I had 5 miscarriages.. I lost hope and than the miracle happened.. I got pregnant AGAIN and that time my baby stayed.. now he is next to me playing with his toys.. ( he’s 15months now ) ☺️🙏🏻❤️ the most important thing is never to loose hope

I cried!!!!!! My heart goes out to you oh my gosh! Thank god there was such a positive outcome in the end!!!!!!!! I couldn't have handled listening to this story otherwise!!!!!!

For some reason youtube recommended this video to me. It's the first video I've watched of you and even though I have no particular interest in children or pregnancy I felt compelled to watch it from the beginning to the end. I don't want children myself. In fact, if I'm being completely honest, the thought of getting pregnant has always just been a burden on my mind. At times it even causes me anxiety because it is quite literally the last thing I want. And yet, watching this video I felt so strongly for you. It was also a stark reminder that something that I hardly value at all can be the most precious thing to another human being. So I looked up the qualifications for being a donor in my country today and while I need a few more years before I can apply, it is something I will keep in mind for sure. When I read the comments I see a lot of people that are going through the same thing as you are, so I thought maybe it would be nice to know that you did not only help them with this video but also impacted someone like me (with completely different goals in life) by teaching me another way I can be a little bit kinder and a lot more appreciative of the options I have. All the best to you, your husband and your future family ♡.

12 years of trying, got pregnant naturally twice. Lost my first pregnancy at 12 weeks in 7/2017. I just give birth to my almost 3 weeks old baby boy 12/16/18.

coming back to this video and knowing you are expecting your 3rd baby now makes my heart soo soo happy!!

My god. I am so grateful for you being pregnant now. Lots of love and luck.

I am so happy for you both ❤️ wishing you a safe and happy pregnancy, and birth! I’ll be following your journey in parenthood! You’ll make an amazing mummy!

Congratulations Kenza and Aleks!!!this little baby is already so lucky to have you as his parents. Thanks for being so real and to talk about it even when it’s a taboo subject and when you struggle so much this year. You are a very strong woman and I hope your way in life will be beautiful.

I am so happy for you Kenza and your husband. I have been following you for a long time and I remember you said that when you had a baby you would stop being a blogger. I really hope you changed your mind today. Wishing you all the luck and good vibes on the world, you deserve that

Blir så oerhört berörd av din öppenhet i denna videon - som du själv säger - jag tycker det är så stort av dig att våga och känna en vilja att prata om detta i hopp om att stärka andra och att öka medvetenheten då man alldeles för ofta hör att människor tar ”att skaffa barn” förgivet och få tänker på/vet om vilken kamp det kan vara och är för många. Det singlade en lyckotår ner på kinden av denna videon, och utan att känna dig/er så vill jag bara berätta att jag är så glad för din och Aleks skull och den lilla familjen man nu håller tummarna för! Skickar massvis av kärlek och en stor kram till er båda. Ni är så fina och tack för att ni delar med er av er fina kärlek och denna nyheten! Grattis! ☺️❤️

the internet can be such a mad thing but the opportunity to see the story of lovely souls like you makes it worth it. so thankful that you're sharing your life and with this i mean the truth to it. this video made me cry but i am sosoo happy for you guys and can't wait to follow your journey. you're going to be wonderful parents for your lucky baby. ❤️❤️ YOU'RE SUCH A STRONG WOMEN THIS MAKES ME PROUD EVEN THOUGH I DO NOT KNOW YOU IN REAL LIFE

My sister tried for 3 years to get pregnant and guess what .... 3 weeks ago a little baby girl joined our family

I'm sure that this is a gift from Your father. God bless You. I'm so happy for You. I hope one day I will be pregnant too because I have a endometriosis.

ALLTSÅ FINASTE😭😭😭 Så himla glad för er skull och ni kommer bli världens BÄSTA föräldrar❤️❤️❤️

I am so touched by your story. You are so strong for telling us about your journey ❤ You have struggled so hard and been through so much, I cannot even imagine what it's like. Jag är så otroligt glad att ni blivit gravida, ni kommer bli fantastiska föräldrar ❤

This video was beautiful. You are so strong. I am so happy you were blessed with a beautiful baby. You guys are going to be awesome parents. Sending so much love. “God sends his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers”

You have a heart of gold and you will be an incredible mother!!!

I want to hug you so many times during this video! But see you proved your doctor that you’re a fighter! You stayed focus and it paid! Congratulations Kenza and Aleks, you guys are gonna be the most amazing parents in this whole wild world. Embrace this miracle pregnancy and keep smiling. You’re a wonderful person Kenza, you deserve this happiness! q

You're such a strong and kind person sharing your story, I'm sure you will be helping other people! I wish you both all happiness!

