Yes! Hang in there. It will get better. And you are not alone in this! 💜✨

I hope you hung in there. I understand how hard that can be sometimes. ❤️

Everybody tried to hold on just a little while longer ! Let's see if we can work together to pull things together !

I know this feeling well. It won't last forever. 💜

I hope so! I know this is how I feel, not the real situation. I have friends and all but true connection have been an issue lately and that is what I truly miss, connection

Hi @@yvasquez2449 how are you feeling now? I can definitely relate to this!

It is a feeling that comes and go…I know i can change it if I really want to but I’m not always aware of it, if that make sense. Probably no but is like a bad habit that you find difficult to abandon.

@@yvasquez2449 yes I hear what you're saying. It is hard to move from this spot. I too feel like I can change it but still learning how to do that. All the best on your journey.

There’s definitely a light at the end of the tunnel! Hang in there 🤗

@@VanessaOoms I wouldn't have it any other way.. 🤘🏼

You’re not going crazy.

@@VanessaOoms it feels like depression in my chest... not by thougths its just a feeling in my body.... is that what it is... meditation doesn't even help ...is this just something that takes time?

​@@generallee7891there is a great technique to help you go through this faster

SAME 😭🤯

It's amazing it's been truly amazing and still is.

I feel you. I’ve also been through multiple rounds of “pruning,” and it didn’t really get easier…I just had more awareness of what was happening and knowledge that it will eventually work to my benefit. This path is not for the faint of heart!

Same. So tired. Have had a few of these now. Now another it feels like. It's so taxing on my physical being. And I'm sad that a few of my main interests and hobbies have just fallen aside like unwanted toys. They were creative activities and healing activities, especially to my soul. Im sad that I halfass all my creative endeavors anymore. It's not like me. I've halfassed a lot of things in my life, but art has never been one of them. Isolating has had its perks, such as time to reflect, heal, and learn, time to meet my inner self; but being as I work retail and have grandkids and a life, I can't just shut myself in and hide. I don't have a lot of friends (the few I do have live 2k miles away), nor do I want more or want to meet people right now....yet I'm lonely, and wish I had someone to talk to or cry with. And being recently divorced, while I relish my quiet peaceful alone time, some days are hard being alone (he and I had def grown apart in our beliefs and goals and expectations, irreparably. He was always right, always his way or the highway. Even after 30+ years, between his arrogance and entitlement, the emotional abuse and his cheating, my soul could take no more.) I just want deep rest, way down into my soul even. I don't want to feel such strong emotions on the daily like this. I sit with them, and no longer self medicate like I used to now that I know it's for my higher good as well as the collective good; but it's still hard.

Sorry to hear that you’re dealing with so much all at once. It’s crazy how exhausting it is to end a toxic relationship…you’d think it would be a relief, and it is to a point, but it’s such an emotional rollercoaster. I think you’ll feel up to your creative activities again - once your spirit has some time to recover. One day at a time. ❤️ Sending you so much love

Oh my gosh, kundalini awakening is no joke!! I went through the same in 2015 and every part of my life fell apart and so many people fell away. Really thought I was losing it for a while!

@@VanessaOoms I am in that falling away part. Been a rough run the last few years. You seem to have stabilized and alchemized your experience. Thank you for being a lighthouse.

Sending big love your way! It took me a while to find my sea legs, but happy to have found some balance after all that. 🙏🏼

Sending you so much love, Carol!! 💕 I understand what you’re going through and how weird and lonely it can feel. You will get through this. I’m here to chat if you feel so called. My email is vanessa@vanessaooms.com 💕

I understand the dark pit of loneliness and pain that addictions can put you in. Sober life is a truly beautiful thing. Definitely not always easy, but definitely always worth it for the beautiful depth of experience that I couldn’t have fathomed while I was numbing out. Spirit will meet you deeply in the process, and there is so much support out there! Including myself. 🙏🏼✨

It’s so rattling when you wake up and see how we’ve been programmed to go through the motions and feed the machine… I remember a moment (also in a supermarket) where I looked around and realized how empty and miserable everyone was just going through the motions, and it broke my heart. I realized that I had been living like that for a long time too, and my heart broke even more. You feel almost like an alien, wondering why you can see it and others can’t. There is a large awakening happening in the world, so soon we won’t be the only ones. But it’s happening slowly and gradually, and the awakenings seem to be scattered all over the world… I think for a reason. Anyway, friend. I hope today treats you well. Reach out if you ever need to talk. My email is Vanessa (at) VanessaOoms.com 🙏🏼💜

Oh wow! Yeah it can be a pretty wild experience for sure. Things will level out though 🙏💜

I feel you, Kim. You're right that not many people understand what you're going through when you awaken, and I think that's the loneliest part...feeling alone when you're with others. Though they may not fully understand, they still love you so much. I was actually thinking about creating an online community where people can come together and talk about what they're experiencing and support each other. I'm still researching a good platform, but will keep you posted!

