living alone diaries: the root of it all is your childhood trauma

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Amani Rakeia

Amani Rakeia

Күн бұрын

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@muffymariah2889
@muffymariah2889 Ай бұрын
I have realized that my family has made me so anxious when being around them. Growing up I was teased and bullied, so as I got older I have set boundaries with them and realized I carried that resentment as an adult.
@Brwniee95
@Brwniee95 Ай бұрын
I find this to be true for some part of my family 😮‍💨🥴 I gotta work thru it
@Shay4Short94
@Shay4Short94 Ай бұрын
You have highlighted a piece of childhood for so many with this. People really underestimate the teasing/bullying by family members and how it impacts relationships going into adulthood- You simply do not desire to be around or limit your exposure to them.
@princesswilliamsmommyof5
@princesswilliamsmommyof5 Ай бұрын
Love love this video. I 💯 agree. Thank you for sharing stay blessed
@shenaytp01
@shenaytp01 Ай бұрын
💙🙏🏾💙
@crysiiheart
@crysiiheart Ай бұрын
@@Shay4Short94very true
@MrsMarco69
@MrsMarco69 Ай бұрын
At 42, I am very impressed at how introspective you are at 27. If only I could have been that in tuned with my emotions and how people/situations impacted my life at your age. But as the saying goes... "You live and you learn". So, at this big age of mine (lol), I am learning to do the work and allow myself some grace. Thanks for the invite into your family weekend 😍
@LuvYaya24
@LuvYaya24 27 күн бұрын
same at 36 😂😊
@tidari
@tidari Ай бұрын
come on black family ❤ thank you so much for including us on your trip. it brought me so much joy to see you have those moments, and i wish you all the healing love!
@deetheseamstress
@deetheseamstress Ай бұрын
Yea Baltimore music 🔥
@dewanajohnson6028
@dewanajohnson6028 Ай бұрын
Happy Birthday to your grandma. She looks so freaking good. 70 WHERE??? 💐🌹🙏🏽💎
@Kpshawtii
@Kpshawtii Ай бұрын
I love your videos! I'm a mom and wife but in another lifetime if I lived alone this is what I would imagine it to be!
@CheerfulPopcorn-ym5ub
@CheerfulPopcorn-ym5ub Ай бұрын
This video was great. I totally understand the Mother Wound. My daughter and I have a total disconnect. I pray that God heals that wound because it’s so painful. I pray that you have a wonderful and amazing Sunday. 🙏🔐
@theedeevaplus
@theedeevaplus Ай бұрын
Same. Will be praying for yall. It's so rough. 😢
@CheerfulPopcorn-ym5ub
@CheerfulPopcorn-ym5ub Ай бұрын
@@theedeevaplus praying for you as well!! Thanks so much!🙏
@ChanteMoore23
@ChanteMoore23 Ай бұрын
You introducing/making matcha for your family was so special. I love the opportunities we get to share pieces of our evolved selves with our family, especially those we rarely get to see. Something as simple as them watching you prepare your morning matcha made me a little teary eyed 🥺 Cheers to healing our inner children 🥂
@mrod87
@mrod87 Ай бұрын
As a matcha lover, it’s such a vibe to share your personal practice or help someone find there’s. I do mine totally different than hers, but i love sharing with others.❤😊
@mschellylove3588
@mschellylove3588 Ай бұрын
I have an anxious attachment style as well. I struggle with codependency in relationships. I have been seen by a psychologist. I can see my improvement. Your vlogs are realistic and real. Love your channel
@jae-annedanae4512
@jae-annedanae4512 Ай бұрын
If you don’t mind sharing, what tips have you found to be helpful?
@mschellylove3588
@mschellylove3588 Ай бұрын
@@jae-annedanae4512 the most major tip was setting self-emotional boundaries for myself and fighting those needy urges. I had started creating some values and morals for myself and sticking to them which I had never done before. I can go on and on ☺️. I love talking about this lol
@nikipete8553
@nikipete8553 Ай бұрын
Your grandmother is so precious.
