"it's so cruel to let people love you, all you're doing is promising you'll one day break their hearts" this was deep

"The loneliest people are the kindest, the saddest people smile the brightest, and the most damaged people are the wisest. All because they don't wish to see others suffer like they do." -Someone from KZfaq comments just spreading the words

"The hardest thing about depression is that it's addictive. It begins to feel uncomfortable not to be depressed. You feel guilty for feeling happy."

This hits different on the last week of high-school and knowing you may never see some of your classmates again

"Diane, do you ever look up at the stars and feel like they're tiny holes in the sky sucking out all the oxygen and suddenly you can't breathe because you're thinking about how small you are and how meaningless it all really is."

The first time i fell in love with someone, i turned them down thinking to my self i could never be enough. Eventuality, they did ask me out, but i was not ready to love. I was too nieve. I responded with "wait for me". Eventually i did ask her out. She said yes. It felt as if my whole world was changed. We spent all our time together and it was pure bliss. We were happy. And yet, after years, she caught a glimps of another guy. And left me. Its hard to think that this person would ask someone out, make them feel love and happiness for the first time, but can take it away in the snap of their fingers. Now that i have experienced what love is, and how it feels, i want it more, but knowing the pain that i can come from it makes me reluctant to ever love again. Just by the fear of that pain. Maybe im not meant to love. Maybe i never will again. Even tho i say so much about not loving, i would still go through my experiences with her again, just for that smile. To me, that's what love is. Thx for reading this. Dont forget to enjoy everything while its still with u.

last week of high school and finally being free of all those people who harmed you for the last 12 years huh... feels freeing

Most of you talk about the sadness of losing someone. But who do you miss if who you lost is yourself and who you were back in times that are just not coming back

I know I said I wouldn't be uploading any copyrighted playlists but this one right here means a lot to you guys ♥♥

Just so everyone knows it’s ok if you cry even if we don’t know you we are here for you

I don‘t even speak English but this playlist make me cry... thank you

everyone talking about how their lives are but what about the guy that uploaded this playlist..?

my grandpa died 3 hours ago. i really wish i got to know him better i feel like i missed out on every chance i had to be with him. at least i got to say goodbye…

i know everyone has their own stories here i'm gonna just release my thoughts. there was a girl in my uni but i'm planning to moving on so im gonna drop out that uni, which means l will probably never meet them again like never. it was exactly 4 months before my last day at uni, when l started to feel something towards her. but i knew it will never work and l was scared to approach her seeing her attitude which is silent, introvert, barely talks with anyone, specially those face expressions. anyone could think that she is a high headed one but you will see that slight upside down shy smile only if you notice every single little thing like how kind, pure and beautiful she looks when she smiles. and l remember how l used to look at the lecture hall door till she appears and that fast heart beating l get like l'm having a heart attack, like when everything around you disappear but only her, sometimes that 1 second eye contact we hold, that feeling like i'm drowning in water and my only saviour is her, the tightness in my throat, heart, whole body, everything is now over. it's been a week since i dropped that uni and l still have dreams of her, waking up with tears. l don't even know her name, age, where she is from. most of our batch mates do not know anything about her since she does not talk with anyone and even l did not try harder knowing that this will only wound myself but who am l to kidding. and l was scared this is the first time l felt something strong for someone. for all this time i was someone who did not chase love or believe in love and l still do not know whether this is just a mere feeling or not. those silly thoughts i got when over shoulders brush at elevator one day. how i compared our height difference.how l thought me and her whenever l see a cute couple being lovely. even just holding hands, l wanted to feel it with her. hug her tightly so she can not run away. but everything is over now. l will not ever see her again( also thanks to my great friends whom i can not even open up. so yeah) hope l will never get feelings like this.

felt weird not seeing this playlist in my main page

You are the man for giving us this. You will be remembered.

I fell in love with someone for the first time, and that was all it took for me to never love again. Her sighs of relief as I lied to her about my feelings, while her friends surrounded her, also felt relieved.

I'm sorry we left off so sour, but having the time spent with you was amazing, and I thank you.

