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My wife told me she is divorcing me this morning. I have taken her back time after time throughout three years of her having drinking problems. I am so tempted to slip back into sin. I feel so weak. Just yesterday I felt closer to God than I have in months. And then I was hit with this situation this morning. I am a pastors son and I feel so confused. Thank you for your testimony sister.

After 6 years of marriage and a beautiful daughter, forgiving my unfaithful, unbeliever husband, who never gave me anything but took from me my all, living each day just trying so hard to look better for him trying not to gain weight even after my baby working a 14 hour job each day, taking care of the baby, doing all the chores & fulfilling every responsibility, just thinking that by showing him Christ like love he'll change. It just got worse! Until he made it all about treating me and the baby this way coz of my Faith. I finally said enough! I asked him to leave and he was only too happy to, but in the past year God has Blessed me with my own property & a great school for my daughter & church for me... M actually helping other people & it's so rewarding & helping me heal! Life's not that bad after all! Only wish my parents were alive to witness this transformation in me....Nonetheless! God is here & he's not going anywhere, so I count it all joy! 😊

Never jeopardise your relationship with GOD over a relationship with a person. Amen

All through my life I was a habitual womanizer and I ended up getting married after my son was born. God called me to the faith during that first 6 months of marriage and it was a drastic change. Through that calling I knew I would never compromise my marriage or my family over another women. I love my family but I love and fear God first and foremost.....

I shared your interview with my 13 year old daughter . Thank you for sharing ~ My own story, my wife was cheating on me. One day I was driving and I broke down in tears. I pulled over on the side of the road and prayed to God for help. I felt the words “give it to me” at the time I thought God would right my marriage… but it ended in divorce. After time I realized what His promise was. I gave Him my trauma and He healed me. The Creator of the universe longs to be with His children. He waits for our call. God is so good.

I needed this. I had 2 divorces from infidelity. I was told by my husband of 20 years that he didn’t ever love me. I am still so broken but God is working on me.

My father has shown me my heart is only safe with him. Jesus is my knight in shining armor. He is my beloved and I am his.

I recently got a divorce from a man that was verbally and emotionally abusive. My self esteem was shot. I didn't realize how much trauma had happened to me afterwards. But through my faith I'm recovering and becoming stronger everyday. Thank you for sharing your testimony dear sister. God bless you!

When she said she feels rich…. Not with goods but rich in Joy and God… that touched me …

This is a beautiful testimony, I can relate. But people should know, divorce is not the end of your story. I gave my life to God, after I divorce the father of my three children due to abuse, infidelity and much more. And surrendering my all to God, was the best thing that ever happened to me. It’s not the end it’s the beginning of something wonderful 🙌🏼

Thank you for your testimony. I'm going through a divorce right now. she abandoned me and cheated on me. But she said she just need to find her self but she told me she checked out of the relationship a long time ago. She told me she was not in love with me but she care about me as a friend and 8 years together are done. I been holding on to Jesus Christ and I been healing and been feeling better

I am going Through something very similar to your story. Two years ago my wife started cheating on me. I was fighting one year for the marriage, but it ended that she cheated second time. The thing is, that i made my family "my God". My wife brought me far from my faith. she always told me that i have to rely on myself and not on God. and now she is far away from God in esoteric things and i found my Saviour! You can be sure that God will give you something twice as good, as you already had. Because He promised this. I for myself know that i will receive a marriage twice as good as the marriage i had!

Thank you for sharing your story sister ❤️ I understand. My Ex husband came out as being gay and I found out he was having an affair with a man who looks like a woman. Very traumatizing time in my life. The only thing that got me through was The Holy Spirit! God’s love and peace are far greater than what any human can offer us.

It is so ironically beautiful when you can look back on your lowest times and moments and SEE God’s grace and mercy and love for you!!! The devastation of divorce is not fully appreciated. It’s not a club you wish anyone to join. But, I can appreciate the growth God is able to encourage as we are laid low. Glory to God!

You're gonna get through this. I filed for divorce from my first wife, no kids, because she refused to stop practicing witchcraft. Something she started shortly after we married. I divorced my second wife, no kids, after she told me she had been cheating on me our entire 12 years of marriage. Now, 6 years single, I've NEVER been happier and don't plan to ever have another woman in my dept free, home owned, passive income, vacation lifestyle world. 😃👍👍

Pray for my daughter, who is in the midst of her husband's infidelity, who has become verbally abusive, about her looks, cooking, laundry, etc, she's hanging in there. It hurts me when she's hurting. He's passing himself off as single. She's said it has been going on for several years.

I pray and cried my heart out to Jesus to let me divorce my husband. My Pastors are helping me pray for restoration in my marriage but sometimes the pressure of having to be with a man that keeps on cheating, drinking, giving our childs a bad example and has anger problems takes a toll on me. Yes he is a hard working man because he is and good provider but he doesn’t want change he wants to be free and wild to got and come back when ever he wants. Please help me with prayer 🙏

God restored me after after 8 years of suffering in marriage and the divorce that came afterwards. Depression for two years... many looses... suicidal pressures... God is good.