@whyty227
@whyty227 Ай бұрын
Your blog is one of the highs of my day
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын
awww, this makes me so so happy!!! 🥹💗
@sequoiaday6410
@sequoiaday6410 Ай бұрын
Wow ! It’s so beautiful to see your parents together and you so happy with your family ! Your family is so beautiful ❤. Yo parent look young ok ! Cmon black don’t crack. This was beautiful…. I wish i could have this with my family. God bless you guys
@ANN-ri8zp
@ANN-ri8zp Ай бұрын
Sending you NOTHING BUT POWERFUL POSITIVE VIBES... You're all I wanted to be in my 20's... Such an inspiration... PRAYING for you always...💚🙏🏾💛🫶🏾🙌🏾💪🏾🩷
@EfeitoPositivo
@EfeitoPositivo 17 күн бұрын
OMG please don't stop making videos! I've watched them all! I identified so much with his way and his moment in life and it helped me heal in so many places
@kennedydigitals
@kennedydigitals Ай бұрын
I literally get so excited when you post😭🤎 you’re so inspiring have a great Sunday beautiful!🫶🏾💌
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын
hey boookieeee!! thank you so much! i hope you enjoy!! 🥹💗
@OfficiallyBOBBiDEAN
@OfficiallyBOBBiDEAN Ай бұрын
Guuuuurrrlll you and your Dad are twins! lol Happy Bday to your GMA 🥳🥳🥳. What a blessing to celebrate all together 🫶🏼💖
@AliciaMitchell
@AliciaMitchell Ай бұрын
These vlogs have been giving PRODUCTION. Your hard-work doesn't go unnoticed Amani, keep it up, I'm loving it!
@3Bnannylounge
@3Bnannylounge Ай бұрын
You look like both of your parents- you have your dads smile. What a blessing to turn 70🎉 she’s grateful I can tell. You are so blessed. Seems as if you brought the matcha to those who weren’t familiar with matcha🎉- your vlogs never fail❤🎉
@LadyAndrews1
@LadyAndrews1 Ай бұрын
Hellooo.. I am a new subscriber and this is the third video I watched from your channel today. I was like I feel connected to this sista and couldn't pinpoint the connection.... Untilll I saw this episode. I too am from Miami and live in Atlanta alone learning about myself. My daughter left home to go to college, I lost both of my parents recently, and had a bad break up. Through counseling I am learning that the grief/mourning is important to feel on your healing journey, and these things must be unpacked and explored. I say all of this to say Thank you for sharing your story. I look forward to watching more.💜💜 #MuchNeeded
@magneticunicorn
@magneticunicorn Ай бұрын
Wow, your granny looks amazing ! Her energy is everything!
@theshaesthetic
@theshaesthetic Ай бұрын
lol I loveddddd this. When the kids like it, it’s a winner! They don’t be playing
@NalaLatrice
@NalaLatrice Ай бұрын
I'm like seriously fan girling everytime you post😂 you're such an inspiration to us all Amani. Thank you for showing up❤
@mrod87
@mrod87 Ай бұрын
Isn’t she so unique and REAL! I heal a little every time she posts.
@telsanot_tesla
@telsanot_tesla Ай бұрын
This brought tears to my eyes, I relate to the disconnect all too well !
@chichiemeka4667
@chichiemeka4667 Ай бұрын
Wow, Amani. This video was everything, the quality 10/10. Thank you for sharing your family's joy with us. Loved every it of it. Happy birthday to your Grandmother .
@dewanajohnson6028
@dewanajohnson6028 Ай бұрын
Thanks for taking us with you to visit and celebrate with family. The yacht day was so nice and relaxing. Glad you made it back home safe. My mom loves her some Aretha Franklin. She's her favorite singer. See you next Sunday. Take care.
@bril5018
@bril5018 Ай бұрын
Your videos are SUCH a breath of fresh air! Keep pushing girl! The only life that’s short is the one that causes us heartache. We have a wonderful future set out for us that involves none of the trauma and painful conditions we face today! Revelation 21:4 says it best! Keep pushing! 🤗
@MsBNYC1986
@MsBNYC1986 Ай бұрын
That was a very nice father's day weekend. You look so much like your mom. You have your dad's smile.
