Soooo sorry you experienced this, I never had anything this extreme but I’ve experienced a similar fear. Sounds almost like a weird spiritual journey too in some way. It’s hard, but we can do this! Thanks for your vulnerability. 💜

You not alone it happened to me

My ptsd wasn't due to weed, although I did use it before and tried edibles a few times before, but never felt completely scared or anything.. My ptsd story is a bit more complex. I felt all the topics you covered were all things that affected me as well. By far, it is the worst thing I have ever experienced. My anxiety was bad that I became agoraphobia for a while and developed other anxiety disorders to make the picture worse. It's definitely a big life changing experience. i don't wish it on anybody, even my worst enemies whom I don't have any but I also wish I didn't sdd whst I saw and perhaps I wouldn't be where I am now still coping somehow. But just as you said maybe this is a lesson I needed to learn I'm just trying to find peace again now and be happy and be the old me too.

I remember reading your post about this and crying this is why I don’t smoke weed in nc I don’t trust it, I think it’s all laced with something