I'm poison | Dean Winchester

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Esther W

Esther W

6 жыл бұрын

Dean Winchester is a good man. He's just been through a lot.
In this video I just wanted to show his life. What he went through, who he lost. How much he hates himself. Dean is the best character on a tv show I know. He's so damaged and broken, but he still manages to soldier on and to make jokes and to be a jerk.
♥ Song: Hurricane - Fleurie
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@estherw8554
@estherw8554 6 жыл бұрын
I just want to let you know that I have read all your comments and I am suprised by how many people recognize themselves in Dean. I do, sometimes, also recognize myself in him. It's good to know there are more. But I also feel sad there are so many people who are hurting, who are going through rough times. I just want to let you guys know I understand how hard life can be, whether it's something that is happening to you or just your own mind, I understand how hard it is. And it makes me feel good that so many of you, including me, can find comfort in this amazing character, in this amazing tv show. I just wanna let everyone who is struggling know that you are so brave. You are so brave for being here and for not giving up. I know it's hard and life gets you down so many times. But know that there are good times coming. Maybe it doesn't feel like it right now, but a new day will come and you will get up and you will find yourself in a better place than the one you are in right now.
@captainspaulding4723
@captainspaulding4723 6 жыл бұрын
Eleanor Winter again ty for upload... I'm so close to the Dean character it's really not funny.. I deal w the same thoughts almost on a daily basis... W a few rays of sunlight peering through....
@benmathews8636
@benmathews8636 6 жыл бұрын
Eleanor Winter I relate to Dean so much cause ever since 2008 I've lost family friends every year to now. Some were very close and hurt so bad I didn't wanna live and some just hurt.. the anger he has smashing his car after John dies I've had that. I'm lost and idk what to do. I cry every time I watch this video.
@captainspaulding4723
@captainspaulding4723 6 жыл бұрын
Ben Mathews keep pushing forward... Find some ray of light that makes you happy... For me I have two... My kids.. Best of luck to you... Been there, still at times there head up ✌
@benmathews8636
@benmathews8636 6 жыл бұрын
Captain Spaulding I'm trying but like Dean I'm in a dark place with no sign of the light. Losing my mom and recently my wife it just left a hole so deep I now know why ppl say death changes ppl. Cause I changed. I can't watch any show from a marvel or DC to supernatural without crying. But because of this show I won't stop fighting. They're my inspiration.
@captainspaulding4723
@captainspaulding4723 6 жыл бұрын
Or captainspauld11...
@sydniwajciechowski8307
@sydniwajciechowski8307 5 жыл бұрын
I think we can all agree that Jensen is a phenomenal actor.
@emmalineallen792
@emmalineallen792 5 жыл бұрын
I don't know why he hasn't won an emmy yet
@almightymaul5575
@almightymaul5575 5 жыл бұрын
Oh most definitely
@CTGrell
@CTGrell 5 жыл бұрын
He doesn't need to won any award. He knows that we know how wonderful he is
@nishantsharma7436
@nishantsharma7436 5 жыл бұрын
@@CTGrell I have been his biggest fan since my seventh grade.. I'm from India 🇮🇳
@cerridwenscall
@cerridwenscall 5 жыл бұрын
Hawaipandat hi 👋. Your comment made me curious. How old are you now? And seventh grade in the USA means a person is about 12 yrs old...is that about the same where you live?
@heathermarie3672
@heathermarie3672 6 жыл бұрын
No wonder he wanted to keep being a demon. He didn't have to feel any of that pain.
@martinkvinge6197
@martinkvinge6197 6 жыл бұрын
Heather Marie okay wow thanks you just made me cry harder
@emilysmith5234
@emilysmith5234 6 жыл бұрын
Heather Marie you don’t know me I am really depressed. My brother died my favorite cousin died also my best friend died when I was with her . She overdosed I tried calling her a ambulance but she died before they got to her. She left behind her son. I’m so lost right now .
@ashleymae1
@ashleymae1 6 жыл бұрын
That just hurt me so much omg
@fabliha7710
@fabliha7710 6 жыл бұрын
+Emily Smith I hope you get better you're suffering but it honestly does get better express your sadness, cry a bit you'll feel better
@riahrenee6369
@riahrenee6369 6 жыл бұрын
Ok Lucifer
@maxgodzilla-me4sv
@maxgodzilla-me4sv 4 жыл бұрын
0:15 "You look into a mirror and hate what you see" Screen goes black and I see myself
@Draconicus702
@Draconicus702 4 жыл бұрын
Damn, that was a nice affect.
@MySUHIT
@MySUHIT 4 жыл бұрын
I feel you man, don't worry, you can be loved, you deserve to be loved. Just keep on going and you'll figure something out.
@cathartictruths4345
@cathartictruths4345 4 жыл бұрын
SONU SARKAR those were beautiful words brother
@gustavrocha7264
@gustavrocha7264 2 жыл бұрын
Real
@datenshiuzumaki1939
@datenshiuzumaki1939 Жыл бұрын
I feel you bro every damn day
@danika5284
@danika5284 5 жыл бұрын
Okay but why does Jensen not have an award for these acting skills?
