"Nothing hurts more than the memory of the future that will never be."

"Though I'm often in the depths of misery, there is still calmness, pure harmony, and music inside of me" -Van Gogh

I don't feel depressed or anxious. Just empty, like I'm missing something.

Whoever is reading this, know that you are loved. :) Have a good day bestie.

You have boxed yourself in with realities. You claim something undoable or impossible simply because you've never done it, or maybe you tried to and call it quits after one attempt or one method of doing. You pin these walls that box you in, the walls that YOU put up, as naturally occurring and insurmountable. You're not tired when you're tired. You're not out of control when you're angry. You're not helpless when you're low. You're not heartbroken when you're lonely. All too often we see others, be it on social media or elsewhere, living their "perfect lives." To see reality, take out the 'V'. Information is only one half of fixing your predicament. With information, you know the problem. You're aware of it, and can craft a solution. The second half is the key, and something that is so ridiculously easy if you keep doing it consistently and train yourself to gain this skill: Implementation. Follow through with your plan. Break down the walls you've constructed. You're not a lazy person. You're not a sloppy person. You're not a tired person. Whatever your identity is that you've built for yourself through projections of the lives and words of others or through your own failures is a lie. You CAN do things. You CAN discipline yourself. You CAN fight. You CAN improve. You'll never be perfect, but progress is eternal. Stop lying to yourself and pick up the slack. Change your life. Improve. No matter what the star signs say, the diagnoses, the personality tests, the therapists, the coaches, the friends and family; none of it matters. The mind has much more power than you think. Exercise it and ACT.

"It's not death that's worrisome, it's the idea of being forgotten." - ???

One day, he will finally reach up the top of the stairs. One day... Keeps on willing, that's the way we are able to do it.

Recently, as in two months ago, my girlfriend and I broke up. I’ve still been trying to get over it. I’m not upset about the fact that we broke up, I’m upset about the way it happened. Basically, we tried once before to be in a relationship, but after about a week she told me that she didn’t want to go through with it. I understood, but due to being a little immature at the time, I didn’t handle it well behind the scenes. Since then I’ve become so much more developed and mature, and this is still tearing me apart. This time, we lasted about a month-and-a-half, and I thought everything was fine, until she told me the exact same thing she told me last time we broke up. Again, I’m not upset at the fact we split, it’s just that it happened in the same way it did before, even after I talked about it with her and she apologized the first time. Truthfully, I expected more from her this time, but now I’m just left with a broken relationship and broken feelings. I love this person and I want to keep in contact with them, but I just don’t know anymore. I can’t think of them or talk to them without thinking about how they’ve hurt me. It sucks. I’ve taken a break from them in general for the past month or so, and I want to text them again soon. I want to tell them that everything’s okay and that we can just go back to the way it was before. But honestly, I don’t think that’s possible. I just can’t seem to get over it. One day I think we can talk again, but it will never be the way it was before. I’ll no longer be able to feel completely comfortable the way I used to around them, nor will I be able to trust them. It sounds melodramatic, but honestly, they’ve kinda broken me. I want things to be better. I don’t want my relationship back, I want *them* back. But no matter how hard I try, I can’t seem to see them the same anymore. I don’t think I ever really will. Tl;dr: I want to keep in contact with my ex, but I just can’t seem to get over what happened between us, and how much it’s hurt me.

I hope this life is simply a waiting room. A place where we wait to enter the life we truly want. Idk

"True happiness is when you don't fufill your dreams." - Hajime Isayama

How I wish to listen in this mix in my own bed, with dim lights illuminating in the room, and just lie there drowning in my own thoughts until I fall asleep. Not worrying about anything in life. What a peaceful feeling indeed.

“A journey is a person in itself; no two are alike... We find after years of struggle that we do not take a trip; a trip takes us.” - John Steinbeck

". . . They think you're different. So, you head for home--what else? But still, you can't forget that you're A L O N E." -- some quote

“We live in a world that can move faster than are own heads can keep up with, but yet we still find moments that feel to last a life time.” - author unknown

Dang this where I been lately. Guess its good to know I'm not alone.

I was at my lowest point in my life, im not exactly sure if i got passed it or just got used to the feelings and absence of hope. I dont mean to sound like im about to end it all, but i feel like im walking in static knowing every action i take now just affects a future i dont even want. I listen to this, time and time again, to just calm down and hope i get out of rock bottom. Thank you, Dreamwave

Couple years ago, I started listening to this playlist a lot every time I would go study at the campus library during my studies at university. This was my go-to study playlist, I've had to have listened to it hundreds of times by now over these last couple years. Now here I am listening to this playlist at my dream job while getting work done. Time goes by fast...

