Kyle, I did this for my Mom. When the machines were going to be turned off, I pulled her up a bit enogh to wrapped my arms tightly under her and right before the nurse was going to shut the machine off, I started singing her song she had sung to all of us including her grandchildren (You are my Sunshine). She struggled a bit after the machine was off so I kept holding her, singing over & over until I felt it was ok that she was gone. I did this so she wasn’t afraid or felt alone. This may seem weird to some but I needed her to not go alone. She held me when I was born so I held her at her last breath. It was my gift to her❤️. I love you Jenny! Thank you for always being so beautiful! ❤️🙏🏼💐

The most touching words Jenny said were "He's allowed to be married, he's allowed to fall in love. I want him to be happy." She's the strongest person I've ever seen in my life.

I can't imagine the anxiety and terror she must have felt. Dying is never easy. This was so unfair....my heart aches

I'm re watching this April 15th 2024. What a beautiful, wonderful, graceful lady. I remember seeing this for the first time-it has lost none of its impact. God bless you Kyle, Ellis & Winnie 💞🐞🌹

"He's allowed to remarry, he's allowed to fall in love" That broke me. What an amazing gift to leave your husband. Your blessing for his future happiness. God bless you all. ♥️

Kyle, as you help Jenny through this final phase, remember, it will be your finest hour. Its been an honor to watch you care for her.

What a girl. Humour in her final days and such a beautiful loving couple.

Such a selfless person. Thinking about everyone else before herself. Making sure her husband, kids and family are ok without her. I admire her bravery.

Jenny, as a nurse of 23 years including hospice, and my own personal experience with a near death event, there is more. I believe it. There is a calm that will shoulder you, and at that time, you will be released of all pain, worry, and sadness. This is your transition, not the end. Bless you in a peaceful journey to your final home.

I am an artist I would be honored to do any illustrations for a book Kyle and Jenny for free. My heart and prayers are with you.

My dear wife Vesna died of liver cancer on. January 30, 2023. I miss Vesna so very much.

It broke my heart to hear her say shes scared.

Jenny and Kyle, I worked hospice as a nurse for 30+ years. I have been a silent observer but feel compelled to let the two of you know what an honor it has been to follow this journey about you and your family. There are teddy bears sold on Etsy(and maybe Amazon) that will hold a recording or heartbeat from Jenny. I watch the love between the 2 of you and it is something that cancer cannot EVER take away. God promises us that we will be united again, never forget that promise. Thank you for sharing your journey with all of us. It HAS been an HONOR💕🙏😇. Trisha Thompson

Jenny, I think it is okay for me to say this for the vast majority of your extended family here on KZfaq. Our love, prayers, and support will remain unwavering. While we may have never met in person, we have grown to love you, Kyle, Ellis, and Winnie so very much. I just finished watching this video. As a woman old enough to be your mom, I just wanted to say that I love you. My prayer is for God to send his angels of peace, comfort, serenity, and loving light to your bedside. To navigate the remainder of your journey from now throughout all of eternity. While your physical body has failed you, your soul never will. God bless you, sweet lady. Love you, Sarah Crain Vestavia Hills, Alabama

I still can't believe you found the courage to share so much of your story, both of you.

I’m sorry Kyle , I’m sorry Jenny ❤. I live with one lung and someday I’ll have to go through this too . I’m 44 years old I have one lung 🫁 doctors Removed my left lung two and a half years ago . Thymoma b1 cancer stage four . Dear lord be there for us when we cross over , please be there for us when we need you lord .

“I want Kyle to fall in love and remarry. I want Kyle to be happy” that is just pure love ❤️

Jenny this channel is your book. You've done everything, you haven't forgotten anything. Rest now. Create a peaceful, quiet environment filled with light and love for yourself and those closest to you. Put the phone down and no more worries. We got you. We got all of you. We aren't going anywhere. Thank you a million times for sharing yourself, your family and your journey with all of us. What a gift its been. You are a bright, sparkly, glittery angel, you are the warm sunshine, you are the gentle breeze, you are the sweet scent, you are the melodic notes...Godspeed

Jenny was just the sweetest thing even as she was dying. I hate that she is gone, never forgotten, and certainly always loved.

One of the tragedies that comes with being human with an evolved cortex is also, sadly, the ability to comprehend our own death. Life itself is a double edged sword. Prayers to her, her family, and close ones. My heart goes out to you.

Kiss your family as much as you can, hold them and let them say their goodbyes. Tears are okay, and laughter is okay. You are loved. You're KZfaq family loves you, and we will miss seeing your beautiful face. A book is a great idea. Thank you for allowing us to go on your journey. Kyle, our hearts are breaking for you.

