youre a saint! ty

thank you 🥰

Thx mate

Thank you!🥰

any1 gonna mention that devil town is labbeled as be nice to me - front bottoms?

Yeah and it works for me because my brain is a mess and I don't remember a lot of things So when I remember but don't like what I said I'm just like : "I said something? Sorry I don't remember" And I know exactly how to fake it because it works EVERY time

This is accurate for me lol because i have very bad memory, i think it's the lack of sleep which is reasonable because i am sleep deprived and i keep forgetting the people i know who are close to me and sometimes even recent events. I start to panic when i couldn't remember and then just start thinking of an excuse to escape the situation.

Why is this so accurate. I accidentally tell too much to the point I can't even remember when I said it

yeah...

@ace! I'm sorry i didn't it can be harmful to someone I didn't mean to hurt anyone 😅

Yes

Yes! 💖

Ikr!

Ikr😩

yes

my exact situation rn

@@auggie_on_paws same bestie i hope things get/got better for you

@@sadsyndrome9203 Thanks and same to you :'D

THIS IS LIT ME RN

yeah

honestly that sounds awful my mother is the same way, I wish you happier days away from people like that my friend

@@24sparrows3 Thank you, I wish the same for you too :)

yeah same, whenever she gets mad she always says she’s sick of me and wants to send me away to school again

I can relate, reason why I don’t vent to others and when i do I try to end convo quickly and apologise because I usually accidentally vent to others

That sounds horrible, wishing you the best💫

this right here^ I can totally relate ..it sucks

Didn't know I have a twin 🙂

hey clone 👯

@@ritacamassa heyy wsp?🙃 lol

@@mystique4663 me either😁🙃, well actually I do have a real twin In real life but he’s treated super nice and sweetly-smh

Damn, same

I get way too comfortable way too quickly and I’m haunted by what I say months later

yolo

Me too

Same😕

Legit then my dad makes fun of me, "oH yOu CaNt ReMbEr A mOvIe 3 MoNtHs AgO" "No YoU cAnT rEmBeR ThAt"

im ALWAYS SAYING i shouldnt have spoken. or i shouldnt have said anything then later on be like im sorry i speak before i think. worst habit i have.

Always...ended up getting scolded all the time

It happens to me a lot and I hate it

who summoned the beings of me?

then people get mad (especially my parents)

same

im so sorry you feel this way

same, and i hope it gets better for you

this happens to me too! ur not alone! i always talk before i speak and i always cause problems and arguments between family and friends. its gotten to the point where id be too scared to talk because i would be scared i would say the wrong thing and start something. just know your not alone because i go through this too!

same i always say something i should not and it hurts so much. i have anger issues from my dad and i accidentally say something dumb and let my anger on them. but I hope it gets better for ! u deserve better

stoppp, this happened to me lastnight the same exact thing.. and i wish i never even said one word :( thnxs for the reminder

yesterday this happend to me yesterday

Don't change because someone told you too. They just don't understand that your beautiful the way you are and your amazing. Tbh what's the point in meeting their expectations when you can just be yourself. Times are tough you don't deserve this. I've given up on meeting people's expectations and i feel better for it people still tell me what to be and what to do and all i do is give them a smile and tell them kindly that I'm not going to be or do that (in other words f**k off) and look away. They don't control you all they can do is push you around and throw words around.

Don't give into it. If they're loyal and good friend then they want you to change for the better and guide you down the right path

Don’t listen to everyone that their telling you you’re loved There’s some people that loves you so much and I’m proud of you because you have a perfect smile and friendly Don’t forget that

You're perfect just the way you are.

@@SP1D3RSF4NGS don’t worry love, I’ve started embracing myself and showing myself much more self love than ever!!! Thank youuuuu❤️❤️❤️❤️

relatable

Relatable

yes.. very relatable and everytime i try to explain I keep filling up with tears don't know why . anyways have a good day

My sister recently come out and my mom is supportive, but because of that she keeps asking me what I identify as and she can't see how uncomfortable it makes me because I am not ready to answer. More often that not the conversations are started by me accidentally saying when I think a girl is attractive. I wish I never say anything but my ADHD impulsivity be bussin 😩

@@kounene oof Well at least you know your mom is supportive. Maybe try telling your mom that you don't really know what you identify as yet and therefore she has been making you uncomfortable, sometimes being straight forward can help a lot. And yeah adhd impulsivity can be a bitch.

