1:41 , watch from here, thank me later

Noah, I say this from a place of love. You helped me get sober. I am now in my 6th year. I hate that you are still struggling. I feel like alcohol is in my rear view mirror and I'm driving 90mph. I couldn't picture life without it. Now, I can't picture life with it. It's unmanageable and I sure hope you are able to conquer this monster. I always remember that if it's a $500 shot of premium whiskey or gas station beer, it's all shit. I (and you) deserve better. Hang in there brother!

Give it to God. Its the only way

I've been in a "endless" cycle of sobriety and drinking... longest I've been sober was 1 year, I only drink at weekends or parties, sometimes once a month, other times more but the thing is, moderation is never a thing that happens even if I know I can't drink too much, I simply can't control at some point and to be honest I feel like I should not just drink but every weekend its like a supernatural force just drags me out of my house and here I go again, I don't know, it is very hard. And the thing is, I'm not even seen as a drunk by either my family or my town. The one who needs to know once enough is enough is YOU. It just destroys me, and my spirit. I hope one day I solve this once for all. I feel like its my battle. I wish you all the best! ♥

I dont feel normal😢 i am 14 years old and i cant see my head in mirror because my head and voice scared my😢😢😢 i dont feel my eyes and head😢😢

I have bpd , and i go numb.

Also right now i feel im finally turning a corner, i have night terrors with years, also lately im breaking down crying and really soul searching, regrets eat me alive, its only now im living, i wasted my life til now. Suicide attempts, just real real sick sad scary sinister lonely suffering. Its amazing how im not dead genuienly

Im 32 , no clue who i am. Used to drink myself nearly to death

the interviewer is sooo annoying lol. keeps cutting him off she jumping all over the place. it's like he's thinking more about what he's going to say next instead of listening

I am certainly an alcoholic, at the age of 52, and have been for my whole life. I believe I was born that way. Even as a toddler I was crazy about Gripe Water.

love u bro, you have helped me take the leap and for that im forever grateful. Now let me help you, just let the little bit of hair you got left go broski lmao

Emptiness Meditation- Book Conversation with God- To be honest how I stopped was a miracle. I prayed the neural pathway of drink disintergrated- and it did- I never once since felt an urge to drink. 3 years- I use hypnosis everyday to focus on what I want- disintergrate the pathway no point focusing on what you dont want. I dont do steps or see myself as an alco- I see my self a a spirit in a body with the opportunity to live a truly joyous life. I use positive words- I try help people all the time. I see myself as the luckiest person alive.

Almost all people who drink alcohol want it more. Its pure classical conditioning, getting pleasure from dopamine and GABA system so its totally normal to crave more. Non alcoholic people just can control when to stop, understand that drinking more and more leads to worse an worse day after and possible other consequences being drunk af. So they can take a considered risk because thats what it is but alhoholics cant control the risk, dnt care about it etc.

Great job again Noah, so glad you’re sober and doing well.

Chronic gastritis is why I quit drinking 6 years ago. I drank heavily for like 7 years. Now I can’t eat anything but bland foods and meats. I’ve learned stress makes it worse. Gotta change your diet completely to slowly get well. I gave up candy, fried foods, soda, coffee, caffeine, nicotine, etc. on the bright side it got me sober and it made me realize how precious good health is and how to never take it for granted.

All these guys are walking into heart issues thinking everything is cool. Its sad to watch

U took soo long to give the answer to this....in have severe anxiety... good video

I have no reason to live. Without my work I have no touch or money. Car accident injuries stopped me from working 7 months now. No other skills for my age 50. Partner went to drugs so I left him and now he suddenly died. The guilt or his death is unbearable. No love, no children, no job now which gave me life and connection, no family around. Limited money for my age. I am full of fear. I have now continuous pain in body and now his passing is crushing my mind. It’s hard to get out of bed. I am so tired .

What about when u feelt like u might snap or that u would not feel guilty if u did something ur thought tell u,then u get scared why u think that,then the day after, ruminate if u really did it or not,and just can't stop it for months,is that also ocd? Should I also try to just let it go ? I feel like I need to find out if I really did something or not,just bcuz I feelt that way on that specific day,but I can't recall it since a year lol..is that the same ocd trick? Hope someone can help,if I should just let it go,I feel like I don't deserve to let it go,if that makes sense to anyone?

Trying to convince myself that I could drink responsibly was the biggest joke I ever played on myself. One drink was always the beginning of yet another terrible ending. I've run the experiment too numerous times to count and the conclusion is always the same. I am indeed powerless over alcohol. It feels good to be baking homemade bread this fine Sunday morning rather than laying in bed dying from hangxiety.