I am a terminal care nurse. My advice ( for what it is worth) is to remember that you are NOT DEAD YET! You are still alive and you are preparing for your next adventure. Birth is the start of a great adventure so is death. I have been with many people who have passed on. Enjoy all this love. Know that you are loved. I am sure that you have all your ducks in a row so please enjoy this time and reach out to the hospice staff to ensure that you are comfortable. Love you guys.

Her humor is so uplifting. This beautiful strong woman. ❤

This is the most emotional video yet! I cry every time I replay and hear Jenny say, “I’m dying!” Seeing Kyle cry breaks my heart! God loves you and is with you forever! Jenny will be free from pain and will feel glorious in the presence of our Lord!

Dear Jenny, don’t be afraid. I heard something beautiful, “When you take your last breath on earth, your next breath will be in heaven.” We all love you and your family.

We have been following you through this journey. We are so sorry. My wife said to record your heartbeat and message or song and put the recording in a build a bear for your children. When they squeeze the bear, they will hear you and feel your presence. She did this when her Dad passed and holds it very dear to her heart. Sending love and prayers to you and your family.

She needed to be home she did it!!! Our Jenny never gave up fly high beautiful girl Lesley England

Miss you Jenny. Just wanted to tell you again that you made my life better in many ways. I won’t forget you.

Jenny, you’ve already written a book. It’s a video book and it’s been the most selfless and beautiful book I’ve ever read. Thank you ❤

Listen love. You don't know me, but I'm a random dude saying how I feel. You have inspired us with your resilience, courage, and transparency. You are leaving an inspiring and beautiful legacy for many thousands of us. Everythíng is safe and secure in Kyle's hands. Quality of life is not measured in time, but in achievements and fulfillments. 🌠💫💖

Seeing things like this make me, in my own turmoil with mental illness, be grateful for the time I have to turn things around. You never know what will happen in your life. Kyle seems like such an outstanding man. I am so sorry for your loss, Jenny seemed like an amazing person.

Two absolutely wonderful and brave people. You have provided inspiration for all your viewers (friends). Rest in peace dear Jenny. We are with you Kyle. God bless you both.

As a respiratory therapist I'm very sorry. The choice you're making to not go on the ventilator is the best one. Wrap yourself in family and love!! ❤

Sweet Jenny. I am a hospice chaplain and I have been witness to the journey and the sacred moment when someone takes that step from this world to the next. There will be a time, probably, when you become very still and are no longer communicating with those who are waiting with you. You will have one foot here, and one in Heaven. I do believe, with all my heart, that this is the time when the Lord is communicating directly to you- Spirit to spirit and you will feel so loved and so at peace. Your ultimate healing will begin to occur as you straddle the line from this world to the next and you will speak peace and love to your loved ones without saying a word. What a gift you are giving Kyle and the children in your words, the video legacy, your courage, your fight to stay, and the expressed desire of your heart that they be happy. Put some music on that you love, enjoy the touch and voices of your family and closest friends or just sit in silence if that is what you prefer. If you have a small fan have it blowing over you(not on you).clise your eyes and think of gentle breezes. Ask someone to pray with you.Have your caregivers keep your lips and mouth moist. ❤You will be missed this side of Heaven and we will remember you. We love you all. 1:14

GOD WILL HOLD YOU TIGHT SISTER,I LOVE YOU.KYLE YOU ARE A OUTSTANDING HUMAN. ❤

🥺This was the most beautiful yet heart shattering moments between soul mates I've ever seen. I selfishly miss Jenny & come back often.😔 She had 1 week till she gained her wings.🕊Rest in heavenly peace sweet angel.🙏🏻

This hurt my entire heart. The fact that she is still smiling and making jokes in spite of this news, shows how beautiful of a human being Jenny is.

Darling Jenny. I was an RN. There are worse things than dying. Nobody wants to die or see there loved ones to pass either. I have seen diseases that are so disturbing and debilitating. You are moving ahead in your journey and the rest of us will follow when our time comes. You will always be in our hearts and our souls will follow Kyle and your beautiful children. Love and big hugs that are gentle. Prayers for you lovely lady and your family

You wrote your book Jenny. Its not a paperback but it is an online book!!!!And the world around you loved it❤❤❤ You left memories and touched our hearts.

She really was beautiful ❤

I’m a registered respiratory therapist. Rest to save your energy…remain on highflow oxygen, what you are on now. If you get intubated I hate to say it but you probably won’t come off… My heart breaks for you and your family at this time… you are all in my prayers. Enjoy your family time together and don’t worry about anything else. We love you.

