00:01 - Alien Blues, Vundabar 02:55 - Notion, The rare ocasions 06:10 - Treehouse, Alex G 08:48 - I Can't Handle Change, Roar 12:06 - Jealous, Eyedress 14:09 - Kids, Current Joys 18:27 - Where'd All The Time Go, Dr. Dog 22:19 - Nostalgia, Surf Curse 24:45 - Devil Town, Cavetown 27:43 - Freaks, Surf Curse 30:05 - Ykwim?, Yot club 33:33 - Dark Red, Steve Lacy 36:22 - Young, Vacations

It’s strange how strangers comfort us more than our parents

Room: I'll close the door so people won't see you crying Mirror: don't worry I know your true self Shower: I won't Make fun of your voice Pillows: It's okay I'll be here when you cry Teddys: I don't care if you hate me you can hug me when you're sad Light: I'll make it dark so you can sleep TV: I hope I calm you down while watching videos Mind: I'm great at keeping secrets Songs: I'll distract you while You thinking something that makes you sad Blanket: Hug me if you're sad Food: Eat! Eat! Stop starving yourself Fan: I hope you'll be okay I am here always so you won't feel hot AND THEN PEOPLE SAYS< NO ONE CARES ABOUT US~ 🖤LOVE YOURSELF 🖤

"When i did everything right no one congragulated me, but when i made one mistake everyone pointed it out and laughed at me"-Albert Einstein

They didnt notice you were crying They didn't notice you were sad They didn’t notice you were tired They didn’t notice you were alone They didn’t notice how attentive you were They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are... They didn’t notice how you actually try to make others smile They did notice you failing grades They did notice your unattractive They did notice the mean side of you They did notice all your mistakes They did notice all you flaws They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them. But you stayed strong You kept going on You never gave up on hope You never let then take you down And you know they wasn’t good enough for you And that’s what make you stronger.

*as kids we used to pretend to cry. But now we pretend to feel good and smile..*

To anyone reading this: I’m so fucking proud of you, you have made it so far and have not given up, I love you so much I would be so sad if you left, I care about you so much and there are so many people that care about you. Think about the amazing things that will come out of life and the amazing things that you will not be able to have if you leave, graduating, movie nights, friends, family, food, dating, having kids, listening to your favorite song, watch your favorite tv show, sports. (etc.) So please, please don’t give up! I am so proud of you! I know it may be hard to see but things WILL get better!! You have come so far, please remember to take care of yourself, try to eat and drink smt even it’s a little bit. I BELIVE IN YOU!!! :):) Much love - a random stranger

Weird how KZfaqrs can comfort me and make me feel better than my own parents and friends

It's really a nice feeling to read the comments and see how strangers actually cared about us, more than our parents

Pov: You used to be a happy, cheerful child, but now, all you feel is tiredness and depression for how dark the world that you’ve cared about has become. You want to go back to the good old days but there’s no going back now. But you can do it, you might not understand yet, but you will live on and move on. I believe in you!

to everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus. to everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. to everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. when you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. to everyone who is drawing, you got this. you're art is amazing. keep your head up (or down, depends on where your paper is) and remember that you matter.

This Playlist hits different when you are a kid...

I'm only 10 and my mom pressures me so much. Sometimes I wish I could yell at her : " I'M JUST A KID! NOT A PERSON FOR YOU TO BLAME EVERYTHING ON! I AM YOUR CHILD, NOT ANOTHER PARENT TO VENT TO..."

I hate how my parents won’t ever understand why I listen to music like this and why I call it my “get away” music when it’s sad or depressing. Music like this makes me feel emotions that I have to suppress because no one will care and just call me an emotional cry baby. It really is my get away

Reminders for sleep :D DONT FORGET TO!! ~ Plug in devices that need to be charged. ~ Have a shower/change clothes (if you can) ~ Brush your teeth (if you can) ~ Put in your retainer (if you need to) ~ Take medication (if you need to) ~ Set/check alarms ~ Check/lock all doors ~ Check/turn off all lights (if need be) ~ Go to the bathroom ~ Feed/check Pets (if you need to) ~ Say goodnight/call love ones ~ Get stuffed animals (if you need to) QOUTE :) ~ Those who matter, don’t mind. Those who mind, don’t matter. (So only care about the people who really matter to you. Don’t take the opinion of people who you don’t care about.) I Love you random person reading this

Its funny how songs can be more comforting then people sometimes. Who relates to this....

sending a virtual hug to anyone who needs it, stay strong guys! i understand what your going through, i myself am suffering anxiety so this playlist helps alot thank you!

sending virtual hugs to everyone who is having a rough day

I love the beginning where is said "I hope you are doing good :)" and "your loved by me" it made me feel appreciated by someone.

love how people who can relate to each other be better than therapists

For almost everyone that commented nice things in many vent playlists, thank you because you all helped me to not cut

to be honest i dont know what to feel anymore.

there was a teacher at my primary school... he kept staring at me and smiling, even asking weird personal questions to me. I felt so uncomfortable, i think he knew but wouldnt control his 'love' for myself. I was too scared to tell anybody but the even worse thing is.. the man was WAY older than me. he was about 67 with a wife and kids. but he chooses to love a child while he's teaching. ABSOLUTLEY DISGUSTING. he should NOT have the right to do anything like this at that age, shoule be more responsible and know that i didnt like it. he was always daydreaming and saying hello while giggling. I hated it. If you read this, THANK YOU SO MUCH 🥹😭 edit: hes still doing this.