@gretagrey1420
@gretagrey1420 3 жыл бұрын
Doesn't he?He is one of best best actors I know,he must have
@MariaLBD
@MariaLBD 2 жыл бұрын
He's gotten a few awards like People's Choice, Teen Choice, TV Guide, Soap Opera Digest, but never an Emmy, which he definitely deserves.
@theharshtruthoutthere
@theharshtruthoutthere Жыл бұрын
@@MariaLBD The real reason singers became world wide pop stars and his solo career blow up was because of the freemasonry hand signs he show`d again and again. The 2 popular hand signs M J used often were 666 and devil horns. In most cases the singer shows at least 4 hand signs and these are: 666 devil horns one eye tongue showing aka mocking. The talent may be there, but the hand signs must be there. Thats how a soul becomes a “rich and famous” singer or actor.
@MariaLBD
@MariaLBD Жыл бұрын
@@theharshtruthoutthere Who are you talking about????
@theharshtruthoutthere
@theharshtruthoutthere Жыл бұрын
@@MariaLBD About freemasons and about the sell outs for rock and roll. Search about freemasonry and ye have the same results as i do. (BIBLE + FREEMASONRY) .
@meganminer9931
@meganminer9931 6 жыл бұрын
I feel like Dean is the most tragic character from any tv show I have ever seen in that he only gets flashing moments or small glimpses of happiness. He doesn't care about himself and constantly puts others first only to be abandoned by those he loves. Over the years of being put down and having it be obvious he wasn't as important to his dad as Sam was, he truly sees himself as unworthy and truly has come to hate himself. Most beautifully heartbreaking characters I have ever seen.
@estherw8554
@estherw8554 6 жыл бұрын
So true! It's so heartbreaking to see him get knocked down again and again...
@privaterizk4936
@privaterizk4936 5 жыл бұрын
Emalyn Davis Try to watch it. I feel like see the 'real Dean character'. What he want to say. kzfaq.info/get/bejne/abmenLCnnaurmY0.html Maybe you already watch it.
@AngelRodriguez-nn7ng
@AngelRodriguez-nn7ng 5 жыл бұрын
Sam is equally tragic
@ksworld4538
@ksworld4538 5 жыл бұрын
@@AngelRodriguez-nn7ng Sam has gone through so much, but not nearly as much as Dean has.
@ravennarhona7503
@ravennarhona7503 5 жыл бұрын
Speak out of my heart and soul... true words
@drexelbeckman9519
@drexelbeckman9519 6 жыл бұрын
isn't funny how a random person on the internet will try to make sure you're okay more than your friends?
@nadiaabdelkhaleq569
@nadiaabdelkhaleq569 6 жыл бұрын
Drexel Beckman I can be your new friend
@CTGrell
@CTGrell 5 жыл бұрын
Wellcome in the spn family. We care
@segsishrek8320
@segsishrek8320 5 жыл бұрын
So true
@bloodrhino2167
@bloodrhino2167 5 жыл бұрын
Very true I've got nothing but fake friends we should create a group
@usuckplzgoaway
@usuckplzgoaway 5 жыл бұрын
Drexel Beckman dude not funny i’m at the end rn if this wasn’t here i don’t think i will be unjust save m life rn like r unsaved me
@fenrir_thorsson7103
@fenrir_thorsson7103 3 жыл бұрын
"Your problem is nobody hates you as much as you do!" I've never related to something so much in my life
@slasherlady
@slasherlady 3 жыл бұрын
Jensen doesn't get nearly as much credit for his amazing acting as he should. He's Oscar material, to say the least.
@meeraalfalasi2018
@meeraalfalasi2018 6 жыл бұрын
"your problem is that nobody hates you more than you do" Edit: I never thought that this comment will get so many likes. But the responses break my heart, you are loved, you are brave, you are a fighter, and you will do something great. I am graduating Uni in December and I want you to know that it gets better, it might not happen in a day and night, but it will get better. Some days will be very hard and you would want to give up, and when that happen, remember how far you've come. As supernatural comes to an end in a couple of months, I am very grateful that I was raised watching this amazing show. It's a big part of my life, I met amazing people through our mutual love for the show, cast and crew. I think we will all miss supernatural
@haleyrose_elm
@haleyrose_elm 6 жыл бұрын
Meera alfalasi i relate to this, and dean 100%
@davidshura8597
@davidshura8597 6 жыл бұрын
Meera alfalasi that line is so relatable to me that it makes me cry
@rell7571
@rell7571 5 жыл бұрын
My brother has been telling me that for years way before that episode came out
@beramtaib4713
@beramtaib4713 5 жыл бұрын
Everyone can relate
@santana1414
@santana1414 5 жыл бұрын
Shit I felt that!
