I love how Kylie went from not wanting to be shown on camera to taking over most of the vlogs when she is around. Her confidence has grown so much on camera. I just love her energy & her spirit.

Stop apologising for your emotions Shelley! It is actually really genuinely lovely to see someone discussing their anxieties and worries about medication and MRIs so openly.

Jared is so sweet and supportive. I love how you’re children are always so happy to see each other and pick up like nothing has ever changed

Not TMI Shelly💞 A lot of people suffer from being claustrophobic. Showing the Reality of anxiety is great!! Thank you💞

Jared being the voice of reason in the beginning is definitely what Shelley (and anyone) in that position needs. Such a calming and understanding but forward facing approach to the situation. I’ve had a few MRIs/CT scans and they’re not enjoyable at all so I feel for you there Shelley! But they’re such important in-depth scans you should be proud of overcoming your anxiety and accepting help from medication definitely isn’t easy to do :)!

I have had a few MRI and I found just closing my eyes before I go in and while in there until I felt comfortable, you haven't got to open your eyes. Jared is such a great support. Your anxious and that's totally normally. If your anxious about meds I wouldn't read up on the medication as they have to put worst case scenario on them and may make you more nervous. I have had that medication and it just made me chilled out X

I just love, love, love how close all the sisters are! Almost like they all came from the same parents! Also, Eli is sooo adorable! He seems like the best son-in-law ever!! So grateful for everything!!

Shelly being so open about fear being vulnerable is what makes us feel a connection with you and your family. Thank you for continuing to inspire us, we are proud of you for conquering that fear ❤️

Shelly, thank you for sharing your experience with us even though it was very hard! This gave me the courage to schedule a pelvic ultrasound that I’ve been pushing off, so thank you again!

I had a open MRI and I even had a muscle relaxer and it still freaked me out. Even had music playing in the MRI machine and STILL freaked me out. The minute it was done I told them to get me out of there! But I hope it turns out better for you Shelly. 🙏🏻🙏🏻

as someone who struggles with anxiety and panic attacks AND is claustrophobic i appreciated you showing a real side of struggling and don’t think it was tmi at all! i felt heard and validated so thank you for that shelly!

We miss seeing Lacey, Eli, and Bexley. They haven't filmed in weeks! Good to see them...but an unfortunate circumstances. Sorry their apartment flooded! That stinks. Love y'all so much 💕💕💕💕💕💕

Prayers! I have a MRI every 3 years. I never ever open my eyes. I close them before they start and think of laying on the beach with the sun shining and breeze blowing. Deep breathes you’ be got this. Big Hugs! And Mindy my pup is named Lola Rose! Love it!

I felt your pain while watching you anticipate the MRI. I promise you, “you will be fine”. It sounds as if we all have experienced diagnoses that have landed us in “the tube” and we have all survived it. YOU GOT THIS. You have more going on at home with your 100 kids, this will be a breeze!! We are all praying for you. Go get it girl!

I love how Jared is trying to help you calm down it is completely ok to be nervous about the mri and about taking medication. But I also feel like if it's gonna help you then it's worth it. Take care of yourself shelly!

Shelly I'm so sorry for your struggle with this. I have had many MRIs, mainly of my neck where they actually put like a cage type thing over your head so you don't move. I appreciate you sharing these raw feelings with us.

I am also very sensitive to medications. I am on several for anxiety, depression etc, I am so scared to take new ones as I have really weird reactions. One thing that helps is to not read the warning or articles online, I know it’s tempting but I find getting someone else to read the side affect warning helps. I try to take the side affects one at at a time if the happen! I hope your ok!

I've had so many MRI's so I know how you are feeling!! The worst thing you can do is research any medication or procedures!! I'm also very claustrophobic and have taken then sedative to help me get through it. You can do this hun!!❤🇨🇦❤🇨🇦❤

Awe Shelly I just wanna give you a hug so bad. Seeing you cry is making me tear up. You got this. You are superwoman. It’s a one time thing and it will be over in no time. I know easier said than done. ❤️sending you lots of love and prayers.