Tack för att du delade med dig av detta. ❤️ Har följt dig i över 10 år och unnar dig all lycka och framgång i ditt liv. Du kommer bli världens bästa mamma ❤️

Kenza, this makes me really happy for you. Wanting something in life so much and not getting it, is just really hurtful. But I am glad you are talking about it, because with that you're helping others too - using your influence as an influencer the right way!!!

Soooo happy for you guys 😍😍😍 miss u so much kenza

Thank you for sharing your story 💖

Kenza thank you so much for sharing this! I literally cried during the whole video ❤️ It’s so important to talk about these difficult topics, I am sure this will help so many other women in the same position. I have been following you for about 7 years now and you are honestly one of my biggest inspirations, thank you for always being real and authentic ❤️ I am soooo happy for you guys, I am sure you are going to be amazing parents! Congratualations!!! Lots of love xx

Åh, fina Kenza! Jag har följt dig i över 10 år och detta är det bästa du någonsin postat på sociala medier. Så viktig video. Du gör skillnad med denna, och kommer definitivt hjälpa andra i samma båt! Otroligt fint att få se dig sårbar också - du är ju den internetkändis som alltid haft störst respekt för det som är privat, så att du delar med dig och visar dig gråtandes framför kameran är stort. Tack för att du är så öppen om något så svårt. Stort grattis och nu håller vi tummarna på att allt går superbra

This was probably the most touching video I have ever seen. I am so happy for you and Aleks, I can only imagine what you‘ve been through. I wish you the best for your family from the bottom of my heart.

Fina fina du!! Är så glad för er skull, att detta gått vägen! Du är så stark

Kenza, you are such a strong woman!! What you go through is the most heartbreaking thing that can happen to a young woman like you.. This miracle is a gift to you and Aleks because you fought so hard for it en deserve this! I am so so so happy for you, you, one of the strongest women I have ever seen, are going to be the best mom! This kid will have the most loving, caring parents ever! I think I can speak for everyone when I say that you are an example for a lot of young women/girls. I wish you the very best there is, to you and Aleks and that your family may become that big and happy! Because all that matters is that you are happy, after all you’ve been through, you don’t deserve less! A big hug and a lot of respect and gratitude to the both of you! Keep on fighting en hoping!

You are so brave to speak about it out loud! Thank you so much, you're an amazing human and you deserve the best. Congratulations to you and your husband. Lots of love !!!

I deeply want to thank you for sharing your story with us. It’s people like you who show that this Instagram and KZfaq life isn’t always just glamorous. It’s people like you who inspire others to reach out and speak up. I’m beyond happy for you and your husband and wish nothing but the best for your little growing family. If this child is only half as strong as you guys, your little miracle will make it and become a beautiful human being ❤️

Ever since I started following you, I looked up to you. And this proves why. You are the strongest, most beautiful woman on earth and I can’t thank you enough for you being you. My dream for you and Aleks was to have a beautiful baby and I was hoping for this day to come. When I saw your announcement, I screamed from happiness. Hapinness for you and Aleks. You deserve this SO much. You two are the most perfect couple and this is just the beginning for you two. Whising you all the best and all the love from the world ❤️

Storbölar här ❤ tack för att du delar med dig om er resa fina Kenza! Grattis till er, ni kommer att bli underbara föräldrar! ❤

I'm literally crying! Hope dies the last and I'm so so happy for y'all. You deserve that. I'm sure you'll be the best parents for your child and he/she will love you like none in the world. Take care, much love!

Fina Kenza! Gråter så mycket när jag ser din video. Har en mirakel-unge här hemma, som blev till 9 månader efter jag gått igenom cancer & cellgifter. I 2 år har vi nu försökt att få ett syskon till han, har gått hos en läkare som inte tagit det på allvar & ska till en ny på tisdag som jag fått rekommenderad till mig. Stort grattis till er graviditet. ♥️

Few days ago I found out that you're pregnant and I became so happy for you because I am pregnant too. After this video, I realized so many things in life especially about people who are working hard to have a baby .. I am praying for you and your baby and wishing you all the best! we are so alike, but we've never met in real life. Don't cry) be positive and happy) children feel us)) Love you!

Thank you for sharing so openly. My boyfriend and I are having troubles too right now. Got my first appointment with a gynochologists in February (there was a 3 month waiting list). Ty for giving us hope. I am really relieved and happy for you and Aleks!

