It takes what it takes son...your dad and I stand by you.... always and forever.... love you so ....🙏🏽♥️🙏🏽

I spent so many years falling on and off the wagon. I even became a substance abuse counselor. Surrender, I never really did it. When we are alcoholic we cannot drink, you just can’t. Life is so good sober, I saw how happy you were. You are struggling against alcohol but to be honest, you are fighting with yourself. You can stop it, you can do thousands of things in your life, just not drink. It will take away 99% of your problems. Do t lose it all. Be done

I drank everyday, finally had a black out, DUI crash, faced with throwing away what at that point was a 10 year carrier in the Navy I quit. They sent me to alcohol training, guy giving training held me after class, next thing I know I’m in out patient treatment. Ended up staying sober finished my 20 retired now. Alcohol is bad! In any amount, most people relapse and die, I’ve lost many loved ones this way. Things I contribute to my success God, wife, job supported me, yoga, swimming, bike, everyone knew my issue I came clean, I made a decision to help others. I feel you need to relies that if you drink you will destroy your life, i fully understood this after the event, also the blackout aspect was really scary, freaky and ptsd like. I quit, period, hell I quit just before thanksgiving Christmas and New Years I was done!!! I had a loved one, he needed more, even rock bottom was not enough, he’s dead. You need to stop fuuking around, you don’t need an education are you sober now? You need detox? If not stop or die! I’m a firm believer in detox and out patient treatment, maybe you need more?

Your frankness and authenticity is inspiring Noah . I pray you'll find the peace you're yearning for

Man, it takes STEEL to be this open man, your experience and openness keeps the rest of us together thanks man

You’ve got this buddy, respect and my thoughts are with you. Stay strong dude.

31 Months No Alcohol. I had to hit bottom first. You got this!

Hey man stay strong, your channel helped me with my depression back in 2016. I know exactly what being a addict feels like, but hey man, remember, shit ALWAYS gets better, you just gotta stay strong

The pain is becoming greater than the reward.... that’s where I had to get, u got it this time

I started following your channel because of the mental health issues you talked about. Now I find myself truly concerned for you. I'm s praying man and I am praying for you. I lost my older brother to alcohol. I truly wish I could find a way to help you more.

2020 was a bitch. I’m on a binge of your videos and maaaan I’ll tell you that you’re helping me the fuck out. I’m sure you’ve heard it all before, but THANK YOU FOR YOUR VULNERABILITY. You said you’re not winning, but there’s a lot of people that have passed because of this disease. I’m sure you don’t agree with me but the fact that you’re alive and fighting back is a win to me. Thank you man.

That spot you said you're in sounded just like mine when I got sober 2 years ago, thanks for sharing your feelings honestly. I had to go there too to realize that I honestly don't want this no more. After that I've stayed sober one day at a time. Wish you all the best Noah, I've been watching your channel for over 7 years and it's been tough to see a brother struggle, but I guess we each have to see it through until we say no more. I also had to feel completely lost and powerless before I was ready to change. One day at a time ♥️

Power in prayer brother… this is a spiritual and mental battle…we are all battling everyday… every day is a new opportunity to be better than yesterday… prayer brother pray… God Bless

Hey. I stumbled on this video 30 minutes ago randomly after searching for content to help cope with my feelings and struggles of losing control, loneliness, and just feeling generally low in life. I don't usually comment, but I just wanted to say thank you. I think it was a bit of a wake up call for me to stop wasting away the way I am. There's hard work to be done, and I think it's time for me to take the first steps into that direction. Thank you for being genuine and I hope treatment goes well. Remember that the hardest setback brings the best comeback. I'm rooting for you.

I'd stay off Social Media as well mate. Some journeys need to be supported only by those that have unconditionally committed to your well being.

Drinking is an escape from something, your running away from stuff you haven't been able to face/work through, usually emotional shit, and it's scary and it hurts, but properly deal with it and alcohol no longer becomes a problem. It's just a symptom of the true disfunction, problem. Good luck x

My son was recently addicted to several different drugs, he hated the thought of going to rehab for an entire three months. Once he hit the three months he wanted to stay even longer. He ended up doing 5.5 months and he is still clean and sober to this day. Right now he has 10 months. Stay strong and be true to yourself. I am an alcoholic, sober now for 17 years.

