Checkpoint - 5/22/23, 8:30 am Remember that every new morning you see is a new start. Let the terrors and emotions of yesterday fade, take the moment in the present to gather your strength, and then move forward into tomorrow. 0:00 - Rhubarb (Aphex Twin) 7:45 - In the Green Gloom (Argle) 14:14 - Stickerbush Symphony (Electrik Saffina) 17:25 - A Home For Flowers (fsnowdin) 20:53 - Reunited (Gentle Love) 27:27 - Corridors of Time (Zohar) 30:19 - The Name of Life (Joe Hisaishi) 36:03 - Serenade to Safety (HOME OST) 38:30 - Requiem for a Green Revolution (Scott Peeples) 42:56 - Forest Glade (Neurophonic) 49:04 - Coldwood (Alicks) 54:50 - Before The Story (Sully Orchestration) 1:00:00 - Stone In Focus (Aphex Twin) 1:10:08 - We’re Finally Landing (Home) 1:14:42 - Leder’s Gymnopedie (Mother 3 OST) 1:17:47 - Wake Up (OMORI OST) 1:18:23 - Scarlet Forest (Osirois Music) 1:24:18 - Secret of the Forest (Zohar) 1:27:58 - Crossroads (OMORI OST) 1:30:11 - Forest Interlude 1:34:46 - Respite (Undertale OST) 1:38:30 - Scattering Blossoms (Gentle Love) 1:46:36 - Tears of the Flies (HOME OST) 1:50:05 - Reflection (Hollow Knight OST) 1:51:46 - Sweden (Minecraft OST) 1:55:20 - Moving Forward (The Liminal OST) 2:01:33 - Pale Yellow Sun (HOME OST) 2:03:39 - Aquatic Ambiance (Gentle Love) 2:12:02 - Corridors of Time (moonbowmusicmovie) 2:16:47 - August/Water (OMORI OST) 2:18:32 - Clean Slate (OMORI OST) 2:19:33 - Wind Scene Concert Paraphrase (Zohar) 2:23:56 - Green Amnesia (Disco Dan) 2:30:37 - Finally Home (Gentle Love)

Checkpoint: My younger brother sent this to me during a Discord call and my curiosity got the better of me. I'm spending an extra semester in college, struggling to revamp my social media content, aspiring to be a voice actress, just starting out in pageantry, and so much more. Many might not know me yet and that is okay. I wish you all the best in life and maybe some day our paths will cross again. Peace and love to you all

If Lavos opened a bar and called it the "Lavos Lounge" and played this music. I would probably spend time there, even though I don't drink.

Thank you again! I just got past a turbulent time at academy and can finnaly look at myself, my necessities, what should I do now? I think the most important thing is to continue my therapy (for ADHD), and to create a new routine that enphasizes my health and the time spent with family. Life is too much chaotic and can end at anytime, it's up to me making it worth it.

These are oddly comforting to see in my subscription feed and music playlist.

CHECKPOINT: Life so far for me has been alright. However there have been some hardships, like losing my grandfather which hit hard since him and I had a really great relationship together and losing him almost felt like the entire world was ending for me. However, I did not let my grandfather's death negatively impact my future, as there's always a piece of him in my soul.

checkpoint: Aug 8th 2023, 11:26am This summer is coming to an end. It was a good summer, because I was finally able to work at my research job full time. But it was also exhausting, putting all of my energy into this and driving that long commute every day. My days off was spent with my partner, sometimes, and finding something more to obsess over. I can't shake the feeling of melancholy and deep sadness and I don't know where its coming from. Most of my fish died this week, and I've been torn up over that. I feel like a bad pet parent, even though I did everything I could to save the rest of them. I miss my friends from home. I wish it was easier to see them. I'm scared of the future. I'm scared that everything will end. And I hate goodbyes.

