If I Die Tomorrow

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illneas

illneas

2 жыл бұрын

🔰This is a sad poem that is trying to make you feel better.
I've been working on this poem for quite some time because I was searching for the correct story to carry this feeling of "endings and beginnings". The final story that seemed appropriate was this of 2 people that can communicate without language and can understand each other on a deeper level. I hope you enjoy the softness of the final result and the intricacies of human nature that I humbly tried to capture and present.
P.S. This wouldn't be possible without my friend and the stray cats that she pets.
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🔰If I Die Tomorrow by illneas
If this was my last day with you
I would silently observe the reflection of this room in your eyes
Hoping to feel present for the first time
If this was my last day here
I would break the glass resting on my skin
That invisibly separates me from this world
And from you
If this was my last day with you
I wouldn't tell you
I would talk to you about my half-finished poems
As if I had the courage to write again
Hoping someday you will finish them
While you might be searching for me
Between the lines
Or trying to forget me
If you notice my voice shaking
While talking to you
Try to ignore it
If you notice my eyes getting blurry
Find comfort in your sudden disappearance
And wait for gravity to reveal you again
If I die tomorrow
I would finally realize that the ambient pain
Is another proof that I'm still alive
You know
I know
The fragility of everything
The fragility of me
I know
You know
That as the sunset approaches
Every time you smile
I die a little bit
I'm sorry
I haven't touched you enough
You see, I can only say "I love you"
In silence
You might be angry with me
For hiding it from you
But all I wanted
was another normal day with you
If I don't die tomorrow
I will live as if I could

Пікірлер: 399
@orgestmalaj2244
@orgestmalaj2244 2 жыл бұрын
"And even if this was my last day with you, I wouldn't tell you .." "I am sorry for hiding it, but all I wanted was just another normal day with you .." "And even if I don't die tomorrow I will live as If I could .. " 🌒
@ikpergerard7558
@ikpergerard7558 2 жыл бұрын
"Knowing" that life is ephemeral is profound and has an insightfulness of how we treat people we come in contact with and we acknowledge every relationship as a fleeting privilege and make the best of the "now"
@illneas
@illneas 2 жыл бұрын
You did not just use the word "ephemeral"!!! It has Greek roots and I use it constantly because I believe in it's meaning. Thank you for watching this and for your input.
@ikpergerard7558
@ikpergerard7558 2 жыл бұрын
@@illneas I like what you do so much that most times, I just sit still and listen to the poems, repeatedly. Wish you the strength to carry on doing this good work you do
@one_man_studio
@one_man_studio 2 жыл бұрын
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@dougsam6341
@dougsam6341 Жыл бұрын
What type music is this?
@kaosaechao4049
@kaosaechao4049 2 жыл бұрын
“I would talk to you about my half-finished poems as if I had the courage to write again, hoping some days you will finish them.” These are beautiful lines. Legacy shall be carry on by someone else.
@one_man_studio
@one_man_studio 2 жыл бұрын
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@criminalchicken499
@criminalchicken499 11 күн бұрын
​@@farrah9748what?
@nathasha6763
@nathasha6763 2 жыл бұрын
This title reminds me of "If tomorrow starts without me" by David Romano✍️
@user-rm4uw1uc7p
@user-rm4uw1uc7p 2 жыл бұрын
I was thinking of that too lol
@Crymeaseaaa
@Crymeaseaaa 2 жыл бұрын
Sameee
@fatmazohraben6799
@fatmazohraben6799 2 жыл бұрын
Same
@ichinikochiniseokjinie7361
@ichinikochiniseokjinie7361 2 жыл бұрын
That was such a beautiful poem.
@the-hitchhicker
@the-hitchhicker 2 жыл бұрын
Same here ;)
@sofiaperaza885
@sofiaperaza885 2 жыл бұрын
Dear kid with a camera, I wanted to tell you I, also, have an own poem also titled "If I die tomorrow" and the feelings portrayed by two poems called the same (yours and mine) are so entirely different and I find that amazing. How using the same words one can portray such contrasting ideas. You never cease to amaze me. A stranger on the internet.
@illneas
@illneas 2 жыл бұрын
You can share your poem on my discord
@hellinas77
@hellinas77 2 жыл бұрын
La
@conflicted_mind7
@conflicted_mind7 2 жыл бұрын
Made me teary-eyed. Illneas,man you're one of the finest of artists I've ever seen.