Good for you brother. So proud of you! I’m 39 years old and I just hit 4 years sober this March. This is HARD stuff bro, I approached kicking my DOC knowing it was hard work and knowing I would have good days and bad days. I’m an athlete and originally approached my sobriety at a million miles an hour thinking I could beat it into submission. When I sort of “gave myself a break” and admitting it won’t be easy but the outcome is so worth it. You’ll do awesome brother.

You’ve been an inspiration to me Noah I started TRT from a Dr here in the UK and my life is so much better because you motivated me to get help. Keep your head high mate you’ve got this. As an ex-addict myself (opiates,alcohol) I feel your pain but I think you can overcome this and get back to being a savage and happy again. Much love bro best wishes 🙏

Next year is YOUR year. Sending hugs and blessings from the UK 🇬🇧🤗🙏💞

I’m praying for you bro. Whether you know it or not you’re an inspiration and definitely stronger than you think. And this is coming from someone who is struggling greatly with mental health and fighting my own battles. God is within us, God is with us, and we will overcome this darkness!

I have found a lot of inspiration and strength from your videos. Your openness and willingness to be vulnerable has helped a lot of people. Sending you nothing but good vibes and wishing you all the best in treatment! You got this!

WOW!!! Very honest! Thank You SO much! Can't wait to see a video when you get back! With eyes full of LIFE!!

I fell off the wagon massively this year. After our first lockdown ended and the bars and clubs reopened I went straight back into old habits after having almost five months dry.

Jesus can help brother, will power is not guaranteed... God bless 🙏

Sending lots of strength your way. It is great that you still have enough of yourself to do this for YOU. You deserve to do better, be better and live a healthy life. Go get it!

Just saw your dad’s post on his channel (and the hug at the end choked me up btw). Good luck Noah. Wishing you all the best. You got this. We love you 👊❤️🙌💯

Jordan Peterson rightly says, to quit alcohol, you need to find something better than alcohol. I think any treatment that simply says that alcohol is bad, is not likely to last. Your alcoholism will rationalize that problem away in 2 seconds.

Was thinking about you earlier this morning how things are going. Never look at Cost Factor for treatment cuz you do have a KZfaq family that would set up a GoFundMe to sponsor you. Take care Noah. We be waiting for you when you get out. God bless 💖

Blessings to you! You sound open to receive and that is so important.

All the best with your recovery. I hope you find your way and continue to help people thru your honesty and willingness to get better!

I’m struggling with being comfortable with being uncomfortable. I’m at the point where being sober feels physically great but mentally exhausting

"I'm on a quest to save my life." BRAVO....EVERY TIME you have a negative/fearful/catastrophizing thought, replace it with THAT PHRASE!!!

Never say you can’t , my brother broke another habit with drugs and yes it was a challenge and for me to see him break or kick the habit was heartbreaking for me . But he’s been sober for almost 8 years . You’re a great person for sharing your life . You’re the Man !

Looking forward to hearing from you on the other side. You are SO worth the best of everything life has to offer!

You are doing the right thing by going in a different and 3 month rehab. I quick drinking almost 3 months ago after 10 years of out of control drinking. You are one of the people that helped me make the decision to stop drinking. WIth the exception of KZfaq and Linkdin, I have stopped all social media. It has helped me keep my focus on me and not drinking. You may need to do the same. I would at least stop social media and YouTUbe for all 3 months of treatment and you may need to give up this channel to help with your sobriety when you get out. Getting rid of social media helps keep my world calm. I'm 20 plus years older than you and I know that if I hadn't have quit drinking I would have been dead in a couple of years or less. You can do this.

Drugs are like a friendship / love because they stimulate the same pleasure chemicals in brains that should come from relationships / natural enjoyment. But drugs are a toxic friend. at the beginning of using them, it’s magical and makes you feel at home and solves your problems. But as continuing to use it becomes less fun, and you get trapped. Also, I think why drugs are isolating for addicts is because you’re fulfilling your need for companionship through a chemical substance rather than through real relationships

You got this. I've been there too. This is a great decision for yourself. You've been so helpful on all the topics over the years. You inspired me during depression and anxiety as well as getting sober.

You have amazing insight ! You're going to be ok and you can do this. You are a stellar human.

Takes some courage to admit you need help man, I'm sure it'll be just what you needed and wanted it to be. Cant wait to see the next video when you're up to it man, whenever that may be.

Brother I was in a deeper hole and Campral saved my life. Well recommended.

