When you finally open up to someone you trust and they just say “uh..anyways” and you just feel so stupid for ever opening up :)

I feel this, I’ve waited all day for my webtoon but then It got reset?? 😔🤚

This playlist is how I found out about marina. Thank youuu!!!!!

burned out gifted kid qualities prolly adhd used to be good at everything now youve fallen of have high expections of yourself struggling to find the good qualities of yourself stressing over every test immence anxiety studing alot everybody having expectations of yourself hating who youve become wishing you were smarter going on the internet as a way to rehab not being proud of yourself

fuck exAMS

When you get close to people and open up about the one thing that keeps you up at night, in my case, something that i feel like was my fault, and they look at you different afterwards

sry, vent comment -can’t trust adults -parent issues -cramps for affection -mood swings -instant social anxiety -don’t cry in front of others, it makes them worry -tries best, yet gets worst -you just wanted to feel better but it’s the pain that makes you relax now -wishing to die doesn’t change anything. -nothing can change the way you want it to be. -drawing is only way you can run from reality -you’re useless, admit it -you’re never satisfied by your arts -they tell you to get good grades for future -but you think of ways to kys

im not satisfied w an average life.

The worst is, some people here aren’t even gifted. They just try their best to achieve their goals, which makes them successful, but at what cost? People eventually start to picture them as “perfect”. They start putting expectations on their shoulders, some that aren’t even possibly achievable, just because they think they “have the talent” to reach them. To everyone who is suffering from burnouts, expectations, fear of failure, etc… know that you are not alone. Somewhere out there is be a person going through the same as you are. 💕

I’m gifted and so was my older sister and she js graduated high school as a valedictorian, and I’m entering high school, safe to say I’m a little stressed :/

Im just gonna type my struggles here in hope someone has any tips to feel alive again I'm a very burned out gifted kid, I used to be in the better class but then i went to like the next school in the Netherlands ( like the 3th year of middle school). then it al became shit, my mental health declined, my physical health declined. i always turned assigments in to late, in the 2nd year of 'de middelbare school'(last year middle school) i almost didnt go trough to highschool. now i am in my 3th year (1st highschool year) and i wanted to kill myself, my parents have to high expectations. everyone thinks I'm the nerd of the class but I'm just trying to make it trough the school year. i get bullied, there were very innapropiate pictures drawn of me(like what you read on AO3). i always think my friends hate me. my parents say they are worried but they keep putting more presure on me. I have to many obbsessions. school gets to much and next week i have like 6 tests, but you know gotta keep going. Everyone looks like they got it under control but the 'smart one' doesn't. when I am doing what i love (musical <3) I still am worried bcs homework is not finished yet. thank you if you have read this paragragh of my life (this is not even half but i gotta continue working) note to you all, YOU CAN DO IT.

when u wanna be your younger safe but u can't and ur never happy and have no happiness in u ......😢

I love so many people, and I’ve given so many people a chance to love me. I’ve confessed my love to multiple boys and girls. None of them love me back. I’m so sick of being alone. I can’t take it much longer. -C.B 26:18

-“you’re so smart” -“can I have the hw answers pls? I forgot to do it 😢… no? I thought you did it? Oh. Ok I’ll ask someone else.” -“wait I thought you were smart tho?” -“wait you also haven’t done that yet?” -“oh c’mon you can do it.” -“you used to do so well in school?” -“why are you so lazy” -“why don’t you try anymore?” -“you’re such a procrastinator.” Phrases we hear 😍

this playlist is perfect.