Mirror won't judge your looks Showers won't judge your voice Pillow we'll hold your tears and screams Blanket protects you Bed comforts you Music helps you cry more has you can I am proud of you being healthy I am proud of you drinking water or anything I am proud of you standing up I am proud of you sleeping I am proud of you blinking I am proud of you eating I am proud of you siting I am proud of you laying down I am proud of you crawling I am proud of you walking I am proud of you smiling I am proud of you crying I am proud of you reading I am proud of you baking I am proud of you holding stuff I AM PROUD OF YOU❤ your not compared to anyone Your not ugly Your beautiful and loving and don't forget the most thing your gods little angel❤ This spell isn't mine, spread it to the whole world to make their day better ❤

It’s crazy how strangers on the internet understand and care about us more than our parents.

I find it funny how our own family members don’t see us suffering, our tears, scars, etc but what they do see is our smallest mistakes and not understanding a thing when we finally want to come out to them and tell them what’s going on and they usually just compare us or ignore us… I’m so sorry for all that has to go through all of this and others that deal with other things u name it, I just want to say don’t give up I love each and every one of y’all

Let's appreciate the Internet for being the family and friends we all deserve :)

I suddenly remembered when I was 4 years old and I was crying alone in my room bc my parents were arguing how useless I was and at that time I cried all my hearts out and all of the sudden, I felt someone arms wrapped around me even though there was no one. It's creepy but also comforting. I felt safe that day and it won't get out of my head. AND THIS IS FOR SOMEONE WHO NEEDS TO KNOW 100 REASONS WHY I LOVE YOU!! 1. You make me happy. 2. You dare me to be a better version of myself. 3. You follow me and you push me. 4. You love me in the times when I’m not capable to love myself. 5. You love me in times when I act like I don’t love you. 6. You forgive me quickly. 7. You understand me. And when you don’t, you do everything and you go all in to get clarity about the things you don’t understand. 8. You respect my boundaries. And you dare to cross them when you are sure you know better. 9. You accept my sadness and my anger and you live in harmony with them. 10. You see and you love the next best version of me. 11. You open yourself up for me. 12. You are truthful and vulnerable with me. 13. You don’t play games. 14. You throw away the masks that don’t serve you. 15. You are doing everything to become a better man for yourself and for us. 16. You are courageous. 17. You listen to me when you know I’m right. 18. You go to therapy. 19. You take care of your body. 20. You nourish your relationship with your family. 21. You have the most wonderful eyes. Not just „beautiful blue eyes“. But the eyes I look into when I’m not sure if you love me and when I’m not sure if I love you and their answer is always „yes“. 22. You have a gentle, innocent smile that always comforts me. 23. You are sad and you share your sadness with me. 24. You have the smoothest skin. I could spend hours just watching and caressing it. 25. You have beautiful strong hands that turn me on and make me feel safe. 26. You have a beautiful cock that satisfies me, energies me and reminds me I belong to you. 27. Your beautiful back and shoulders give you the power to take me and to conquer me. 28. Your have a beautiful man’s butt for therapeutic squeezing. 29. Your energy is clean and bright. 30. You have a gentle and calming voice that soothes me when I’m upset. 31. The stories you’re writing amuse me and inspire me. 32. You are the only person who makes me laugh more then I can make myself laugh. 33. You amuse me, make me laugh and inspire me by reading me your stories out loud. 34. You know so much about everything and I love it when you tell me about history and all the other things I know little about. 35. You know how to calm me down when I’m sad. 36. You share your power with me when I’m weak. 37. You have a unique style and you’re cool. 38. You are handsome, sexy and attractive. 39. Your sexuality is strong and you share it with me. 40. You are smart and a fast learner. 41. You managed to gain more of my thrust then anyone before. 42. You are the first person I gave my financial dependence to. 43. You teach me how to love unconditionally. 44. You let me be myself and you encourage me to find more of myself. 45. You invest in yourself. 46. You trust my intuition. 47. You made the first move. 48. You care for me and you look after me. 49. You love and you care about our dog. 50. You respect my friends and you make an effort together with me to nourish that relationships. 51. When I’m stuck, you help me find a solution. 52. You always drop me off and pick me up when I travel alone. 53. You give your best to make it easy for me when life gets tough. 54. You care to know how I feel in every moment. 55. You love expensive and beautiful pleasures and you incorporate them in our life, when we can afford it. 56. You are reliable. 57. You bravely listen and accept my complaints. 58. You care about my relationship with my parents. 59. You care about my success and my happiness. 60. You care about my body, you love it and you accept it. 61. You have a strong faith. 62. You let me give you a massage and you dedicate yourself to give me a massage. 63. You chose me and you continue to choose me. 64. You kiss me soft and tender, always and everywhere. 65. You practice yoga with me. 66. You remind me to drink water. 67. You encourage me to write. 68. You are shy and you’re letting me see it. 69. You know how to take me boldly, wildly and strong while we have sex. 70. You know how to force me to the edge of fear. 71. You are gentle and thoughtful. 72. You dare to show me all your faces. 73. You write a journal. 74. You are clean. 75. You love and enjoy the nature and the sea. 76. You are ready to do any house choir I ask you to. 77. You wash the dishes more often then I do. 78. You are ready to take risk and make life changing decisions for me. 79. You threw away most of your chlothes I hated. 80. You are ready to build our big bright future with me. 81. You are ready to do anything to heal my pain. 82. You share with me all that you have. 83. I’m not afraid to fall, ’cause I know you are there to catch me. 84. You care about your male friends and you are actively working on those relationships. 85. People love you and everyone enjoys your company, especially the kids. 86. You know how to feed us when I’m not capable to do that. 87. You are strongly connected to your roots and your parent’s home towns. 88. You tought me to understand and enjoy nature on a deeper level. 89. You are able to live any life style life brigs us. 90. You kiss, love and take my breasts and my pussy. 91. You are tearing down my walls gentle and patient. 92. You don’t hesitate to hush me down and lead us when it’s necessary. 93. You wrote me two beautiful pieces. 94. You listened to your heart when we started our journey and you did all the right moves. 95. When you kissed me for the first time, it was at the right moment at the right place. It will always be one of my favorite memories. 96. You care about my opinion and we make all the important decisions together. 97. You call me all the sweet nicknames and you kiss me when you leave and come back home. 98. You hug me and hold me before we fall asleep. 99. You are wonderful for at least 100 more reasons. 100. I love you for at least 100 more reasons.