@illneas
@illneas 2 жыл бұрын
I'm blushing, thank you for this
@firenzexstr2667
@firenzexstr2667 2 жыл бұрын
@@illneas can you please do Roll the dice by Charles Bukowski? Thanks for these great works
@one_man_studio
@one_man_studio 2 жыл бұрын
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@humalien6957
@humalien6957 9 ай бұрын
I agree i hope he knows how many souls he saves everyday
@DemetriPanici
@DemetriPanici 2 жыл бұрын
*“He who fears death will never do anything worth of a man who is alive.” - Seneca*
@one_man_studio
@one_man_studio 2 жыл бұрын
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@congruentcrib
@congruentcrib Жыл бұрын
“I just wanted another normal day with you” This hurts. So many people take their lives and it comes out of nowhere. Always heartbreaking when it happens
@its_leyl.a
@its_leyl.a 2 жыл бұрын
If I don't die tomorrow, I will live as if I could. WhAt!!!!! Wow. There are so many good lines here. Also, can't believe I am saying this, but this video might have one of your best visuals ever. Thank you, yet again, for making some thing that's inspiring me to write.
@illneas
@illneas 2 жыл бұрын
Thanks Leyla, it was shot during the sunset in a really cool location, glad you liked it.
@gaganamanjunath732
@gaganamanjunath732 2 жыл бұрын
20 seconds in and I already know this would tear my heart apart beautifully
@DemetriPanici
@DemetriPanici 2 жыл бұрын
*"Never let the future disturb you. You will meet it, if you have to, with the same weapons of reason which today arm you against the present." - Marcus Aurelius*
@one_man_studio
@one_man_studio 2 жыл бұрын
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@khushijakhar6264
@khushijakhar6264 2 жыл бұрын
DUDE, I TOTALLY ADORE YOUR CONTENT. THE WORDS HAVE DEPTH AND THEY HELP ME SEE LIFE FROM A DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE. VERY OFTEN WE ARE CAUGHT WITH IN OUR HEADS WITH OUR OWN TRIVIAL ISSUES, BUT THE WORLD IS SO BIG AND BEAUTIFUL. YOUR CONTENT IS BEAUTIFUL AND I LOVE YOUR CLIPS AND HOW YOU TURN THEM INTO A MASTERPIECE. I WUD REALLY LIKE TO DOTHAT IN FUTUTRE. I LOVE THE IDEA OF EXPRESSING ONE'S EMOTION THROUGH HEART TOUCHING WORDS. AND NO WONDER, I CAN SEE WHEN VISUALS ARE ADDED IT MAKES IT MORE APPEALING AND EASY TO RELATE. YOUR WORK IS VERY INSPIRING.....
@one_man_studio
@one_man_studio 2 жыл бұрын
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@madison_drew
@madison_drew 2 жыл бұрын
That part ‘I wouldn’t tell you’ looked exactly like my cat Autumn and when she died that was ……like losing a daughter my goodness much love this is very well done.
@soumyadeep1412
@soumyadeep1412 2 жыл бұрын
Once again man loved every bit of these 3 and half minutes. Learning a lot from you... haven't been able to watch past 3-4 videos...gonna binge them all.❤️
@illneas
@illneas 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for giving me an opportunity, I really appreciate it
@allinaflutter6117
@allinaflutter6117 2 жыл бұрын
How do you manage to capture how a person can feel, express it so beautifully, yet never have met them before? This is just so beautiful, the words, the cinematography. Speechless 🌸
@illneas
@illneas 2 жыл бұрын
Τhank you for sharing this
@bhadraviswanath5184
@bhadraviswanath5184 2 жыл бұрын
"If I don't die tomorrow, I will live as I could." This, this single line hit so hard. Hats off illneas. You are truly an artist. As you wrote, it is a sad poem trying to make us feel better. It surely did. And a big round of applause to all the patrons who made the editing You all did such a great work👏👏👏👏
@LaughingSkull1992
@LaughingSkull1992 2 жыл бұрын
As always..thanks for sharing
@nsingh9286
@nsingh9286 2 жыл бұрын
Goosebumps every single time, you are amazing artist Illneas.
@illneas
@illneas 2 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️❤️
@devrim-oguz
@devrim-oguz 2 жыл бұрын
I'm so excited. I feel like you speak my feelings for me.
@one_man_studio
@one_man_studio 2 жыл бұрын
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@someoneinthecrowd3162
@someoneinthecrowd3162 2 жыл бұрын
This is just so meaningfully beautiful. It hits different at this point where I discover I fell in love with her, while I am hoping my life to end soon.
