@thesarahlawrence Omg!!! I was the one that told you at Awaken last yr when you were hesitant about joining inner circle because it was "most of your savings"...... "do it because with everything you are going to learn, you will make all that money back and then some" And look at you now!!!❤❤
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
OMG YESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU my life is unrecognizable xxxxxxx
@Ethereal_quality4173 ай бұрын
Shit!! This has got to be my favorite one so far!! I have been in my healing journey and have been told I have some grief that I have not let go of. However, I thought I went through all my grief! Until she mentioned her abortion! My eyes widened!!! I had one at 17 and totally buried that! I automatically started to cry!! THAT was it!! THAT was my “stuck” grief!! Thank you so much for opening up! You indeed helped a lot of people. I am trying to figure out a way to get to Reunion! I keep getting signs to go!!
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
Oh my GOD. I am crying. I was SO hesitant to share that, I was grasping with the decision for MONTHS, but ultimately I decided to be brave with the hopes for exactly THIS. To help others. This is crazy, I'm so glad you found this episode. And yes please go to Reunion, I'm so happy and excited for you and WELL DONE.
@Ethereal_quality4173 ай бұрын
@@thesarahlawrence thank you so much for sharing!! 🙏🙏🙏
@OfficialCrybaby1233 ай бұрын
@@thesarahlawrenceyou're amazing! New fan🫶?(just realized I posted under my daughter's name😬😆)
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
@@Ethereal_quality417
@thesarahlawrence2 ай бұрын
@@Ethereal_quality417 💌
@AeonaLux3 ай бұрын
Thank you so much for being so open and raw with the community. Womb work, soul rebirthing, is a vital part of the healing and remembering journey. I feel it so much. I've initiated into the plant medicine / ancestral wisdom path and have had absolutely profound experiences and wisdom during my beautiful ceremonies. Many of my journeys center on womb trauma and reintegrating these forgotten, fragmented and buried parts of our soul, our innermost beloved. It requires deep surrendering, but the journey to the depths of one's psyche and soul, to be met with the Creatix, the Great Mother, is worth the challenging, terrifying, yet cathartic unraveling. A new soul is birthed upon our reunion with the cosmic womb. Sending all the love and healing light. 🥰🌟
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
Thank you so much, I love all of this so much! Where are you based?
@AeonaLux3 ай бұрын
@@thesarahlawrence , I’m in NorCal, the Sacramento area. There’s a growing community of seekers and sisters and brothers returning to this ancient wisdom and healing path.
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
@@AeonaLux ooooh love this!!!!!!
@mariareneemancilla56043 ай бұрын
I just noticed, less than 1 year ago there were not even 30K subscribers on this community and right awaken hit 100K. KEEP GOING DANNY ❤ Y TU COMUNIDAD LATINA TAMBIEN TE NECESITA
@specialXpressions3 ай бұрын
Thank you both and Sarah for your vulnerability. I look forward to watching your special on KZfaq ❤
@thesarahlawrence2 ай бұрын
Thank you!! It's out now, just go to my page and it's right there, called PLANT MEDICINE :)
@deniseschalk54843 ай бұрын
This is the first comment I have ever made on any podcast. I am so moved by the courage and growth it takes to share challenges and growth as deep as abortion and feeling like your "shit" isn't " bad enough" or dysfunctional enough to be traumatic or emotional. Thank you soooooooo much for your courage and brutal honesty about your own journey! May blessings and love abound!!!
@thesarahlawrence2 ай бұрын
Thank you so much I appreciate this immensely
@shanacavanah42853 ай бұрын
Loved her raw honesty! I have experienced a lot of the same things. I still cry about the things I accepted and how I let everyone treat me.
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
how you DID let everyone treat you, you don't do it any more. Once you've recognized the problem (and the origin), it's much harder to allow that behavior moving forward xxx
@SeaBug723 ай бұрын
Danny, I just found you. I began my Shadow healing journey about 3 years ago. Sarah, what a beautiful and raw expression of the pain that we all have living in our subconscious. You have convinced me that plant medicine is the next step in my journey. I’m so appreciative of you both❤ Oh, and I cry all of the time now too. Ha!