I came out as pansexual to my mom(dad's out of the house for now) And she supported me for a while before her real opinion. So now she told me that I'm to I young to know who I like.

not yet

Literally my situation rn..

fuck this exact thing happened to me. it's kinda eerie how this is the top comment rn

@@acuashiioh.. well I'm sorry to hear don't worry everything will be fine soon trust me it's all gonna be ok

yay this is happening rn and now I want to kms 😍💞

@@healthybutgotOBCD don't worry everything will be fine I promise you it's gonna be alright

how familiar

Same i wish i said literary anything else. They hate me. I know it. I lost them. Because im a dum4ss

I tottaly understand how you feel I went thru exact same things..... I hope you are better now

I'm sorry no one deserves to be treated like that

me to love me to love my mom does this

same

this in no offense to you or your parents but what I don’t understand is why did she agree if she was just gonna get fuss at you and make you feel like your in the wrong when it was her.

Same:^)

haha, this hits too close. I always feel like that, I always feel lonely and when I make friends I push them away because I'm afraid that they secretly hate me

I know this is a late reply but Hey, it's okay You didn't have to apologize for venting your experience you had with your friends, your free to open up about your feelings no matter what.. Stay safe and hope you feel better today... ❤️

are you okay now? i hope you are better now , tho i want to comfort you , i just wanted to say dont think too much on it , if its done its done find someone else , if you cant then its okay you can always be there for yourself, even if you hate yourself i just hope these bad days go by like it never existed , resort to your hobbies and likings ... i hope this was helpful.

I love you. And I’m proud of you for getting up the courage to share this

I had a crush on this guy in 4th grade told me he liked me back in 6th. then I had to find out through my friend that he completely played with my heart. Then I had a crush on another guy in 7th and found out in 8th grade that he had a girlfriend...now currently in 8th grade have a crush on a girl and she's my world ❤...(pan)

@@doggiebread8165 omg the same thing happened to me wowww, i had a crush on this guy in 4th grade and in 7th grade he told me he liked me but that was when i was leaving school plus i had a crush on this other guy who was a player wow, is this coincidence? thats sooo sweet lol i hope you are happy now:))

im sorry that has happened to you i really hope you are doing okay and your parents aren’t really nice for saying that . make sure to drink something love !

yeah, that's what happens to me as well.

I do this exact thing right here. Wonder if I possibly have it? But I'm sure it's just your brain being rude to you. I don't have advice for this thing but I will wish you all the best in life. Lots of love and good luck! 💜

totally understand. I have rsd too, those kinds of negative reactions to you finally feeling comfortable enough to speak your mind feel like a bullet to the chest, even if you logically know that their opinion doesn’t matter and you shouldn’t be reacting this way. yeah, it fucking sucks.

same, rsd is a symptom of my adhd (im guessing thats what you have because rsd is most commonly present in it) and i feel the exact same way.

same

i know exactly how it feels. the feeling that everything's your fault. just know that things happen and it usually isn't your fault. and if you still feel like you did something wrong, i get that too. just know there are people here for you, and if there aren't, we're here for you even if we're a bunch of strangers on the internet. love you platonically 💕💕

Ugh this crushed me ngl

its perfectly fine to vent because everyone needs to eventually and you are none of the things you have used to currently describe yourself as and I understand what your thinking and going through so please I understand but your not a burden and hold out things will take a while but it does get better

There's nothing wrong about speaking your mind. There's this thing I do sometimes where I go through the conversation in my head first before I actually talk to some people. Like in my head I repeat what I want to say so I won't stutter and stumble over my words since I'm not really good at explaining things😅 I hope this help you in someway, I'll pray for you🙏🏼

it’s better to vent and speak your mind online, especially in songs and playlists that you relate to. whenever you wanna talk/get something off your chest, try and vent in these types of videos. you can also write down, type, record, or sing your thoughts in order to get it all out. if you wanna talk to someone in person, a therapist seems like a good idea. keep in mind that you don’t have to do any of these things if you don’t want to. i recently started to voice record all my thoughts to let go, and ive been doing better since. please keep fighting, because it might not seem like it, but there is so much to be fighting for.

awee please don’t feel like that I understand the part of being scared for saying your opinion but trust me your not those negative words you say your beautiful and make sure to drink water honey !