@Thilde1
@Thilde1 2 жыл бұрын
This poem reminded me of the poem “the morning after I killed myself”, that you made a vid about too. I appreciate your work, it is truly a beautiful art form.
@illneas
@illneas 2 жыл бұрын
Meggie Royer is always an inspiration^^ thank you for watching my video.
@erikhiserodt6433
@erikhiserodt6433 2 жыл бұрын
Been keeping up with your stuff still and damn man this may be my new favorite video of yours. This is one of the most powerful poems I've heard. Take care and keep up the great work.
@jhonabeliber6892
@jhonabeliber6892 2 жыл бұрын
This is absolutely beautiful! I'm in tears while watching this. I can say that this is one of my favorite in your videos. Really. Been a fan of your channel for a while now. ♡
@alifewithpoetry
@alifewithpoetry 2 жыл бұрын
Looking forward to this 😍
@puparia8420
@puparia8420 2 жыл бұрын
Every now and then i come back to this channel to find out there’s more relatable feelings and thoughts i’ve been feeling strange about and to give a way of comfort that it is okay to have them and keep going! Thank you
@bhaskarnath1374
@bhaskarnath1374 2 жыл бұрын
I just love your poems❤️ all of them ! And this is one of my favourite KZfaq channels:)
@duaahmd3662
@duaahmd3662 Жыл бұрын
Your just an amazing writer and the voice of this person is so calming in a sad way
@mariamiller9942
@mariamiller9942 2 жыл бұрын
Another amazing project. Your keen sense of emotional observation is inspiring. Your images were the perfect envelope to store your words. Once again, we'll worth the wait. Thank you❤
@lst_sul2118
@lst_sul2118 2 жыл бұрын
Everything is flawless ❤️. Visuals , voice ,poem everything..touches my heart to witness it 🕊️☮️
@Gloomy_Vieve
@Gloomy_Vieve Жыл бұрын
This is such a beautiful poem and a great reminder to live every day to the fullest because you never know when your life will end. Thank you for another amazing poem Illneas :]
@Denchanted
@Denchanted 2 жыл бұрын
Made me quite sad. Beauitful, longing, and tragic to feel this way, The part about her poetry truly hitting my soul SPOT ON!!
@simonporwal5152
@simonporwal5152 2 жыл бұрын
You are a legend !! Your poems have my heart 🥺💞💯 The way u edit those videos the way you portray things is just fantastic 💞💯 there is no day that exists when I don't listen to your channel 💫💯 this made me realize how transient life is worth watching 💫💯
@priyankasharma5974
@priyankasharma5974 2 жыл бұрын
Every time you smile...I die a little bit.❣ loved it !!.
@yarahilal6544
@yarahilal6544 2 жыл бұрын
I don’t know what I would do if I didn’t have your channel. You’re my go-to channel when I need motivation and inspiration for poetry and i’m so grateful for that. Really, thank you
@parul209
@parul209 2 жыл бұрын
Loved it, leaves you with a transient feeling , everything is temporary, yet all that which is worth living somehow lives on ❤️
@mikenicoletti3899
@mikenicoletti3899 Жыл бұрын
Beautiful! Both the speaker and the poem. Incredible, thank you 🙏
@insidiouslyfanatic714
@insidiouslyfanatic714 2 жыл бұрын
I think you are the first person who has truly defined the word aesthetic by your work. What is most beautiful about your writing is that it is excruciatingly real, it's daunting yet it is beautiful. That is what urges me to check every video that you have made, cause it will both stir my thoughts and calm me down. Your work deserves a lot more appreciation. Bing bong you have a new subscriber ❤
@airaai7524
@airaai7524 2 жыл бұрын
this being recommended and pop up in my notification, i have no other words :) and it's been awhile since i watch short like this, like months. and this is literally how i feel & think all this while.
@philipgermani1616
@philipgermani1616 Жыл бұрын
Your last line is devastating. Thank you.
@sakshiraj3496
@sakshiraj3496 2 жыл бұрын
I’m touched . what an appreciable work of art !!!!😩
@lopsidedlollipop
@lopsidedlollipop 2 жыл бұрын
This is beautiful. Your poems always somehow capture what I'm feeling when I listen to them.