@thesarahlawrence2 ай бұрын
oh thank you so much for the comment!! And yes cry it all out !!!!
@NandoAraujo-SpiritualGuide3 ай бұрын
You are Divne Danny 🙏 I’m so grateful the Universe connected me today with you, just to listen to you I felt so much love and I’m receiving so much guidance, like your guides decided to connect with me and guide me to do new things. Thank you for being a part of my journey 🙏 you are a Divine Beautiful Soul and I’m honored to walk with you in light and love 🙏💜🙏
@marshas12673 ай бұрын
I am so Thankful I listened to this episode! So many parallels with my story and Sarah's story. My mind is blown wide open. Her parents marriage mirrors my marriage and we are separated finally after 30 years together. Also, thank you Sarah for being so brave during this interview. You do not even know how many women you have helped by being so open and raw. Hands down my favorite podcast episode of all time ❤❤❤
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
omg thank you so much for sharing that, i'm so happy that you finally chose yourself and got out, that is a miserable existence. Very excited about your new life and well done for being so brave
@slingshotsphotography251Ай бұрын
This episode was everything 💯💯💯
@JoselineSaez3 ай бұрын
SO GOOD! I am so happy to be part of this community and get to see your growth and your life unraveling in so many ways🥹. Sending you love💚
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
Thank you Joseline 😪 Love back to you, see you in July xx
@alexandrasofiiia3 ай бұрын
WOW. This was such a good one. So relatable. Thank you both.
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
Thank you for watching!!
@vaishalivaidya79783 ай бұрын
Id love to experience the ceremony atleast once in my present lifetime. I remember some of my stuff, as I listened to her speak.
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
that is your #1 goal. When can you make it happen? Where do you live?
@softwarekerryАй бұрын
Thank you for this!
@Ray-ji7rb3 ай бұрын
It’s interesting that she didn’t want to share that one story but that story resonated with me the most. Not the details but just the fact that it could be a scary and terrible thing that the medicine is going to show you. That’s what she needed to see and needed to deal with. I hope one day I get the chance to go and experience this.
@thesarahlawrence2 ай бұрын
Thank you for this comment. Yes it seems to be the thing that I am getting the most messages about. A lot of women have repressed these memories and have now had the opportunity to face them and get through them. I was so hesitant to share, but what I had hoped the share would produce is exactly what is happening, so that's making me really happy :)
@Ray-ji7rb2 ай бұрын
@@thesarahlawrence you are so welcome ♥️
@thesarahlawrence2 ай бұрын
@@Ray-ji7rb 💝
@WitchyWifeGrumLife3 ай бұрын
I absolutely love all of this and everything you and all the people in your collective doing in bringing us to our highest purpose in this life. I am blessed to have come across your channel a few months ago and look forward to 1 days attendimg Awaken & Reunion. ✌️💜🤗
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
Come come come come ! :) Where do you live?
@EvelinaSmaliukaite3 ай бұрын
Wow, thank you for such a raw and deeply honest sharing.. it has been a really healing experience ❤
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
Thank YOU
@carmencolonhome3 ай бұрын
I love Sarah's journey!
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
thank you me toooooo ;)
@NandoAraujo-SpiritualGuide3 ай бұрын
Divine 🙏 Divine 🙏 Divine 🙏💜🙏
@thesarahlawrence2 ай бұрын
Thank you thank you thank you xxxxx
@CCshow-uo8iq3 ай бұрын
I loved her authenticity! Great episode ❤
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
Thank you!!!!!!
@catnirmal29773 ай бұрын
Loved this podcast.. listened a few times. I've entered the reunion competition a few months ago.. something i really want to do❤
@jeugenio373 ай бұрын
OMG My favorite episode and not even done seeing it and absorbing it all. Ooof this is deep. thank you!