Unforgettable Your image like a photograph ingrained Your eyes, like a novel I want to read A forest of questions to explore What lurks beneath them, shall perhaps remain mystery Like little beams of light they dart around Like raindrops unsure where to fall It was by chance that you would look at me A raindrop would land and startle me Like a summer storm I fell To run out, jump into the open air To swim to an island ashore To share a dance with you It was a vivid dream, then It was but a dream I looked away But did not forget Your smile, A childish grin So subtle, and foolish, and carefully sly I’m watching like a quiet lake, so still My reflection of you, is fading ever so Into little ripples of the lake I looked away But did not forget Your voice, When I heard it first It wasn’t vast like the ocean Nor was it like the sky or clouds Not like the sun, or the trees, or their roots below Not like thunder or lightning, not even rain But rather, like a treasure hidden in the sand Its rhyme, its rhythm, lost in my brain Still I remember when it called my name Each grain would fall Slipping through my fingers, before my eyes I longed to hold it my hands But I looked away Still I did not forget Your laugh, It was like the rain at night It pitter-pattered, rumbled and echoed as it fell I watched and listened through a window, a sheet of glass A barrier, a wall, I dare not cross Like a child and its bedtime story, I was drawn to the sound of it And never would I have enough But I looked away And still, I did not forget Your hands, They were distant planets foreign to me I watched them, through but a telescope, wistfully If only I could reach out, if so I was willing To somehow venture through the void But the void, it grew only more as time and space led on And soon, I knew, you would be gone So I looked away But could not forget Your shoulders, Not bulky, not broad, not epic, nor monumental Nor lean to be exact But strong, and lightly tan Like an architect’s design Like a smooth clay figurine I glanced upon your physique, your frame But only for a moment, a secret glimpse Then I looked away But did not forget Your hair, Sometimes hidden beneath your hood Sometimes messy and unkempt, disorderly and disheveled Always fell perfectly around your eyes Framed you, beautifully, charmingly Like a work of art, calling out on display, That stood out from all the rest I loved all your colors and depth And when I looked away I did not forget Your kindness, It wasn’t anything extraordinary or strange Nor was it the least fake or false It was quiet, sweet Like hot chocolate, filled with a rising, gentle steam It came when least expected, Like a tiny flower, perhaps a wild one, that grew between the cracks It was cautious, almost awkward, but it was lovely And like a flower myself I bloomed, like a star I beamed My heartbeat quickened, rushed by butterflies My mind raced with thoughts and jumbled with words And all I said was the very least, though I longed to say much more Perhaps, again, it wasn’t much you did But with it, you stole my heart You were the only one And all I did was look away Though, never forget You were at last, a beautiful sunset, so surreal An experience to have again and again, new to me everytime Underneath it all, I longed for your ray of warmth and security I could never step into the light, no matter how I tried I was glued to silence, held down by gravity And like that, Gone all too soon, Your glow fell beneath the earth, Your colors faded into the sea, But still, an image I can recall You were unforgettable.

For everyone who hear this playlist...stay strong (◔‿◔)

Is it just me or whenever you feel sad you feel like you're not actually sad and you're just seeking attention? :,)

The thing is.. Is that im actually still a kid..

My heart goes out to all of those who aren't even teens and still understand this pain. Me included. You need to keep living. If you go now, you'll miss so many things. Your sweet 16, driving legally for the first time. Drinking and smoking legally for the first time. For those who are in their teens, i'm proud of you. You've made it this far, you can keep going. I believe in you. Keep going for me, little one. All the sweet little kids out there. Know that i'm your new dad now. You can reply to this comment and tell me about your troubles, I will make sure to respond to each and every one of them. You can do this, my shining star. :D

this playlist fits my everyday mood my parents will never understand. i just run up to my room and cry. when my parents call me down and ask what i was doing up there i would just say listening to music or doing art. i could never vent to my parents and i mean ever. they just wouldn't understand.

