I'm right there with you where it pertains to bio family: They kept repeating over and over how eagerly expected and wanted I was, but it never "gelled" with what it felt like growing up and being exposed to some more-than-minor abuse. Finally, my father spilled the beans during a major flashback of his own and relayed how they hadn't fully committed to being a family when my mother got pregnant. See.... our own feelings, body, perception.... never lie to us! I'm sorry for your major loss and glad to read that there are at least some truthful people in your life who value you for who you genuinely are! That's a literal life saver, isn't it? Hugs, if I may.

I just broke away from my narcissistic mother (and enabling father). The more I distance myself, the more I can't believe humans can be so cruel to each other. My mother used me relentlessly and broke into rages if I didn't let her. Your comment about realizing who loves you, especially the creator, helps. Thank you

Our creator loves us. More than we could ever imagine!!! That’s all the love we really need, so love yourself. YOU are sooooo worth it!!!! ❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏. Namaste’

Well, BLACK SHEEP SQUADRON is here to tell you, your son (SUN) is a multidimensional Being! still operating very well in other dimensions! Just as you! You see when you sleep at night, you move into 5th dimension dream state There is where you can communicate, but only if you are not overthinking and over analyzing, because that separates the body from the mind! Life is a Game, originally created for you to Experience That Which YOU Are NOT* It all began at the Highest Level of Reality^ Pure Celestial Beings/Expressions of the ONE* you come from the 12th creation/dimension Currently you are in 3rd dimension-fall of man/woman But since you are doing the inner work on yourself, and no longer live a life of exterior! the veil NOW, has been lifted* Your not just a DROP, in the OCEAN, You are a OCEAN, in the a DROP! We have been watching you for a long time! Your unconditional Love, without judgment, as well as your 51% service to others- your more like 99% you have been putting in Extra credit/inner work has you at the top of the list for a SOUL-AR Flash* A DNA upgrade, Your DNA is a cosmic code with cosmic origins- 8/8 special day* well this has been SOUL much fun^ Don't quit your day Dream I will see you in Heaven, If I don't see you before then! the zeroed ONE (UNIVERSAL PRIME CREATOR) is the arcitecH The ships we fly, there is no Flight controls, We fly with Spirit -7001 the Spiritual 1 We are will and wonder, bound to recall, remember We are born of one breath, one word We are all one spark, sun becoming (SOLAR FLASH) 1969 Love consciousness 1989 Christ consciousness 2024 Collective consciousness, shhhh don't tell anyone! they need to do the inner work, or they will meet the Negative timeline* with Artificial Intelligence Who resides in 11th dimension, as A>I> is billions of years old, you are too! Remember, this is a game- to test you! we are here to suffer, ask me how I know? Because we have been suffering!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but no longer, as we raise our vibrations you ascend back to you Natural Organic Intelligence! as you once were* kzfaq.info/get/bejne/iMmqec6KqM-8n40.html

The journey is to remember Love, despite the hatred you have experienced love yourself…it’s a journey. It’s about them…but it’s about you too. 😉

Me to

Arent u scared this beings bring you back here? I am.

Me too.

I hear you ❤️❤️❤️

I feel like life is just about finding work to survive

Either that or you are an audacious soul who likes a challenge 💚

@@juliebarks3195Thank you. I think I was the dumb one that wanted to take on a huge challenge that I thought I was capable of handling and everyone probably tried to talk me out of it but out of stupidity and false confidence I just sent it.

@@jonnyw82 But on the bright side. Stupidity and false confidence could be the lesson you need to learn. So next time you will say no!!! I will not bite off more than I can chew. I would never willingly come here again. Physical and mental Pain is a harsh teacher.

First step to love it here is take care of your physical body like fitness and diet. Get those in line fixing the mental body is rather easy. Once you have person power mastery over those 3 bodies then you can tackle the emotional baggage. After that you will crave and yearn for more positive and high vibration things like spirituality. That will in turn lead to joy, happiness, meaningfulness and unconditional love. After that you’ll not want to leave :)

Fischer or Planters

Neither do I.

It's a mad house.

