Feeling Like You Don't Belong | How I Found Home | Slow Living in English Countryside in Spring

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Жыл бұрын

Where is your home? Where do you belong? These are the questions I've been pondering about for as long as I can remember. Ever since childhood belonging was difficult to me. I always felt out of place - but I realised that's largely not because I was unhappy with the environment I was in, but possibly because I was unhappy with myself. It took me a long time to realise what home really is. Where I truly belong. It's still a work in progress and largely depends on my relationship with my inner, most authentic self.
I love this quote by Fernando Pessoa:
“The feelings that hurt most, the emotions that sting most, are those that are absurd - The longing for impossible things, precisely because they are impossible; nostalgia for what never was; the desire for what could have been; regret over not being someone else. All these half-tones of the soul’s consciousness create in us a painful landscape, an eternal sunset of what we are.”
I think it describes these feelings beautifully.
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Filmed on: Fujifilm XH2S with 33mm f1/4 lens
Edited with: Premiere Pro CC
Music: Epidemic Sound
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Sea location:
Cuckmere Valley, Seven Sisters Cliffs
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@chulangaaverilhettiarachch3267 Жыл бұрын

To the person reading this: Even though I don’t know you, I wish you the best of what life has to offer ❤

@anakarenroal6714 2 ай бұрын

Likewise for your heart, your soul and every being that around you!! ❤

@IamDaria Жыл бұрын

Anemoia - nostalgia for a time or a place one has never known. Please let me know if you relate to anything I said in this video! I'd love to know your thoughts. 💕

@sacharymateo1710 Жыл бұрын

sometimes I Crave places I've never been, this feeling along with nostalgia is my favorite to feel because they let get away even if it just for a short period of time, this video was just pure poetry 🌟

@akbargabbar505 Жыл бұрын

Graceful🔊🌲🍀🌿❤

@doneliatonk7946 11 ай бұрын

these truths be a good part of living ; lovely landscape

@AnastasiVintazh 7 ай бұрын

Дуже відкликається сказане в відео. Прослухала, як медитацію, у Вас дуже приємний голос. І подача відео чудова. Дякую!

@amandayoder4456 Жыл бұрын

"The more you look outward, the more lost you become" Ouch...ringing with truth though.

@melindaferreira9879 Жыл бұрын

" I placed too much responsibility on others to accept me...." This speaks to me.. such a profound, true statement...

@purrsephone2904 Жыл бұрын

I hope the wars and hatred will end, so people can be free and safe. My own personal suffering is private, and I feel that home for me is beyond this mortal life. Thank you for a beautiful video.🪶

@ronweasley54 Жыл бұрын

I really hope with all my heart for you to find home in this life too.

@purrsephone2904 Жыл бұрын

@@ronweasley54 Yes, thank you.

@HerCupOfSIMPLE Жыл бұрын

🙏✨️

@GardenerRose Жыл бұрын

This world will have troubles trials... we only find peace in the storm listening to Jesus ❤ the beauty of His love is all around ❤️ yes their will be wars so as in our own souls be still and know He is God . Peace unto you 🙏

@liebesferdervieh803 Жыл бұрын

I hope you have someone to talk to.❤

@kaitlinmeadows6273 Жыл бұрын

Transplanted frequently, pruned back, repotted, and forced to live in emotional climates to which I was not suited but, at last, digging roots deep in nourishing loam of my own making. Making a cozy nest wherever I am, remembering where I have come, dreaming of where I will fly, at home in myself.

@artsygail2134 Жыл бұрын

Thank you, your words comforted me. I'm having a hard time now and your words touched my heart.. I've been living in a place where I don't feel I belong. It's been almost 2 years since I left my country and moved to another country in Europe. And it's hard for me to build myself again, I feel like a plant that has been cut off from my roots. Thank you for reminding me that I can still grow and be myself wherever I am. That I don't need to be accepted by the people, but to accept myself instead for being different. ❤

@goldeneagle4997 Жыл бұрын

I know how you feel but we just have to keep moving. Wishing you all the best.