I need a playlist for "former gifted kid, now jaded millennial" added bonus for political rage

when you are the only one holding yourself accountable so you push high expectations on yourself but you are slowly losing your knack for it so you need to push harder but everyone around you is better and you enter burnout periods and are growing out of the praise you formerly received so you are also fighting thoughts and you just. arent. the best. but you dont know how to get better. you used to be gifted, that what the teacher said but now.. or is it just me

Where's my fvcking Teenage dream??!!!!! 😩

Pov: you get way to comfortable and trusting with others and when your in a argument they bring up Something you told them so now the school and others judge you and call your parents and your parents lecture you and you wish you should have kept it in 😔

I sit bad that I've gotten so bored that I've resorted to reading the federalist papers as a Canadian?

whenever I talk about my grades my friend will always say something like "excel/gifted kids are always given A's for doing nothing but crafts all day, your just mad that you have to work for your grades now" I really feel horrible when she says things like this, but she is my best and one of my only friends.

My boyfriend has been kinda avoiding me lately and hanging out with his other friends (One of them is his ex) a lot more. He posted that he had a really good day for the first time in a while and i have a feeling it’s because i wasn’t a part of that day. i’m scared he doesn’t like being around me. Edit(Like 20 minutes later): He broke up with me :/

im ngl it makes me feel a bit better reading these comments and knowing that im not the only one like this. feels like im not the stupidest person ever and it's really not the end of the world

idk tbh

i was listening to this and then all of sudden CLASS OF 2013. VOMITING CRYING THROWING UP.

Im doing pretty good in school, and now its exam time tomorrow, i first slept at midnight, waked up in the middle of the night, and waked up at 7 am. But hey, im good in school, so ofc i’ll do fine now. Right?… I need too. So im working my as off, for tomorrow to be good, on the verge to burst down in tears 👍 Its fine.

I made my friends last week of school horrible because I was so negative. I should’ve been happier.

pov: you trusted them, so you told them about your (problems) so now they treat you like a psychopath.

tbh we’re mostly just undiagnosed neurodivergents. but uh, good news, got my English grade up to a C? May or may not have made a 66 on my algebra exam *but* I still have (barely) an A overall so I count that as a win 🎉

i don’t usually comment but i need to know, even though i’m two years late to this playlist. gifted adults, does it get better? or is it still the same kinds of people expecting everything, only at some 9 to 5 rather than school? because honestly? right now i’m not feeling like it ever will

dear [], look what you’ve done.

all i asked was for him to talk to me.... now hes gone...

Just told someone for the first time I liked them. Looked me dead in my eyes and said he never thought of me like that in any capacity ever. Really emphasized the ever. I thought itd be okay because he was my friend.

Ok but my whole grade calls the gifted kids the “Premium edition” or “the $9.99 a month”... (Gifted falls under the special education program for those who don’t know!)

...... i think i accidentaly made some1 at school hate me, I think they're rlly nice and want to be their friend and I try to be really nice so ppl will like me at my school even tho the only thing I have going for me is that I'm the quiet artsy kid w/ only1 friend who is also alone (not complaining, I like my bestie and don't like groups). anyways,I hate the thought of people struggling/being sad so the fac hat she might be upset bc of me is terrifying but its made me realize how many ppl I've hurt without meaning to and now I'm more scared to make long term relation ships be I don't want the drama or to offend ppl. So... ya! that's my vent, hopefully that girl isn't mad at me!

Anyone burn out at 7 years old, or just me? Lol i love joking about my mental health... Heh

I'm so over the stress, mom NOBODY can be perfect, not even me.

No I am so burnt out if I get a B on anything people call me stupid but then that ask me for help never thank me and don't know what I go through this is the same with my parents

I was never gifted, in fact i was pretty average and now i'm considered dumb (low grades probably going to be homeless) 😂. But seeing all of the Gifted Kids here being pressured with all the expectations makes me want to all give y'all a big hug and buy you guys comforting drinks. Sometimes, the expectations others put on you aren't your dream and you don't want it, and that's completely fine. Everyone has a place in this world one way or another and your OWN happiness is the most important thing of all. ❤ I support your dreams and I know you will find peace.

wala palang chance haha , dapat di nalang ako umamin 😢

0:00 Pure Imagination - Maroon 5 3:41 Ghostride - Crumb 5:47 This Is Home - Cavetown 9:34 Sports - Beach Bunny 12:13 This Side of Paradise (slowed) - Coyote Theory 16:34 Welcome to Wonderland - Anson Seabra 19:55 Make It With You - Bread 23:18 Fictional Men - PEGGY 25:35 Fly Me To the Moon (In Other Words) - Frank Sinatra 28:02 Someone You Like - The Girl and the Dreamcatcher 31:19 Talking to the Moon - Bruno Mars

Anime name or just art lol ?