@thesarahlawrence2 ай бұрын
One of my friends said she watched it twice to be able to take it all in 😅
@jeugenio372 ай бұрын
@@thesarahlawrence thank you for your vulnerability and sharing this! Onward!
@thesarahlawrence2 ай бұрын
@@jeugenio37 thannnkkk youuuuuuu
@marissacaines74823 ай бұрын
I'd love to be a part of the inner circle. In time I will come to awaken😊
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
Come come come come yay!! :D
@aleksandraadamczyk64333 ай бұрын
Love your story Sarah! Really inspiring, thank you for sharing that ❤ I'm sending my love to you
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
Awww thank you so much xxxxx Receiving your love!!
@virgitropical3 ай бұрын
So brave! Inspiring , thank you ❤
@thesarahlawrence2 ай бұрын
thank YOU
@brookephobic29553 ай бұрын
I am so in love with this podcast, and the openness is so comforting. My goal is to go to reunion in the next 5 years. I’m so happy we get to experience these beautiful beautiful conversations, I learn something new every podcast. Truly amazing. Danny and Sara are both such beautiful, honest human beings. Thank you for doing what you do and sharing with the world. 🩷
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
Thank you for your thoughtful response!!!
@marialex20033 ай бұрын
Thank you ❤amazing story ❤
@MonicaAlvarado193 ай бұрын
Definitely needed to watch this one!!! The abortion part also got me. I could’ve sworn I was fine but deep down I know it’s hurting me.
@thesarahlawrence2 ай бұрын
I think we all just bury it away and try to forget about it and want to believe that it doesn't affect us, but it affects us more than we can ever comprehend. Or before I did the medicine and had this experience, now I know how deep this really goes. xxxx
@mariasaravia_3 ай бұрын
I loved it!!! 🤍💫 She is so authentic and beautiful can’t wait to go to an Awaken event and an Ayahuasca retreat 🌱
@thesarahlawrence2 ай бұрын
Thank you!!! Which Awaken are you coming to? I'll be at Miami next week and Palm Springs :)
@merilymerily3 ай бұрын
I appreciate you so much for sharing this 🙏🙏🙏❤️
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
Thank you!!!!!!
@veronicap.22643 ай бұрын
Wow! It was not expecting to be so impacted by this. When she said she would go into relationship, not expecting it to work out just going with the first guy who’s there I saw part of that in my first marriage. I didn’t want to be in relationship with that person, and somehow I married them.
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
It's SO good that you recognize that and that lesson that you learned was invaluable
@ahigheryou3 ай бұрын
5 min in and I know this is gonna make me cry.
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
@thesarahlawrence2 ай бұрын
you will laugh too soon!!! :D
@ahigheryou2 ай бұрын
Thank you! 🙂
@thesarahlawrence2 ай бұрын
@@ahigheryou
@thesarahlawrence2 ай бұрын
@@ahigheryou
@cccalderonjc3 ай бұрын
Sarah loved your story.
@thesarahlawrence2 ай бұрын
thank you so much xxx
@debclark60263 ай бұрын
Fabulous episode!! Loved it!! ❤❤❤
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
Thank you!!
@debclark60263 ай бұрын
❤
@soul1102 ай бұрын
Yes pls I would love to attend the awake here in Australia, when and where I'll be there
@carmencolonhome3 ай бұрын
I would love to hear Jeanette Leon's journey
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
mee toooo just sent her this comment :)
@janicesilva30023 ай бұрын
Love her show and her story 🥰🥰
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
thank you Janice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xxxx
@kent0051113 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing, Sarah 🙏
@cynthiashouse46313 ай бұрын
I had an abortion too…..the guilt & shame and unforgiveness towards myself was hard to work through (coming from a religious background)
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
I was hesitant to share the story because of the potential hate from certain organizations but I'm already overwhelmed with how many people it touched / helped
@theelfchannel2 ай бұрын
Having chosen our parents can be true. But it is NOT absolute!!!
@keepcreationprocess3 ай бұрын
HOW DOES Danny knows all this ?
