Just the fact you’re here, in makeup, after having a traumatic birth experience is testament to what an amazing, strong woman you are. If you feel like sharing your birthing experience will help you process the trauma, I know many people here - myself included- would be interested to hear. I’m so happy to hear baby is happy and healthy, and you have great support from your husband and family. Wishing you love and healing. 💜💜💜💜

Just know you are not alone. Traumatic birth experiences are terribly common. Take whatever time you need. Use the gas drops, all it does is break the surface tension of the bubbles and makes them smaller and less painful. If you are formula feeding, switch to a formula for gassy babies. If you are breast feeding just give it some time.

Hello my friend, I am so sorry my friend that you have gone through so much, I hope that you feel good, Jacky your such a strong person and many congratulations on your beautiful daughter, she's soo adorable, She had such a strong motherr. Love you my friend 💟❤💌

Oh Jacky I’m so sorry to hear about what you went through - complicated births are traumatic enough, and then to be in a healthcare system that doesn’t support you must be so scary. I hope you can find some peace and quiet and settle your heart, we’ll be here for you whenever you’re ready to come back ❤

As a mom, it is so incredibly important to share these stories like this- birth can absolutely be traumatic and dangerous. The more it's talked about, the more pressure we put on doctors to prevent situations like this from happening. I'm so sorry you went through that, and you deserve so much better. I'm so grateful that your baby is here. This whole video I was worried if something had happened to her, but I'm happy she's healthy and you are able to be with her. Dont feel ashamed or uncomfortable talking about this or taking time off. Birth, even when things go right, is exhausting and painful, and taking care of a newborn is time consuming and nerve wracking! I want to say that I'm so proud of you. Rely on your family, and tell them how you're feeling. I firmly believe that taking care of a "normal", healthy baby is at least a 2 person job. That's why they need to be fed every 2 hours, but an adult needs at least 4 hours of sleep to function. You're not supposed to go it alone. As for gas, I'm sure you already know, but those bicycle kicks and moving their legs closer to their chest helps. Just moving their body helps the digestive system do its job. You're going to be an amazing mom, because you're already an amazing person. Take all the time you need to be there for your little girl. ❤❤❤

I was so scared that this was going somewhere else with your daughters fate. I am so glad that both of you are here! Please please please take the time you need. We will all be ok. YOU and your family need to be ok, too. Sending so much love your way!!!

I like dolls, make dolls and also have a traumatic birth story. I have ptsd from it. I sympathize and relate with you so much. All my love and support ❤ your daughter is gorgeous!

Your channel might not "be about this" but it IS about you, and your art. Thank you for sharing this with us, I hope it lessened your pain, at least a little. You're so right about America and post partum care.

Oh gosh Jacky Congratulations however I'm so sorry of your experience, I mean if I or a friend of my ever get that kind of trauma experience all I can say I'm so sorry you had to go through with that. It's ok to let things out, get it out of your chest. Take as much time off you need. Your baby is beautiful, again take as many time off to recover. See you then.

im not a parent but i have stumbled upon a video on how to relieve baby gas by basically having them do bicycle kicks, i tried it on my cat while joking around with my wife and he farted so it at least works on cats (i think the video was just called "how to relieve baby gas3 so i don't think it's super findable)

I’m here for anything you want to post ❤ congrats on the new baby and I hope you get lots of rest and recovery You deserve it!!

Never apologize for your feelings, your thoughts, or whatever you want to talk about. You are loved just as you are. 💞💞💞

Oh, my goodness! First of all, congratulations! Your daughter is beautiful and so freaking cute. I'm so sorry that you went through such a traumatic experience. There is nothing wrong with being optimistic and thinking the best of a situation, and it's totally okay to vent and rant and let things out. Take all the time you need to care for yourself and your family. You are so relatable and fun and I love you so much. Your videos have helped me through some horrible anxiety and depression that I have had, and I still haven't seen every single one. So, definitely take care of yourself and do what you need to do to heal and be happy! We will be here when you come back, love!

Traumatic births are so much more common than we think. Congrats on your sweet baby! <3 Take your time to enjoy yourself and your life.

I'm so sorry about the trauma and pain you had to endure, my heart breaks for you. Thanks for being open and vulnerable and sharing your experience. I'm not a mother myself but I know the topic of postpartum care and recovery are unfortunately glossed over. So I hope your message can reach someone who needs to hear it. Congratulations on your new daughter and I hope you continue to heal both physically and mentally. Get some rest Mama. I'll be looking forward to whenever you return to making dolls but please take all the time you need. And yes I encourage you to process your experience through making art if that will help you. You might find some comfort. Much love❤❤❤

Oh Jacky, I am so sorry 😢 please rest when you can and focus on the joyous moments with your beautiful baby daughter ❤

I had traumatic birth experiences with both my pregnancies. I also almost died with my daughter and have PTSD and a service dog now. I also had postpartum depression and anxiety with both. You are not alone. It does get better but professional help is useful if not needed. I wish you the best and hope you get the help you need. You are worth it and so so needed and wanted.

I'm sorry to hear about the trauma you experienced, Jacky.

Here for you and your content- whatever that looks like at any given time. Sending you lots of positive thoughts and prayers. Congratulations to you and your husband and your family! ❤

I'm so sorry your birth experience was so difficult and so traumatic! As others have said, the fact that you made this video and are doing your best to work through your pain and trauma by speaking about it shows that you are incredibly resilient and that is amazing. Congratulations on having a healthy baby and I hope that you are able to enjoy the start of motherhood even though you were not able to enjoy the process of giving birth the way you would have liked. Please be kind and super generous to yourself during this time, and take all the time you need to rest and work through your feelings. When you feel ready to talk about it, and if you feel like sharing it with us will help you to heal, we will be all ears! Sending so much love and hugs ❤❤❤