You have no reason to be embarrassed. Thank you for being transparent. That dream was nothing but God! He definitely got you!!

Thank you for sharing your experience. I can definitely relate. My kids' father did the same thing. We were together for 9 years (2008 - 2017). I ignored all of the signs because I wanted us to be a "family." Once the light bulb went off in my head, I packed up our bags, left, and haven't looked back. It was the best decision I made for me and my kids. Since then, I have moved to another state, got married, and am living a happy life.

Meisha, not many people can say that they haven’t experienced similar situations. I’m so proud of you for choosing yourself in the end🩷😘

I began watching your channel with family dynamic from the announcement of your pregnancy & I must say I’m so proud of you! Thank you for being so vulnerable with us. 🖤

Girl you are a phenomenal woman, a woman phenomenal. You have been thru emotional warfare, but you are still standing- not standing still, but moving on with your beautiful daughter. You have a strong support network in your family and in subscribers like me. I hope you can feel the warmth of the love coming your way. Keep on being and doing you. You are a hard worker, a hustler, a waymaker, a survivor, and most of all a model for your daughter and a great one at that. It’s a new day, a fresh start, wipe your hands and feet of him and March on my sister, March proud!

I know something was off, but just couldn't put my finger on. Everything happens for a reason. This your healing journey and I'm here for it. I love you, your a beautiful person inside and out. Love on London. You will be ok.

I knew something was wrong. I’m glad you told us what happened. Believe me you and London will be just fine. God bless you both! ❤️❤️

I'm glad that you realized that you deserved better! You are beautiful, amazing, and worthy of the great things that are coming your way. He does not define you, you do! I'm here to stay. As long as you post content, I'm going to watch and support you and London! Keep thriving Queen! 💚

We love you for being transparent. God has so much in store for you and London and we all can’t wait to see it ❤

Keep choosing you unapologetically! Praying that God’s best finds you sis. ❤

I noticed right away and I was like wow!!! But I'm a firm believer in everything happens for a reason. God will see you through this, it all will work out....God bless you and your family. Sidenote, short, long, natural, curly, straight....your hair is always beautiful and on point!!!! 🥰🫶🏿

Him not talking to you for weeks is crazy! Whew what a struggle that could be thank you for sharing!❤ no one deserve to go through that with a partner!

I came to your channel for you, your story…no one else. Gods got so much for you and Miss London. ❤

So strong for posting this. So happy for you my girl💜 this is just the BEGINNING it’s only up from here! NEW BLESSINGS NEW MONEY!!!

Don’t be embarrassed. You did nothing wrong. Thanks for sharing your story and giving us all a little more wisdom. You are beautiful no matter what hair style you have. I just genuinely enjoy your content you are an inspiration on your own. I will continue to watch you’re my boujee KZfaq cousin😂

This is real life! Your helping someone with this video! Sometimes we take the ugliest paths, to reach the most beautiful Destinations in our lives ❤

Girl it was god sent that you posted this. I am currently in a battle like this with my baby father. It’s a vlog but I felt like it was advise ❤❤❤ thank you boo❤ so happy for you

Well that's his loss bc you're a beautiful woman

😢 You never know what’s going on behind closed doors. I wish both of you well. I hope he starts spending more time with London she is so adorable she reminds me of my daughter. ❤❤❤❤

His marriage will not prosper. The foundation isn’t strong. But youuuu baby flourish!

Thank you for your vulnerability. You and your daughter will be fine. It’s power in walking away.

You are a beautiful gorgeous smart woman. And God will put that right special man to match your energy. He blessed you with London. And that was the best part of that relationship ❤❤

Thank you for your transparency! I can only imagine how hard it must have been to share this. As you already know, you must pour into yourself because these babies can feel everything! In the end, I'm glad you chose yourself and your baby girl! 🩷💜

Girl I'm not going anywhere your stuck with this subscriber and you got this , you have an amazing journey ahead and we are ready for it, we got you & London 🥰🥰🥰

Whewwww baby, just know I felt your strength through this video. I’m glad you are transparent with us, we love you for that! God, will heal and so will time, I’m fr proud of you for sharing your truth with us❤

Meshia we are here for you and your journey, not people you add to your channel. It is you and your personality and talent. We love you and glad you are moving on and healing. Love ya!!!

