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“Same things that makes us laugh, Makes us Cry” - Big Smoke

The anime is “terror in resonance” if anyone was wondering

It’s been 4 years since I came across this video it was a very rough time for me. The girl I was with at the time broke up with me and I had lost my job. I fell into depression and lost myself completely. I played this song all the time when I was going through something but now I feel free and I still listen to it but things are so much better now. I’m finally living free, thank you.

Greatest thing about the Internet is realising there are thousands of other people who feel as hopeless as you. Hope we all make it lads.

For the past 3 years nothing in my life makes sense. Ive been homeless. Cheated on, jobless, i lost every single one of my close friends and theres times when wish id just end it. But i cant. I dont have enough courage to take my life. But i also dont know how much courage i have to keep fighting. It gets so hard when you're living for yourself. Doing everything alone with no support from anyone what so ever. The only people you ever loved never check in on you. Your family doesn't think twice about your well being. It pains me day by day to have to drag my life through a bottomless pit of depression. But one day. I swear to god one day i will make a difference. Not for me, but for everyone who has felt the pain of being alone. For everyone who has felt the pain i feel. We all live the same life just different stories. I hope your story brings you peace and all things love

Finally met her at the age of 38. Got married and had son a year later. 2 weeks later, I was hospitalized and found out I had cancer. Been battling it since with chemo and surgery but it took me down a depressing hole and cancer has now metastasized to other areas of my body. Life is cruel and funny at times but listening to chill music when everyone is asleep at least gives me a bit of peace. Update Oct 2023: Wow didn’t really expect much love through this post but thanks so much for the concern. The cancer I have is called GIST and I will now be on my third different medication. First med was Gleevec, then Sutent and now I’m starting on a chemo type meds called Qinlock. Doctor will check if it’s shrinking the cancer so it’ll help me prep for my upcoming 2nd surgery. It’s no cure but hopefully it helps add another 5 years in my life. I’m keeping my head up high though and if all else fails, I’m going the THC or cannabis along with the holistic approach of high vitamin C drip. I have high hopes this surgery is a success and this cancer will not metastasize at all in a very long time. Thanks for the love 🙏🏽 Update Dec 20 2023: Chemo didn’t work. Surgery to be scheduled ASAP. Thanks for all the concern and love.

I FINALLY MET HER, AND I FELT THOSE FEELINGS THAT I HAVEN'T FELT YET, I AM HAPPY AND JOYFUL, I WISH OTHERS WOULD ALSO FIND THEIR SECOND HALF.❤ (even after a while everything is fine.)

To my lonely brother's from a another mother. I know how it feels to be alone and without someone there to love you, but loving yourself is the most important thing to focus on.

How cruel this world is, that there are so many lonely people. At least we can all be lonely, _together_

It’s Valentines Day, bois. We got this. Stay strong.

I finally met her guys! After years of daydreaming while listening to this song i actually found her, dont give up sometimes life brings you things you thought you would never have! Thank you to the people in this comment section that inspired me to keep moving forward im eternally grateful!

Lofi comments sections are filled with like minded people. When the world around whizzes by and burns, amidst all that chaos and speed, a few scattered souls around the world find connection through these music that makes the world a little slower and less chaotic. Even if its only for a brief few moments. And that's a nice feeling to have, even if it's only as fleeting as time.

I remember playing this on loop and reading the comments 6 years ago feeling happy and very sad at the same time seeing people say they finally found the love of their lives. Great for them, but that was never, ever going to happen to me. 3 years later and I found this girl that I thought was the love of my life. The one made for me. There was no doubting it. Another 3 years go by and we've broken up when we were about to get married. It was my decision because something inside told me it was not right. Like I was not being true to myself. I don't regret it, although there are moments of doubt still. And now, here I am, back to square one. Going through these comments again wondering if I'll ever find someone for me. Times are hard but I hope that we get through this, together.

Hey guys! After 5 years, I finally found her! She’s perfect for me, and I couldn’t ask for anything else. Good luck!

