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This resonated with me so deeply that tears just fell instinctively, as if that inner child finally felt seen.

Jordan , I quit drugs all at once because you told me to . It wasnt even an affort . And yesterday I went to an eletronic music festival and stayed sober for the first time ever . It was the best party of my life , i was simply present feeling the Music and the vibe, everybody that talked to me said I am the coolest person ever , I was feeling so good with my looks ( drugs would made me feel so self conscious and in fact uglier than i am obviously ) . Since I quite cannabis I am high all the time , on my love for my life , on my unique personality , on my creativity , on my body sensations . THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THAT ADVICE . I knew i had to quit but I needed you to tell me that . I admire you so much . I see you like the super wise big brother i never had . again THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH 💙💚💛🧡💜🙏🙏🧠

a dissociated person will begin to feel alive again when the time comes that they agree that their life now matters and is important.. this moment in time is sometimes predetermined at the time of dissassociation

I started sobbing in the first minute. But, I knew I was going to cry already. I worked up to this. I just found you, and thank you so much for having the bravery to talk about. I often hated my dissociating. It made us/me weird, and stuff. Anyway, I've found so much gratitude to my soul for what it did. Our heart, we- my soul, we survived because of that. A lot of people say dissociating is sooo bad. But it's extreme, and it did exactly what it was supposed to do. I didn't become "them."

What really helped me: cold exposure (cold showers). It brings you back in your body. Also, breathwork. Both are direct and instant gateways to get connected with your body

Amazing. Even just watching and listening to him was mesmerizing. I loved looking into his eyes (rare for me) and his voice soothed my bones.

Dear Jordan. YOU ARE DOING AN ABSOLUTELY REMARKABLE WORK!! I only found you several days ago. I have already bought 6 books you recommend. Thank you so much fir what you are doing, as ,unfortunately, most of ordinary people can not afford 1:1 sessions. So, what you upload for free on KZfaq is true treasure! I am a maniac reader, and my childhood worh physical and all kinds of severe abuse, still holds me harshly, even through I am 49 and trying all I can to get out if it. I truly, deeply appreciate and value what you do. Thank you!!!

Good day Jordan, I have experienced dissociation/depersonalization and split personality to escape from my trauma that occurred while serving in the Canadian Forces. Now with some intense inner work and lots of practice, this so called defensive mechanism has become my biggest gift. Today I am able to safely and with full control dissociate when stressful even occurs, but back then I was not able to control my body, now I use it to be the observer of myself and the situation. This has helped me tremendously to not be reactive. TY for your videos, I have found my new platform. ❤️

Thank you Jordan. I highly resonate with lowering my screen time and connecting with others in person. Reflecting on it, I tend to resist most social interactions because I don’t feel comfortable within that paradigm - but also I don’t have local friends who appreciate a simple coffee/matcha date. So I feel like I’m floating in an “in between”. You’ve given me something to journal on. Thank you again, So grateful for your videos 🙏🏼

Thank you for sharing that and congratulations on the progress you’ve made! The more I hear others stories the more I reflect on my own in the knowing of just how protected I was to a certain degree. I wish channels like yours had more subs to seriously help people as most are drawn to the more entertaining and not necessarily informative channels on the subject, but at least they start somewhere. Our society as with most things we experience seems to be flipped upside down as in the fact of fixing things on the back end instead of preventing them. Of course none of us are perfect and most are just barely existing day in and day out seeing no end in sight. We see this in our Relationships, our Governments, our Health Industry and in our Faith, as things will get better once we’re on the other-side. Many have gotten themselves in situations of distractions that make the healing process far more difficult as the more moving parts involved the more you have to factor into the process. Sometimes we have to remember we are not alone in this healing process especially if we’ve brought responsibilities into this world and our lives who have now become a factor as well as possible an unknown victim of our trauma. Sometimes we seek to help others as a distraction for helping ourselves and in the process we don’t realize we’re just making the hole for ourselves deeper while we pile more dirt on ourselves in the process of doing this good deed we can often be change while dealing with someone else’s trauma and not realize it. I got lucky that when I began the work I had no distractions based on responsibility and was able to connect with my true self to do most of the heavy lifting and although most in my life would not ever know what it entailed I was able to keep a sense of so called normalcy due to my chameleon Jungian type which I’ve turned into a blessing as most as this type thinks it’s a curse. Of course I always get carried away in the comment section and I can’t wait to get into the next video for most do not realize that this topic is of great value yet has been demonized by the generalized public because that’s what they’ve been taught. Open our eyes and show us what’s truly behind the curtain for those who dare to seek with unbiased eyes and ears for only in that way can true knowledge be attained! You are much appreciated! 🙏❤️🙏

The kernel of innocence; which is their soul. Omg I welled you with tears

I’m still pretending to be asleep! I’ll definitely give those books a read. What a beautiful video, thank you.