Did I write this? What? It's so accurate! I even turned 16 close to your birthday. But I really get you with the speaking troubles. Any attention I get is always negative attention, mostly about my grades or how I don't talk. So I try to attract as little attention as possible. Hey, try to hang on as long as you can. Spend your energy on things you enjoy and eat healthy food. It's difficult but know that even if no one supports you in your real life, at least your internet friends do. Lots of love 💜

Aw.. ngl, i can quite relate to that thoughts at times, it's hard really.. but you actually care for them and their safety, so It's just anxiety and all.. Take care there! Here have some virtual hug

@@irevenom thank u oml🥺

I wonder that all the time, but since I usually don't talk around my family I never got in trouble about it.

I always thought that too.. when I was a kid and my parents left I would cry and call them so many times thinking that they might get into a car crash on their way here

I get that thought constantly and if my parents are gone for longer than they said, I panic. A lot-

This is accurate. I have this problem every day at school. I feel like an ghost to my two friends because they don’t even acknowledge my existence. They don’t talk to me at all. And it’s frustrating because they’re my only friends,and I’m scared to make new ones. I’m sorry for pouring this weight on you. I just wanted to get it out.

THAT'S SO GOOD

how'd it go?

Can u put an update to what happened? No need if u don't wanna

Hope it went well, and if not, then you're at least doing well. If you feel comfortable could we have an update?

So how’d it go?

update? pls lol

I'm so sorry for what you have fone through:(. Know that other people is with you, you're not alone!

Feeling like your emotions are invalid or dumb is one of the main reasons I didn't talk to anyone about my depression for like two years. It was almost like I had no reason to be depressed and I was being dramatic. And that made me feel worse. The first time I went to theopy was when my friends all split up for a while and I had like no one to talk to so I went to the school therimpist. Then, almost a year after that, there was a movie they showed in HPE about Cyber bullying and it made for some reason me and my friends talked about suicidal thoughts at lunch break and all of them had suicidal thoughts, and I opened up that I cut myself for a bit. A few of my friends did too. I'm in a good situation right now. But that doesn't mean depression will never come back. I don't know why I remembered that memory now, I just felt like sharing. I wish you the best. I know the future has bad things in store, But when you fall down, you get back up again. Because you can. Loving yourself means pushing yourself to get better. I'm sorry if that last one was out of place😅

school ends soon dw

if you are in it, hows highschool treating you? better i hope

i'm sorry for that, dude. you don't deserve any of what happened. as an eighth grader, i can tell you that everyone changes coming into highschool. not to be selfish but when im in the hallways half the people accost me and say shit about what i wear and what i do (i play roblox, rbxstudio, minecraft) and i cant tell if theyre making fun of me or not. its scary, im going to counseling every tuesday, i dont wanna be around people anymore. i zonk out during class and i get in trouble for that because i dont wanna listen to anything anymore. i wanna switch schools again.

It's okay. I went through something similar and the best thing to do is let them all figure it out on their own and if they do ask you just shrug. It'll all get better soon and then you can look back and realise just how strong you actually are

Im not really good at comforting people but... I promise you its not your fault

i'm so sorry, and it's not your fault

You guys...thank you so much.this made my day and you guys too please take care of your health as well. be safe.and i love you

@@rianneaudriannamadera4244 Everything will change for the better with time, you might feel as if that process takes forever, but as cliché as it sounds, time heals. People forget, get used to things, realize things, accept things. You’re really not at fault here, at some point it probably would’ve come out anyway and I don’t know your family members but the fact that they argued is something they are responsible for. Maybe it could’ve been handled in another way. Maybe arguing could’ve been avoided. Maybe not. If someone says it’s your fault, honestly fuck them (sorry but rlly). They’re the ones who should be acting the most mature in this situation and blaming someone for something that has already happened and can’t be reversed doesn’t profit them in any way, except that they let their own feelings out in unhealthy ways. Which, in the long run, negatively affects both parties. I don’t know if talking everything out with everyone involved is an option but if you feel like it isn’t, you can’t let this drag you down. You’re young, you have a lot of things coming at you at a speed that, in hindsight, seems as if everything started and ended in nothing but a mere second. Use the time you have and if you feel like you can’t, convince yourself you can. Something I sometimes do is put on a coming of age playlist, close my eyes and just feel the music, smile and let the music make you happy, forget everything negative, enjoy your life as it is too short to not live to your fullest. I myself am a very indecisive, unsure and anxious person without plans in life, so I can’t tell you what to do in terms of your living situation (no one can) but whatever you decide, whatever you do, just know that there are constantly new doors opening for you. You may meet the love of your life because you miss your bus by 2 minutes. You may make it in time and never meet that person at all. But you know what? You’ll meet someone else, someone who may even be way better. And the best thing is that you don’t know what you missed taking one path over the other, but you know what you didn’t miss. Live in the present! Stuff may have been better in the past sometimes but what about the future? You can’t change the past (or maybe you’ll build a time machine, nothing’s impossible), but you can change the future. Love yourself. Love is the most beautiful feeling a human can experience and if you let that feeling seep into you, it feels fucking good. If you feel as if you can’t, put your hand over your heart. Feel that? As long as this beautiful heart keeps beating, no matter how fast or how slow, that’s the thing you feel with, connect with it. This is the longest comment I’ve ever written and it may have gone off-topic, sorry xD I usually barely ever comment anywhere, much less reply to other comments and I can’t even explain why I suddenly typed so much, but I sincerely hope I managed to make you feel at least a little bit better and put a smile on your lips. I’m happy you exist, even if I don’t know you in person *virtual hug*