@bluaguilar6861
@bluaguilar6861 6 жыл бұрын
I love how Dean just breaks things when he's angry and if that isn't me, then I don't know what is.
@olivechan9511
@olivechan9511 6 жыл бұрын
Serena Aguilar I wish I could let my pain out like that
@kaitlynrose6939
@kaitlynrose6939 6 жыл бұрын
Serena Aguilar same. No more words to describe it.
@richmondgentry3808
@richmondgentry3808 6 жыл бұрын
im 90 percent crap!!
@aAAAAAAaaaAaAaAayA
@aAAAAAAaaaAaAaAayA 5 жыл бұрын
I agree with u so much but like I also love ur profile picture
@Raven-Marie25
@Raven-Marie25 5 жыл бұрын
I just punch the wall and then sit down and regret it because it feels like I broke my hand.
@notdoingmeth6579
@notdoingmeth6579 4 жыл бұрын
"you are not a child anymore" "i never was" :'(
@blackholeeclipse6272
@blackholeeclipse6272 3 жыл бұрын
"Your problem, is that nobody hates you more than you do." "I know how you look in the mirror, and hate what you see." Two lines that have been true for me on too many occasions
@Ezoneer
@Ezoneer 2 жыл бұрын
Facts man....
@blackholeeclipse6272
@blackholeeclipse6272 2 жыл бұрын
@@Ezoneer i hope you find peace with yourself man, lord knows its something everyone needs that not everyone gets
@ChelloRobyn
@ChelloRobyn Жыл бұрын
@andrewgenua6104
@andrewgenua6104 Жыл бұрын
"I'm 90% crap" the other 10% is water
@blackholeeclipse6272
@blackholeeclipse6272 Жыл бұрын
@@andrewgenua6104 90% crap is another really good line from the show that dean uses, and also one that i feel a lot of people felt deep down
@Pausenmacher
@Pausenmacher 6 жыл бұрын
This is so beautiful. This tells a lot about Dean. He's a man who was going through so much. And he still cares about Sammy. I've spent so many tears on him, like Meagan Power. They wanted to smite him, kill him, break him.. But he's still standing. He's still alive. I fucking love Supernatural. So much emotions. So much love. You did a great job!
@julianeh.9963
@julianeh.9963 5 жыл бұрын
Pausenmacher They like... literally killed him and broke him
@_ziggystardust
@_ziggystardust 5 жыл бұрын
I cried when dean cried when sam died but he came back
@heyidklol2041
@heyidklol2041 2 жыл бұрын
@@julianeh.9963 IKR this really didn't make sense HE DESERVED THE WORLD OLG
@fenriswolf5962
@fenriswolf5962 6 жыл бұрын
Dean is me. We hate ourself and think so little about ourselves. We feel so damn helpless when we fail to save the ones we love. We fight and fight and fight, because that’s the only thing that sort of relieves the pain and anger. He fights demons and other creatures, I fight in the military. We drink constantly and bottle up our emotions. Because that’s how we cope. We run from it all till we can’t run, then we blow up in a rage. Then we do it all again
@isabellastens3078
@isabellastens3078 6 жыл бұрын
Nick Hayes I see myself similar to dean in that I'm broken but for me i have to say in a way i gave up I've always been a pacifist the exact opposite of my family I don't know how to fix it or where to go from here
@dustinmcdaniel6374
@dustinmcdaniel6374 5 жыл бұрын
Feänor Evenstar I understand wanting the pain. It's a burden and you hate it. But at the same time you're asking yourself what you are without it
@uglyfatbitch9637
@uglyfatbitch9637 5 жыл бұрын
I wanna protect you for a change.
@pako584
@pako584 5 жыл бұрын
Exactly
@joaocarvalho1347
@joaocarvalho1347 5 жыл бұрын
egocentric....
@FMykal
@FMykal 3 жыл бұрын
The idea that Chuck was sitting back and laughing while all this was happening pisses me off.
@WeeHammy
@WeeHammy Жыл бұрын
R.I.P Dean. You gave us 15 years of love, laughs and emotions. You shall forever be remembered
@herkillingjar3438
@herkillingjar3438 6 жыл бұрын
This is beautiful but now I can't breathe bc my heart just broke
@Deniz2635
@Deniz2635 6 жыл бұрын
You dont need your heart to breathe
@thatcertiguy1667
@thatcertiguy1667 6 жыл бұрын
Deniz2635 wow, your so arrogant its unbelievable..
@betulsahin1480
@betulsahin1480 6 жыл бұрын
Of course you Need your Heart behause the Blood Full of Oxygen are goinig in and out of your Heart
@nemonobody4402
@nemonobody4402 6 жыл бұрын
Deniz2635 I hate you but you're practically my hero lol
@elenak.9381
@elenak.9381 5 жыл бұрын
Same
@ceyda2455
@ceyda2455 6 жыл бұрын
Dean Winchester is the best person I know. He cares, thinks other people than himself. He loves his brother more than anything .He protects his brother more than he could protect himself. He thinks Sammy more than he could think himself. He thinks Sammy's life first . He never had a chance to be a normal person. But he tried to make it for his brother.He could be a jerk but it doesn't change the fact that he is a good man.