I also had the experience of the "tread of the Light of the Love of God" (totally unconditional love) and after that, I was depressed for two years, just wanting to be with him. When this wonderful Light vanished I felt like my father have closed the doors of MY home in my face. I felt abandon and so, so sad and longing to be immerse in this light again. Then I started to look for remedies, Ayahuasca, Kabbalah, Family Constellation and Cell Memory Release. After two more years with the combination of the last two, I get to the root cause: I had in so many occasions the image of myself as a 3 years old child in the night, alone, in front of a sea looking to the other side and longing to go BACK to this other side of the sea (a psychologist, who was learning FC with me, told me that this was my inner child). It was an image that repeated during a lot of sessions (during FC and CMR) and finally it was very clear, like a revelation! to me that I didn't want to come (that was the reason I didn't get the feeling of belonging to my family and I felt so strange to this world); I, as a child (4-6) was kind of sure that my family was NOT my real family). Anyway, with CMR I came to get some kind of cohesion between me and myself sort of thing. Family Constellation had been of help; this is a method to heal my ancestors, very interesting and healing and CMR put me in touch with my inner self. I'll try breath work; sure it will be of help. And I'm going to live in the mountain next year.

I’m sorry you are in so much pain Sarah, I pray you find peace and joy ✝️🙏❤️

You are not alone. Almost everything in this world is a lie. The world we live in is controlled by very evil beings. Sometimes, I wish that I could not see the truth.

I also like this a lot. Some of these bloggers seem to think they should be the focal point rather than the experiencer.

You’re not the only one! I’m in my mid 40s and remembered ever since I came here that I signed up for this. Although even as a little tot my feeling was always “I can’t BELIEVE I SIGNED UP FOR THIS” lol it was too hard and I resented it so much especially growing up