Sometimes I have the impression that the last year of my life has gone wasted. This was not the life I was expecting. And I'm sure no one could imagine how 2020-2021 were going to be. Honestly, it's difficult to look forward to the future in times like these. Maybe everyone finds a way on their own to deal with difficult emotions, maybe only time can heal our feelings and can bring balance to these absurd times. It's just that some days... I am led to believe differently.

问女何所思，问女何所忆？ Wèn nû hé suô sī, wèn nû hé suô yì? 女亦无所思，女亦无所忆 Nû yì wú suô sī, nû yì wú suǒ yì, My daughter, who is in your hearth? Why are you so nostalgic? No one is in my hearth, and I'm not nostalgic... Hua Mulan Balld excerpt

Thanks Dreamwave, you are the best

No matter How strong Bonds we create as we Exist..But Always Remember : We came Alone and Alone we go ❤️

Lately I’ve been feeling so empty, I don’t know why, I haven’t been hanging out with my friends, talking with them, playing video games with them, I just didint feel up to it So I told them I was taking a break from them to find out why I was feeling this way, and to have some alone time, but they didint take me seriously, they never take anything seriously, which is the whole thing of our friend group, but I don’t know what too think of them They are my friends, it’s just frustrating that they think I’m some joke. Maybe they do take me seriously, they just don’t show it Idk

I wanted to congratulate you. You are the only one that mix the nature, the new retro video and the chill music at the same time. That's really genius !

This is such a beautiful channel

Holy crap is this underrated. Thank you Dreamwave.

Thank you for making this

"It is difficult to find happiness within oneself, but it is impossible to find it anywhere else." - Arthur Schopenhauer For anyone that reads this comment, everyone was brought down by this pandemic that we are going through. I know very well the feeling of loneliness and dread. I was not able to go further to university and continue my studies in music and I am now trying to find a job, until the admission session will be open again. It is tough and I know that there are people out there who have it way harder than me. But we have to push forward. Life is hard and miserable sometimes but it is still a good life which deserves all the attention that we can give. So take a step back, calm down and use this opportunity to hone your mind. Learn to control yourself, learn to be patient and let yourself use it, think and explore with it. We have this mind and capacity to think, and it is the greatest gift. I wish you all the best in these trying times and look ahead, we can almost see the sky between the clouds!

Man, that's something else for a change. I like it.

Blasting this at 2am. I am feeling sad man

Thank u again dreamwave ☺❤

This music feels like the languishing period of the pandemic, which is fitting given the time of this video's publication.

It’s hard to believe that something so small can cause a problem so big. I hate the fact that most of us lost a whole year of memories. A whole year of new opportunities and experiences. I wish that whoever is reading this can find inner peace. If you’re going through something, you’re not alone. To whoever reaches out for help or if you’re afraid to do so, it doesn’t mean you’re weak. You’re strong for recognizing what you need. So please, don’t be afraid to reach out to people you trust. Please don’t make the same mistake as me.

Be happy, have hope, spread love, and be ever upwards until you achieve the final goal. “ ...you realize that all along there was something tremendous within you, and you did not know it. ” - Paramahansa Yogananda

Beautiful Playlist

Dude this is good man✌️

that guy was really walking up the wrong escalator for 32 minutes and 49 seconds

This music is so nice to listen to. I want to make a lot of songs like this! :>

Bruh I miss when I first got gta last year in March and when quarantine started war zone came out and we would hop on together religiously, I miss being happy

0:00 Like the peace of falling into 2:14, this is the sound my soul has been yearning for when the noise of the day seeps away into the night.

so peaceful ✨

Bro, this is art i Lovyu

Nothing hit harder than da mixtape.

Believe in yourself and you can achieve anything -Coryxkenshin

Don’t focus on how long someone will be by your side, think of how lucky you are that they’re by your side in the first place. Stop wasting time worrying about the future, it’ll come when it’s ready. All you can do for now is love who you have.

I think this one is my favorite

my favorite lofi type

I just want to be happy

awesome man

The life you want to live will start living on without you.

Niiiice gif dude 📼💨

Thank u man, you make online classes more pleasant

the fun fact is that even if the gif looks sad and could remind of a stairway to a strange place after death or some sort of paradise, the reality is that this gif is from "cowboy bebop" and the protagonist was so hight in this scene that he was just going on a ramp of 3 steps and it feels like an infinite path to the light (light of a ceiling light in his house)

This is my cue to deeply contemplate

Yeah I feel right at home here

Grazie

I really need this thanks dreamwave(≧∇≦)

Gosto da fábula da raposa e das uvas. As vezes, acho que a raposa fez bem em desistir. Pensando nisso fiz um Haikai: A outra raposa tanto insistiu nas uvas que morreu de fome

"In all honesty, your dreams mean nothing unless you have something, of someone to share it with." - Braeden Free

Your Mind Manifests on what you think on, Be Aware of What goes in Your Mind . This is most potent thing that has ever Existed in this Universe, A good Slave & A bad master.