It feels so good to hear other people's testimonials. It is as though GOD is saying, look at what they went through. You are not alone; I brought them through it too. The more I listen to the testimonies of others, the stronger I am and the closer I am to giving my own testimonials.

I can relate to her life story. I too was 17 at the time when I became pregnant. He was very sweet when we were in Junior High School and started dating in the 9th grade. Then we continued dating through the 10th grade but once I became pregnant. He made a 160 degree turn and he started hitting me when our daughter was just a baby. Then I would leave him and I would go back to my parents house. He would always convince me to come to him and I would but was becoming very weary from all the verbal and physical abuse that was a none stop. He would verbally and physically abuse me all the time. He didn't like to hear my opinions. He would always yell and scream at me all the time. He would punch me on the face and slap me. He sat on my chest, grabbed both my wrist and began to punch me on the face. He would hit me on the head all the time. He would punch me on my arms all the time. He would threatened me with..."If you fall asleep I will punch on the head while sleeping, so don't fall asleep (B)" He would preach to me about God and he would use it to continue to verbally and physically abusing me. He always pretended to be nice to me and that he loved me but none of that was ever true. Because he is a lier, theaf, greedy, mean, cruel, and violent man. This is who he really is for the rest of his life. He was so mean, so cruel, and so violent. I wanted to restore my marriage too buy he made me realize that he would never change. My ex-abuser husband, would ask me ..."What would you say if I told you that I had a son with another woman."? He asked me this question 3 times. Then in another occasion that I had to take him to the airport. He started telling me..."You always accuse me of having a son with another woman?" I would be like. ..what? I am not asking you anything and I am accusing you of anything. You are the one who asked me these questions in 3 different occasions? This is when I told him that he was crazy and I began to accept that he was never going to change. My ex-abuser never made me feel protected at all due to his abusive behavior. He would say.. "You are a typical Latina because Latinas love a man who abuses them." I do feel free from having to be an abusive relationship. I Love God and he is my first Love and for ever more from now on. My God Almighty my creator God who loves me. I am going through a divorce and I know that this needs to happen in my life in order for me to be free. My ex-abuser husband is the one who always wanted to hurt me. I do believe that wanted to continue to hurt me and I also know that God's Love is better than any man's love. Because men do not know how to love at all. I also know that God has a purpose for me in this life and I follow my God, my King, my Lord and Savior Jesus.

For days I have been seeing your face in you tube, I didn't want to listen to you but I kept on stopping at your video then I realised God is saying something to me. I listened and God reminded me that I have been abusive to my wife and need to ask for forgiveness. Peter Kubeka South Africa. Thank you

Thank you so much for sharing your testimony. My ex husband molested our children (yes police were told), confessed at least some of what he did to me but denied it to everyone else. He also cheated many many times and we had a major court battle over custody with him and his family trying to take full custody of them. GOD is GOOD and spared us, my children are now with me full time and we have forgiven him and his family but for now the children want no contact with them while they continue to support him over them. God can heal any wound, but even if He doesn't, He is still worthy!

I'm going through a divorce with my husband right now and I've been dealing with depression, anxiety and PTSD since 3 months ago when he told me and my family so suddenly that he want to divorce me because it was his mother decision. His mother still practicing witchcraft, an ancient God or some God that they said are more powerful and guessed what? His mother were angry with me because i bring his son baptised to church and start to learn about Jesus. When my Husband started to learn more and have faith in Jesus, his mother started to bring him again to an ancient ritual for a week until she make her son to hate his own wife and dare to ask for divorced. And with God grace its been 3 months and i haven't received any document from the court. I still have faiths that God will restore my marriage like before. I feel it even though i don't see that God is working. i keep on praying that Jesus will open my husband heart and his mind, protect him from any evil power that surround him, so that he will comeback to the right path and his faith to Jesus will restored 🙏

This is so touching and it’s touching that everything I’m going through right now I am not going through this season alone. My husband of 15 years left while pregnant with our third child. I didn’t think I would ever make it through. Sitting in the hospital with our newborn who was born with defects alone while he was living with the women he abandoned our family for was torture. Just alone with the attacks of the enemy and the sound of baby monitors there were times I felt like I wasn’t there and would die from the pain. But the Lord saw me through and I’m going through the divorce now trying to make it on one income with three kids and no help from him but I know God will keep me and he is still a way maker. I try and stay encouraged.

For those of you are are being judgmental: God is loving and merciful. Each is a case by case scenario and this is why we mustn’t put God in a box and must be led by the Holy Spirit because you don’t know what the Lord may be leading an individual to do if the marriage cannot be reconciled. He sees the end before we do. There is a difference between what He ordains, vs what people get themselves into. May you experience true freedom, love, and grace because the Bible clearly states that true believers are no longer under condemnation💯

I can relate to what you said about stability. Growing up my parents and I didn't have much of that. But just like how God came into your life he did it for me. He's been faithful, loving and caring. He's great and greatly to be praised. God has healed me and my family. He's still in the process. What I learnt today is that the greatest gift and love I can give anyone is to show them and tell them about Jesus instead of good gifts. (Also thank you for your wisdom on boys.)