@@VanessaOoms please, i would love that

@@VanessaOoms please do that. I would also love to join

Did you ever do this? This is exactly what I am looking for…❤️

Hi everyone! I’m working on the platform with a friend of mine, and we should be ready to invite you all in at the end of January 🙏🏼💗

Receiving! 👐💕✨ I’m glad this video was helpful.

Sending you so much love!! 🙌🤍✨

I'm so glad to hear that this video was helpful. Here if you need anything 🙏💜

Glad this video served you, my friend. Much love 🙏💜

Much love to you, my friend 🙏🏼💜

God bless you on your journey. I'm so glad to hear that this video resonated with you. 🙏

I can imagine that would be difficult and weird for you. It's part of the process, and new people will find you who are more aligned with who you are becoming.

yeah same I have said see ya to pretty much everyone created a blank canvas and been slowly adding some dots to the canvas not as many dots as before but nicer ones. I chose them. dots that look like they're actually suppose to be there....my attempt at a metaphor lol. good little vid and reassuring thanks

Sending you so much love Sarah! 💜 I'm glad that this video brought a bit of calm. Hang in there, you'll get through this and find level ground again.

@@VanessaOoms thanks soo much Vanessa your vids have really been so supportive during this time 🤗

I feel you. I honestly don't know if there is an infinite happiness...we will always go through ups and downs in life. What we can find, though, is a lasting *steadiness* . A grounding and internal strength that will allow us to weather the storms of life more easily. That's what I'm going to be talking about in a series on emotional resilience that will be launching on the channel in the next couple weeks. Much love 🤍

Aww 🥰 glad this video resonated. I know what you mean...sometimes it feels so heavy and like time takes forever to pass. But in the grand scheme of things, this time is a blip. Sending tons of love your way. Big internet hugs for you 🙏🏼💜✨☮️🕊

Thanks for subscribing and connecting! Glad to have you here.

I’m glad to hear this video served! The void is an interesting space to get to know...so full of potential and insight. Much love to you 🙏🏼💜✨

This is the same as me. I feel like I’m looking at my life from the outside in and thinkng what the hell have I been doing in certain areas. It’s also making me sad at the same time 😒

Hey there! I'm sorry I missed your message. It ended up getting held for review for some reason. Thank you so much for this. It's great to know that these videos are helping and that there are other people out there who are going through an awakening and walking the path. I'm also a follower of Jesus, and He's taken me on a journey I never would have expected! Especially for someone who thought she was an atheist for a lot of years... Anyways, great to have you here, my friend and fellow Canadian! I'm in BC. We are truly blessed to live in this country. You take good care as well. Lots of love to you. 🙏🏽🤍✨

Sending love back!! You will get through this period. 🙏🌎💜

hai , saya juga merasa perasaan yang sama ,, mudah mudahan kamu baik baik sahaja ,, saya dari malaysia

Oh my gosh your experience resonates with me so much. I went through the same. It was so overwhelming and rattling. Luckily we now have the tools to navigate these experiences. 🙏🏼✨

Oh 100% my friend! You are not alone 💗💗💗

So glad to hear that! Sending you so much love 🙏🏼🤍✨

I'm so glad to hear that! Much love to you 🙏

Glad to hear this video resonated. Awakening can def make you feel like you’re on some weird island all alone, but trust and believe that better days are coming and you will find a tribe with the same vibe as you. 🙏🏼💜✨

Sending you so much love, my friend 🙏🏼🤍✨

So glad to have you in the community, beautiful soul! 🙏🏼💜✨ and so happy to hear that this video resonated and helped you. Pleased to be journeying with you 🤗

Sending you so much love, Nelly! You will get through this. It won’t last forever. Sometimes we get “separated” to make room for things/people/places that are better aligned. Not good or bad, necessarily, just on a similar frequency. 🙏🏼🤍✨

You’re right about COVID amplifying this! Sending tons of love your way 💜💜💜

So glad to hear that. Much love 🙏🏼💜✨

So glad that this resonated for you. It’s an intense experience! Hang in there friend. You’ll find your way through this 🙏🏼💜✨

So glad to hear this helped. Much love to you 🙏🏼🤍✨

it sounds like it is both inside, and out

@@augustreigns9716 Neat! I haven't gotten any new equipment or anything...I wonder what was different when I recorded this one...

