naysayers didn't make you, Cyn. Don't let them break what they never had the power to make in the first place. As you continue to grow older and gain more wisdom/enlightenment, you will arrive at that "Two tears in a bucket, bleep it" mentality. Keep taking it to the stage and do your THING-THANG! THEY CAN'T WIN UNLESS YOU LET THEM. (99 PROBLEMS, but a bleep ain't one). Stay blessed and be blessed because you're a ROCKSTAR in your own right. Remember, haters are going to hate because that's their mission. Their just trying to knock you off your path and block your blessings. Please know you're know you're doing something RIGHT, Sis! Nobody can take your peace unless you let them. Believe that. More power to you and your Hubby, too! Love you, girl! The most abundant blessings/peace, love, and joy to you and yours always! 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ I receive all of this! Thank you I needed this today.❤
@devereauxedelavante5726
@devereauxedelavante5726 Ай бұрын
You're very welcome, Cyn.💕 I deeply empathize with you. I've been through a lot of what you're going through now - just in different situations. I know that you're going to get through it all and make it out on the other side better than ever. I keep you in my most loving thoughts and prayers. Nothing worth having is ever easy, Sweetie. You're doing the work. Don't give up nor in. You're a marvelous bkess8ng and have a wonderful gift for all who are open to receiving it. Please know that. Your love, passion, drive, and determination for what you do is what fuels and catapults you to your success in EVERYTHING. Be diligent, but, patient. It will come. These are merely growing pains. You'll see and receive all your heart desires in due time. You're simply working out the kinks to get over the hurdles and clear the path you're walking paved exclisively for you. Keep the faith, be inspired, and GET_IT_GIRL!🦸🏻‍♀️👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻💖🥰
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
❤️🖤❤️❤️I receive that. I needed to read this thank you so much.❤️❤️❤️❤️
@cloveyou1864
@cloveyou1864 Ай бұрын
I understand you are a very sensitive person Cyn doll but in life you will learn, you can’t help someone who don’t want to help themselves. A lot of people have problems and they take that frustration out on others. Pray before you go into consultations and start asking for a deposit before you book appointments. In my opinion, you should come up with a set of rules that your client has to sign before you are willing to speak with him or her and make sure you let them know your fee is non refundable if you have problems with them that is beyond your control. I guarantee you, you will attract better people to your business. Keep during your consultation and make your money
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
Been there done that. Thanks so much for sharing your opinion. Please read the pinned comment.❤️
@aliciaselby596
@aliciaselby596 Ай бұрын
Hey Cyn. Girl im going to be broke. I have been purchasing your products. 😂 i cant wait to receive them. And i aldo got 3 or 4 e-books. Im so glad your feed just popped on my KZfaq. I love the science behind everything you say. I was Team natural for 12 years. Drowning my hair in oils, rice water. You name it. And all i got was extremely tangled thin hair. I prayed for my hair to be full again. The length really didnt matter. Because my hair will grow to the middle of my back. But what's the point when its sooo thin. So ill watch your channel, try your scientific backed up herbs and start over. I dont understand how more people arent glowing with pride, to have such an educated black woman who knows her science. But I know I am. Sooo proud of you young lady. Keep up the good work. And I will support your buisness. 😊
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
Your orders are on the way! Thank so much for trusting me I appreciate you!
@aliciaselby596
@aliciaselby596 Ай бұрын
@Brebre19
@Brebre19 Ай бұрын
I’ll take the videos and watch the content you put out. It sucks one person ruined it for everyone. Feel better sis ❤
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
❤❤❤❤❤
@April69177
@April69177 10 күн бұрын
At first I was concerned if you are ok. But, just listening how loving your husband is talking to you listening to you get it off your chest. Nothing like healthy black love. You good girlfriend.
@ladykadiijha
@ladykadiijha Ай бұрын
I know your better now but my heart hurt listening to you crying Wow thank you for sharing this
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
I’m ok love . Thank you so much I appreciate you!
@aliciaselby596
@aliciaselby596 Ай бұрын
Your right, I sell paintings, and reborn dolls. And when I try to help folks who can't afford the product, I'll let them make payments, and I still get attitudes and they they want my work for pennies. And when i tell my husband I can't so thos anymore, he says don't let a few bad apples stop your joy. So I get it. So annoying with the messed up attitudes.