I thought I was the only one 😅

My best friends are also that *type* I'm so sick of it so much..

lmaooooo

I ACCIDENTALLY DISLIKED BUT I LIKED IT SO YA

Wow this

I really wanna hug you

@@miauumii2549 Me tooooo >ww

Hi I noticed the first bit and i just wanted to say whatever you go through is valid and important and don't ever worry about "wasting someone's time", this goes for anyone else as well Be kinder to yourself

@@Bronwen363 Thank you. We really need more people like you

This wasnt a waste of time but im sorry to hear youre going through this

better luck next time

@@hi3203 Are you..antagonizing their feelings? What is actually WRONG with you? Don’t you see how bad that might make them feel? It’s disgusting how rude you are. ( If you are joking, which I highly doubt,then it isn’t tolerable to joke like that. Good day.)

I'm sorry and u did nothing wrong i hope u feel better

You are valid

*is this a cavetown and/or melanie martinez reference*

Same

drama llama

i read this comment after 2 days while looking at genshin memes, this looks so edgy

@@karenoberoi damn really? I have no idea what that means

venti became xiao real quick

@@moonshire1358 NOOSODOAOAOA STOPPP IM.GETTKNG EMBARASSWA

I think there's actually I sexuality for that, but I can't remember the name. I know it includes liking someone but not wanting them in a relationship with you or to reciprocate your feelings. I hope this helps a little :')

@@kahlistra5408 Thanks. I mean he’s so sweet but I don’t know what to do.

I’ve had a huge crush on this one guy for more than three years now but never really approached him, because I didn’t really feel like I wanted to be with him. Still, I would always get jealous, just like you, when other girls talked to him. I definitely relate to you a lot, even though our situations are slightly different. I’m obviously no expert on this but maybe it would be good to tell him exactly what you wrote here and maybe you can come up with an idea on what to do. I believe in you.

@@miauumii2549 Thank you for the advice. With this guy I was actually with him for a year then called it off. Then got back with him again. But I will have the guts to tell him one day soon.

@@kahlistra5408 yea i think that may be like aromantic or something idk though

can i love you? NOT ROMANITICALLY OR ANYTHING. I MEAN PLATONICALLY.OH FRICK I SHOULD NOT HAVE SAID ANYTHING IM SORRY-

BUT STILL CAN I??

@@tt-kv9ul if you can put up with me, I'd love to have a friend. You'd be my first :)

@@Jordan-xw1ke ID LOVE TO BE UR FRIEND!! THANK YOU :) and dw I can put up with a lot of stuff so I’m sure I can put up with a nice non human like you >:D DONT TAKE OFFENCE TO THE NON HUMAM PART ITS CUS I DONT LIKE HUMANS SO I CALL PEOPLE I LIKE NON HUMANS :D

@@tt-kv9ul Don't worry, I don't take any offence :). I'm really glad that you've taken a liking to me, even though you hardly know me. It's hard for me to make friends, so for you to be so accepting so quickly is a refresher.

A wise man once said “eat the sandwich and forget about her!!!” Basically take the pain and move on but don’t hurt yourself cause moving on is one of the most challenging things to do but do it and fight through the pain

Also, just saying, I mean 'I don't care' as 'if it makes you happy, doesn't negatively affective others, do what you want' not 'I genuinely couldn't care less, don't be annoying' Its just hard to vocalise that without being called rude