Who else is watching old videos because you miss emily...

It's 2024 and I'm watching Emily's videos again. She is immortal.

She was truly a miracle to be living such a healthy life, relatively symptom free with cancer that advanced. This was 3 months before her death. What a way to go out, inspiring people like that. Her family must be so proud.

Emily knew that her videos would immortalize her.....her lagacy is as vibrant today as ever 💕💕💕

She’s buying treats for the Dr because she felt bad for him having to deliver the news to her……name a more beautiful soul I’ll wait. Yes I’m watching in 2020 I miss her

This girl is amazing. I’m so angry that such a beautiful, vibrant and fun loving girl was taken too early. Too early. Despite her news she was so positive. And I’m sitting here all down with full health. It’s for people like this that make me get up and seize the day!! I’ll make sure I smile for you beautiful. RIP darling 😔❤️

Even though you're gone now, I find myself watching your videos and being so inspired and grateful. God loves us all. ❤ Emily is one of the most beautiful souls of all. ❤❤

It's mindblown to me how she was so positive despite such a grim diagnose... What a beautiful soul, and so courageous

She said she would know when she was going to die, and if you watch her last video; you will realize that she did know. RIP lovely person Emily.

We all miss you Emily, but will NEVER forget you! RIP Emily Hayward!

Am I the only person who binge-watches these videos?

aww bless Peta getting teary too, I don't think most people know that as a nurse you can get very attached to long term patients and it can be really hard not to be emotional when things don't go well for them. I am glad you have such a lovely nurse x

It breaks my heart to see such a young girl suffering with this cancer when all them evil bastards are living a good life out there I’m praying xxxxxx all my love Elaine

I just discovered Emily's videos. It's amazing to see how this girl is more full of life in the brink of death than many of us who are healthy and well. I don't want to take this life for granted, because it's not fair to people like Emily, who had so much love to give and couldn't.

Miss you Emily when I feel down in my life I watch your videos again because you were so positive in such a negative situation x

man! she is tearing it up in heaven. what a rare soul! rest in power Emily. your memory lives on. you have helped so many. you are saving lives still.

Still come back to see Em Still loved still missed sep 2020 2years 2 months ish How are yoiu Ashia xxx peace

The world is an emptier, sadder place without you in it

Emily defined the meaning of live each day as though it was your last ❤

This news was so damned difficult to learn , as Emily saiid,”Pretty Crap News” whilst thanking everyone for their support of a the channel. Instead of running back home after the crappy news, you two ate a beautiful meal and shopped and walked in London!! Emily and Aisha, you are such great role models for strength, courage, and unbeatable love. I love you both lots✌️

She was like a really good friend.

I go back and watch her just a great girl! Hope she knows we miss her

How very sad when Emily said she will know when it will happen, but she still remained so positive. Absolutely heartbreaking!! 💔💔💔 Emily you are missed more than you know ✌🏻🌹

So grateful that I was blessed to have known Emily virtually. Your vibrant personality and zest for life always make me smile. Thank you Emily and Aisha for wonderful memories that will live within me to the end of my life.

I discovered Emily’s videos a couple of months ago. She was such an incredible young woman, taken much too soon. I have progressive MS and watch her videos for inspiration. She makes me appreciate each day.

YOU ARE JUST AN UNBELIEVABLE HUMAN BEING! YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL SOUL AND YOU HAVE TAUGHT SO MANY SO MUCH, MORE THEN MOST DO IN 10 LIFETIMES. ❤❤❤❤❤

I only recently discovered Emily and have been watching all her vidros,what a beautiful inspirational person she was.It is hard to watch knowing she died as she was so full of positivity.Bless you Emily you definitely left your mark in this world and as you said Carpe Diem.Sleep tight lovely Emily xx

Just can’t stop watching , I miss u em , hope your ok ayisha x

Emily and Aisha would be the kind of friends that one would love to have in their lives.

Long gone but certainly not forgotten! Inspiring. Such a vibrant spirit til the end. I'm in a similar situation and yes it's important to live to the max and enjoy life! None of us know when our time is up.

I just started watching her videos and I cannot get enough of her she has one person I wish I had known in life on earth

Miss you Em in 2021.. will always remember your strength and courage and you still inspire.. as long as these vids are here.. I’m here

When the student is ready the master will appear. Much love and light!