⚠️small vent⚠️ I really am just a kid. I'm only 16 and I'm going to the doctor's in 3 days because I may have Alopecia because of all the stress I'm having. And then 2 days after I go back to college, I literally have a performance that we were given 5 weeks to learn an entire script, dances and singing to. I have memory repression also so it's stressing me out not remembering everything I need to. My dance teacher isn't helping at all. She's telling me I won't be able to pass and I may be kicked off the course because of my mental health. I have a huge mistrust in therapists and now I'm basically being forced to see a therapist if I want to stay on my course. And it really doesn't help where my mum is relaying her trauma onto me, and making me do things she had to do as a kid. She thinks it's making me a better kid, but it's basically robbing me of my childhood. I don't even remember anything from 3 weeks ago and onwards... I literally broke down on a call to my only two trustworthy friends because I couldn't hold in the tears anymore...

The fact that almost everyone here finds it more comfortable to vent to strangers rather than parents or therapists just shows how scared we are to talk about it because we feel like we will get made fun of, just me?.

“Being equal isnt always fair.” “The sun has to shine because it has no other choice. The moon has to shine at night because it has no choice so get to work.” “Crying doesnt mean your weak, it just means you’ve been strong too long.” “Dont cry because it ended, Smile because it happened.” “If everyone had the chance to erase their mistakes from the past, they wouldnt be who they are today.” “Love those around you because you might never see them

Just finished having a mental breakdown, i was telling myself to go die i told myself i was a mistake, i told myself to commit, this playlist really is making me happier and i dont know why-

this is a fun or a sad fact? that people I don't even know on the Internet can comfort and make me feel appreciated more than my family can?

It's worrying how over 4 million people viewed this...

I just want to find a friend that I can lean on when I'm sad, someone to vent on whenever I'm mad, act however I want towards them because I feel comfortable and just be myself for them.

I love playlists like this. My parents will never understand why I listen to this type of music. Im not a "depressed pre-teen" I just understand this music. It makes me feel im not alone, Not alone in sadness, not alone in feeling to younge for this. I also love reading the comments. You see so many people that are similar to you, that understand you. And some different but you still understand the feeling.

In case no one told you today. You're beautiful. You're loved. You're needed. You're alive for a reason. You're stronger than you think. You're gonna get through this. I'm glad you're alive. And don't ever give up!

Always know. If a man or woman cries, it doesn’t mean they are weak. It means that the have been strong for way to long

Why is it that I can feel so much comfort and safety from a stranger and not the people I think would understand me the most ❤

“Hurting someone’s feelings is as easy as throwing a rock in the ocean. But you never know how deep the rock goes”

i relate to this. well, if you really need this: You are wonderful! don't give up on your life:) i am proud of you for still standing after all the things that happened in your personal life. i may not know everything and anything, but i know it's hard and difficult for you. Life is hard, tiring, and difficult, isn't it? we all go through that phase and chapter together, you're not alone, other people feel it with you too. so if you ever think that you aren't enough, please don't think so. you are created for a reason, you have a lot of potential for living, you can't miss events and futures that are waiting for you, you're brave and really strong for handling, standing while in this situation. so don't end it please, you've climbed a lot of chapters on your life, you don't want to lose it don't you? your life isn't a story, please don't end it. I'm really really proud of you! things are gonna get better one day, hun. i'm sure. You're wonderful! you are strong! you are brave! you are beautiful! you are handsome! you are cool! you are great! you've come so far, i am really proud! you are amazing! you are phenomenal! just to let you know, you are doing great! you are doing well! good job! don't let anyone rule or tell otherwise about you! Well, if you have any hobbies, passions for something, etc. do try to improve what you're doing! you're doing amazing! don't let anybody, anyone rule or tell you what to do. you do you! it's your life afterall, it's time for you to shine! it's your spotlight! go after it! :D If you are feeling insecure, well i wanna tell you something. it's normal to feel insecure, feeling insecure about something makes us more motivated and encouraged to change ourselves, and improve ourselves to change what we are insecure of. as i said earlier, you are created for a reason. the reason you were created, is because you need to live a life that you are in right now. and, the life you are in right now, is really worth living for it. even if it's getting worse, or horrible, it is still worth living in this state. because, it will soon, one day be better. so enjoy life while you still can! :D 🤗 sending virtual hugs! :)

Any playlist that starts with alien blues is automatically a good playlist

This playlist is literally the only stress reliever I have rn, to who ever is reading this, you’re doing great and I’m so proud of you, you are so important in this world and you deserve all the love and happiness that could ever be given, please don’t give up so soon, you’ve come so far :)

Does anyone feel like they don’t cry enough? Like in sad situations you don’t cry, you just comfort anyone around you.

"I'm not crying, you're crying!!" In all seriousness i started crying to this playlist, good work damn.

I know your trying your hardest. Don’t give up now❤ your not alone. I am extremely proud of you.

Strangers know us better than others. Relatable but hurtful...

If you see this.. you are amazing and beautiful, I’m so proud of you making it this far! Don’t give up I’m here for you❤

If you need it: :)

All of you have the biggest hearts I’ve seen in awhile and whoever is on this video just know there’s people out here who love you and proud of you like me I’m proud of you for breathing that might not seem like much but it makes a difference we love you ♥️ -Tragic stars 11/26/2023 Hope you guys have a great life

Sometimes, mainly all the time, I feel grateful that we don’t live forever because then you won’t make most of your days and won’t go by the quote “live like there’s no tomorrow” but if you lived forever there would always be a tomorrow - who relates xx

⚠️vent, de realization ⚠️ So for the past few months I've been feeling like nothing is real, that this is all just a game, I am a character not a player, I feel like I don't controll myself someone else does, or it's me, just a diffent version of myself. So when I feel like this I would write it down in this book, and soon I would start to understand the player controlling me and I understood myself. But I felt that if someone found it I would get in trouble, and I also didn't want anyone to read it, and I also thought I was making it all up for attention, so I burnt it. And with burning that book I think I burnt a part of myself, I destroyed my understanding of what I feel. So now when I feel these things I don't know how to deal with it. I just come to a KZfaq comment section so random strangers on the Internet can be burdened with my struggles.

