navo, I don’t know your story but I hope life is delivering you happiness and fulfillment and know that your playlists have impacted a million lives thank you

same here. hope your doing ok too

❤

thats my birthday, i share it with my grandmother.

I’m going to call her now. It makes me sick we’ve all lost so much time for people not worthy it.

I wish mine was alive right now., gosh has no idea how big her boy has grown 😢😢 I still feel her love even when she's isn't around she was the best thing that ever happened to me

I am sorry to hear brother ❤️ family IS ALL I CARE ABOUT ! Girls friends people yeha that’s cool but family is always there and has always been there no matter what you truly think you can’t change family , but hey man your grandma is watching over you and wishing you the best in everything ❤️

lowkey how is this a fun fact

unfortunately many have to learn the hard way

To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is red, and I hope the next time you see the color red you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words-lava zoid, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)

my biggest fear. to have my final moment with someone I love to be a bad experience.

Since my grandmother died I'm always reminded of this fact

Well said.

❤️

Thats deep

Couldn’t have said it better

damn thats what i be feeling

I dont know how i would continue to live if i where to loose my wife but i know i wouldnt change her memories for anything even if it means such a great pain. You will be together soon, for now please do your best to live a life she would be proud of, so you can feel her close to you forever!

🫂

My condolences to you brother may she rest at the right hand of God & wait gracefully for you. Focus on doing everything for her, instead of focusing on doing it without her. Though she may not be here in the physical anymore, she will always be with you on all other levels, never forget that.

❤❤❤

😔..💔💔💔

Heartbreaking story, that simple ''unfriended'' message must have been really hard hitting... I knew her for six years, we dated for 4 years and were officially together for 3 of those. Not only was she my gf but she was also my best friend, we were so close. We could truly share everything with each other, after all we had grown up together. Then one day, out of the blue she ghosted me, without explanation. I was worried sick thinking something must have happened to her only to then hear from a friend that she was cheating on me with someone else. I loved her unconditionally.

Girl u made me cry. Im sorry for what happened to you i hope u move on and get well soon i want u to know the real lord and god to help u. Search about the islam and u will get well thats my advice i ask u to know the real true god to help u in this ordeal

I am sorry for ur lost 😔

goodluck.

those memories will never leave you, I once had someone I used to talk to none stop we she lived across the world and our time differences were insane with me staying up till 4 in the morning or even sunrise just to keep seeing her smile and hearing her voice and somehow I made it to work while she studied. this was nearly for a year straight, we shared so many intimate secrets with each other and spent so much time together and I loved every single little thing about her, she couldn't believe someone like me was talking to her, though I felt like the lucky one and I was even wondering about moving, it was like a dream and then one day I found out it was a nightmare when scoping the net under some bad feeling that suddenly popped in my head and of course Facebook of all things I finally found her and she was married, I was older and had no clue that someone like her would be married before 30 and it destroyed me completely I live with those memories but I've learned to just let it flow in and out like the ocean, love hurts but its always better to have had these feelings to better gauge yourself for the future, I hope your ok stay safe

Man, this comment hit home for me. My boyfriend of 2.5 years broke up with me (me 21 and him 24) about 3 weeks ago. Not because of anything like cheating or anything but because he no longer thought we were compatible based off of temporary issues. It sucks when someone you thought you would spend your life with gives up on the dream you once shared together. He has been going out partying and downloaded dating apps already. Meanwhile I'm in therapy, started journaling, going to church every week, etc. It sucks to see the person you thought was the one move on so fast. We've seen each other at the gym but we both acted like strangers and didn't even acknowledge each other. Such an odd feeling when just weeks ago I thought he would one day be my husband. They say your new life will cost you your old one, I have hope that one day I'll feel like my new life was worth 10 times my old one :,) Be kind to yourself and remember God is always there even when you think he isn't.