When i read "your last time together"... Damn, I miss her (best friend, friendship ended)

My grandma Diane just passed an hour ago, that intro got me… Love you grandma! ❤

Thinking back to my high school days really hits me hard every time, yes there are those that i hate or dislike, but even so i do miss all of them, even the girl i liked, even though it doesnt matter because i have moved on and met my partner, hanging out with the boys, the gang, and the girls too, but what hits the most is that we wont ever smile and laugh as hard as then anymore, the memories every time i listen to these playlist just surges back and makes me damn emotional. Still, im happy with my life now , and will bring forward all of the memories with me. Its not much, but to whom has read until this point, i wish you all the best in striving to become a better version of yourself. The memories will be with you forever, but making new ones with new people and your loved ones will always show you that its worth living in this world.

To be honest my bestfriend just texted me 10 minutes ago and said : hey... I'm going to another city for the next three years and when I'll come back I'll probably won't find you ( I'm 14 btw so I can't go to her visit her or do anything). And I started crying from that time and I'm still tho while I'm writing and now my whole family is starting judging me because I'm crying for my bestfriend that I've known her for the past 11years... I know some of you will judge me cause I'm just 14 and you'll think that I'm doing it just for likes and to get some attention but my bestfriend was really my only family my whole family hates me from the bottom to the top and she was my only safe place.

I would never have expected I would met my most attached friend group at a random game back when I was twelve... Now seeing it now.. I was so lucky we decided to keep contact on discord... And of all of them there is him, the one since the moment we met, we didn't stop taking to each other and getting along among our stupid crap we said at those times.. the reason why we clicked... We were more alike than we thought, we were two kids who just got out of school due problems and were neurodivergent and lonely who never had th chance to have irl friends. He brought me so much laughs, memories and feeling of belonging through all of my adolescence, I would have never found things I nowadays like if it wasn't from him. He encouraged me to be better.. Despite few fights there and there I always had that role of keeping the group together.. I was the heart of the group, he was the soul of it. For me, he became more than friend, he became a brother. To slowly realize as we grow up his reality.. I.. everything fell down. Physically, emotionally abused, shit hole of family and things I prefer not to say. His mental health was already bad when I met him and at the moment everyone reached our 20s and started their own lives. Most of the time it was just me and him on the chat... He became suicidal and severely depressed. No matter how much I tried to do something to help him, it wouldn't be enough, he needed irl asap. But we were thousands of kilometers apart.. I can't do nothing.. He had breakdowns every now and then, but even so we still did the things we always did together all along.. He wishes he never has been born, that he only brings bad stuff and he's the reason ot why I am emotionally worse now... He says I should regret meeting him.. it "would" have been better at the same time he says I'm the only person who never has betrayed him .... It hurts a lot....... My biggest wish would be able to met him , get him off that hellscape , run together.. somewhere else where we can be our true selves and finally be free as brothers ... But only I can day dream To this time he's still alive.. but sometimes I can't avoid thinking everyday this could be our last time together.... I don't want to be alone anymore

What do you do when everything feels pointless? Like things are not bad but you see no more value from anything and the only comfort left comes from staying trapped in your own personal space. Like I see people do things like it's natural, like when they laugh with kids but for me it's not natural at all. I don't know, feels like I'm stuck everywhere, in my life, in my mind, in my soul. I tried to get help many times in different ways and it either was of no help or made things worse. I can't remember the last time I was genuinely happy or excited for something.

We had so much fun together, he was my everything, but whenever we were on distance, we were fighting about silliest things, but they didn’t make me love him less, no. 3 weeks before I supposed to fly to him, he said I was too much for him and what he feels is not enough to continue our relationship. Still I feel like everything has no point in this life without him. Our last time together was so heartwarming and loving moment. I cannot love anyone else in this world, he’s the only one. And I hope he’ll have a wonderful life. The one who made this playlist, thank you, you make me feel better. Love is a gift Thank you❤️

3rd time watching. there is a deep sadness in my heart which i can physically feel. i can feel my lungs losing will. i dont know why i am sad, only that i am.

my last year at high school everyone will go on their own way ... i wish my friends don't get changed