All i‘m gonna say is, that i‘ve never watched a video this emotional. You are such an inspiration, Kenza ❤️ Talking about this topic is so real and important and it makes you such a clear and good and beloved woman! I wish, all the three of you, all the best, stay strong, keep on fighting, take your time with everything. 🍀❤️ And last but not least stay as real and honest as you are right now! Lots of love and all good luck from Germany ❤️

What an incredibly raw and authentic vlog. Thank you for sharing and being a voice on such an emotive and heartbreaking topic. Congratulations on your little miracle. I wish you and Alek all the best for your pregnancy and future x

Du är så underbar och äkta Kenza ❤️ Tack för att du sprider hopp och kärlek ❤️

I’m so happy for you Kenza, God bless you and Aleks and you’re beautiful blessing ❤️

Dear Kenzas, big congrats to you both! I'm SO SO happy for you. I've been following your blog since yours 17 and we use to talk sometimes there. I cried my eyes out with your wedding and now I'm crying with the big announcement. Congrats again! Love u ❤❤❤❤

I was certain that this was it when you said that you had gotten bad news from the doctor and that you did not want to talk about it a while ago. I have been waiting for you to speak about it and I’m glad that you finally did. A lot of people struggle with this and it’s important to shed light on the matter. Congratulations on your little miracle! Wish you all the luck in the world ✨⭐️

Kenza I wish you and Aleks all the best! I'm sorry for your loss (your Dad) but I am happy that you and Aleks created something new! Nothing more beautiful than creating love with love :) Bless you! Kisses from Germany

I am so beyond happy for you and Alex ! You so much inspire me with your strength. To all the people out there : Never stop fighting and believing.

You deserve this so much, it’s been the toughest year for you... congratulations Kenza, I’m so happu for you two and you and Aleks will be the best parents!

You are such a strong person despite all the debacles in life! You‘re going to be a great mother. I‘m sorry for your loss, I saw your post on instagram about your father and it broke my heart. But the fact, that despite of your broken relationship between you and your father you contacted him in a time when he needed you the most, shows your golden heart. I‘m sure that it gave him peace. I wish you all the best for you and your family. God bless you 😘

i'm tearing up so much!!! i'm so happy for you omg!! your baby is going to be beautiful and so healthy!!! you and alex are going to be the best parents

I want to hug you so much. I am so proud of you. Wish you and Alex all the best. Love from Bosnia ❤

You are so strong. I pray and wish all the best for you, your partner, and your baby. ❤️

Detta var det absolut jobbigaste och mest hjärtskärande jag har sett.. så ledsen men samtidigt så glad för er skull. Önskar er verkligen all lycka med denna mirakelbebis, ni är så värda denna möjlighet och jag VET att ni kommer bli fantastiska föräldrar. Grattis! Skickar all styrka och kärlek till er, kram ❤️

So so happy for you ❤❤ lots of health for you and your bundle of joy ❤

Thank you for being so vulnerable! Your openness may help SO many for women/families❤️ I am so so happy for you and I wish you only the best💗

Thank you Kenza ! It means a lot to me that you share your story. Crying and being connect with you for the whole video. So happy for you !!

Hi Kenza and congratulations to the both of you. I’ve been a long time (since like 2013) follower of your blog and online content. When I saw your post earlier on IG, I was floored and I shed a tear of happiness for you. I know I am just a stranger but I am over the moon for you and I wish you the very best. ❤️💙 love from the Philippines 🎉 Happy New Year

I cried with you. This is definitly the braver video I have ever seen. I hope everything is gonna be allright and the baby growing just in right way and I hope that you will everyday wakeup and be happy, have in minds that you carry a miracle and be grateful and don't give up. I'm really happy and in biggest hope for you, Aleks and little miracle. I love all three of you very much and I hope this will mean to you. I'm with you even you don't know me, really love you❤️

I'm so happy for you♥️♥️ wishing you the best!!♥️♥️

You are helping SO many women out there by sharing your story. I have been following and growing with you for the past decade and I am so so happy for you Kenza!