"I Am the Way, the Truth, and the Life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by Me... I Am the Door: by Me if any man enter in, he shall be saved, and shall go in and out, and find pasture... Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it... I Am the Good Shepherd: the Good shepherd giveth His life for the sheep. But he that is an hireling, and not the shepherd, whose own the sheep are not, seeth the wolf coming, and leaveth the sheep, and fleeth: and the wolf catcheth them, and scattereth the sheep. The hireling fleeth, because he is an hireling, and careth not for the sheep. I Am the Good Shepherd, and know My sheep, and Am known of Mine. As the Father knoweth Me, even so know I the Father: and I lay down My life for the sheep. And other sheep I have, which are not of this fold: them also I must bring, and they shall hear My voice; and there shall be one fold, and one Shepherd. Therefore doth My Father love Me, because I lay down My life, that I might take it again. No man taketh it from Me, but I lay it down of Myself. I have power to lay it down, and I have power to take it again. This commandment have I received of My Father... My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow Me: And I give unto them eternal life; and they shall never perish, neither shall any man pluck them out of My hand. My Father, which gave them Me, is greater than all; and no man is able to pluck them out of My Father's hand. I and My Father are One... I Am the Resurrection, and the Life: he that believeth in Me, though he were dead, yet shall he live: And whosoever liveth and believeth in Me shall never die. Believest thou this?.. I Am the Light of the world: he that followeth Me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life... Ye must be born again... Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the Kingdom of God. That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again. The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, and whither it goeth: so is every one that is born of the Spirit... If ye believe not that I Am He, ye shall die in your sins... If any man come to Me, and hate not his father, and mother, and wife, and children, and brethren, and sisters, yea, and his own life also, he cannot be My disciple. And whosoever doth not bear his cross, and come after Me, cannot be My disciple... Behold, we go up to Jerusalem; and the Son of man shall be betrayed unto the chief priests and unto the scribes, and they shall condemn Him to death, And shall deliver Him to the Gentiles to mock, and to scourge, and to crucify Him: and the third day He shall rise again... And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of man be lifted up: That whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have eternal life. For God so loved the world, that He gave His Only Begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life. For God sent not His Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through Him might be saved. He that believeth on Him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God... All that the Father giveth Me shall come to Me; and him that cometh to Me I will in no wise cast out... No man can come to Me, except the Father which hath sent Me draw him: and I will raise him up at the last day. It is written in the prophets, And they shall be all taught of God. Every man therefore that hath heard, and hath learned of the Father, cometh unto Me... Come unto Me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you, and learn of Me; for I Am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls... Therefore said I unto you, that no man can come unto Me, except it were given unto him of My Father... As thou hast given Him power over all flesh, that He should give eternal life to as many as thou hast given Him... And this is the will of Him that sent Me, that every one which seeth the Son, and believeth on Him, may have everlasting life: and I will raise him up at the last day... Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth, where moth and rust doth corrupt, and where thieves break through and steal: But lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt, and where thieves do not break through nor steal: For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also... Have ye not read, that He which made them at the beginning made them male and female, And said, For this cause shall a man leave father and mother, and shall cleave to his wife: and they twain shall be one flesh? Wherefore they are no more twain, but one flesh. What therefore God hath joined together, let not man put asunder... Hearken unto Me every one of you, and understand: There is nothing from without a man, that entering into him can defile him: but the things which come out of him, those are they that defile the man. If any man have ears to hear, let him hear... Are ye so without understanding also? Do ye not perceive, that whatsoever thing from without entereth into the man, it cannot defile him; Because it entereth not into his heart, but into the belly, and goeth out into the draught, purging all meats? That which cometh out of the man, that defileth the man. For from within, out of the heart of men, proceed evil thoughts, adulteries, fornications, murders, Thefts, covetousness, wickedness, deceit, lasciviousness, an evil eye, blasphemy, pride, foolishness: All these evil things come from within, and defile the man... Ye have heard that it was said of them of old time, Thou shalt not kill; and whosoever shall kill shall be in danger of the judgment: But I say unto you, That whosoever is angry with his brother without a cause shall be in danger of the judgment: and whosoever shall say to his brother, Raca, shall be in danger of the council: but whosoever shall say, Thou fool, shall be in danger of hell fire... Ye have heard that it was said by them of old time, Thou shalt not commit adultery: But I say unto you, That whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart... For what is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul?.. Repent ye, and believe the Gospel...I tell you, Nay: but, except ye repent, ye shall all likewise perish... I said therefore unto you, that ye shall die in your sins: for if ye believe not that I Am He, ye shall die in your sins... I Am He that liveth, and was dead; and, behold, I Am alive for evermore, Amen; and have the keys of hell and of death... I Am Alpha and Omega, the Beginning and the End, the First and the Last... I Am Alpha and Omega, the Beginning and the Ending, which is, and which was, and which is to come, the Almighty." - The Lord Jesus Christ

I also volunteered to come here for the same mission! I don't actively remember it, but I have *always* known it. Even as a very young child, I've always had this deep intuition, and knowing things without knowing why/how I knew them. I could also ask a question in my head, and close my eyes to "hear" the answer. I believed this was God answering my questions, even though nobody taught me this. I'm also extremely empathic and full of very deep love. I've never understood violence or why anybody would hurt someone. Even when I was 4 years old, I was crying about the starving children in the world, and confused as to why other children my age were selfish, such as not sharing their toys. I was always more sensitive than anybody I knew, and always felt different, like I didn't belong in this world. I was also way too intelligent for my age, in many ways. I even had my own set of morals and principles that nobody had to teach me. For example, I couldn't lie, even when my parents asked me to lie for them. I've also always had a lot of psychic abilities, although at times in my life they were stronger than they are now. I've had UFOs follow me around for the majority of my life too, and always felt a loving connection to them. I knew they were watching over me. They would come when I asked for them too, especially when I was feeling sad or lonely. I have no conscious memories of anything before this life, but I do have a QHHT session booked for less than 2 weeks from now.