I found my self just scrolling just looking to see the comments I liked over a year ago

it’s crazy how fast this song goes by when you’re reading the comments while listening to it

I've been listening to this for 5 years now. Its nice to see the comments are more positive than they used to be.

after 5 years of coming back to this song periodically, i can say with certainty that I have found a girl who is deeply invested into me. the dream is finally starting to unravel guys. never give up, always keep ur chin up and never look back on the negative sides of urselves.

let's pray that year 2020 gonna be good for us EDIT : im still alive , 2020 was bad , let's pray that year 2021 gonna be good for us

I dont know who needs to hear this but u need to start that assignment.

A couple of years ago the comments of this song were flooded with people looking for that person. The one. Remarkable how now it’s filled with everyone saying they found somebody they can truly be themselves around. Never give up!

5 years already... Time flies and we don't even notice, I've been through this many times - "I found her" but every time it has come to an end, and now I'm here, focusing on myself and achieving my goals and dreams. I wish everyone the best of luck on this painful road we call life and also to those who "found her" I hope everything works out, I really do!

Don't feel too bad guys.. We're here for each other.. Even if it's virtually.

The girl in the thumbnail is from the anime "Terror in Resonance"

This song along with the title always gave that idea of "you're not gonna stay alone ...... There's that one special girl who's also thinking the same thing" looking forward to that mysterious girl.

Hey guys! I've met her ! I'm going to see her in April for the first time. She is perfect for me I love her and she love me ❤️ Thx all for the vibes you gave me 🔥

It's 5:16 AM. I've been reading the comments since 4:00 AM and these people are interesting af

Kinda hard to flip the page when you know they won’t be in the next chapter

The last time I heard this was roughly a year ago too late into the night and I was in the lowest and darkest place I had ever been in my life. Mix of heartbreak and mental exhaustion. Almost gave in to my obsessive thoughts a few mornings after... but I stopped and eventually killed off that vile version of me and I'm happy with who I am again. As for anyone else that may be going through their own rough patches, please don't go for the last resort, only bad things will come out of it. Choose to push ahead and you'll never regret the person you become after that one choice. If you're *looking* for the one or if you're *looking* for a better version of yourself. Stop it. You're giving in to tunnel vision. Just... live your life for the better and the things you want will appear to you when time deems it so. I eventually do hope that I meet someone along the line, but I know that whatever or whoever I'm deserving of will come regardless. Cheers to whoever reads this and have yourself a damn good one.

One of my favorites back in middle school. Damn man..

Doubt anyone's gonna stumble across this, but I love seeing the little daily updates people do in the comment section, it's pretty heart warming but also strange that so many people across the world are connected. Have a healthy life, and remember it'll always get better.

Song: is a bit sad People in the comment section: *i, the great poet shall now write one for thee*

I met her a little over a decade ago. Truth is - I was scared at much I liked this girl and froze. Since then I have lived different lives and today I decided to looked her up, and all I found was her youtube account with a playlist and this song is on there. We even have similar taste in music. What could have been? I hope in the next life I make this right.

Stay strong boys, we in this together!

I like how reading these comments that "the girl I haven't met" means something different to everyone. Family, friends, loved ones, even themselves. Whoever they are, I hope you find who you're looking for.

If everyone in the comment section could come be in a room together it will be so chill,kinda sad,and happy Also is it just me or is it that people that listen to lofi are always the most chill ppl to hang out with

I AM BACK TO SAY I FOUND HER 4 YEARS Nvm yall she left

omg!! i used to listen to this all the time for studying. so crazy to randomly find this again abt 4 yrs later haha

3 years after this song was made, hope everyone is having a good day and if not tomorrow will be better Thank y’all so much for all the likes and comments :)

Guys, I met the GIRL, now I'm going to be a father in 3 months. Hope you find yours too! Never lose hope 😊

5 years of this song. Now, coming back to it every year, I can say. I will not meet this girl. I'm happy for all of you guys. You did the impossible, literally.

I love this song so much, Thank you for making this

Anime name is: Terror in Resonance. Just in case you need it. ^_^

This comment section is really depressing, it breaks my heart. Let's hope we all find our happiness. Someday. Somehow.

