Emily; the girl who was never dying a day in her life. Only living. We will always remember her for that. The girl who lived such a life.

Life is so unfair! It’s unfathomable that this girl is gone. 💔 What a gem she was.

It’s been over 2 years and I continue to watch your channel all the way through. You’ve been such an inspiration. It hurt hearing you say “I don’t want to die yet”. You’re missed and remembered ❤️❤️

Watching Emily again in 2022 it's hard to believe this lovely brave girl has gone. But we'll never forget her.

How could this beautiful ball of energy no longer be here? It’s not right, not fair.

I always come back to rewatch Emily's vlogs. It's mad how much you can miss someone you never met 💞

Physically and mentally she was just an All around beautiful soul

I don’t even know how I ended up here but I’m so sad that I’m just seeing your channel a year after your passing ... so inspirational...so full of life .... your purpose was fulfilled Emily I know you got so many people through their situation such a beautiful soul !!!!!❤️

What an unbelievably brave and beautiful woman. RIP Emily

the most inspirational young women/human being ive ever had the pleasure to see. you will be remembered forever Emily

Now watching this, makes me feel so sad. Emily was such a beautiful soul. She still is, in Heaven... Aisha, May you find peace in Gods love. ❤

She was such a beautiful girl I wish she could have had her full life. She loved life ❤

I just cant belive you are truly gone.. :( I go back to watch old videos, we miss you sweetie.. Rest Easy

I can't stop watching Emily's videos she's so freaking cool.

My heart breaks when I see Emily’s beautiful face and realize there will be no more videos. Her beautiful spirit and courage to live her life and stay positive is truly inspirational. It’s hard to believe that I miss someone I didn’t know IRL; I can only imagine what her family and friends feel. Aisha if you’re reading this you are amazing and I’m sending so much love to you! ❤️ Thank you both for sharing your lives, it’s meant so much to me and I will NEVER forget either one of you!

Unfortunately none of us have a say as to when we'll perish-but Emily is a humungous inspiration-how she just kept going and going despite her situation is nothing short of amazing. The quality of her life speaks endless volumes louder than the quantity. Two years may have come and gone but the impact she has had continues to resonate-and that is a truly remarkable legacy.

I never knew you apart from watching these vlogs, yet I find myself thinking of you often and need to hear your voice. Your need to live, your positivity and motivation were and are everything. Almost a year since you left this world and you're still impacting lives beautiful. 💖

I only saw this lady on gogglebox tonight and my god she was so inspirational and brave, rest in peace gorgeous girl😢💔 xx

Watching this in August 2019. Fucking cancer, this is heartbreaking. To hear her being so honest, depressed and scared, not ready to die, how sad that she was spending time taking meds and going to the hospital all the time but bastard cancer took her anyway just a few months after this, it's so unfair. Fly high precious girl, you were and now always will be an angel 💖🌈

Every time I re watch these my heart breaks. If only we could have donated some years of our life to you. I would have gladly given you many. Im still inspired by you and so thankful you were here long enough to leave these for us.

Emily, still with us through her vlogs, showing people how u too can power through this madness. No, she inspires us.

It’s nearly 2023 and I’m still missing you so much Emily x fly high girl ❤

My dearest, Em, you are missed so much. I come here to see you and want to reach out to your spirit to let you know you live on in those that remember you. You're still with us in our hearts and in our minds when we face diversity we hope to face it with a fraction of the grace you did. Still loved, Em. Rest well.

This is breaking my heart, she didnt want to die.

Rest in Peace, Emily. You left us too soon. We'll miss you.

Was just thinking of this beautiful young lady today. Her bright light will live on forever!!

I’ve only just found this channel and can’t stop watching the videos, even though Emily’s gone now. Her strength and positivity is so inspiring and her videos are so funny to watch. She didn’t let cancer define who she was as a person which is amazing. Thinking of Aisha and their families. Hope you’re doing ok x

This is what I admired, she never moaned in her Vlogs.

I felt compelled to share with you my story. I don’t know if u will c this, but I will still leave this. I am 43 with stage four bone cancer. I’ve had 6 reoccurrences since I was first diagnosed in 2002. I was told I had two years to live. I’m now going on 16/17 years. I’m like you. Very active and I struggle each day trying to maintain my activity and positive attitude. No one has a time stamp on their foot. Thank you for sharing your life and story. It inspires so many. Keep it up, get married, and fuck cancer.

……and she died just 3 months later. Watching Emily here that’s so hard to imagine 😢❤️

Watching this in 2020... where ever you Emily I can honestly say you live in on in so many of us ! ..every day someone new finds your channel and you inspire them , your still reaching out and your voice is still so strong in giving people positive energy ! .. you may not be hear in your physical body ..but my God your presence is still alive. X your energy is still with us that will never diminish... your energy and your smile and your pure love for life was infectious! It still is infectious because these videos you left are a gift and you continue to help so so many people .shine brite Emily Hayward in that sky because you will be one of the brightest stars in the sky 🎇🎇🎇🎇... ❤❤💪💪

Emily, you are amazing 5 years on. The quality of your videos - the music, the energy in your presentation, the structure is better than I could ever do! Xxx

Her brain is so far up the positivity and extrovert spectrum. It‘s amazing. Too bad the world lost such an energetic person.