Dios necesito soltar esto, aunque aquí todo el mundo habla inglés. He nacido en un ambiente competitivo, he vivido comparandome y sintiéndome juzgada todo el rato. Nunca he sido la mejor, mi hermano es de altas capacidades y de pequeña no tenía muy buenas amigas, eran malas y competitivas. Cuando me di cuenta de cómo era mi alrededor me derrumbé, me di cuenta de que todo me había creado mucha ansiedad y ser una persona demasiado exigente. Mientras todo el mundo me llamaba la niña buena, la niña perfecta y ponían más expectativas sobre mí, más tonta, sola e inútil me sentía. Sabía que había mejores que yo, todo me fustigaba, yo no era la favorita y no podía hacer nada , en casa estaba mi hermano el inteligente, el as en las matemáticas y luego yo, mientras tanto en clase las chicas inteligentes y después yo. Me he esforzado una y otra vez, aunque me sintiera sola y sin camino y ahora que sé cuál es sigo sintiendo que todos me juzgan, que estoy sola, que nadie me apoya y que se esperaban algo diferente de mi y es que aunque le ponga ganas siento que nunca lo conseguiré.

“Gifted” “overachiever” “try-hard” “know-it-all” “teachers pet” Those after just some of the names I am called on top of the fact I am a British person in the US. The reason I work so hard is the fact that I want to set a good example for my siblings. Also, my family has never gotten further than graduation. No one went to college, no one is is rich (except my uncle) and no one has left the Uk except my mum, my siblings and I. I want to go to college, I want to get a high paying job, I want to get somewhere in life.

AS A GITED KID PEOPLE EXPECT THAT I GET STRAIGHT AS NO PEOPLE ARE LIKE YOU SHOULD BE TTHANKFUL IM GONNA CRY IF THEY SAY THAT ONE MORE TIME.

This playlist is perfect thank you 💔

My checklist as the gifted kid! •Always meeting people’s expectations •Doesn’t show how I feel •Always cries when I get a 94-90 •Hates getting in trouble even if it’s just a teacher telling me to not do something •Always has to be on top •Tired of always being nice and smart •wants to be like the other kids in my grade that really don’t care •Always has to be better than the others but doesn’t mean to be rude •Tired of being on the top. •has to ask if I’m doing everything right even though I know I am •Being expected to always be good •Having to be an example 😋😋😋😋there’s more but 🥰

So I have 2 exams the day after tomorrow which I absolutely have not studied for, and I also have to submit 3 artworks which I also have not started on on the same day, and here I am, lying on my bed at 10:50pm when I know I have to wake up at 5am tomorrow. Yeah I’m screweddddd<33

Keep coming back to this playlist because it keeps reminding me that other people can relate. I used to do so well. I used to be great. People used to call me the human dictionary. I slowly started failing, I started losing my spark. Teachers started ruining my mental health and want to learn. I fell into a rut. I started getting bullied, i wasn’t a dictionary, I wasn’t smart, I was an ugly freak with no skill. I used to have friends. I used to have fun. I’m down to the last two people who will even talk to me. Recently I’ve just given up. I’ve just started ruining my own grades. On purpose. I hate myself for it, but stressing over my test scores killed me. It made me want to off myself. So now I spend my lessons skipping, tormenting the teachers that basically destroyed my education, and ignoring the haters. Everyone thinks I’m just stupid, but I used to be the perfect one. And now I’m a little focused ball of chaos that wants to ruin the teachers’ school year for ruining three of mine. </3

Anyone else studying for AP exams/finals while listening to exclusively gifted kid burnout playlists because they’re ironically the only thing that gives you motivation to work?