I felt that when she said "God I'm sorry for putting my ex husband and his family before you." Wow! For her to admit that puts her closer to God than ever before. I know because I, myself was in a similar situation. Thank God for His revelation and allowing me to surrender. I know that she is feeling that same way. May God bless hou my Sister. Yes, you are worthy of happiness. Continue to put God first by allowing the Holy Spirit to lead you..stay in your Word which is your armor.

Glory be to the Most High🌻

Yay Gisselle! I really appreciate your transparency and courage to share your story. While we have many similarities in our stories we also have differences, however, I really connected with the essence of where you and God are right now. I find my self saying, "It's hard to articulate what I want to say except for 'I am living my best life and it's because it's what God is doing it me.'" And for those who don't know they won't know but for those who do know, they get it!! Again, thank you for sharing and God Bless You!

These testimony fellowship sessions are wonderful. We all have our testimony we share to help reveal our relationship with Jesus with others He leads us to. The Lord is loving beyond our understanding. That grace is the unmerited favor of Jesus toward us and He shows His love for us. This girls experience reminds me of some of my trials. We never know how deeply someone can hurt us until it happens. It is sometimes hard to believe how deeply He loves until we experience the reality. I went through a terror of a divorce. Life is a journey to our relationship with The Holy Spirit, Jesus and God The Father.

I have suffered a lot of physical and verbal abuse from my father. It damaged me as a child and I shut down as a result. I'm no longer half the girl I used to be happy and carefree. The world is dark but I keep the faith.

Thank you so so much for your testimony. I grew up in a abusive completely unstable house and I repeated the cycle throughout my life. Never belonging, never wanted (even by my mother, always rejected…..I stuffed my emotions my whole life to the point that now just recently I shattered. I do believe God is real and that He is my Creator-Redeemer and Savior. I don’t know what tomorrow holds but He does hold tomorrow so I will keep holding on. I am in the process of separating from a spouse who was unfaithful the entire 26 years. Your story does have purpose. Thank you for courageously and transparently testifying, sharing your story. Life is real. Be encouraged sister. You have encouraged me today to keep moving.

Ohh I've experienced it all verbal abuse, domestic violence, cheating, lust, heartbreak, fornication..and it goes both ways.. I've learned to not ever pay evil for evil. All with same man. Many times of course divorce came to mind on both sides, and one thing we learned through out this journey is we would have never made it if Jesus wasn't the center of our marriage...It really takes two to tango. One thing I learned before you get married when you find someone is, make sure you meet their family to see what your getting yourself into.. we all have some type of dysfunction in our families... And don't ever blame yourself for your ex-spouse being unfaithful. Its something he struggle with not "you". For someone to go out of their marriage to find comfort elsewhere is plain oh "Selfish".. You are beautiful and wonderfully made, watch God bless you with someone who will respect you and love you through your flaws... Blessings ❤️🙏

This powerful testimony reminds me of what Spurgeon said: anything that drives us to prayer is a blessing. This insight has been a great encouragement to me. It makes Romans 8:28 a reality in my life. Yes, anything that deepens our relationship with Jesus is a blessing. God bless you sister and God bless the ministry of this channel.

I am so thankful of how God communicates and gives us confirmation of our very own prayers when we need it most. 18:51 in your video, that hit me hard because I had a cycle of dating narcissistic men and I found God and this last relationship was even led more to God through that man and his family and I did put this man on a pedestal. I let his words effect my emotions, daily. Even when he would tell me if I could hear clearly or not from God. I was so emotionally drained and controlled and I was not even aware of it. (When you said God placed you in places where you are actually seen without expectations.) Hallelujah!! God showed me as my fiancé was sent to prison 3 years ago and I remained loyal, emotionally tied to him and his family- however I was fasting and praying and growing my relationship with God during the separation. God opened my eyes to a lot of areas I chose to always label as I deserved or second guess because I did not have a perfect past of my own. During the 3 years physically alone I prayed that God would prepare me to be a better wife and mother and I saw a dramatic change in my confidence, my dependence of another man’s approval fall away. I no longer felt the need to ask a man for assistance, ask family for anything but keep boundaries in place for myself. As I prayed God most definitely provided in every area of my life and I believe God uses the ones whom wholeheartedly trust in Him. Abruptly 2 months ago God closed the doors of that relationship and that toxic family tied to him. He uprooted me within 2 days and moved me to another state and I haven’t spoken to my fiancé since. We were together over 6 years and I can honestly say God heals every person differently; I was placed in isolation and as a single mother I call God my Abba father and husband. I am truly thankful we do not have to know the entire plans of our future but that God continues to turn everything that the enemy intended to use to harm us; around for our good and His glory! I pray to our Heavenly Father on every person whom may be going through a similar situation that all soul ties be renounced in the mighty name of Jesus and that you are able to place your burdens in His loving arms and simply trust IT IS SETTLED by his son’s blood being shed on the cross. May each person finding their true self worth see their value from our Lord’s perspective and never settle from another area of unsettled roots. May God continue to mend your hearts and place Godly friends and a genuine Kingdom spouse into your life for His glory in Jesus name Amen!!!