@JenniTulls
@JenniTulls Ай бұрын
I’m late to the party but HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GRANDMA & MANY MOOORE!!! 🎂 ☺️💕
@curlyque4866
@curlyque4866 Ай бұрын
Thank you for bringing us along. You are the perfect combination of Dad and Mom. I chuckled when I saw how you and the handsome tall gentleman had matching Boy Braids. Glad to know you will bring back the roller set because it’s GORGEOUS on you!! Sending you good energy that you soon will heal and no longer need to revisit the past traumas. Peace, Prosperity, and Solace are yours❤
@trulyshare1955
@trulyshare1955 Ай бұрын
I felt this on a soul level😢❤
@Kawaiicutiebaby
@Kawaiicutiebaby Ай бұрын
Have belated birthday to your grandmother 🥳🫶🏾🙏🏾🎂and happy belated Father’s Day to your dad🎉🎊. I love you seeing you and your family ❤😊. Yes I agree with you with the insight shared.💚
@thehannahlp
@thehannahlp Ай бұрын
Girl, can I just say: your ARMS THOUGH 😱💪🏼🤎 *edit: also loved seeing the family vibes, loved the video 🙇🏽‍♀
@MaggieMagnoli
@MaggieMagnoli Ай бұрын
your family's vibe is just 10/10!!! Thanks for bringing us with you
@delyoung1282
@delyoung1282 Ай бұрын
Beautiful FAMILY it was nice to see you enjoying your bloodline and them you.🙏 Thnx 4 sharing another piece of you. Blessings on your journey.🙏
@emilykhoza6193
@emilykhoza6193 Ай бұрын
I just found and i am so happy sis. Thank you for the wholesome and healing content😘
@JalissaMichelle
@JalissaMichelle Ай бұрын
now I can meal prep and watch my girlllll 💕
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын
oh my girrrrlll! yes!! i'm looking forward to meal prepping this week too!! go us!! 💗
@jessmruth
@jessmruth Ай бұрын
Thank you for taking us along for the ride. I really love your vlogs!
@heyychriiss
@heyychriiss 6 күн бұрын
Love this so much. Amazing vlog sis
@EricaJ.
@EricaJ. Ай бұрын
Such a beautiful video! So in love with your authenticity ❤
@MarcieColeman
@MarcieColeman Ай бұрын
Love the video so happy you had a great time 🙏🏼❤
@Choklatekisses1
@Choklatekisses1 Ай бұрын
Such a good vlog! Thank you for sharing your beautiful family with us. ❤❤
@ButterfliesandSangrias
@ButterfliesandSangrias Ай бұрын
I loved this blog! I loved all the drinks. They looked so good and we see your arms girlll💪🏾
@Shay4Short94
@Shay4Short94 Ай бұрын
One of thee best vlogs to date! I loved the family time segment the most! Keep going 🫶🏾
@Bfree4ver
@Bfree4ver Ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing family time!!
@tinawicks-jones4640
@tinawicks-jones4640 Ай бұрын
I needed this today!! Thank you😘😘😘😘
@helenawooden-aguilar1587
@helenawooden-aguilar1587 Ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing your family. ❤
@Hestia134
@Hestia134 Ай бұрын
I love to witness your growth 💚
@nomasontomthethwa8526
@nomasontomthethwa8526 Ай бұрын
Thank you, Amani. This was beautiful❤. As you work on your healing, you are helping some of us to heal as well.
@Mscheekarrr
@Mscheekarrr Ай бұрын
I’m so glad I found you
@mrod87
@mrod87 19 күн бұрын
Ur unmatched!
@chinasdoll444
@chinasdoll444 Ай бұрын
as always, this was SUCH an enjoyable watch. your last bit the mother/ daughter relationship is relatable, but remember that love exists because you exist❤️
@talkswithtaty8595
@talkswithtaty8595 Ай бұрын
Your blogs are always warming to my heart, btw love the idea of mirror next to your bed & the type of mirror you chose🫶🏾
@Lifegoals4me
@Lifegoals4me Ай бұрын
You have a beautiful family! I have a similar situation but with me it was a disconnect with my dad. Sending hugs, Beautiful!