I can feel connection with you! It feels like an intimate conversation with a friend! Thanks for sharing! I wanted to say that for me dancing and breathing exercises, fitness and yoga had a significant role on my way through healing from complex ptsd wich I was diagnosed with ten years ago. Still struggling with it but I'm feeling a lot safer in my body now

Jordan, this video was incredibly helpful. Thank you for making it and introducing me to active dissociation. I have awareness around that is a game changer. Peace

Thank you Jordan! Through healing from my childhood trauma I’ve been able to recognize that my mother was often dissociative due to her own traumas, and I’ve noticed how (unconsciously) I would become triggered when seeing her “zone out”. It would make me angry, however with some knowledge I can feel sympathy and stop being negatively reactionary.

This is some absolutely amazing stuff. I applaud you for your dilligence and insight!

Wow, what a great video! My background is in Psychedelic-Assisted Therapy. I personally experienced healing with a combination of using the book as a guide plus a Trauma-Informed therapist who supported the integration of my psychedelic journeys. Psychedelics, when used under the proper guidance and protocols, can help to process trauma effectively.

This one is special. I've shared one long comment / experience, but as for the rest... To no longer be triggered into a reaction, but more a response, by this. The stages of healing refer. I am thankful for your channel, helping me to finalise the paintwork, fixtures and aesthetics of my structure, this last year, plus. When I arrived here, quietly, the walls were up, the roof was on, and the plastering was complete. Thank you, Jordan.

Thank you for this video 🙏🏻 I just happened to stumble upon it, and I can completely relate to Everything you said. I’m looking forward to watching more as I haven’t found anyone who has touched on this quite as clearly as you have.

Hi Jordan, I was trying to write a letter from my 60 year old self to my 4 year old self who endured the pain from when my first love, my mother, beat me with a belt to stay in a bathtub with hot water that not only scar my feet with third degree burns ,It would also fray the wires that connect my mind, body, soul and spirit . long love story short , i knew 10 mins into your video i needed to stay and listen, My Soul is telling me to e still and listen , Your appreciated ❣❣❣

Your video is the universe answering my prayers Thank you so much 💚

Well - Now I understand why I was always having dreams about flying & floating & Not feeling pain - as I got older Not feeling hunger or thirst Not feeling a wanting to take anything into my body or my life > It’s from not being connected w. my own body 💚🐇

This is a blessing when I needed it the most 🙏 Took me 47 years to get to this KZfaq channel

I'm so very grateful this video found me. This is an amazing presentation of information that can really help everyone in all walks of life 😇❤️🙏

Based on your recommendation, I'm going to purchase the book you talked about, Trauma and The Soul, by Donald Kalsched.

Oh my God. The introduction freaking got me. I was in that exact scenario from 3-5 years with my family member. While the trauma happened I would see myself from above. I remember what happened but the emotion was removed at the time. However, it made me who I am today, and my love for people and helping people runs deep.

Trauma and the Soul was mind blowing, like a reading a diary I never wrote.

This was a real long walk to say diet, exercise, and social relationships make you feel better. Not a dig at you, it just always seems to be the answer no matter what i look at

Your vulnerability and honesty is extraordinary. So much gratitude for your work.

Thanks for the the degree of vulnerability that allows people like me to trust you, and know what you are speaking of Retrieval of soul fragments have helped me immensely in my first leg of healing. I have quit many of my more abusive additions for almost a year and started kickboxing as a way to transmute energy and get into my body. With this video in my feed and with your 3 days of unplugging, I've decided to start detoxing myself from screens for 1 day/week and perhaps finally read some of those books collecting dust in my collection. Great video, can't wait to see what I'll be suggested next.