The big thing to create consistent change is realizing that thoughts and thinking are not the same. Thoughts come and go like suggestions. One can call them functional thoughts or signposts. Their job is to just give you direct info right now and then they leave. There is nothing egoistic or damaging about them. Either you follow their advice or you dont. Psychological thoughts however are egoic thoughts. Talking to you in "I or me" mode. These thoughts are a result of you thinking your thoughts to try to control them. They give you a sense of control by making you think you are figuring something out or solving something. In reality, it is all a scam. You have no control over your thoughts when you think them, no progress is being made in the content of the thoughts that we seem to believe. After you think about them they still move on without anything at all being better or solved. Unless we stop thinking/engaging with our stream of thoughts, we will never be in our true power of wholeness and clarity. Effortlessness and joy. Health and abundance. Good luck!

Thinking gives you the illusion of control.

17 Days Sober!❤

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In one now. Im improving ❤

You can tell you're trying so hard to become a better person

You can apply this to any addiction from cigarettes to drugs. Everyone has their demons. Good luck in your sobriety brother.

Great video. Addiction specialist Bitten Jonsson talks about this a lot. She talks about 3 categories of users: social users, harmful users and the addicts. An addict has the illness of addiction as she calls it, and when they come in contact with the substance, like sugar, alcohol etc., the brain lights up like a Christmas tree and they are immediately all in even though they’ve been sober for 20 years. Their brains are wired differently. The saying “ one drink is too many and a thousand never enough “ is according the her experience very accurate for them. Wishing you all the best and thanks for sharing your thoughts with us

Glad you’re doing ok. I’ve been watching your channel off and on for a while. Just from afar… I was nervous/scared for you a few years back when you posted some videos in the past discussing how you could “manage your drinking” after all of the low points and rehab etc. Unfortunately for you Noah it’s a fact that alcohol and you can’t really co exist in any healthy form (from what you’ve expressed in stories on your KZfaq channel) And that’s ok just own it. I’ve known many alcoholics who never managed to get to any kind of recovery and have literally drank themselves to death. They’re gone forever. You’re still HERE. That’s victory. Seems like you’re getting better now. Best of luck to you and I’ll keep watching updates.

Just for today!! 🙌🏻👏🏻

I am 9 months sober from alcohol and I don’t miss it at all! 🎉🎉🎉 🎉🎉🎉 🎉🎉🎉

Man I'm suffering so bad and no one understands, I don't understand - I just want to stop these thoughts on loops - ivnt slept well in 6 months and I sleep 10hrs a day.

I don't get how a liquid that you enjoy can be an "identification". Why can't you just be a human, once who struggles with alcohol addiction, among a myriad of other things one can be addicted to whilst still not BEING that which they are addicted to. Just a thought.

Genetics certainly is pivotal.

I've not had a drink for nearly 6 years but I still fantasize about buying a bottle one day in the distant future when I no longer care. But I know I wont be able to stop and the prospect of quitting will be almost impossible. Once I'm under the influence i dont want to stop until i sleep and I will stay awake watching shit on the tv until the sun comes up. Its unsustainable.

One day at a time man. Keep comin' back.

I went 4 days without the drug, felt better but said meh it's Friday... now Saturday, hopefully I stop until next Weekend.

IIdentifying as an alcoholic gives me strength, it's just a statement of what I am. An alcoholic in recovery is a poignant point. I love your honesty and humility. I love the passage of time between drinks, for me it's nearly four years. You reminded me of what a shit thing drinking to excess is. bless you and may you have strength to become and be a victorious man who is an alcoholic x

NoKnow! Is The BringSallyUp challenge vid incomming? Pushup version right into the bodyweight squats version? Back to back!? I dare you, brah! Anyway.... Keep up the great content, sir. We're all gonna make it. Peace.

Hey Noah I STRONGLY recommend checking out the “love your liver livestream” check out episode 71… it’s covers the basics of toxic bile theory, the root cause of most major health & mental health issues. It’s a revolutionary approach to medicine that involved detoxing & doing less rather than cramming supplements, food & drugs etc like other approaches. It will all make sense I promise. I read your story of when this all started with that medication. It will get better. You have to cleanse your liver!

"I think that's one of the problems with alcohol. Is that, if you came out with alcohol right now, if alcohol wasn't a thing. And you like, 'I've invented this drink, that is gonna make you like either really happy, or really aggressive, or really stupid, and we're gonna just sell it to the masses.' People'd be like, 'Nah, mate keep your funky juice, like we don't want that. That sounds terrible." -Tom Holland, 2023

I'm a little confused by your first dosage. You said 400 mg. There are 1,000 mg in 1 ml. Your prescription box said 2 ml every 2 weeks. But yes I could see how to mls would get the start of back acne.

What an amazing video. Im exactly like you. Relapsed countless times and more broken each time. Thank God I got humbled enough to surrender. Sober 5 years through the grace of God and AA.

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His poor stomach. Chris looks amazing and so healthy now. Looks like he made it just in time. Huge congratulations to him! I'm really sorry he went through all that though. omg that's brutal.

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Thanks for the videos over the years. Pray to God brother, for guidance and strength

i sighed when i saw this vid completely i think its just that everyone in this planet is overthinking or obsessive but they jst stop caring about those meaningless stuff that pops inside their head great video man appriciate it

Thanks for this video, very relatable and helpful.