@NammaFamilyGA
@NammaFamilyGA 5 жыл бұрын
kzfaq.info/get/bejne/nbdlf7mkvcvOqX0.html
@liakoc_o_megac700
@liakoc_o_megac700 5 жыл бұрын
Get a life
@SatangWinny._.
@SatangWinny._. 4 жыл бұрын
Why would dean think he a monster he is amazing
@ello8809
@ello8809 4 жыл бұрын
veniamhn franklinos reaching but ig I am to since it’s 1 yr old comment, still u a hater and I can’t relate
@erensummers5679
@erensummers5679 3 жыл бұрын
this made me want to be a better person in spite of what i am.
@Shravya42
@Shravya42 4 жыл бұрын
How in heavens name has Jensen not won a emmy yet. I mean he should have won atleast 10 Emmy's for 15 years. Its downright illegal
@Equitine
@Equitine Жыл бұрын
Dean is a hell of a character. his flashes of happiness shattered by the reality that is his existence. reminding him always to strap himself up and move on.
@oliviapowell2206
@oliviapowell2206 6 жыл бұрын
Dean is the best character, he has gone through the worst out of everyone, he lost his mom and his dad, he had to kill his bestfriend benny and he had to make the girl he loves forgot about him they have all been through so much but he has been through the most, it breaks my heart because he hates himself so much for it because he blames himself for everything that has happened
@janapavlicova2278
@janapavlicova2278 4 жыл бұрын
Who was the girl who loved him? Can you please tell me series? I agree with you in everything🙏🙏
@bestshootingbigingrimey6501
@bestshootingbigingrimey6501 4 жыл бұрын
@@janapavlicova2278 it's called Supernatural, and the girl's name is Lisa
@janapavlicova2278
@janapavlicova2278 4 жыл бұрын
@@bestshootingbigingrimey6501 Thank you😊
@emilywallace1308
@emilywallace1308 3 жыл бұрын
All that happened to sam to and sam blames himself to bc he has the power to kill demons he fells responsible to the apalipls he fells responsible for his parents deaths bc he has demons blood in him he is a demon and it breaks his heart knowing dead might have to kill him bc he can become a monster so sam has it so had to
@gretagrey1420
@gretagrey1420 3 жыл бұрын
Yes and I love him the most of all characters omg I'm so sorry for him😭❤
@yourstalker7386
@yourstalker7386 6 жыл бұрын
Tries not to cry. Fails before half the video is through. Why do they keep hurting my sweet precious?
@emilysmith5234
@emilysmith5234 5 жыл бұрын
yourstalker I like your comment. Yes comment is very original.
@shrutiagrawal3777
@shrutiagrawal3777 4 жыл бұрын
Dean's pain anger frustration can't be any better depicted than him hammering his baby impala😭
@IOANNA333
@IOANNA333 3 жыл бұрын
Dean:I can’t do this alone. Sam: Yes you can. Dean:Yeah, but I don’t t want to.
@Mickey-bq8hx
@Mickey-bq8hx 6 жыл бұрын
Never related to anyone as much as i just did with dean
@bri9303
@bri9303 2 жыл бұрын
The line "When's the last time you watched a sunset without waiting for something to go bump in the night?" always gets me because I can't think of the last time I did something for myself without fearing what could go wrong. I truly relate to Dean so much it hurts
@garbo998
@garbo998 3 жыл бұрын
I find it terrifying how much of myself I see in Dean. Yeah, I don’t go around the country killing monsters, and both of my parents are alive and well, and I haven’t died yet, but I see so much of myself in him emotion wise. We’re both unavailable, we’re both miserable, we’re both confused, we both have to put a strong confident face for the ones we love, we both have a hell going on 24/7 in our heads, we both have anger problems, and we both need to ask for help.
@larrystrange8044
@larrystrange8044 2 жыл бұрын
I dont hunt monsters but my parents are gone and Ive been close enough to death to have last rights read for me, so theres that.Yeah, you arent alone. A lot of us see ourselves in Dean. Ask for the help, the world wont fall apart and if the person you ask doesnt help youll know not to ask them again.
@fylcreations
@fylcreations Жыл бұрын
i feel you Garbo... feel same every single day and night ...
@inga7519
@inga7519 6 жыл бұрын
God. He is so amazing, he has literally saved the world. He has made mistakes. But he deserves so much more. Why is this show so depressing?
@charlie1948
@charlie1948 5 жыл бұрын
It hurts how much i relate to Dean. He's so broken and manages to get back up and try again so anyone who reads this:Be like Dean. Get back up. Keep going. It does get better. You just have to be there to see it.