@shermaine7579
@shermaine7579 Ай бұрын
💜💜💜💜💜💜💜, Sending love, prayers for you, and your family. Loved the trip. And I feel ya with the braids, our hair needs a break every now, and then.
@diamondfuqua
@diamondfuqua Ай бұрын
Happy Sunday pray this week is better than last week for you can’t wait to watch this Vlog
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын
hi love!! thank you so so much!! i hope you enjoy ❤
@whoissydthekid
@whoissydthekid Ай бұрын
girl the music in your vlogs is always giving but I'm already 3 minutes into this one and it's BUMPIN!
@Teegirl1339
@Teegirl1339 Ай бұрын
Love your content!
@tiffanys4971
@tiffanys4971 Ай бұрын
Beautiful vlog. Thank you for sharing with us. ❤you’re so inspiring! I am going through it right now, and I saw you posted and I was so happy. Take care!❤❤❤
@tidari
@tidari Ай бұрын
@OlubukolaSogbolu
@OlubukolaSogbolu Ай бұрын
Love your edits so engaging and fun 👍🏽fab job 🫶
@bjmiller9759
@bjmiller9759 Ай бұрын
I am being a pillow princess enjoying the vlog. May peace be with you.
@heyfrenchieb2185
@heyfrenchieb2185 Ай бұрын
Amani I loved this vlog it definitely had a different feel from your others I loved that you touched on the subject of the mother wound I look forward to hearing more about your healing journey and how it shapes you today ❤thank you for sharing
@latoyaspears2401
@latoyaspears2401 21 күн бұрын
Love love your content and single lovely life…beautiful capture
@raerae9930
@raerae9930 Ай бұрын
Happy beautiful Sunday!! Love your videos and the brand Fre is so good. I love wine however I try not to drink Sunday thru Thursday so when I saw your videos a few months back and started to follow you, I wanted to see about noon alcoholic wine and you are on to something. Thank you! ❤
@mrod87
@mrod87 Ай бұрын
I saw someone post something like “bryson tiller is my favorite artist, i been to four Bryson tiller concerts and i still can’t tell what he look like.” I see how that happens now. Haha.
@MorgannFlowers
@MorgannFlowers 2 күн бұрын
This was too cute, loved!!
@jessicafianko
@jessicafianko Ай бұрын
Hiii Amani Happy Sunday How was your week? Yippee for today's vlog 😊👏🏾 ☺️💕
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын
hi my love!! my week was pretty good!! getting back into the flow now that i'm back from hanging with the family
@janetgriffin7779
@janetgriffin7779 Ай бұрын
Seeing all those phones during the concert is wild. I hope you had a great time!
@jamilahhendricks7681
@jamilahhendricks7681 Ай бұрын
Hey Amani girllll 👋🏾 It’s so good to see you vlog sis 💕 I really enjoy your content and I just love your personality. You always keep it real 💯 and it’s always so refreshing to see you as a smart, beautiful inside and out 😍 independent Black woman in her 20’s living your best life, balancing work, hobbies and your family and friends and always making time for the things that matter to you. Healing your inner child can be hard sometimes but best believe you’re doing great and the outcome is going to be worth it. From one Scorpio sister to another 🥰♏️❤️ Your support is right here 🫶🏾 Love you ♥️
@miksriri5353
@miksriri5353 Ай бұрын
I love and appreciate your channel. I can relate to you so much! With love from Cape Town South Africa
@janirav3454
@janirav3454 Ай бұрын
details on how you manage it alll ❤
@user-rw4ef1ik5z
@user-rw4ef1ik5z Ай бұрын
I enjoyed this vlog! Good one. ❤❤❤
@greenteamoton3274
@greenteamoton3274 Ай бұрын
Great commentary, beautiful family and I gotta have the green glasses!!!
@ayeshaDavenport1207
@ayeshaDavenport1207 Ай бұрын
Such a beautiful family ❤
@talkswithtaty8595
@talkswithtaty8595 Ай бұрын
Your mom and pops >>>
@KafiaWaves397
@KafiaWaves397 Ай бұрын
Loved this!