Can’t believe it’s been 5 years since I’ve heard this song… wish I could go back & listen to it again for the very first time

Never thought it would end up like this... It's New Year's Eve, all my friends are out and about with their families celebrating the New Year. I'm here just lying on my bed, going back to the same videos that brought me both sadness and joy. I've been sad, maybe a little too sad, for over a month now. I don't think it's seasonal depression or sadness, but this came out of the blue in the middle of my young life. Now, things don't seem to be the same way they were before. I got over her rather quickly after she rejected me, but she wasn't the one, she wasn't as hard to get over as the first... but the first girl is gone, forever, from my horizon... The first girl was the light of my youngest years, the heat of my summer days, the moon lighting up my night, even if it was just a day, I would do anything to experience that day again. It's about to become a new year, and I still haven't managed to get over Luna. I cried a little bit before coming to this video, I cried. I talked to a friend who was online at the time and I thanked her for what she did for me. I reflected on my past and how I could become better, this... is the first New Year's that I've felt so... culpable. So wrong in the things I did, so regretful... What if I hadn't done that? What if I had done this? What if I... told her? Now, she's gone... moved away, it's practically impossible that I will ever see her again, and if I did... she has her own life and most likely her own feelings and love for someone else. Luna, the moon of my night, I'm so sorry I couldn't talk to you... I'm so sorry I forgot about you... I'm so sorry that I... loved you, but didn't tell you... Here I go, crying again, for someone whom I will never see again... Now, as I stare through my dark room, hearing the fireworks pop, the people outside, the joy of the holidays, I realized just how significant one small speck of time can be... how fast the good times go... how fast that day with her went. The coffee shop where we held hands for the first and last time ever... The garden where I promised I would bring her... The world we made together, it's all gone, maybe forever... Who would've known, this is how it would end up? Who would've told a little boy what to expect from love? Who would've loved... without knowing if she knew you existed? The questions surf through my mind without ever reaching a conclusion... crying, and talking to myself just to get over her... but maybe, just maybe... I'm going to ask my Mom if she remembers her... maybe she knows the answers to my questions... but, for the time being... I will savor the already distant thoughts of that summer day... Hmm, pathetic, aren't I? It took me a while to find out I was old enough to understand and now, I know what happened but... I never thought it would end up like this...

Remember when 3am was considered the time of the devil? Well now things has changed; It's the time of peace.

To the girl I haven’t met yet I hope we love each other forever

I discovered this song some 5 years ago, single and thinking this was a banger to listen to, but fast forward today, and I'm realizing how hard this song is hitting me now unlike the first time. Words can't describe how much I want a girlfriend. I wanna take her to the park to ride on the swings together, dance with her on the grasslands, go on car rides on hot summer nights with her, invite her out to eat, go out and explore the world with her, etc. I'd give up everything to find her, to find the love of my life, the girl that will hold onto my hand with me, forever and always. I hope I find her soon ❤

If you ever see this, I hope you can remember how thankful I was to have you as a friend. I was naive and in a difficult situation. You were added to the list of people who had to grieve me over and over. My health is better, out of a wheelchair, not even using my cane. Less medications. I'm staring out at the ocean as I write. It's really beautiful. I blocked you because I was eerily close to death. Three months of intensive care, spending a month of that inpatient in the hospital. I'm home. I still take care of some of my conditions, and I have some memory loss, but I walk miles daily, I can drive again. I pray for your health often. Thank you for introducing me to this song. You got me through a lot, before and after we stopped talking. So thank you, God bless I'm living proof that 2023 can still be your year :)

btw this gif is from "zankyou no terror", and I recommend it to y'all. it really deserves a lot

This community is so wholesome

i feel like the only guy here that isn't depressed

おー、また聞けるようになってる、嬉しい

I always come here sometimes to read about everyone's feelings, you know, to see that I'm not alone at all

young man entering class with a fake smile on face his earphone

Two years ago I discovered this song. I read all the comments talking about finding that one person, and that's what I wanted too. Now I can say that one year and some months ago I met a guy in class. We were friends at first, but one year ago we started dating. Now I know he is the person I want to stay with the rest of my life and whom I want to form a family. I hope you all find what you're looking for, you just need to be patient and kind 😊

I can’t stop thinking of her , even tho it’s been 5 years , she’s still in my heart

Cool fact - "ikigai" is a Japanese concept for something that gives purpose and meaning to somebody's life. One's ikigai is one's reason to live. Everyone has an ikigai, but not everyone may find it.