Omg 😭 I feel the same exact way! After my breakup with my ex nothing has been the same at all! I’ve tried to date and stuff but my mind keeps going back to him. Our stories are similar….we broke up bc we had different plans for the future and with school and stuff. Our last time at this parking lot was the last time I saw him and we broke up 😢 I was wishing might hold on to our relationship bc I haven’t felt the same ever since but we both ended it 🥺 nothing feels the same anymore I’ve felt like you like I lost something very important. There’s like a blockage and I can’t seem to connect with anyone 😔 I felt like death when we broke up now I’m feeling alright but still depressed at times. Also we were together for 4 years ❤ hope you (we both) find what you are looking for 🫶🏼

I feel like this is going to happen soon .. What are some tips you guys would recommend that’ll prevent it? I’ve been dating this girl for 3 years and it will be more, but as I move to a different state because of my dad being in the military, I feel like it will slowly start dying off. I’ve been working super hard over summers to save enough for trips back and fourth to wherever we both end up next.

@@emilyluckey7242 Christ bless you for being so honest and open with your heart. God knows you helped me have a little bit of healing feeling like I'm not the only one who's experienced this heartbreak. Me and my girlfriend were dating for 2 years and God provided 3 miracles and blessed our relationship beyond belief. There were many trials from the evil one but Christ brought about this relationship, it was not by human hands that we were together. Then, on our 2 year anniversary, she said she didn't love me anymore. Just like that. Crushed me. Killed every vessel in my heart. I was suicidal for 4 months and now after 1 year and 3 months, God finally broke through and gave me peace. There are so many things that God has done in my heart and He has transformed me for the better. By His grace, my story is a testimony to those around me. Do not let the enemy feed you lies, or to anyone reading this, do not believe the lies that the pain has no purpose. IT does, which means you have a purpose as well. I wanted to tell you Emily that Christ has the best for you waiting for Him, yield to His gentle hand and He will life you up. You're story is so encouraging and I'm glad you shared it. May you be blessed and continue to trust in Jesus, even if He does not do another thing for you. Christ be with you :)

@@mccallfrank007you can’t stop what life has instore for both of you. Just do your best to stay consistent with her and communicating with her. Absence makes the heart grow fonder.❤ If it’s meant to be…geography won’t affect it all.💯💛

Thx ❤️😸

I hate everything right now my girlfriend broke up with me 💔 and I lost my friends 💔 so you tell me how I feel

@@Freddyfazbear9013 I can't tell you how you feel but I can support you of how you feel. Think of it as a pothole, you can fill it up with cement but the cement will go away eventually and will not stay there forever. So just remember this comment as a reminder and to not let anyone or anything make you feel guilty of someone or something.

​@@Freddyfazbear9013but you found yourself 🙂

There is always reason to love ❤️

To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is red, and I hope the next time you see the color red you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words-lava zoid, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)

​@@Lava_ZoidI... I actually needed this so much, thank you, this means a lot to me.

A man needs emotional control, but for a woman it's ok

@@Lava_Zoidyou took the time to write this. I appreciate your love and may god bless you 100x more 🙏🏼it is 2:25 I’ve been thinking about what is now and what will be bud I think of what was or what could of been. Change is coming and we should all embrace it. No matter what this playlist brought us through a connection. Feel it all. Good times will come!

I just want my brother to come back running into my arms.

I hope you're doing good brother

Suddenly your daughter in a coffee shop, asks: father, can i try Jasemine green tea? And you smile. You just smile.

thats cool that you have a family but still fantasize about someone from your past

you start to learn why they say to not give your heart fully to a woman, after haveing it walked over and over again. why should i? why? when i can be happy alone. i always have my back. im not going anywhere.

​@@KoloKenttime to start a novel lmao

same here… to my ex husband… im so deeply sorry.

your dad is proud of you.

^ absolutely. I have a 3 year old son and I'd be so happy to hear him say things like this about me. I promise he loved you man. God the heavenly Father loves you too, in the same way.

you too

any comment section can be great. literally any. its just most or some don't meet the "greatest comment section" type of qualifications.

there's nothing to heal, my illness is being alive and intelligent enough to see how things are and where they are going

And you'll always remember her always

no, it was not the right person for you, BUT right person for that exact moment of time for you to grow.