No need to be ashamed to share Life's experiences. We all have our stories to tell. Your happiness MUST always come first and Make everything else follow. Love ya Leo twin ❤.

Thank you for sharing your story. Very brave of you. Im going through something similar but im getting a divorce. Single mom of 2. You are a very strong individual and your daughter is lucky to have you. Wishing you all the best.

I’ll be praying for your total healing Meshia as you walk through this journey called life. Amen to everything you said, God definitely has you and will never leave you or forsake you!🙏🏾💯 You are a beautiful young lady and a wonderful mom and you deserve the very best that God has to offer you! Don’t ever settle for anything but God‘s very best for you. You are one of His precious jewels.♥️🥰🌹

First let me say thanks you for sharing. Secondly I’m one of those ppl that followed you because I liked your content and because of that family dynamic. We had so much in common with the Jamaican men, having daughters the same year. I was like we internet friends lol and it was sad to not see him in the vlogs but it’s even more sad to hear how he was treating you. You don’t deserve that and I’m happy you walked away. Like you said god got your back and it’s nothing but blessings coming your way! Your daughter is growing beautifully and I’m excited to see more!

& then its like how would you know your daughter would be safe around the wife ? like i know thats running through your mind too but im glad youre finally moving on & healing so that you can be the best you & mom for your baby ❤ super proud

Welcome back. Yes, we want to know the 🍵 Sorry that he did you like that but, GOD have a better plan for you my sister.🙏🏿🙏🏿 He was trying to break you self-esteem . Thank you for sharing with us Mesha. We love you girl❤❤

Be strong hun put GOD first and will choose the right one for you.

SO PROUD OF U !!!!! God will always have ur back & thank u for being so honest & transparent. U & Big Girl London will be just fine. Love ya to the moon & back. I'm a subscriber for life. ❤❤❤❤😘😘😘😘

Bomboclaate! I was waiting for this. Glad you found the strength to move on for you and your sweet baby! Sending positive energy your way

I stumbled upon your channel when I was looking for wash n go content. In one of the videos you mentioned him briefly and spoke about how he used one of your hair products etc and my gut immediately felt like he didn’t value you or make you feel valuable (whether you knew it or not at the time). So when I saw this video in the recommendations I was really happy for you because everyone deserves someone who sees them and genuinely likes and loves them. I’m proud of you. You seem so much more confident and sure of yourself now. Only good things are sure to follow a woman who knows herself and chooses herself.

Yessss! Trust God. I had a dream about a guy I was talking to. In the dream he was claiming some other woman as his wife in the dream. I trusted that dream and back away from him a little bit. Months down the road he started dating a woman whom he is head over heels for...not married yet, but I believe the relationship is getting that serious. I'm not angry because I trusted that dream and he and I were just talking anyway, but I believe that was God.