Remember, people who made these songs have suffered what you are suffering. They understand your pain, that's why they made these songs. You're never alone, just know that please.

POV: you are talking to your parents and your sleeve slides up a bit showing your cuts, your mum starts crying and your dad shouts at you. Now you aren't allowed to be home alone you and have all your devices checked. They tell you they just care about you and are just worried about you. All you can think about is how much pain you give them and how much easier it would be if you just weren't there. You have 6 overdue assessments and have stopped checking your homework cause it is to overwhelming. You have skipped so much school and practically ghosted all your friends because you are to tired. I don't know what to do. Im only 14, it shouldn't be this hard.

You know when you just want someone so close to you relationship wise, that they will open their arms to you and you run in for a hug that lasts for eternity...

If you’re reading this, there is something I want you to know. I want you to know you’re great. You’re great no matter what anyone tells you, just look at how far you’ve gotten! Don’t ever give up, even when times seem rough. And when time seems rough, just think about those good old days, when there was nothing we had to worry about. I know life must be hard, but you are amazing and can always push through. Even if you think no one cares about you, I do. Whenever you feel low and need someone to talk to, I’m here. I’m here so you never give up. I’m here so you always push through. And I’m here whenever you’re at your lowest. You are truly an amazing human, nothing can prove me otherwise. Because even if there were hard times, you managed to push through all by yourself! I just want you to know you’re great. I know I’ve said you’re great a lot, but it’s cause you are. You are truly amazing. Just know, I’ll always love you even if we have never met. I hope I can make your day/night and if I can’t, I hope you will be able to get better. Actually, I know you can! And if you are really at your lowest, just have a conversation with god, our lord. Just pour out your feelings to him, he won’t judge you. God loves you no matter what. God will always be with you and stand by your side. Whenever you need a hug, god won’t hesitate to give you one. Always remember, you are truly amazing for getting this far. Never forget that people love you no matter what, even if it’s not all people. Never give up. Sincerely, Andrew ❤.

This playlist made me feel more comfortable than my family made me. Parents say that don’t trust the internet but they don’t know that strangers can make us feel better then they can. I’m inlove with this playlist ❤️❤️

To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years.

TW:Vent So today i walked my friend over back to my school so his mom could pick him up but my dad got home before me and asked where i was and this also happened on Friday and yesterday my friend comes over everyday after school for snacks and my dad walked in on us hanging out but today my parents told me that i can no longer go to friends houses or hang out with people and i have a trauma trigger with eye contact cuz to this day my mom grabs my face and forces eye contact she tries to do that today but i slapped her hand and wouldn't let her touch me then i told them that i hate my dead name and they said that when i tell teachers my name is Dakota that i'm lying to them and they have given me some serious trauma and they say they arent perfect then expect so much from me and my mom said stuff like ive never been beaten and ive always had food homes and clothes but that doesn't excuse that fact i got abused not physically but abused and neglected and i hate being around them and now i only feel comfortable around my friends and i'm considering running away and i just want to see this birthday which is in exactly a month but idk if i can make it with them as my parents

I loved how mostly everyone in the comments just vent and express how they have felt while listening to this playlist. Ik we've been through alot these days, but I am hoping you are doing alright. Please do not ever believe the negativity that those other people spit out to you. And tbh, receiving comfort messages from random strangers made my day. After reading these heart warming comments, it truly made me smile. Ily and please do stay safe and healthy ..

cuando eramos niños no nos preocupabamos de casi nada mas q vivir la vida a como de lugar y disfrutar pero ahora a todos esos recuerdos calidos por alguna razón no llenan tu corazón te sientes vacío a pesar de tenerlo "todo" "por que estas cansadx si no ¿No haces nada?" esto y lo otro por favor estoy aún creciendo no esperes q todo se haga de manera rápida todo tiene su tiempo y mi etapa todavía es ser la de un niño q disfruta lo q no pudo tener en el pasado a su forma pero lo hace solo somos unos niños q recién conocemos lo q es la niñez

Its fine to be sad, if you are depressed i hope you are doing well but dont end your life. Trust me, you will regret it in the after life. Mark my words. Not only you has a hard life alright? We can get through this, please just dont kill yourself. Dont lose hope, even if no one loves you, listen we are here.