Stay strong, friend! I feel like you need to hear that I m so greatful for finding your channel

‘I have every opportunity in the world to get sober and stay sober’ ....let this be your time man. You got this there is so much life out there without alcohol in it 🙌🏻

“My” alcoholism. Gotta check that language. you gotta break the subconscious belief that you and alcoholism are one.

My prayers are with you Noah. I’ve been sober for 2 years from cocaine and alcohol. Whenever I feel myself starting to slip I sit outside a homeless shelter because I know if I relapse I’ll be there with a needle. There’s a fine line in life from having everything and losing it all. Come at me life that’s all you got...hit me harder I want the pain I wanna feel it....I sure won’t let you take my sobriety when I’m down.

I wish you the VERY best on your recovery! Keep your head up. You can do it!

You helped me at a really low point! Your words telling me i can get through it and you believe in me give me that bit of hope i needed to keep going!

I went to rehab twice for an opiate addiction and finally the second time it clicked so please don’t give up! I must say it is hard for me to relate to alcohol addiction because both times I felt “ready” for rehab the withdrawal was so severe I could never dream about talking to a camera let alone leaving my bed. The physical sensation of opiate withdraw is so intense that I think it helps push those in it to rehab or to use, but I ran out of money so I had no choice and thank God I didn’t. I just wonder if you had the absolute physical horror that is present with other addictions if it would have clicked sooner with you. Maybe take this in mind whilst in treatment? I know that won’t matter much but I’ve just been a long time fan and hope you do well on your journey. I wanted to leave rehab every day and I was only there for 3 weeks. God bless and good luck Noah!

Man... im in the same situation. I battle through trying to work out regularly like i want. Mind you i work 12 hr shifts and im pretty athletic but on my off days im struggling with wanting a 5th of Jack or Hennessy.. I have a home and a car bu financially im not a my greatest. Keep doing good bud. But tbh my stubbornness told me i didn't need rehab.. buti think i need it

Thank you for uploading these videos. They are helping a lot of people get through and that means a lot. You've got this man. I look forward to hearing from you on the other side!

We will get through this together Noah. God bless and stay Positive brother. Can't wait to hear back on your progress!

Im sorry to hear this. Hang in there, its tough times for many of us. We have to take things day at a time. Don't give up, you will find yourself again. And I am proud of you that you are going back to treatment. Dont give up. Dont give up.

I just passed 7 years of sobriety on September 1st. I'm also a dedicated weightlifter, much like your commitment to CrossFit. I hate seeing these updates from you, as I struggle to understand how you can be so committed to your health, but seem unable to able to kick this poison to the curb. You seem like a genuinely good person, so I encourage you to work on your will power. YOU and you alone have the power to abstain. Make it happen. Best wishes to you and your wife, as I'm sure this is taking a toll on her well-being.

Praying for you and your wife. I have so much respect for you for sharing what you're going through. I'm excited to see how you're doing during and after rehab. You are absolutely doing the right thing.

Stay strong 💪 you’ve gotten through so much , it’s been a tuff year . Sending 💜

Noah! I'm so very, very proud of you for making this video! It's so freaking easy to keep telling yourself that you are still able to get it all together while everything inside and outside of you is going to pieces. This is choosing the "safe" path because you know, deep inside, how difficult and scary it's going to be to do the real renovation work. However, you are now at the place where you see how valuable you are to yourself, to your family, and to your friends. This revelation is showing you that doing what you have been doing is NOT going to get you to where your heart and mind know you need to go. I guess I can safely say that your most genuine parts are getting ready to birth a new, much more authentic you into life. I will probably sound like a blooming idiot here, but if you have been covering up past sexual abuse, tell your counselors. Get it and it's repressed horrible feelings out of yourself. Also, ask them how the hurricane of alcoholism got started in your life. Behaviors like that usually have an event that causes you to be drawn into it. It gives you pleasure. Then, once the good feelings wear off, you believe you have done something bad for which you start beating yourself up over. Lastly, you go back to drinking to help escape the self-hatred you found yourself in. Now, you are in the swirl of the two airstreams and you don't see how how got there. These two airstreams seem to be alive and they are taking you where ever they want. Finally, sit down somewhere with a couple of plain sheets of white printer paper. Using a pen, or pencil, make a map of all the items troubling you. Each one goes onto the map where ever your gut tells you to place it. They will act as landmarks and you can draw them, and color them, any way you feel is appropriate. This might unlock something you forgot about and you can talk to your counselors about it also. My prayers are with you, Noah! Be kind and gentle with yourself, particularly when you relapse. You might not. However, for me it has been this way. When I do the most critical thoughts and emotions spring up to tell me things like "HA! I knew you couldn't do it! Why don't you just end it now because WE BOTH know you aren't going to succeed!". This is when you have to dig into the deepest part of your soul and shout back "I'll be damned if I'm going to let you win, you S.O.B.!" Hang in there, man, even if you have to dangle!