@one_man_studio
@one_man_studio 2 жыл бұрын
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@a.l_caneli
@a.l_caneli 2 жыл бұрын
You truly have a way with words, Illneas. This is such a beautiful and bittersweet poem. I truly need to catch up on the last videos you posted; once again, beautiful work 🌻✨
@illneas
@illneas 2 жыл бұрын
Helloooo again, thank you for sticking around for such a long time
@Lucid_Poetess
@Lucid_Poetess 2 жыл бұрын
Its beautiful like always, but it does not make me really sad. In fact i could feel my younger self in your words and how i thought that time. Im always fascinated by your supernatural ability to combine words, film, music and of course the voice that reads your poem. I still have the feeling to be not before the screen, it feels like being inside the colours, the smell of the sea, the meows of the cats ..... sosososo, i stop writing a story now :-)
@illneas
@illneas 2 жыл бұрын
Pls write a story, thank you for your kind words
@Soulie_alze
@Soulie_alze 2 жыл бұрын
I am literally the biggest fan of yours like the way you shoot everything is just AMAZING!!!! And the poems are so great I watch your every live!! And I aslo like to write poems and speeches...(I had also wrote and comment my poem but you never see it I am not telling in a rude way )and you disevere so many subscribers,pls never leave KZfaq!!! BORAHAE 💜 Edit:( thankyou so much illness and people who liked and comment)
@Soulie_alze
@Soulie_alze 2 жыл бұрын
@@crealibro what is her channel name??
@A.G.Birajdar
@A.G.Birajdar 2 жыл бұрын
Your comment is too so emotional Whenever someone says never leave I felt it. May your love keep him here for forever.
@Soulie_alze
@Soulie_alze 2 жыл бұрын
@@A.G.Birajdar thanks ☺️
@deepanshisubba4619
@deepanshisubba4619 2 жыл бұрын
I would love to know that channel name.
@Soulie_alze
@Soulie_alze 2 жыл бұрын
can I share my poem 👉🏻👈🏻?
@Tes73792
@Tes73792 2 жыл бұрын
All these videos in this channel are phenomenal.
@Saturns48
@Saturns48 2 жыл бұрын
You see I can only say I love...in silence- Just one of my favorites. Your ability to craft words, and embed emotion into them is truly beautiful. You touch on so many unspoken or hard to conceive feelings and thoughts, and even harder to express...you words express what I cannot and bc of that I can breath a sigh a relief that I'm not the only one❤
@illneas
@illneas 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you once again for experiencing my work ^^
@TheElissaA
@TheElissaA 2 жыл бұрын
Oh thank you! It brings me tears, thank you illneas
@alifewithpoetry
@alifewithpoetry 2 жыл бұрын
Wow, I had to watch this again and again. Your videography is outstanding, one of your best yet. It manages to compliment the poem beautifully, in a surreal story way, with the sunset kissing each scene. Hugging every line. The artistic effects come into full circle, around the deepness of the poem. I like how you blurred the scene after “if you notice my eyes getting blurry” - The sunset shots are truly incredible. Brilliant creation. 🙏✨I love it 🥺 This was well worth the wait 💫
@illneas
@illneas 2 жыл бұрын
Damn you noticed so many things, that little blur was a mistake I didn't correct, it came out perfectly
@alifewithpoetry
@alifewithpoetry 2 жыл бұрын
@@illneas ha! It did come out perfectly, I love how it added more emotion to the line. Interesting how little details, at times, minor errors, make projects even more beautiful. It’s a reminder that beauty can truly come out of mistakes. (I have a poem that I made a mistake on as well and same kind of thing happened, I left it because it added to the artistic side of that specific line in the poem - nobody noticed though lol!!!) Hope you have a great day!
@mushroom_kid9353
@mushroom_kid9353 2 жыл бұрын
the visuals are so amazing omg so many beautiful shots and so many beautiful lines
@one_man_studio
@one_man_studio 2 жыл бұрын
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@stevenlomon
@stevenlomon 2 жыл бұрын
You make some of the most meaningful and profound videos on the entire Internet. I just wanna give you a hug and say that these videos expand my worldview and change my life for the better ❤
@illneas
@illneas 2 жыл бұрын
If you ever meet me, pls hug
@frances2184
@frances2184 2 жыл бұрын
Been watching your videos for a couple months. Every line touches my heart. Hats off, Illneas! 👏🏻
@illneas
@illneas 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so so much
@one_man_studio
@one_man_studio 2 жыл бұрын
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@stopbeingamistake3309
@stopbeingamistake3309 2 жыл бұрын
Literally..one of the best channel for mind resting ✨ Its really nice listening in a quiet room ✨
@one_man_studio
@one_man_studio 2 жыл бұрын
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@snehanazifa7931
@snehanazifa7931 2 жыл бұрын
These poems are so beautiful
@prachiyadav1332
@prachiyadav1332 2 жыл бұрын
I've been a fan of your work ever since you uploaded 'If' by Rudyard Kipling. I remember it because this was the first time I ever felt deeply drawn towards poetry and your video visuals are a cherry on top of the amazing poems that you bring to life. Much love and support to you. Keep up the good work and never ever stop writing poems because they are just wonderful !