I’m sorry you suffered, but hey, that’s what makes you awesome. Dissociation is hard to grasp, even for counselors. Thanks for your videos.

Oh my gosh Jordan I can relate to so much you say, I have done years of healing work on myself and yet I continue to work away and sometimes work away hard , going deep and purging and moments of peace and more openness in my heart, I so relate to the hypervigilant child and unfortuantely adult still at this age well into my years lets say, bless you and thank you so very much for sharing and shining a light on this poignant and sensitive topic

He has such a calming voice ❤

Unbelievably good video. Thanks for sharing your personal story. You’re right - Kalsched’s work is up there!

Absolute 💯 respect - TY for your research and astounding story telling! My parents were brutal to me as a child and I was abused physically, mentally and emotionally 😑 I would shut off or either pee my pants from the fear.... cruel, harsh parents should not be allowed to have kids ever....I still have scars from my childhood that will never leave

I agree with your study and explanation. It resonates with me. Thank you very much!

“Hell is other people” (Sartre) I agree in general with your recommendations for more groundedness. But human interaction, unless with someone spiritually and psychologically healthy( almost Guru like) is not advised since most social groups today promote dissociation. Better to follow the tried and tested solitude method before venturing into human, usually flawed human relationships which mostly these days are co-dependent traps. Another issue is that being in the body is actually getting us back n touch with mundane awareness, away from the mind-body complex ironically, this takes us back into “ spirit” being, spaciousness.

Thanks.

Thank you for the warning in the intro. Best I leave this for now. Thanks again

I am crying

Thanks so much for sharing your experience. It takes a lot of courage. Can you could provide insight into climate anxiety and the feeling of doom and anticipatory grief that the situation triggers? Many are searching for a way to cope. When I looked squarely at the aggregate of peer reviewed scientific literature re: abrupt exponential climate change, it shattered me. It set off a grief that is unlike any grief I have ever processed. It's one thing to grapple with and accept one's own death. It's another thing to contemplate the collapse of civilization and the quite possible extinction of the human race.

Thank you Jordan, you are truly enlightening me on a few interesting subjects, I doubt if I could follow the books mind you! ❤

Thank you, sir!

I don't remember that much of my childhood. Just bits and pieces. I am 56 and still dissociate almost every day when I need to. I only found out I was emotionally abuse as a kid at 51, It was my first Spiritual Awakening good morning I would have told you I was never abused when my father died it's my mother became a raging alcoholic leaving her a six kids and a very busy Supper Club. My parents were wealthy and my dad was well known for being a chef and a restaurant owner back in the 60s and 70s. After my father died when I was 7 my brother took his life a couple years later andmy sister followed a couple years after that. I've been with sociopaths my whole life never knowing what the hell was wrong with them. That day i read the 10 traits of a narcissist well he was laying next to me on his laptop I didn't know not to say anything and I read him the nine the 10 traits and said you're not a narcissist are you I'll never forget to look on his face and his black eyes and he said I believe I am that was the craziest 24 hours of my life. I didn't know what spirituality it was I didn't believe in God anymore I didn't know I was abused and every things in my life was a lie remember the movie Mommy Dearest that was my mother to the tea raging alcoholic well-known the stars all came to my parents supper club. Pictures all over the walls in the waiting room with them. I was born 25 years later then my siblings. My mother was way to old to have another baby. Sorry got carried away. Anyway I just saw one of your videos for the first time the other day and knew you were the one I needed to listen to. Thank you so much for helping us . Lov

Thank you. Beautifully spoken to... 🙌

Brilliant. Thank you. Really. Thank you 🤍

Nice thing we can look back at experiences like that and still find a hopeful take on them. I have been throughout the video with a question in my mind though: what about the lack of memories? I'm certain this is a sideways direction I'm taking the conversation, but I can't help but chew on this. I couldn't situate myself relative to many things yet in my life, this being one of them, despite my natural inclination to go after self-awareness. Very dissociative as a kid and on, but can remember very little of my childhood to be able to know where it stems from. Quite a conundrum, eh?

May many many many find this beautiful info ~~~~🙌

Thank you, Jordan, for recommending 'Trauma and the Soul.' It was deeply moving and transformative, and I know it will also prove useful for my studies in psychology. I will certainly be reading other books you've suggested - I've added them to my list hah I love this union where psychology and spirituality dovetail. I plan on reading Iain McGilchrist's works on brain hemispheres next. I'm interested in exploring further psychology literature on the numinous. Do you have any suggestions?