Hi Jenny and Kyle . Please don't be scared I am a nurse in England. I have watched many people die and not one appeared uncomfortable . They seem so peaceful and smile . I feel you will go into a long dream and dream of your beautiful family . No more pain . You are an inspiration to all and your legacy will be your book that Kylie will write when he is strong enough on your behalf and for your kids . You are beautiful Jenny and you are both a true love story . Sending love and strength to you all xxxxxxx

My entire feed has been cancer and dying videos of such beautiful people who didn’t deserve to leave so soon.

....and she wanted him to talk 😆😆. Came on my feed so I re-visited. I still get a good laugh with her "Mario" burst. She was very sweet. Take care Kyle and family.

Kyle, man from one husband and father to another. You are a fucking super hero, I know it may not feel like it right now, but you have been 1000000000 times stronger than I could have ever wish to be if put in that terrible terrible situation. I will pray for you my man.

My husband saw and spoke with Angels. So many beautiful things happened. But he told the angels he needed 3 more days. He actually lived 3 more days. I know God is good. My husband was healed into Heaven. I am praying for you all.❤

This was the sweetest video of Jenny ! She was so strong ❤❤❤

What an amazing couple. It was amazing when she said he can fall in love and get remarried. God Bless you both.

I don’t comment but I have watched every single video of yours. I’m crying watching this. You have fought such a hard battle. I don’t know what to say. Thank you so much for sharing your journey.

Jenny is such a strong and courageous woman, facing death with her head up, and still cracking jokes. We will pray for you.

I’m terminally Ill too with a condition called CTEPH it’s rare so when it’s my time to to heaven I’ll say hi to you Jenny ❤ but I’m still doing ok 👍🏻 for now ❤😊❤😊❤

Jenny lm right behind you in a few months.❤ Yes I had high flow in ICCU FOR A MONTH. JUST CAME HOME. I WONT MAKE IT IT THROUGH ANOTHER WINTER. DONT BE AFRAID YOU ARE GOING TO BEAUTIFUL REALM OF SPIRIT. YOULL BE WITH THE LORD. HE GAS ANOTHER PURPOSE FOR YOU. THIS IS WHAT I KNOW. I AM WITH YOU UNTIL Your LAST BREATH. LOVE TO YOU N FAMILY

In Judaism when a person dies we say ‘May their memory be a blessing’. You have been a blessing to all who know and love you and those who don’t know you personally but love you still. Kyle and the kids are blessed to have you as their wife/mommy and in time the beautiful memories of you will shine brightly and hopefully lighten the grief. You shared this process with us in ways I have never seen or imagined and I thank you for showing your beautiful soul to this world. Your life has been a gift to so many. I wish you nothing but peace and love Jenny. Know your KZfaq family will continue to send all our love to Kyle, the kids, your family and friends. You’ve been a living angel and you will be a heavenly angel.

I'll never forget you, Jenny. You're a beautiful person.

Rest in peace, Jenny🙏 I'll be praying for your wonderful family.

😔 I'm deeply sorry for everyone's loss. I wish you all comfort and ease during this time.

Hey guys, I'm struggling through tears to even write this. PLEASE read this comment as I'm an R.N. and of course confirm with your medical team as to if this applies to your situation. Once comfort care is started it's very likely that Jenny will be in a very deep sleep most of the time that she has left so I strongly advise finding out the best course to make use of the limited time she has left where she's aware and can make the most of every moment left. Praying!

Jenny, my thoughts are with you. Thank you for being so brave and sharing this journey. I have yet to meet anybody as strong and graceful as you.

Kyle, have faith. I watched my mom die in front of my eyes. Jenny fly high with the angels 💓🙏💓🙏

I lost my wife in 2017 and my daughter lost her mother. She fought for 4 years. I'm so sorry. I wish I had more to say but when you experience this in person and you are personally involved with this fight, there are no words. There are no good words to describe the way you feel, what she went through, and the pain. I'm so sorry.

Jenny, you have "written a book"...you've given us a 2023 version of sharing your journey with us. Sending loving energy to cover you and your family as you transition.

Goodbyes are only for those who see with the eyes... for those who see with the heart, there are no goodbyes. 🙏Fly high sweet girl. 💫🍀

I don’t know your whole story, only seeing this video, but I hope your transition was painless and as fearless as possible!! Amazing job Kyle!! Both of U will be in my prayers!! I’m terribly sorry that you’re both having to go through this!! I truly believe the best is yet to come for both of U!! I don’t believe death is the end of our story!’