Thank you for sharing your testimony✝️ I have been through the same journey, in 2020 - to the point where I had to keep praying out loud, hearing that I am not enough or will never measure up, and He remind me of who I am, cause I need to know. It has been 2 years and can agree with you, we are truly free once we admit that we have fault. But I also know now that God had other plans for me as I wanted for myself and He has blessed me with so much more. But it took hard work and leaving the past, hurt, disappointment and rejection behind to become the woman He intended from the beginning. I will pray for you and knowing that YOU are His Beloved, Strongs beautiful lady❤️

Watching from Nairobi, Kenya. This channel builds my faith so much. Be blessed for the work you do for the church of Jesus Christ.

Sharing this. Know it’s reaching who it needs to reach. Thank you. For living through all this. And sharing what you earned to learn through it. Sharing the hope of stability God provides. So much wisdom in one short video! Grateful so grateful - not that you had to go through this but that you aren’t afraid to share the experience to inspire hope and change for others still struggling. Keep up the great work. May God keep helping you accomplish for His Kingdom. May your reward be as great in Heaven.

Powerful testimony! Glory to God for getting you through your trials and is still with you. I married my high school sweet heart and our relationship went downhill and on and off. I thought separation would help us but that’s when God started revealing to me what was going on that I was blinded by for so long. I would pray for his salvation and pray that what ever was in the dark would come to light and it did. I had to start over to with our son and it was a process cause I was with him since I was 13 and he was 15 and i officially had enough the year of 2019 our daughter was born. Glory to God that me and my children have been so free since then and blessed. We’ve been divorced 3/4 yrs now and we still praying for him. Romans 8:28 And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are called according to his purpose. Amen!

What a brave brave brave soul. Please, God - Jesus, Messiah, bless this woman at least tenfold for her courageous testimony. For encouraging us em despite all she has been through to follow You, Lord, and to gain light of wisdom from the understanding she has gained. Thank you! Bless you all who contributed to this report. I hope it leads to 7 generations of successes for this lady’s lineage and all involved in making this artful inspiration. Thank you.

This made me feel less alone. I still want to get back with my kids' dad even it is clearly unsafe and unwise, and so I prayed for and hoped for signs that he would change so I could get back with him.... Hearing you talk about how you tried to reconcile without God involved really impacted me. I now have a relief that I can let go and release my wants and needs to God's plan. I feel so sad that I can't fix it but just like you said I can know he is right there with me. Also sidenote your voice is AMAZING to listen to! You are a beautiful woman of God!

Thank you, sister, for your testimony! I am praying God will help me start a ministry for women leaving abusive “Christian” marriages. I believe there are thousands of women out there compromising their relationships with the Lord by living a lie out of fear of leaving! It hurts my heart and I long to help them get free and healed! God bless you for sharing your story! I’m praying for you! ❤️🙏🤗

It sound as though that she had codependent issues due to the trauma that she encountered in childhood, and the bullying that she endured in childhood. I didn't even know she was going to mention codependency. I had to learn these things myself. Channels like these helped with my healing, delivering, renewing, and transformation process. And I choose to praise, honor, magnify, glorify, and adore GOD because of it. In the mighty name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth. AMEN.

When God speaks to your heart and makes it clear that you are in a committed relationship with him, you will always be reassured of your heavenly position when doubt arises. Walking in the spirit is like Like walking on water "you will always be guided with a great sense of peace and stability".

I love this woman. Her testimony is so honest and sincere. Thank you!

Amen I feel u speaking to me cos our situations are almost alike and you and my name is Jenelle even our names are similar and I was feeling abit down today cos I also need to make the same decision and it's hard but God is using u and your testimony to help so many out there and if he's helped u and I know he will do the same for me cos I'm a living testimony if it hadn't been for him I would be out along time ago so yeah praise Jesus for what he's done for u and may he keep on doing it for u cos u know sharing his gospel for the world and I know my testimony will touch many out there to.. GOD BLESS

I’m going thru a lot right now on my marriage I prayed God to helped both of us. I’m trying my best praying 🙏 and asking God for his mercy , but he knows the best if my marriage won’t work for good then I would have to move on , but if he wants to change or recognize the only one who can help us is God then we can continue without God we are nothing and our marriage would destroy anytime…😢😢😢 God is good and I know he would do what is best for us …