@mystichustla9504
@mystichustla9504 4 жыл бұрын
Thanks man👊
@Sandra-jv7jt
@Sandra-jv7jt 4 жыл бұрын
❤️
@cathartictruths4345
@cathartictruths4345 4 жыл бұрын
We are all like dean, we are all brave and strong hunters just like him; and who knows, maybe there’s actually some dark entity behind the pain of this world, so let’s not give up never, and let’s hunt this piece of shit that’s behind all the hurt of this planet. And I know it hurts to just go on and be living bad things, and it’s okay to cry, I’ve done it hundreds of times, but I’m not gonna give up never just like dean.
@Dizzybunny
@Dizzybunny 4 жыл бұрын
Always keep fighting. You are not alone.
@jamesnobeer6736
@jamesnobeer6736 2 жыл бұрын
thnks iluv you🤍🤍
@user_-165
@user_-165 3 жыл бұрын
"I'm poison Sam people get close to me, they get killed or worse" "Hunters are never kids, I never was" Those sentences always hit.
@johnvrabel3
@johnvrabel3 Жыл бұрын
I'm 90 percent crap and nobody hates you as much as you do was always mine... I could feel it down to the soul.
@Twj2001
@Twj2001 9 ай бұрын
@@johnvrabel3Mine would be, “If there is a God out there, why would he give a crap about me!” or “Inside, you're already dead.”
@chocolatelover4481
@chocolatelover4481 4 жыл бұрын
A good friend of mine sent me this, before he killed himself. The pain is unbearable at times. I just wish for him, that he gets the love now, he so desperately needs. I will never forget you. With love R.L.O.
@forlornhope7121
@forlornhope7121 Жыл бұрын
Remember the good times.
@spikysmoothness
@spikysmoothness 3 жыл бұрын
An important thing to catch is whenever Dean talks about anything positive happening to those that he loves he never mentions himself. Ever. He never asks "What about me, dad?" At the grave, only what asling what he's supposed to do so that others can be happy or walk away living.
@titelilith
@titelilith 6 жыл бұрын
Beautiful. I love how you presented Dean evolution. From day one he's been broken and it continued throught the each season. I miss the early Supernarnatural days, the first seasons are the best. Thank you for this beautiful video
@electricpuddle1320
@electricpuddle1320 4 жыл бұрын
Same but the later seasons are just as good this show is one of the few shows who has 15seasons and has consistently been good and has stayed original and stuck to their script and story most shows fall apart after 6-7 seasons but SPN has been so good for so long season 10 was one of my favorites ackles deserves a award dude is a phenomenal actor he truly brings out who dean winchester is
@aylat.961
@aylat.961 3 жыл бұрын
he may look just angry on the outside, but he's hurt & when he destroys things its showing how he feels inside; broken & beaten down
@dumbsleepyidiot
@dumbsleepyidiot 5 жыл бұрын
Me: *clicks on sad video* Me: *starts crying* Me: •o•
@meaganpower4175
@meaganpower4175 6 жыл бұрын
You hear that? That's my heart breaking into a million pieces. Uhhh such a good video and so well made. This is the first time I heard this song and I love it! Dean is my favorite character to. He's just so broken and I just want him to be happy and love himself. His self-worthlessness just breaks my heart every time. I've spent many a tears on Dean Winchester. Everyone goes after his self-esteem when they try to break him and that says a lot. My poor baby deserves to be happy! Thank you for such a great video and I hope you make more soon!
@stormyrosebutterflys4662
@stormyrosebutterflys4662 6 жыл бұрын
Meagan Power That was Awesome Cathy ~♥~
@strxngewitch.
@strxngewitch. 6 жыл бұрын
Honestly if Dean was ever a real person or if I was in the show. I would protect him no matter what. I’ll even die for him because he’s worth it. That goes for Sam too. Dean is such an underrated character, he deserves so much. He doesn’t deserve pain, he deserves happiness and love. But if you think about it, Dean is the most strongest person or character you know. No matter how much crap he’s going through he stayed strong. No matter how many times he wanted to give up. He still stayed strong. If dean didn’t go through all of that pain he wouldn’t be the same person today. This video has proved that Dean is unbelievably pure goodness full of emotions, full of life. I don’t regret becoming emotionally attached to him because he helped me; the SHOW helped me. If I’m ever having a bad day, or if I’m thinking about doing something that I will regret deeply. All I do is go on Netflix, press the title supernatural pick a season and watch my favorite episode. It works every time. If this show were ever going to end which it will eventually (sadly) . Dean Winchester will always be remembered in my heart. Along with Sam, Cas, Bobby + many more. This video is amazing.
@MishyleMNooh
@MishyleMNooh 6 жыл бұрын
_ _ i guess that's what everybody that has ever died for them feels
@robertjosephmaccready4820
@robertjosephmaccready4820 5 жыл бұрын
Kogane - I’d stay by Dean’s side always.