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
he's a fucking G
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@kejshoxha3 ай бұрын
Sarah needs to realize that the voice she hears on “You better honor your life since you picked it over this creature’s” was her own, not the plant’s or God’s. There’s so much self-judgement in it, that she still needs to purge. That’s not the way to go about it - would you blame a raped woman that chooses to abort the baby? Secondly, let me say that Danny is right in saying it was part of the path, by sharing this story: a friend of mine, engaged to a man, got pregnant with him, twins. The man was not ready to step up to his role, he was also a mama’s boy, and both him and his mother made my friend get an abortion. She resented him deeply, and they broke the engagement. Seven years later, she’s now married to the right man for her, and guess what? She just had twins with him. What’s meant for you, does not skip you. The little girls might have yet to enter Sarah’s life again.
@thesarahlawrence2 ай бұрын
Thank you for saying this. Yes it is probably something that I still need to work on. There was also a part I missed out that sometimes there is a "hurt" in my heart for "no reason" and it's that.
@kejshoxha2 ай бұрын
@@thesarahlawrence good luck and i wish you all the best in your healing journey and life 🙏🏻
@thesarahlawrence2 ай бұрын
@@kejshoxha Thank you so much
@thesarahlawrence2 ай бұрын
@@kejshoxha Thank you so much, the same to you xxxxx
@Annykah8033 ай бұрын
I personally don’t agree with the "woman's (or anyone’s) right to choose (to end another human’s life), but I can still respect the decision of women to did it without judgement. I do believe that women need to be properly educated what really happens at these procedures and just knowing basic facts that are still denied by certain organizations that benefit from women in vulnerable situations. Facts like the heart starts beating at 4weeks already, that often times organs are being sold to cosmetics companies etc. This is not hate, this is coming from a loving perspective as I do believe many women would not make this decision if they had known these things before. And those who still choose an abortion will know of the possible consequences and come to terms with what this really means. You are a mother the moment you have life growing inside of you. And you still "give birth" to a dead child, not "a thing". As a mother myself now, I find it very disturbing and sad that she still referred to her child as "a thing" several times during this interview. Just WOW. I cannot relate at all, but I wish her all the best on her journey! But what it did for me is it helped me release the hurt and resentment I have towards my mother bc no matter how toxic and abusive my childhood was, she chose to not abort me when everyone pressured her to do so. I am grateful for her to have given me the gift of life so that I could give birth to another beautiful human, my daughter. So this was a reminder to forgive her, working on my mother wound and be thankful for her. Thank you mama for choosing me!
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
Hello, thank you for sharing. I didn't know about the heartbeat, but even if I did I would have made the same decision. If I had a baby at 21 years old I would have taken my own life instead. I now have the opportunity to help so many more people. I wasn't trying to be disrespectful saying "thing", I was just using a word, but a careless word you're right. I am happy your mom did not abort you too. I also know a lot of people whose moms chose to abort their previous pregnancy and if they hadn't, the subsequent children would not be on this earth. I am at peace with my decision and it was 100% the right thing for me to do.
@dawnmontanez54613 ай бұрын
❤❤❤❤❤🪶🪶🪶🪶🪶
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
🐦
@dogit18402 ай бұрын
You have a bone closet FOR a reason leave your bones alone. If you need to have a cry in the morning or at night do that .admit to nothing. A bone falls out of the closet quick as possible just deny it. Your secrets belong to you 💥💥🍔🐿️
@life13525Ай бұрын
I loved the content to listen to but the speed almost killed me...what a restless energy she has...wishing her more settling and peace...
@sarahmatthews27373 ай бұрын
🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯❤
@dogit18402 ай бұрын
Hahahahaha this guy has got you doing your laundry on KZfaq why. Again your secrets belong to you
@foggycraw67583 ай бұрын
This guy gives me the creeps. Probably relates to the guys shes talking about. Gross.
@thesarahlawrence3 ай бұрын
Oh man i'm sorry you feel that way. I feel so comfortable with him; I mean obviously I just bared my soul, haha.