@artsygail2134 Жыл бұрын

@@goldeneagle4997 thank you ❤

@yvetteblonk4505 Жыл бұрын

I'm living in an area where I don't wish to be. Like you, I dream of getting away. Running into the wild, out of my own thoughts. But holding on to people, friends, my husband. Accepting oneself and trusting it is a long way to go from where I'm now. But you're right... It's the best way to go.

@IamDaria Жыл бұрын

I’m sure the right way will present itself to you if you keep sight of what it is that you want! It’s true though , we all depend on other people, and sometimes our choices are the sacrifices we make.

@atashakgem 11 ай бұрын

@@IamDariayou are so Right! I am same the outward never made me feel the real JOY! And been searching searching visiting places still deeply craving longing to find it on earth 🙏🤲

@carlacabiddu1808 11 ай бұрын

This video truly resonated with me and the way I have been feeling, just as you said, as what from an outer perspective is an immigrant living in another country. For over 10 years in England, I have been unconsciously always trying to fit in, worrying that I may not be seen like everyone else just because of my Italian accent. Like you, I have moved from the South of England to a smaller and quieter place and this made me really worried that integration would be harder. Luckily, I was very wrong and found a lovely community here. And what's also interesting is, I never intended to move to England permanently, but I ended up staying here after meeting my partner who is British. Thank you so much for sharing your feelings so honestly, it makes me feel less alone in my thoughts

@martindurkin8837 Жыл бұрын

Oh, the little church and the old moss covered Celtic cross headstone and a beautiful woman sitting on the grass with her novel. This is true romance what a lovely image and place.

@rajshreebarot855 Жыл бұрын

Your choice of words are deep and meaningful. I try to absorb each word you speak because I appreciate all that you express. Another beautiful video with stunning scenery. Love it! I always look forward to your videos Daria. ❤💫

@IamDaria Жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for such kind words! ❤️

@davidprice1356 Жыл бұрын

I lived in the same house for 30+ years, but the home I live in is in me. It is what you make it. I moved constantly growing up, but I have the good and not so good memories no matter where I was. It all centers in you, I think. Your surroundings are just dressing for your remembrance.

@Ssaidak Жыл бұрын

I dont feel belong to any place, but more important I never feel the need to belong. I dont like to live in an unique place, or in the same place. My home is where my family is, the rest is scenery, and all the world is a house for me, not a strange place. My patria is my body, my limits my skin. Thats the only one.

@juliablandford5211 11 ай бұрын

I was in tears throughout this entire video- thank you so much for sharing this

@atashakgem 11 ай бұрын

Me too, reminds me of myself, Is lucky she found the place i am still craving where is that place on earth

@GirlandTheMoment Жыл бұрын

Dear Daria, what a beautiful poetry you created on screen for us to experience! The wisdom in your deep thoughts are so mind blowing and thought provoking! Every word hits the very core of my being. Somehow you speak my mind when you talk about melancholy, nostalgia, regrets, desires and off course the sense of belonging and home! I hear you and I feel you with every bit of my own life’s experience! I hold on to people, places and memories as well. But lately i have this new feelings of “home is where you make it”. My mind, sort of , somehow, finally, escaped the sense of the walls of a physical house or even the man made boundary of a country. Somehow my soul learned to think of the earth to call HOME. I finally feel a sense of freedom that i was deprived of for a very long time. My heart felt caged for a long long time. I feel free (after many storms I went through in life). I feel like , Now I only need a pair of wings. I don’t know if that makes any sense. But it felt so good to just hear your feelings! Hugs. With love, Lilac🕊️

@IamDaria Жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for sharing your feelings with me, Lilac! This absolutely makes sense. I am happy you are finding your freedom and sense of belonging. It’s a beautiful feeling, isn’t it, when you finally find your own definition of home! 🌸 Thank you for all your kind words!

@GirlandTheMoment Жыл бұрын

🦋💕

@lindamcconnell1653 Жыл бұрын

I feel blessed that I have come back to my birth area after living in many other locations that did not feel like home but I made do with it. Now, just looking through the windows and feeling the warm breezes , watching everything bloom with the warm winds of springs make me feel alive again. This is home; as imperfect as perfect it can be.

