"I'm sorry, did I say I wanted to meet new people? I'm fine with the people I know" that part made me laugh so hard, that's literally me with my extrovert friend lmao

these videos bring me so much peace, thank you

im livng for the diary entry

i feel like most of us in our early twenties have been put under so much pressure since a very young age and if we do not live up to those unrealistic expectations somehow we're a failure. thank you so much for this video, you comfort so many of us ❤️

Like literally just a few minutes ago I was thinking about the same thing, that What on earth I'm doing with my life. Thanks for sharing.💜

wow kennedy. I'm 20 right now, and what you said about feeling the need to regress and connect with your kid self stunned me, because I'm going thru that exact same thing. whether it be with games or movies or anything, it's been such a weird phenomenon. I don't like to plan either because of stress and expectations, but I just go with the flow of stuff, you know? thank you for making me not feel alone, I relate to you in a lot of ways and it's comforting as an introvert who's still figuring out her life too.

this is exactly the type of video we all wanna watch, idk why y'all are so concerned about not having any specifically planned content, this is much more natural, relatable and interesting than many other excessively elaborated ideas. we just love your company

Whoever you are right now is the right person. Wherever you are right now is the right place. Whatever you are going through is the right thing. Quit over processing what & how you could have been. Acceptance is your key to the next door. Proceed without a doubt. You got this.

This title is so relatable I have been having a hard time lately because of this and you just made my whole day/week missed you so much and love you Kennedy

literally the question i ask myself everyday, i have no idea where my life is going but thank you for sharing this, i will never stop talking about how you make me feel less alone

i'm 21 and i get it when you said that you wanted to connect with the child version of yourself. Since i'm 20 i found myself doing the same thing, but i think it's because i'm scared to be an adult, to feel like it, because in my mind i still 17. But anyways, it's nice to know someone understands what it's like

I never comment on your videos, but I'm one of your older viewers. I just turned 29. And for most of my early to mid twenties I had this feeling. I think everyone today needs to be easier on themselves. We go through seasons in life, and this is the time to be a little lost and confused. Your future self has things figured out :) Going out of your comfort zone also helps.

I love these style of videos, Kennedy. They truly make me feel comfortable in a way that I can’t really describe

omfg your diary was almost word-for-word the way mine was as a kid/teenager. it was never really about processing emotions, I was straight up writing like I had an audience, like my diary would get published one day, jfc.

I just love watching people do mundane things in silence. It is so peaceful and makes me appreciate the silence in my own life more. I could watch you do nothing and I would still be happy. I love seeing your life and how you have matured over time. I too have had trouble finding what I'm meant to do if I even am meant for something, so it is nice knowing I am not alone. Love you Kennedy

5 mins in and I am already on the verge of tears. Kennedy, thank you for being somebody I can not only relate to, but feel less alone while watching.

this video makes me feel much more comftorable because i feel the same way, thank u for sharing ❤️

I relate to this so much. In two months I graduate from college and i don't feel ready to start the 9-5 corporate life 🥺 but i don't know what else to do with my life

from ranting about the future to being disgusted by a bug is truly what life is

I ask myself "what am I doing with my life?" multiple times a month and the truth is each day I feel I never get closer to any actual answer. I'm just doing what I do a lot. I'm mostly at home to and rarely go out since I literally don't have anyone to hang with other than my family. I just feel so lost and alone sometimes and feel like it's my fault I don't have people to hang with. But atleast a lot of the time I distract myself with random stuff and am okay with being by myself a lot cause it's been like this most of my life. I have Internet friends too but they live too far from me but it seems like the only way I can make friends lol. Sometimes I feel like I'm far behind other people my age in life experience but then I remember that I have my own pace in my life and they have theirs. I will experience a lot of what they have later in my life if I want to and that's alright. 💙

the fact that I am in my early twenties and have been feeling this way the past days... good to hear one of my favorite youtubers say it's actually okay. thank u Kennedy.