I know exactly how you feel Shelley. I’m super sensitive to meds too.

The dogs baths were adorable 🥰. Shelly, I pray that you get good news with the MRI results. Not knowing is so scary.

I love how jared is such a supportive husband ❤️

I'm so proud of you Shelly for getting it done !! I totally understand how you feel about having an MRI done. Glad that part is over for you ! Jared is like my husband was, being so supportive and getting you through it !!! Love seeing all the sibling interactions 💕 ❤ 😍 💗 💓 💖

Awww bless Incase you have not heard this before… It’s okay not to be okay

I feel you Shelley, I’m the same, I have to have MRI’s done quite often, my strategy is keep eyes tight shut for the entire time ju

Sending hugs to Shelly. I have medication anxiety. Nothing is scarier about health related issues than meds. I'm glad I'm not alone in this.

I understand how you feel, I have had endless MRI's the best way I got through them was to close my eyes. But during my cancer treatment a few yrs back I had pet scans, nuclear scans and MRI's. Just keep in your kind how important they are to find out what is going on.. Get well soon Shelley ❤️

I understand being claustrophobic! When I have to have them done, listen to music and also when they are putting you in, focus your eyes above your head (look up) to see the open space behind the machine. Definitely take the meds! Just for perspective as I know when I am talking about, I have had many mri and 35 surgeries during my life. The pups are so cute! Jacob and Max already takes amazing photos, so I can imagine their improvement after the fun classes! Love that Kylie took the class too! Glad Kylie is going for support! Happy you were able to get through it!! Hope you get some answers! The meds likely affected you more because you hadn't eaten before taking them! That food looks AMAZING!! Hope the water leak at Eli and Lacey's is getting fixed and glad you can stay with your parents!

I have to take a chill pill before MRIs. It normally works well. It will wear off shortly afterwards. It will be ok. Prayers for you 🙏 Keep your eyes closed, focus on your breathing, listen to music and imagine your favorite place.

Good luck Shelly. The dogs did so good with their baths. Good Kylie is going along. Good job Shelly

Sending all of the love in the world to you Shelley! As a fellow anxious person I get it, but I also know you got this 💛

Praying for you Shelly! I hope you get well soon! It’s been great seeing Mindee like always. Could you give us an update whenever you can how Destiny, Jonathan and Cynthia has been doing lately?! Since we haven’t seen them in forever it seems!! Hope they are doing okay! Love how Mindee named her dog Lola.. that’s to cute 😂❤️

Shelly, I’m very proud of you and I also realize know the feeling of NOT wanting to take drugs. Drugs trigger me as to when I was little. My mom was a prescription drug addict and that’s why I was put in foster care. Ive had four major surgeries and I REFUSED any type of pain meds because I thought that I would become addicted. 😰😰 I’m hoping for great results. ❣️❣️

It’s okay to be scared Shelly, I’m horrified of those machines too . I get claustrophobic too. When it comes to those machines I have them give me a wash cloth to cover my eyes, practice my breathing and relaxing and think of when I’m happiest in my entire life. The more you do it the more you’ll get better. Your family is always right outside those doors and will never leave you. Hope my advice helps over time. Love you all.❤️😇🙏🏼

Feel this anxiety on so many levels. The thought of being medicated made it worse for me bc then I really wouldn’t be able to get myself out. Almost needed one 2 weeks ago but they started w a CAT Scan & luckily I didn’t need to proceed w the MRI. Hope things turn out well for you Shelley ❤️

I completely understand how you feel about the MRI. I have claustrophobia so bad and it's rough. I needed one done the other day and was given Valium to relax me. The tech who was super sweet and reassuring asked me what music and I wanted to listen to and before they started she said "Deep breaths, close your eyes and try to keep them closed". There was a lot of singing!! You're not alone Shelly, sending hugs and lots of love from Illinois 🥰

Every KZfaq family that I watch loves to eat at Cafe Rio.. glad you got it all done and over with now to just eat and go home and relax or take a nap is the best part of the day.

