Thanks for sharing

A year later. I’ve come back to this video and it’s just as good, makes me take a step back and reboot my reality into appreciating the little stuff and taking real notice of the little things. Thanks again!

I believe it was one of his podcasts from about 2-3 years ago. Sorry I don't know which one

I feel for you my brother and know im out here rooting for you to see that worthiness and love within yourself....the deepest spirtual truth is that there is no, I, me, you. I imagine you are an overthinker, thoughts continually arising in the mind, all of negativity, causing this feeling of self hate. For a moment, right now as you are reading this, all you are thinking about is exactly what you are reading, where have all the thoughts of negativity gone, no need to think about it, just keep on reading which is helpful in training he mind to stay focused on one tasks. Through out our lives our brains took in a shitload amount of data, that has come into our conciouness and was processed by the brain, to create our perceptions we have today. Most of this informations we've taken in, has set us up for failure. We are taught to believe that doing more, grinding hard, being a man, is the way to show your worthiness to the world, but knowing that there is an infinite amount of things that can be done, that logic doesebt make sense. The mind will always be craving and desiring more. Right now, there is nothing you need to do, drop it all right now. Take a deep breath in, drop everything on the exhale, feel that space of peace that is within you always....if you say you don't feel the peace after that, well then again take a deep breath, and drop fucking everything on the exhale, nothing needs to be done. ..Sincerely wish you the best, One Love 💪❤ ( I use that F word with a hint of humor, im sure you can feel that)

@@patrickkissane4341 Thanks for the long reply. I almost started to enjoy life when I saw the opportunity to buy my own place. It was a foreclosed property selling dirt cheap in an amazing location. I wanted to buy it and I could have but I was a little bitch and got scared to spend all my money on something that I found 12 hours until to closing auction, and haven't even been inside. Well I fucking should have because not only would I have had a place to live, I would have started to build wealth, and residual income for years. But I lost the bid, when I should have just kept bidding. Fuck I miss every opportunity that comes my way. That is why I hate my self so incredibly much.

@@JimJanger external opportunities are endless, don't let missing somthin like that drag ya down. Keep looking for a place, or turn a vehicle into a little travel home? There are endless things to do out in the world, and I have to say none of them are what bring us to the place of ultimate Contentment. That is somthing that is within us, and it is always right here and now. Thats not say that seizing an opportunity that you truly desire won't bring you some fullest and perspective, so get at it!

@@patrickkissane4341 I live in a toxic environment and that was my chance of investing in real-estate and build a portfolio. While giving myself peace of mind and focus on my future. Its not just some place, I was the perfect place for me. all i had to do was keep bidding, but I missed it by a second and it closed. (entirely my fault for being a scared little bitch). Now ill have to pay 2x the rent for a property that does help me build equity and in a terrible location in town. I'm looking to build wealth as soon as possible and I needed a place to stay that I enjoyed. Yeah I'm going to regret that opportunity for probably a year or 2, I have been getting at it, but Im selective and I know what I want... Lots of money, and before Im 40.

@@JimJanger hmmm, theres a quote by jim Carrey "I think everybody should get rich and famous and do everything they ever dreamed of so they can see that it's not the answer.”.this is truth pill that isnt easy to swallow, but there is nothing outside of ourself that brings us peace of mind. That peace and Contentment is with you now. All power to you, get that mind focused on your goal and get at it, slow and steady, you got it. PEACE