I appreciate you sharing your journey and your daily struggles. There’s a lot of us out here going through the same. I hope you find some relief with the heat. I can’t imagine not having ac in the summer. I also find it’s hard to get motivated to clean but once I start, I realize it’s therapeutic, plus having a freshly cleaned home just puts me in a better mood. Maybe you’ll find a sense of peace just venting your struggles in your videos. It’s a way to get it out and process it, and not bottle up your feelings. Keep your head up and keep going!