Thank you so much x 💖 love and light 💖 ✨💞🌄🙏

Hi Jordan, stuck 5 years on fight or flight and trauma goes beyond limitations in the subconscious. It's my soul from mother abuse that's making wanting my mum because I kept pretending I was also asleep when she entered my room. She didn't had harmful intentions but I was terrified of her...I don't know how to heal my soul I am more terrified with myself than any other person on earth. When trauma comes up every 2-3 hours my soul practically is been taken out of my body. I am very violent while asking for my mum. I am shouting that she doesn't want me..Jesus how can end this...this thing wants to take my soul..😢

I cannot believe other people experience this. I started drawing ghost. All blacked out ghost. And a tiny sliver a shadow beneath it ... I said it was Self portrait.

Thank you.

Thank you very much!! 🙏

😢♥️ thank you.

I tried to disassociate trauma from the soul. Instead, I say that trauma hits the body, the biological self. By distancing my soul from the body, it allows me to attain a level of peace. The body is a temporary state. I guess this is the point of enlightenment in a spiritual sense. To preserve the soul by bypassing the body.

Dang, I definitely experience all that!

Just a thought on the “get some exercise” idea: What if your discociated little boy in that bedroom took the advice and went for a little jog around the block…and his body started feeling kind of safe (because it wasn’t stationary and therefore not trapped !) and then the rhythmic impact of his feet hitting the pavement switched on the same endogenous opiate system , that rewarded ancient man for running down prey for hours at a time (that possibly allowed him to get hold of the meat-protein he used to grow himself this complex little brain that gives us all so much trouble now…). So now our little boy is being rewarded for running with some of the most powerful drugs our bodies can produce: He’s feeling kind of elated because the body is feeding his system candy in the form of dopamine and serotonin and he is pain free, because of home made opiates (and cortisol). Sweet! He might add to the experience by listening to some nice music…and hey! He doesn’t even have to deal with people (so he is on a holiday from constantly scanning their every move for danger)…at this stage the kid realises he can created the “mother of all dissociative environments”. He can literally leave his body to chug along on its own…and then sort of rendezvous with it at the end of a run to collect the praise and admiration he will no doubt receive from others when he gets home (rampant drug abuse is still very much frowned upon by this society…exercise-not so much) . ..My point being that exercise is obviously great…but the intention behind the activity is what makes it either a medicine OR a poison. Great Chanel though! I am enjoying it.

Interesting. I never considered it before, but I wonder now if the phenomenon known as an Out of Body Experience might relate to such dissociative behavior/consciousness as you speak of. I had an Out of Body Experience when I was about 7. It lasted perhaps 3-4 minutes before I became "aware" that *I* was looking at *me*, (from the corner up near the ceiling, actually) and it was extremely vivid/visceral, and a bit scary to me at the time. Not having any reference for such experience, and since kids switch gears pretty quick, I quite forgot about it until much later, about age 12-13 when I read about the phenomenon, and recalled the strange experience. It has not occurred again, but I believed it to be an authentic experience, as at that age, I had no knowledge of such things upon which to base a 'fantasy' or 'lucid dream' experience. Now I must reckon whether it was "just" a physiological response. Escapism at a high level. ha. Talk about an "external locus of identity", haha. I can laugh now, but only because I paid for the buffet. The "Hypervigilance" to the point of possibly "reading into energies before anything happens" ....um. Yes. THAT thing. I'm rather at a loss for words here, and must simply say: Dude, you make me feel so not weird. haha. Turns out to have all been with good purpose, however excruciating it may have been to 'develop' this peculiar "skillset", for it serves me and others well, today. I -however it has come to pass, have ended up 'working' with a couple much-too-young suicidal boys. (One of whom also recently related a similar type Out of Body awareness or experience to me) Also, distinctly dismissive avoidant/non-conversant personality types, and cannot help but think these behaviors too, falls under the same spectrum of dissociative defense mechanisms. Fortunately at this time, none of them are at a "crisis stage" any longer. We are 'maintaining', and we are improving, and growing together. Your Work is quickly becoming a Source of not only encouragement, but almost an affirmation that I am doing precisely as needs be, ...nevermind that it isn't what I would have elected, nor planned, when I started playing online Video Games. A greater Design has me right where It wanted me. Lives are at stake, Mr. Jordan, as you indubitably well know. I appreciate the support. My sincerest heart-felt condolences for your personal experience, my friend, and thank you so much for your brave candor in expressing your authentic, if painful Truths. Your suffering was not in vain, and indeed has made you unique, and absolutely Priceless. One man's Nightmare Fuel is another man's Balm of Gilead. God bless.