Blessings Meshia 💙☀️…. Your last life update I commented so I had to with this one and can I say God is good and still loves us and will hug on us when we make decisions that don’t align with his plan for us… so for one don’t feel bad about loving hard and choosing family because I believe and always will The Black man , Woman , and child is important that’s why our father made it to where it takes two because both energies are needed.. I honestly still watch your old vlogs a lot because the relationship I told you about ..we got married in 2023 and I’m pregnant again and your old vlogs are my fav and your push to being a working mom , going to school , and living happy was so inspiring to me because I’m at home and I don’t like it because I feel I should be doing something to help us but I know I need to be home and let my hubby take care of things while I take care of our baby girl at home and relax before I give birth In February but it’s stressful because money is needed in this life and we aren’t rich but watching you gives me this feeling like having money is possible and when I get a chance to get more do that and work hard but honor and be grateful for a real love and take the relaxation lol. and let me say hard times are worth it if that person is fighting with you not against you and hearing your story you definitely tried for someone who was doing them and I’m glad you are doing ok though after this because for one you putting your life out there is bold and brave and you being vulnerable and transparent is a testimony in itself because it’s real life and many people understand you more than they want to say or more than you realize, But your strength is unmatched because I wouldn’t know how I would emotionally handle any of the things y’all went through as a couple so keep keeping your head up…also I will say when it happens again for you don’t let nobody have a say so in your relationship but God , you can get advice but man I learned especially being married talk to God and each other. Also my hubby and I are 14 years apart -I’m 25 he’s 39 and we have been together for 3 years + 2 months and some change and our 1 year wedding anniversary is coming up in March and I’m thankful because despite the negative opinions of our relationship we have real faith , real dedication, and real love . So I told you this rundown of my life because I know your future husband will happen and to keep the faith and don’t judge a book by its cover because my husband and I age gap plus people opinions had I not had my own understanding of what I and God wanted and my own mindset could have cost me a good man. You will win and prosper and I speak happiness and life into your baby girl and you and I pray that the communication with you and him does gets better and that he steps up more as a dad. Peace and blessings to you 💙 and I will stay subscribed because although somethings you do I don’t agree with ( meaning body touching ) but this is your life and I’m learning to accept that people will do what they want for themselves so I still love your energy and especially your old videos. 🫶🏾🩵💙

I literally just started watching your videos 😢….im sorry I was not expecting this at all ,but we’re all human ,and I wish the best for you and London ,sending xoxo your way ❤❤

Meshia don’t be ashamed it’s life I was married and after 11 years of marriage my husband cheated and abandoned me and our children so I can relate I been through it. It’s ok to cry and go through the healing process it will make you stronger. You are a beautiful soul and I have admired and watched you before Oran back when you were in Lpn school so him not being there won’t change a thing. I will still support you 1000%.❤

❤ So happy you moved on, on the front end of your relationship… I was with my husband for almost 20 years and we’re about to embark on this divorce process… I know it’s going to be hard but, I have nothing else to give. Take your time with your healing process… I wish you and baby girl nothing but, many blessings 🙏 I’m still going to be riding with you, subscriber forever 💐

Mesha, I’m here to say thank you! Thank you for speaking up for yourself. Thank you for being transparent about your relationship. And thank you for being true to yourself. This video speaks to my soul and I’m glad I was able to watch it. You are the prize and know God got you. Also, I’ve been watching you through your whole nursing journey and you were that girl before and you will always be THAT GIRL! ❤️🙌🏾😍

Wow ! God is so good he’s has so much in store for you ! Thank you for sharing your testimony 🤍definitely will still support you and London 🤍

I've been watching your Vlogs since London was born.. And I'm so proud of you! That's it That's all! God Bless and keep pushing ! 💕🙏🏽

God bless you Meshia😍🙏🏽🙏🏽We’ve all experienced some kind of hurt like this or on this level. Keep shining bright with your pretty self. ❤

You handled this situation well! You will be blessed! Let’s talk Nursing going toward, what are you doing in your career now?

Sometimes break ups happen, keep pressing to God first love you, baby and everything else will fall into place. Keep striving don’t give up.💕

I just had to stop the video at 8:39 and say I am sooooo sorry how he treated you when you cut your hair while you was pregnant 🥺 HOWEVER, everything happens for a reason. You are so beautiful and I admire you being so transparent. Keep 👏🏽doing 👏🏽what👏🏽 makes 👏🏽you 👏🏽happy👏🏽!! I love to see it! There are so many women out here who needed to see this video . Peace, love and continued blessings to you and beautiful London❤️

I’m glad you finally feel comfortable enough to update us. No I don’t follow you on IG (as I add you as a friend) but I saw me in you without you even speaking on the topic. Wanting things to work out and forcing the family dynamic for the sake of our baby. Our babies are a few weeks apart London is older by 3 weeks but I went through a similar situation the end of 2021 start of 22. God always finds a way to reveal himself to us. Like you mentioned the healing process is a journey but we must remember who’s we are and from the looks of it he shows out EVERY TIME. Continue to be great mama our babies are watching

Definitely his loss sis because you are the whole thang 😍😍😍🥰🥰🥰🥰 everything happens for a reason❤ I went through the same!!