@lianapalumbo8457 Жыл бұрын

Oh how I relate to this on every level. I am the first generation born in my country but spoke a different language and English is a second language, and although I feel I have no accent, people comment all the time about it. Even my children get asked where their accent is from. I know my ancestry which is very broad. My father's family originated in Egypt, then went to Leon in France, then finally settling in Rome. My mother's father was Spanish and her mother's parents French, but she along with her mother were born in Sicily. You can imagine the throw backs in our family. I'm very fair, but have dark extremely curly hair and hazel/amber eyes, my brother is extremely dark with black eyes. I have children who all look like me but skin, hair and eye colours vary. I always felt I never quite fit, was always considered a bit weird. I love nature and prefer being alone, but my family mean more to me than anything. Finally I realised that living in the suburbs or a city wasn't for me so moved to semi rural Australia and love it. My children, all adults, also prefer nature and open spaces. It's really interesting when I think about where my 5 year old self wanted to be as an adult compared to the 20 year old me. 5 year old me had the right idea😊

@atashakgem 11 ай бұрын

Ohhh my , you are such a poet! I so love how you speak 👌💌💌💌💗🎶

@johndayan7126 6 ай бұрын

Thank you for this thoughtful video. Your situation is like so many other immigrants. We live in America. America is a land of immigrants. But the truth is, our ancestors came here because it wasn't going well where they were from. America was a chance for a new start. But in the process, so many of us lost our roots. We don't know where we come from, and even if we do, it is a land we really know nothing about. Children are born here, but cut off from their deeper roots, and in a strange new land that isn't theirs, but it is the only place they know. I agree. We are looking the wrong direction in trying to find home outside of us and with other people. A sense of peace and home can only come from within. Peace be with you friend. 💖

@glorialiu7536 11 ай бұрын

Deeply touched by this video and truly resonate with what you said. In our Chinese culture, we have a sentence "Where is your heart belongs to, where it is your home". As an immigrant, we can struggle a lot with how to be perceived by others, how to suit in a different culture, and how to identify ourselves. But by the end of the day, it is depending on how we pursue inner belongs.

@ninjasipad7924 10 ай бұрын

I can relate to every word. I have lived in many places also, know that feeling well of feeling lost in this world and most content at home❤

@Pisethquotemaster 11 ай бұрын

So amazing, Thanks for the great video I really passionate it.❤️👍

@ricardodemattos8490 Жыл бұрын

Really, I also suspect that when a person loses himself, he cannot find himself elsewhere. I like Fernando Pessoa a lot and I know the passage you quoted. Thanks so much for another beautiful video! 🌷🍁

@IamDaria Жыл бұрын

That’s true! We have to search within. ☺️ I’m happy you know Pessoa’s work! It’s beautiful, isn’t it!

@renukaraj5237 11 ай бұрын

Anemoia! Wow. Like the word

@r.d.durfey5862 Жыл бұрын

I have moved many times, always coming back to my home town. But the fitting in you talk of is not mine. I'm that quiet shy person always in the background. Seeking the peaceful, shutting out the noises and busyness of those around me. As I have aged, I have come to enjoy the solitude. ..more and more. And learned there is much happiness in that solitude. As there are worse things than being alone, much worse. My only wish now is for a small cottage just outside of town, and that is never to be...nor the small garden of fresh foods grown by myself. Instead it's the farmers market, being happy I live in a small town...with a beautiful river running through its middle, a quiet town...with many peaceful spots tucked here and there. The cemetery where family members lay asleep...that has bound less nature to enjoy, deer coming out at twilight, the red fox, the small animals and birds. The ground covered in mosses, forget me nots, wild violets...and the plants placed there in remembrance of loved ones...it's my peaceful place. A place where I feel at home.

@ckn5602 2 ай бұрын

This is warm, glad I've found you. How I long to feel nature more closely. I actually thought I was somehow lost due to this feeling,but it keeps coming more often and I feel it's magical somehow, like speaking to the flowers , breathing that fresh calm breeze....

