I stumbled upon this and it made me cry ( both good and bad ) I really needed to hear it , as someone who doesn't have many supporters though I have supporters but none are trans themselves so I haven't gotten much guidance so I just wanted to say thank you for making this video even if it was almost a decade ago it just really helped me , thank you

I've been following your transition journey from the beginning and I'm always happy to see your videos. This was really great.

I have been going through that too but until I realized I'm happy as an 22 year old transman who's 9 months post op from hysto,on t for almost two months on the 21st this month,name almost legally changed for a year. So if you can love yourself and be happy in your own skin. I'm happy with my own skin in awhile until I can get top surgery than I can fully be happy with myself until I can get below surgery. I'm going to doctor Crane and he's great on his work :). Keep your head up high max and hang in there :)

Just stumbled upon this and it helped me a lot, not a lot of trans men are open about their sex lives, it’s scary for us. Thank you for making this

I was scrolling around on your channel and saw this video and I knew it was something I really needed to hear. Thanks man. I've been struggling so much lately with my identity. I keep going back and forth between being a trans male and being a non-trans male and I'm just glad I revisited this video to help me gain more perspective on my inner being

i'm glad you are loving yourself more and coming back to contribute and learn. You can still use porn as long as it is not so oriented towards that conventional assumptions that so many others have. You are cool just the way you are man.

lately i've been having the same feelings. I've been in the same relationship for 3 years and my girlfriend always reassures me that she loves my body, she loves sex and she loves everything we can do together. but all of a sudden I couldn't do it anymore. it's not out of fear, it's not anything either one of us triggered or could control. my imagination wasn't satisfying my needs of how i would like to have sex. i'm so with you on the porn thing too, it puts these preconceived notions of what it should be, what i should be doing, i've needed to distance myself from the trans community and all that identify but as you mentioned, it kind of put me in a bad place because i'm trying to "measure up" to all the biological guys and their bodies but i need that connection again too. it's refreshing knowing i'm not the only one who feels like this.. hope you've improved your relationship since this video!

It's interesting what you say about porn, cause I haven't found any good FTM porn I think there is a real need for it. Seriously Thanks for your honesty I can relate be working through the same things my self. Finding the line between my gender dysphoria and me in the bed room or maybe more accurately, how to heal to divide.

Do you plan on having bottom surgery ?