I am not going nowhere. Sending you a virtual hug. God bless you and London luv ya

Just watching you….you have can along way for the better. continue to nourish your daughter into person she need to be…. Alway put you and her first.many women experience what you went though and stay base off the kids Not look at their happiness ,,God bless your low key cheerleader

Baby this was everything and then some! My baby was born one month to the day after London.. Been with you for awhile and girly I'm a supporter of youu so wherever your endeavors take you know that the love, respect and support that I have for you will be right there.

You are simply amazing. What you've shared let us know that you are almost healed. Like you've stated you are not new to break ups but you were trying to save your family. Break ups are different when kids are involved, which is why I can see why it was hard to just let him go the very first time. Your smile screams that you have a sweet and kind spirit, and you have always had this positive presence within your personality. Even when you were hurting you masked that hurt with a smile, and stayed busy with London, your pride and joy. Girl you are strong, you are your follower's motivation and also my BFF in my head LOLOL. Thanks for being vulnerable with your A1's from Day 1. Off topic buttttt: I started following you on KZfaq when you went to some cold midwest state for thanksgiving with your partners family at that time and you had me cracking up with giving us a glimpse of how they celebrate thanksgiving. I say that to say from that moment I was like Big Mesh is my girl because she's hilarious and her facial expressions be having me on the floor.

Thanks for sharing your truth. I started watching your channel because of your natural hair. You’re Beautiful. Stay strong, for your daughter and family. It will get better.

Omg, I'm so loving the transparency, I'm going through a break up myself, so listening to your story gave me so many answers. I would never unfollow you because your story is just that your story. Girlfriend keep being fabulous you wear it well. ❤

Omg 😳 girl talk about spilled tea 🍵 I’m so sorry you had to deal with that but god has bigger and better things 🙏🏾

This was truly heartfelt and I for one am soo happy that you chose yourself for one, and expressing any and everything that you needed to get off your chest! Nothing to be embarrassed for! You’re an absolute legendary and gorgeous woman that deserves to be appreciated, loved, supported, and respected wholeheartedly! You keep striving!

Hi, just wanted to say you are a beautiful woman, and an awesome mother. I will continue to support you and your Chanel. Don’t stop just keep doing you ❤❤, your doing an amazing job.

First, you are so loved here. We support you. We have all been there at various times in our lives. You have a beautiful daughter out of the relationship. I always loved your transparency. You're beautiful, very educated, beautiful daughter. Thank God, you dodge that bullet.

Been watching you since you were pregnant with London, so sorry it didn’t work out. I really wanted it to been that I’m Jamaican and he is lol. I don’t think the short hair is a Jamaican thing it’s just men on a hold. I’m glad your healing and doing you. Take care of that sweet baby girl!! You got this mama 🙏🏽😍

I am so proud of you. Thank you for being so transparent with us throughout your journey. You are touching so many broken hearts and inspiring minds to set goals. Congratulations Mommy, you got this and makes it look easy and beautiful. ❤

Been watching you since your pregnancy journey. So proud of you, you are doing great. Love from South Africa.

Girl I was in love with this guy that’s a pastor I’ve never been in love with someone before so deeply other than being a mother ..it turned out that man is married and cheating on her still I feel sorry for her and I keep trying to make it work but I had this bad anxiety feeling every time I talked to him and I did feel the sprit of god telling me to let go he’s not available to me of shows me the attention I need my man to show me and I was angry and I really had to ask for gods deliverance🙏🏾 I am now healed and I feel amazing❤

Thank you for sharing this, I am praying for you. You are a beautiful person.