It wasn’t the right person.Some people just come into our lives to teach us a lesson. We don’t belong to poeple and poeple don’t belong us, don’t sad it ended, be happy it even happened and you go to experience her and excited there’s plenty of more love to experience and feel

@@Itzdree Yeah you're right, but it really, really hurts.

@@raymonddejesus4986ofc it does, and that’s okay. It’s hell, but that’s okay. Let yourself feel that pain. As humans, we like to avoid feeling so then we don’t feel anything, and then we have less to give when we start with someone new. Don’t deprive yourself of feeling, it makes us strong.

this made me cry, so simple and heartfull

What’s the first song names

May I ask who Jaden was to you?

Wanna talk about it?

We're two.

Same here.

The summer I turn pretty vibes

A beautiful little poem

I get what you mean it makes us feel less alone I appreciate you peace and love ❤😁✌️

Me too, I could not stop crying with many of these comments. I wish I could hug everyone

Same here 😢😊

It’s pretty emotional in this comments section for sure. This music is incredible. Triggers sadness in me. Btw please don’t take Our Lord’s Name in vain. Peace!

Yes... I agree. So many of these comments are really beautiful. It's nice to see peaceful comments...

‭Song of Songs 4:7 "You are altogether beautiful, my love; there is no flaw in you."

aw i hope God does whatever is the best for you both

You look incredible for 58

You made that shit up

lol nice troll story

@@Jack-ep2xtOng

I’ve heard that when it comes to this kind of loss. There are no words for it. I hope people grieve with you and don’t say much. I can’t imagine what you’re feeling. I pray God gives you the strength and guidance to learn how to live with this loss. ❤ God bless you.

thats rough man, good luck

that gave me chills man. I can't do much for you except express my deepest condolences

No parent should live to see the loss of their child. We often look back and try to find where we went wrong even if we haven't. Things just happen to us and we take everything for granted. My condolences to you, my brother.

Worst pain a human can go through, we are here for you brother, keep your head up and don’t forget to keep smiling, even in the worst times.

Hello, random person on the internet. I may not be in the same situation you are in but I really wish the best for you and whoever that boy is. Man, you're truly amazing for being able to remember and relish the small amount of time tou spent with him. I wish and hope that one day, you find that person, catch up with them, maybe perphaps even tell them you love him. I really wish the best for you and him. Wherever he may be im sure, in the back of his head, somewhere, he remembers you and the small memories he had with you.

lets make a move to find him

hey there loving stranger on the internet. i read your story and wow. i don't have much to say other than "right person, wrong time". i pray that you both run into each other but this time around, at the right time. i wish you nothing but happiness. take care and don't ever stop loving

He's probably thinking the same, is just life, you never know what's next...

@@wafflake3392 I truly hope so, thanku sm

She’s proud of you man. Just like I am.

Wait, she caught her last breath right before you saw here, or after?

❤

Bro I'm sorry fucking sorry 😢 that is the most heartbreaking thing to have experienced, seeing the love of your life pass in front of you. But in the end she wasn't alone she had you and you were there to say goodbye

The pain never fading means the love was real ❤❤

why should u be sad? u lost someone who didn’t love you.. but they lost someone who loved them why should u be sad??

​@@dark_unit2409Because you lost someone you loved and they don't care about you. Those logic games are not life hacks against pain, it's just bad way of coping. Also, smile becaus it happend-so people shouldn't grieve a lose? No, there is nothing to smile about. It's all in the past and the present sucks now.

@@hodic1562 present only sucks now cause ur stuck in the past

Gratitude is a great way of overcoming loss

*over The actual quote is don’t be sad it’s over lol

Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!

Yes, dr.porass. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.

I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.

Is he on instagram?

Yes, he is dr.porass.

Good luck to you and God speed. May you find your peace.