@one_man_studio
@one_man_studio 2 жыл бұрын
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@nancyliawoods
@nancyliawoods 2 жыл бұрын
This was incredible, I love your work 🤍🤍🖤🤍
@void3824
@void3824 2 жыл бұрын
You never fail to amaze me. I love it. I shed a tear (‘: it’s so beautiful
@one_man_studio
@one_man_studio 2 жыл бұрын
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@jazzy000
@jazzy000 2 жыл бұрын
I became addicted to your videos 🤩!!! I look forward to each new video! So many emotions not only in songs....in shots, movements, music! Youu conquer human hearts you conquer the world❣❣❣❣❣
@KasaChaineSecrete
@KasaChaineSecrete 2 жыл бұрын
You have a really talent for cinematography, your clip are always so beautifull
@psychedelicalina8253
@psychedelicalina8253 2 жыл бұрын
Literally everything that went and still goes through my mind each time i sit alone i a room, keeping my words in a box wondering if the people i love will ever find them or try to.
@marylinnik3115
@marylinnik3115 2 жыл бұрын
I believe someday someone will!💞
@divinelyh
@divinelyh 2 жыл бұрын
Your videos literally mean a lot to me . Thank you .
@illneas
@illneas 2 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️❤️
@meh3083
@meh3083 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for expressing and mending the soul, whatever the soul really is. Art..
@roryasrorri701
@roryasrorri701 2 жыл бұрын
gosh, your words hit harder and harder, sir. thank you for posting them.
@SIX06_
@SIX06_ 2 жыл бұрын
I love seeing your channel growing so much!! 🥰🥰 So many people here now
@illneas
@illneas 2 жыл бұрын
Awww thank you so much
@one_man_studio
@one_man_studio 2 жыл бұрын
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@obstsalat8118
@obstsalat8118 2 жыл бұрын
this video was what I needed rn. thank you so much illneas. your poems, as well as the visuals are just unbelievable beautiful and together it's just... a foreign universe full of magic and depth. 🖤💭💫
@illneas
@illneas 2 жыл бұрын
Aww thank you for saying this
@one_man_studio
@one_man_studio 2 жыл бұрын
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@ioannislentas5226
@ioannislentas5226 Жыл бұрын
Amazing video! I am sure Charles would love it!
@mrsprite399
@mrsprite399 2 жыл бұрын
Just want to say that your channel is one of bestest thing to exist. Keep going 👍
@one_man_studio
@one_man_studio 2 жыл бұрын
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@varshahoa0107
@varshahoa0107 2 жыл бұрын
One place where we can hide silently is in your poetries...I don't have enough words to say what I feel.. and this,this literally made me cry...and I kept watching to shed out the tears. Thankyou for this sweet bitter pain,Illneas. Much love🖤
@illneas
@illneas 2 жыл бұрын
The same applies to me, we all need sometimes to hide somewhere or be invisible. Thank you for this
@patsymalone3518
@patsymalone3518 2 жыл бұрын
Beautiful poem and video. You are my favorite modern poet. Thank you.
@MourningNihilist
@MourningNihilist 2 жыл бұрын
So in love with this, I’m touched.
@A.G.Birajdar
@A.G.Birajdar 2 жыл бұрын
So emotional, so touching, so relatable so beautiful✨ Voice of deep within me.
@one_man_studio
@one_man_studio 2 жыл бұрын
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@artisan1800
@artisan1800 2 жыл бұрын
Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful. . . 😢😢😢 and I'm not neccesarily talking about just the poem. The women is truly eloquent . . .
@loveleenkaur3381
@loveleenkaur3381 2 жыл бұрын
M addicted to your work
@anagoricki1407
@anagoricki1407 2 жыл бұрын
Every time you drop a video I can't help but smile ☺ have a great day!
@illneas
@illneas 2 жыл бұрын
Have a great day as well
@manshanaseer9649
@manshanaseer9649 2 жыл бұрын
I am impatiently waiting for this video❣
@snowlied
@snowlied 2 жыл бұрын
I love this. Being present is, I think, the only real purpose of life. Present in anything and everything you do. Every moment you spend with others and yourself.