I think you should also consider not making videos about alcohol for a while. I can imagine talking about it all the time Is fueling the mental obsession part of it.

I just ran across your videos. I feel you are an extraordinarily awesome guy! We all have demons. I hope you are able to get better with this rehab. I just think you’re awesome putting your heart and soul out for people to see and relate. Most people suppress what you’re feeling. I pray for you and believe in you. All my best. 🙏😍

You've got this, buddy!!🤗💗I'm very proud of you!! I wish you all the luck in the world! Take your time and do what you need for you! You've got this! I can't wait to meet the new you on few! 🤗💗🤗💗 I'm sending you healing vibes, lots of love, giant hugs all your way!!!

Alcohol is the people's drug. I have struggled most of my life too. I am 5 years sober now and I hope you find your way too friend....

9 days sober 4 outta detox, 3 year old son. brother and father both dead from herion. i would wake up and shake at 4am and wait till 6am till i could buy my vodka! i would be a pint of vodka in by the time my fiancé and son would wake up at 8am! My boss told me that I needed to chill with the drinking at work I couldn't stop. i was the head chef. Due to Covid the spot shut down, and i got even worse i was drinking almost 24 hours a day. I would fall asleep at 11pm wake up every two hours and have to take a shot if had any left.. I had a horrible grand mall seizure and fell and broke my clavicle and bit a huge hole in my lip! only 9 days but if i can do it so can you!

Wow. This video really touched my heart. Thank you for being so open & honest with all of us. During the 3 months of treatment, remember that your wife, your friends and all your subscribers are pulling for you. You are not alone! May the New Year 2021 find you sober, happy and home again. 🥰🥰

Thank you. I love you. This gives me courage to take my mental health seriously and move forward with that recovery.

Noah you got sober for a whole year!! Just remember how good you felt during that time. Your one year sober from alcohol video inspired me to get sober. You have done it before and you can do it again. I am over 3 months sober from alcohol and I feel so much better!!

When I think about drinking again, I think about dying from liver cirrhosis. That shit sounds awful. Keeps me sober. 💕

I'm in the same boat man. I get you 100% we got this.. I wish nothing but the best for you.

Ive just watched the full video. Thank you Noah for your brutal honesty about your situation. I am hoping and praying for your recovery and look forward to your first video once you restart..in the meantime, take care and God bless and your family 🙏🙏

Best of luck, Noah. It took me two treatments for me to get this right, there's always hope. I'm sober 17 months next week.

I work at a women’s drug and alcohol treatment center and I am an addict. You know that this is a progressive illness and it always gets worse when we’re in our addiction. There is hope, though. I’d absolutely recommend at least 90 days in treatment. Be selfish in your recovery and focus on YOU. You’re strong, smart, and you can do this! If I can, so can you. And it’s NEVER too late.

Good decision . Keep moving and working . We will be here . Big hug and good luck !! 👍🍀

I hope you are ok, and that you will overcome your battle. I will be thinking about and praying for you.

Watch David Goggins videos. And Jocko. Man up. Start running 10 miles every other day. Stay away from toxic women. Set goals. Pray. Stop having the victim mentality. No more crying. Stay hard!!! U just have lil alcohol problem. Be thankful it’s not Herion or cocaine. U got this bro don’t give up. Don’t let the devil see u sweat

What happened with Crossfit? I feel like you were so much better when you were all in with Crossfit. Your mind and body were in a great place. Feel free to reach out. Good luck with your rehab.

I wish you all the best. Your channel has helped me so much at low points to know I am not the only one feeling that way

Thanks for sharing. As a recovering addict it's a good reminder for me of what it was like.

