I think that this shows how messy being a Christian is. It can be ugly and humbling, but knowing that there is a community who holds you accountable while *holding* you as valuable is one of the most lovely things.

Honest, vulnerable, and funny throughout. John you are a gifted man.

"That's how I got in trouble last time" 🤣🤣🤣

The only difference between you and the rest of us, is that you're in the public eye. Everyone has fallen short of the glory of God. EVERYONE. I'm so glad you're back doing what God obviously gifted you to do. Keep the laughs coming.

Porn/sex addiction is a HUGE problem! Thank you for talking about it! I hope your story encourages others to get help… which includes opening up to people.

This man made me tear up and laugh in the span of 5 seconds. So talented. You’re awesome John. We love you.

The mom's comments are legit. I laughed too hard.

Love you John. I’ve been in the hospital 3 times for attempted suicide and have a lot of guilt and pain from sexual sin, so your not alone brother! Keep doing what you do. I hope you know you’re a blessing to many.

He's getting healed through his own comedy!! 👍❤️☺️

"That's how I got into trouble last time." God bless you John. You are loved, don't stop.

And remember kids, God loves you, very much - Larry the Cucumber

It was DEFINITELY Knoxville! Me, my wife, and kids were there and it was FANTASTIC!! This moment of vulnerability along with humor is something we've talked about often since. Thanks for being real...and bringing the funny!

Laughter: It helps you cope. Laud, yes! I’m old, John, and a mother of five now adult kids. Homeschooled them all. Made a ton of mistakes….and had to watch some of them suffer through our legalistic method of “sharing” Jesus. Good grief! I had many things bassackwards…but, we made it through. They made it through. You made it through. Not everybody does. God bless you. I don’t miss a single one of your videos. Love them…and you!

That's actually kind of awesome to hear that you and Mark Lowry are friends. That guy is so refreshing.

As someone who has been a fan of yours for a long time, John; I just wanted to say that you are still an inspiration to me. To go through trials and make it out the other side is a great testimony, not something to be ashamed of. To speak the truth with boldness is what being a Christian is all about. Adding the extra layer of humor shows great character and spiritual development. I wish you continued success and happiness in Christ our Lord.

Totally relate to the mom comments. I had four children under 6! My mom had 11 children and her only “holiday” was the few days she had in the hospital recovering from childbirth. But,praise God you made it through your recovery and can bless God and others through your witness and testimony, John.

I had rather listen to a honest person who admits short coming and issues with mental health than a person who denies this. Stay strong brother keep God in your view

Hi John, I'm sorry you were going through some stuff. My sister was all summer bible camp one minute, shooting heroin the next. No judgment here, just reaffirming it could happen to anyone! I'm not Christian but appreciate your comedy because I grew up in that environment, and wish you many healthy years of laughter and success❤

That was awesome and true John. I also went to a Christian rehab and what you say about feeling shame is so true. That rehab helped me to not only want to be live, but to actually work out what it really means to be alive. I'm glad your rehab helped you to. Much love brother, I hope this is one of the comments you read :)

The Mom’s comment is real! As a mom myself, I knew she was going to respond with that because that’s what I was thinking! Send me there please; it sounds like a wonderful vacation! 🤣

Dude this guy is truly authentic and I love it. We need more comedians like him.

“Time to pass the buckets”. 🤣🤣🤣

I'm so glad after all that, you kept your humor and your faith. Sending you love and prayers for your continued healing ♥️

Awesome. It was good to hear his honesty. And his gift of natural comedy as he told his story. Humble looks good on you Sir.

You are amazing ! We all struggle with something...and if anyone holds it against you then walk away from them including "Christians"

With every head bowed and with every eye closed..

I missed you so much when you were away, prayed for you often. So glad you are back. What an inspiring message, very touching.

Dude is naturally just really funny. The way he kicked the bottle made me laugh even.

We love you John!!!

Love you brother! Keep telling the story of redemption and being funny!

Great clip! Sometimes you have to go through the dark before you can appreciate the light.