I've been saving all the restaurants in Emilys videos to my Google maps. When I get my passport and travel to the UK, I plan on visiting each restaurant to honor her. (Nandos, Wagamama, Chapter, Forks and Green) plus many more ☺️Rest in peace Emily

I watch all the time. And I saw on Aishas Instagram today she had a baby boy!!!! Em is looking down on them so happy!!

News may be not so great but your delivery is: f***ing SUPERB AS ALWAYS EM!! You have already given sadness a new outlook & attitude so don't ever change~just LIVE ✌😊✌

I love your attitude you're making the most out of a bad situation. I'm a stage 4 colon cancer survivor in remission since August 2015. I believe very strongly in positive energy bringing positive results. You've been added to my prayer list. Live it to the fullest we have no guarantees💗

Watching Emily’s postings as they come up today. That wonderful example of bravery . I know we will never forget her.

This is so painful to watch around 5:24 min. 😔 Oh Em, you were so right about that, because three months later you were gone. ❤️ And now I am watching all of your Videos and wish I had known your strength before. Rest in Peace. You were/are so beautiful inside and out. ❤️

Incredible incredible girl. Stellar mindset. Only one Emily Hayward

What a brave young woman Emily was. Allisha was an absolute rock for her. Love to them both ❤.

You sweet angel are THE meaning of the saying we ALL should "LIVE EVERYDAY LIKE WE'RE DYING".....Because u did just that everyday...what a beautiful soul u were and God gained his new top angel...r.i.p.

So so so much love for you both. Every video is a lesson for all of us, really.. None of us know how long we have on this earth. We need to make the most of every day.. find joy in every day, take advantage of every opportunity... live life to the full. You’re a joy to watch, and a true inspiration. I pray for you always. ♥️

What a privilege it is to watch you two. I stop everything to watch you when you post. Thank you xx

It's wild how they gave her an estimate of about 2 1/2 to 3 months to live and she passed away 3 months after that,.. I've always heard stories of people beating the odds and living longer than they have been given by doctors,.. and even witnessed it with my own mother,.. given a year or two to live but here she is 10 years later doing great,.. I really thought Emily would not only beat her estimate, but knock it out of the park,.. She was so strong, motivated, positive, unshakable and full of life,.. I'm so lucky to have found this channel,. It has changed my life in so many ways, it's crazy to think where I'd be right now if I never discovered it. Thank you emily, you meant more to this world than you know. I'm so devastated that someone as deserving of life as you, had to have it taken from you so soon. One day you'll be able to hold Aisha again,.. but until then, Your subscribers will be here for Aisha and will continue to follow, love, and support her through all lifes trials. I hope you're ok wherever you are, much love, kitten 🧡

Wow. This is like my 4th vlog & I find myself in love with how you are so real & raw about everything. Truly inspiring for me to never take a day for granted in your honor and I am going to strive my best to always do that for you, Emily!

I just saw the photo of your engagement on Instagram! Congratulations 🎉❤️

What a brave beautiful soul!! I so wish there would have been a better outcome. I’ve watched so many of your videos and the strength you have give other is impeccable. Aisha you should be very proud, Emily you may be gone but you’ll never be forgotten RIP Angel 💔💔 x

You are absolutely mesmerising to me Emily.I can only add that finding peace with this will be the start of the best days of your life! I absolutely feel for your family.You are a credit to your mum.Include her in all your plans if you can.The woman must be heartbroken beyond comprehension.Onwards wee chicklet ❤

Omg you are so brave and both of you are an inspiration and amazing people

I admire their minds, I mean despite this horrible news Em goes to the gym, and Aisha actually thinks about and get herself waxed. Me, I would just sit in a chair and rock back and forth, I guess part of it is I'm an anxiety sufferer and that I don't have any support system. But I truly admire these two that can actively attack this horrible problem, then separate their thoughts for something positive for each one of them. I don't know if I'm making sense. I miss Em and Aisha very much.😔

Whenever anybody (myself included) starts to feel sorry for yourself and think that the world is against us... please think about what Emily had to deal with time and time again and how she dealt with things in such a positive way. This girl was a trooper and prooved to us all that life is for living. Emily you legend. Your memory lives on in so many of us 😍

Your personality is infectious... been through 2 cancers and I know that sinking stomach feeling...waiting for eye contact from your doctors when they enter a room and looking for any kind of hope. Keep fighting the good fight sister, you’re doing it with class and grace❤️❤️

What an inspiration! I think about Emily often, she was so strong.