A wise person once told me “You're not seeking a perfect person but seeking the person perfect for you.”

Love Kudasai, one of my fave artists - thanks for introducing me to him Ikigai - just doing my work and going through your Kudasai playlist

All of these beats have a way of evoking a feeling in me. Like a grief and also gratitude, of having loved someone.

Anime name : Terror in resonance Girl name : Lisa Mishima

its weird to think that there is so many people out in the world just like me who acts happy in front of people then goes to there room, turning on this song, and becoming someone that is so depressed and alone thinking theres no use anymore and reading these comments of other people make me feel like im never alone so thanks for sticking by my side and becoming someone i can look at and relate to

I am glad I still see people come back to this, this is my kind of lofi all this new stuff kinda feels all the same if you reading this dont give up on life you can overcome your struggles

these kind of vids make me grateful for loop

kudasai = Japanese for 'please give me'. please give me - the girl i haven't met

I’ll come back to this when I find her. 8/13/19 3/21/24 I had made an edit to this before about a girl i ended up dating for a little over 2 years. We ended up splitting and it was for the better, but i really think the one i have now will last. We were friends for around 3 years before we started dating, and we’ve been together for 8 months as of writing this. It hasn’t been perfect all the way through, obviously, but I’m really in love with her, and theres no doubt about that in my mind I don’t expect us to get married, but im cherishing every moment we have together, because that’s what you should do while you’re young. I wish everyone still searching the best of luck ❤

I MET THAT GIRL TODAY IS OUR 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY

I have known this song for many years and I am still looking for it. It is really beautiful and accompanies me in my dark nights.

The girl i loved passed away almost a year ago now and this song somehow makes me sad and happy.......... i miss her so much

-Are you there? -Yes - Have we met before? - Can't tell you that, but you'll find out. -How long do I have to wait? - I don't know , but remember I'm out here, I'm real, and so are you -Well I can't wait any longer -Yes you can. We are still learning and growing becoming the people we are supposed to be -What if I'm already what I'm supposed to be? -Then wait for me because we are half way there and when it's finally time we will be amazing - I love you - I love you too - See you soon? - For sure

I love this song so much, I loved this era on the internet. It reminded me of the better and more calmer days where I just had to worry about my school assignments and homework. Thank you KudasaiBeats for being one of my most listened to and producing many amazing songs that I will love to death. Thank you.

I found her. The girl I want to spend my life with. I remember listening to this song 3 years ago thinking if I would ever find the one. I did. I did it. We met so randomly yet it was such a perfect time. I never would have thought this would happen but I'm here now. I love her. Going on a year with her now and I can't wait to see what our future has for us. So for those who don't believe it will happen or for those who are down on themselves, remember people love you, and the one will eventually come. Trust me

I don't miss anyone... I just miss myself, of who I used to be, this happy kid cracking jokes and laughing at dumb things every single second, I would trade it all for that person again.

Nobody: KZfaq Algorithms : Feeling good today? I'm here to stop that

It’s been 5 years since I last commented on this video; indeed I found her, I am at peace with her, she’s the balance and ultimately everything I never knew was missing in my life, my serenity, my mouthful of forevers, she is simply so lovely. I hope everyone finds their someone, trust me it’ll take time but there is someone out there waiting for you, be patient and keep working toward finding them, and bettering yourself in the process, for your own well being as you are important as anyone else, you matter, I’m proud of you.

I'll come back to this when I meet her. I refuse to be alone.

The internet is my only happy place. It raised me. I can vent here when I feel like no one will listen it feels great just to get it out there. Thank you person reading this even though I don’t know who you are, it DOES get better. No matter how low you are. Your life wouldn’t suck forever.