This is my first time re watching again since the original posting. I can’t believe it’s been 3 months. I cried again. I can’t believe I care this much about a person/family I’ve never met. I first typed person/family I don’t know but realized that would not be accurate - we DO know you guys. You all have shared the most intimate, the most innocent thoughts/ideas/fears/feelings etc with us. Thank you for that. Always thinking of you Jenni and your family. I hope you are happy whenever you are. We will take care of Kyle, Ellis and Winnie for you ❤

I'm heartbroken. It's our inevitable fate, sooner or later. I wish you find comfort and peace. I love you guys.

I work in hospice and you should get her fingerprints or record her heartbeat and make a remembrance gift for those beautiful children. That’s what we do for our families, especially the ones with young children. She can also write a letter to each of them for them to open on special occasions like their graduation day and their wedding day. Prayers and love to all of you ❤ You’re such a beautiful person jenny from the inside out.

This video came across my feed on Christmas Evening. Kyle, I want to say first of all, I am so sorry for your families loss. I lost a husband 15 years ago, suddenly. I was left with 3 kids to raise by myself, and a future that I couldn't have even imagined. It has indeed been the worst thing I have ever been through. My heart goes out to you. I was sad to learn of the loss of Jenny. I applaud her for her determination and kind soul. I had a biopsy of my lymph nodes scheduled for the day after Christmas, and watching Jenny's video on that helped calm me. I have another biopsy this Friday as well. She's still reaching people with these videos!! She was lucky to have you, and you her.

Hello Kyle. I love listening to Jenny talk. God bless you and your adorable children. ❤😘🥰

I can't imagine having a husband that loved me this much. Jenny has been so brave and gracious to share her journey but without Kyle her journey would not have been as easy on her and her family. Thank you Kyle. You are a real man.

@Kyle just remember that when a person passes it's possible that they can hear you. I'm a hospice nurse and I have witnessed patients passing who would calm if they were restless at the end when their loved ones would talk to them. I had a family that stood around the bed holding hands singing amazing grace and this women's pulse and breathing calmed as the family sang to her and passed moments later. May I also suggest that each of you take a few minutes alone with Jenny so they can have that moment. With the kids I say you know your kids so do what feels right and maybe ask Jenny how she feels about them seeing her at the very end. If it seems scary for the kids then you will know and maybe then would be a good time for their good bye. You are in our thoughts and prayers.

Jenni is with the angels now ❤

Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. You have become that little sister or family member if you will. I have so much love and respect for you. It sure isn't the same without you. You sure made an impact on so many lives. You are a selfless angel. Your love for your family and friends speaks volumes. You will never be forgotten. Love and miss you girl 😢❤🙏

No body will ever hate Kyle! He has really been a rockstar through this! Jenny thank you for your strength sharing your journey with us!

Jenny I am crying as I write this. You have brought two incredible children into this world. You have shared yourself, your love, and your story with us. There is something special about you that touches your friends and family and strangers on the internet. Your impact will continue on. Your KZfaq channel IS your book. No matter how long we live, we always have more to do. Please know that your life has had a big impact. I wish you a peaceful journey. Every time I see a sparkle, I will think of you. Also, you giving Kyle permission to be happy and marry again is another example of your generosity and love. Much love to you and Kyle. ❤

That sense of humour....man....love this woman xoxooxx

My GOD what a limitlessly strong and wonderful woman she was. I think about her all the time. SO much love to you and your family Kyle.

Jenny, You fought such a good fight. Damn cancer is just relentless. I wish you a peaceful and beautiful passage through God's gates. We love you forever.

I bet you, you did not know that you had someone as far away as South Africa watching your channel! I am heartbroken that it has come to this. One day there will be a cure for cancer and that day cannot come quick enough. You are fighting this disease tooth and nails - and I’m sure your family will always remember your strength. Your channel will forever be here as a guide for someone going through this. I know God will be with you, calm you and keep you safe. Don’t be afraid (easy for me to say), God has promised that He will be with us in our darkest hour. I salute you for the fight that you are fighting. Love from South Africa.

Kyle, you gently and gracefully eased Jenny along the way. You were her angel. How kind she was in her future wishes for you and the children to be happy.

We Love you Jenny. You are at piece with our lord Jesus. Please hug my beautiful wife, she past away last year of Cancer as well at age of 42.