Im crying, this is so overwhelming especially since i was following you for the longest time now, and im one of your biggest supporters. Im so happy for you, don't let negativity affect your vision, protect that enthusiasm we've seen from you for many years. I hope you believe in yourself as much as we believe in you. You're amazing remember there's always a light at the end of the tunnel💜

I relate to your story in so many ways. my dad too was an alcoholic, & had cancer. we too have never had a father daughter relationship. I have stage 3 endometriosis & went through 3 years of infertility, being told I won’t be able to get pregnant naturally after my first surgery. I am currently 14 weeks pregnant & thanking God every second I’m not taking any part of this journey for granted. I’m so happy for you. I pray that we along with anyone dealing with infertility will have healthy babies! thank you so much for sharing. 💗

wauw, this is the first video im seeing from you. I watched this whole video with tears in my eyes.. Im so happy for you! You are so so so strong.. Things like this are terrible, but luckily there happend a big miracle and that is your little miracle in your belly!!! Enjoy your pregnancy Kenza!!

Congratulations! I feel sooo happy as if I would be pregnant, really! So excited for you guuuuys 🎉❤️

Thanks for sharing your story, you are such a strong woman..

I went through 2 treatmets and i got pregnant in the second treatment and it didnt last ,i went through a hard time, when you feel like nobody can get what you going through, and i felt like i dont want to see anybody and that no one will see me. swollen.,gained weight, those blue marks on the belly. we went to a holiday break and we had so much fun together alone, we came back home so relaxed and peaceful and then we found out that im pregnant naturally ( 8 weeks now, and so thankful).. i so get what you gone through, you are so strong and so amazing! and im sure you are going to be an amazing mother! and good job for aleks that was there for you always.. it's not taken for granted so happy for you, take care of yourself❤️❤️

Sending you so much love Kenza! You are so strong and will be the best mom!!! ❤️

Dear Kenza! I am only 7 minutes into the video, but all my blessings and love! You are amazingly strong without any hesitation. I know the struggle of an alcoholic father and emotionally abusive step-dad, who died of cancer, myself, so i know exactly how it feels and how hard it is to heal or grow after experienced those things. But looking at you with your history and backpack which you carry from your childhood on and being brave and honest about all of it, all i can is, you carry so so so much power in your heart and your sould. You are nothing but a warrior and if there are days of doubt, know that you made it here because no matter what happend to you, you never gave up yourself and believed that you deserve better and that a strenght of safety and surviving! I wish you and your family all the best. You child is already blessed with a mom like you! All my love.

it was like a movie, when you want a good end. So happy for you Kenza and your husband.

Me and my mom prayed for you, I really hope that this works out for you. Stay strong!!!

It's amazing, I'm very happy for you 💛💛💛 Congratulations 💛💛💛 And thank you for such a soulful video

Congratulations babe, thank you for being so honest about your life ❤️❤️❤️ 😭😭😭 i Can’t wait to see your baby

Kenza, you are amazing for telling your story and trying to break the stigma that there still is! It’s incredible to hear the whole story.. You make me cry and I’m sure a lot of other people are crying as well, tears of sadness but also tears of happiness because of your miracle ❤️ you’re an incredible woman and you will be an amazing inspiring mother! I’m so happy for you & Aleks! Try to avoid stress as much as possible, you’ve been through enough, I hope you can enjoy your pregnancy even though you still might be scared.. wishing you all the best with your husband, the miracle baby in your stomach and your future children! If you feel down, watch this video and realize how strong you are & read the comments of everyone who is SO happy for you! It’s a miracle, a very beautiful & welcome miracle ❤️

Kenza! You are such a strong women!!! Congratulations to You&Alex, I am keeping my fingers crossed. Sending love❤️

I've been following you since 2010 and I think it's my first time seeing you so vulnerable. It reminds me that social media is NOT your life, it is your work, your passion, but at the end of the day, you are HUMAN and it's OKAY to go through this! Thank you for sharing, life is sometimes unfair but life also gives miracles! Congratulations on the baby, you'll be a terrific mother!

Vilken ärlig och viktig video 💕 jag är så glad för er skull 💕 Jag har sett ibland att du har fått kommentarer som frågat om du har varit gravid och jag blir så ledsen och faktiskt ganska irriterad när jag ser att någon får en sådan fråga för man kan aldrig veta vad en person går igenom, om den ens kan få barn.

Kenza. Det gör så ont att se detta efter att ha följt dig sen starten och läst flera gånger om hur ni drömmer om en stor familj. Ni KOMMER ha en stor familj, precis som du själv säger. Det är helt otroligt att du orkar och vågar prata om detta. Jag är säker på att det hjälper så många människor. Du är FANTASTISK och jag är så glad för din och Aleks skull!!! ❤️

SÅ starkt av dig att berätta eran historia, tack för att du delar med dig av allt och alla känslor. Önskar er all lycka❤️ ni kommer bli fantastiska föräldrar! Kram

Blir så himla berörd. Så viktig video, tack för att du dela med dig. Grattis till ert mirakel ❤️❤️

Oh ma Gosh. I'm so happy for both of you. Thanks for sharing this with us! All the best for you!