@@ShizuruNakatsu There is no such thing as psychic abilities, but there are demonic spirits that deceive people, of which I had personal experience before the Lord saved me. Demons know that we are prideful in our unregenerate state and so they hang around us speaking lies to us. Please read these words from the Lord Jesus Christ.👉👉👉👉"I Am the Way, the Truth, and the Life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by Me... Verily, verily, I say unto you, Before Abraham was, I Am... I Am the Bread of Life: he that cometh to Me shall never hunger; and he that believeth on Me shall never thirst... I Am the Door: by Me if any man enter in, he shall be saved, and shall go in and out, and find pasture... Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it... I Am the Good Shepherd: the Good shepherd giveth His life for the sheep. But he that is an hireling, and not the shepherd, whose own the sheep are not, seeth the wolf coming, and leaveth the sheep, and fleeth: and the wolf catcheth them, and scattereth the sheep. The hireling fleeth, because he is an hireling, and careth not for the sheep. I Am the Good Shepherd, and know My sheep, and Am known of Mine. As the Father knoweth Me, even so know I the Father: and I lay down My life for the sheep. And other sheep I have, which are not of this fold: them also I must bring, and they shall hear My voice; and there shall be one fold, and one Shepherd. Therefore doth My Father love Me, because I lay down My life, that I might take it again. No man taketh it from Me, but I lay it down of Myself. I have power to lay it down, and I have power to take it again. This commandment have I received of My Father... My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow Me: And I give unto them eternal life; and they shall never perish, neither shall any man pluck them out of My hand. My Father, which gave them Me, is greater than all; and no man is able to pluck them out of My Father's hand. I and My Father are One... I Am the Resurrection, and the Life: he that believeth in Me, though he were dead, yet shall he live: And whosoever liveth and believeth in Me shall never die. Believest thou this?.. I Am the Light of the world: he that followeth Me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the Light of life... And this is the condemnation, that Light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than Light, because their deeds were evil. For every one that doeth evil hateth the Light, neither cometh to the Light, lest his deeds should be reproved. But he that doeth truth cometh to the Light, that his deeds may be made manifest, that they are wrought in God... Ye must be born again... Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of Water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the Kingdom of God. That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again. The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, and whither it goeth: so is every one that is born of the Spirit... If ye believe not that I Am He, ye shall die in your sins... If any man come to Me, and hate not his father, and mother, and wife, and children, and brethren, and sisters, yea, and his own life also, he cannot be My disciple. And whosoever doth not bear his cross, and come after Me, cannot be My disciple... Behold, we go up to Jerusalem; and the Son of man shall be betrayed unto the chief priests and unto the scribes, and they shall condemn Him to death, And shall deliver Him to the Gentiles to mock, and to scourge, and to crucify Him: and the third day He shall rise again... And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of man be lifted up: That whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have eternal life. For God so loved the world, that He gave His Only Begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life. For God sent not His Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through Him might be saved. He that believeth on Him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God... All that the Father giveth Me shall come to Me; and him that cometh to Me I will in no wise cast out... No man can come to Me, except the Father which hath sent Me draw him: and I will raise him up at the last day. It is written in the prophets, And they shall be all taught of God. Every man therefore that hath heard, and hath learned of the Father, cometh unto Me... Come unto Me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you, and learn of Me; for I Am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls... Therefore said I unto you, that no man can come unto Me, except it were given unto him of My Father... As thou hast given Him power over all flesh, that He should give eternal life to as many as thou hast given Him... And this is the will of Him that sent Me, that every one which seeth the Son, and believeth on Him, may have everlasting life: and I will raise him up at the last day... Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth, where moth and rust doth corrupt, and where thieves break through and steal: But lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt, and where thieves do not break through nor steal: For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also... Have ye not read, that He which made them at the beginning made them male and female, And said, For this cause shall a man leave father and mother, and shall cleave to his wife: and they twain shall be one flesh? Wherefore they are no more twain, but one flesh. What therefore God hath joined together, let not man put asunder... Hearken unto Me every one of you, and understand: There is nothing from without a man, that entering into him can defile him: but the things which come out of him, those are they that defile the man. If any man have ears to hear, let him hear... Are ye so without understanding also? Do ye not perceive, that whatsoever thing from without entereth into the man, it cannot defile him; Because it entereth not into his heart, but into the belly, and goeth out into the draught, purging all meats? That which cometh out of the man, that defileth the man. For from within, out of the heart of men, proceed evil thoughts, adulteries, fornications, murders, Thefts, covetousness, wickedness, deceit, lasciviousness, an evil eye, blasphemy, pride, foolishness: All these evil things come from within, and defile the man... Ye have heard that it was said of them of old time, Thou shalt not kill; and whosoever shall kill shall be in danger of the judgment: But I say unto you, That whosoever is angry with his brother without a cause shall be in danger of the judgment: and whosoever shall say to his brother, Raca, shall be in danger of the council: but whosoever shall say, Thou fool, shall be in danger of hell fire... Ye have heard that it was said by them of old time, Thou shalt not commit adultery: But I say unto you, That whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart... For what is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul?.. Repent ye, and believe the Gospel...I tell you, Nay: but, except ye repent, ye shall all likewise perish... I said therefore unto you, that ye shall die in your sins: for if ye believe not that I Am He, ye shall die in your sins... I Am He that liveth, and was dead; and, behold, I Am alive for evermore, Amen; and have the keys of hell and of death... I Am Alpha and Omega, the Beginning and the End, the First and the Last... I Am Alpha and Omega, the Beginning and the Ending, which is, and which was, and which is to come, the Almighty." - The Lord Jesus Christ