Oh! Hey Spike!

Amazing

thank you

세상 멋있는 남자 로파이에 약방에 감초..

1 mind, yourself, 1 life, 1 world, dont waste the chance your given you cant reapet - me/ Renwar Karamani

Yay another compilation from Dreamwave !

The title is just perfectly fitting lol, got me deep in my feels and thoughts!

"Time is a cruel bitch." -- me

Legend's says that he still climbing on that stairs.

Don't take life too seriously, and you'll find it a lot more refreshing to live in the world.

ARE YOU LIVING IN THE REAL WORLD?

“Be curious, not judgmental” -Walt Whitman

LMAO, goddamnit Spike.

Perfect 😌

I genuinely don’t know how anyone can enjoy this for the fact there’s a fucking ad every 3 minutes. Besides that it’s pretty good ig

Anime: Cowboy Bebop

Maannn, life's tough.

"Hey Mister, this here is the stairway to heaven. You know that don't ya? "Obnoxious little frog"

somewhere in time

I just got done crying, dreamwave why? 😔

I can't find the Modulated Memories Evergreen song anywhere else but in this compilation and I don't know whether to be happy to hear it or sad I can't find the artist to go support them since it's different from the other three artist in the playlist.

I am a lover of words and tragically beautiful things, poor timing and longing, and all things with soul, and I wonder if that means I am entirely broken, or if those are the things that have been keeping me whole. #Dreamwave this is very nice smooth

Hey, you. Yes, you. I just want you to remember that whatever you are going through will pass in time. Just be patient with life. I am sending you all my best wishes ❤

the legend has uploaded

I cant find the first song anywhere 😫....if anyone can help I'd greatly appreciate it

i love dreamwave💜💛💜💛💜

Aka this might have mild spoilers for this episode a very good and hilarious episode that everyone should watch The background is from my number one favorite anime cowboy Bebop the EP is from when the crew ran out of food so they landed on a sketchy side of Mars and they send out Ed and ein to find food long story short they bump into this mushroom dealer and basically took it from him if I remember correctly he try to run away from someone or something so ein try one of the mushrooms and acted weird like you he looked at Ed and bunny hop 3 times it's funny but Ed had a idea we should try them out on the crew so he went back on to the ship and put them in place that the crew can find and eat so they found the mushrooms and ate them turn out they were shrooms and they were tripping out hard it was pretty funny but Yeh the video shows Spike trying to walk up two steps of stairs but to him he's walking up an endless stairs cuz he's tripping out hahaha

I’m contemplating doing my homework

how it feels going to the 3rd floor at my school lol

Wait what happened to the back ground

Was this from the episode where everyone except Edward was high on mushrooms? It was a really funny episode but crazy how music can change the mood so easily

There is no meaning except that which we assign to things. Think positive.

I don't know what my life is anymore.... and yeah i feel nothing but lost.

So this is what he dreams about every night😂

contemplating on a lot i feel jus so overwhelmed and flustered trying to get my life together and it really seems like the only thing people care about around me is getting a check... nothing wrong wit tht but there is something wrong with it when u choose to start channeling that frustation on me. fuck money. Jesus is my bread and butter! He Gon get me Where i wanna needa be at.

32:37 every step I take

It happened to me 2 months ago, my gf broke up with me I think I seriously need more time because 2 months isn't enough.. I tough it was her.. I loved her and then she tells me she doesn't want anymore and that really affected me because I was trying to be a better person in general for her and always tried to make her happy and now I just fell alone, I talk to other girls trying to find one good but I can't find anyone good and I don't know what to do... Maybe try to live life but without anyone.. It's so hard..

Is contemplation a destination? Nay, it's the profound voyage of your mind and soul. Now, look, at him, going and going on, amidst the vast emptiness. A stair towards the Something, yet No-thing. _The Mystery!_ It's all about flowing onward but not without embracing the Infinity. With every little pieces we find is the _Known._ The symbol remains that the _Unknown_ is here to stay, as our walk will go on and on, till the end of times. P.S. Spike's just high as a Kite.

Death isn't scary and being forgotten doesn't really scare me either . But being alone scares me. Idk why but I can't seem to believe in any religion because they are all mostly believing in some supernatural being and it really makes me laugh or confused. So the only thing that makes sense is being completely dead with nothing. so like sleeping. Thats what scares me but at the same time kinda comforts me. It's like you've done your part on this world now you get to rest from all the hard work.