Can't say I've ever cared for the meat suit. Prefer being a floaty thought in space.

"The suffering sea of childhood."

Great video. This book is not available in kindle, and the paper copy is over 5oo bucks in my country. Do you know any other source of ebook that I can find it?

Hi Jordan!! This reasonates with me so bad i feel this way since more than 10 years i feel like i’ve been absent and missed my whole life sometimes.. I’ve never been able to focus on anything and weird to say but i havd the feeling that while I wasn’t there other energies took the opportunity to live through my body would you agree with that?? I’ve always thought it would go away one day but just found out about this issue and makes a lot of sense to me

the trigger warning was not at 00:00 - it didn't come until after a minute. I just got out of bed because i couldn't sleep again, and as i was starting to shake i was thinking i'm glad my partner isn't listening to this (who is also a survivor)

Great video.. would you recommend you read his first book before this one? The inner world of trauma

I am also really troubled by the proliferation of porn in society, I don't really understand how it can be considered healthy.

I came across your videos when I was looking to delve a little deeper into Jungian psychology. I have to say that I'm not sure how I feel about some of the content. It feels quite inaccessible and elitist, and I wonder what the actual impact you're trying to make is? Because a lot of what I've seen has been a bit like inspiration porn, trauma flaunting and a lot of pseudo-science. I think it's a bit dangerous to say what you're saying with so much authority. Your heart very well may be in the right place here, but I'd recommend taking a long hard look at yourself and being as honest with yourself as you preach to be. Is this an ego-trip that will just make people think you're great, and smart and interesting without actually having to do the real work? I would say looking at the demographic of people who seem responsive, it comes off as a bit of a "circle jerk", if you will. Just maybe be a bit mindful of that if what you're trying to do is actually bring about change rather than recreate the wheel.

I got sober from heroin, pills, & meth. Been 7 years sober without relapse. However, I still smoke weed & cigarettes, so my addiction tendencies must still be in full swing? Or what would you think? I badly want to be able to heal fully, but nervous to try to quit weed because it helps my pain tremendously on a daily basis.

Re choosing our fate, I disagree. Choosing such things would be the equivalent of breaking your legs, to learn how to walk.

Holy fucking shit dude. This is so validating to receive. Wow. I sat with ayahuasca a few months ago and saw my inner child in the fetal position - terrified, full of shame, like Gollum. He was saying "I don't know how to exist or be in this world." It was horrifying, heartbreaking and in some ways re-traumatizing. I've been circling around connecting to exactly what it all meant. This was such a huge piece and helps me understand and have compassion for my life experiences this far. it's okay and understandable that I have felt stuck as a wounded boy for most of my life. and now I can start to move forward. thank you SO MUCH.

Do you still dissociate?

I can do that... .> *grumble-complain-mutter* No comments. Good video.

Hipnotic stuff

Speaking of creepy ominous sounds...the way you started this video made me turn it off. I'm not trying to be offensive, but that was upsetting in itself.

all vedas thousands thousands years ago says GOD is no where God is within you. TATVAMASI,AHAM BRAHMASI,AYAMATMA BRAHMA, PRAGNAM BRAHMA -- all the 4 vedas gave the best quotation says god is me . RAMANA MAHARSHI said that god and you cannot seperated this is divine knowledge. HINDUISM taught non-violence, no anger,no lust, money no value, respect the elders,fame has no value,help needy, respect ladies. sex has no value. Batchelors has more spiritual power this is called OJJAS this will help in your kundali awakening at the earliest.

Thank you for making these, and if you consider making that 3 hour video, we’ll be here🤍

I noticed that as a human being I can be courageously disassociate with my faithfulness 🧰 aquired from wise mindfulness integrations to include any and all psychosomatic sensory overloaded 🤯🫶🏼🕳🏄🌹👣👣🦾🥰🫦

Great video