@user-tj5of1cd8k Жыл бұрын

This moment when people communicate all the inside you can feel how liberating it is that so many others have the same thoughts with you. Maybe this is the place where hearts are as one.

@onepartwild Жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing this beauty with us. I adore the seaside. I've been feeling very tired lately due to helping my elderly parents. My mother recently fell and broke her arm, so I'm needed now more than ever. I appreciate very much the beauty, peace and serenity you give.

@aichamni3543 11 ай бұрын

Love from Morocco ❤❤❤❤ I love this kind of video your words is so deep I don't now how to express my feelings while I'm watching this video because my English is not good❤❤❤❤❤

@alexthai2456 10 ай бұрын

Daria, I would give you 10 points for this video because youtube only let each person did one like as a time, but I really like the video........ so I decided to give you 10 points for this video

@IamDaria 10 ай бұрын

Aw thank you!

@evelynlozada3875 Жыл бұрын

Dear Daria, this is such a powerful video. As someone whose been moving around often and always felt out of place socially, I can relate on so many levels. You go to different places, yet you don't fit. It hit me when you mentioned the physical home and ancestry. This video came to me at a perfect time as I reflect my childhood and pursue my own path. I love the notion of home being inside you because then you don't have to keep chasing an expectation. You create the reality you were always meant to partake in. Where is home? Hint: Observe nature. It is the natural state we are all born from. Inside us nature lies, and outside nature thrives. Vice versa. For the physical body, home is on earth. For the soul and spirit, home lies within a vast space; it is boundless. Thank you for sharing such wonderful words of wisdom and being yourself!

@giselmaria8312 Жыл бұрын

3:18 is one one of the most beautiful screenshots I have ever seen. It looks like a painting!! It is poetry to my eyes. What a beautiful atmosphere and scenery!

@teachweb69 11 ай бұрын

I live near it ...hope gap sussex

@andreasvieirag 7 ай бұрын

Hi Daria, I don't think I have related to a blogger online in recent years like I have related to you. From the first few videos I felt the "light melancholia" of your musings and perspectives to basically be the same as my own, some of my most persistent daily thoughts. Now in this video I find that of course, we have another commonality, which is being immigrants from childhood without a complete knowledge of our past. Perhaps having this sort of background produces the kind of thinking we spend time on. One difficulty of having this sort of background, I think, is that it may make it more difficult to connect with others who seem much more established in knowing "who they are" in a familial and societal way. The rare chance of getting to see a blogger like you with similar life experiences is very heartwarming! I hope you have a restful week.

@dianegriffith3006 2 ай бұрын

Just found your channel. Beautiful and so lovingly spoken -words of wisdom. Thank you..

@KristinaMBuffetti Жыл бұрын

I so resonate with all you said! 💕🙏🏼

@vidhijoshi5051 4 ай бұрын

Thank you so much. Your videos are medicine for me. It's gives me oxygen for life.

@morgannepickering203 Жыл бұрын

Lovingly and brilliantly said...thankyou

@alexthai2456 6 ай бұрын

this video is beautiful, I kept viewing it back and forth many time.........Well done Daria!

@cloen.3436 Жыл бұрын

Every time I finish watching your beautiful videos I am filled with peace and a deep satisfaction for my senses.

@alchimiehumaine4643 Жыл бұрын

That was beeautiful. Thank you.

@elliecabrera4231 Жыл бұрын

Thank you so much

@setareh3894 Жыл бұрын

Beautiful and joyful. Thank you!