Firstly, I just want to say God bless you and thank you so much for sharing your testimony. I’m currently going through a divorce and have 3 children, 2 as a result of the marriage. I can relate to your testimony from start to finish with a couple of differences. Going through abuse as a child, having different family members and strangers entering in and out of my home from childhood into adulthood, and having an absentee dad, really shaped my perception of what love was. I’ve always felt different growing up, and stood out even in school whether I was talked about or admired for my talents. Church was in the picture, but it was casual. We didn’t wholeheartedly practice what we heard consistently. I’ve had many disappointments in relationships, and all the while, I had no idea how to tap into healing the trauma that I was carrying. I just kept going and living life. My marriage was a like a dream come true. We courted for 3 years, no sex, had premarital counseling, and he seemed to be on board with accepting my daughter who also had an absentee dad. It was bliss for the first year until one day I picked up his phone. It was a message that indicated a hidden drug habit. I felt so betrayed because I wondered how he could have kept this hidden for so long. We courted long distance so that’s probably why I didn’t notice it. We casually smoked marijuana together which I no longer do now, but that was all I knew of. Long story short, other issues arose, constant lies, stealing, money issues and the fear of not having enough of it, and being left alone to raise the kids while he went off to rehab or was put out the home. I was suffering in silence. I had this idea that you don’t tell folks your business when you’re married. I didn’t want to shame him. I never told his parents either. Well, what is hidden always comes to the light eventually. We tried counseling, prayer, coming up with our own plans to fix our marriage, but it was never consistent. I was depressed, and buried myself in raising the kids, school, and starting a business. My mom resented him and his mother rejected me because she blindly took his side without considering what I had been going through. Through it all though, the breakdown of my marriage has strengthened my relationship with the Lord like never before. I’m totally having to depend on Him and His guidance to take care of me and the children. The love He has surrounded us with is beyond words! He has replaced beauty for ashes! Joy for mourning even in the low moments! I have so much to be grateful for. Even through the rejection, hurt, and confusion, if we cling to the Lord, He will strengthen you in such a way that you can get through whatever you need to! May the Lord continue to show Himself mighty in your lives and may you grow closer and stronger in your walk with Him. God bless this channel as well💯🙏🏾🙌🏾❤️🌎

This definitely helped me, I've not been in a relationship yet, but ik I have issues with perfection and having negative thought patterns sometimes. God is helping me deal with these things and I know that He is helping me let go. YAY GOD

Your story really resígnated with me. God has blocked men in my life because I used to use them to feel whole. But I’m whole know, I know he’s with me and working on me after an abusive relationship then being abandoned with 3 kids, I had to live with my kids in family member home in a bedroom. I been single healing for over 10 years. God always provided for me and kept me going and even after deep depression has healed me and blessed my.

good interview, alot of youth or kids from broken family must take this as a fact, real truth and real lesson, you grew up in a broken and dysfunctional family, when you get to a new circle of life new family you have to leave the broken pattern of your family where it was, and adapt to the new life you going into, if not the toxic pattern that you bring from your broken and dysfunctional home will create chaos and problem in the new environment. so becareful out there

I loved your testimony Sis!! your testimony reminded me of my own. I hated my self and I also was verbally abusive to my ex husband. God healed me from old trauma just like you. you were looking for a word to describe how u feel, I would say peace✌️ God bless you and may your testimony touch many like it did to me.

Her testimony is just like minds & I accept lord Jesus as my salvation & savior because I got out of a bad relationship where I was used & manipulated but blinded by lust & love. God saved me from a broken heart & I want to share my testimony as well 🙏 glory to his name

I'm so happy for you beautiful woman for staying strong and keep going for so long,and still here to tell you'd story,I feel you and was in the same path,God's timing is the best still here living the best life that he blessed me with the best husband in the world and the Amazing children to put the smile back into my face,from all the heart breaking and all the bad decisions that I've been through all my life,God has purpose for everyone if you believe in him Stay blessed and stay strong keep going God bless you ❤ 🙏 ❤

Wow thank you so much for sharing this, I’m on the the beginning of a divorce I feel lost hopeless and I feel alone No knowing what to do, I been caring so much anger pain and insecurity I felt so broken through some many years , my only hope is God I don’t have nowhere to go just him, thank you for sharing this , I know why I’m watching this at the right moment of my life I know God put this testimony now for me , God bless you!!

God has been working on me like He has been working through you.. I'm also going through a divorce and the way you explain how God has been in your life..I feel that is the way he has been in mine!!! You can't see him, maybe you can't hear him but he is there!!! I had the same moments with music.. can't explain it lol but God has brought me mini miracles through out my entire life!!! Thank you and God Bless you 🙏😇💛 we are soooo loved!!! I Pray that you have a happy and wonderful life you deserve that!!! Thank you again💛

Wow!! I'm so grateful to hear that testimony. And also to hear what prayer can do! I also been through hard times in my childhood until the age of 28. But I'm so grateful, that God is here to heal our hearts and make us new. I really understand that people now could imagine your past cause of your smiling and encouragement. I also hear that people saying over me now! But we can encourage people now, cause we've been there and know how they feel and what they maybe needing and looking for. But I am so grateful, that we can have a relationship with God. Thank you so much for your Testimony!! God bless you so much!

Amen, God bless you Sister🙏💖My first husband broke my jaw and ribs, 2 very young children, then had a child a few years after with a man who promised we were getting married and going to have a life together then found out he was married and he disappeared, now years later my current husband just left 3 months ago out of nowhere and completely crushed me, 2 more very young children (2 years, and 9 month old)…I think he is definitely cheating, I have to keep reminding myself I have made it through worse, even when I feel like I can’t go on. My current husband and both ex’s are diagnosed sociopaths/psychopaths (ASPD)…I’m realizing through research the reasons I fall for the “love bombing” phase, and this has been a pattern throughout my life because of zero emotional connection with my mother. You really said it correctly when you said God has shown you that you can’t put your trust in man. I thought I was sent a new husband by God, but it was just deception and they were literally frauds. I had been completely single for many years so I thought I was being rewarded for not dating around and having hookups like everyone else I know, but rather being celibate. His ways are not our ways. Now I am focusing on my ministry, that my current estranged husband made me delete because he was very jealous, yes he was very emotionally abusive and accused me of cheating almost daily for 4 years. He was such a perfect gentleman at first, now that he’s gone everything has come to light, I got in touch with two of his exes and mothers of his children and they both told me he was physically abusive, used to choke and push them, drag them around the house by their arm, and extremely psychologically/emotionally abusive and unfaithful multiple times. I already knew he was in federal prison for five years for bank robbery, and went awol from the marine corp after less than a year. I should’ve known he had no concept of fidelity. Maybe TMI but just wanted to let you know your testimony has helped me, you are sooooo beautiful inside and out😍I will pray for you Sister, please pray for me and my children🙏💖ps I believe because I have seen, I died (NDE) and saw God and Jesus, I was not a believer when I died, you are so much more blessed for believing without seeing, it is ALL TRUE! Everything written in His Holy Word is True🥰🙏💖