🙏🤗 They can order you meds if you need it before hand. Nothing shameful about having to take them. I've had to take two once a year for 10+ years. It's actually calming for me. I 💯% understand your anxious iness. It's the unknown answers that get me. That's weird that didn't let you wear your wedding ring. I asked a nurse and they said it's actually illegal to ask you to take it off

OMG Shelly, I know how you feel! I've had 5 MRI's in the past 2 years. My first one, I felt the same as you, I cried so much! When they told me I had to go for my second one I panicked. My doctor prescribed me some ativan to calm me down, and it made a huge difference. I took half of one to start because I was worried about the side effect, but then I took a full one 15 minutes before going in, it helped me a lot. For the next 3 MRI's I took the ativan. Hope you get well soon,

Aubrey, I have had several shih-tzu and shih-tzu mixes in my life plus all my various family members who also have had them so I can say from experience that my shih-tzu's have loved playing in the little baby swimming pools when they would get hot. Train the hair around the eyes and nose to lay away from their eyes and won't cause it to hurt or block their vision. Also, as soon as the hair on the top of their head is long enough start training it into a ponytail which also help to keep it out of the eyes. And NEVER allow anyone to cut or shave off any hair on their tail. Once it is cut it never grows back to what it was before. My original shih-tzu's tail was cut/shaved when she was 3 and when I lost her at 15 her hair length was 3" on one half and 6" on the other half. Comb them daily, work out any matts gently and immediately and be prepared for snorting due to the short, cute nose a shih-tzu has. O, and be aware shih-tzu's have a very strong stubborn streak and may be harder to train. Use small training treats if possible, mine loved it. My Yorkie/shih-tzu cross loves her bath and is very loving to me. A lot of what I said can also be applied to the Yorkie pup Addison has. Good luck girls and great job bathing your fur babies.

Your not alone Shelly! A lot of us suffer with anxiety. We are right there with you to support you! 🤟❤️

I am glad that you were finally able to get the MRI done Shelly, therefore, you finally can get some answers!!💕💕💕

So happy you got the MRI done my brother had a major panic attack trying to do his first one a couple months ago and had to take the same meds for his second test …. Like you he needed it and it was the only thing that could show that he needed neck surgery and it allowed them to see the extent of the damage and what the surgery would entail …. I hope they can give you your much needed answers!! Much love to all of you 🥰

Don’t be sorry for sharing this with all of us. Its a very real fear and your feelings are all justifiable. I have panic attacks a lot and also have a low tolerance to medication. I remember the first time i had to take an anxiety med i freaked until it eventually just put me to sleep. You got this.

Way to get through that MRI Shelly!! I've had so may MRI's because of a neurologic disorder and am also very clausterphobic! You climbed your mountain and conquered it! You should be very proud of yourself for getting through it like a champ!

I totally get it Shelley. I can’t drive into a parking garage or a car wash without thinking I’m going to get crushed.

Shelly!!! Thank you so much for sharing this vulnerable moment with us!! I too am terrified of taking pills with possible side effects… it’s such a struggle for me but to see you be brave, wow!!! 💛💛💛💛

Hi guys! New subscriber here! I felt SO BAD for Shelly, not only because she was nervous about the MRI, but because of her claustrophobia. I not only have had my fair share of MRI's, but in 1990, I actually had to go in for surgery to have my bladder reconstructed, because it wasn't growing with the rest of my body, I was in the operating room for almost 14 hours! But I'm glad I had the surgery, because it saved my life, I was very sick up until the operation.