Wow, thank you for that! I used to wear all kinds of makeup and spend tons of money on getting my hair died...then hit a point in 2012 where my perspective started changing...I didn't want to be in the city anymore. So my partner at the time and I moved to a really remote town in the forest and lived a simple life for 5 years or so. Now I'm back living in a small city, working on my plan for a permanent move to the woods. Long story short, I've been playing around with some ethical makeup brands, but still don't wear much more than some eyeliner...to me it feels free. It was super weird in the beginning not wearing makeup, though...I felt naked and vulnerable for a long time. But it was a practice in self love, and my skin and heart did a lot of healing in the process. Much love, V

@@VanessaOoms thats so interesting. When I had my awakening 2 years ago I stopped dying my hair too. Its growing out like yours. I also got the urge to be vegetarian for the first year and the second year my body let me eat meat very rarely. I felt compelled to reset myself in a lot if ways and these were some of them in addition to the mental health and family trauma inner work Im doing to heal. Living in the woods one day sounds amazing. All those trees every day? So calming. Hope youre staying cozy and healthy

I am staying cozy and healthy, thanks! Meditating a lot, crocheting a blanket, making videos and working from home as usual. Hope you're staying well! It's amazing how much our tastes and priorities change when we awaken...

I can relate!! That's why I started this channel, because when I was going through this I seriously thought that if I told anyone what was happening I'd end up in the psych ward LOL Luckily it passes!

Glad to hear this video was helpful! Sending you a big internet hug! 🤗✨

Hi Carolina, thank you for your message and for sharing you experience. It will absolutely be worth it! Hang in there. Wishing you a beautiful day! 💜✨

I had an experience with the same effect. Terrible years followed mine as well. Once I started feeling better, I felt compelled to help the others going through this process. I wanted to ease the loneliness in others because I felt so isolated for so long! Much love to you, soul brother 🙏🤍✨

@@VanessaOoms thank you for the reply. I've just read all the comments, it pains me to read them , so many lost so many feeling they are a just a ghost in this world. To all of you , your not alone we are all here for you whoever you are. May the winds of fate fill your sails and carry you to the land of your brothers and sisters and away for your land of strangers.

@@grahamfortune1528 I know right? Really gets me in the feels. ♥️

I truly think it is a path that everyone must go through. I’m glad this video resonated for you! Much love 🙏🏼✨

Sending you a huge hug! You are not alone 🤗🤍✨

Thank you so much for sharing your story! I can relate to your experience. The dark night is such a painful experience, but looking back now I can see how much growth happened during that time.

That’s amazing! Im at the completely lost and pointlessness stage, and no longer no who I am at all. Is the best thing to do just keep surrendering to this process?

@@theoo6255 yes, surrendering is the best thing. Your ego fights back and refuses to let go but the truth is , it’s important to let go of false limiting beliefs that our ego has taught us. One day you will know who you truly are, when universe takes over your false ego, let the universe in, just surrender, let the light in, don’t be scared to let go of your old self. I felt the same way, didn’t know who i am, it’s a transitional phase, where you’re shedding old and getting ready to acquire new, much better self. Be happy that you’re getting awake, and walking towards your truth

@@VanessaOoms you’re welcome. Yes, absolutely, it’s never easy to walk the path of awakening but it’s the best blessing

@Mansi yesssss! Perfectly put. I went through the same thing and found that the path of least resistance was just to surrender. Allow Spirit to do what it needed to to my mind, body and soul... @Theoo sorry for the late response. Not sure how I missed your comment 🙏🏼

Oh Sharon, I feel you! What divine timing that you happened upon this video. This will not last forever. There is a LOT happening energetically in the collective, and for some reason this last couple of months has been particularly difficult for a lot of people I’ve been speaking with, and also myself personally. You are not alone!! I’m here if you ever want to talk. Big hugs 🤗🤍✨