Praise GOD, so she is half way there, her testimony is not complete, there is hope for repentance and restoration in her marriage. i too had to go through something similar where GOD used that to draw me close to HIM, i too had to learn to be content with GOD and Christ and put HIM first, as well as learn ways i needed to change. now that we are growing in the LORD we keep growing as HE prepares us to be better wives when our marriages are restored. GOD showed me in a dream HE would restore. All Things Are Possible With GOD, keep going and have Faith!!! GOD Bless

Thank you for your transparency I went through a divorce 4 years ago I spent time getting to know the Father He’s healed me of so much I love myself now too I am happier than I’ve ever been God is now at the center and He is my everything 💃🏿♥️

Wow! Your testimony mirrors my own testimony! I know that was hard sharing, but am so grateful you shared it . Praise God Our Father is such a good good Father 🥰✝️

I got into a relationship with a man who had so many red flags. I even asked God if this was the man 4 me to show me. Instead he showed me red flags from the start. I continued the relationships ignoring the signs. After 2 yrs now with his child , God has told me again 2 leave him.. I'm in the process of letting go & it's so hard ACCEPTING the truth. God has been helping me see things as they are. Glory 2 God. Been sad, depressed, gained weight, got insecure & my confidence is crushed right now

I am not sure this comment will ever get to you, but I wanted to relate to you the feeling you were having trouble describing. I always referred to it as relief, major relief. But I am not sure that is the right way to define it either. Maybe there is not a word that can describe that supernatural power appropriately? I so enjoyed your humbleness and openness. Your trials and God’s love have made you into an amazing human. There are several paths we can take when faced with these trials, and you are a beautiful example of what we can become and continue to grow towards. Thank you so much for sharing your story.

Giselle, what an amazing woman of God you are. Your testimony is powerful. Glory to God. It strengthened me in my spirit to continue being encouraged in this very difficult season I'm in. Thank you, Sister for sharing. May the Lord restore to you double what the enemy has stolen and more.

Thank you for sharing your story…it reminds me of the verse that’s says he first loves you …and how we need to fall in love with him first! God bless 🙏🏽

I came across this, I am divorced now we both got saved while married . What I can say is we got to a place where we asked each other for forgiveness, it wasn’t all his fault I had not been the wife to him according to the word of God, but now after 6 years I found out he has stage 3 colon cancer and I pray God heals him but yet Gods will be done. What the woman said there was a lot of me in her story, but God was always there no matter what and I’m so thankful and grateful for that, and we have 2 beautiful daughters but 1 didn’t take the divorce well, and so much to get into to long but now I have to lay everything that has to do with our daughters in Gods hand and stop trying to fix it myself….

this completely resonated with me thank you for sharing your story - through every step of surviving losing my home as a child and then my home again due to being cheated on as an adult, God has never let me fall. In the divorce I have been able to feel his arms around me through it all and I can feel that he has taken some of the pain or lessened it just to allow me to be able to survive. I love spending time with Him and will never put a person above Him ever again.

I was married 27 years n he had an affair. She would call me n cuss me out, acted like she was the wife n I was the mistress. He would tell me he wanted to get back together but every x we tried God would show me that he was not going to leave her. He’d never been abusive with me until at this point. I had God in my life and He’s the one who told me he was cheating. He showed her to me n when I followed him to her apartment to see where he was going ( I had to see for myself) she looked exactly like God showed me, and sounded exactly like her.

I started getting closer to God and now my husband is drifting from me . God know what he is doing if we just trust in him. God knows i don't deserve the verbal abuse to me and my children. Please pray for me and my children I would appreciate it.

Thankyou for sharing sister what an amazing story, God has to be first and everything else will come in place honestly ive been the unfaithful hisband like ive been the awful dreaded husband/father and i know it but i truly just needed Jesus and thats where i am at the moment im back with him and im putting him before my wife and family. Honestly my wife has been trying for 18months to get me back until she let me go and just serve Jesus, and put him first, I tell when she did that, thats when i realized that needed God more than anything else. Im serving Him now, he's my All. Praise God.

I absolutely love these testimonies. I love her testimony. She's blossoming into the Woman of The Most High that He made her to be. This is beautiful.A transformation like a caterpillar turning into a 🦋 butterfly. There's turning back.❤️

Thank you for encouraging us with your testimony. Thank you Delafe team for doing God's work. Praise God for all His goodness and grace!