The twelve steps, the only way. You have to put as much effort in to staying sober as you did to get high. Good luck to you🤞🙏

Noah, do you know Alexander Lowen and his books? I really think you might be interested. He speaks also about depersonalization among other things. He explains alcohol so so so very well in a way you may or may not be familiar with. I don't know. But according to him it's all a denial of the body and feelings. You can never ever fix yourself on an intellectual level, no matter how deeply you understand this or how many hours of books you've read. In that regard reading books is useless, however he does give practical healing techniques, which is another book he wrote - Bioenergetics. Elliot Hulse brought that up recently, perhaps you're familiar with it. Also, something very very interesting. Take a look at what bioenergetics means from a biochemistry perspective. Wikipedia it and read the first paragraph. Hormones and neurotransmitters are a part of metabolism!!! And we know how both are important. We don't metabolize just food, we metabolize feelings and emotions. Fixing your bioenergetics, from both perspective is a must. Alexander Lowen knew about the importance of metabolism at least 40 years ago...

I have been watching ur videos for years , they have helped , sorry to see your going thru this, you will get thru this bullshit , stay hard

I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST!!! YOU ARE A BEAST!! I WATCHED YOUR TRANSFORMATION VIDEOS AND I'M IN AWE! YOU CAN DO IT AGAIN!!!

Is it possible youre giving alcohol WAY too much attention? How can you quit something when you're constantly focused on it?

Have you ever listened to or watched any Eckhart Tolle? I feel like his words would help you, I know they did me.

I have 12 years sober, should have been 19 years. It was hard has hell. This year has been bad for me as well, thought about going back allot. Good luck with the treatment. I hit my bottom at 33 years old, my body just couldn't handle it. Get through the rehab and stay strong.

Man! I wish you the best ..thanks for sharing this .. You will overcome this addiction don’t give up.. GOD bless you!

It’s going to click my friend. Once that anxiety is too much and alcohol is no longer the prize it all comes together.

Noah, there was a time where you didn’t drink or even have a desire to drink. Return to that time. Return to innocence.

God bless you, Noah. Praying for your full and complete recovery this time. Greatly respect your courage in so honestly sharing your journey. You are helping so many people in the same scary place. What you said about being in a hurry to “get back to my life” during your previous rehab stay really made an impression on me. In my case, my “life” at the time was a huge part of the problem. It’s very difficult, but, like me, it may be necessary to completely redesign your life in order to save it. During your time away from the steadies, triggers, etc, you will figure out what that looks like for you. Don’t worry about the holidays you’ll miss this year. Think of how many more anniversaries, birthdays, and special occasions you and your wife will enjoy with you being happy, sober, and a whole person. You can do it. 🙏🏽❤️