Sending you a big hug Internet stranger

You just broke my heart.

im so sorry for your loss

Also, to be clear, we were together. We actually lived together for a while. I even miss when he’d come take a shit while I showered lmao. Like, sir… The first time we made it official he waited so he could ask me the same day, just 2 years later, that we had sex for the first time. Then 4 years later, same date, he ODed and died. With the substance they found in his autopsy, I know he did it on purpose. But for my sanity I have to believe the date is a coincidence.

whatever doesn’t kill you only makes you stronger..

hope your doing much better these days

@@mrniceguy4500ya but it always takes a piece of you in return. Thankfully we are all still here if you can read this. That’s all that matters. Thanks though 🙏

@@eziisrealon and off but that’s life. It’s what you make of it but it’s nice that’s even someone from somewhere in the world cares even slightly. The internet always finds ways to surprise me. I hope you are well as well and you appreciate it.🫡

Im ngl this terrifies me. For the past two years I've been living life in the fast lane in terms of growing up (im a 20 year old guy) But I was somehow lucky enough to meet a woman who lives the same niche life I do and truly cares for me in every way i want. When I read what you said about happiness it struck me.. We've broken up once before in our year long romance and I've known her for two years. Shes my rock and the woman i derive my happiness from. She's the reason i get up in the morning and work as hard as I do. I wouldn't give up or anything like that if i lost her but emotionally I would never be the same.

♥♥♥♥♥

This one ☝️ hit the nail on the head

This is me bro.

it does , but a change in your mind can solve that , set your mind on a few goals you have & achieve them big or small no matter how long it takes , always look forward to something.

well said brother

I feel you brother. Sometimes the right things just happen at the wrong time :(

😔

😫😫😫😫😫

Iam so sorry!! I'll be praying for you 🙏

I hope you are doing okay

He was probably though in pain. Insanely happy. To di3 knowing he had you. It's messed up to think about. Sorry to hear that.

My condolences for your loss🙏🏾❤️

Rest in peace to your sister. I am an only child, and I will warn you from my own experience, that life without any siblings has the potential to be very lonely if you're not careful. Stay vigilant and keep her in your heart!

I can't imagine one of my sisters dying I would literally die after them, rip to your sister 💔

You don't know me so this may mean nothing, but sending love regardless. My heart breaks for you and your beautiful sister.

Something about your story really clicked with me. I'm so, so sorry. If you need somebody to talk to, I imagine you have better options than a stranger on the internet but hearing that truly broke my heart. I wish I could do something to fix it all.

Damn, I hope that your heart will slowly mend itself, through time, through self compassion, through memories, through love.

Thank you for sharing, I hope that you knowing that me and other people reading your comment and feeling for you will bring you some comfort, knowing that another stranger read your comment and shed a tear to it. May your dad rest in peace.

stay strong

the same exact thing verbatim happened to me last week. I feel broken and empty like everything is my fault but we were so unhealthy it’s disturbing.. i went and saw him today to see our dog and i broke when i got home. I can’t stop drinking everyday as soon as i get out of work. I don’t know what day it is or what time it is when i am at work and i have constant anxiety i feel like i hear him around me and my heart physically hurts for him. I hope one day we could be friends. my mom forbids me to see him bc we fucked up my car too many times. I wonder if anything will ever be like the life i knew.

I understand your pain. Sometimes you just have to get it off your chest and put it in the comments of strangers. I hope you learn to love yourself more or again. Sleep well and I hope your morning will be fresh.

Just wanted to let you know you matter. Just what this stranger thinks.

she broke mine on new years eve too. but this was last year. let me tell you, even if he was the love of your life, you will find peace again in the small things, i love you.

To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is red, and I hope the next time you see the color red you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words-lava zoid, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)

To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is red, and I hope the next time you see the color red you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words-lava zoid, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)

God bless you bro.

Sorry for your loss

I hope better days come for us guys

❤

Hey man, God bless you. Please keep going, you're a good person and only deserve the best. We all love you man, you're a legend for making it this long.

To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is red, and I hope the next time you see the color red you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words-lava zoid, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)

​@@Lava_Zoidthank you...i needed to hear these beautiful words. I will go to sleep now, thank you...again.