@elty7453
@elty7453 3 жыл бұрын
this hits so much harder now
@deadf7385
@deadf7385 Жыл бұрын
"What am I supposed to do!?" Felt that
@kben9394
@kben9394 6 жыл бұрын
This video deserves so much more recognition
@Tom-sv3cm
@Tom-sv3cm 3 жыл бұрын
I can't begin to explain, what this show has done for me. I've lost so much. Been through so much. I love Sam and Dean both, but if I had to identify with one...I'd say it's Dean. More times than I can count, I've asked myself, "what am I supposed to do?"
@altinaykor364
@altinaykor364 4 жыл бұрын
Dean deserves everything good
@sarahmcgrath8438
@sarahmcgrath8438 2 жыл бұрын
My best friend whom was my absolute soulmate died almost 2 years ago and he was a bad alcoholic. Drank morning and night. Once in a long while, he was able to go sober for a month or two and he was strong for it. But once he gave in again, he couldn't stop. His body could not handle it anymore over the years. I was there for him in his last few years and I got to know him on a deep personal level. He was extremely depressed and showed me this video and other videos not too long before he died. He said that he WAS dean and that he feels the same way his character does. His name was Dawson and he had a rough past. He was one of the smartest people I have ever known, despite his addiction. RIP, brother.
@davidjohansson6599
@davidjohansson6599 8 ай бұрын
Rip brother
@avixenk
@avixenk 6 жыл бұрын
Dean and Sam. Sam and Dean. Possibly the best brothers ever in a show
@supernatural1233
@supernatural1233 5 жыл бұрын
“ I’m good” 😭😭😭😭shit man, this but is so heartbreaking, he’s just lying to himself to get through each day, just telling himself that everything is good. Damn mantis is the most heartbreaking thing to watch.
@sophia-rosecharleboislamon336
@sophia-rosecharleboislamon336 3 жыл бұрын
no one could have played dean the way jensen played him, he’s the best for the role, he literally MADE dean who HE is
@daniello5810
@daniello5810 2 жыл бұрын
I love this show and I can't accept that it's gone. It was more than just a show for me, it was something special... Like a family. My New Year's dream is for Supernatural with Sam, Dean and Case to return. I Miss...
@jacobfranklin6871
@jacobfranklin6871 4 жыл бұрын
this is so fun to listen to while your depressed and drinking alone
@fredrikjohansson3278
@fredrikjohansson3278 4 жыл бұрын
Damm man i do that atlest 1 time every week and have been for quite some time,
@austinhill2252
@austinhill2252 Жыл бұрын
Some people don't realize what it's like feeling numb, I use to laugh and smile when I was confronted on my actions and wouldn't realize til I was away.
@thorbenhinzmann
@thorbenhinzmann Жыл бұрын
Stay strong Kings and Queens. You are loved.
@NotJakeFromAllState
@NotJakeFromAllState Жыл бұрын
relatable
@DPerez-mj3vs
@DPerez-mj3vs 4 жыл бұрын
The only thing i didnt lose hope because dean, no matter how hard life hits him. He just continue to keep pushing. No matter how he dead inside. He just continue to keep moving, and i continue to keep moving..
@garyharvey1686
@garyharvey1686 Жыл бұрын
Dark times bring me back here time and time again
@DKDGamingHD
@DKDGamingHD 2 жыл бұрын
“Your problem nobody hates you more than you do” Reason why we can relate to this is because every day we have to fight the monsters inside of our heads… And it feels like a losing battle…
@lonelypotato9388
@lonelypotato9388 6 жыл бұрын
I feel like I'm addicted to this show. When I first saw Dean, it was like I saw myself. I keep coming back every day becouse I feel like he's the only person who can understand me right now. And I love his character so much. But still I can't love myself. Sad.
@nothingbetterthanagoodbook8187
@nothingbetterthanagoodbook8187 Жыл бұрын
Never will I ever love a show as much as Supernatural. I watched it from the beginning 15years ago. No other show ever touched me like that. I feel extremely sad, because it has come to an end now. Feels like a breakup.
@marilyncoates4812
@marilyncoates4812 Жыл бұрын
My favorite show in the hole world!!! Such a great show!! Omg!!!!
@camerald8257
@camerald8257 3 жыл бұрын
Supernaturals will have a special place in my heart. That much is true.
@vicariously4328
@vicariously4328 4 жыл бұрын
"What am I supposed to do?" That broke my heart
@sorinarteus4420
@sorinarteus4420 5 жыл бұрын
"I'm good....I'm good." that just gave me so many chills...way too relatable.
@mylesmorton2223
@mylesmorton2223 2 жыл бұрын
Jensen ha proved his acting skills with this role, how much he hates himself even when he's being cocky, how much self-doubt and sadness he goes through, how much he hates drinking yet cant stop because of his problems, how much anger he holds inside if him because of his dad and job, everything. He continues to show what an amazing actor he is.
@mylesmorton2223
@mylesmorton2223 2 жыл бұрын
The "he" im mentioning is Dean, just to clarify. Not jensen.