I miss you. I watch these just to see your positivity and upbeat personality regardless of your struggles you endured

Emily, sweetheart. ❤ I wish so much that I could give you my life and take all your worries away. It's SO heartbreaking seeing you so distressed. Just go and enjoy lots of delicious food and spend time doing enjoyable things with Aisha. You're the strongest person to face your illness the way you are. I hope you got some nice things and treated yourself when you went shopping. Hugs from Sheffield.

I think about Emily and how amazing and beautiful she was. She was such a little fighter. Heartbreaking that she was robbed of her life.

Nobody deserves to go through this :( my heart hurts. Be strong you look like an amazing strong beautiful woman. God bless you.

Keep it going gorgeous, and please never think your content is anything less than inspiring and very human. Take care

Miss her! What a beautiful person she was! Who couldn’t lover her?

2022 and thinking about you Emily. Woke up saying to myself, what’s going on ya lot. Had to laugh. Miss you, Rest In Peace 🙏🙏

What a ‘Presence’ you are Emily! You have a beautiful spirit! Love and prayers from USA!

I know not whence I came, I know not whither I go; But the fact stands clear that I am here in this world of pleasure and woe. And out of the mist and murk another truth shines plain- It's in my power each day and hour to add to its joy, or its pain. -Ella Wheeler Wilcox

I feel so selfish when I feel bad for my own life I've never gone through anything like this it's crazy to think how people can get caught up in their own crap and they're not really going through anything

You are a warrior! Just found your channel. You are a beautiful person inside and out! I’m so sorry for the shitty hand you have been dealt!

I think you should compile these blogs into a feature called Not Why Me? Try Me! Your attitude and determination are astounding.

What you & A have to deal with is immense, no doubt. I’ve been following quite awhile but don’t say much,but felt the urge to shout Thank You! You manage to stay as upbeat as you can, work out AND have fun. You’ve taught me to grab what I have & live. Days gone by aren’t given back - if I wasted my day, that’s on me. Bless you both! Peace, Power & Comfort. ✌🏼👊🏼💜

I keep coming back to this brave beautiful and inspirational girl, its absolutely heartbreaking that she's no longer here but I know she's in a better place now... pain and worry free.

None of us are guaranteed tomorrow Emily that's the way I see it. You have to just keep living it the best way you can and be kind to yourself. Try and relax with it as best you can you're doing amazing. The content is always so worth watching, all of us subscribers and many more are here for you. Living and breathing is the name of the game, keep focused as I said the mind is a strong mistress. You're a beautiful soul and so strong. Both of you are, much love to you both xxx

We won't forget you em! Miss you lots! I so hope you're okay aisha!

Stay strong Emily! Cancer is tough but you are tougher ❤️

Amazing girl watching 4 years on such a inspiration I have cancer and she is still helping people now ….. beautiful ❤❤girl so sad 😢but she makes me smile

Healing people with your videos! You are an angel ..especially your relationship ❤

Well if you've just got engaged, 'My epic life & my beautiful wife '

Sending love and hugs from OZ. Post what you want when you want Emily, we understand. With the winter freeze almost over and Spring in the air..almost, birds will be tweeting, sun shining and everyones spirit feels refreshed. You are on a turn in the road of life, but no matter where the road leads, you are not alone. We all love you. We are all very privledged to have you in our lives. Thank you. Hugs to beautiful Aisha too. And Congratulations to you both 🌹💜

Hate cancer. Lost so many beautiful people to it. This vibrant lovely Lady here then gone so suddenly. Awful. Miss her very much. Got to let go though. Hard not to continue to want to see her. Brave girl. Xx

God bless ya cherub. I live under a storm cloud too, I constantly have blood clots. I’ve died a couple of times but I’m still here and intend to stay that way. Positive attitude, makes all the difference doesn’t it. I have bipolar too so staying positive is a battle in itself. I firmly believe that staying happy keeps the storm clouds away. I send you guys love, luck and courage. Xx

I love how chill Aisha is

Thank you for sharing Emily and Aisha you have helped so many. Rip sweet girl and Aisha keep living in the fast lane she would be so proud x

Awe, I love you two. I'm so inspired by both of you. Praying for positive vibes and continued prayers from Alabama.❤️👍🙏

I Honestly just sit crying watching these 💔

Me, I absolutely love these two ladies.