Been randomly listening to this song for a couple years now at night and it always gets me emotional the feeling of finally having that inner peace and the past is laid to rest

much love

"I miss her" "Who?" "The girl i never met"

it all started in the summer of 2017. i met this girl, she was perfect. everything that i had ever wanted, and the most beautiful green eyes that anyone could ever see. her name was miranda. we met a mutual friends party, he introduced us and we hit it off pretty well. i got her number and we talked for a few months. we were freshman in highschool and would hang out after school often. everyone thought we were dating.. we werent and i didnt have the balls to ask her out and make it official. in the middle of december that year, she didnt show up to school for a week and i asked her what happened. she told me she moved away to a different city for her dads new job and she didnt tell me cause she didnt want to make me sad. she also said that she would be getting a new phone and have to lose all her contacts and that we wouldnt be able to talk. i called her that night and told her how i felt. i heard sobbing and a quiet "i feel the same" before she hung up. i cried the entire night. the next week or 2 were hard without talking to her but i got better...eventually. i got better grades, a job, and was generally more happy. it was like this way for a year until this february. i had a long shift at work the night before and had my head down. my teacher said we had a new student. "everyone say hello to miranda *******" I thought i was dreaming when i heard her name and i looked up. i saw her.. she looked completely different. purple hair, piercings, tattoos on her hand, and all black clothing. she looked nothing like she did the year before. she used to wear bright clothing, have brown hair and only ear piercings. it was her though, i could tell by her eyes...the same beautiful green eyes. i tried talking to her for days but failed to. i got her number and tried texting her, but she seemed so...distant. one day i got to talk to her alone and ask her why she was acting like this. she told me that she wanted to start over at school, none of that "preppy, overly positive crap". then i asked her about the last time we talked, the time i confessed my love. all she said was "im sorry, i dont feel the same anymore" and left after that. everything i felt that night a year ago came back to me. she has avoided me ever since. she started wearing blue contacts and started dating this other guy. i still see their instagram posts about them being so happy and i still feel just as hurt. if only i could back to the summer of 2017...

i used to listen to this on the way to school my freshman year of high school, now having nearly finished my degree it feels so long ago

I remember adding this to my playlist 4 years ago before it really blew up. Now it's almost 5 years old and I wish I knew what I had back then was such a special time even if it felt like nothing back then. I'd do anything to go back and relive it all over again, the good and the bad.

Hahahh I remember listening to this a year ago, thinking I literally had no chance. Few months has passed and I met her. Fortunately, with plenty of effort and cherishing moments, we became together. Now, here I am, back to this song, remembering my past self and acknowledging what I had accomplished. Hope you lads find em. I believe in you all. Dont let us down, yeah? :)

Crazy thing is... I literally started thinking about the girl I've never met... Man, I craved that shit

i come back to this every once in a while to remember the "good old days" which werent actually good but better than nowadays

*funny guy going to his house after school* His headphones:

"Yesterday was history, tomorrow is a mystery, and today is a gift, that is why it is called the present" -Master Oogway

this song has been with me for years and still makes me feel young when listening to it in my headphones on my way to work

This is the song which always pulls me back from overthinking to present moment. And i feel alive

Never seen her. Don't know her. But always dreams about her...

I can spend hours reading all the comments while listening to this..

i always find this masterpiece when i was need it

Mad love and respect to the guys who still want love and want to give it back. To those who still have hope in finding the one keep pushing and all the best and longevity to the ones who already found her.

I know there is no chance that this will ever see the surface, buried within thousands of thousands of comments with a yt video with 30 million views but...here I go. I want to let go. Like, bad recently. And I don’t mean I want to kill myself, definetley not, I’m not suicidal in any way. I just kind of want to get away. Like taking a train to a place really really far away. I want to just sit on a mountain and let go. I know this all sounds stupid, like a twelve year old boy writing a “awww sad boy hours” type thing, but i just feel sad. Or...maybe not that. Just stressed and under a lot of pressure, though there is nothing really to be stressed about. I really just want to feel better. And it would really help if even just one person sees this. And to that one person that potentially sees this, live, do what you want. Time moves fast when your happy. Make time fucking fly. Goodnight -huntley

if you’re alone let’s be alone together.

I met her 2 years ago, I love her with all my heart.