@jaylynnandjalysaharrisonan6838
@jaylynnandjalysaharrisonan6838 Ай бұрын
They are big mad because they half ass listen to you and when they are the one who messed up not you but them
@deandrarobinson2156
@deandrarobinson2156 Ай бұрын
Yeah 😢 Sis . I don’t blame you. It’s a wrap
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
A super wrap! 😂😂😂
@jaylynnandjalysaharrisonan6838
@jaylynnandjalysaharrisonan6838 Ай бұрын
Cyn I understand how you feel you are tired of people playing in your face and I get it
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
❤️❤️❤️❤️
@trinity72gp
@trinity72gp Ай бұрын
Tears of frustration. Cyn I understand, BPT is real. We need to do better 😑
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
❤️❤️🖤❤️❤️
@user-te5ri8fm9d
@user-te5ri8fm9d Ай бұрын
Please don't stop, some people need you. I'm sorry this happened. I need you, I have questions.
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
Sorry I can’t, there are hundreds of videos and courses. Iam no longer available in that sense. The outpouring of my spirit is over I have to protect myself sorry.
@Kese157
@Kese157 Ай бұрын
People attitudes are the worst. I feel like crying every day because of it. It'll give you so much anxiety.
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
Protect your peace love.
@Kese157
@Kese157 Ай бұрын
Thanks and may peace be with you as well.
@mickeyriley918
@mickeyriley918 Ай бұрын
Wow. I’m so sorry she did this to you and acted so unprofessional. Just know that many of us appreciate everything you have been teaching us. I’m lucky to have found your channel and am forever grateful. Thank you! PS, I also cry when I’m mad and I can’t help it at all. ❤❤
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
Thanks so much I really appreciate you! Lmk if you have any video request.
@mickeyriley918
@mickeyriley918 Ай бұрын
@@IamCynDoll Maybe a video on what to do when you sweat your silk press out a little. When it’s just slightly puffy at the roots, but it’s only been a few days since you washed and styled it. Do you just blow dry the roots again?
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
Yes but a silk press may not be for you.❤️
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
Video coming soon.
@mickeyriley918
@mickeyriley918 Ай бұрын
@@IamCynDoll Now I’m totally confused. 😂 I’ve seen your videos on not doing twist outs or wash and go’s, which I never do anyway. Also, I’m not a braids person, and won’t wear weaves or wigs. I don’t want to wear any of those styles. So what else is there, other than blow drying, which will revert even faster for me. Just trying to make sure I fully understand. Thanks again.
@user-te5ri8fm9d
@user-te5ri8fm9d Ай бұрын
We don't want you hurt, I understand that.
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
❤️❤️❤️
@MusicLover2Eternity
@MusicLover2Eternity Ай бұрын
Cyn I had a hard day emotionally too. From one water sign to another🫶🏾 I send you so much love and positivity ♥️
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
Sending you more love than your heart can hold. ❤❤❤
@chandler1541
@chandler1541 Ай бұрын
Love u cyndoll...that's all I got❤❤
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
I felt it too!❤️❤️ Luv you too!❤️❤️
@jaylynnandjalysaharrisonan6838
@jaylynnandjalysaharrisonan6838 Ай бұрын
Cyn I get it because I'm from Chicago and they really are not about that life in real life and it's funny because I have a daughter whose birthday is 2 days after yours and I can't wait for her to come up out of the shyness because she is going to be a force all by herself
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
Thank you so much for hearing me. Make sure you protect her gates, she’s golden and they dusty out here.😂
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
❤❤❤❤
@jaylynnandjalysaharrisonan6838
@jaylynnandjalysaharrisonan6838 Ай бұрын
I am and I do all the time nobody will ever change that between her and her little sister I see myself smiling in mugshots especially about my girls and people use to call me crazy when I was the same way about my 3 sons that are now grown
@sparkoyle6265
@sparkoyle6265 Ай бұрын
Dealing with people in general especially bad attitudes is energy draining and peace stealing
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾
@nyokabi8582
@nyokabi8582 Ай бұрын
I'm sorry for what you felt... ❤❤❤❤❤
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@jaylynnandjalysaharrisonan6838
@jaylynnandjalysaharrisonan6838 Ай бұрын
Cyn I know that you cry when you get mad and it's cool because I do to but I know you didn't tell her to use olaplex on her child especially if her child is 10 or younger because I asked you that question 4 years ago and you told me not to use it on my daughter because my daughter's bonds weren't fully formed yet so she can try somebody else but she tried it let her be she messed up not you stop letting the bald head skidded diddles get under your skin and invade your peace please they are not worth it
@gigicochiante1305
@gigicochiante1305 Ай бұрын
Real conversation
@redbutton3d
@redbutton3d Ай бұрын
That's why i don't sew for people any more... Sounds like her life is a mess and she tried to spill it over into yours. Search out for those who are deserving. You have a right to set boundaries. You have helped me more than you know. I brag about you all the time. I cry when I'm angry too. Its so frustrating when your advice and good intentions get ignored. Ive learned you cant help everybody. Sometimes they're just not ready😢 Sorry for the long post... I have the tendency to talk from my ❤
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
I love your long post that’s for sharing and hearing me. People are their own worse enemy. There are so many that can help but we’re all protecting our peace now. I wish everyone the best.