I feel like his "wedding" and all of those things were purposely posted and done to hurt you for leaving him. He was emotionally abusing you throughout that entire relationship and now doing so again because he's so insecure and messy and cruel and possibly couldn't wrap his head around why you wouldn't want him anymore. Chall its a whole blessing you got away from that I highly doubt he even wants to be with his "wife" and probably still cheating and sleeping around. Nothing to be embarrassed about he just sucks as a person completely. In the end you move with a pure heart and genuine intentions, yes healing may take a while but you are winning it. Him not so much.

I also had a dream about my child’s father. I had a dream that he got another woman pregnant and I knew the gender too. 4 months later it happened. We had only been separated for 4 months also. Like you said, I feel like it was meant to prepare us.

Damn I didn’t even know y’all broke up after the engagement. But damn woman the way I see London so happy in your vlogs you are doing an amazing job. She’s such a happy girl. And you are beautiful inside and out. The hair cut is really nice on u.

Proud of you. You’re an awesome 👑, mom, daughter, sister. The best thing that came out of that relationship is London. Praying for your healing and self discovery. God can’t give us more. Until we let go.

Ummm embarrassed!!!??? No ma’am you shouldn’t be. I already told you how I felt and what I saw the last video. ❤I freakin love you!!! You soo real. You didn’t even have to do this chitchat wit your business. I’m back from overseas and want to know when you going to start doing meet and greets. ( no I’m not a stalker ) lol but I’m home from the military and I got to hit your sis up for my hair so why not see you too!!! ❤️❤️❤️ and it’s ok to say you don’t do meet and greets lol

I was just thinking about you Saturday. This is something!!!! I was wondering what happened to you. My heart goes out to you. Keep trusting in God. He make no mistakes!!!!🙏🏾🤗

OMGGGGGG, how in the world did I miss this??? I always follow you (on KZfaq) I knew something was wrong when he didn't make any guest appearances, (SMH) my heart ache's for you but girl one thing is for certain and 2 things for sure, YOUR ARE A STRONG BLACK WOMAN!! & YOU ARE GOOD LOOKING, SHORT HAIR LONG HAIR, MEDIUM, WHATEVER!, what the hell was wrong with him, clearly (no shade) he needed extra strength glasses...You move on and you will get your true deserving of love, girl please know that you are loved and you keep it pushing!!!!

I'm so proud of you I'm Grateful you choose yourself... I've been in a situation similar to yours and understand God makes no mistakes 🙏🙏🙏

Meshia sending you love 🫶🏾 thank you for being transparent, you deserve the world!

Meshia! You didn’t deserve that at all! & you know what’s crazy? Them same folks still following you watching your every move. As much as I wanna tell you to keep your foot on their necks I’m not.. because that’s my flesh talking lol. But keep trusting and believing that God sees you! Don’t aim to get back, aim to get better. They’re not happy with themselves .. the cheater or the ones he cheated with! Cause how you following me, okay with being in the dark til I post a ring?! Praying for that woman as well! She need to find her worth and add tax too! You’re beautiful.. I really pray that you hone in with the Lord Bc one thing I do know.. NOTHING is wasted with him. No pain, no sorrow, no tear cried 🤍 NOTHING sis! & I’m gonna say this.. IF he married his wife out of get back….. I am praying for her! & I’m going to leave that where it is!!