Your friend’s wife was CORRECT. Sign me up! 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

One of my biggest disappointments of last year was when your concert in Syracuse, NY was canceled. It would have been my second time seeing you. I love you, I think you are funny and your honesty is refreshing. Christians do shame others in the name of Christ’s love. I struggle with that because God is love and loves us through our failures then makes them our strength through Him.

Thanks so much John! It’s both comedic and inspiring!

So spot on with the mum of 3!!! Hilarious. I love his humour and spirit, so funny and keeps going!

God bless you John! 😊

I definitely can’t wait to go see another one of your shows 😀

God bless brother. Falling is easy, getting up is hard...you are not alone. We all have seen into the abyss. God is great. Much love.

I have 2 tickets to see John in Houston on April 1st and I'm so happy to finally see him in person. He's such a natural, so genuine, and so very funny. Love him! And I 'found' him by accident on KZfaq last year watching his 'weatherman in Colorado' and I thought it was for real. Brilliant man!

My favorite set ever!

“This place sounds amazing” “oh only one person watches you pee” oh my goodness! Hilarious. I admire your transparency. I am thankful you are alive and well. Praise God that his mercies are new each day! You are very talented.

Loved everything about this. Thanks for the history, vulnerability, and the laughs, John. ♥️

Thanks for sharing! Lol We love you just the way you are! Wish I was going to a live show! You rock!

Glad you’re back doing what you do so well, making people laugh!! You’re right, laughter is good medicine. God is good, and his love is forever, so glad you’re feeling his love - We all need it that’s for sure. Thanks and God bless

I don't think I've ever cried while watching John. The shame cycle is real man.

Glad yr doing better, man. Proud of you for chugging through :)

God bless you for your willingness to be vulnerable enough to share this message.

Your stand up is hilarious. Well wishes, John. You are so strong. Sending you love. 💛

Your humility is refreshing, thank you for keeping it real.

having the ability to laugh at yourself rather than act as though you can do no wrong when facing shameful or embarrassing chapters in your overall life story is courageous AF and rare but NECESSARY to be able to call oneself a mature person. Thank you for choosing to live and bring light to others even in your darkest of times! 💗

Been there, done that, have the t-shirt (literally). The biggest misconception is the response of people once the “truth” is out. I lost very very few acquaintances but my friends and the overwhelming majority of the world accepted, encouraged, and loved me. Proud of you for helping remove the stigma. Keep fighting the good fight.

It takes the greatest amount of courage to bounce back up. The greatest laughter indeed come from the worst pain. I am still a big fan💓

Absolutely loved this John!!! You are hilarious ♥️

I honestly love for who you are, and how you conduct yourself on the stage, you are hilarious and spot-on all the time with your jokes, you are so good that when I see a notification coming from you, I excuse myself at work and go to the bathroom to listen to you and get a good laugh. Keep it up dude! ❤🥰👏👏👏

I loved this and although I wasn’t hurt or offended, I forgive you, John. Accept you. EVERYONE deserves another chance. And dude, you’ve shown more regret than OJ. So it’s cool. You can stop apologizing and beating yourself up. You didn’t kill anyone. Find me a grown-up who hasn’t hurt anyone, who doesn’t regret some of their actions and I’ll find you a liar! Pick up, go on, do good. Spread the love. We need it. 💚

You are one of the few comedians I find laugh out loud funny every time: audience interaction and delivery is always on-point. I am rooting for you! Thank you for all the light and joy you bring to so many people.

“[He] moved through the days in peace and wonder, for his whole story had been told for the first time, and he found that he was still loved.” -Andrew Peterson

The fact that you can talk about it and joke about it. Is amazing please continue doing what you're doing please continue making people laugh you are a wonderful person we are all sinners and that is OK because Jesus makes us better

Had no idea you were going through this. I just I hadn't seen you on my threads. God bless you. I love you and your work. Keep it coming ❤

Love you, John! Your comedy has made me laugh so hard and given me so much joy. Thank you for that.

Love light laughter! Peace be with you! Stay strong you got this… hilarious 😂

Oh my heart ❤️ your awesome and thank you for being you

I'm glad you kept going, I just watched your latest special and I laughed so hard my abs hurt. Great stress relief! Thanks!