Well done Shelley. You are a great example of showing your kids that even though you might be anxious you can do anything!🎉

Thank you for being so open and vulnerable

Shelly, yes pills can be scary, but you can always take half. And side affects are just a few things that people felt out of the millions of people who take it every day. My family has a history of prescription drug abuse so taking pills is really hard for me to. But sometimes it's necessary. Be strong!

They are scary, I’ve had so many, I always feel like I’ll fall off of them & my back is fused so it’s hard to lay flat, feel better soon Shelly

Hi Shelly. I’m exactly the same I have to have medication before these type of procedures. Good on you, you are so brave.

I appreciate how scared you are. I know exactly how you feel. Take one, put the headphones on with loud music and blackout sunglasses. I also held a picture of my family in my hand.

Hope everything turns out ok...your in my prayers 💜

Praying everything comes back good for you Shelly ' and it's nothing serious. Positive uplifting vibes your ways

praying for you❤️ i hope you feel better soon shelly!

Shelly, keep your eyes close and relax. The first time in the tube, it is normal to be anxious but you will be fine I promise! I have had 11 MRIs of my brain and a craniotomy. The first brain MRI was the hardest because of the unknown but then I realized I was not enclosed in completely and I thought, "I am happy it is me and not my child." It helped because then I was doing it for my child! Many hugs to you, it is okay to be afraid but know that you will be okay. Love you!! 🫂💕

I am sorry you are having a hard time "hugs" and prayers. I want to share with you how I get my MRI's over all the years. I will sit in my quiet space and watch a sermon and then prayer time. Once I start my imaging I take my mind out of the situation and think of a safe space for me it is gardening or what I can do with the kids once this is over. It is scary taking meds I agree it will make you tired, when it comes to emotionless it is more of a spaciness for me but wears off by the morning. Just know you got this and it's going to help find answers!!!! Go Strong Mama!!!.

Hey crazy middles and welcome new pups! I got my first pup of my own two years ago and I have to say the best decision I ever made was brushing her teeth every night! The vet say her teeth and gums are extremely healthy and I’ve noticed that she doesn’t have the typical dog breath! Definitely something to try with your new pups and see how they do! My dog loves the Nylabone toothpaste and waits in the bathroom for me to brush her teeth every day! Enjoy the puppy snuggles!

Good job Shelley. Hope they are able to diagnose the problem now. I just marvel at how the family has grown. Yours was the second channel I ever subscribed to (first was TIHWB which is where i was led to you guys) was over five+ years ago and haven't missed a vlog since. Thank you

Thanks for sharing your MRI story! It’s definitely something that a lot of people fear, and I think it’s because there aren’t too many non-clinical videos about them. I wish there were videos from the patients’ point of view - with the patients’ words - to try to take away some of the mystery. The machine you get can make all the difference! I’ve lost count of how many brain MRIs I’ve had (all precautionary!), so my head is placed in a cage and then I get slid into the machine. The older ones are the worst! The ones from like 2017 to now are so much better! I hope your MRI helps your doctors properly diagnose what’s going on so they can get you on a treatment plan to ease that pain ASAP. Best wishes headed your way 🙂

Shelly, I totally relate to everything you are going through. The meds, the MRI, the claustrophobia all of it. I wish I were there to give you a hug.

Claustrophobia is so stressful but Shelly, we are here for you and are all here to support you. We love you 💕💖💞💗

I have to be put to sleep for MRIs. Your not alone in how you feel. Even the donut shaped one gives panic attacks. I even have probs with CT scans. Never feel bad about any procedure that upsets you. It's your body.

Helloo, I hope you feel better soon Shelly. Praying for you.

Jarred is so sweet helping trying to calm

I totally understand how you are feeling Shelly. I have to have the open MRI machine. You will be ok. Sending love and prayers for strength and healing and protection. Love you guys.

