weird thing is, even after being fine without you, suddenly I start missing you

Listen, for anyone who is sad, depressed, if you feel hopeless, if you feel like nobody is there, please read this. I’ve felt like that for so long, and I’m here right now to give you hope, because the past 4 weeks I’ve felt so energized and happy, it does get better, day by day, you need to work on it. Don’t rush it though, it could take a year or more, which it did for me. The amount of times I’ve wanted to give up, I didn’t cuz I knew at some point it will be worth it. Of course I still get sad for a short period of time, but that’s human. I got therapy and help for a bit and gave myself time to reflect about stuff and think. Anything that wasn’t going right, I fixed or let it go, anyone toxic in my life was gone and still is. I’m not gonna make myself suffer just cuz someone is toxic, you just need to recognize that. Put yourself first. I’m still working on that, but I’m finding that in important too. And so are all of you. I care about you, I may not know you, but there is not one part of me that can hate you. I’m sure all of your are amazing and you deserve a lot, if you need to talk, I’m here. I’ll be here and help you get better if you want. Just know, there’s hope.

i dont know how to be okay without you, i have nothing left to give, you took everything i had

Not even surprised They lied to me Used my love Caring for them They lied and took From me No reaction No surprise No emotion on it I don’t care anymore Just gonna crash and wake up Solo mode Real friends …. Ha Never had that Fake Bunch users and abusers No more Won’t ever let anyone get close I get it now Isolation Some of us have to stay away from ppl Because it’s always The same Lies Lies Fake caring …. Rambling ….

Why do I listen to so much negative music. I'm fine now but in five minutes I'm gonna be like, oh yes I can relate and be all depressed. I have to learn to stop myself. Lol. Five minutes later: 😭😭😭

Hi stranger, We don't know each other at all. We don't know eachothers names, favorite color, or even each others birthdays. We know nothing but somehow we feel at home in the comfort of these sappy, heart-touching, comments. Somehow, we suddenly know a million things about each other. We are able to notice that, together, we are misunderstood and sometimes feeling distant from the hug of comfort and satisfaction within our lives. But, that's ok. You are never alone and never deserve to feel like you are a failure. Life throws us curve balls sometimes and right now yours might feel particularly heavy. Sometimes the curveballs make us feel that knot in our throat and make our eyes tear up in the front of the room. Sometimes the curve balls make us feel alone and empty. Sometimes the curve balls have us realize that we need a hug or moment with someone but we can't get one/them. But, these are curveballs- nothing more than a stupid, singular object/moment. You have to realize that. You have to realize that no one cares about your mistakes and that everything is going to be ok. People love you- whether you believe it or not. You are so strong and beyond deserving of love even if that is hard to see right now. There is so much good in the world for you and you deserve every speck of it. Everyone deserves happiness- even the kid that took your lunch money in elementary school. Here's to hoping for brighter days ahead. In the meantime, take care of yourself. But after all, I am just a stranger, what do I know? With love, kindness, and everything that brings you pure bliss, A stranger on the internet

3 in the morning, thank you so much.

Played this playlist thinking how sad can it be. First song is night we met. My god

çox qeşeydi, hələ arxa fondaki əlavə yağışın səsi falan :)

Thank you for rain and good musics❤

я так устала, я просто хочу, чтобы меня любили такой какая я есть, я не хочу слышать советов, я не хочу начинать все сначала, я не хочу быть здесь, я так устала и ощущение такое, что уже никогда не станет легче, я просто хочу быть счастливой, я хочу чувствовать эмоции как нормальный человек, я устала ничего не чувствовать, я устала плакать по ночам, я устала жалеть себя, но все что я делаю я ною, не правда ли? есть люди вокруг меня, но такое ощущение, что я одна, никто не может меня послушать, никто не понимает, что я чувствую, от этого становится еще хуже, сколько ложных обещаний, сколько бы раз я не пыталась, все идет коту под хвост. "ты хоть что-нибудь нормально можешь сделать?" "тебе надо еще похудеть" это мне сказал близкий человек, которого я очень люблю, но почему именно так? я и так чувствую себя бесполезным куском мяса, я целыми днями сплю, но мне нужно готовиться к экзаменам, но зачем, я не понимаю, я не знаю чего хочу добиться и хочу ли вообще. я устала думать о s#меrтtи и представлять разные пути ухода, я думала это все прошло, я думала, что все стало нормально, но нет, мне кажется я тяжело больна, но раньше я хотела получить помощь, а сейчас мне стыдно обращаться кому-то за помощью... я так устала, я даже близким людям рассказать не могу...

Remember those night we used to have where you were comforting me? Niether do I

Always calm

I'm sad now

feel like i Always dream🙂‍↕️

Один из самых хороших плейлистов, что я слушала за последнее время. Удачи тебе!)

remember those nights we used to go for a run early in the morning

😢 quiero llorar y llorar.pero se que mi familia me dirá por qué lloras y no entenderán el dolor que siento desde mucho tiempo.

I love you but I'm already owned by someone

It reminds me of a lot ❤

Temo que te enamores de alguien pero no soy quién para decirte que no lo hagas por qué se qué los sentimientos son los que lo hacen , simplemente me hicieron tanto dañó cada vez que me enamore pero aún así contigo volví a creer que alguien si podía demostrarme qué realmente está enamorado de mí y que teme perderme por ese motivo te doy gracias por ver en mi qué podía ser aunque no tú primer amor pues el que si me lo permites durará toda la eternidad

The best one of the best

🆘🕸💔I don't care about anything anymore; life is just an oppressive burden, and I have no strength left.

2AM and you are in the other room, realizing you will never be together…

Falling in love with you was the biggest defeat that looked like victory, I realized it late.

I don't know why you left me, but I hope you're in peace now. I'll always love you. I hope you're waiting for me up there, I may go soon...

Tomorrow it’s my 16th birthday and I feel like I’ve felt so much sadness and anger way more than a normal 16 y/o teenager, I’ve seen the most rural villages and the biggest cities and I’ve felt love and heartbreak. I am now writing this bc this year it will be the first we do nothing on my birthday… like I was the second priority on everybody’s callender on a may Sunday right after the Queen’s Birthday weekend

I hate you for everything you did to me Where is my sleep

Sweather swarer? Its poliester!!💓

10:06 where can i find it?

❤️

You ever thought about whats on the other side ? I'd like to think its better than this 😢

ıb want to sleep too (

i thing that was a dream

за 1.5 часа высплюсь

My friend just committed suicid and this was his fav playlist thank you so much

Кто я”

😥🤧

*whoareyou* -sag mir erstmal wer du bist bevor ich hier auspacke.. Oo