True. I am young to go through this, but at least, I am more mature about my life than my ages. I have gone through loneliness and all, abuses and teasings and whatnot. I still have that anger in myself. I am trying to endure, making the environment a better place, but I don't know when that beast is gonna come out cuz...sometimes, it gets a bit too much...

​@@Lava_Zoidwhoever you are I love you, and believe you rekindled something in me. Thank you ❤

Fr man I am 23 soon 24 and have only had a 1 night thing wit a girl but I got insecurities that stop me from doing certain stuff but I am working to change thsi and I hope one day I can see the other side of life

almost 4 years later. does it get any easier?

@@Relicon Honestly, it doesn't. You just learn to deal with it. I miss him the same every single day.

@@isaiah1619 Hope u are ok! A big hug

You are lucky bro, your father did so well you will always remember him as perfect as he was, you had the chance to hug him, to laugh with him and to love him. Now your responsibility is to make him proud, to look at the skies and say "Dad, we made it" I am sure you will be answered.

Me too. March

Brother you can, how about write this woman you care. Soo deeply about, I discovered the art of written letters. It’s authentic. Write her a letter, make it be known. :)

She’s lucky to have you hon.

That hits hard.

I can't believe I'm thinking about dying so frequently because life is hard, and yet I don't realize in the moment that it would be the most heartaching thing for my father and mother. Thank you for the reminder, I have to stay alive, at least to not make them die inside, I have to keep fighting this tough life.

@@TimeTraveIer_0Witnessing my parents grieve for their youngest child, my brother, has almost been as heartbreaking to me as it is to lose him. My brother left waves of love when death took him. The outpouring for him and for my family was overwhelming. We will never know what we mean to people. I wish my brother could have seen the future. He left a great black hole behind. Please stay.

Thank you man🫂 your words are beautiful and helped me i will for sure remember you✨

dawg i aint readin allat🗣️🗣️🗣️

@@d4rkl3g3nds9Fr tho I attempted too then said fuck that 🤣

Hi

I don't have words to express how your comment made me feel. I genuinely broke down into tears when reading, I havent experienced this sudden feeling of emotions in a very very long time....I've just been seeing myself very negatively lately and can't shake off why. I feel sad, ugly, used, mistreated and responsible for others feelings. I know I shouldn't feel this way especially when things are not my fault for how they are but I feel like if I was gone everyone's problems with me and issues that they fight over would be solved.... It won't solve anything but it's so much easier just thinking of a way out instead of fighting against those you love. I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings and just hide in a shell away from anyone I can ever hurt again.... I just want someone to give me a very tight hug and just tell me "everything's going to be okay" and just stand there holding me. That's what I would want very much for anyone who might feel how I feel, despite your situation out there I really hope anyone reading keeps fighting the good fight and remembers that they aren't fighting it in vein ❤

Jesus loves you

She never loved you if she left

May someone love you just as much as you did her…you deserve that king🩷 grieve, but continue to live on

Can’t imagine the feeling. Blessing to you man keep going for him

❤ 😢

god bless and rip

Johny is my daughter age. That breaks my heart.

If you live by the sword, you die by the sword. RIP to your friend but if you guys never planned to stop handling guns then it was bound to happen sooner or later.

ronaldo better

@@arishemthejudge6780goku beats ronaldo

@@Imbettadenu his creator recently met queen elizabeth

Who got the most hat tricks queen Elizabeth or goku

I honestly doubt it will get better but hey it is what it is.

Thank you for your service

You are a good person and have an amazing heart with care like that. Good hearted people such as yourself are who we need when caring for others and this country as a whole. Thank you for your service and sending you positive karma

ur dope bro. may Christ bless you richly

Thank you for your service. I'm proud of you, keep it going, you will be the best version of yourself.

Thank you for your service 🫡

No adult arguments 🙄. Just love. Yeah I don't anyone thinks about race, politics, ECT until you've been socially conditioned...