You over there, the one scrolling through the comments, yeah you, come here and read this for a moment 0.00001% Wonder what it is? You had a 0.00001% chance to be born a human, and not to mention that you are rare, everything from your fingerprint to your personality, everything is exceptionally rare, Remember this one thing, Everything that happens is in God's plan, All the good, all the bad, everything is planned by god, The devil might be screaming right now, but God's there watching in the corner waiting for the right moment to elevate your life, Don't end your life, Even though you feel nobody loves you, Some people do including me and everyone in the comments, If you don't believe me, then remember that god loves you, God loves all his creations, and find them all beautiful. I can't say that I know how you feel right now, because I don't know what you're going through, Just know that you are one of the rarest creatures in the world, and some people love you, including god (and me ofc ily

I lost my dad in 2021. I was 17 about to turn 18 and would be graduating in a couple months. I remember being on the facetime with him and not having a single topic or word to speak because i didn't know what to talk about. So i sat there and eventually my mom took the phone back and said i was terrible at holding conversations. My dad was tired but i heard him laugh. So i just said k. And left the room to go do something else. My dad was in the hospital and was getting better. I remember the day like it was yesterday. It was a monday night and i was supposed to have my field hockey banquet but didn't attend. We all went to sleep and then i felt like i was being shaken awake. No one was near me but i did hear my mom's voice and then heard the door slam. Got up to investigate and found she left late within the night. I couldn't sleep so i waited for her by the couch. She returned eventually and with her came my grandma and grandpa (mom side) I think i knew it but i had to ask. My mom began to wail. I think she was holding it until she got home. "He didn't make it" that night slowly became a blur. My dad passed away in the night from a blood clot that was caused by the medication he was given by the doctors. My dad did not see me turn 18. My dad did not see me graduate or go to college. He will not see me get married. He won't even see who i become. I never even said I love you or goodbye. Not even with that phone call. I never thought my dad who was the strongest person i knew would disappear from my life like this. I miss him everyday and can't help but think about what he would say or do. At my graduation would he have cheered and been proud? It hurts more knowing a loved would've been there if they could have than having someone not love you back. You could always get over the other person but the absence of someone who loved you dearly speaks volumes. Im done yapping. Im sorry for rambling. It's been almost 3 years and the wound still feels fresh. My siblings don't really talk about it much because they are much younger than me and my mom is dating and seems ober him.

❤❤ love this when I tried to listen to this song yesterday I was surprised that this song was not playing but now it's soothing my heart a lot

Saying goodbye to my childhood friends soon.. Graduation is by the end of May, i can sense all the memories burning away slowly as time goes on.

Bro when i read this one you did (I didn't know this is our last day together) this is my last year leaving school bro😢😔 Man I will miss my friends. Damn the days goes fast huh😔😥🥺

i usually moved group of friends to group of friends but now i realised ive left a lot of people alone, stranded i finally found some friends that fit me that are like me but im still not letting those other ones go the nick names they gave me from giving them a juicebox i hoppe my old friends are ok and we can still be bros - keep running because if you stop you might fall

My boyfriend broke up with me two days after our date and i had no idea it was our last time together. I would have cherished it more.😢

all you`re doing is promising you`ll one day breaking their hearts" hits hard

i love this channel, community, and playlists so much. in fact, i always come back to listen to your playlists every now and then!

I never thought it would be the last time with her. Also thank you for this playlist 💗

I think one of the most messed up feelings is wanting to be happy, being able to smile, laugh, and feel love but know it doesnt last long or forever or you cant pretend to be someone your not so others will love a versio of you. That its always been a "rush" to be cared about, be told wow your handsome today or jnlove hearing you sing to yourself, and when you find people who give that rush in your life to have them disappear because your an overthinker, over worried, over caring, over sharing, overwhelmed, let people walk all over you rather than hurt someone else and be a monster..or just over it all in general. Messed up that the people we really need in ournlives are right here in the comments behind screens, lord knows how far apart. Yet so close. Im broken so bad the dust cries for mercy yet ill still try to hold yalls pieces together best i can😅🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲

"Günlerdir hissettiğim bu şey ben yarım mı kaldım.." 🖤

thanks for re-uploading. this playlist is great.