@Sassybell
@Sassybell 2 жыл бұрын
I am out of words but this gave me goosebumps. Thank you for your words. Its beautiful.♡
@one_man_studio
@one_man_studio 2 жыл бұрын
Here is another visual for this poem kzfaq.info/get/bejne/hNKJdJVh0bSWlXk.html
@moonchild_ash
@moonchild_ash 2 жыл бұрын
"I wouldn't tell you"
@frogchair
@frogchair 2 жыл бұрын
I liked that line about ‘the glass resting on my skin’
@one_man_studio
@one_man_studio 2 жыл бұрын
Here is another visual for this poem kzfaq.info/get/bejne/hNKJdJVh0bSWlXk.html
@matijajesretic5576
@matijajesretic5576 2 жыл бұрын
This is very very deep, it touched my soul so hard.
@LeafyLumens
@LeafyLumens 2 жыл бұрын
Her voice and her words make me nearly cry❤🖤
@farihanishat9795
@farihanishat9795 2 жыл бұрын
This is so beautiful, it made me cry. Still crying.
@illneas
@illneas 2 жыл бұрын
Awww hope it helped in some way
@farihanishat9795
@farihanishat9795 2 жыл бұрын
@@illneas yeah, it did. Thankyou 💗
@JayTheAuthor
@JayTheAuthor 2 жыл бұрын
Beautiful poetry pal! Loved the room in the eyes line!
@illneas
@illneas 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you once again Jay, it means a lot.
@StrikerCup79
@StrikerCup79 2 жыл бұрын
waking up to reality knowing life is merely pain,suffering sadness,anger and futility everywhere we will go we still can’t escape reality since we are living with it so dying is like a blessing and living is like a curse
@mell1685
@mell1685 Жыл бұрын
I hope you’re doing well. I have felt the same way but there are many moments now I’m discovering the blessings in life despite all the suffering. I know you commented this 10 months ago, so I hope things have changed for the better?
@SnowWolvesStorm
@SnowWolvesStorm 2 жыл бұрын
That was beautiful!
@05-8forgotten
@05-8forgotten 2 жыл бұрын
This is incredibly Great... i love it so bad i wanna listen to it all the time..
@mikejox
@mikejox 2 жыл бұрын
Thanks for all your impact in my life
@illneas
@illneas 2 жыл бұрын
☺️
@gauranshisingh4338
@gauranshisingh4338 2 жыл бұрын
😍😍😍😍😍😍cannt wait...
@juliemcneill8087
@juliemcneill8087 2 жыл бұрын
😢 this was written...I don't have words. so haunting. the message in the last line...we should all carry that within in us and silently repeat it to ourselves in the mirror each morning...
@one_man_studio
@one_man_studio 2 жыл бұрын
Here is another visual for this poem kzfaq.info/get/bejne/hNKJdJVh0bSWlXk.html
@shahlashibly2881
@shahlashibly2881 2 жыл бұрын
U are just amazing 👏 I love 💕 all of ur contents!
@mattnelson8325
@mattnelson8325 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you.
@WizardLvl24
@WizardLvl24 2 жыл бұрын
24 seconds in and I'm crying. This will hit so close to home.
@az.x25
@az.x25 2 жыл бұрын
Spend time with your parents like today is your last day with them EVERYDAY! ✨
@oladosvinzuella6998
@oladosvinzuella6998 2 жыл бұрын
no not the words , but the feeling that there is something in common between all of the sceneries you put in the video is what makes this art outstanding
@illneas
@illneas 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you friend
@Madouwithlove
@Madouwithlove 2 жыл бұрын
This is beautiful.
@layaguinmaryfaithc.8814
@layaguinmaryfaithc.8814 4 ай бұрын
that as the sunset approaches every time you smile, i die a little bit OMG 😭😭😭😭
@017aravindkrishna4
@017aravindkrishna4 2 жыл бұрын
This is sadly beautiful
@janeaustenswife4333
@janeaustenswife4333 2 жыл бұрын
I watched this a few days before I tried to take my life. It somehow makes me so angry that I'm still here and watching this again.
@trangpham.life1539
@trangpham.life1539 2 жыл бұрын
Thank for your video.
@65-ayshasiddiqua8
@65-ayshasiddiqua8 2 жыл бұрын
After ages!!! But worth the waiting🧡
@yoursalmashowz
@yoursalmashowz 7 ай бұрын
made me cry😢❤❤ but too true and good.
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