@@MariaReyes-wg5zxI did not condition anything here, I just read the comment section and were positively surprised what a great community came together to spread love and help for each other. That’s definitely not usual in this toxic Society and I am just pointing out, how glad I am that this comment section is that great. I think nobody sees my comment as a motivation or sth to start being like this. You were the one now starting a super random and unnecessary argument on a comment that was just supposed to be positive.

​@@MariaReyes-wg5zx, you're right. Love is the default mode.

This happened to me too, when my partner went to an inpatient for some time. I was hurt. But the joy of something better coming out of it, is worth the pain

I honestly believe they stay with us forever!!! Im sure you gave he a beautiful life and he gave you also beautiful irreplasable memories. The pain will heal but the memories will remain

Lost my boy recently as well, I know that feeling - it's the worst. Thoughts are with you during this time as well.

Bro I really needed this, thanks for taking your time out to write it fam. Hope all is well for you too 🙏🏾

That's beautiful, man.

So beautiful ❤ Thank you for sharing this. I hope all is well with you.

My god this made me cry you have very deep words thank you for this comment god bless you🙏

To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is red, and I hope the next time you see the color red you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words-lava zoid, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)

I feel you bro stay strong it will pass ♥️

What a lovely and emotional comment. 💜 You will meet again 💜

😢

i think you need to realize you're seeing things in the "glass is half empty" perspective...

Lame 🖕

love you mate

​@@guayo18i get that but sometimes you have to let people grieve, however long they need.If your loved one passes and you immediately see it glass half full, you are a madman..

​@@imjustagurl318thank you roz 🫂🫂🫂

I feel the same everyday.. I can't even describe how my heart is so broken. And you're right it's a hell :(

@iremember5203 yeah exactly I just wanna have good sleep, please leave me alone at least when im dreaming 🫂

Dang bro I relate hard to that… we were together throughout our teens and early adulthood and everyone I’ve been with since her has never filled that empty space like her. We kept on getting back together but it always ended up being the same outcome. Still overthinking and thinking about her and it never gets easier Stay strong though bro you got this.

I totally understand you man, I am living a very similar situation, next month it will be one year since we broke up. I still miss her, she was my everything and sometimes I want to text/call her... But I promised myself not to do it, never again, not after what happened. Right now I feel so empty, but I pray for better days to come. Stay strong :)

Same here boys, met her when I was 14, fell hard spent years getting together and breaking up I’m 20 now and it just ended in December before my birthday, I know how hard it’s gonna get and I’m just wishing you guys the best. Cos I know it’s lonely sometimes, even if your surrounded by people.

Lund - issues Listen to that song and tell me how it is. Sit back relax and just listen. I’m sure we both can relate to it.

@@NS5_USR yup related

that's so unfortunate. hope you're doing alright

Hey there dear even tho they are not her but maybe they have read yur letter in another world where they can see u and hear yur thought out loud

I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope you're doing okay, God bless the three of you.

They are watching you, I promise they will watch you read their letters and laugh and cry because of what you wrote in yours. They are there with you.❤

absolute zero

Tell her. I missed my chance. Shes not in my life anymore. I just wish i talked to her while i had the chance. Youll regret it for the rest of your life otherwise

Dont miss your chance bro. Life is short

I don’t know your circumstances so maybe it’s literally impossible. But I can tell you that I recently met someone who’s the living version of my ideal partner. The second I realized it, I knew I had to ask her out. I was about to do it on the last day of class, but it wasn’t possible. I found her on social media. She accepted my follow and even followed me back, but she didn’t reply to my message. I saw her in the library a few days later and got her number. She’s my first girlfriend and I can’t imagine where I’d be if I hadn’t said something.

If she's still in your life then tell her. I never realized how I truly felt about one of my closest friends until one day she was taken from me. You never know when your last day on earth is.

Things get better bro. My ex wife did the same to me in 2020. 13 years together 6 married. Take time for you you’ll learn to forgive and forget. You have to do it in that order though at least that’s what I did. Every day it gets a tiny bit better. Peace to you brah 🤙🏼

i can relate

dont lose yourself

Stuff like this makes me terrified to love anyone.