2:56 this reminded me of the good times, where I was in a good state of mind, with the people I love. It was oddly calming, it made me forget what pain was, it was the first time in a while where I was crying happy tears.( If you want to hear my story go farther down )⚠️venting⚠️ It was about 11 years ago when my stepfather held me and my siblings in the house by force. He bolted the all the doors shut, and threw my moms cloths and things out the window. Me and my older sisters got scared and we started packing up to leave. It was a hard decision because my younger siblings couldn’t go with us. We tried getting out of the window but he pushed us back, I ran in the bathroom bursting out in tears. I hurry back out and bolt out the window my sisters followed along and then we started calling for help. My sister called her friend to pick us up and we spent the night at her house. ( FYI my mom went out for errands for a long time and my stepdad thought she was cheating with him, and yes my little siblings are fine and still are even after the other event ) Then 9 years ago my mom and stepdad are still together happily and I started to trust him more, but that all changed the night out. I was babysitting my little sibling putting them to bed. When I hear the door open apparently my stepdad came home early and I asked how it went wondering where my mom is. My stepdad interrupted me asking to call my mom and she doesn’t answer. He starts breaking down in tears, i get confused and move to the opposite side of the bed where he isn’t. He stomps downstairs and I try calling my mom a few more times but she still didn’t answer. My stepdad starts yelling at me and asking if she ever answered and I respond saying no and at this point he was scaring me. I closed my door and started packing my things. He begins to bang on my door asking why *I’m* crying and I respond saying that I’m scared of you leave now. He leaves me alone and I start panicking trying to figure out if I should call the police or not. I decided to call them and they ask questions I answered them and they came to my house asking for me. My stepdad seems mad that I called the cops and are now asking me more questions and they start asking my stepdad questions. My mom calls from a different phone saying that she is on her way making sure I’m okay and that we are leaving that night. My mom gets there and starts to pack my little siblings things getting ready to leave. My stepdad gets aggressive and starts askin that for her credit card so she won’t have anything to have when we leave. I go in the closet for a breakdown as the police take him away. We pack some food and we are on the road getting away. ( FYI my mom left her phone in the car on accident when my stepdad drove off without her ) I am now a 20 year old woman in college. Despite of it the trauma being ages ago I started trying to heal myself in a way that isn’t helpful. When I was 15 I thought I needed “physical touch” (aka sexual actions) to feel less lonely but that made things worse for my mental health. I am now in therapy talking about my problems, and living a better life. This is a message telling everyone to choose the right people to trust, and to handle trauma the right way. Love you❤️

OK SO CAN I JUST SAY IM quitting my good paying job with benefits to pursue my passions. I am taking a huge risk and if I fail I could end up on the street, but life is too short in my opinion. These songs capture the feeling I have when I think about just how big of a risk I'm taking. I could either hear these songs in the future with happiness, or with defeat. Regardless of which one it is, right now I'm just happy to be vibing :) Don't be scared to pursue what you love, lifes to short to never try

as someone with asd and other mental health disorders as a child, it sucks how much people won't let me just enjoy my childhood. at least let me cope with my own losses??

The sad thing is, most kids don't have a proper childhood, they'll get told to stop overreacting and be happier instead. Then as you get older you realize that you were forced to act happy, you couldn't feel your own emotions. I experienced this, did anyone else?

I remember coming to these playlists because I actually felt the lyrics, I think I'm healing because I no longer feel the lyrics, it's hard to describe but I feel like I'm at a point where I dont need vent playlists to feel understood

To anyone who needs this, I hope you feel better soon! If you are going through a bad time please talk to someone, a lot of people care about you and will listen! Bad times always pass eventually, even when it seems they will never go away, it will get better. Life has ups and downs, maybe right now feels like a forever down but it i will go back up again, just keep on living and you'll go back up eventually, it'll be okay :) You are so strong and I know you can get through this! I believe in you, I believe in you even when you don't believe in yourself, _you_ are so strong and resilient, you have withstood so much, I'm so proud of you! Keep going! You are so special and unique and beautiful, don't forget that

It feels so weird considering strangers comfort me so much more than my parents ever will.

"To those left behind, abandoned and blue, Hold tight to hope, for it will see you through. In unity, we heal and bravely rise, For love, the strongest bond in any guise." This is a small section from a poem that I recently made basically, but this part reminds me no matter waht happens you will learn and become stronger. You just have to fight first. It's mainly talking about being abandoned but even if you weren't it works the same way, you learn and break and need to grow stronger to get better. But it takes time, lots of time.

it makes me feel a bit more comfortable knowing im not the only one going through hard times, everyone that sees this i hope youre doing okay and wish the best to you

This playlist really helps me... I just lost my dad last week on Sunday during Thanksgiving, he was a HEAVY drinker but a hard worker... He always drank since i can remember... We thought he was doing so good when he was in the hospital the first time until he had stroke that's when we learned that things were a lot worse...Alot worse.. His heart just gave out during the second trip up the hospital but they brought him back, they put him on Life support for the next day until we had the take him off because he had no brain activity... He was the only reason why I tried to do my best at school..Now it feels like I lost everything...I'm barely holding on..I was doing bad enough and this pulled me down to a indescribable low...I have been going to school but it's so hard to focus when your mind is focus on other things and my grades are reflecting that..5 F's out of 7 periods...I'm trying to convince my mom to pull me out of because I know that I'm not going to make it but she wants me to keep going..It's so hard to keep going..We're moving soon to go stay with a friend...I'm so tired... Don't drink at a young age kids...

Thank you very much, you made me laugh by being with me when I was crying and sad... Virtual people cannot yet understand how good a funny comment like this can feel or how a beautiful video makes me feel, but I am tired of that reality and laugh and cry with these people who are my second virtual family, thank you very much. You were there and you covered my troubles like a cover. I hope you also have people who cover your troubles like a cover. Otherwise, remember that we are a family that does not know each other and we are with you. If you are sad, it is okay, we will always support you...