I just graduated last year, and lately I have been REALLY down, ab how I'm just existing and not living living. This video will be my therapy. Ty Kennedy for being real with us. ♡♡

Soon to be 23. I'm healthy my family is amazing I have an amazing relationship, still I have panic attacks every single day cuz I just don't know what I'm doing with my life... Is it just a "phase" of twenties I don't know. It just scared me that one day I said out loud I have so much life ahead of me and I don't know if I wanna live all of It. It's okay we are gonna find the way ❤️

the diary entry part had me crying because i’m around the same age and i can 100% picture myself writing something like that 😭😭

You and me both girl, lovely seeing you!! 💗

it's good to know that im not the only one who's not doing anything with my life...

I keep a "diary" like that too. I started it 8 years ago when I was 15 and had my first major crush on a girl, actually it was my first love. In this diary I wrote down every single detail of every time I met her or hung out with her, including all the emotions and hopes I felt and had back then. In the end it went horribly wrong between her and I and really hurt me, I guess it kinda scarred me for life because I suspect it as one major contributer to my commitment issues and inability to open up to girls like that anymore. When it ended I pretty much stopped writing into my diary but a year later I picked it up again and added some sort of life update. Every ~3 years I read through all of the entries again and give an update on my current situation and goals for the future. It's so lovely to be able to read through all those teenage emotions and see how one has changed over the years. Just added one of those entries two weeks ago and it felt so surreal...I remember writing every single one of those words (even though many of them were written drunkenly) but suddenly I'm 23 and so much has changed. Really makes one realize how time flies, especially when growing up. Keeping a diary like that is my 10/10 recommendation for you all!

i actually loved the 16 year old writing. it was so relatable and kennedy is just so amazing

These videos keep my mental health in check😭❤️

I’m about to turn 22 and I still feel 12 sometimes. I still feel young as I still reside with my mom. I relate a lot. I used to read a lot of watt pad stories. Never made any tho. I love this video.

This hits me so hard, I’m 24 and still don’t know what I’m doing in my life . Like it’s stressing me out so much that I can’t even sleep at night with this constant thought that I still don’t know what the heck am I doing with my life right now. I’m still in school at this age and everyone I know have already moved on and doing well in their life. And there’s ME struggling at everything and losing motivation to do anything with this constant battle in my mind. Sorry if I’m venting here, I just need let it out :)

what a great feeling, just took a break from studying, made myself a delicious pre-workout meal and sat down to watch a video and THEN i saw you posted a new one. Great day indeed!! I've been also feeling stuck lately + so weird I was watching the show awkward just this past weekend, maybe we are the same person

It’s nice to know someone who is older than you is literally in the same mindset as you. Not that I’m happy Kennedy is not doing stuff but it’s comforting knowing there’s ppl out there experiencing the same shit as me

i actually get so happy from watching your videos! i remember when i first watched your prom video and looking back now everyone has grown so much, you, your viewers and even me😭 now im the one having prom tomorrow and so much time has passed, and sometimes i still feel like i have nothing to do in life and it's going nowhere but seeing you and everyone here gives me great comfort! that's all i just wanted to say thank youuu and i love you! everyone's trying their best with life and you might not know what you're doing time to time but that's ok!🥰

there’s something with watching kennedy’s videos that makes me feel something i feel like im looking for but cant pin point what exactly

my birthday is coming up in June and I'm going to be 24 🥺 so scared because I still haven't really figured out what to do with my life and I'm still attending uni... sometimes I just really miss being a child. Thank u Kennedy for talking about your feelings and struggles 💕

“Congrats to everyone who is early and found this comment”🍣

what i love about your videos is that you make me feel not alone, cause i also don't know what i'm doing with my life

ugh the way i connect with you so hard and wish we could meet - you speak my language 🤍