This happened to me recently, 6 months ago. I relate too much. 7 years, suddenly kicked me out one day.. and I just found out about my health conditions. Maybe it made sense, I couldn’t work as much to keep up on bills. He chose a life without me and our little fluffy boy, and I could never comprehend that decision. I planned on being by his side until the end. Only thing he said to me was “maybe someday I’ll be able to explain.” It’s nice to have somewhere to go where others can relate. Heartbreak is painful, but even more so when alone. ❤

m so sorry for u

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Life is still worth living. Trust me, one day, you’ll have grown around this grief. You’ll look back with cool satisfaction and understand that this trial was what made you into who you’ll become.

Keep working on yourself bro, It's been 4 years for me, haven't had a gf since and she's moved and then some. You'll probably learn alot about yourself while healing, and that's a good thing.

It might be dark right now, because of the dirty windows. But wipe the windows clean, and light will shine through again. You will find another, and might even reach happiness alone in the meantime. Ships dont sink because of the water around them, they sink because of the water that gets inside. Dont let whats on the outside, drown you from within.

this is the most beautiful comment i've ever read

what you experiencing now is nothing compared to later mate.

head up brother. awesome pfp btw i love p4

You couldn't have said it any better.

I can feel with you Guys. I Wish i could. But we can in our memories and Dreams.

im scared of the moment when my dog passes, knowing it could happen at anytime

Was scrolling through my YT feed and this playlist came up at random. My 16yr old dog sleeping next to me happens to be the reason I stopped and clicked play. Tonight will be our last together due to degenerative myelopathy and it's killing me knowing tomorrow he is getting put down, even though I know it's for the best. Rest easy, Beelzebub ❤

I would always let my dog out before going off to work in the afternoon. In her elder years she would often lay down in the grass and just bask in the fresh air. Sometimes it would frustrate me if I were running late. One day she did exactly this but I wasn’t in a hurry so I just stood by her for a few minutes. I even took a picture of her laying there enjoying the sun. Two days later she crossed the rainbow bridge. We rarely know when the end is near. Enjoy every moment you can. I loved my dog.

Man I just got a puppy a few months ago and I always get emotional any time I think of how some day I will have to watch him go 😭

Same, I lost him while I wad at school, some jackass intentionally bounced him. I only found out when I came home some hours after and i was greatly sad and enraged. Crazy enough I asked if he was okay while driving home, but my mom didn't break the news yet. Was kinda difficult burying him😪

Sorry for your loss Bro :/

Hold your head up brother

My birthday that is

It’s easy to say that you won’t ever love again, or will never heal. But the grand scheme of life has plans for you, you too will love again. You too will experience another day that someone caresses your soul.

Damn this description makes me think of the girl I lost. Stay well brother, keep your head up.

aww the fact that you still remember her 🥺

Never give up the hope bro. If it's destined you well reunite with your lost dream girl. Me too had a brief encounter with a beautiful girl in the last quarter of 2017. Little did i realise that it would be the last time i get to see her but she still lives in me to this very present time. Life goes on and has to go on.

Bro, you need to move on with your life..😢

@@zolisalamon I know you weren’t talking to me but - it ain’t that easy for some people. We’re all different, all 8 billion of us. That one person can mean a lot to some. I know you mean it with good intentions.

Hello! Hope youre doing better tonight, how did things go these las ten days? Whatever happen i hope you got to talk this with her. Wheater is true that things are coming to an end, or is just your insecurities affecting you, you must let things go and not keep them inside. Not sure how old are you but i just feel you got life for you to live, and things will make sense eventually

Hey, tbh with you, felt the same way plenty of times with my own relationships. And for me, the way for it to kind of fog away is to just accept that, it is your best, that what you are doing is the extra mile for anyone, and that if your 110% isn't enough for someone; then maybe you can just let the rest flow from there and start making up your mind from it. Just know that love is inherently hard to shake off, and if you can still see glimpses of her love in the way she speaks, how she looks at you, or how she messages you, then that means that your effort no matter how small is paying off. Good luck man I trust you with this