I am going through a spiritual separation and I can only rely God to heal me. Your testimony hits home ❤ thank you and God bless

Powerful testimony Giselle our Lives once crossed paths in the past. You tried to bring God into my Life but I wasn’t ready. It’s remarkable how today I’m a different man and God is my foundation. I pray this message finds you some how and I want to say sorry and Thank you for how things were left. I will keep you in my prayers and God Bless you. 🙏🏽✝️🙏🏽

Being separated from my husband; I seek GOD even more. I am at a place where GOD not only showed me me. No I didn’t deserve any of what I went through. But in the brilliance of GOD, it was for my good. It may hurt, it may not feel good, but it is for my good.

I can relate to so much of your story- the abusive childhood, the toxic relationships and the victory in Jesus! Thank you for sharing. AMEN🙌🏽💚👏🏽

You’re a beautiful woman and I’m not just saying that to be nice , in two years you will meet the love of your life. The true love of your life. And he will love you with your big bossy mouth and everything and you will stop your verbal abuse because in the deep ness of your heart you will know that is not necessary with him. Gods plan is perfect. Be nice , be kind to everyone and smile, you have a beautiful smile.

Wonderful testimony. Everything happens for a reason. It's relationships we get into that God didn't bring us into, and relationships that God puts us into. Pretty sure the marriages that are brought together by GOD don't ever break. I believe she fell in love with what she didn't have and i can see how that happens. She's a beautiful soul God bless her. Yep, she said it right as im typing this without God it won't work.

Wow, your story and testimony will bring light and set many captives free, I know talking about this must’ve not been easy at all, but I honor your bravery, strength and ultimate faith and trust in God who helped u to deliver this to us, thank you for this testimony, may the Lord bless you and keep you, may He make His face shine upon you and be gracious to you, love u - your family in Christ

😭🤍 I feel you in your testimony it’s like your telling my exact story. God is definitely working on pruning our vineyards because the devil is also working on killing and destroying what was meant to be good. Psalms 37:23-24

This was a recent realization for me too coming from a verbally abusive home that people don’t yell at each other everyday or argue about something everyday. I’m going through proverbs learning all the wisdom I didn’t see. I feel so loved and realize I always had a loving father I just had to turn to him! ❤️

I related to your testimony. I was too raised in an abusive enviroment. End up hurting my spouse and he ended up hurting me too. At the end he said that he had never felt genuine live for me. Used me for papers. We had an annulment during the seperation I met another man well all I can say is if women don't put God first in there life's marriage will not be a happy place. I'm in my second marriage but I am in a process of seperation again for realy abusive factors. God is with me and I have found strenght to keep going because a few months ago I just wanted to leave earth. Only God knows what we need for our salvation. So we need to ask him what is your will God? I sometimes see myself like the Samaritan woman on the well. So I told God from now I only need you in my life be my father, brother and spouse. He has shine light upon me and my kids and He tells me in my heart we are warriors and I should not fear and have faith. He has healed my heart and I have forgiven those men. So all praise to God. The Holy Trinity

My wife is an alcoholic and she is physically, emotionally, and verbally abusive, even to the point of punching, kicking, and throwing stuff. I had to call the police last week and they arrested ME. Now the court says that we aren’t allowed to be together, which seems to not make much sense. The state signed off on the marriage and now they try to say that even though we WANT to be together, we can’t. She came and got me out, of course but this has caused so much crap for both of us. I told her that no matter how bad her addiction gets, that I will never leave or betray her, but she refuses to get help, and it makes it very difficult. So, now we’re in the process of separating and it breaks my heart. Prayers please!!

I wish the host had thanked Giselle! Thank you Giselle for sharing your story and heart with us 🙏🏻. God is faithful. May you continue to be encouraged and surrounded by loving friends and family!

Praise God!!!! Any prayer for my family and I would be greatly appreciated, my grandfather is going through health issues at the moment and the enemy is really trying to test my faith right now with a lot of things.

I am at minute 15. I did the same thing, I walked out of the rental we had and walked away with a suitcase and some things in the trunk of my car. I worked so hard to get things and just walked away. He hit me so hard that I somersaulted across a room. I grew with with a father who was physically abusive to my brother and I, he had a rage problem. He never touched my mother and they didn't yell at each other. He was just really controlling (a Marine only in Vietnam). He cheated and came home drunk so many times. I found out later that he told my mother if she left with us, he would find us and kill us all. So take that into a marriage. Same here, Girl, same. I am afraid to get into a relationship. I don't even know how one is done.