I just left my old school and my country I'm now leaving in another country permanently and I spent my whole life dedicated to that school I was on top of my class I have a billboard of me was in the student council and one of the role models and it's sad that I had to leave everything behind and there's no way I can go back but I'm happy with the memories I made there😊

This is so good considering she left, kinda comforting

this playlist calms my agitated soul so much , thanks

"I'm sorry, but I want to feel weak... at least for a little bit"

Everyday I sleep knowing that because of having this disease I might not wake up from my sleep, i don’t even know how long will I last but I am trying best and yet I still make mistakes for everyone to leave me, I am really sorry that I keep on making mistakes I don’t want it to happen I am really sorry.

This playlist makes me feel like I'm in heaven

i really love her, to the point that i wish i never met her at all :

This playlist is tooo goood. Have to make some AMV's out of them!

we had so much fun. i thought he would be the one. then he jus disappeared. by dissapear i mean he said he was going to be gone for a few days and hasnt come back..

For anyone curious. The picture is from "I want to eat your pancreas." It is a beautifully written, though painful anime. 10 out of 10 recommend. That said, amazing playlist, my guy.

I think, when everyone of us read the title, it remind us the one person that meant world to us…I lost her, friend, person i loved, someone who stayed with me until 4am awake…

piano + violin = supreme

It hits hurt when u can relate to it..

The most painful part was watching her crying on her bed... The bed that we shared so many good times like Halloween coming home after walking around and watching movies until that got cut off by her needing to leave or when we layed and talked for hours... I remember her favorite vinyl was playing the album that had helped bring us together in our last days but that music has turned sour Everytime I hear those songs all I can think is of her and how the last time that I will ever be in that room with her I left her crying not able to think straight through the pain... I know throughout I was walked over I know I'm happyer now but the image of how happy she was how happy I could have been if she changed I wish it was different I wish instead of how I left you on that night we could have just kissed and made up I wish I wasn't forced to hold onto the ghost of who you were I wish you could have seen how badly you were hurting me... I loved you I wish you loved me enough to change before it was to late

I had a lot of friends once, before covid, when we went online they went back the next year, i didnt, i homeschooled for another year and when i came back in 8th grade they all forgot about me, my best friend took a long time to recognize me, i talk with him for a couple days before i told him he didnt know it was me now in high-school hes forgotten about me and we bearly talk to him, i have people that i talk to but i know they are never going to be a real friend like he was

Just got my heart kinda broken lol. This playlist kinda expresses how i feel rn.

Она сидела у меня на коленках в подъезде, мы мило болтали. Была зима, и я крепко-крепко обнимал её, чтобы она не замёрзла. Я согревал её руки, шею, а она смотрела на меня своими сияющими, как тогда мне казалось, глазами. Я видел в них всё, что мне нужно было. А она видела в моих таких же горящих глазах, смотрящих на неё, всё то, что нужно было ей. Я был влюблен в неё уже как полгода. Я менялся ради неё, я старался делать её счастливой, я не видел в своей жизни никого, кроме неё. Мы сидели так до самой ночи, после чего я проводил её, а она как обычно поцеловала меня на прощание. Когда я шёл домой, я был самым счастливым человеком на свете. Больше я её ни разу не видел. Никогда и никого я не смогу полюбить также сильно, как любил её.

When i read "your last time together"... Damn, I miss him!!!

Thank you for re-upload I need this still 😢

Gracias a dios me aparecio el resubido, no me hubiera gustado perder esta hermosa playlist.

Épic play list

God's got you all. "So with you: Now is your time of grief, but I will see you again and you will rejoice, and no one will take away your joy." John 16:22

these lines from bojack at the beginning.. we watched it together in the last month of our communication. he said that Diane and I were very similar, huh..

finallly i can be vibing this sad night again

This hit me in places that really hurt

i think i may do it tonight. this is a very good playlist and i think today is going to be the last time that i would've spoken to them. to all of them. if things go my way ill be gone in the morning

05/18 i didn't know it was our last time last time together, holding hands i didn't realize, nor notice that quiet, light change in how you said my name before i knew it was the end before i knew your love has died and died the happiness, my heart

I finally found the person that makes me happy, just to cruel that everything's working against us. So I guess I'll go back to having no home

i'm crying ... no reason ...

my favorite play list

such a great playlist thankyou

omg! i was trying to play this playlist that i had saved and i was so confused that it wasnt playing, i'm glad its back up!