@ketutputrining2612 Жыл бұрын

Thankyou for beautiful video🧡

@elishiagwartney10 Жыл бұрын

I so relate with every word you said! Thank you for yet again another absolutely beautiful video 🌸

@Moonlight-ml2gv Жыл бұрын

Your videos are therapy for me❤

@biancamn1226 5 ай бұрын

I want this lifestyle so much yet I'm stuck here hoping for a chance someday

@mariawood5784 6 ай бұрын

So true ❤

@miladyanne8411 Жыл бұрын

Very nice thoughts and visuals, it helps to think and reflect, in an atmosphere of beauty, elegance and simplicity, thank you very much ! Your last words reminded me of Voltaire who in one of his novels (Zadig), concluded that in life, the most important thing is to cultivate one's own garden, in every sense of the term... I wish you a very nice week in the beautiful English countryside :)

@creativecookingideas5631 Жыл бұрын

Beautiful flowers

@Tinachimneycreekfarm Жыл бұрын

I also often think of things that could’ve been and feel nostalgia for what never was ❤

@hippyelise1 Жыл бұрын

Love what you say in this video. Beautiful too. Thank you ❤

@ChristaSterken Жыл бұрын

What a beautiful video! I love your reflectiveness. And your transparency! I’ve always longed for something that wasn’t. I’m a Christian, so perhaps that is simply longing for “home “which I’ll only know when I get to heaven. Anemoia , a new, beautiful word I’m gonna pay attention to❤

@jenniferorr5170 Жыл бұрын

Your uniqueness and individuality is what makes you beautiful to me in this modern world!

@IamDaria Жыл бұрын

Aah thank you for your kindness 🌸

@sandravasquez4511 11 ай бұрын

primera vez q veo uno de tua videoa GRASIASSSSS

@naincykiro2940 9 ай бұрын

I am blessed that this video exist❤

@seasonalliving2881 9 ай бұрын

I think you and Adriana Tudorache would work beautifully together on projects. 🤍

@akanshyaa Жыл бұрын

Hats off to you 🙌✨ U filmed this video so beautifully ! It felt like a magical place .....

@benediktwalch1605 3 ай бұрын

Well my choices led my where I am now, but I don't want to be where I am now thus I feel like I don't belong here. I think The hard part of belonnging is accepting that what I want may change over time.

@michael_arcturus Жыл бұрын

Beautiful video and words, thanks - home is within, a wonderful motive for self-care

@maihiennguyen5876 Жыл бұрын

Thank you much, I love your videos, beautiful place, trees, flowers, comfortable scenery.

@alicepatricia2661 Жыл бұрын

Hello First time on your Channel. This is exactly what I needed to hear today. Thanks you. Indeed 🙏🏼💮

@thelilacfairy17 Жыл бұрын

Wow what a beautiful and magical video!

@danielezekiel97 7 ай бұрын

I live in England and feel the same way. Wouldn't live anywhere else. As you can see from your video, The landscape is like a fairy tale and the steeped in history . Beauty around every corner . Interestingly , I find the people who do not notice it as much are the people over here whom live in these parts .

@TheEmpressgoth Жыл бұрын

Thank you it is the way I feel now at least some else understands.

@VillageGuila 2 ай бұрын

Good point dear,home is us😍😍👌👌👍👍👍

@kizzymulcaster6057 Жыл бұрын

You have such a calming voice not to mention your poetic language. Very much enjoy ☺️ your content creation

@princess6614 Жыл бұрын

Thank you ❤

@IamDaria Жыл бұрын

🌸

@sarahburke96 Жыл бұрын

All your videos give me studio ghibli vibes and I absolutely love it 😍

@Anj_Bloom Жыл бұрын

I am living in this phase since so long now, I don’t know where home is, where I belong? Where to go? Hopefully I will find home, thank you for this beautiful video.

@mhopi9744 Жыл бұрын

Beautifully said n interesting. I never stop learning. Inspiring 👏👏❤❤

@leonardvicari2857 Жыл бұрын

You have a beautiful accent I love the way you.speak

@yokechanwong4957 Жыл бұрын

Your beautiful landscape and words touch my heart and feel comfortable

@lovelifementoring5399 Жыл бұрын

What a beautiful video! ❤ I’m in this place right now and only today had a discussion with my husband on this very subject. What perfect timing….thank you! Xx

@muditaingle8882 Жыл бұрын

Ok so this is my first time seeing a vedio by this creator and I'm 30 seconds in the vedio and i already know that she is gonna be one of my favourite youtubers

@MrsJade-bq4pr Жыл бұрын

Wow, I love how you describe how you feel so eloquently and very detailed. My husband immigrated here and it's hard for him to put his feelings into perfect English, and he tries to convey a lot of these same feelings and I believe you have just helped me to have a deeper understanding. Thank you so much!