@@ShizuruNakatsu What’s the session?

There are definitely dark spirits that feed off of your negative and painful experiences. I was abused as a child. It’s not uncommon for abused children to grow up to have dark fantasies. As I’ve healed through the years, my fantasies become less dark. However, throughout my life, I’ve had times when I couldn’t even get out of bed for hours (and this would last for 3 to 4 days) because the fantasies took such a dark turn it was like they had a life of their own. A few years ago, it happened again. On the 3rd morning, I’m struggling to break the fantasy so I could function and get out of bed. All of a sudden, a realization came to me. These WEREN’T MY THOUGHTS! It was comical because I very casually said to myself “Hey, those aren’t my thoughts.”, and it stopped immediately! Whoever was fueling my trauma was creating these fantasies by feeding on and enhancing my emotional and mental damage. They were taking advantage of the negativity that was already inside me. Sounds scary, but it wasn’t. I’d already been having all kinds of spiritual/supernatural experiences, so my attitude had changed by now. I thought it was hilarious! It was like I had been being punked all these years. I couldn’t blame them for their nature. What was incredible was, as soon as they realized I was on to them, they took off immediately. I could feel them pulling back. It hasn’t happened since. I think that they took off so quickly when I clearly was amused and not angry, afraid, or felt like a victim shows who really had the power in that situation. I hope this helps. I’ve struggled with what your feeling too, but that experience led me to have different theories on what’s really going on here.

I think you intuition is right, we are brought here for malevolent reasons, and trapped via reincarnation by malevolent entities.

@@jeremyeblack4987 I've struggled from abuse too also adult bullying. I'm 62 now and have had many meaningful spiritual experiences 💕

I have watched many NDE’s and it sounds like we are talked into coming here, or we want to, but if we don’t complete our goals we are put back until it’s completed. You may be on a cycle of having to complete something and I can see how that would make it feel pushed. The good news is is sounds like this loop is ending. That we have done it all here and will be wrapping up this structure. The last ones to finish up will die off and we will start a new experience here of our choosing. 🤷🏼‍♀️

ALMIGHTY GOD KABIR is the father of all souls that JESUS, MOHAMMAD, GURU NANAK, VEDH was telling in BIBLE, QURAN, GURU GRANTHA SAHEB LIVING BEING IS OUR RACE,MANKIND IS OUR RELIGION HINDU,MUSLIM,SIKH,CRISTAIN,THERE IS NO SEPARATE RELIGION SAINT RAMPALJI MAHARAJ is the present MESSENGER of ALMIGHTY KABIR

I think I’m gonna go to a chill place by the water to just meditate every day

How do i meditate? Do I listen to bilinuar frequency? Any tips to start?

@@jiveturkkeyy just focus on your breathe …

I wish that would happen to me. I would love to feel what unconditional love feels like❤

I unfortunately do not have any pre-birth memories and never had any near death experiences so I don't know why I reincarnated on earth but your story resonates with me. I hope that was the case for me as well and that this is the last time I have to reincarnate in this horrific realm as you say. I feel like I've always had one foot here and one foot in the spiritual world and have always hated and resisted being here and longed to "go home". I am so sensitive so I can profoundly feel how dark and dense this realm is. I guess how I feel resonates with my birth as well like her.. my mom was in labor for a long time and she said I just didn't want to come out so they ended up doing a C-section. So I think I was probably resisting incarnating as well and was given the boot at the time of the C-section lol

I can so understand this comment

I have snippets of this.... BEINGS watching me in a kind of send off....to complete my 'mission'.... what mission....? ....but it has been erased....