Out of all the music on YT to study to, this is the GOAT

I’m always getting stuck here… Everyone comes to the conclusion I’m some kind of genius but I’m not. Never being wrong is a skill that can drain you both mentally and physically. Escaped to my car to save a check point just in case something happens and I need to load an old save. Hope everyone out there is doing alright. If this music gives you peace then you are my brother 😎

Amazing as always

Checkpoint Thanksgiving 23, i don’t know what i’m doing anymore i tried my best to improve and grow as a person the last two years and this year i thought i was doing good i guess i was wrong because my past friends talked about my past to my partner and after that i tried to tell them i’ve changed that i’m not like that anymore and i really thought he trusted me i really thought he would get to know me as me and not based off of opinions of others and of past recollections but i was wrong since he broke up with me saying that this wasn’t mentally good for him that even though i said i’ve changed that it didn’t matter they didn’t trust me i just told them to have a good life i really thought this year was gonna be different i thought 2 years almost 3 now would be enough for me to improve myself to be a better person to move on my from my past but i guess that’s never happening in this town i’m in

Life is full of treachery and betrayal.

We need people like you, Thank you so much. Have a great day

It’s back up again!! Less goooo

4:31 PM - June 27th, 2023 Me when the extremely vivid nightmare about the inevitable fate of aging slowly whittling away at your ability to take care of yourself piece by piece until you are just a shell waiting for the decline to finally culminate in your permanent cessation of existence and in the very worst cases losing your mind to the point that you cannot even think to remember you have forgotten which refuses to leave your mind for hours is at the function Yet at the same time the vivid pictorial visions of realizing yourself through art and story and through taking care of friends, family and maybe even children one day reminding you that the impermanence of life and the lessons you can teach to those around you and the future generations is a beauty you will only appreciate more as your life reaches its final stage, resulting in a juxtaposition which strengthens the resolve to see every of my creations and support those around me while realizing my truest self through until the very end

checkpoint monday 22 of may. *sigh* I feel like I'm loosing faith in life. I have a good life tho.. a loving boyfriend, a cool dad, a mom and a funny Big brother. the problem is me. I've been depressed for almost 4years. I've had problems w/ my sexuality and my idendity. now I'm sure I am pansexual but.. I don't feel transmasc enough.. it's not like I Can Do anything since my mom is transfobic and homophobic. she's a Muslim. I don't have anything against them, I respect them how I respect every religion. she just.. traumatised me with religion.. she still thinks I'm her "perfect little daughter" when I'm just a random Guy, who like music and loves drawing. Highschool is making me stressed. I have 100questions in french to do for tmrw and 29 pages to illustrate for my english class. all of that for Tomorrow. if you're still here, ty for Reading and I Hope you'll have a great day/night 💜 -with all my respect Ash 💜

thank you so much for another great playlist, you make my favorite playlists ever. i hope you’re doing well :)

Checkpoint December 17th 2023 First of maybe the only one of these I’ll do, who knows? But it’s getting closer to Christmas and that makes me happy.. but I’m still dealing with lots of stuff related to gender identity and other things like that.. i normally can’t stand to look at myself in the mirror but today i did and i liked how i looked.. it was nice..

That was one hell of a set, thank you so much for slapping it together!🤩

Checkpoint: May 8 2024, 10:21pm Fighting everyday has become increasingly difficult. Why can nothing in life ever come easy for me? Why do I always have to be the special scenario? Nonetheless, I continue fighting and trying, slowly maybe, but steady. I learned to accept a lack of control and give myself grace. I will always bounce back and come out of every struggle stronger and wiser. Right now, that is very hard to truly believe, but my faith keeps me sane. My faith in myself and this life I was blessed with. Without bad there cannot be good, without light there cannot be dark. Everything happens for a reason, my job is to choose what to do with it.

Checkpoint: February 17, 10:50 PM. I’m trying to relax. Not think too hard about the future. Never feels good to do that. I like places like this, though. Thanks.

Checkpoint: February 18th, 2024 7:31 pm Life isn't going too bad but it could be better. Currently struggling with mental problems. Anyone reading this I'd like to say it does get better, You just got to keep holding on. If you were having scary/horrible thoughts about anything please talk to a trusted adult or talk to a helpline. There are many 24-hour helplines out there.

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06/22/23 Checkpoint's soundin' a little different than normal. Oh well, still a check point, I suppose. Missing my girlfriend. Work's got her crazy busy. We take every moment we can to just sit and talk, but I still wish there was a bit more. I can't complain too much since I pushed her into taking the promotion, though. Gonna try and channel my anxiety through my writing for now.