Sending you so much love!! You are definitely not alone. Particularly right now, so many people are questioning what they’re doing in life and we’re all going through a massive consciousness shift. There are lots of great people in the comments section here, and I’m figuring out a way that we can all connect and talk about what we’re experiencing 🙏🏼✨

I’m so glad to hear that. Much love to you 🙏🏼💕✨🕊

So glad this video was helpful! 🙏🏼💜✨

@@sohaaboulsaoud833 glad this resonated for you 🙏🏼💜✨

Glad this helped! 🙏🏼💜💜💜

Big love to you!! 💕✨ “Sometimes following your heart means losing your mind”

Much love John 🙏🏼🤍✨

So glad this resonated. Sending you a huge internet hug! 🤗🤍✨

It totally is. But hang in there and you’ll get through it 💜✨

Sending tons of love your way! Glad to hear you’re feeling a bit better with some understanding. All we ever have is this present moment. What you’re feeling is temporary and will pass. Be gentle with yourself 💜

How are you

Aww! Glad this resonated with you 🙏💜

Much love 🙏🤍✨

@@Kevin-mz1ni Namaste my friend 🙏🏼💜

It can be overwhelming at times! You can ask in meditation for the energy to slow down and give you a reprieve 🙏💜

Sane happening with me can't remind things can't concentrate focus feeling lost

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You’re so welcome! 🙏🏼💜

Hi Jackie, you’re definitely not alone. I’m sending you so much love! 🤗🤍✨ This phase of awakening I call “the void” because it feels so strange and empty, and like you say, you’re not really sure which way to go. I’ve been in this space a few times over the last six years since my initial awakening. Know that it’s normal and that it will pass. Things will start to make sense again, and you’ll have a deeper understanding of yourself, your life and your path. At least that’s been my personal experience. 🙏🏼

@@VanessaOoms thank you so much Vanessa..this is so helpful.. I'm doing a bit better yet still am not sure about my path..lol..I really don't know my purpose in career, what I'm here to do, but I have a couple desires on where I would like to live, the atmosphere, but I'm not even established in career yet, I'm older now and going through a whole life shift, awakening, and seeing how isolated I really am, so it's like I'm starting life over again, that's how it feels, I will keep going and hoping for a breakthrough, I also have trouble taking action, in a direction, and sometimes think maybe I need counseling to talk to someone, but I thank you so much..you have given me hope and knowing I'm not alone in this awakening means everything...hope you have a wonderful night..♥️💖⭐🙏☮️

Sometimes it can be helpful to talk things out with someone who is objective who can help you put your thoughts together and make some plans! But what a cool place to be in...to reinvent yourself, to try new things, to explore! The world of career work is totally shifting these days. There are so many more options now, with online and remote work and so many creators and artists making income from their gifts...the world is your oyster 🤗🤍✨

@@VanessaOoms thank you so much Vanessa..yes..I hope to see it that way soon....I know it's true, just feels scary at moment, uncertain..but I thank you and appreciate your help and encouragement..it means everything...enjoy your night..♥️♥️💖🌟

Sending you a huge hug, my friend! You enjoy your night too 🤗🤍✨

I'm so glad! 🤗💜

Much love 🙏🏼🤍✨ Sat nam

@@VanessaOoms 💟🙏

Literally I was crying all the night , I couldn’t realise why I am, I never cried like this In the middle of crowd I felt loneliness and I afraid of depression and confused

I feel your heart! You are not alone. There are so many people going through the same thing right now… 🤍✨🤍

Sending you a huge hug! 🤗🤗🤗

I feel you, my friend! This journey can be so intense… I’m glad that this video resonated and that it was helpful. I hope today gifts you a pocket of peace. Sending you a huge internet hug! Sorry for the late response. I’m just seeing a bunch of messages that I missed 🙏🏼🤍✨

Sending you a big hug through the internet! You will find your balance again, and it will be better than before 🙏🏼💕✨

@@VanessaOoms OMG! Your replied! Thank you so much for taking the time to reply! And thank you for the hug. Means a lot during this time. God bless you in every way possible!

God bless you 🙏🏼🕊

Sending you so much love my friend 🙏🏼🤍✨

Much love to you 🙏🏼🤍✨

Lots of love to you 🙏🏼🤍✨

Thank you! Hope you're well.