@khanarimusic
@khanarimusic 21 күн бұрын
Loved this ❤
@talkswithtaty8595
@talkswithtaty8595 Ай бұрын
Happy bearthday to ur grandma 🧡
@c.nicole.n
@c.nicole.n Ай бұрын
I hope y’all had a wonderful time. Cheers to your grandmother!!! Your parents are too cute, and the family. I had to check the deets for your luggage. I’ll be checking the Away website. 🙏🏾😍❤️‍🩹
@jojobean2845
@jojobean2845 Ай бұрын
Love the pre-wash hair. It's giving Donna Summer. 😍
@lelethugam7913
@lelethugam7913 Ай бұрын
The way I screamed like I was at the concert 😭🩷🎉
@df3603
@df3603 Ай бұрын
As a supporter from Baltimore that’s been with you for a while, the Teck part WARMED MY HEART ALOT!🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰😂😂😂😂😂
@CrivinaB
@CrivinaB Ай бұрын
Hi Amani, hope you are well! Looking forward to today’s vlog! 😊
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын
hi my love!! all is very well :) i hope you are doing amazing ❤
@Lawtoya
@Lawtoya Ай бұрын
Loved this video! I am so inspired by your editing style! How did you learn to edit so well?
@braggz.
@braggz. Ай бұрын
lovedddd the vlog it was short yet so wholesome that you were with your family thx beautiful babe love from south africa! 💖💖💗💗💞💞
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын
thank you so much my love!! i wish i could give y’all longer vlogs, but i need to find a video editor to help with that 😅❤❤ so happy you enjoyed!
@marij3583
@marij3583 Ай бұрын
❤Love the vibes 🎉Happy Birthday to grandma 👑…
@crystaltakpa6335
@crystaltakpa6335 Ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing.
@user-vb1lz8ny4s
@user-vb1lz8ny4s Ай бұрын
We missed you girl 😊
@alainacommander2657
@alainacommander2657 Ай бұрын
I enjoyed the full video.😁
@luticia23
@luticia23 Ай бұрын
Thanks for sharing your family time with us. Y'all look like y'all had a blast. My client used to play miss Aretha all the time. Now I about to order some damn Matcha. 🤣
@GulfCoastLady
@GulfCoastLady Ай бұрын
I enjoyed this vlog so much. Your family is LIT. Even your grandmother. ❤ Girl, your parents are so cute. I thought they were your cousins or something 😅 They must have had you when they were in middle school 😂❤
@candikisses225
@candikisses225 Ай бұрын
😂Matcha Mamiiiii puttin everybody on! Your parents are fineeeeee girl!
@Starship1122
@Starship1122 Ай бұрын
I love the hair! I wanted to ask last week, how do you tie it up at night to make it last?!
@christinejourneys
@christinejourneys Ай бұрын
I love this ❤️❤️❤️🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾Happy Birthday Gma!
@faithfuljourney6206
@faithfuljourney6206 Ай бұрын
OMG Beautiful family 😍
@chaoticbrittbudgets5070
@chaoticbrittbudgets5070 15 күн бұрын
Hope you’re doing well. Been some weeks since you’ve popped up on my suggestions
@sweetlooweeze
@sweetlooweeze Ай бұрын
You and the fam were so cute
@ItsMiR314
@ItsMiR314 Ай бұрын
Just found you on TikTok and had to subscribe immediately, ❤ love your vlogs currently binging ! Also what font do you use for your main text ?
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын
hey my girrrrlllll!!! thank you so much for being here!! i use 'perfectly nineties' from Jen Wagner!
@ashleywilliams4149
@ashleywilliams4149 Ай бұрын
Hello. Please look up and research about Saturn Returns. You're at the age where you get your first one. If you have any questions then let me know.
@Silvergoldandglitter
@Silvergoldandglitter Ай бұрын
Please link the orange purse /bag in the beginning of the vlog, thank you ❤
@pixiebomb28
@pixiebomb28 Ай бұрын
Girl that Don toliver Kaytranada track off the new album FIRE
@enjaysings6173
@enjaysings6173 Ай бұрын
Your parents are so freakiiiiiinhg young omg😮😮😮😮
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