TUHS tbh you are the best channel ever I saw you reply to a lot comment and it is so appreciate of you man hope you have a good day ! :3

i dont know if anyone will read this but im turning 18 in a few months and i feel like ive never truly felt happy in ages and nothing is like it is before. i keep looking back at when i was 10-13 and everything was so simple back then. now im all alone, even though i have friends and family i feel so completely alone and im scared to open up, i dont want to get attached to anyone, im so scared to love but at the same time i cant take it anymore. i met someone online a few days ago and we hit it off really quickly and got comfortable and i thought i could take it if we were to stop talking because ive mastered being detached but the second they stop talking to me and it seems like its over im back to feeling that awful loneliness again and idk what to do. i guess i accidentally got emotionally attached too quickly? and maybe caught feelings though i dont wanna admit it to myself?? well, anyway, life is so shit, i dont know what even keeps me going, nothing makes me happy anymore, i feel like im on my last damn straw right now and idek what to do

I moved from place to place Country to country City to City. I never got the feeling what it felt like... To have a friend that always stuck with you.

'' Maybe together but not for ever'' saddest thing i've ever heard...

There is a way , am feeling low and listen to this , it takes me really low , but after , u fee energized and ready to keep pushing on , ,

wooow, thanks a lot

This is peaceful and sad at the same time, bringing the happy, funny and saddest moments you have with your loved ones really digs deep as we grow older cherish the time you have. p.s love the playlist :)

"I'm writing from a translator" Thanks to the Author for this playlist) I added everything that was in my playlist, there will be something to listen to in the summer evening looking at the sunset)💙

I loved him so much that i could not realize that he used me for his physical satisfaction . am i that useless

I’m done caring I’m done living I’m. Just. Done…

Being alone giving me a peace, Freedom, Happiness i love how im being alone

"dont be sad shes just not right but there still one person that waiting for you to come back"jesus love(o3o)

Thank you man, I love you

Thank you for this playist I dont feel well but when I watch this video I feel beter TYSM 🌟

thank you

Te dedico el título de este vídeo. 0:00

One day soon i will probably pass on and i just hope those i love know i did everything to stay.. i hate this illness and hope it gets better one day but if it doesnt...

maybe this is our last time together, I felt sad, I don't know but for her I'm just a boy that can't appreciate her, but in fact I did everything all my best, just to keep her mine but now everything was gone hope she's doing well, without me.

Hello I'm soooo stressed about school I have the bac exam and it's really hard in Morocco where I live so i do lot of housework and this playlist helped me to feel what i needed to

Oh dear, I thought you were the one who will suffuse colours around me essentially like rainbow. Nevertheless it was somewhere precise too, As rainbow are once in a blue moon at the end of rain. Its a flake so that he was too. I desiderate, not less than but desired to be like sun and moon, As they ensure to remigrates to gratified us. But tho i forget afterall he was a flake. I wrote this for him as he broke up with me:)

This playlist is so beutiful🥰🥰

the last time i saw her i never once thought that it would or could be the last time, she was my crush and i still love her and the last time i saw her i ignored her because i was petty, i just wanted her attention and to talk to me but she clearly didn't want to talk to me (i didn't realize back then) and she couldn't even be honest to me about it, she's blocked me on 2 different messaging platforms and i'm never gonna see or talk to her every again, listening to this made my heart ache for her (like other things) but a bit more painful

U saved me My dead thoughts come around and i NEED this to cope Can be an addiction or dependence but i dont give a fuck So thank u 0:15

the wallpaper.... nostalgia...

My heart goes out to you

Yes!! Thank you!

Still can't get over the fact me and my friend friendzoned each other. We loved each other and didn't even realize it was mutual until years later when we both moved away. From 7th grade to graduating high school actually insane when we found out 🤣

it's so cruel to let people love you, all you're doing is promising you'll one day break their hearts