I understand the anxiety Shelly felt because I also suffer from same thing as well as heights and now from working in the retail industry for so long I get the same way when having to go into public around a lot of people I don't know. Valium makes me loopy as well and seeing Shelly made me realize how I look to others, lol. Love your entire family, Crazy Pieces also.

Shelley thank you for sharing this experience with us, your feelings are so right and this could help so many people with their own problems thank you again

Love how relaxed the meds made you. I have it as a muscle relaxer for my neck.

Peaceful thoughts to you Shelley and caring prayers. So glad that you have a loving caring Family who stands by you 100 percent. Love how Jared and Kylie went with you and how they both were your support system through this. I had to have one when I was having some back issues and the hardest part for me was just staying still since I was having some pain. So sorry you had some issues with it before but, proud of you that you were able to concur your fur. I love the names of all three puppies and was glad to see how to give a little one a bath. We have an older and bigger puppy and I am certain I will end up getting the bath more then her..

Claustrophobia can come out of nowhere (seemingly). The anxiety of the tablets as well, tells me that you have a fear off losing control. People depend on you, so you want to be fully in control of your faculties. You are allowed to be vulnerable, you are allowed to be afraid; but Jared has your back Shelly, you’ll be okay. Think of what could be wrong, possibly even more scary; best to rule it out, or start treatment for whatever is going on. Your family loves and needs you xx

I had a brain tumor and understand your anxiety. I take a sedative before my scans .. totally worth it. After the sleepiness wears off, I’m quite hysterical; best comedian I know. Whoever takes me is in for quite a treat. I also agree .. feet first is so much harder.

I suffer from anxiety too. The #1 thing that you shouldn’t do with anxiety is looking up your concerns on google. Google is filled with tons of misinformation that only adds to your anxiety. If you have concerns about medication, the best person you can call is the pharmacist. They will answer all your questions and can give more advice than your doctors when it comes to medication interactions and dosages. Personally I find that it’s best to start off small taking small doses, especially if your trying something new that can cause anxiety.

I know how you feel Shelley.I felt the same when I had one done.I managed to keep my panic under control but got emotional and just hoped they didnt see me.I also suffer with claustraphobia.I kept thinking for goodness sake woman some people have to have them done a lot but it didnt help😂😂

I love Shelley and Jarod together. They are definitely relationship goals for most of people.

I love the way that Jared supports Shelly when she is very emotional. It reminds me of how my boyfriend is with me when I have an emotional break down.❤

I have back issues and have to go in for semi frequent MRIs. Last year I started getting claustrophobic so I thought going into the “open” MRI would be better. It wasn’t I still freaked out. Next MRI will have to be done under medication. I feel for you lady. You’re not alone.❤️

I'm proud of you for getting the MRI done Shelley! And I really appreciate that you're talking about your anxiety and talking about it so openly, it means a lot to keep those subjects up for conversation! I've had really bad anxiety about going to the dentist, and avoided it for the longest time which made me having to get several teeth pulled (I have really bad teeth, thanks to my dads dna...) and I was SOOO scared! I had to take medicine to even be able to go to the dentist. BUT, just as you Shelley, I made it through!

Shelly you are so brave I how you are so confident in yourself I have never seen somebody so brave . Also Mindy I love your puppy and love the name

I understand, Shelly. I have to get regular MRIs due to a medical issue. I also am claustrophobic. Its a really bad combo. The meds to help you calm down are a great mental health tool. You’ll be okay and soon it’ll be an unhappy memory.

MRIs can be scary. I have gone through a few due to various serious medical conditions. And one thing that has always helped is soothing music. Have been fortunate enough to have very helpful assistants who have been very supportive and made it clear that they are there in case of any discomfort I may feel. And I am extremely claustrophobic

Aww Shelly 🥺 my heart was breaking for you.. you should never be worried, even if the medication makes you confused and dizzy I have full confidence that Jared would never ever let anything bad happen to you.