@mhopi9744 Жыл бұрын

Always love yr dressing/clothes n the videos scenery always captivating ❤

@latasrinivasan8001 Жыл бұрын

Truly touching words! I am amazed how deep you have thought about this. This video really touched me deeply.

@Maiberryart Жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for this soothing video 🌿✨ It really helped with my self-acceptance when it comes to belonging. A very strong feeling especially when being an immigrant child. It comes from yourself, from within. It‘s so important. 🧡

@antoinettebartley39 Жыл бұрын

I enjoy the thoughts behind this video

@kali5587 Жыл бұрын

What you said was true, when we look for things in the outside world, we lose sight of ourselves.

@asupercreativegirl Жыл бұрын

Thank you for what you do - I truly love the plants in the video, the music, the words! I think you should consider printing a book of your texts one day! They're really deep and special! I do relate to you, though in my own way, I'm graduating from school this year so my main goal is to create the sense of home inside of me)

@cleidesoares6136 Жыл бұрын

Me indetifico nos seus vídeos, são tão lindos.

@ashutoshsharma9553 Жыл бұрын

Just found ur channel. Watched this video for 30 seconds. The rainfall plus the serene views made me instantly subscribe to your channel! Now lemme go back and watch the entire video 😀

@vivien2593 Жыл бұрын

Sending love from Toronto.❤ Such beauty in your filming. You are truly an authentic woman. I too love the word anemoia, it is a word that describes and explains so well what I have felt most of my life. Blessings to you.

@khushirani2307 Жыл бұрын

Really calming video... love from India❤

@darrenparkes9805 Жыл бұрын

Extremely beautiful, there are many who share the same thoughts, I’m daz from australia,

@Phantom_093 Жыл бұрын

The locations in this video are stunning! I relate to everything you say as well

@IamDaria Жыл бұрын

Aah thank you! I saw some beautiful places recently!

@avvhgnicaragua Жыл бұрын

Gracias por el vídeo :) i really enjoyed it

@Aquietlyfrugallife Жыл бұрын

I love this

@mradoku Жыл бұрын

Amazing videos ! As immigrants we can have as many homes as we like, what it's true is that the source of home feeling comes from within. Pessoas' work is a treasure to humanity ! Do you know by chance the work from Khalil Gibran? Poems like defeat or do not love half Lovers go also deep down to the soul of those of us fueled by nostalgia through life. Please carry on doing this cinematographic work!

@apsaraa8209 Жыл бұрын

Beautiful as always.

@amritayadav5186 Жыл бұрын

Thanks for this video, Aapne mere feelings ko , represent kiya h ।👍👍👍🌿🌿🌿🍁🍁🍁🌳

@Zach_2002 Жыл бұрын

This is a dream 💜

@meghachatterjee4256 Жыл бұрын

The frames though 👌

@farinaceaclover Жыл бұрын

I love your videos and your insight. I very much relate to this video. When I was very young, I got to visit my grandmother every summer on the other side of the US. I grew up in the southwest US and I really did not appreciate the desert landscape. I would spend the whole rest of the year (every year) longing for the time I would spend in the summer with my grandma in the Appalachian Mountains exploring lush forests which was, in my mind, the most beautiful place I have ever been. I wanted to live there when I grew up. That never happened. Instead, I moved to a high elevation rural area about 100 miles from where I grew up. I still spent a good amount of my early adulthood longing to move back east, it always felt like that was home and the place where I was born and grew up was only where I visited, if that even makes sense, it never felt like home. As the years passed, that longing eased and what was right in front of me the whole time was the bliss I had longed for all those years ago. Thank you for making such beautiful videos! 🦋❤ "People travel to wonder at the height of mountains, at the huge waves of the sea, at the long courses of rivers, at the vast compass of the ocean, at the circular motion of the stars; and they pass by themselves without wondering. ~ AUGUSTINE OF HIPPO

@IamDaria Жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for sharing your experience! It’s familiar to me in a way that the place I was born always felt temporary, as the one I’m just passing by to me. I’m happy you now feel that where you are is where you’re meant to be! And that quote is beautiful. ❤️ Thank you!