John this is one of your very best videos!! Ty

Glad your back

Good to have you back, John. I really missed your comedy. Just sww the new concert you uploaded, and I think God blessed you with an even better sense of humor than ever for getting straightened out.

John, your humor was a blessing to me when I was going through some rough times. God is not only our Savior, but also our redeemer. As you continue to embrace His grace and redemption He will continue to use you to bless others with both your humor and humility.

I'm glad you sought help and I'm glad you are feeling more like yourself again

Best video I’ve seen in a while! Thank you

I am thankful for you showing your pain and humility. Glad to have you back doing shows and you just being you! May you always feel God's love and mercy especially at times when walking through moments in the shadow

You are clothed in his righteousness Jon! We love you & God bless you!

Only legends got here before it was taken down

Coming to see you in Tulsa and in Denver!! Looking forward to it!

I wish this had a love button. I love your vulnerability.

Aw... John made me cry from a sweet story. I’m usually crying from laughter. Love you John! I pray for you too!

I'm so glad you're doing comedy again! Love your honesty and you're one of the best comedians! ❤

Amen! I love it. Thank God you are back!!!

I wish we would normalize things like Rehab, Therapy, or Group Meetings. Going through life is not a thing that should be alone. Every person needs support and council in order to weave through the patterns of life. Far too often people do not find support in friends, family, society, or community. A person being left to their own devices in a feeling of loneliness and confusion can be devastating. When those who are supposed to love, accept, raise, nurture, and support are the ones who judge, belittle, and condemn, then life spirals out of control. Sadly for many people God isn't enough. Especially for those who have hypersensitivity to independence and self-reliance stemmed from abuse or trauma. Just saying the world is a crazy place and there is not only repercussions for our actions but also our reactions, emotions, and core personalities. Treat those tied to you by fate with kindness. Lead with compassion. You never know who is looking to you for survival.

I am so impressed not only by your comedy but by your willingness to be vulnerable and your bravery. It takes a big person to go public, you knew it could cost you your career but you did it for all the right reasons. I applaud your honesty 🙏🏼🙌🏻❤️

John, you always make me smile. Handsome, witty, real, hilarious. I'm glad that I stumbled upon you on KZfaq that one day many months ago...I hope I didn't hurt you. Hahaha.

We love you John Crist!!!!! We hated when you were in rehab too, def missed ya!! So glad you are doing well 🙌🏼💙🙏🏼

One of the funniest people doing standup!! He’s got such talent for stories and being real even through his problems.

Love ya John! You always crack me up. Also 👏 the moms comments

Love John Crist!!!!!

I look forward to so much more Your truly one of the best

This is amazing! Please never stop making people laugh and remember God loves you!

I heard the Cleveland version of this - and I loved listening to it again - PREACH JOHN!!

I saw you in Detroit a month ago. This part of the show was fantastic. We need this kind of vulnerability in the church.

Omg I’m dyiiiing 😂😂😂 the mom who interrupted about rehab omg soooooo hilarious.

Hands down, my new favorite comedian. Someone out on 30a showed me your video on the neighborhood. 😂 I've loved everything I've watched thus far! 💙

OMG John, I just watched another video that played your Insta Stories about wanting to end your life. I just want you to know WE LOVE YOU and I am so glad you are still here with us! Don't let shame, guilt or even people stop you from being all that God called you to be! I love your jokes, you put a bright smile on my face every video I watch!! Keep your head up and sending you hugs!

MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT!! ❤

Loving the honesty. Well weaved together.

Thanks for calling me and my buddy out for going to the bathroom at the Knoxville show lol. I wasn't embarrassed at all...

God bless you. Thanks for your honesty. ♥️

This is awesome you have officially become my favorite comedian, you stand up for your beliefs and i love that and you are soooooooo. Truly funny and relevant!

I honestly was surprised to see you come back but I absolutely love it. That’s real life it- it shows mistakes happen and we can repent and there is love. Thank you for sharing. Ps- That does sound amazing as a mom lol

Aww this made me cry, unconditional love ❤️

Who am I to judge 🤷🏻‍♀️ Your material is funny, you’re funny and you make me laugh. Thank you for that.

Need to see you here in Augusta, GA bro 👏🏾