I'm so so so so happy for you and your husband. I've been following you since years, you're a true inspiration for me. I love you Kenza ❤️❤️❤️

Alltså KENZA!

Kenza, you are such a strong woman! Life is a miracle. All the best with your pregnancy!

Bland det jobbigaste och finaste jag sett, stort enormt grattis till er, detta var menat❤️

So happy for you ❤ this comes from my heart, I feel like this miracle is linked to your father. Who knows, if this is his apology and last gift to you. I wish you all the best ❤ Alex and you will be the best parents.

I have been following you for quite a long time but I’ve never responded on your videos. I feel sooooo much empathy for you Kenza. So happy for you guys. I will pray for your worry and that everything will go well! So much respect that you share this all for the world to see. Take care!!

This is absolutely beautiful and breathtaking! Thank you for sharing your story. Story that should be shared. Very often it happens for people who has already lost hope and they're trying to move on. I'm happy for you guys. That you're one of those people. Lots of love! ❤️

My mom went through this too. When you least expect it, a magical thing happens. I am so so so happy for you that you are able to become a biological mom, and that you are done with ivf and every bad feeling that comes with it.

Girl you are amazing. I am 28 and all people ever ask me I feel like is «when will you have kids?». People even tell me I have to hurry before my eggs get too old. Some mean it as a joke, some are just cruel like that. It puts such an unneccessary pressure on us women. I am also at the stage where I feel like it is happening for everyone else around me, like I am the only one whose life isnt yet there. It has gotten to the point where I almost daily feel sad about it. Which I dont think I would feel if it wasnt for other peoples comments. So it is such an important point you are making in this video. I am so beyond happy for you, you deserve the world💕🙏

Tack för att du delar! Det är så viktigt att prata om sånt här, så många som går igenom det själva och skäms. Ber om Guds frid och beskydd över er och hoppas att allt går väl. Kram

I've been following u for many years! And after watching this video of yours I admired you more. But I am so happy that you will have a child with Alex! Don't be sad we love you! You are a strong woman!

Jag är så ledsen för din och Alexs skull Kenza,jag som kvinna,mamma kan inte föreställa mig vad du/ni har gått/går igenom😔stort grattis till era mirakel och flera kommer det att bli.Kom ihåg att du accepterade lägget men förlorade aldrig HOPPET❤️

I admire your resilience. It’s people like you and the story you lived through that give me hope of overcoming dark periods in our lives. You’re an inspiration

Thank you so much for posting this video. 🙏🏼 I felt every single word you were speaking. Your emotions are so identifiable & I’m so happy for you now that you’ve had your baby boy ❤️ xx

I pray for the health of your child. My heart truly goes out to you and Aleks. I’m the same age as you, not married but I too have always worried that something might be wrong. If there ever is and I pray nothing is, I’ll remember this moment and your fight during this time of your life. I’ll remember to have hope. Try to worry less if you can and enjoy your pregnancy even more than I’m sure you are. Congratulations to you and Aleks xoxo

So happy that you are pregnant ❤️ nobody should have to go through something like this.. wish you all the best

God is good I’m so glad this has finally happened for you. The odds were against you but now you are carrying your own child! Thank God 😭

Thank you Kenza for sharing this❤ I am going through this now.. You helped me feel less alone and more hopeful 😢

Stort grattis Kenza! Du är så himla stark som klarat dig igenom allting och som vågar berätta om det. Blev verkligen berörd och hoppas innerligt att det går vägen för er ❤ som du säger, ni kommer få er stora familj på ett eller annat sätt ❤

I couldn’t stop crying 😢 so so happy for you 2 👶🏼💕

Congrats ❤️ you deserve a big family! Stay strong for the baby ❤️

Can't believe how much of a warrior you are, despite having everything against you you decided you didn't want to give up and fight for what you wanted and I'm so so happy for you. Watching you cry through the whole video has made me teary more than once and made me feel your pain and suffer. You have such a great husband that helped you with everything and stuck by you through thick and thin. Congratulations to both. of you, can't wait to see your little angel. Today you made me feel stronger for being a woman and capable of doing anything, thank you Kenza. Lots of love.

Very happy for you, Kenza! You are very strong woman!❤️ all the best!