To be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord. 💕 2 Corinthians 5:8 May the Lord bless your soul 💜

I love you Jenny,Kyle, and the babies. I am 76 years old Jen and you have taught me bravery courage, patience and Hope. You are tattooed on my heart and I will always remember you as having integrity Also you are the most wonderful mother and wife. You have made life fun for your husband and children. Love you love you. Nurse Pam in Michigan

This came back up on my phone. Jenny was amazing & kind right up to her last breath💔Jenny you were an angel on earth & an angel now❤❤❤

Jenny you are so brave. I don’t think I could have done this if i was in your shoes. I am so amazed that you can joke at a moment like this. God rest your beautiful soul. Love you Jenny. You were truly a special human being.

Kyle's been such an advocate for Jenny. We all know Jenny wanted to video and chronicle this for her children. She wanted them to be able to have this. And Kyle has made that happen for her. No "should have have been on hospice" or "Kyle should have done that" is helpful. Kyle has 100% done everything for Jenny. He has moved heaven and earth to keep her in good spirits, to keep her happy, to keep her comfortable. I don't believe even one ounce that he's not done every little thing he's capable of to help Jenny. I believe he did not feel it was time for hospice due to the improvement he saw last week. Her sister also agreed. This was a very drastic decline and no one could have seen this coming. Kyle, you've been an amazing husband and you have done everything to keep Jenny happy. She could not have asked for a better husband in this. ❤

Jenny, no one who has witnessed this journey you have shared with us will EVER forget you! You have provided your children with a legacy that they will cherish and be so proud of forever. Peace to you!

I so miss you and the strength you had sharing your journey ❤️

Dying is worse for those left to witness it and trying to get on with their lives afterwards. For a brave woman who had days left, she certainly had a lot of spunk. She had the will and desire, just the fucking disease ate away inside her little body. My sincere condolences for your loss. Such a young and courageous woman.

You're so sweet and amazing, Jenny. What a selfless thing to tell Kyle that it's OK if he falls in love again. What a gift you've given him. We love you so much. I hate that this is the end, but we'll never forget your humor, positive attitude, kindness, and how hard you fought. 🥹🤗♥️

Don’t be scared Jenny. Jesus will be there to hold your hand and welcome you home. I truly believe in this 🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️

Well. I appreciate Her trying to joke how italian she looked then. It's not easy to laugh once your breath gets short. But it's good to know in advance what to expect while breeding sarcoma lung metastases like I do.

I will be going through the same. I am just starting my journey with cancer and have chronic respiratory failure. Jenny is my inspiratiom.

Don't be afraid, take anti-anxiety pills. Death is a change of dimension. Spirits never die. Sending much love to you 💖

Dear Sweet Jenny, as you take your last breath on earth, the next thing you will feel is to be in the arms of Jesus...He has promised that to all believers. My friend just died last week of lung cancer. He was smiling saying how vividly he could feel the Lord's presence. His family felt it too and everyone was blessed by that. There is nothing you need to do except rest and wait for the angels to carry you to Jesus. Your family already knows how much you love them. Of course they will miss you. God will give them the comfort only He can provide. It's been an honor to know you, Kyle and your children. Love from Diane in NC.

Stay strong beautiful. You are loved and appreciated. You have touched so many lives especially mines❤❤❤.

This really made me sad , I feel for the family and I'm heartbroken cause she was so young and taking care of herself. Only God knows why this happens

I’m a pretty cold hearted cynical person, but I have to say that you guys have awoken compassion and sympathy that I thought was dead. I wish you all the best. May Jenny’s journey be full of peace.

As a little child, you would fall asleep in the car and wake up later in your own bed in your own room, all changed and lovingly tucked in by the One who carried you so gently that you never even knew it. I think dying will be just that way...waking gently to realize we're where we belong. God will care for your every need, and He is the same God who will be caring for Kyle and your children. Be at peace with all of that, Jenny. May you use this time to reassure them that everyone deserves love and happiness in life, and that you will carry forward all the love and happiness they gave you here. Thank you for the hope and help you've given others and your bravery in sharing with us. You made a difference. ❤

This is so heartbreaking to watch. It must have been devastating to Jenny and Kyle. I am so sorry. It breaks my heart.

A total selfless person. This is a beautiful thing to see and to listen to. Thank you for openly sharing this. I can only offer you my prayers and some words, but I pray they find there way to you, your family, and all that you love. John 11:25-26. “Jesus said to her, ‘I am the resurrection and the life. Those who believe in me, even though they die, will live, and everyone who lives and believes in me will never die.’“ “Death is not extinguishing the light; it is only putting out the lamp because the dawn has come.” - Rabindranath Tagor