Checkpoint - Sunrise, on a walk out in the desert and this pops up. Track 1 begins to play right as the sun comes into view. I hope all of you are safe and well in these crazy times.

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Hello good sir, thanks for the songs! But I, just between us, could you tell me how Schala is doing? Kind of been a while since I saw her. And since the world is still here, you guys don't seem to have gone ahead with the whole "erase all existence" thing.

"Unfortunate" doesn't begin to describe my series, this game rewards blind luck and nothing else, I am beyond convinced at this point. After getting completely tooled by scheduling with my opponent changing times on me last minute and refusing to provide confirmation prior to the day of the match as to play times, losing this way somehow felt even worse than I had thought possible. My preparation was superior, my play was superior, and I lost, so I don't see a reason to continue engaging in an activity where what is within my control is overwhelmingly outweighed by what is not. I am done with competitive Pokemon, and you won't get a fond farewell. This community is infected to its roots with a degenerative disease that grows stronger over time but stops short of killing its host. Tournaments used to have a competitive spirit at their heart, this has been transplanted and replaced with an artificial organ that feeds on vitriol and mockery from insecure little boys that heckle by the sidelines and tear each other to shreds over scraps of attention. The environment we fostered has trapped us all like this in a vicious cycle, and escaping it requires acceptance of the harshest reality we all scramble to explain away, that none of the countless straining efforts we put ourselves through here will ever amount to one single shining glimmer of significance. I would make this the end, but World Cup is still ongoing, and I would never leave so many great friends out to dry, so I'll suffer through a few more games for them. One last thing before I leave you all to react with disdain, ridicule, and self-righteous fervor, before you do everything in your power to minimize my words and thoughts, box them up and shove them to some cobwebbed corner of your memory, and hope they disappear forever as a stain on your finite time ground to dust. From this moment on, nothing you say matters to me. The foulest insults you hurl with intent to wound will calmly settle at the earth before my feet, and the venom you spit will bring all the pain of a warm summer breeze. You are less than anything you can conceive, while I carry on, brimming with joy distilled from detachment.

chekpoint - 19/03/2024, 16:49 da tarde please, if you aren't speak portuguese, use the translator for understand my message :) hoje é o meu primeiro internet chekpoint, minha vida foi bem complexa esses anos, descobri que algumas das pessoas que você ama não sentem o mesmo que você, um exemplo foi minha ex namorada, que eu amava muito ela, mas depois de o que? 3 semanas depois da gente namorar ela quis terminar comigo sem, dizendo que os pais delas não deixavam ela namorar. Fiquei me culpando por aquilo, pensando que eu estraguei tudo. Depois de um tempo eu vi que ela estava com outra pessoa, fiquei com raiva e soltei toda minha raiva lá. Se você estiver passando por algo parecido, lembre-se do que o Kyojuro Rengoku disse para o Tanjiro: " se estiver se sentindo desmotivado ou sentindo que não é bom o suficiente, encendeie o seu coração. Enxugue as lágrimas e siga em frente, quando se entristecer ou se acovardar, lembre-se que o fluxo do tempo não para, ele não vai te esperar enquanto você se afoga em lágrimas. "

going through old emails and found myself here for the second time. Boy have things changed. I'm now a different gender lol. Things are looking good, haven't been this happy in a long time. Like since early childhood long time. I'm sure there will be someone who reads this comment and has an issue with trans people as pretty much everyone in the small town I live in does, and to you all I have to say is I'm sorry. I'm sorry you cannot experience the joy I am and I hope you may find it one day. planning on moving to a more liberal city later this year and starting to push myself more so hopefully that happens. Life's been a difficult journey but I wouldn't trade it for any other life. I'm finally happy with who I am and that is truly something special.

11/22/23 Playtime: 10 years Birthday: November 19 I have turned 10 very recently. It has been an amazing 10 years of life, and I can't wait to see what the future holds. I definitely don't have the best life, but I wouldn't have it any other way. I wish that we would stop these meaningless wars and just be at peace. I have been through lots of ups and downs, and every single one of them has an impact, most of which are for the better. I have many problems, but not one of them could darken the light of all the things that make life worth it. I will hopefully update this comment again soon.