Shelly, I was diagnosed with IBS last year and to get diagnosed I had to go through a colonoscopy which with already feeling yucky because of my gut issues? Going through the prep so I could even have the procedure made me so anxious and overwhelmed as well. Know it’s not same thing but I pulled through and it wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be. The medicine I had to take can make you nauseous but it only happens once briefly. So I get those feelings of having to do something that is uncomfortable to be able to get needed medical answers to know how to move forward. Praying that this MRI will give you some needed answers and so sorry that medications give you so much trouble.

I live in Oregon and and they actually will send you to a place where they have a more open machine for people with issues going in them. Thankful for those!

Praying for you to get thru it. I just close my eyes and they gave me something to relax also. It is ok Shellie

I’m glad we get to see lacy for 2 days it’s so exiting.

❤ not tmi. Your showing us your human like the rest of us. I personally can relate to you so much and between you and crystal you keep me going and remember to be positive in the middle of a bunch of children who rely on use everyday all day! ❤ you guys

I know how you feel they do have open MRI’s. Also I’ve had many problems with my bladder they said from having three kids also hereditary my grandmother my mom and aunts on both sides of my family. Praying everything turns out well for you Shellie. I know that aching feeling it really hurts. They told me I had a sensitive bladder, I also get UTI’s a lot. Take care. Just love your whole beautiful family. 💜

Shelly, I'm 68 years young and go into a full blown panic over constriction and claustrophobia. I've refused every MRI and they cannot take my blood pressure either. The dentist and I have long talks about my phobias and believe me, I win every time or the work doesn't get done. When I recently had surgery, they couldn't take my BP until I was knocked out. Thank God the surgeon was very compassionate. I hope they don't find anything and it is just a temporary discomfort.

I am so glad you got through your MRI Shelly thank you for sharing this with us you are all so amazing

I know how it feels to have an anxiety attack, I get them often omg am crying with you Shelly right now!! Don't worry Hun 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

As someone who takes anxiety meds daily. It's nothing to stress about! You got this!

I'm sorry for everything you are going through Shelley. Stay strong and sending you lots of love and prayers

I am closterphbic too. And had an anxious/panic attacks too. They sent me to an open imaginationing machine and it was much better! I wish you well this afternoon!❤

So glad you made through your MRI! I dislike them so much! It is the banging sounds that I can’t handle. They gave me silencing headphones last time, that helped. Puppy baths were adorable!

I had brain surgery to remove a cyst from my pituitary gland at 24 (almost 4 years ago now.) I hallucinated after a 'bad trip' on a narcotic, and I yelled at the nurses because I had told them before, and it was in my chart that I have family history (with problems) as well as my own intolerance of anything more than a 200mg pain killer. I ended up with a very low blood sugar and an extra day in the hospital because of it but the nurses listened to me after that. I have always been very careful and observant of my own health because I don't get to see a regular doctor a lot (and that is how it was growing up too) I actually noticed something strange going on with my eyesight which led to me having brain surgery. If I hadn't been vigilant about knowing my own body, I would have a cyst that was bigger and not detected for 20 years. It was also discovered that I have an underlying hormone disorder and may actually have an underlying eye problem (which may or may not be glaucoma) I have an anxiety disorder and asthma which is not a fun combination but working with my health team I got medicine that is a lot like Benadryl and works for me. I hope and pray Shelly you can find the same. I've actually fallen asleep in an MRI machine weirdly enough. They take some getting used to but relaxing your mind and body as much as possible before will help!

Hey y'all! Praying for you Shelly! Hopefully the results come soon! Have a wonderful and Blessed weekend! Lots of Love from NC🤗🥰💜

Claustrophobic too. Had to have an MRI years ago of my head to help diagnose constant vertigo problems. I asked for something to relax me since they said they couldn’t knock me out (I asked). I also had to have a cage thing over my face so I kept my eyes shut the entire time. Luckily I was able to listen to music during the procedure and the guy doing it had some really relaxing sound music.