Probably the most inspirational person I've seen. Keep pushing, keep striving, keep trying anything and everything new. You're incredible and I can't think of not seeing these videos every couple of days - if that keeps you fighting then I'll keep saying it!

I hate that she went down so fast. She was an great woman inside and out and it sucks that she had to go out this way. Truly missed and loved

What an inspiration Emily is! So glad I’ve stumbled upon her videos. Rest easy beautiful

Emily was such an inspiring person, she thought the big C with the heart of a champ. I hope Aisha and the rest of her family are proud of her. Her life was cut short but she did so much, and her impact through these vlogs will live on. The goal in life is not to live forever, that’s not possible. It is to make something that will... Emily Hayward did that.

She was such an amazing person. So positive, so strong, like someone who was diagnosed with perfect health. My heath is good at the moment but I don’t have anywhere near her energy or love for life. It’s incredibly unfair that she was taken. I’m just so glad she shared her life with us all. I hope she’s just as happy where she is now as she was when she was alive ❤️

We miss you! The way she says “ cookie”

She epitomized life itself, not death.

You are SO FREAKING strong. You are such an inspiration, thank you for doing this ❤️

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! And I miss you terribly already :'(

Awe hurts my heart so much sometimes when I watch them. She was a wonderful woman such an inspiration to so many of us. Thanks Emily for all you gave us. ❤

Aw man it was hard to see you down like this. You are so strong and motivated. Keep going, you're an absolute inspiration.

i never met you but i love you Emily and you were an inspirational lady.

Miss your vlogs Ems! 😢 Hope you and PeeWee Tom aka Dan is having a blast ❤

Hi Emily, you have been an inspiration to me! Watching you work hard to be strong and healthy in spite of the cancer has made me decide to go back on dieting and calling my personal trainer to get going again. You remind me how much exercise feels good even when I think it won’t! Ha! If you can do it and be so positive, then I can get my butt up and do it too! So thank you. I bet you are fabulous at teaching others how to work out properly. Hope you get through this rough patch soon. Hugs from America!

I can't even imagine how poor Emily must have felt .She was a true courageous beautiful young lady and a real inspiration to everyone .Sad she isn't here anymore .I would loved to have seen more videos .

Hey Emily. I love your vlogs. Your energy, determination and positivity is the stuff of legends. I wish I could bottle just a tiny bit of your fighting spirit. It seems incredibly unfair that you are dealing with this - I really hope that a new treatment is approved soon. There are new treatments all the time! Keep living life to the full but it's ok to rest too when you need to. None of us are promised tomorrow. Look after yourself xx

Nope, definitely not ready to die. Hon you're more full of life than half the people I know. Have your down days, cry if you need to. But no, you aren't ready to go. Love you x

Gosh you are so strong, even on your low's, I love the way you do other things, not letting the cancer rule you but you ruling the cancer , have a good rest to start afresh. X

it's insane how 3 months later she was gone :'( how!!...she looked so great here and full of life

I don’t know how you do it but you keep these videos very uplifting, upbeat, and give me that keep it movin’ inspiration we all need sometimes. You never know what can pop up as far as new treatments so stay as strong as possible and keep your chin up!

So inspiring, you impacted my life dramatically. Now going to the gym lost 2 stone. Actually starting to get toned. I’m eating great. Going out and living life to the full because we have too. You’ve made me realise how can change so soon. Your not defeated. Your still strong. Try get in a better mind set. Aisha will help. Nothing we can say will work but we’ve all got your back. Love you. Sending positivity ❤️❤️❤️

Just love your outlook and positivity. You make a difference, Emily.

KZfaq put that in my recommendations once more and my heart stopped for a second in pain when my eyes met the title. :( Miss her und her vlogs so, so much.

Just don't forget you are a LEGEND! you are so entitled to feel the way you are doing Em. Just know that you are loved and supported and deeply cared about. You make people smile and give them hope with every single vlog you post. You will have days like this, let's be honest cancer is a c**t! But you will bounce back as you always do, and put your gloves back on and box on. Big hugs to you darlin. Prayers and thoughts your way. Xxxx

Thinking of u Emily chin up u inspire us and people who r going through the same thing my mother in law has cancer again its lymphoma and she has been in and out of hospital for 9 months now. She is back on chemo and she has started watching ur vlogs she said u are helping her get through her tough time. She said ya a inspirational to everyone who feels like cancer is the end so thanks so much love ya xxx

Son was diagnosed with a brain tumor last October. He was put on a new experimental drug called MP-MUS and it has eaten his tumor away. But still live in that daily fear and what ifs. I'll follow your journey past you beating this!

Some of her vids were hard to watch. But now, she is free of pain and no matter how she felt at the time; the universe is now her's to explore. No more pain sweet Emily; R.I.P forever missed by so many.