You're a very strong woman and there is so much more for you and London in the future Take care and be kind to yourself xx

Whew, super relatable. Thanks for being vulnerable

I just want to say I’ve been watching since before you had London and I will continue watching to support you and London. I went through something similar, I found out my sons dad got married to a woman he met not even a year…when our son was a newborn. Broke my whole entire heart! Fast forward our son is 11 years old, and they broke it off 4 months into the marriage, he’s still single, 😮while I am in a happy healthy relationship…❤ [Engagement coming soon…] 🤞🏾

Meshia I have known you since LPN nursing school. You are amazing, beautiful and a phenomenal woman. You can overcome anything and your strength is unbelievable. I have seen how no matter what you go through you always bounce back. Since I started following you on your Vlog I enjoyed it from the time you were pregnant with London. All I can say is that it's his loss. Keep doing you , your family is an amazing support system especially your mom ❤. You and London will be just fine ❤❤❤❤

Hi Gorgeous how are you and London? I’m sorry to hear about you and Oraine. Thank you for sharing. Yes I do agree we do put up with a lot of BS but we gotta keep on keeping on. You keep doing you. Stay strong 🙏🏽going up for you and gorgeous London. Take care and definitely see you on your next vlog ❤❤

First off, you are so gorgeous!!!😍😍😍Continue to walk in your truth hun! Wishing you and London a lifetime of peace, love and continued happiness❤️🥰🙏🏽

Thank you for your truths& vulnerability. Sending you & little mama lots of love♥️😘

Thank you for sharing your story it will definitely help someone. I pray that God continue to wrap his arms around you and your baby girl ❤

God is speaking through you to others, including me! I love your strength truly❤

Wow I'm sorry you went through that. You will be okay. All our stories are always the same. Keep pouring into your baby. But the woman he married was she the woman who sent you the receipts though??

Wishing you so much abundance and peace. I haven’t watched yet but you were on my mind just as I got the notification. ❤❤❤

I’ve been subscribed for a while and honestly I felt your pain watching this video and I was a little tairy eyed bcuz we all deal with this and it’s not a good feeling I’m so happy that your healing❤❤ sending love 💕 and you are BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!

I just love you I’ve been watching you since you were pregnant with London as I was expecting too at the time. You’ve done amazing,love the content and continue doing do You got this 🫶🏽love all the way from the U.K.

We love you, Meshia!

So good to see you and good to know that you are finding peace for you. You got this keep your head up, wishing you the best in all your new endeavors. BE BLESSED

So proud of you. You still shining beautiful.. despite what happened. We gone rock with you regardless. Sending love light to you beautifull.❤❤❤❤

Girl, hats off to you. You handled/ing it well. And I got you, all for love & family. Just want you to know you are not the first and wont be the last. Yeah I know that feeling "in a relationship" but single AF. Yep I am wishing her all the best and I hope he shows up for her and not turn her into another victim. Disappointing, but he is just selfish and lacks maturity. Girl wishing you the best with co-parenting. But do you and your baby girl.

I always enjoy your vlogs whether he was in them or not. You are a beatiful and amazing lady and a wonderful mum to London. His behaviour showed that he was very insecure in the relationship that's why he always talk very negattive to you. God has your back and he will place the right person in your life who will love and appreciate you for you❤❤❤❤

I wasn't going too say anything this also happened too myself my boyfriend married someone else and God showed me in a dream he was going too marry her i even told him about the dream and he denied it 3months later they married found out from my brother's girl friend so your not alone the funniest thing is the marriage didn't even last 2 years there now divorced he found out the grass was not greener on the other side but now im doing much better also had an aunt too come too me in a dream and say everything is going too be okay

Meisha! 😢 omg thank you so much for speaking out! I respect your honesty, everything you speak I have been through and it’s crazy but in the end we have to continue to choice our selves. ❤

Stay strong beautiful black queen ❤

Good for you! This journey that you’re on will be smooth ❤😊

Keep rising Beautiful Queen 💕…continued blessings for you and London 🙏🏾

I'm proud of you for walking away. ❤stay strong

Love you meshia! it’ll take time! GOD loves you and so do we! forever riding with you❤ I know you have your days let it run it course dang I hate that 😢 but GOD got you ain’t nothing he can’t bring you through ❤