Vanessa Ooms you’re welcome . i am well , i hope you are too

@@oojaytee728 I'm well, healthy and grateful thanks 😊 trying to keep in the present moment these days

Vanessa Ooms i understand that , same here

Much love 🙏💞💜

Big love to you! 💜✨

I wish I were with you to give you a big hug. 🤍✨ I don't have all the answers, but can empathize because I too am INFJ/HSP with C-PTSD. Life can feel like a lonely and strange grind sometimes!! Especially because not everyone understands the lived experience of the HSP...but know this - it's never too late and you're never too old for things to turn around. Sometimes a breakthrough happens when we feel the most hopeless. Hang in there!

I'm also IINFJ SUGMA MALE SAME HAPPENING WITH ME

I can relate. Everything in our lives is constantly ebbing and flowing. Thanks for sharing. 🙏💜

Glad to hear 🙏🏼

You’re welcome, lovely! 🙏🏼✨💕

Glad it resonated 🙏🏼🤍✨

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Hang in there, my friend!! You will get through this 🙏🏼🤍✨

Glad this video resonated 🙏✨

Hello love, I understand how you’re feeling and have been in a similar situation. It took me a while to get used to the influx of energy, and there were so many times where my mind was so loud I couldn’t hear anything else. Meditation definitely brings peace, as does focusing the mind on spiritually uplifting texts and being out in nature. Even watching nature videos can be a good substitute. You will get through this! 🤍✨ Do you have a grounding practice? The kundalini energy can be intense ⚡️

Glad this resonated. Much love to you 🙏🏼💕✨

Hello lovely, I’m sorry you’re feeling low. Please know that this will not last forever. You’re being invited into yourself, and into your soul, to explore within and see what you truly need and want. Judging your experience will only make it persist. I doubt you’re a boring person! 🤗 Sometimes an awakening can cause a “grey phase” where everything seems dull and meaningless. It’s ok to feel this way, and it doesn’t mean there’s anything wrong with you. And trust me, your manifestation powers will return! I went through a phase similar to what you’re describing for a couple of years where I just felt blah and nothing was manifesting for me. Little sis I know there was a part of my soul that wanted to talk to me that I had stuffed away for soooo long. Once I went inside and discovered this and gave this part of me a voice, everything changed. Sending you so much love, sister. 🙏🏼💜✨

@@VanessaOoms Thanks love needed to hear this ❤

Did it get better?

Aww Katherine! Sending you a big internet hug. Relapsing or leaving the planet is never the answer. Remember that there are people out there who will vibe with you and that just because people disagree with you it doesn’t mean there’s anything wrong with you 💜

You're welcome. Big hugs for you💜

Hi Rose, I’m sending you a huge hug through the interwebs. I know how hard it is to go through this, but it does get better. ❤️‍🩹 This phase of loneliness and isolation seems to clear a path for what is more aligned for us. One day at a time 🙏🏼✨

Hugs 🤗

I hear you! I know a lot of people who are going through the same challenge so they can pursue something that lights them up. 🙏🏼

Glad to hear that this resonates for you. 🙏🏽

Sending you a huge hug!! 🤗

You will be ok! Hang in there. 🙏🏼💜✨

@@VanessaOoms Thankyou 💜💥😍

Glad this video helped. Hang in there! Your tribe will find you. 🙏🏼💕✨

Sending you big love! 💕💕💕

My heart aches for you, Tony. I’m sorry that you’re going through a dark time. When you say that you’ve given so much of yourself, is that to other people? 🤍

@@VanessaOoms yeah for others. I’ve needed too though. I wanted too. But I just can’t believe that by wanting more love and joy in my heart and soul that this would be the path I’d have to take. This is torture, honestly!