Just randomly found this playlist and holy fuck the amount of comments I've seen that are just supportive and making sure people are ok is wild, I myself have been going through a lot lately dealing with irl stuff as well as a poly that's been going to shit, I'm trying to get diagnosed with a disassociative disorder due to what I'm seeing and hearing and how I no longer feel like myself, my parents cut me off and I'm not getting along with the people I currently live with, but I have people in my life who are here supporting me and making sure I make it through this tough spot I love them all, hell I spent $60 on all of them the other day just to show my appreciation and how much I love them, glad I came across this playlist just so I can see who out there actually cares Just know all of you who have trauma, disassociative disorders, bi-polar, and other mental disorders, you're loved and cared about, you're strong and beautiful, and best of all you're not alone ❤

I love crying my eyes out with this playlist, infact, I'm crying right now

You managed to stay this far I'm fucking proud of you. If it's not okay come see me. Talk to me. If you want to cry, cry. Tears are no more serious. If you're sad relax, take a glass of water, and write your thoughts, then rest and do something you love. don't feel good, inhale and exhale and take a stuffed animal and hold it tight. Don't neglect yourself for something wrong. You have to learn to love yourself no matter what makes us different. If you succeed in accepting yourself, believe me you will be much better than before, just relax listening to music escaping from reality is a way of accepting. don't like,before you love someone love your body.Accept it.I promise you everything will be fine,rest draw do something you really love it's hard to accept yourself but as soon as you do it will you have made you feel s better don't do like me to hate who you are

People look at me and see my maturity. They see a responsible person who can always be relied on to take care of herself. They see an intelligent, helpful, cheery young woman. They don't see my tears. My mother once told me that my laugh sounded like a creepy cackle. I was six, I think? Now, she tells me that she loves my laugh. Does she know that I only ever changed it for her? She wants me to confide in her. She tells me she wants to know everything about my life. Does she know that she's missing everything about /me/? I have no time to cry. I am busy with connections and fun and schoolwork and I steal the hours of 'therapy' that I can to cry and listen to things like this. I'm full of anger and grief and loneliness and I love my mother but sometimes I hate how she acts and I know that she is my 'biggest fan' or whatever she says and she is a good mother and I just 'need to be nice' and 'need to be sweet' and I just want her to realize that I AM. Is that too much to ask? I'm snarky. I'm spiteful, sometimes. I yell at cardboard boxes when they won't collapse and find spiders adorable. I like to give people nicknames and I like to listen to music and wake up at 4am for alone time. I wish she would see me. I wish I wouldn't have to make her see. I'm done trying to make her see. So why do I still want to cry?

just know even people on the internet care about you and that you're worth everything you have, maybe even more. and im fucking proud of you for staying strong and never giving up. me and others here are here for you if you ever need someone to talk to. we will help with your problems in the best of our ability and help you as long as you let us do it. and take care of yourself, its more important to take care of your well being than destroy yourself for someone to simpily be impressed with you. never think for one fucking second that your worthless or worth less than anyone else in this fucked up place is

The internet makes me feel safe and at home even though i have bad memories of home I just think the internet is a better home. And thanks everyone for existing you all deserve all the love in the world and remember be yourself and don't give a flying flip about what other people say 😊

You know its a good playlist when it starts with "alien blues" and has a relatable title too

Is it just me but when something bad happens you don’t have time to be sad or cry but your have to comfort those around. Look after yourself and always put you first no matter what “don’t light yourself on fire to keep others warm” Also when your parent/guardian says “if your friend jumped off a bridge would you follow” - I’ll be like I’m the one who probably goes first anyway. But yes if my best friend jumped off a bridge, yes, yes a thousand times yes i would follow, probably because they would have been my only friend, my only best friend, the only one who had time for me, the only one who cared about me and the only one who knows I am a human too - love you all hope you get through what ever your going though and if your just here to vibe I’m sorry for the depressing comments x

to everyone in this comment section reading all the comments. i hope you are ok. i hope that you are healing. i hope that you will achieve all your hopes and dreams. i hope you will live. i hope that you will want to live. i hope that you will have amazing friends. i hope that wherever you are, you will be confident and have a sense of purpose. i hope that no matter how old you are, you will feel ok at where you are.

Daily reminder: You're not useless. You're not a dissapointment. You're not dumb. You're not different. You're not compared to anyone. Because... You're loved. You're strong. You're smart. You're beautiful inside and out. You're the best version of YOU there ever is. and you're human. I know you're going through a lot of stuff right now but it'll be okay. This life is a long journey. In a journey, there are ups and downs. If you ever go down, it doesn't mean you can't go back up. Rest easy and give yourself a treat :) I love you very very much and I just want you to know that.💕And when you go back up, you have that space in your heart that can help others back up, as well

To whoever reads this, I know that sometimes parents don't always treat you right and trust me you don't deserve that but know that even though I haven't met you I love you anyways I'm proud of you and you deserve happiness... i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you This is not mine but you can also copy this to make someone's day :>

No one will be with you in your difficult times, those who say they love you, your closest friend, your relative, your mother, your father, your brother, no one will shed light on you when you fall into spiritual darkness, no one will jump into the sea of ​​disappointment to save you while you are swimming in tears, no one will come and give you medicine to see if you have a headache when you are sick. No one will check on you to see if you are tired, but the Moon, which never says it will be there but always appears in the sky at the same time, will always be with you. You can tell it your feelings and smile looking at its gray shine in the black sky. It will shed light on you while you cry in the darkness of your mind. It will listen to you calmly when you cry and when you look at the sky. it smiles at you in its brightest form... The moon is like this, it stands next to you, so every night when you look up and see the moon, put a small smile on your face and smile knowing that the moon is always with you until you die, even if no one in the universe is with you. Smile, cry, express your fear, express your emotions because he does not criticize you, always keeps your secrets and supports you...