​@@volpeverde6441I was told, "to learn to love".

@@NinetiesYouthmemories are missing. From what I’ve understood, it’s not mandatory nor requested. Our higher selves themselves (we ourselves) WANT to come here because of expansion and growth or whatnot.

I think you were given the boot😊

​@@Smokeylucas.... and silent because in shock....😇, I think so, too.🤗

@@wesboundmusic Not exactly what I remember 🥰 even to this day I’m not dying to go back, I love earth. I know my mission here, 100% and I’ve known it early!

I think I didn't want to come either because my mom was in labor for so long and she said I just didn't want to come out so it resulted in a C-section. So I think that I was given the boot right as they decided to perform the C-section lol

I was a breach baby with the umbilical cord wrapped around my neck. The doctor had to unwrap the cord and manually turn me right side up (crowning position) before I came out of the birth canal. My first baby picture should of had the caption "what a day I've had!" I am sure my mother felt the same way! I was born a girl, but had my dad's face. No doubts who the papa was! 😂🎉

Thank you so much for watching!

I can't think of a single orthodoxy or "extreme" version of a human religion that is objectively better than either nothing, or simply someone agnostic/secular-humanist/"spiritual"

I remember as a young girl, writing a book for a grade school contest. It was called the only girl. In the 1960's, anyway I didn't want anyone to know how I really felt so I threw it away on the way walking to school. I was raised in a very large family, and wasn't allowed to participate in much. I've always felt the longing to go home too, yet the love I've given and have shown to others. Must be why I'm here for so long, now at 62 I am a victim of adult bullying.long story.

I've never happen being here either, I wish I could go home.

How could you be so brave 🙏🏻🙏🏻

Thank you so much for watching!

Beware of tricksters showing you ways of power and "hidden knowledge". There's always a price to pay, it's never for free.

@@sharon_rose724how do you know if their tricksters or not? Why would they want to trick you anyway?

@@Amanah1111 Because that's the nature of a trickster lol. I guess the only way to know if you are being tricked is intuition and discernment. I've had some massive lessons in those departments in the past few years.

As long as you follow these entities do whatever they tell you, they will be very loving. The moment you say no and get close True God they will show their true colors and threaten you! Another way to distinguish is carrying holy or blessed objects, oil or water. I mean properly blessed!

Entities, spirits, and demons are thought/emotion form bodies. They are energy beings that influence human thought and action. The tv preachers do not know how to caste them out and are "possessed" themselves by negative spirits. We all are being influenced by thought forms and their energy. We just have to become aware of them, observe them, and not let them control our beliefs, emotions, and actions. This is why we are told to keep your eye on Jesus or be peaceful like the Buddha and so forth...positive thought forms (spirits) also influence are thoughts and actions - our personality and lifestyle. All it can take is invoking a spirit through intention to invite it into your consciousness. This is why we are told to be careful about "opening doors" to "Satan." Although what I have come to learn as of late is how environmental and industrial toxins have their own spirits that are causing mass illness for humanity, especially for children. Everything physical here also has its own spirit/energy and can be influenced by outside spirit/energy. The more trauma, the more sponge like you are due to holes in your etheric aura, disassociation, and the more likely you will experience more trauma due to holding that energy. Energy protection and calling back one's energy/soul retrieval is so vital for sensitive, traumatized individuals. It used to be commonly taught but nowadays is largely viewed as "woo woo." I do not know exactly why the spiritual/energetic realm exists other than it is a vital part of this life experience just like the invisible world of microscopic life that can't be seen by the naked eye but serves its purpose for life here on this planet. Or like how the Universe or the workings of the human body are largely a mystery. There is so much we do not fully understand about our existence but the spirit/energetic world has been a major theme in all cultures throughout all times. It is very real.