Bro i feel like Kennedy does circles. I 've been there and now that I'm over that phase I wish i didn't waste all that time basically dealing with depression. Sometimes answers are obvious to others but not visible to us. What worked for me was , get rid of all crap time wasters, and do things to become better. Not feeling good about who you are is the number 1 cause of depression. All in all, and if i 'd like to be raw af, i would say to Kennedy: 1) Hustle to become better rather than try to accept who you are as if someone wrote on a paper that you ll always be that person. Change can be good. 2) Get out of your comfort zone and for you specifically, socialize. Get in uncomfortable situations. No one will ever remember, and even if they do who cares. 3) Stop overthinking. Relax and declare what's worth worrying for. 4) Get OUT of your house. Go exercise, go work, go on a trip, travel the world!! 5) FFS don't be afraid of failing, it's the best thing that will ever happen to us. 6) Get a boyfriend. Getting along with a partner is definitely a great life lesson. DON'T TRY TO ACCEPT WHO YOU ARE. THIS WILL PLANT INSECURITIES IN YOUR SOUL. INSTEAD, YOU CAN BE ANYTHING YOU DECIDE TO BE. CHOOSE WHO YOU WANNA BE AND HUSTLE. THE MEANING OF LIFE IS BECOMING BETTER AND HELPING OTHERS SUCCEED.

since you love movies and reading i would love to see some kind of ranking videos from you! like ranking movie/book tropes etc. if not on its own maybe just put them to be part of some vlog or something? just an idea, loved the video

10:56 I feel this way still and I’m 27, I don’t feel like an adult at all, I’m pretty much stuck in the 2000s to 2015 because Im mourning my pre teens/teen years 😀

Kennedy you are actually so relatable. Although I never really had big problems in my life, I always have some thoughts about love, ageing and pessimism. You have mentioned all of them in previous videos. It is just heartwarming to see a young, beautiful girl to have those thoughts and be open about them. You are amazing. You say that you don’t know what are you doing with your life, well let me tell you that you are making ours better.

i've been on bed rest for 3 weeks and binged ever one of your videos and i finished them all today so the fact you posted today... makes me so happy. 2022 kennedy has the most peaceful energy ❤️‍🩹

I don't know what I'm doing with my life and I'm 36. It's frustrating and embarrassing but I have to remind myself every flower blooms WHEN IT'S READY. Let's try not to be so hard on ourselves ☺️ love you Kennedy 🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼

I love these calming, unplanned, raw videos so much

You drinking the smoothie and then "a few days later" killed me 💀😭

These past 2 weeks were one of the worst periods in my life. Its nice to see how relatable you are, thank you for sharing kennedy.

kennedy you are best!! I get so much comfort from watching your videos YOU ARE MY COMFORT KZfaqR I LOVE YOU

"im SORRY did i say i wanted to meet new people?!?!?" THE AGGRESSION ???????

I loved the part when she reads her diary so much 😭😭i hope she does that more often

you mentioned how Tik Tok is ruining youtube- I'd love to hear you talk about finances surrounding youtube, I think it would be so interesting to hear someone talk openly about that stuff! Do you do anything else for income other than youtube? Are you making less now that Tik Tok exists? I love how real you are so I think this would be an interesting topic of conversation!

I'm 22 and I everyday I think about the purpose of my life. I literally don't know what to do with myself.

KENNEDY HAHA THE MUSIC WHILE YOURE READING YOUR DIARYYYY 😂😂😂😂

this is literally my fav vibes of vlogs it’s so chill and fun as well, love you

I watched ur videos since I was in middle school and now its my first year in Uni time flies so fast!!

And that's okay :) all we can do in life is be vulnerable and open to what comes next because there's a plan through it all ❤

ur literally my comfort person😭 just watching ur vids is so relaxing and makes me feel sm more at ease

your videos are so comforting. it feels like I'm talking to a friend and your life and the stuff you talk about are so accurate lol ilysm

The fifty shades music during the Elliot story 😩 our diary entries sound so similar from when I was a teen haha

Her videos have mellowed out so much over time. It's lovely to see the changes.

even tho im only 16, i really relate to what u said abt wanting childhood back in ur early 20s. i do stuff like that and have for the past years even tho i was a kid/am a kid. i wanna be a LITTLE kid again. and ppl say be careful because “you’re gonna miss your teen years” like, as if i don’t already miss how life used to be, or how i was treated as a little kid. lol

you are my favourite person making youtube videos, ily thank u for sharing ur days

i LOVE watchin u do nothing lol is so calming, but you are still very productive making the day to day stuff, i love it

idk what im doing with my life either(and u make me feel better about it)

ur channel makes me feel so safe :)

this title is the most relatable thing I think I've seen. These vids also give me so much peace. thank you

her quiet life 💓✨🧚🏻‍♀️🦋

i missed your videos so much! always makes me feel better💕 hope everyone is having good day

kennedy 16 needs a netflix series

You are my comfort youtuber.Your videos just so calming and like everything will be okay 🥹🥰✨🌿

