Lost my sibling last month. I haven't been the same since. It's hard to get back to my usual self when I am grieving and hurting inside. It's even tougher because in my line of work, being happy and funny is part of the job. I am hurting everyday. I am full of regrets. Full of what ifs. He was just 33 years old. It's extra tough to be alone these days. Sorry, I'm typing without coherence--I am typing straight from the heart.

I lost my brother yesterday. He was 29, we are only a year apart. This doesn’t feel real. I just want him here with me, my mom, my eldest brother. So much of me is him. ❤

I lost my brother in june 2021 he was 43 he was my best friend we did coffee every morning I miss that the most plus his calls he was a funny man and my mediator when there was a disagreement within the family I miss his so much the pain is unbearable but I need to learn to get thru it even if it takes 50 years

Thank you so much for sharing your experience & story. I lost my youngest brother at the age of 26 just 2 weeks ago. I'm shattered & kind of lost. I'm just trying to find people & videos on the internet who have been through such times so that I can understand what to do & how to do things. I can't afford therapy so listening to people talk about their stories helps a lot in dealing with the current situation. I love the idea that our siblings are still with us & sensing everything with us as we go through life. This video of yours did help a lot Johanna. Let's keep on living for our siblings :)

It’s been three months since I lost my big brother to cancer. He was only 26, and he was my favorite person on the planet. He was one of the strongest people Ive ever known, overcoming mental illness and addiction. It only took four months to completely destroy all our lives. He leaves behind three kids under 4 years old, and it’s not fucking fair. My nieces and nephew deserve the amazing person that created them and loved them more than anything. I want to be here to tell them everything that he was but it hurts so bad rn

Lost my little brother this year In April 2023 he was 16. He took his own life or it was an accident. But I still miss him so much.😭

My sister died tonight. I’m searching for comfort. Thanks for this video. She was 39.

😢 I lost my brother 8 years ago and 3 weeks before he passed I lost my mom My dad has been gone for 34 years and I'm the only one left and this year I don't know why but it's really really hard for the holidays and I find my I know I'm in a deep depression but I thought I bet you there hasn't been one day in 8 years I haven't cried couple of my kids just don't get it and I bet you not one of them three have once asked me Mom how are you doing I miss my brother so much he was my whole world he was my younger brother but he should have been my older brother he was a great man I was just so proud of him he was in the service he would have given this shirt off his back to anybody I tried talking to a grease counselor and it just didn't work for me where I met cuz every time I left her off so she act like I was cured and two losses like that at the same time it just I'm going crazy I really believe I am but thank you for sharing your video

I lost my brother a few weeks ago to cancer ...I'm still so shattered.

I lost my brother a month ago what makes it worse is that i was with him every minute of the day he was in his 30ths before we losed him im only nine and will wish that he would have been here to watch me grow i will not be sharing about what he died of for personal reasons

I am so sorry for your loss, Johanna, even though your brother has passed awhile now... But you are right in what you said. When you lose someone in your life, especially a sibling... You suddenly realise how short life really is. And how important it is to live your life to the best you can, and ensuring those close to you, know that you love them. I have watched some of your videos now, and I have noticed you have such a gentle spirit. That is very special. I hope you never lose it. Stay safe, Johanna.

Just lost my elder brother, he was 28 and the best, kindest person in the whole world... He died from a rare sarcoma which killed him within 1,5 months. I relate so much to everything that you share here, thank you ❤

Emotional video. Tough subject. We will all go through this sort of loss. Thank you for sharing. I lost my Dad to a sudden medical condition.

Thank you so much for sharing your experience I am actually a 30-year-old woman who lost my brother 10 years ago and it was actually a huge shock because he was only one you're older than me. It was very hurtful because he was murdered and it changed the course of my life… Your video is an inspiration for me to start recording for my KZfaq channel about sibling grief support again thank you merry Christmas and be sure to follow me back for more of my story XOXO ❤

That's true about the you just function during the funerals and vigils 😢 just for it to be over so people can go home after so you can grieve finally 😔💔 miss my little brother so much 😫😫😫😫

Thank you so much, I lost my sister 3 years ago and it still hurts

I know this is a year old video (also my condolences) I lost my older to drugs going on 2 two years.

I just want to say I'm sorry for your loss I lost my brother 2 months ago just a week before christmas

Your video really helped me ❤ im on so much pain and this helped . Thank you.

Im struggling for 30 years and it won't stop! I never had the chance to really grew up with my brother he died as a little baby of 17 months and i will always miss him