@Ssaidak Жыл бұрын

@@IamDaria I always want to travel, all my life, and I enjoy living in different places. For me the problem, if it is, its not if I belong to any place (never feel that) only that I never felt that need of belonging and you say should I feel that need? Ive lived in a lot of houses, in different countries and languages) all were and are my houses. I did the same habits and things in all of them and I felt the same person all my live. The houses are only a scenery. In my dreams I am each night in a different house of my past ones, or in my present house. I feel all that my house in the dream. I think its important that to be doesnt depend of where you are.

@Ssaidak Жыл бұрын

Too in my dreams I speak in French, in Japanese, in Italian, Spanish, English, xD My languages

@Ssaidak Жыл бұрын

And beside all the changes and languages, I feel the same that my 3 years old self, or 10, or 15, and Im 41. All my life I liked the same things, the same music, the same books. Exactly the same. So in that sense Im very defined.

@user-tt9sj6vf8h 10 ай бұрын

So true 😊 my real home ... Far away from materialistic hustle . I just want to freeze myself at this movement in beautiful mountain clear water pure air surrounded myself in nature small flower insect birds . I just want to feel the blowing cold wind soft piano and feel that I am alive .. far away from competition phone hater jealous . Just want to feel the presence of one god and find my way back to my real home no live and death just want a very long peaceful sleep 😊

@michaelacrook1660 3 ай бұрын

Daria I have recently discovered your channel and I am hooked and the enthralled by many aspects of your perceived life… could I please ask where do you find your beautiful dresses?

@lindaedwards7840 9 ай бұрын

Hello and thank you for your video, a reminder that we are fortunate to live in such a beautiful part of the world, I don't think one has to be of different nationality to not fit in , I grew up in a large family here in England, I never did feel I belonged, I feel this way still as an older woman, I live my life in my own way, I am different from my siblings, but that is my choice. I'm my own person with my own life experiences and I'm happy and glad for this. We are all different that is what makes us unique. Hugs to you.💚🌹

@RealTalk-mq2ug Жыл бұрын

Debilitating paralyzing panicked pain: My best friend abandoned and betrayed me. I am suicidal and despaired. Desperate. Breathless. Hyperventilating. However, in the midst of this, I've learned these lessons: - what him and I had: was an AMAZING BEAUTIFUL adventure! for whatever reason, it wasn't meant to last... I'm grateful though, to have had it for the 17-months, that we did. - everything happens gradually then suddenly... - I want escape, but not too much escape, like getting high, because it triggers my childhood fears, of needing to be hypervigilant and on high-alert - children make everything about themselves, adults still do the same (very erroneous) - I'm better without him because I want TRUE LOVE, THE REAL THING. THE FULL MEAL DEAL. he's better without me because he wants 100% focus on his businesses and moving off-grid. ultimately, eventually: we'd just be in each other's way... - NO MORE: Victim mindset - NEVER talk shit about myself - stop comparing self to others, put self on a pedestal - stop taking shit personally, he has his wounds and traumas and insecurities, too! - standards and boundaries - inner child healing - prioritize self - be how you would be as a confident person - be in alignment

@1888starz Жыл бұрын

Accept where you came from, where you're heading to and where you are now. We all are travellers of this world, we all have ancestries that were elsewhere and some we may never know of. Does it matter really where our roots were but where they are now in this life. Just accept your life, don't judge yourself too harsh but live in the moment for it will soon be a past and we're not heading that way.....I enjoyed your deep soulful thoughts. Sometimes getting too deep in our thoughts may not bring the answers we so desire.

@alexthai2456 11 ай бұрын

Daria where can I get all the varieties of the wild flowers in your videos??? they are so pretty