I live your channel. All best with the rehab xxx

I'm so sad to hear this noah, I remember your channel and your dad's, loved watching the doctor stuff and then hearing about both of your alcohol addiction. Noah I'm going to be blunt with you, I dont know if you believe in Jesus or not, or ever really knew him as your own God/personal friend/savior, but I want to tell you hes real. This isn't religious stuff or obeying commandments or else you burn in hell, I mean that stuff still stands, but God loves you so much no matter how badly you are addicted or struggle with it. I know seeing my own father fight his battle and tear my family apart some days, its really demonic. I myself have struggled with depression and suicidal thoughts, and honestly, 2020 has been my hardest year in my entire life. Back in the day I only really had suicidal days every 5-6 months or so, when things got bad at home and I felt hopeless and just wanted to die. But for my own testimony, I can tell you that the only reason I'm alive is because of Jesus. He tells us in Deuteronomy 31:6-8 That god will always be with us, and he will never leave us or forsake us, if anything thats what I want you to remember, through all of this suffering, battles with not just addiction, lets be real, its demonic and sinful, you can't help but give in to it and drink, but you don't have to fight this alone. As I battled this year's problems with my own depression, it became even worse and I was getting tormented by demons and satan every week or so, the thoughts kept coming, I also took comfort in Isaiah 41:10 where it says "So Do Not Fear, For I Am With You; Do Not Be Dismayed, For I Am Your God. I Will Strengthen You And Help You; I Will Uphold You With My Righteous Right Hand." Its kind of similar to the last scripture about him never leaving us or forsaking us, but in here he STRENGHTHENS us. If you still have a little spark of hope, and if you have never read the bible before, I will point you to Isaiah 41verse 8-20. Also let me tell a story that happened to me over the week I have not told anyone in my own home. I was suicidal one evening and it started turning into self-harm, not so much razors, but physical harm, I was punching myself and just hurting my body, but it seems like it wasn't me, you should never underestimate demons/satan and how they are so deceptive and destructive. But what do Christians say without really understanding this? "There is power in the name of Jesus" Yes the first time this happened I simply said "Jesus help me" and he did, all my suicidal thoughts went away, my mood improved and a bit later I was on my knees praying, there is POWER not just in his name but also the word of good, that is, the bible. Now sorry about that sidetrack, but back to my experience, this was the 2nd time I was self harming and I was thinking about suicide so badly, yet in my darkness and complete hopelessness, I had a thought to put on the word of god, now another christian told me a similar thing, even just hearing the bible play on audio is powerful, it can change the atmosphere around you, especially the demonic/darkness if you can sense it. So I did just that, I had a thought to start listening to Philippians and thats when I felt like the demonc within me was being tormented, it didn't want to hear what was being played, and again I called on the name of Jesus and he helped me. Now a few days later I am back to praying, back to my bible reading, and I have no more suicidal or depressive thoughts, I'm at peace, I have joy, I am able to laugh and be happy again, not by any rehab/medicine/doctor or any other sort of self-help/self-willpower/or any sort of solution apart from Christ. If anything, during my short 25 years of this life, in my own way, in my own loneliness and brokenness, God picked me up, he never was angry at me or hated me, he never forsook me, he was patient, as it says in 2 Peter 3:9 "9 The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. Instead he is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance." Everything I experienced, from my brokenness, my tears, my demonic attacks, my joy, my love and peace, all of it, whether it was bad at the moment, was turned for good, and only god was able to accomplish this. Now I don't say this to say humans can't help us, I received therapy in the past and it greatly helped me, but you should never make humans the final solution, they only play a part, they aren't the cure, nor can you will this addiction by willpower noah, no one can, but by the power of Christ you can overcome. I dont know if you or anyone will read this, but I want you to know that Jesus truly loves you, but no matter how many times someone tells you, or says it, I know how hard it is. So I believe each of us has their own testimonies and struggles in life, because we too can have a personal relationship with Christ, he doesn't just tell us he loves us, he proves it by ACTION. 100 Pastors could have come up to me and told me Jesus loves me, etc. But I didn't get to experience that personally until Jesus picked me up off the ground in my sorrow/tears and brokenness, washed me, fed me, healed me, made me joyful and happy again, he proved it by his ACTIONS, not just mere words a pastor or christian will tell you a thousand times. I pray you accept him as Lord, and you too can have your own testimony and personal story about how God PROVED his love for you, not by words but Actions. I will keep you in my prayers, and I love you and your family very much, jesus even more!

Surrender already. "You said Aww look at my eyes." I needed a pitty party to . "Doesnt anybody see my eyez" Brother you know alcohol will always tear u down and will continue to kill you and everyone around you. Go get a sponsor and open up your heart. Listen to that part you been ignoring, you know that part about A relationship with GOD! Yes that one!

What's up man. You can do it! Just want to let you know you were one of the people helped me out of a slump when I was 19 (5 years ago now) and ye your videos just really helped me. Unfortunately I now find myself back in a rut (maybe even deeper this time) and I am also having serious trouble staying sober

Best wishes to you on your journey, you haven't given up and you keep trying to get better. You can do this. I just watched your Dads video. Y'all made me cry at the end. You've got this!

Until you stop identifying as an alcoholic you’ll never change

Love this. I went through the same thing 5 years ago. Went to a great recovery center, dealt with a shit ton of trauma and processed the "why". The world is yours!

Stay strong hope you get better. I relapsed this past weekend and I feel terrible and ashamed but I know we'll make it through.

Wow me and my husband’s Anniversary was yesterday(oct 5th) too! Just found your videos today. It’s amazing the relief I felt when I watched your videos on the DPDR. I’ve been struggling with alcohol for years now and the mental anxiety has really peaked for me and I’m certain the alcohol is to blame. I hope I can get sober this time too. Take care and thanks for your honesty and sharing your feelings. Really helps people 💖💖💖💖

Thanks for sharing your journey, it's fascinating hearing you tell your story. Good luck at rehab, I hope it heals you.

Hey brother.. it was nice to see you sharing those raw emotions. Nothing but love and support for you in this process. Do whatever it takes. I’ll always be your fan. Best wishes for you and your family.

Just saw your Dad’s video explaining what’s going on and what’s to come. So sorry you’re struggling! You can do this!! Sending positive thoughts and prayers your way!!

Good Luck to you Noah! I am in quite the same spot. I had a really scary and self destructive September. I hope it sticks for you. I truly know this struggle. 🖤

All the good for you, man! I like your videos, your honesty and all. Coming back to watch your videos from year to year. Struggling with alcoholism too so I get how this is...