Miss you angel watch the older blogs just yo see you and Aisha in better times RIP Emily xxx

You’re a beautiful girl, it’s lovely to see the real pretty side of girls without make up, on a more serious note....stress will kill you faster so try to relax and take life as it comes my aunt lived 18 years without treatment for breast cancer, her sister lived 2 weeks after a double mastectomy. Sometimes doing nothing and just living life can give you a greater chance, sometimes treatment will prolong your life too...weigh up your options and all the pros and cons. I hope you live a strong and long happy life you’re a lovely positive girl all the best xxxx

I just "happened" across one of your videos earlier this morning and have since been binge watching.... Your courage, positivity, strength, and the love between the two of you is really beautiful to see. I guess I just felt compelled to thank you for sharing your journey with the world and for being who you are, as corny as that sounds.... I really feel like you've opened my eyes to some things and have no doubt that the impact you have and will have on this world either directly or through these vlogs, will go SO far beyond anything you could imagine. Hearing you speak has really reminded me of life's fragility and how much I take for granted. Thank you for that! I wanted you to know that I received the message, to leave nothing undone or unsaid, and will do my best to do just that. I've been married for quite a long time and we have two beautiful children... Life can be exausting and at times become so routine. It's easy to become complacent and take things for granted. The neverending dishes, cooking, laundry, chauffeuring kids here and there, and on and on, I admit at times I just want to be selfish and check out mentally, even just for a few minutes, maybe get lost on KZfaq or whatever... I suppose my point is just that you've helped me realize some areas of my life I need to get back into balance, but more than anything I'm reminded not to sweat the small stuff and to live each day to the fullest, however that may look... So again, thank you and know that you're in my prayers. Never give up or lose sight of hope, anything's possible:) ~Sending much love and blessings:)

Your videos have had a profound effect on my life, attitude, positivity, and overall behavior.

I'm watching Emily she was an amazing person God bless you! You are an Angel now

Emily left a great void.... it can't be filled. But she has helped so many people by inspiring them to never give up. She fought a good fight and is now a bright star in the heavens pain and worry free.

The content isn't crap. There is so much life in your videos. So many lovely intimate moments between you and Aisha that are heartwarming to see. You're amazing. You are so inspirational. Keep on going and keep on living your life like you are.

Emily, you are such an inspiration!

So upbeat, 20 cookies lol! So typical of Emily..miss her so much. Inspiring. Always on the move too! RIP Emily ❤

It's not the end until the end, loves!

Emily, the two results videos are the first I've seen of you. We're from the same neck of the woods. I was born in Orpington but live in the US. You deserve so much better, sweetie. Cancer absolutely fucking sucks. I lost my sister to brain cancer in November of 2015. You are clearly brave, bold and ready to live whatever time you have to the fullest. You go, girl!

Just found your channel, don’t give up.....You have so much vitality and character I literally have watched one video so far and I’m rooting for you and Aisha.

I would call the series "living my life to the fullest" or something like that :) Sending lots of love girls, if anyone can beat this it is you two 😍

Yes!! I think she would of been a great person, friend to hang out with. She was so positive despite the nasty news she continued to get. So funny. I love funny people. Emily was fun and kind and a great girl friend then wife to Isha. Beautiful great girl. Sadly missed. I just loved her personality!! 😍😍

Really glad that you kept up your Gym training with the progression of your symptoms and cancer.

Doesn't matter, how serious the subject, I feel energised everytime I watch your vids. You're both amazing! Have a great day tomorrow!

Congratulations to you both on your engagement. Bout time! lol. You have the right attitude Emily! Don't listen to their estimates! Grab life by the balls and LIVE it! ❤

LOL! Standing in the street talking to camera about “going to go pick up the drugs” 😂 Ohh bless you girl, I hope you at least have some sort of knowledge to go forward with, and make the most of every moment. New series, the “tick list”. Can’t wait 😊💕