Your message is profound Emily watching these back after about 4/5 months and I’m like wow what an impact you are still making in how you express your feelings each vlog.

It seems so strange to see such a vibrant young woman say they are in “end of life care.” I’m sure you feel the same...like, did they make a mistake? Cancer is a strange animal and although the medical teams have ideas of when cancer may take your life.....they really don’t know. I personally have two friends that were “terminal” who are still alive today and living a wonderful life. You are doing the right thing by living each day and doing the things that make you happy. You are an amazing woman and an inspiration to so many. 💗💕

Came across your channel today, only watched this video and I can say u truly are an inspirational human being 😣You are going through the toughest shit yet you keep ur head high and stay positive 💓Had to subscribe straight away love the videos xo

Thanks for uploading and sharing your life in all it's ups and downs. lots of love from Holland!!

Emily, you are an exquisite soul. Thank you for your precious inspiration. God bless you and Aisha. I love you both.

Awww. Big big hugs Emily! Praying for you so earnestly and hoping for beautiful and wonderful things for you.

I wish you didn’t have to deal with this sh**. Your spirit is indomitable-even in the face of this god awful cancer- but you’re entitled to sadness, despair, anger, any feeling, at times. It sucks, in a word. The way you’ve managed to carry forward with such energy & strength despite it all truly inspires me in every, single, vlog, including this one. Sending love, hugs and hopes for a better day tomorrow. PS Love you any which way you are. 💜💙💜

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Sending love from 🇨🇦 I still hit the “like” even though it was hard as I don’t like what you are going through. So thankful you have each other, family, friends, and your awesome Vlog family to support you. We will continue to keep you in our prayers.

So sad she’s gone 😔 i don’t even knew her and yet i miss her, hope you can still see our comments, you were loved by a lot of people! ♥️

EMILY!! Your videos are an inspiration to many... STILL!! Thank you so much for taking us along on your journey with such a horribly unforgiving disease! You took it like the champ you were, and were beautiful all the way until it finally took you from us. Rest in peace your gorgeous Angel you!! 😇🥰😍🤩😇

This was such a beautifully done vlog. Rest in Paradise, Emily

Love what you're doing! As a science student, this wants to make me lean towards studying more about cancer. I always believe we'll keep on improving on finding new and better treatments, perhaps a permanent solution.

Sending you love and support from Elk Grove, California, USA! You are such an inspiration to me when I’m feeling down. Stay strong.

Omg you lovely lady! I’m sat here starving on a diet and you just reminded me of half a melon in the fridge! Yes! Thanks for helping me not starve. Love to you x

"im just not ready for it" fuck man.. that hits hard..

You hit 70k emily ... I know you are looking down on us we are so proud of you xxx

Thank you, Emily for sharing. Brave young lady. Sending you positive energy and my love and prayers.❤️

Sending positive healing energy your way! ❤❤

Aloha Emily! Many of us in Hawaii are watching and praying for you. Love your positive attitude!❤️

Loved Emily so much truly inspirational cannot believe she has gone ❤ followed her a long her cancer journey… I have cancer too ❤

I’ve just started watching your videos and I’ve submitted Alreadyy and I love how you are❤️❤️❤️

Your amazing, true inspiration:)

U are loved by so many... sending hugs from Boston masschestess... Stay strong.. U inspire so many people I've never seen someone so strong as you. Thinking of u always. hugs

Been watching your videos today, I only wish I had commented when you were still alive. I'm so sorry you had to go through this, you deserved so many more years :(

I just found you today and omg you are an inspiration and Aisha is adorable!! You both are amazing. Much love from a fellow UK'er

Bugger. The pain and sick feelings must be so hard to deal with. Hopefully a weekend with Aisha will lift your spirits. Hugs.

This is the first video I've watched but I'm kind of in love with this girl.

I am praying for you. You are such a brave girl. Sending love❤️❤️❤️

I can´t believe you are gone!

I miss her. Life, CRUELLY taken from her. So sad. :(

Emily you are amazing and Aisha thank you for sharing your journey with us all your outlook and personality is literally da bomb :) keep smiling and no your not ready to die and staying positive is the best thing you can do xx

Your such an inspiring beautiful soul. Thank you for sharing your journey stay strong love from California ❤

I still watch Emily's Videos, she still inspires me,her spirit lives on. May she Rest in Peace💙

Hope you're feeling better, yay 15K subscribers congrats.

Emily, I feel a little selfish but I must admit I'm here whenever I'm down. Your attitude never fails to brighten up my day. You remind me to pick myself up and fight back. Sending you sunshine and warm hugs all the way from Thailand. Please take care.

Your positivity is amazing

I keep getting Emily's vlogs come up on my suggested things to watch. I miss Emily and her vlogs so much x

God, love her, she didn’t realize the cancer was eating her fat or muscle to feed itself. She was so strong RIP dear Emily.

Love you em😘 your such an inspiration ☺️ I remember when I raised over £200 for cancer by shaving my hair 😌♥️

🤗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗🤗 Love from Connecticut USA & prayers. You’re not alone fighting this dang beast.