@Stingr4y04
@Stingr4y04 3 жыл бұрын
When he said “I wish I couldn’t feel a damn thing” I freaking felt that.
@timthebear8005
@timthebear8005 6 жыл бұрын
One favorite character and best dean winchester video and ive seen over hundreds. I relate to his character so much.
@jamessoifer3274
@jamessoifer3274 4 жыл бұрын
0:15 “IF YOU LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND DONT LIKE WHAT YOU SEE, YOU CAN FIND OUT FIRSTHAND WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE ME.”
@harperkieschnick223
@harperkieschnick223 4 жыл бұрын
I know he’s fictional but every time I see him in pain I want to hop through the screen and tell him that he matters and that it might not always feel okay, but it will be. I want to tell him that he’s not just a grunt and that thousand of people care about him. And I want to hug him and tell him that I hope his pain eases soon.
@scottwilliams4111
@scottwilliams4111 Жыл бұрын
When I see this it make me take a good look at myself and when I do I see how much I really hate myself
@gininacroyante
@gininacroyante 3 жыл бұрын
If Jensen only knew how many nights I stayed awake until the dawn, alone, in the dark, with only Dean for comfort, he would be frightened. This person, this entity, this spirit that Jensen created in Dean lives and breathes, and he is inside every lost soul who clings to Supernatural and prays that heroes like these characters really exist in real life. I will never stop proclaiming this: Supernatural saves lives. Even aside from the philanthropy that so many of the actors participate in to help those with mental health conditions, they might not even realize that by merely existing, and using their monumental talents to create this work of art, people who watch the show are experiencing a kind of healing and salvation by osmosis. Jensen Ackles is among the most talented actors who has ever been filmed. He deserves all the accolades that he is due and that are coming to him. He deserves to have Hollywood’s most enviable career. He is that good. And what an incredibly good human being he is on top of everything else. He has a heart of gold. Lionheart. And I love him. - Ginina Croyante 💙🍀💜⚜️
@purpledarklighter
@purpledarklighter 6 жыл бұрын
Wow that was so amazing! Sad and depressing but amazing! I agree with you that Dean is the best character on TV by far, and this video is showcasing it very well, great job!
@possessedukulelescreamo3617
@possessedukulelescreamo3617 6 жыл бұрын
HOWWWW?????? how do people say Dean's the best character??? they're all so amazing and broken, they all have their shattered souls.... idk how people can pick but i envy y'all cause i'm sitting here like "MY GOD I JUST LOVE EVERY ONE OF THEM SO MUCH, PLEASE JUST STAY SAFE PLEASE JUST BE HAPPY PLEASE JUST KEEP FIGHTING, PLEASE!!!!!"
@Bumfuzzel96
@Bumfuzzel96 6 жыл бұрын
I feel the same
@altinaykor364
@altinaykor364 4 жыл бұрын
PossessedUkuleleScreamo Dean is the best character,better than all of them
@user-km3mc6rx4p
@user-km3mc6rx4p 2 жыл бұрын
да
@user-km3mc6rx4p
@user-km3mc6rx4p 2 жыл бұрын
да
@jdma-f4508
@jdma-f4508 2 жыл бұрын
i miss the show everyday dean and sam are the best brothers by far
@DarrenWinsett
@DarrenWinsett 2 жыл бұрын
"No one can save you, because you don't wanna be saved" someone that fucking gets it
@carolynrosenbaumjones9728
@carolynrosenbaumjones9728 5 жыл бұрын
Story of my life... Having to be ok for everyone around me, but being absolutely broken inside, not able to get the things I've done out of my head, and not knowing what to do with myself. I can't stop the fighting. It keeps on going in my head. Spending every day wanting nothing more than to just leave it all behind, but knowing my family needs me. This video is beautiful.
@estherw8554
@estherw8554 5 жыл бұрын
Carolyn Rosenbaum stay strong and don’t give up! I know it’s hard and that you can’t stop it right now but know that things do get better in time. But until it gets better you gotta keep fighting.
@multifandomfaneditor5554
@multifandomfaneditor5554 6 жыл бұрын
I can relate to Dean so much, it honestly breaks my heart when he cries. If I ever meet Jensen, I’m for sure going to hug him.
@dianashelton570
@dianashelton570 3 жыл бұрын
He's amazing
@fictionallove_2416
@fictionallove_2416 10 ай бұрын
I've never felt more relatable to a character than Deans...
@battleroyaleultimatemadnes5224
@battleroyaleultimatemadnes5224 Жыл бұрын
It's crazy how sometimes these actors play roles so well and sometimes our lives can be so similar in feeling and emotion
@lauraa.5356
@lauraa.5356 6 жыл бұрын
Why do I always find myself in Dean? He's just like me... He's so damn broken yet he still goes out there and does what needs to be done. That's me. I might not do anything big, but if I can inspire one person, one person, to do something great and worthwhile, I'll be ok.