@kirstenwilkins3249
@kirstenwilkins3249 Ай бұрын
You are exceptional at what you do and the knowledge you carry. For me, even watching your You tube videos are Gold and that's enough...precious Cyn I mean that. And on a lighter note ...shew blew your h*gh?..that's unforgivable
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
I’m talking completely blew it sis!!🤣🤣❤️❤️ Thank you so much I appreciate you.
@wilnamorillo7947
@wilnamorillo7947 Ай бұрын
🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣God bless you and your whole family; I love the way you know yourself and practice selfcare; Please don't change for nobody'; By benchwatching you're video's I no longer have bald patches; love love love the real you and by only watching your channel I getting there🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 even Mad you cracking me up as always
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
🤣🤣🤣❤️❤️I’m not trying to be funny I was mad af.🤣🤣❤️ I’m so happy to hear that. Women like you are the reason I do what I do. Thank you for hearing me.❤️❤️❤️
@deborahcharles4617
@deborahcharles4617 Ай бұрын
SHE WAS WRONG!!! I have learned so much from watching your channel! Hang in there!
@michelebailey9302
@michelebailey9302 Ай бұрын
Cyn Doll I feel you that is the devil.🙏up this shall pass yes gets it of your Chess it gets better🙏🥰🥰🥰
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
No love it’s not the devil it’s women with no accountability.❤️ I’m doing amazing, my vibrations only goes down when I give of myself to the public.❤️ Thanks so much for hearing me.
@michelebailey9302
@michelebailey9302 Ай бұрын
@@IamCynDoll you’re right why some Black peoples treat other black peoples like that her attitude towards you was wrong but you are doing a great job your information are amazing love teaching i a lot about myself and hair love ❤️ keep doing great things 💯💯🙏🏽🇯🇲❤️
@denisewalters1864
@denisewalters1864 Ай бұрын
She is totally disrespectful!
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
Thanks for watching.
@thatgirlRho
@thatgirlRho Ай бұрын
❤❤❤
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@marlododds1633
@marlododds1633 Ай бұрын
Life!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@cutdatshytout6371
@cutdatshytout6371 Ай бұрын
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@connietai9126
@connietai9126 Ай бұрын
🌹❤️❤️❤️❤️
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@stephaniepink9060
@stephaniepink9060 Ай бұрын
I hope she not part of the 7-day group we have!!😮
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
I’m not sure, but I think she is smh.
@user-te5ri8fm9d
@user-te5ri8fm9d Ай бұрын
Can't you reconsider?
@IamCynDoll
@IamCynDoll Ай бұрын
No it’s a done deal. I’m still dealing with her dispute on pay pal as we speak. The situation is still going on at this very second. A hour long conversation turned into something me and my team have been fighting for over 72 hours. Iam done it’s not worth it.
@ArtzF1rstLady
@ArtzF1rstLady Ай бұрын
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Your right, I sell paintings, and reborn dolls. And when I try to help folks who can't afford the product, I'll let them make payments, and I still get attitudes and they they want my work for pennies. And when i tell my husband I can't so thos anymore, he says don't let a few bad apples stop your joy. So I get it. So annoying with the messed up attitudes.
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