Amen sis we are nothing without the lord, been through similar road but God healed my heart and I am so good now , I'm a widow but all i want is sweet Jesus Christ my loving savior, and thank you for you testimony u are on the right track now, because I remember putting my husband 1st and our God is a jealous , but I did that too and god had to deal with me also ,My husband cheated on me it was crazy, yes I wanted too divorce him but my pastor told i.had no grounds for that !! Because then I did a Bible study on it for myself, So God said forgiveness 70×7 meaning walking in a state of mind of forgiveness ,boy that was hard ,but God also said I could do all things through christ which strengthen me , the lord began to strengthen me and I didn't divorce my husband, some years later my husband took sick but I kept my vowels, for sickness and health and took care of my husband, but I came to understanding my husband would not confess his stuff knowing we all fall short of the glory of God and his was a lusting demon, jealousy, and pride demon but he would talk to the pastor concerning these issues and yes it was difficult, but im all knowing i want what God wants from me in my life I ain't thinking about nothing else I just want more of Jesus, And yes I had all the crazy dynamics of my mother and father too it's gets crazy but I'm done texting I thank God for your testimony and God bringing you through and you wanting more of him the lord Jesus i feel u , God is a character builder and I really appreciate you I thank God for his healing process in your life my sister,,,, God first 🙏 ❤

It’s amazes me how every single person who accepts Christ Jesus in truly in their life goes from having a strong nothing to actually having everything! To the ones who maybe feel there not ready to fully surrender or whos feeling like they wanna give up or those who just don’t believe, please see how every song person man woman young old has not only changed who they was but they now know what Truth means they know what it feels like to be free and most of all Loved! HALLELUJAH GLORY TO GOD!! Thank you JESUS 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼 remember with Christ ALL things are possible! HALLELUJAH! Thank you God bless you for sharing your testimony

Wow what a beautiful person ! God really used this to show me How I’m verbally abusive to my spouse Because I was abused verbally my entire Life that it became normal to me 😢

Beautiful Testimony, so powerful! Thank you for sharing. God Bless🙏🙏

thank you Father God Jesus Christ and holy spirit for my sister for healing for her Deliverance her break through her salvation and freedom I just pray that you would use her testimony mightily and then it would touch so many people's hearts men and women. I thank you my sister in Christ for sharing your testimony I couldn't help but start crying listening to you and I could tell that it was real for you and I felt that and it reminds me of my own mother and what she went through when she had me and my brother my sister and it encourages me to know that God can do anything for myself for my family and for my mother for all of us God bless you God loves and so do In

I still can't really tell my story after 5 and a half years. Our stories are similar enough to where after listening to your story my mind runs away into my own. I have never been homeless, but the betrayal, that's where I get stuck. The thing is though I can not understand it. I look at your eyes, and while I see the pain, I don't see a malevolent spirit there. But what I do see is a beautiful energy, that I would not be able to let go of, even if.... And even though I know you will probably never read this, you are beautiful in your brokenness, and you are enough. Which I wish someone would have said to me.

Thank you sis your testimony has really touched my heart and I can identify myself with most of the things you have said and yes it was God that bought me out of the depression that i was in l called upon him and he delivers me. So I thank God for your life sis and as you continue to touch peoples lives with your testimony blessings to you sis 🙏🏿❤️❤️❤️

My beautiful sister, rejection is God's protection. He preparing u for BETTER. Because He is FAITHFUL!!!! KEEP SMILING

Thank you for sharing. My wife was verbally and physically abusive and I acted out with porn use and one time landed in jail bc I snapped back physically. Six months later we’ve been separated. We have a one year old. She’s now saying she will leave me if I slip up one more time with porn use. I have slipped up but haven’t told her. I’m trusting Gods mercy and grace and compassion. I have to figure out the way forward, it’s with God.

My heart goes to you, a lot of abusive ex husbands target women who have been through trauma so they can inflict more trauma on them. Glad you got out of a toxic relationship. Shame on the bullies who picked on you.

Thank you for your testimony sis. Crying happy tears because I can relate. Its very hard without God but once I surrender and trusted God. I could feel God carry me thru this difficult time in my life. Even though it resulted in divorce. I am in peace and I am worthy and God loves me for me. Let go and let God.

Omg…. Verbal abuse. Wow. I feel like it hit me, that that’s me. I also grew up with my mom and dad fighting because of alcohol to this day is the reason of arguments. I assume a lot before he does anything and when I get mad I’m turning to my very old ways. That’s not who I am anymore but it’s coming out. I want to hurt him when I want to express how mad I am with no cuss words but will say mean things to make sure he hurts. (((That’s my mom but is also physically like that))) He too is starting to get quiet and looking at other girls now and I’m stressing him out. I’m so unbalanced. I need God first again. I want to know, hear God that he blessed me with him but I need to stop sabotaging with fear and trying to run him off to test if he will go or not. As in is he the real deal?? He went from saying he will marry me one day to just told me I don’t think we will. I feel so sad and broken. I don’t have a church home anymore. A big ordeal happened at my church with the pastor that we all split up. So I continually grieve with the loss of my spiritual fam. I need God 1st. I know. Thank you for being brave girl. Happens to the best ones.

Wow, great testimony. I admire how she didn’t cast blame on the spouse and she owned up to her side of what she believes was her contribution to the issues in their marriage. But somewhere between the lines, it seems she was blaming herself for the husband’s stepping out of the marriage to cheat, not once but twice; and she still faults herself for his adulterous behavior? Another cringe worthy moment was the mention of how much the husband family were giving her. It almost seems the self esteem issue from her early life is still eating at her… as if it was ok for their son to cheat because they were doing all these nice things for her. I hope she continues to heal from all of this and know that nothing justifies anyone cheating on their spouse, especially not in her situation as she explained in this video.