This morning, my mom called me useless and a failure, she said that to me and my siblings, but still that hurt me so much. We were on our way to school, and she drives us there normally. I started crying on the way but no one bat an eye, which was good though. I immediately went to the bathroom to wash my face, and went to PE class, first thing in the morning. Then I remembered the words she uttered, I broke down. People got scared and asked why I was crying, I said nothing and so and so, but they were still worried. My friends took me to the bathroom and tried to talk to me about it. They were really worried cuz I just broke down out of the blue, they gave me some space, and I washed my face and couldn’t stop crying for some unknown reason. One of my friends came in and tried to comfort me, she suggested I go to the so called therapist teacher. We went to her and I felt more comfortable, what’s funny is that my friends started crying, so worried they were balling their eyes out, I explained to the teacher that my mom said something stupid for the 2nd time this week, they tried to comfort me in the best way possible, I felt loved and comfortable that time. I’m still hurt and ignored my mother the whole time, not wanting to see her face ever again. I also thought my friends never cared about me, such a nice feeling knowing they do now. 🙂

⚠️VENT⚠️ omg its so crazy how almost about a year ago i would vent to this exact playlist each day. the amount of sadness and sorrow i had gained from being removed from my home to foster care was my breaking point, i was so stress out on everything around me. I wasnt able to sleep for days, i wanted to cry but i couldnt. It wasnt until my foster mom had come to confront me about my self h@rm, my tears welling up to the point where anyone would be able to notice it. I was in elementary school, what made matters worse was when i found out my foster mom had been only keeping me in her house for a year for personal benefit. I was devestated, the only person i trusted had betrayed me. then around 2022 june, i was sent back home entering middle school. but once i came back home and transitioned schools, everyone forgot about the trauma and sadness consuming and piling up. it wasnt until i spoke up about it to CPS to get therapy, once i did, everyone got mad at me. The same people who told me to be honest and let out my feelings, got mad at me for trying to heal what was broken. CPS then ended up giving me therapy, it barely helps tho, only thing they diagonosed me there was PTSD which being untreated, got worse over time. i genuninely hate the foster system.

I'm proud of you for waking up. I'm proud of you for brushing your hair. I'm proud of you for breathing. I'm proud of you for making your bed. I'm proud of you for eating. I'm proud of you for TRYING to eat. I'm proud of you for drinking water, I'm proud of you for being here. I'm proud of you for being you. I'm proud of you for smiling. I'm proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for blinking. I'm proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for sitting down. I'm proud of you for defending yourself. I'm proud of you for believing in yourself. I'm proud of you for simply trying. I'm proud of you for being alive. IM PROUD OF YOU.

I was a kid, now I'm a teen. I don't even know how to feel or think anymore. I'm just melting away slowly

Hey, if you're reading this, Its gonna be okay, you are strong you are going to get through this. I know its hard, but you have the strenght.

Nobody notices the big and little hints that we give them. All the music at night, always stay in our room, the tears on our beds nobody notices that...

I’ve never been a happy person since the age of 5 or 6 it’s crazy how abuse works. I’m 14 now and still can’t get my life together and when people make jokes about my absent father they would be crying for me if I told the WHY he’s absent, he was a abuser, he starved me and once even held me ima chokehold against a wall. Once he hit me with a belt so hard I threw up and I was only 6. He tried to bribe me when I was 9 to get me to Love him. Court was forcing me to see him and my lawyer tried dragging me out my car and I would kick and scream thinking about the times I heard his screams towards me and all the manipulative things he told me. And I now say to love your body but I hate mine and my huge thighs. I don’t know why but I’m on and off a depression state of my life. I try my best to be a people pleaser and be a therapist friend but it made everything worse because I had someone I was talking too and it turned out she was suicidal and she would always vent to me without notice and it made my depression worse. Some days I will barely eat and nobody will notice but then I’ll eat a lot and people will comment on it and I feel fat. I know I’m not overweight but yet I have stretch arks and bigger boobs than girls my age and my moms always like, “I’m so jealous” or will brag to her friends and I felt so hurt because it wasn’t her place to do that. She stopped it because well talked about but will comment about it still but not to friends. I have no motivation and I get called lazy but I just feel paralyzed. I “quit” self harm for my mom but we all know cutting isn’t the only way. I pick at my skin take hot showers bite my nails and stay up until it’s almost 3 Am. Yet I still find a way to laugh at myself at school. I feel like a pick me for getting upset for “jokes” but idk. I also lost my best friend thinking she was my friend but it was a lie. I’m doing a. Bit better because I found someone I like he makes me feel happy and good about myself.

as i listen to these songs, i remember the time in peroxide roblox when i was low level and bad at the game, but now im max, and there is nothing to do anymore, but sit there, and endlessly help others that are at the same lvl as I were before without letting them know what your suffering...

Am I the only one who also vent's with their art and music? Also, thank you for making this it's really awesome.