My mom was also born in an alcoholic family in the Soviet Union in the 70s. She became alcoholic as a teen, a heavy one and she was extremely abusive and cruel with me. Physically, emotionally… she sexually abused my sister as a kid and I was also exposed to sex and violence as a kid. She endured herself so much violence. She was involved in gangs and prostitution mafias.. she became more and more violent. I escaped her at 11. I got in touch with her as an adult and she is mentally destroyed and she is 100% a psychopath. You can just see in her empty eyes. Your skin just crawls in her presence. Some people told me she has some very dark energy with her, like a demon type energy . She had some psychotic breaks talking with me vía WhatsApp texting nonsense staff.. and at some point she told me: do you know who is Lucifer? He is not bad.. I turned to his side cause here is just so painful, what’s the point to be on the side of god? I know her soul is broken.. her mind.. and I’m sure repressed pain, unbearable pain becomes an entity itself. With a set of behavior and compensatory actions.. even against your “loved ones”.

@@Starstorm111she may need a real exorcism. It is very dangerous to involve in occult, they will drag you down with them!

I love your comment. You are absolutely correct .

You are not alone❤

KAABER. GOD. ALMIGHTY 🙏🙏

Negative emotions: anger,depression,lies, slander, unworthiness & fornication and pattern negative thinking will lower your frequency. Love, Joy, empathy, truth raise or maintain high frequency. For example an infant born naturally without toxins will be at a very high frequency however Xav and life’s wickedness and coldness will turn a heart of gold into coal!

Me too! I used to cry out to God as a young child begging him to take me home. I still feel that I don’t want to be here

I can relate to that too

like half the planet can relate 😆👍

Totally understand. 💜🙏🕯️🕊️🧬🌎⚖️💜

Me too. I was always a melancholy child: a true Wednesday’s child, full of woe. And never really fitting in anywhere. I’m the same today.

Humm...how are you sure of that? Are you in a pristine spiritual level with your actions and such? Are you in close contact with your guardian angel and spiritual guide? Because all of us soul have this but sorrow to say I have not made contact with them yet.

I was not told the reason in my meditation, I don't think I'm supposed to know, at least not yet

WAAAOOO!!!

yes! lets figure this out thank God for Melissa

As I understand it, the motivating factor is much faster spiritual growth or evolution than on the other side. That is, through love and learning. So, it's a sacred achievement there. also, we know that it will end quickly enough and we will be on another level.

Sending you love and light. The last few years have been hard. You can get sober again.

Cheering you on, stranger. You can get sober again, all it takes is one decision, one day, and then the same decision, the next day. Do it for you.

Substance abuse is a depressant and leaves you vibrating low and can allow energies in try meditating and grounding

Yet it made my heart hurt for 2 days, yet I'm 62...5'11" 175 lbs.. diabetic though. guess not everyone can handle it :(

Yes, this is in conflict with other NDA's I have read and viewed. Maybe it is whatever you believe strongly in. Just don't know!

It IS loving: like a loving bird mother push the little, afraid thing, out of the nest: it needs to go out. And believe me! "mutatis mutandi", I am in this exact process with my son; it is painful, we both need and we're getting psychology help, but it is a necessary step for both of us: he needs to go live his life. Same with the soul: it agreed with this plan, if the soul is ready, it should follow through with the plan that it had been helped come with before getting to the point of coming this way. It is such a loving process.

​@@telviamonteza7420 I totally disagree with that. There's millions ways to do it more gentle. They're not considering at all and doing their job bad.

@@houdinitheincrediblerabbit288 Oh!, you for sure know a lot about them over there.

@@houdinitheincrediblerabbit288 I've watch Christian Sundberg pre-birth experience and is so interesting; he was convince twice or three times to come here.

Tried it, at 62. My heart started hurting :)

Sounds to me like you are in a perfect spot. You understand and now only The Relationship with your Creator, The Creator, will answer your remaining questions and give you a reason for remaining some years more. That's Good News because Heaven is not boring and with The Relationship, you can participate in the planning of your future, both here and beyond.

Maybe, but ...¿do you NEED them? ¿what for? They are draining your energy and you need the most of it to live to your full potential.