@tony kambouris Dear Tony. I've been going (and still are) through a spiritual awakening process myself. So from my own personal experience there are a few things in your comment(s) that stand out for me. Please correct me if I'm wrong. The one thing that seems to stand out the most is that you feel utterly betrayed by the universe (or God or whatever you wanna call it) and life in general. To me that sounds like you feel as though you were lurked into a spiritual life journey with the promise of you receiving a pot of spiritual gold (some kind of reward) at the end of the tunnel. And now you're faced with the harsh reality of feeling even worse than at the start of your quest. You feel as though the universe (or life in general) has pulled out a big knife and stabbed you right in the back, when you expected some love, peace and happiness instead. I feel you. It happens a lot when people start awakening. Key is here to not EXPECT anything, but try to be grateful whenever something beautiful and loving comes your way. I know it's not at all easy, but taking this angle will better prepare you for what an awakening process really entales. In my personal opinion it's not a feast of free spiritual meals waiting for you when the whole process grinds to a halt. To me it's a ongoing process that has a profound impact on your personality and energy system. It shakes you up and by doing so it will, in the long run, make you a more loving and compassionate human being(usually a precursor for more inner peace and happiness as well). This doesn't only take time and blood, sweat and tears to finally get there, it also requires a kind of 'casual' approach towards being loved. The best way to explain this is to imagine you want something really bad. You want it so bad, that you don't at all have the patience to wait for it to finally happen. So, with your eyes on the prize, you're gonna get it yourself. And lets just say, you've put in a lot of effort and waisted a lot of energy to do so as well. Now, if you look at life this way, the logical consequence would be that you would inevitably feel miserable, frustrated, restless, sad and down up until the moment you succeed. Another consequence would be that you can't really separate or detach yourself from whatever it is that your craving. So you would most likely become 100% dependent on those things, which in the end will feel more like an addiction than a 'pot of gold'. You already mentioned in your comment "I tried every possible thing to become a loving and happy person" and "I gave my all on this journey". This to me is a tell-tale sign that the things you DO and GIVE are not really the problem. Imo the main challenge for you is to just BE and try and change your PERSPECTIVE on life(of course you don't have to do anything, it's just my suggestion). Imo you're not doing anything WRONG by searching for all kinds of stuff and in the process galvanising all of your life's energy stocks towards the 'prize'. The only thing being that you end up feeling exhausted, depressed and completely drowned out by not being fulfilled and having 'lost' yourself (or imo 'what you think is yourself')in the process. My best bet for you now is to try and find something that really makes YOU tick, however hard that may be in the situation that you're in now. Even if you manage to succeed in this for just 5 or 10 minutes every day and gradually build it up to wherever it takes you, you're putting in some serious life work. By doing so you will automaticly gain momentum and make the energy shift that is necessary to become a more loving and compassionate and less relying on your 'wants' and 'needs' type of person. I've succeeded in doing so to a certain extend, and I believe you can do this to. Key here is to check in on the life you had before this awakening thing happened, as you mentioned this as well. What was so special or fun or nice about it? And was it really always like that? Go try and figure that out! At least that is something that you actually CAN do now. Try and write it down, what aspects of my 'previous' life were worthwhile and which weren't? You can even try to create a mood board for that. Doesn't have to be anything fancy, just you saying eg."This I liked and that I didn't because it made me feel like 'so and so' . And whenever I feel like 'so and so' I feel like that part of me shines through or that part of me gets pushed to the side, which to me is a good thing 'cause I don't really like that part because of what happened to me back in ... when person X or Y... Hope you're getting the drift of this now. Also try to be as open as possible for new things to come: new experiences, feelings, atmospheres, colours, ideas, etc. In this way you'd pick aspects of your 'previous' life and recreate them in a new and fresh way, while also throwing in things that are totally new to you (things you couldn't imagine existed in you). Lastly I wanna say: If you feel like the depression part is spiralling out of control, it's always a safe route to go and talk to someone professionally, especially cognitive behavioural therapy, which teaches you HOW your behaviour influences your daily life and your feelings, thoughts and emotions, and how to 'reprogram' yourself in a different, more sustainable way. Again, just an advice. Hope this helps you somewhat and/or sets you off on a different track. Remember that even the smallest of changes now can have a serious impact on your future. All the best to you. :)

Hello my friend! Lots of love from Canada. God bless you 🙏🏼🤍✨

@@VanessaOoms thanks dear, godbless

Agreed! I experienced a massive shift, and then after that my identity has been gradually evolving and changing…lots falling away and healing, and new things coming online. I think our whole lives are an exercise in becoming. Finding community like you have is essential.

@@VanessaOoms yeah, that’s what my KA guide also says and her K now is fully integrated but she says she’s still evolving. For me the craziest was the full blown vibrations with some mild psychotic features that happened only last Xmas. Since then things are bearable again but man,…. Layer after layer after layer. K is relentlessly divine, isn’t it?

@@alef3224 relentlessly divine…the most perfect description!!