@aidenpaeper145
@aidenpaeper145 3 жыл бұрын
This is exactly how I feel right now and I don't know what to do. I just feel so lonely and overwhelmed and I just want it to stop
@estherw8554
@estherw8554 3 жыл бұрын
I don't know anything about your situation, but I do get you. I have felt lonely too, and still do sometimes. I know how hard this all can be, and that sometimes it seems too much. I just want you to know that you are not alone. I can speak from experience that somehow everything will fall into place. You have to stay strong and stick around to see it. I know you want things to stop, but I promise you that if you keep fighting you will get through this. Keep fighting for the life that you want, you deserve to be happy.
@aidenpaeper145
@aidenpaeper145 3 жыл бұрын
@@estherw8554 you really touched my heart with your response, thank you so much for being there
@jantrad8686
@jantrad8686 Жыл бұрын
I was touched by this character “dean” so much pain and he hold it back
@emmaguidi3795
@emmaguidi3795 2 жыл бұрын
most broken, most heartbreaking, most tragic, most complex, most emotional, most human, most selfless, strongest character I've ever seen in my life.
@peggypenguin4268
@peggypenguin4268 6 жыл бұрын
I'mma crying right now!!! Watching all those scenes together. 🐧🐧
@user-uo8qw8ot9l
@user-uo8qw8ot9l 11 ай бұрын
Not me watching sad edits of dean while being sad so I can feel sad with him
@pandamom658
@pandamom658 5 жыл бұрын
When Dean attacks the trunk of the Impala in Season Two I’ve never felt so much emotion from a tv show or movie. JA is an amazing actor to bring Dean to life like he does. Small moments, gestures, thoughts that cross his face come through to the viewer. I think that character is the real success of the show. If such a broken soul can battle his demons, then every broken person watching can battle theirs!
@abellopez6597
@abellopez6597 3 жыл бұрын
“How can you care so little about yourself? “ “Because people never let me...”
@robertkelley4857
@robertkelley4857 7 ай бұрын
Life is struggle. Pain means you are alive. Embrace it.
@randomfullywonderful
@randomfullywonderful 2 жыл бұрын
Love that Crowley quote at the beginning, so underrated.
@oliveiraoliveira1737
@oliveiraoliveira1737 2 жыл бұрын
magnificent actor!🏆💚
@alexysbragdon2092
@alexysbragdon2092 Жыл бұрын
This series is definitely my all-time favorite out of anything having to do with Supernatural stuff and watching all these scenes over again like this with him just reminded me just how much of an amazing actor Jensen truly is.
@mikaelabullough6923
@mikaelabullough6923 5 жыл бұрын
Omg I'm crying.... Dean is such a great guy and he blames everything that happens on himself. It makes me cry every time and all I want to do is jump through the screen and give him a big hug and hold him and tell him everything is okay. I just want to comfort him. Sammy and Cas try to help him but he wants to strong for everyone.
@TimJapan
@TimJapan 3 жыл бұрын
Amazing actor.
@lewishamilton.f1.44
@lewishamilton.f1.44 2 жыл бұрын
Dean is always known as the badass/funny brother but when he gets real serious it shows how damaged he is
@thelighthasbeentaken2344
@thelighthasbeentaken2344 2 жыл бұрын
Most powerful saying ever ! Your problem is no one hates you more than you hate your self
@ryanjohnstone6182
@ryanjohnstone6182 5 жыл бұрын
Both 2 of the best actors of the 21st century by far definitely not recognise enough
@raminsayadi8112
@raminsayadi8112 2 жыл бұрын
Dean Winchester Great character!!!
@The_Real_Rip_Van_Winkle
@The_Real_Rip_Van_Winkle 3 жыл бұрын
His suffering is over, rest in peace brother.
@Raven-Marie25
@Raven-Marie25 5 жыл бұрын
I didn't realize how much I relate to Dean. Setting ourselves on fire to keep others warm.
@emilykrautkremer4862
@emilykrautkremer4862 6 жыл бұрын
oh my God. I am speechless, this is so amazing... it helped me recapture everything the show has been through
@larenzonosloc
@larenzonosloc 2 жыл бұрын
dean is the darkest parts of good people, who just give up after falling, over and over!
@constancehinnenkamp7414
@constancehinnenkamp7414 6 ай бұрын
I sometimes can't how much I am like dean and try so hard to hide it so no one knows . I just believe I'm past help.
@cheyennenicholson9613
@cheyennenicholson9613 5 жыл бұрын
I don’t think I’ve ever truly realized how amazing Dean’s character arch was until you put it all together, not to mention how amazing of an actor Jensen is. And I’m not crying- you are.
@mehnazraihan3942
@mehnazraihan3942 6 жыл бұрын
look at this man's acting!!
@therealwellin5846
@therealwellin5846 3 жыл бұрын
This hits different after that series finale.
@ZackyZombify
@ZackyZombify 3 жыл бұрын
I’ve struggled with alcoholism for a very long time, then I lost my mom. I want to quit but it’s the only thing that stops everything. I’m so sorry, Mom.
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