This video is so relatable. We're the same age and this video is comforting to watch, so relieving to know that we're all kinda going through the same things in life. We're just going with the flow as of the moment but its all good.

I love all your videos kennedy! U are amazing and u could talk about literally anything and I would feel comfortable just listening :)

I haven’t watched the video yet but I literally just had a little breakdown and cried and then now you uploaded this you’r videos actually make me feel so much better and I just want you to know that you just made me feel so much better by just reading the title and i feel like you’re here telling me everything it fine

these videos are my favorite. they bring me so much comfort

Why you don’t go to college or practice something you like?

Your old videos your funny side would really show through. Even when you were doing nothing. It’s a little harder to find in these new ones. I hope you’re doing okay.

this vlog was so amazing. I love every second of it. u reading ur old diary was literally hilarious n relatable

I cried so badly bc i relate to you so much kennedy. i totally feel the same things as you. i have no purpose in life and i’m very introverted. i keep losing in my own thoughts and can’t handle it anymore. i am kinda relaxed to know that others feel the same. at least i’m not the only one yk. i hope we can get through this. thank you for showing us your true self. thank you for your videos. you comfort me so much. i feel like we’re soulmates. you say the things just i feel. i love you so much.

kennedy's red hair era is just a whole vibe atp, love her energy rn

i felt the same way when i was 20/21 but now being 26 i feel abit more okay with getting older and things changing (:

Have you ever thought of Christianity? I find Christianity gives me a lot of answers and direction. Whereas others in the secular world always seem lost and looking for answers. Although (!) obviously salvation from eternal torment in a conscious death...ETERNALLY is what I'm most grateful for! Praise Jesus! Woo hoo!

Ur entry diary with the piano in the background I have never laughed so hard honestly like really I cant stop laughing but I loved the vid thank you

this diary is pure wattpad gold

Phone addiction is so real and it’s only a matter of time before health care professionals start advising against them!!!

Love just the chill type of vlogs actually- very relaxing ❤️

harry’s new song and kennedy’s new vid on the same day, what an amazing day

this video absolutely exudes comfort and i love it

She is so aesthetic 😍

I GAGGED when you mentioned starting a diary cause of the show awkward cause i literally did the same thing. i created this blog back when i was 14 so like 10 years ago cause of how cool i thought it seemed on the show, I STILL WRITE ON IT cause i recovered the password

your videos always bring me such a weird sense of comfort

ur videos give me so much comfort. thank u for being u kennedy

You should honestly consider going to college. Study acting get an acting agent and start auditioning for plays and movies and musicals.

I know you've discussed having creative blocks when it comes to KZfaq but at least for those of us who enjoy watching your videos something as simple as this is entertaining

not the camp rock quote being the realest quote there is

the way im 16 now and relate so hard to kennedy's diary entries LMAO

I would LOVE if you started doing dedicated videos on cooking (like a Selena Gomez cooking show kinda style). Just a thought 💭 👩🏼‍🍳🍳

i still felt like a kid until I turned 27 lol at least you have your own place? a lot of young 20 year olds still live at home and that def. makes you still feel like a kid

Thank you for this video! I relate so much to you and what you are feeling. I’m currently trying to get out of a depressive episode and thinking about the future freaks me out. Hearing you say things that I think about, made me feel better and a sense of comfort as always. Also as an introvert myself, seeing you, I don’t feel so alone and if something is wrong with me sorry for my English, it is not my first language I hope everyone and Kennedy live each day the way you want to and deserves. A lot of love for everyone and I hope you stay safe and take care of yourself bc you deserve it!

What is your reading routine Kennedy and how to read more books? 📚❤️🙏